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#did i re-invent john prodman again? yeah i guess#did i do all this just to draw big corpus?#who do you think i am. of course i did#also that is mausolon. it's basically a very long rectangular box in my drawing i can't really make it more specific w/o color#art ramble#i spent waaaaay too much time on this#like at least 4 hours or something#and half of that time is spent on draft#like#why#how#like is that a normal thing for this kind of drawing or what#uuggggghhhhghhg fuck my efficiency#after all this time this art thing is still unintuitive to me#warframe#warframe corpus#warframe rhino#warframe gauss#warframe gauss prime#warframe operator#do i really need to tag all of them no one will be looking for this when they search for these tags#my art
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amanda's latest instagram photo dump including, among other things: her posting tinkywinky/whesmakofi choking screenshot. (meaning its been on her insta like 5 times since it happened and is now immortalized). a really nice photo of her and amanda barnes wearing overalls looking cool. the "i kissed a girl" karaoke singing clip. angela telling some kind of story/skit pitch with Arasha and Erin listening. zoom in on trevor/spencer/shayne chosens with amanda and angela quietly giggling and doing chosen voices in the background. happy pride month. to ME.
#amanda lehan canto#i cant be checking my phone during busy days at work lest something like this drop and suddenly im at my desk gayly giggling to myself#smosh#the amount of amangela in the photo dump combined with the karaoke clip AGAIN. really just making my day. AND arasha in the last clip....#im winning today and i havent even seen courtneys birthday tntl yet#angela giarratana#arasha lalani#:')#im so busy for at least another 4-5 hours but this was such a lovely 5 minutes
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couple of mello + near doodles
#death note#mello#mihael keehl#near#nate river#meronia#bright colors#eyestrain#been having fun w colors recently :3#these are the product of me really really really not wanting to do some discussion boards#like i don’t even hate discussion boards but something about them has been filling me with dread i’d rather just do exams tbh#i'm like dragging myself through the rest of this semester but it's different from last semester last semester i was losing my mind#this semester i've been able to sleep more than 4 hours a night and go outside bc it's not freezing but also i'm just so fucking done#with school i've been here too long i'm tired but i'm always tired and will always be tired it's tragic honestly i think i'd be more cool#with school if i weren't living how i am rn w my family but eh i don't have the money to move out so it's whatever and it doesn't really#help that i know i'll have to get at least a master's to really do anything in my field and the though of doing more of this makes#me so tired i think i might take a gap year after i get my bachelors this fall idk#anyways enjoy my doodles or don't if you don't want to i'm not the boss of you
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sneepy cozy time....
#cats#longing to one day hopefully feel sleepy cozy like this again...#There was a pretty cool week here so I thought we had progressed closer to cool fall weather but... NO#..wrong!! It's like 80F in my room right now and was 98F outside yesterday. We get two more 'cooler' days and then#it starts going up again and will be in the high 90s possibly 100 something later this week#in my mind september should be COOOOOLLLL!!!!! or at least STARTING to get there.. Like mid 80s at the highest.#I am going to explode the world with evil wizard powers aaRGHaaHHHHHHHH#OR at least it should get down really low at night. I think thats the main thing is if it's 95 in the day and only 62 for like 3 hours in#the middle of the night then even leaving a fan in windows all night is not enough to fully cool down the house because its just not#enough cold air or cool for long enough. If it were 98 in the day but 15F outside at night then you could probably bring cool air inside al#night and your house would be at a relatively low starting point for the next days heat.#Like for example - in my apartment on a hot and sunny day. Even with every window#closed and blocked off with thick layers of reflective stuff and also not using the stove or doing anything to generate heat - the apartmen#will still go up on average about 6 - 8 degrees in one day. Peaking around 8 - 10pm night time. If I start off with the house cooled down#to 60F. then the highest it would get is 66 - 68 which is tolerable#.But if the lowest I can cool the apartment all night is still only 75F#then it's going to be 81 - 83F by the end of the day. So really it would be bearable (ISH)#for it to be warm as long as it was colder at night.#Though still the IDEAL is to not have to structure my life around envrionmental management and constantly be checking the#outdoor temperature so I can put the fans in the second that it's colder outside than it is inside and putting elaborate curtain systems#up and down at the exact right times and meal prepping 4 days in advance so I dont have to use the stove for 3 days and blah blah blah#Life in the colder weather months is so effortless and breezy in that sense. I can just have the window open all day and get natural light.#I can cook whatever I want. I can wear what I like. I can move around the house freely without needing to always#carry a fan around with me or douse myself in water.#ANYWAY.... oh if only that were me.... snuggled in a warm blanket ... a comforting wintery image...
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the cigarette fandom about to die fr 3 of its pillars quit at the same time…
#proves that its tje right time like the planets are aligned or smth#actually ive been craving smoking WAY less this past week ive smoked maybe 4/5 drummini a day (and mine are tinyyy)#and can go way more hours without even getting the impulse to smoke. like usually i would crave a cigarette every 2h at least#even now i dont even feel crazy i feel pretty normal just kind of antsy…. but more in a need something to do with my hands way than in a#need nicotine way… idk
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im on vacation how can i make this about the murder time trio. mtt fresh out of a flight and the minute that they leave the airport dust stops horror and killer for the smoke break. because being around a smoker is like that. and while horror is dying and coughing from the cigarette smoke and killer is pretend coughing to make dust feel terrible theyre both simultaneously roasting the shit out of dust for being such an addict smoker. cancer speedrun GO says horror. refreshing his signature smell says killer. dust just glares at them and blows smoke in their face (horror literally takes damage he's at 0.7 HP)
#killer ended up liking that btw. he later asked for dust to extinguish the cig on him. freak#this is absolutely based on my own personal experience#only a person who knows a smoker knows how annoying it is when they take smoke breaks everywhere#car rides are TAINTED by dust having to smoke. eating out is interrupted because dust gets up every 15 minutes to smoke#his bones are a dusty color but not because of the dust but because the smoke has turned them gray from the inside out#i'll need to figure out the right time to post this but the mtt grind never stops even while inter nations ‼️‼️‼️#i MUST relate every single thing i do to the mtt. a similar situation just happened to me like 15 minutes ago#im in germany oui oui or something idk#i cannot wait to come up with a bunch of travel related mtt headcanons this is gonna be so fun#the only fun i'll have during this trip is the imaginary characters in the head i sound delusional#delusional??? like like like horror sans. like like dust sans. is killer delusional. probably idk#update on horror character analysis: i finished some of it on the flight but smh#UNFORTUNATELY i have a human body so i needed to sleep so thats 4 hours wasted on NOT mttmaxxing#and it turns out i REALLY shouldve pre translated time to go mad so i could localize it on a flight with no internet#yeah i didn't think that one through. but at least i got parts of the analysis done WITH NO MUSIC. im a god#since Mad Time Series was so eye opening and fun to translate i cant WAIT to see what Time to Go Mad will be like#calvateyla after being canon dusttale's lord and savior. even after not posting on ask dusttale for years they still manage to surprise me#i almost lost my apple pencil during the flight i swear i was tweaking out#how can i connect this to the mtt#how can i make EVERYTHING about the murder time trio#3 is my favorite number. K D H are my favorite letters. when i see a knife i think of killer when i see a hood i think of dust when i see#mtt brainrot goes hard just like me. im hard. fortunately not like like an erection the mtt brainrot never goes away#top ten most outrageous triglycercule statements#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#tricule hc
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Happy birthday L!!!
#thought I could shove this together in five minutes but it took like half an hour#cause sims just hate doing what I tell them to#no Halloween but its bloody something at least#sims 4#dn sims 4#death note#death note L#normalise celebrating fictional characters birthdays#okay back 2 bed
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"I would like to ask the local cleric more about their religion, as being raised with an open mind to listen and learn (and only told of one legend story for bedtime in my youth)... Father Syrus didn't hold any belief himself, but he was still enjoying listening to others of their own..."
"... but right now, I don't think they would be open to... talking with me just yet... what with my gray skin and all..." ^^;
(Wanted to ask Father Aldurn as Orchid just for laughs)
But luckily, with the magic of her charm, she's able to walk the town freely. Even enter the church, and speak to reverend Father himself.
Father Aldurn closes his book before he continues.
"The Aether, and the Nether, both places one could access with the right resources. Heaven and hell. Death brings one of three options:"
"One: A soul that is virtuous, is given the gift of "creation," spirit awakening within the paradise of the aether, free to fly and create in true paradise for eternity.
Two: A soul that is vengeful, filled with hatred and spite, is bound to eternal damnation. Dread souls to become a part of the soul-sand that covers the nether realm.
Three: Some say, that within the realm of the void exists a form of purgatory. Lost souls wander the barren wastelands of the void and the endrealm, their former beings slowly stripping away, until they become akin to a pearlless enderfolk, screaming in the dark with powers they can't control."
"If you want to learn more, my child, perhaps you would like to attend one of my sermons!"
#and this is why i waited so long to answer this question#im working on parts 4 and 5 of DDE right now#but i figured i should probably break up the intense plot with something a bit...lighter#there was gonna be at least 2 more drawn panels erxplaining all the lore#but that first book thing took it out of me#anyways HOORAY MINECRAFT RELIGION#it's sort've like a vague cross between christianity and greek mythology#with some general minecraft lore sprinkled in for flavor#spent about an hour flying around the aether there aint much to it so i had to get creative with mods ^^"#anyways heres wonderwall#minecraft#minecraft ask blog#minecraft creative#creative mode#minecraft villager#minecraft illager#minecraft cleric#minecraft villager oc#ask#not anon#answer#minecraft angel#minecraft notch#mojang
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Posting this by itself because :) I just feel like he should have gotten to wear the mech pilot suit at least once..
(my AU black version and the og green)
#Legend of Korra#Baatar Jr.#LoK#WIP#[ since this is from something silly I wanted to post this bit because he is serving very cunty#even if you know he's talking about accidentally ingesting caustic chemicals lol#this was def self indulgent but also why couldn't he have worn the suit at least once sobs#we had one chance#I don't actually think he uses the mech suit hardly ever even though he has his own personal one#but on rare occasions he does and gets in this outfit and Kuvira are you okay? Are you good? Has anyone checked on her?#I feel like this outfit is what causes her to take a serious sanity hit LOL#she just drags him away by the hood and no one sees them again for like 4 hours#or she's just like “You know what I think he could use my help :)” and proceeds to be everything but helpful#idk how anything in this regime gets done I swear#the most Baatar ever used the mech suits was when they were first being built#idk dude I love a man in a working uniform sobs#I knew someone would recognize the mech pilot suit hehe that made me smile because yeah :)))#it felt good to draw Baatar again sobs I love him so much I've missed him#I do kinda wish this sketch was cleaner but I wanted to at least post it now in case I never did lol#I should to a proper illust of him in the pilot suit one day just for the pure self indulgence of it all#give myself a lill treat you know? ]#Neon Ocean Art
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this is the mondayest monday that’s ever mondayed
#i’ve been at work for 4 hours#and it feels like i’ve been here for daysss#and still have 5 hours left#did time just suddenly slow down over night or something#why is this day dragging#i need caffeine#like 5 cups of coffee at least#cause im ready to fall asleep in the break room rn
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should i watch dimension 20. the premise of a lot the campaigns sounds very fun but i don't know if i have the patience for actual play anymore
#at least it's edited and of a reasonable length and not 300 4+ hour sessions. like a certain other actual play i could name#i don't know. i keep meaning to start something i can watch over the course of a few months but then i don't#.txt
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too many of my story ideas rely on the element of surprise, I would LIKE to talk to y'all about this au I've been brewing but I CAN'T because even the idea itself is spoilers to the fanfic that I am never going to finish. So this au is born with me and it dies with me ig
#this is an unfixable thing btw#i need to write all my fanficsssss#GODDDD#okay tomorrow I'm in the car for like 8 hours or something I'm sure I'll squeeze some words out#to at least one of my fics#it pisses me off so bad that i have like 4 fics that just need some final touches and i can post them TOT but i can never get myself to do#it 💀
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omg what do you mean bc you’re railroaded into choosing between minrathous and treviso that you can fail some secondary companion quests??????????? HELLO??????? i just wanted to snag everyone bc the difference in companion levels/bonds was worrying me, i would’ve just done the quests before getting davrin otherwise ☹️
#well i won’t let this stand. even though the only way for me to fix this is going back to 4 hours into the game 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡#it’s a stupid complaint i know but i really hate not knowing these things i feel like just a general warning that you can lose a quest#before the usual thing of going into the finale is like???? the least that could be done 😭😭#it’s not fun for me otherwise and maybe that’s something that could be turned off if you wanted idk#dragon age#dragon age spoilers#rambling
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i realize how little i have in common with my peers simply because im not constantly on tik tok/instagram/facebook 👴
#first i just dont get 80% of the references bc i simply dont engage with them/im not curious enough about them#second new people or those that i know cant go 15 minutes without scrolling on their phone or texting#the few friends who would let me stay at their house would always sit on their phone the entire evening not really engaging with me#or trying to engage with me by showing me something they found on their phone.... girl-#i broke up with my last partner bc they were chronically online and wouldnt go to sleep without at least 1 hour of phone time in bed#im mainly complaining about the bed time phone usage thing bc it used to drive me crazy as an insomniac#and considering how many people do it just makes me completely disinterested in sharing a bedroom with other people#i am old so that must be it tho#i barely use my phone that thing can last 4 days on one battery charge (it's a good battery but still) despite my occasional yt usage#i like in person talking and i just think people lost touch with their social side the last few years :(#and it's hard for me to feel like im having an engaging conversation with someone if they're constantly checking their phone#it makes me feel really lowly of myself it hits my self-esteem hard bc this behavior shows me im too boring to have their attention#even tho they were the one to invite me over/go out with me... bro.#personal#delete later
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i'll get on my inbox, you guys i promise, i love you al land appreciate the love, i just barely got home and i'm super tired (family event all day)
#boy do i need to start being more an asshole but like if someone asks for help i'm gonna if i can#cusin's kid got christened which is fine but there were like 30 people which is a lot and i was basically the catering person#also like there were 8 or 9 kids under 6 which is a lot#especially in condieration how loud they are so my head is trying to tear apart for like 4 hours now#but at least the ceremony was not long so that's a plus#and the priest is a really cool dude#he is a young and extremely worldly guy with a good sense of humour#so all of it was nice. well as much as someone not exactly particing any kind of religion can be a judge of it#i also got my passport!! yey!#i am also in the verge of a full on breakdown because the suspicious pakige was indeed for me as a gift#i have not asked back for a loan and i'm not saying anyhitng other than someone remembered something#and Darya probably should consider a side job as an oracle or seer#i need to digest this for real#but i'll get on the inbox soon#i just need food and a bit of rest#and like 4 red bulls
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i feel like a part of my soul has been ripped from my chest and i dont know why.
#is this a bad time to mention i dont even believe in souls?#i really dk why.#no this isnt abt jiro somehow apparently having a loving family#(ok like. at least 1/4 of it is BUT STILL. NOT THE POINT)#(part of me feels awkward abt it bc just. huh? youre telling me. this guy. that i basically am the irl version of. has a loving family???)#(/j and all but just. idk part of me feels awkward now? it just. a guy who blew himself up for most of the same ideals i have)#(gets to have the one thing i yearn so very hard for. everyday of my life. but can never have.)#(ill get over this in like. 2 hours. hopefully. most of thats just shock anyways.)#just. for the past some days. besides a couple things and people. hurt and love havent really. made me feel much of anything#like being cared for by actual ppl even online. yeah. it still does but#even my fantasies don’t entertain me anymore#oh god am i becoming lopt. save me fuck#UNLESS this means i get mason as my bf. then hell fucking yeah (kidding kidding kIDDINGG i dont wanna be lopt. please.)#but srsly. usually i can envoke some sorta reaction from myself if its brutal enough#but. nothing.#id assume that im over doing it usually. but i havent in a good while#maybe this is some what where my art/writers block is coming from#whatever this hell is.#time to go on a spiral of mildly depressing and somewhat cryptic posts (cryptic if i didnt info dump in the tags that is)#why is it so hard to confront issues when you dont even know what the issue is?#i just. wanna be able to make myself feel something.#not in a “i have no one but myself” way for once. just. i dont wanna have to rely on others for my emotions#i want to feel a pang of hurt. yet it feels so empty. i dont want to harm myself. i just want to feel it.#anyways ig.#ig im gonna just sleep#which tbh im growing to hate bc like. i feel all i do is sleep. i sleep to avoid how much my own body hurts. i sleep to ignore my issues#i sleep to ignore the fact i keep forgetting to respond to people even though ik i have to at some point. i sleep to avoid the dread of not#getting anything done. i sleep just because im bored.#and im tired of sleeping.#but. it feels worse awake. my body hurts. my mind hurts. it all just hurts.
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