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quiescentdestiny · 1 year ago

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I am having a day

#my posts #listen man I am so tired #I'm not gonna write a vent post but #I just love that the smallest shit can set off ~le mental health issues~#anyways I am a capable adult who deals with emotions in a completely reasonable way #and not with crying and wanting to throw my hand through a wall like a teenager :)#I want to be clear I did NOT do that.#well not the hand-to-wall violence I mean.#anyways ignore me I'm good.#also NOT related (or well I'm sure its a factor but)#I am in the process of replacing my graphics card in my comp with a slightly newer graphics card lmao #like I mean really truly slightly.#unfortunately everything is old in it right? so I talked to a guy extensively and his opinion was my best bet #was essentially getting the graphics card I have but the newer version #because the one I have is a legacy card and not supported anymore #but new ones wouldn't be compatible with my 10yo processor (surprise? no)#anyways I'm hopefully trading out my 2014 - R9 370 for a R9 580 #which was made in 2017 LMAO #so I'll only be SIX years behind and 8 generations #rather than... idk 12 or some shit.

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astarlightmonbebe · 14 days ago

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slightly hot take (?) but personally i felt the reactions in ep 17 were all in-character and justified... don't have the time to get into it, but it boils down to the fact that knowing something logically =/= knowing it emotionally

#star stumbles #fangs of fortune #大梦归离 #cdrama #people saying zhuo yichen was self-righteous when i really thought his speech to zhu yan was perfect #because it's basically saying that 'death is easy for you' and also acknowledging that him dying now would make ying zhao's sacrifice in va #*vain #like we all fought to save you so you have to live for another month regardless #and honestly 100% understand zhu yan too like he has no say in the matter and his existence is truly miserable (which zhuo yichen fully #recognizes let's be clear)#but i think it all comes down to the weapon and intention #like all weapons are made intentionless almost #in as much as a weapon can be. since weapons are made to destroy and go against nature even in the most small ways (cutting things #killing / protection / defense etc)#but even though the weapon must be wielded by someone to do harm #even though it is intentionless on it's own. that doesn't mean that the sight of the weapon does not inspire fear or hatred in the hearts o #those hurt by it #innocence or not #wen xiao and zhuo yichen both witnessed the horrible deaths of their loved ones...knowing that zhu yan wasn't the “true” killer doesn't #absolve him of the fact that malicious energy in his body killed them. like they're allowed their slightly emotional reactions to seeing hi #like that again & wen xiao doubly for finding out the real circumstances #i have no doubt she'll grow and forgive him to an extent but she's allowed to have her state of no forgiveness but also no hatred #ep 17

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nicoscheer · 6 months ago

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The last clip is of Aviation (second time he’s played it on this tour)

argirisliosis The one and only @mileskane brought his "One Man Band" show in Athens last night and everyone in that room went crazy for him ��️(as they should)

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#17/05/2024 #happy international day against homophobia; transphobia and biphobia love you all #happiness looks so good on him #his spelling ability truly is going down the drain these last few days 🤣🤣😭#I love that he says first turtle fully knowing and accepting of the fact that he’s gonna get showered in a bunch more #He truly never has to buy anything ever again cuz we’re supplying him with everything turtle themed #He really broke James in the course of this tour and just annoyed him so long till he gave in and started to enjoy it as well 😅#You should have seen my face when I saw the pic 😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️🫠#Kinky bastard #The fucking bread just in the corner 🤣#Also RIDDLER ?!!! Like yeah Wirral riddler but also Alex Turner as the riddler #That mf ring #like it either means so much to him that he doesn’t care that it’s slightly too big for him #and therefore keeps on slipping around his finger (his two signed rings always stay in the exact ‘upright’ position)#or he purposefully turns that shit over #Instagram #father is fathering so hard #Athens

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monstermoviedean · 2 years ago

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season 8 you are my one and only my best girl my comrade in arms i will hold you in my heart forever

#i will not gatekeep but watching s8 live was truly an experience like no other #and if you're watching now I'm so happy for you!#but there's no way to translate how it felt in 2012/2013 to go from two years of gamble-inflicted misery to having HOPE and FUN again #it was really special and i'm so grateful i got to experience it #and if i could share it with you all i would!#spn #spn rewatch #anyway good night I'm slightly worried about waking up to mean notes but also i said what I said and I'll say it again 🤷🏻‍♀️

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autism-disco · 8 months ago

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sometimes i think i’m a fully proper binary guy. and then i think about gender for a minute too long and

#no but i am a guy i’m not non binary #but equally what makes me a man? what is masculinity?? how can i identify with something i don’t understand?? but i am a man! but why?? what #does that mean???? what makes anyone anything and does it matter??? no of course not! all that matters is that people can comfortably view #themselves and that’s the point of gender; to be comfortable #and gender *roles* are just bullshit and not real. but if not for gender roles where does gender come from?? again does it matter????#i mean really. we’re all just people and it’s about being happy. these boxes exist for a variety of reasons but if there’s happiness in the #box then you take the fucking box #you can have as many boxes as you like. or none! you just do what makes you happy. .. but then what makes me happy #cause as i say. i am a man completely. i wouldn’t be happy if someone referred to me as not a man. but am i a Man? do i want to be?#if masculinity is built upon stereotypes and i can never truly meet those stereotypes then what makes me a man? it’s the feeling of it?#the euphoria in being someone’s son. someone’s brother. someone’s boyfriend. you know? maybe that’s all it needs to be #i don’t have to understand masculinity to be a man. maybe no one actually understands masculinity or feminity for that matter because theyre #not tangible things. that’s what it boils down to it’s fucking intangibility and culture isn’t it #and i mean i think in a sense that’s beautiful? gender boxes can suck because of what we say are in them but really inherently? the fact #that humans have such an array of ways to make ourselves feel more comfortable in how we talk about ourselves? that’s incredible #i think that’s all i have to say for now #once again this is macbeths fault fuck shakespeare why does this always happen #ezra’s real life rambles #tldr i am a binary man but in a silly way i think. ever so slightly to the left. but i like being seen just as a guy and that’s easy enough #sorry to uh broadcast this on tumblr dot com if you read all of this i hope this was interesting

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ereborne · 9 months ago

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Song of the Day: February 26

“Diamonds in the Mud” by Gerry Cinnamon

#song of the day #another song off that same excellent concept playlist by losersimonriley #there's so many more Scottish bands added to my circulation now it's wonderful #this is a song specifically about Glasgow being his hometown so he uses more of his accent for it which I love #I've been pestering my brothers with accent and slang fun facts for a while now #more or less since the first time somebody had Soap use a particular Scottish saying in their CoD fic and made me go over all !!!!#'innsidh na geòidh as t'fhoghar e' translates to 'the geese will tell it in autumn' and reading that nearly made me explode #because when I was a small child and I asked my uncle too many 'why' questions he told me not to worry about it #that the geese would tell me next fall #amazing to me to find out decades later through Call of Duty fanfiction that that's an actual phrase #preserved for who knows how many generations between the first Scottish folks who must've brought it to Appalachia #and then eventually my Uncle Tommy who decided to use it to turn the aggravation tables around on a child #I'm thinking about that again now not just because it still blows my mind a little bit #(really truly had so firmly accepted it as just my Uncle Tommy trolling me with nonsense. it's such a thing he'd do)#but also because of a specific bit from the end of the song 'it's thirteen degrees and there's folk in the street in the scud'#that's just under 60F (a blissfully warm sunny day in Glasgow it seems) and 'in the scud' means 'naked'#which is also a thing I've almost heard from my family!#my aunts up the mountain and therefore also my father at times would say 'in the scuff' (my aunts with a little tilt to the vowel sound)#there was a sort of connotation of it being a silly or immature or maybe drunken sort of naked. an unimpressive naked at least #like 'Tommy fell into the muddy end of the pond trying to catch that damnfool heron' (this is a true story btw. take that Uncle Tommy)#'when he got back his wife made him take off all his clothin in the yard and hose down first. had to walk into his house in th scuff'#and then all the old ladies cackle about Tommy walkin through his door 'both heads hangin low' and my dad winces a little bit #it's important I share all these memories with my siblings now. most of the family's dead and gone and the boys don't remember #very fun for me to tell the stories now and see Nick do the exact same wince at the slightly mean-spirited dick commentary #just a little family legacy in action. thank you Gerry Cinnamon #(in the spirit of song-of-the-day though I will share my favorite line without the contextual boost of silly ereborne family stories:#'I know a guy who's a lightweight / one or two jars and he's buckled #he's the guy that loses keys / has to break into his ain house and gets huckled'#ungodly fun to sing and I do know several of this guy. not related to them though. my whole family drinks like fish)

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bluesidedown · 2 years ago

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#i am weary in a way that means my vrain is struggling to think thats that are linear #whoch is a problem because i am still attempting to write a paper that was due three days ago #and idk if it is a better use of my day to take a break and hopefully recharge a bit and go to bed at 930 right after #worship practice and supper #or if that will simply postpone the problem to tomorrow #an equally busy day #and also idk if i really need rest truly or if im just being undisciplined.#and man. i just want to enjoy writing rhis paper and delight in the beauty of psalm 119 and intead #i feel like i am fighting through quicksand to be even slightly coherent #and. i think writing has just been such a struggle this year. such a struggle.#and i am so tired. i just want this thing i take joy in to be joyful again #im so sick of being anxious and scattered every time i try to write #idk. pray for me please #and if you have advice for times when writing is imcredibly hard i would appreciate it

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gibbearish · 11 months ago

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i know it was a joke that is sort of understandable in context so im not gonna say anything on the post itself. but boy seeing someone say "i'm also down with murdering a few actors if it leads to better movies" REALLY rubs me the wrong way

#like the context was op said 'if the gore is cgi whats the point' and someone replied 'do you expect them to just maim the actors'#then 'ohh i forgot about practical effects'#and its like. i get the joke. i get how you got to that joke. i get you didnt mean anything by it.#but 'so what if actors die as long as the movie's good' isnt uh. exactly a hypothetical is it?#like. isnt workplafe safety for actors like a huge fucking issue #both with set stuff and just. How They Treat Their Workers #like. even on safe sets dont actors srill get worked to the bone to the point theyre way more likely to like. get deathly sick or #be distracted while driving or turn to addiction #or even more outright things like. i cant remember who it was but that girl who that one director Deeply traumatized over and over again #because he wanted her reaction to truly be real?#and thats not even touching the entire world of stunt doubles #like. the movie industry seeing actors as disposable fodder as long as the movie is good is. real life.#so even knowing they probably werent trying to make light of that because like. the wording of its the same but with theirs the context #does have a /slightly/ different meaning #where the punchline is saying 'nah lets actually do (wild thing)' because taking a misunderstanding seriously can be funny #but in this case (wild thing) is actually (extremely common and fucked up thing) so its just. really not good imo #idk it just made me really uncomfortable and i needed to get it out of my system

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boiled-dennis · 2 years ago

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dennis finally sorta acknowledges his attraction to men and starts a relationship with this random guy using a Dennis’ Relationship Standards Checklist he created that the guy has to sign. his bpd makes him deeply attached + really vulnerable way too soon without realising it, and he starts talking about himself, but the guy is really weird and says stuff in response like “y’know, i always had an interest in psychopaths.” dennis feels uneasy about it way too late and the guy ends up ghosting him because he isnt living up to the expectations he had of being with A Crazy Person (the whole situation backed dennis into a corner and really changed his demeanour), and a month later the guy is at paddy’s and dennis yells at him to fuck off, but then dee shows up and is like “why are you yelling at my boyfriend??” fully aware that dennis had a relationship with him, but not knowing any details

#this isn't from personal experience or anything. . .#bpd dennis #i do really enjoy the idea of dennis truly thinking he wants to be seen as scary and similar to serial killers-#but the second someone else puts him in that box it makes him feel trapped and like people treat him like he's a zoo animal #i want to see more vulnerability from him but in ways where he's forced out of all the personas he has put on in order to feel safe #not in any healthy or healing kinda way. just like .#agh its hard to put into words #like how he opened up in the gang gets romantic only because the gang kept thinking an incorrect thing about him #i want to see dennis get tired of it all #i want to see the gang as a whole get kinda. tired of it eventually and theyre like. damn i want things to be slightly different #i wouldnt mind if the show ended on a weirdly low note that left everyone feeling unsatisfied and strange #people i know hate discussing media with me because i love shitty endings without closure shdjkfhsdk #(when i say shitty i dont mean an ending that was rushed or not thought through)#i think a lot about how he would feel like he cannot apply the dennis system to men and just generally be so out of his comfort zone #i want to see him be more awkward again and not know how to speak or stand because he doesn't have complete control #evil autism headcanon: the dennis system is an extension of his tendency toward scripting because he needs a preexisting path in social si #situations #and if he doesnt have an idea in his head of how he's supposed to act in each scenario he just shuts down #i'm saying that jokingly but i think it would be funny if a hypothetical person tried to fully excuse everything because His Autistic Traits #but i think dennis scripting is real #episode ideas

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youssefguedira · 1 year ago

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i may not have considered guedira/lupin before now but there are. some sequences. in this season. that are so

#need to make a post abt it once ive actually finished this season #just like the whole what. third scene. in s3e5 #unfortunately i can't tell if the english subs are changing things or not. but #truly. i dont think they would be in any kind of relationship. and i am of course a major fan of guedira/belkacem i love their dynamic.#however. i do think guedira is a little bit in love with him. not even necessarily an actual crush but like. yeah. you get what i mean #are the joenicky lupin au brainworms crossing over into this post? maybe. who cares. i watched ep 5 this morning and i have felt really 100%#not normal about it all day. the things people say out loud in this show #'i'm not sure whose side you're on anymore' what if i BITE on GLASS #lupin spoilers #sorry this post is slightly unhinged everyone. i am doing cool and fine 👍#(person who has not left the house today) (and desperately needs to) (also has not been studying) (SHOULD BE)#im on break rn because i only just finished staring at the same article i have been staring at all day. so this is like a break for me #*reward i meant. i may also be a bit sleep deprived i will not lie #neon has thoughts

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twotailednekomata · 6 months ago

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I have easy access to: Beaches (duh, I live in the Caribbean), small ponds of marshland (I pass a marshy area everyday to school) and a field (There is one a few minutes away from where I live. Sure, it is mostly used for livestock or sports but it has to count somewhat ¯\_(シ)_/¯ )

Also, nearby are a small field of trees and I've seen green parrots in them >3

Where I live is arguably sub-urban. Like there is the occasional bush (flora) and trees (decorative or not) where-ever you go, even in more urban areas (a.k.a towns). There is also the fact that the sea is right there, depending on where you are!

I don't want to oversell it but I can walk around and see a couple trees, mowed grass and trimmed hedges. Move a little further down and I can see some grass, more trees off in the distance and buildings far off in the distance.

I don't live near to anything truly wild/untouched but there are enough pockets of nature nearby that I feel a need to mention it.

Hmm let me get a poll for something real quick

I want to see how many people have easy access to nature, as I assume most of tumblr lives in urban areas such as cities or large suburbs, and a lot of people seem to not know much about the native species of plants and animals in their area. If you answered several, please reblog with which ones! And if the natural area is not mentioned, add it in a reblog or comment :)

#The Cat replies #Honestly it was very hard to accurately describe my country #A part of me was slightly afraid of overselling it or making it appear that there is a lot of-#untamed land next to villages #when that is not the case #but I tried my best #You may be better off looking at images of Caribbean towns to truly understand what I mean #Not a complete concrete mess but not really truly overgrown or wild #polls #Oops! Looks like I went off topic and ranted about where I live ヽ(;ﾟ;∀;ﾟ; )ﾉ #At least I got a chance to talk about it

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elainemorisi · 2 months ago

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okay I am sorry but. this goes well beyond immersion-breaking. this is absolutely fucking insane. I am meant to believe the image below depicts a state university's geosciences department's offices. I may genuinely stop watching the show over this. what the absolute. the absolute. fuck.

#not just A university they do name the damn thing #and as cursory investigation seems to reveal it is in fact housed in THE SORT OF BUILDING SUCH DEPARTMENTS ARE HOUSED IN #(a nice one by my standards tbqh!! although it is as you can imagine difficult to find interior photos from the geology sorts)#not fuckin... what. the absolutemotherfucking...#I think I really will stop watching it's not a very good show to begin with. and this is just. this is so offensive?#I mean LET ME KNOW if the university of goddamn Wyoming is housing literally anyone in a place like this let alone geology CHRIST ALIVE #quite frankly it looks like a much more beautiful campus than this techbro shit #would it have killed you to make a modicum of an effort?#like truly I will eat my words! but the only even slightly glassy one seems to be the engineering building and it's not like this

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snekdood · 5 months ago

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my problem with utilitarianism is clearly displayed in "the ones who walk away from omelas", because I think when people are like "yeah that one kid deserves to suffer for the greater good"-- they're really showing their ass for not having a whole lotta empathy and also that they are unphased by the behavior of the average citizens AND that they don't truly value equality. and yeah, its the same as the trolley problem, but imagine with me- you have the choice to save one jewish person or 5 neo nazis. I kinda think there are lots of times where the benefit of the many isn't as important as it is for the few. just like with taxes. sure it's annoying for some people, but people who rely on government assistance also deserve to live and thrive. i'd much prefer a world where everyone equally shares somewhat in suffering rather than one singular person-- how can you not see how fucked up that is?

#how are you not horrified by the citizens who continue to live there #i really dont give af if they wanna pretend they live in heaven or eden or whatever the fuck. i think they'll be fine if they dont eat #bountiful amounts of grapes daily like a fat greek king passively watching gladiators kill eachother #if you're fine with this situation I have to assume you also hate taxes and dont care who it helps (the most vulnerable in our communities)#and that you see it as somehow better to save the 5 neo nazis vs the one jewish person which. I cant fathom.#you gotta be hugely lacking in empathy if thats the case. and also maybe dumb.#bc the neo nazis will likely just turn around and kill you #but oh at least 5 of the worst people lived vs someone who is at worst neutral #its why that one post someone made about omelas on here didn't sit right with me.#you really truly actually think that one kid suffering is somehow better for humanity?#personally I think it reveals a dark sickness hidden deep within humanity.#and you supporting it... makes me questionable of you...... and also makes me think you should never hold substantial power #if you think your happiness and well being is more important than someone else's you've lost the plot- esp to THAT degree.#its nice i ... guess that you tell the kid that he deserves to be angry about it. but. you're really gonna stand by that it was for the #greater good? really? truly?#the kid can barely function or interact with people and doesnt know how to take care of himself but its fine bc at least these other #shitty people get to pretend they live in heaven #yeah I really dont think I care if their quality of life slightly decreases if it means this kids life gets to be better.

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nezuscribe · 1 month ago

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part one

ok imagine it’s one of those nights that you’re down at the dining hall eating dinner, unsure if you should say something to your supposed husband, gojo.

it’s been a couple of weeks that you’ve started eating together, and you’re not sure what spurred his change of heart.

you talk a lot when it’s awkward or when you’re trying to fill a silence and so you let it slip that it was never supposed to be him you married.

“what?” he said, his fork raised midair as you blink owlishly at his confusion.

“what?” you parrot back, taking a sip of some wine as his bright blue eyes stare back intently at yours. he’s so pretty that it’s unfair.

“what do you mean?” he leans forward a bit, his fingers locking in front of him, “who else would you have married?”

your tongue clicks against the roof of your moth as you shrug in embarrassment, laughing uncomfortably. your mother (though she hates it when you call her that, not wanting to be associated with the bastard daughter her husband, your father, brought back all those years ago) would be livid if she heard of your slip up.

“oh, nothing, um, i don’t even know what i was talking about,” you chuckle lowly, moving some peas around on your plate.

you can still feel his burning stare on the side of your head, knowing that he won’t stop until you tell him.

“it’s nothing, really,” you mutter, glancing up to look at him, “but before this proposal came i was supposed to marry this other…man,” you wince thinking of the man who initially proposed to you, his slimy smile, the way he looked at you like nothing more than a vessel to carry his heir.

“who?” gojo presses, not noticing the way his jaw was clenching or subconsciously looking at the gold ring around your finger, one he haphazardly picked, but now wonders what it would look like if another man wed you.

why is he so jealous?

he already knows the answer, the time he heard you crying to your maid seated into his memory. he’s not sure why he wants you to say it, why he even wants to hear it.

you swallow thickly, heat rising to your cheeks as you glance over at gojo.

“naoya…naoya zenin? i dont know if you’ve heard-”

“i know naoya,” gojo said curtly, watching the way you cringed at his tone.

a heavy beat of silence washed over the two of you.

“are you happy you didn’t marry him?” gojo asks suddenly, poking at this question that’s been suffocating him for nearly a month.

you tilt your head slightly, your eyes piercing his, squinting as you try to gauge what he’s feeling at the moment. he notices that you do that a lot, especially with him.

“are you happy you married me?” you counter, and watch as a his eyes shift, darkening for a second as he glances away from you.

happy? he’s not sure. he’s rarely been truly happy in his life, everything he’s done has had a purpose, even this marriage served a purpose, but he’s more than glad you didn’t marry that zenin.

but he takes too long to answer, watching the small sad smile that overtakes your face, confirming the thoughts you’ve been riddled with since you married him.

you excuse yourself for the night.

gojo stays in his seat, twirling his ring around his finger.

fuck.

#gojo x reader #gojo x you #gojo drabble #satoru x reader #jjk x reader #jjk drabble #arranged!gojo

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fingertipsmp3 · 6 months ago

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Absolutely devastated to report that spending time with my friends and being outside has in fact made me feel better