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try-and-try-and-try-again · 7 months ago

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Had a horrible nightmare and I am now sitting here absolutely seething with rage surrounding the NHS and especially the Mental Health Act and I don’t know what to do with this rage. I just want to combust/evaporate and not be on this horrible planet anymore.

#personal #thoughts #anger #trauma?#does it count as trauma #nhs #nhs nightmare #mental health #chronic pain #section #section 3 #mental health act #all the pain killers I was made to take and tried to protest against were against nice guidelines for chronic pain #and I was told to just not think about being in pain and I should focus on being productive instead #like I didn’t wish I could do that #like I haven’t been trying to #I won’t go into the psychiatric treatment

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letsplaythermalnuclearwar · 5 months ago

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Homer!Odysseus and Epic!Odysseus would try to kill each other if they ever met

#Homer!Odysseus: you sacrificed your men to save yourself? Detestable coward! How I wish I was never born if it would ensure you had not the #Epic!Odysseus: you’d understand if you *loved your wife.* But I guess a guy who stayed with Circe for a year wouldn’t know that!#H!Odysseus: do not speak of things you know nothing about! I long for my return to sweet Penelope but I have a duty to my men #E!Odysseus: A YEAR. A WHOLE YEAR. I WOULD KILL ANYTHING AND ANYONE TO GET A HOME A YEAR FASTER #H!Odysseus: that was clear when you served Scylla six men like they were cattle!#E!Odysseus: it was them or me! And don’t keep talking about my friends like you did any better. you’ll go home alone too #H!Odysseus: they doomed themselves when they ate Hyperion’s golden cattle. I am not responsible for their suffering. But you could have ens #H!Odysseus: Now Eurylochus’s body lies at the bottom of the sea where there can be no burial and no honour #E!Odysseus: AND I’LL GO HOME TO MY WIFE. MY BEAUTIFUL PERFECT LOVELY LOYAL WIFE WHO’S BEEN WAITING FOR ME FOR TWENTY YEARS.#E!Odysseus: and when I go home and she asks if I came back as fast as I could I’ll be able to answer honestly #H!Odysseus: WE HAD BEEN THROUGH MANY TRIALS. THE MEN NEEDED TO REST #E!Odysseus: FOR A YEAR???? DID THEY NEED TO REST FOR A YEAR??? AND DID THEY NEED THAT REST RIGHT AFTER A MONTH’S LONG REST WITH AEOLUS??? S #H!Odysseus: IF YOU WISHED FOR ITHACA SO DESPERATELY WHY DIDN’T YOU OBEY PALLAS ATHENA AND KILL THE CYCLOPS #E!Odysseus: *drawing sword* I WAS HAVING A ROUGH DAY #Epic the musical #Epic odysseus #The odyssey #odysseus #Homer #Greek mythology #Jorge rivera-herrans #nuclear war speaks

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waywardstation · 11 months ago

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Pokemon Masters’ new photoshoot feature is so much fun lol

#Rei was not ready for the photo he’s halfway through a blink #I LOVE THE PHOTO FEATURE A LOT ITS SO FUN #I do feel limited by it though #I’d like to see if we could add pokemon to it as well one day #and I wish we could rotate characters around 360° and zoom them in and out further than we already can #but I understand why we can’t lol #BUT I STILL LOVE THIS FEATURE A LOT #and the title feature is so fun too!!#still waiting for that hashtag system to see what that’s like though unless it’s already come out and I just didn’t notice lol #scheduled post feature I am once again putting my trust in you please post right on the hour

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drolta · 12 days ago

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watching Mizrak war with himself over what he feels are his obligations to the god he serves and his feelings for Olrox

#that first gif is me every time he denies any fondness or feelings for olrox. like bby….#he’s such a specimen. he compels me.#he obviously doesn’t want to care for olrox and wishes he could have nothing to do with him #but he clearly does and his eyes give it away #like when olrox shows up branded or when olrox shows up to help fight drolta and erzsebet #his entire face when olrox suggests that what he feels might be love rather than hate #he had a whole crisis and face journey about it #literally almost cried #he cares and he hates himself for caring and he compels me #how many times do you guys think he prayed for strength to overcome his urges and then drowned in self loathing when it didn’t work?#how many times do you think he caught himself fantasizing about olrox and immediately got up to repent about it?#fingers crossed that we get a s3 with an even more religiously tormented vampire mizrak #need it so bad #what i want to know is if the realization that he loves olrox will make or break him #castlevania spoilers #castlevania nocturne #mizrak #olrox #mizrak x olrox

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angelnumber27 · 17 days ago

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My father completely refuses to help pay for taking my cat to the vet to be euthanized but he’s losing function and mobility more every day and he’s not doing very well. At all. He’s dying and I have to just sit and watch it and it’s torturous. If y’all have anything to spare within the next few days please help if you can. I need him to be fully at peace as soon as possible.

My cash app is $juliagw please dm me for paypal or venmo if you’d like to help out 🖤🥺

at my local animal hospital euthanasia costs $150. That’s what I was told when I called. He is so shaky and keeps falling over to the point I’m horrified he will fall down the steps or something while im asleep. I really really don’t want him to be hurt. I’m just devastated and I have absolutely no idea what to do rn.

#this is fucking awful tbh #imagine having a little kitty best friend for seventeen years and then them just not being there anymore. it’s rly hard #wish I could do a 2 for one deal and also get euthanized with him #he brings me more joy than anything else #like he’s one of the main reasons I didn’t go through w suicide. a lot of times he was what saved me #I knew I needed to be here with him so I was #I love you so much sweet boy

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unriding · 1 month ago

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a … a gift from the talented @kruinka 🥹 thank you so much!! ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ)

#彡 moevie!#彡 cherishing.#kruin …. !! you sent this a few days ago but i am still . reeling in . /pos because i cannot believe i am seeing moze ( and myself ?! ) in #your !!!! style !!! your !! adorable !!! and beautiful !! style !!! and there is a lot i have to say — i am in the chattiest mood despite my #sleepiness !! FIRST omg ): thank you ?! thank you !! THANK YOU !!! for being so kind to me and drawing out a sketch that i will treasure for #eternity really 😭 !! i will gaze at this whenever i wake up … gaze at it before i sleep …. gaze at it when im sad … when im happy ( to #amplify the happiness of course !! ) OOOOH KRUIN. kruin . words can absolutely NOT describe how much i love your style … i just cannot ?!#figure out how to put it in words ?? i can’t just say ‘i like how you do this’ ‘and this’ because it’s the literal entire thing that i love #aiwnendjdkke and ): before i get too deep into that — i must thank you another time kruin !! because i know you’ve been busy — and of #course you must be ?! im sure life becomes much more hectic during the holidays and new years like this — so i’m just so soft over the fact #that you spent time to do this for me and i :’) i really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart — i would like to say ‘you really didn’t #have to!!’ BECAUSE YOU DIDNT !!! YIU DIDNT NEED TO DO ANYTHING FOR ME — YOU DIDNT ): IM JUST SO SAPPY AND MUSHY THAT YOU CHOSE TO AND ):#and the background being pink . i love pink !!! i know exactly where this specific shade of pink will prosper ( give me a second .. when i #awake ) .. BUT OH )): thank you so much kruin … it means so much to me .. more than i could ever try to explain !!! BUT IS IT OKAY IF I TALK #ABOUT HOW YOU DREW MOZE BECAUSE . i’m dead on the floor -> x0x this is me because you made his cheeks SO squishy HIS SIGNATURE SQUISHABLE #LOOK . I WONDER HOW ARTISTS MAKE HIM LOOK SO SQUISHY ?? the squish technique ?? BECAUSE HE LOOKS SO CUTE SHJEJD ): KRUIN YOURE SUCH AN AWESO #ME ARTIST . SO TO BE ABLE TO SEE HIM IN YOUR STYLE ….. *thanks everyone for allowing me to have eyes* a wonderful day !! to have eyes !!! i #will actually risk disintegrating into evieparticles if i even so much as mention the blush on his cheeks so — instead . YOU GAVE HIM SUCH A #oh no . the look on his face T T kruin i don’t want to talk about it !!!!! but you — the look on his face !!!! must you draw him in such a #cute manner /pos i am starting to feel speechless trying to talk about how pretty he is in your style because . perhaps toopretty for me #to even make any type of comment ( instead — i sneak a glance and then turn away because if i stare too long …. IF I STARE TOO LONG .. *expl #explodes* ) kruin i think i will just cry seeing the level of detail you put into this ): like my hair ): i think i will just kneel in front #of you and cry and apologize over and over as i wipe my tears on my sleeve because my tears make it difficult to properly thank you /lh #the fact that there are sparkles T T the world is full of sparkles when mr shadow exists !!! a lovely . YOU KNOW WHAT . the sparkles are #there because KRUIN EXISTS . I LOVE YOU KRUIN. I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ))): I DONT RVEN KNOW HOW TO DTART EXPRESSING MY GRATUTUDE #tldr - i am gobsmacked & staring at this for the next ( infinite amount of time ) thank you kruin !!! ): wishing you only the best .#aggressively wishing you only the best * aggressively turning to go O_O at anything that dares threaten a lovely day for you!!!!

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wigglebox · 1 month ago

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First Day 🌙☀️

#original art #wiggleart #artblr #I wanted the first completed drawing done on the first day of the first month of the year #it’s fanart time wooooo #I wish I could go back in time and tell my younger artist self not to despair adding trees to our art because they used to be so nerve rack #in to draw lmao #now I just wanna draw tweeeeeeesk #tweeeeees #I didn’t feel like retyping that tag lol #I wanted to add more witchy things and make it more folk arty but I need to do more exploration with that #so for now it’s kinda like a clean slate #I’ll redraw her on the last day of the last month of the year lol and add all the stuff I learn #ANYWAY HAPPY NEW YEAR

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guppygiggles · 5 months ago

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Trying to decide if I want Avery as a medical doctor or a university professor in my Sea and Sky AU… I’m honestly leaning teacher, but, um. Both have their. Charms. ////

#I almost didn’t share this tbh because it’s such a mess #but this is all I have time for so…#oh well #I’ve really been thinking about Finn and my other characters I don’t use as often lately #there’s this comic I want to make but it just seems so daunting #and I’ve honestly been really emotionally erratic the past few days #scribbly tickles really… get me through shit… I mostly do this when I know I can’t put forth my best effort for things I care about more #like meaningful projects and art trades #I know it probably seems like lighthearted scenes means that I’m not struggling #but I really struggle more than I let on sometimes #and I think I actually do let on quite a lot and probably more than I should #I’m kind of a mess of a person at times #I’m okay - honestly #I wish I could be cool and aloof and inscrutable… temper how much I love people and how much I share #but I’ve always played with an open hand and I don’t know how to be any other way #anyway #tickle tags #that’s what I’m supposed to do here #fluffyart #tickling #lee!finn #compliance trope #tickling art #tickle art #avery nimbus #tickle #sea and sky au

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aria-greenhoodie · 4 months ago

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Chat would you still love me if I started posting Abigale Blackwing x Jessamine Delilah Gulch yuri

Click for Quality!

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airborneice · 1 year ago

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“What’s this one supposed to mean?”

“Hmm..beauty or strength, sometimes.”

“Perfect.”

@sketchbookweek Day 2 - Wilderness / Witchcraft

going back to my roots of drawing sketchbook being gay in a field

#update I’m doing the silly coloured speech bc I realised i didn’t make it super clear who’s saying what jjghgd #Hilda sketchbook #sketchbookweek #hilda the series #sketchbook ship #art tag #sooo this was the first drawing I did for skbk week and let me tell you guys #it fought me. every. step of the way #i spent like 3 evenings working on the sketch just to scrap it and redo it on the next one #I’m so rusty with art I haven’t been able to do anything remotely ambitious in so long sooo yeah :’)everyone lower your expectations please #however I do think this came out kinda nice #spiritually I guess it’s a redraw of that drawing from 2020 so seeing a bit of improvement is nice anyway #i love these prompts btw I wish I could’ve done both #the flower is a jasmine btw. every website on the internet had a different idea of its meaning so I picked the ones I liked 😌#is it worth mentioning that I had some doodles I wanted to post for day 1 but I literally could not get them done on time :’)#an attempt was made but ah well. onto the next

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aidens-ocean-galaxy · 3 months ago

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People say I look happy just because I got skinny

but the old me is still me and maybe the real me, and I think she’s pretty

#I’m really resonating with these lyrics atm #I’m getting skinnier and everyone is like “you look so great! I’m so glad to see you doing better”#like I’m not doing better #I have a fucking ed and I wish I didn’t #Younger me had no care in the world about the way they looked and I wish I could be like that again #people fucking ruined me and my self esteem #especially my sisters #they didn’t mean to but they fucked me up about my weight #beth rants #song lyrics #sorry for this post :(

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tetzoro · 4 months ago

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the day the earth stood still is the day i felt your presence leave it, and then every day after that.

#tw grief #sigh sigh sigh.#apologies in advance as this is not the happiest yap ! i would just like to write out some of my feelings on this day #the heaviest heart weighs under an insurmountable amount of grief — the ghost of love #days like today are a twisted reminder that has every emotion flooding through your soul #longing . guilt . anger . an indescribable melancholy that could only be consoled through the sands of time #a year ago i lost my best guy friend and it’s never really gotten easier . but ive heard it never does #all i can do is bundle up the love i have for him and search for him in the clouds that take up the sky #the circumstances around his passing will never not haunt me and rather than go into it all i’d like to say is this #if you have a loved one or a relationship or a friendship you cherish .. then never ever stop fighting for it - for them.#as time never really seems to be on our side #each day i’ll live as he intended . to greet the world with kindness and a smile and passion for positivity #in his wisest words (or rather after every phone call we’d have hehe) i’ll try my best to stay awesome & encourage you all to do so as well #if you’ve read this then i’m taking your hand and thanking you #it didn’t feel right not acknowledging him at all on this blog . he’s the one that introduced me to anime + more importantly : one piece #i wish i could talk to him about it all so he could see how far down this rabbit hole i fell just as he had done #will be spending the day enjoying his favorite episodes and being gentle with the world that surrounds us #this is not like my usual yaps & i feel vulnerable posting it but i wanted to carve out a space for him on this blog #forever missing the connie to my sasha . maybe in another universe we’ll get it right #have a wonderful sunday my sweet friendz and if you can — hug your loved ones & blow a kiss up to the sky 🤍💫#thank you for being here & helping me make this a safe place .#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims

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letsplaythermalnuclearwar · 5 months ago

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ok but can we talk how in Legendary, Antinous asked a question. he’s being as rude as possible but “when’s your tramp of a mother going to chose a new husband” is a question. a question that Telemachus does not want to answer. and yeah, the immediate follow up of “why don’t you open her room so we can have fun with her” makes it seem rhetorical, but rhetorical or not, it’s definitely a question. and I’ve always wondered why Telemachus is offended by ‘tramp’ when the ‘why don’t you open her room’ thing is a million times worse.

But what if Telemachus wasn’t offended that Antinous called Penelope a tramp? The suitors have probably been saying stuff like that for ten years, he’s used to it. What if, more than anything else, Telemachus wanted to make them forget about the question they asked? What if he was just trying to distract them?

#“And it’s not much longer WE can stall” WE!!!!! WE!!!!! HE IS HELPING PENELOPE STALL!!!! HE IS DOING THE STALLING!!!#more evidence for my ’Telemachus is just as smart as his parents’ theory #also the ‘I got into a fight and i didn't die :D’ line actually supports this. he thought he was going to get beaten up.#he thought he was going to be pathetic. he thought he’d be lucky to leave the situation without a concussion #he knew he didn’t have a chance. He did it anyways. he had to have a reason #i do NOT think that reason was “I wish I was more like my father.” evidence? “and I would fight them all if I was half as strong as you”#he’s not as strong as his father!! he knows that!!! he can’t fight!!! if he could he would fight them!!#he knows there’s no point!!! he’s doing it anyway!!! he’s using the Ithacan Royal Family special: deception✨✨#*grabs you by the shoulders* do you understand? do you understand that Telemachus is an active part of his mother’s deception?#that he wants Ody home as much as everyone else? that he’ll keep stalling for his mother even if his father’s dead??#do you understand? do you?????#little wolf #epic telemachus #the wisdom saga #the wisdom saga spoilers #epic the wisdom saga spoilers #nuclear war speaks

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musicalmoritz · 4 months ago

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Defending Hakubo online isn’t enough, I need boxing gloves

#people on tiktok just make shit up abt him i hate it #and i understand how his story could be interpreted weirdly but WHY would you WANT to interpret it that way #to me it seems like a lot of fans didn’t want to like him to begin with so they took up any reasons to hate him #it’s weird to call the only black character a groomer #like shut the fuck up do you understand what you’re insinuating rn???#oh and these same ppl will murder you if you believe anything weird is happening with the yugi twins #because when literally any other character is brought up suddenly media literacy matters #and why is the “nobody has to like him” argument only ever used for poc characters #like sure you’re right but nobody has to like teru aoi akane nene kou mitsuba or hanako either #yet you’ll attack ppl for misunderstanding them #it’s obvious that a lot of fans have no interest in understanding hakubo so i wish they’d at least keep their mouths shut #hakubo #tbhk #toilet bound hanako kun #jibaku shounen hanako kun #jshk #hakusumi #because i love them dearly

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ashmp3 · 3 months ago

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hi friends hi teo nation i come to you with tail between my legs i am unfortunately still alive

#i wish i could kill myself by the end of the year but the logistics are wayyy off so i’ll be a pest for a while i guess #I would be lying if i said i missed tumblr i really didn’t but yk me i have to change one social media with another so drumroll please #i’ve been posting my moodboards on tiktok literally for me myself and I. Fun activity my pinterest is already gorgeous i was like well might #as well. So yeah whatever i have an oooold queue paused i might restart it again but yeah other than that. Hope everyone is doing well 🫶🏻💞 i #am definitely not but even after i said everyone irl i feel worthless people are like Oh you crazy girl like don’t u get it i am one bad day #from ya knooooow. omfg okay you see this is why i deleted tumblr like actually writing my thoughts like no one cares miss literally no one #you are 26 get a grip etc etc. I should probably answer some asks #tt

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akkivee · 5 months ago

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ALSO!!!!!! HAPPY FIVE YEARS ANNIVERSARY TO THIS ICONIC INTRO!!!!!!!💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

#this is vee speaking #HYPMIC NEEDS TO GO BACK TO DOING LORE DROPS DURING LIVES AGAIN THIS WAS SO SICK #LIKE IDK ABOUT YOU BUT IF I HAD THE BAT SEIYUU WALKED INTO MY LIFE LIKE THIS ID NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT THEM #(⬅️had the bat seiyuu show up like this in their debut hypnama stream and in the 5th live and since hasn’t shut up about them LOL)#i didn’t record it but also when chiaking-sama rudely told them to get off the stage lmao the way hayama-san scoffed at her hrrrrggnnffffgf #and the exited stage left while laughing like the villains they really could have been HHHHRRRRRRGGHGHHGRRGGGRRFFRFRFGGFGFG #THE CROWD BECOMING BREATHLESS WHENEVER THE KUUKOU VOICE WENT LOW #THE CROWD SCREAMING ‘KAWAII’ AT SAKAKIHARA-SANS REAL VOICE #THE CROWD INTRIGUED THE MOMENT TAKEUCHI-SAN STARTED TALKING BUT LAUGHING AT HITOYAS DISTASTE FOR FRUITS IN HIS SALAD LMAO #ITS THE PRECURSOR BRO LOL!!!! THE START OF IT ALL WAS RIGHT THERE!!!!!!#i really really miss the 4th live frfr 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i wish i didn’t break out in hive watching hypmic content without bat for prolonged periods of time lol 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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