#life tm

[metanoianmayhem]

Bro, I turn 32 on Thursday. I've had this blog since I was 16. What the hell.

anyways if you're feeling gifty XD https://throne.com/neekaneon if you're a friend I actually exchange addresses with, I has an etsy.

otherwise...iunno.

Historically my birthday goes horribly. I'm talking multiple times with people making sure I cried. Kidney infection. Being ditched for a number of things. Partner being angry other people made plans but did not bother to make plans. My other partner and mom being so very needy to be included that everything I wanted..just didn't happen.

Gonna not go thru the whole list. It's too damn much. Suffice it to say, every year my birthday goes badly. There have been (2) that did not.

I dunno how to feel about any of these. I guess avoidant? My brother's girlfriend asked about my birthday but like.

I don't really feel like spending it with family - my brother and dad made the one before last kind of awful. And mom isn't even on the continent.

I guess this is sort of complaining? I dunno, I'm mulling it over. Maybe I'll see a friend. I guess I could go for a hike? Or a trip somewhere new.

High tea? I got nothin. Anyways. I'm about to be 32. My partner and I hit 5 years in April last. My childhood friends are married, having babies, or both.

My cousins almost all have babies.

Time feels fake as hell. I don't still feel 19, or 20 or whatever, mostly because everything was so frantically miserable and out of control back then. Whatever else, I have my feet firmly planted right now.

I'm not so broke I'm coasting my car everywhere or putting my last 5 in the tank and hoping it works.

Not so badly partnered I'm crying most nights.

I did know what I should be doing though. And I wish I had gotten there sooner.

Also I'm going to try and speedrun school. And maybe write a grad thesis because a few people have been up my butt that I should.

Need to return to research about this.

Happy Monday, y'all.

[phantom-kiwi]

Venom 3 spoiler warning but like

"Ride me cowboy", "we've been together for a year?", "Sometimes I think we would've been happier you and I living a life like this", them calling each other Thelma and Louise? Them talking about future plans and the camera directly cutting and staying on literal happy newlyweds?? "BUT I NEED HIM BACK" ???? A montage of their time together???? Hello ??? Symbrock nation can you hear me !!!!

[lastoneout]

when florence and the machine said "I find that happiness is an extremely uneventful subject" and when romeo x juliet said "a simple life with you would be paradise" and johnathan coulton said "it's okay, I like you in glasses" and everything everywhere all at once said "in another life I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you"

(edit: I made a longer thing with more examples here)

[deep-space-lines]

I know Gabriel is canonically really popular with Heaven’s residents but there’s bound to be some heavenly loser with pronoun envy

[lucdoodle]

First time i ever do a DTIYS! It was fun!!

AU by @forgettable-au !

[fauvester]

something something seeing things through different eyes

[thisisahyperfixationnow]

Welcome back SmallEtho you have been missed

[toneelspeelster]

global superstar mother sarah nelson

heartstopper season 3 (2024)

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Good Morning, World.

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[ghostbsuter]

Danny loved this dimension!

First, the yellow ring powered attacks, and now the fear gas! Jazz would have an aneurysm if she ever found out how high he's gotten in the past week alone.

Now, if only he could shake off these pesky green lanterns and the giant bat guy.

Haunting this dimension seems like promising bonding activity between him, Ember, Kitty, and Johnny!

He really should hunt down that yellow lantern guy, tho, that stuff was great quality.

[tenoart]

Emergency Coms are still open

My cat has an eye infection and needs a vet visit

Good news first: the money we have would currently cover dallys vet visit

Bad news: it has spread to his other eye and the medicine, while seems to be helping some it isn't helping a ton

Here are some more art examples of mine, I can do a wide variety of styles, under the cut is what the funds will be used for. Only currently accepting through Venmo. Reposting is also appreciated, even if it's only because you enjoy the art

1: a good cat gate, I have a kitten Apollo who loves dally but plays rough. And the gate we have doesn't keep him away from dally in their separate spaces effectively

2: a cone. So dally stops wiping his face and lets us do it for him

3: any surprise bet expenses, shots, medication, or surgery.

4: eye gel

5: anything to help with dally's comfort until this is sorted.

[kantpattanawat]

Bison being an entire mood + shirt appreciation

++mfw my boyfriend who i'm very mad at so i drugged and kidnapped him to a remote island and who's been complying with every insane demand i make starts making Castaway references and yelling about a volleyball:

[monstermonger]

A few people asked me to compile my Elden Ring arts into a zine errr months ago .... I'M FINALLY DOING IT :")

Gonna get a proof printed at the local shop early next week... then I'll be binding the pages at home with thread. I'm excited >.<

[jubileedeeznuts-posting]

a dream left unfulfilled

he really would make a good forensic scientist i say to my mum drawing him holding something vaguely science looking because i know nothing about forensics

[carnivalle-gf]

ALEERT ALEERT ALERT ALERT RED FUCKING GGG ALEERTTTT

GRIAN JUST POSTED THIS ON HIS INSTAGRAM AND HIS IG STORY IS VERY ALERTING OH MY GODDODODODODOD

[futurebird]

All your life you have lived in a small dark room. But it's OK. There is a huge Meal(tm) for you you eat in the room. So you enjoy your meal and time passes, and you grow-- then one day, when there is no more Meal(tm) to eat, you feel a sleepiness coming over you-- you drift into the longest and strangest sleep of your life.

When you wake up-- everything feels different, your body is different. You have wings! And-- God! You can't stand the little room anymore! Get out! You must fly!

You emerge from the clay chamber made with love by your long dead mother. The light of a early summer day hits your newly minted compound eyes for the first time! The world is vast and full of danger and things to eat! You think it would be a wonderful idea, to find a delicious Meal(tm) and make a little cosy chamber for that Meal(tm) and then place an egg there so that a little one, one like you could enjoy such an excellent start to life.

But first! BOYS!

Oh to be a hymenopteran!