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kind crazy when you stop to think that Fitz relied on Abby (liv's bff) to the point of suffocation after he and Olivia broke up. She was there I get it but poor Abby having to act as therapist to that man all while Olivia is trying to get scoop about how hes doing and acting all poor and above it while somewhat enjoying his misery bc if he's suffering and all alone he still loves her (very different from does he still care??? that she demonstrates when Fitz starts acting like a whore)

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I care so deeply for Olivia. How not to love a woman who's that confident, that smart?? Someone that loves that hard and is also a fucking mess???

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I think it might take another five years for my scandal obsession to strike again to the point of writing meta

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Someone should make a video compilation every time either Fitz or Olivia mention babies or building a family together. They were there not even in a relationship at the time and talking about families. What's wrong with them (affectionate)????

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Sometimes it's pretty fucking weird trying to write. English really is not my first language. I want to have more fun with sentence structure and its impossible for me to do it bc the tools are very different.

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**UPDATE!**

Trail of Desire: Part II

Summary: A pivotal decision in a hallway and a fire behind closed doors.

FF: https://bit.ly/3YZqnL5

AO3: https://bit.ly/3YWShaK

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betraying someone who trusts them deeply is one of the sexiest things a character can do its unparalleled. cause either the relationship is irrevocably changed and said character is completely at fault (guilt complex, hot) or it isnt and then both sides have to deal with the fact that they care about each other enough to overlook the betrayal (unceasing devotion, also hot)

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NEW! "Trail of Desire: A First-Time Narrative" (1.06)

Part I:

FF:

AO3:

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Do you think it’s considered cheating if they dated others before you?

Like as in past relationships? Yeah kinda, they should’ve waited their entire life for you

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Watching scandal clips and trying to write fic. Might end up writing characters breakdown my girl Olivia was going through too much

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My main goal for december is to write 10k for the last never break the chain chapter and to rewatch a few episodes. Crossing my fingers.

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being a fan of a female fictional character is like yes im in love with her soulfully and carnally but i am ALSO her defence attorney her ambassador her pr manager her representative her missionary her right hand arm man her silly rabbit. her scholar her explainer the last man standing in her army. phd in explaining her nuance and depth priesthood in her church. could i be talking about other things?? move on?? maybe!!! were i not the animated suit of armor in her temple bound to protect her for eternity

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Waittt. The Fitz line in season 3 "You cant even look at me right now" in the oval when Fitz just stares at Olivia until she finally looks him in the eye and goes "there you are". And for a small moment they're grounded and together. I just realized how similar it is to the crossover when they argue in the Grant institute office. literally where are you Liv, until she meets him in the middle and in this case until she finds herself

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Sex and sex scenes are such a relevant part of scandal and of Olitz. Even when they're on bad terms using sex to get closer has always been a pattern with Olitz. Closetgate is usually the best example ofc its the only time they hate fuck. Fitz uses Olivia's attraction to him to bring back some intimacy back in what was cold in season 4 in the oval with the "didnt you miss me?" (unbuttons her jacket), bunker scene (kiss me, Olivia.), and then with phone sex. Love when it happens in season 7 when Olivia's trying to come to terms with her role in Quinn's death and she goes to his hotel for sex that's really just emotional help and reassurance.

They don't even fuck that often but its always relevant. The trail and their first time sets so many important aspects of their dynamic. Fitz told Olivia to get in her room but she chose him. Vermont 308 they're on bad terms and maybe the most passionate scene in the entire show brings them closer. Its a fundamental part of the show and its the chemistry obviously but Kerry and Tony are very good at demonstrating what the characters are feeling each time and how its part of what else is going on in the show.

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Trying to think about scandal when I have a job and just got in a phd journey is something else. I've had Olivia slapping Fitz in the oval in the pilot going through my head the entire day and I havent written one word about it

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Gonna try to write phone sex for the first time

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Writing when I'm not sure what i want to do is hell actually