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sariphantom · 8 months ago

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A little late, but anyone excited for Rise May next month? I decided to only provide the week version this time.

You guys already know the drill; anyone can participate and have fun! Go crazy with the prompts! Write! Draw! Make silly Tik-Tok videos! Get creative! We gotta keep the spirit of Rise TMNT alive and let @nickelodeon know that we, the fans, want MORE of Rise TMNT.

#rise may #rise may art challenge #rottmnt #save rottmnt #save rise of the tmnt #unpause rottmnt #unpause rise of the tmnt #rise season 3 #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise art challenges #rise art challenge #just the week version this time #no month version #making things a lot easier for rise artists #and for me too #god know i can NEVER complete the month versions even if I tried #life just hates me sometimes

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 month ago

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Look what we've become.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #Initially I wanted to do a 'Mutiny' quote to follow the 'Luck runs out' quote.#But the musical earworms demanded a different blood to be drawn. And I think it works just as well.#Alright. It's time to confess something. I really struggled with this comic. I didn't want to draw it. Then I didn't want to upload it.#Because I knew I would be here in the tags writing and backspacing for hours trying to articulate my thoughts.#I'm going to talk about death and grief in the tags today so this is your WARNING to look away if you aren't in a headspace for it.#Sometimes in media there are scenes and characters which land on topics so specific to your wounds that it reopens them all over again.#Because here's the truth. When you've known someone like this for nearly your whole life...it doesn't matter how bad the fight is.#You always think 'We'll always have time. One day this dust will settle and we'll rebuild the bridge.'#And then the fucker dies!!! He dies and suddenly there will never ever be time to repair the rift.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. And part of you did just a bit. But love and hate aren't mutually exclusive.#He's fucking dead and you are left with so many broken and unfinished pieces between the two of you.#Jiang Cheng loses Wei Wuxian thinking that WWX thought they hated each other.#He's a younger brother who will one day be older than the person he lost.#Who has no one else in the world who understands those feelings of love and hate and grief.#I can't be normal about this character. I don't think he even heals me. Zero catharsis to be gained here.#I just look at his sour grape ass and think 'shit that's a little too close to home.' JC is my discomfort character.#I'm probably going to regret being this vulnerable in the tags in like. An hour. So. sorry if you see this once and never again.#EDIT: Yeah sorry this took 4 hours to muster the courage to post. Surprise update!#EDIT 2: You guys were being too nice to me on my sad comic to point out the spelling error. I have fixed it now B'*)

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sweetmapple · 3 months ago

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Mostly Hiring manager, but HR manager and PR manager too

#elden ring #elden ring varre #white mask varre #varre #white faced varre #tarnished #tarnished oc #varre x tarnished #tw; blood #suggestive #no jokes or humor this time sorry #just Varre being Varre #I know I usually stick to humor stuff but this clawed through my brain like an eldritch horror #I actually hate 5/11 Varre faces I drew here but I did my best #sometimes homeboy is gonna look like a lil gremlin and there’s nothing I can do about it #but also those other 6 /11 faces are the best I’ve ever done so I’ll take it #never been more clear to me how I unconsciously push myself to do harder things #like we got crazy hand angles with defined knuckles and fingernails #we got the upward angle face that doesn’t look like shit #we got form fitting lighting that is passable #semi accurate fabric physics #did I not give a fuck about the BG #yes #but I’m here for Varre sex appeal not rendering bricks #also misericorde magically changes scale throughout the whole comic #lmao oops #most detailed environmental lighting I’ve done too #Christ the lengths I go to for deranged fictional men #at the very least I feel like the dialogue isn’t ooc #me fighting for my life to make sure Varre looks like the same damn character between each panel

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markscherz · 1 year ago

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‘But I am very poorly today & very stupid & hate everyone & everything’

- Charles Darwin. Letter to Charles Lyell, 1 October 1861

#Darwin #quotes #famous quotes #Charles Darwin #always remember that everyone has bad days sometimes #even the people who look like they are productive beyond human capacity #sometimes it’s important to just acknowledge it and see that there are good things to come #but right now is just shit #anyway I have a flu or something #and right now I hate everyone and everything #and my immune system most of all #and the parents who send their sick and contagious kids to daycare #and the evolution of viruses #who tbh have absolutely no business to be wreaking such havoc on the more organised domains of life #about me #sorry to be a downer #your usual frog-related content will resume after a brief intermission #I realise that posting quotes is super cringe #sorry about that #at least some of you probably haven’t seen this quote before #so you’ve learned something today #and I’ve gotten to vent #win-win?

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randomalistic · 3 months ago

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Cool awesome reminder that you don’t need amazing technical skill to be a good artist/storyteller

#I still compare myself to other people but also like. Damn. What if I don’t need to #That’s literally what working with other people is for . so you can fill in for eachother and make an awesome thing :)#Reminder that Toby Fox is not a skilled visual artist LOL he makes concept art in mspaint #Ik He’s more of a composer / character writer but you know what I mean. He works with other people to bring those ideas to life #You don’t have to be good at everything !!#Txt #art #I say this because rendering pieces of art takes me dozens of hours and it’s literally so much work and I hate it sometimes #Ok then make a simple stylistic choice instead of doing a giant painting !! it will still carry the same or maybe even greater impact #I still want to make awesome giant beautiful pieces of art (illustration) but alas I don’t have infinite energy #I usually only make sketches instead and that doesn’t mean they’re unfinished. Maybe that’s just all they’re meant to be #Until I change my mind at least 🩷#Adhd #Honestly anything that gets your idea across is good enough. Depends on the idea

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rebornofstars · 3 months ago

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sometimes i scroll thru my tumblr dash & think to myself with a bit of awe how lucky i am to be surrounded by a world full of beautiful ppl doing beautiful things. & yeah no there's no punchline to this one actually. i just love u

#i hate the internet a lot of the time but honestly it's quite breathtaking that i can find with a few clicks people who are passionate about #the same things as me! and people proudly being passionate about things i never knew existed!#people creating things and people making jokes and people talking and people loving what they love with their entire heart & soul #its just. its good to see. it makes me feel better.#this post is brought to u by all the talented artists i follow and my online friends #sometimes joy is made of tiny interactions with people u will never meet. someone shows me their art and i say it's beautiful. it changed #my life. and then we go on living #hope #🐝

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sanlangkiss · 5 months ago

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i just feel so safe when i think about hua cheng. i think this is partially because when reading tgcf, everything is ok when hua cheng is there. even if things aren't going that well, knowing hua cheng is there by xie lian's side makes me feel better and at ease.. there's a constant sense of safety and also this feeling that things will work out

it's such a nice little thing and makes hualian all the more special because after so long, it's just right for xie lian to have someone that makes him feel so happy and safe (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ )

#im normal #tgcf #hualian #hua cheng #xie lian #theyre my entire world #and im just So insane about hua cheng that this has translated into my life #sometimes i even think about him doing things i hate doing because he's That special to me

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mintypsii · 7 months ago

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PENlS EXPLOSION SPELLLLLLL

more of them because they won't get out of my head

version without the text

#op #one piece #sanuso #usosan #sogesoba #usopp #sanji #sogeking #sobamask #soba mask #vinsmoke sanji #black leg sanji #art #mintart #my art #fun fact i hate how this turned out and i am never colouring like this ever again in my life EVER #sketching it was fun tho :3 except for when i did this cool pose for soge and then i had to COVER IT WITH HIS CLOAK #RGKHKJFSLD #ive been thinking about them............... over and over and over............. THEYRE SO LAME YET SO SILLY #sogeking talks different obv but eng isnt mmy first language so i hope i conveyed the vibe properly lol bhkfjs #is shant a word . who knows. knowing usopp tho he would make up words to sound cool hes just like me fr #sobbbbing it's criminal that there isn't more sogesoba content or at least content of them together omg #the strawhat superheroes....... theyre literally the sun and moon too (sobas crescent hair and soges sun mask)#also for the angst another ship name could be mask king which sounds like masking because theyre maassskkingggggg themselves yayyyy #masking to become a 'better' version of themselves ough #ok i might do something with that sometime hehe

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bajablastable · 10 months ago

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yipee

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd nikolai #bsd sigma #i still hate how i draw sigma i think its time to just say its doomed and give up #'why do you always give him an ahoge' mind ur own business #idk if i should even be posting some things like the nikolai it feels so repetitive to me..#i just feel bad when i dont post for a few days like im still doign stuff... just practicing...#sometimes daily art is just simple things like the sigma and thats life..#I ONLY JUST NOTICED I FORGOT SIGMA'S LONG FRONT BANGS?? NO ONE TOLD ME??

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sunb0ts · 2 months ago

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something that always gets me about klavier is that he is so clearly just like. friendly. he cares so much and he cares too much. he's one to tease simultaneously but he so clearly just like. loves and loves and loves, even when it puts him in harm's way, he likes people and he likes being around people enough to be desperate for it and for friendship like. ough

#goober.txt #klavier gavin #kristoph gavin #aa4 #this is also partially why I am such a truther of nuance in klavier+kris's relationship #I think it mixes well with prev just in like. how much he cares is both part of his core and a byproduct of #being desperate for all the connection he lost + that was plenty dysfunctional on top of that (but all he had)#I think it actively hits harder if he's conflicted for missing someone who was terrible because it was still his brother and like.#I think kris having been good to klavier sometimes (adding to the dysfunction of the bad) is something that I've always liked #because like #I think klavier having a 'is it wrong to want him dead' and 'am I terrible for missing him badly' thing happenin at the same time is!!#so good and also very sad and I love you gavin brother things that capcom didn't give us. love you klavier gavin #I like the idea of him having that confliction alongside his grief :( ow #I literally don't have the right words to properly express all my thought cereal on this. other people have done it though so it is ok haha #I love when fictional grief has the confliction of 'being reminded the monster was also human and that makes everything worse' it's so good #like I hate you. I miss you. the way you were nice to me was so very you and it makes me soft and sad and tired. I miss you.#you were awful in unspeakable ways. I miss you.#sometimes I wonder what my life would have been like without you and it comforts me as much as it terrifies me. I miss you

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lavared · 1 year ago

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"...You know, the usual? Turning into a gross spider, brooding in the shadows, doing your mother's dirty work, crawling back to the swamps so you can finally leave us alone???"

"And why, pray tell, should I do something else when I can watch you make a spectacle of yourself instead?"

"What do you mean?"

"I'm talking about this new embarrassing habit of yours. You've been spending an awful lot of time hiding behind the trees to ogle poor unsuspecting lasses."

"I'm-I'm NOT! First off, how long have you been spying on me, exactly? No, wait- I don't really want to know that. And second, I'm not doing anything, and I'm definitely NOT ogling. I'm just standing guard."

"(Scoffs) Oh, are you really? I didn't know standing guard involved all this blushing and heavy sighing. We might have done it wrong all this time, I see."

"(Sighs)...Listen, believe what you will. The Commander asked us to keep watch, so I suggest you do the same, preferably twenty or eighty feet away from me, alright? Thanks."

"As your dear Commander wishes. But I suggest you close your mouth while on...duty. We already have a dog, we don't need another slobbery creature in our fun little party."

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alaraxia · 1 month ago

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genuinely: if you have been considering a boob reduction but are on the fence about it, I cannot express strongly enough of how this was one of the best things I have ever done for myself.

yeah the process is a pain in the ass, yeah recovery sucks at times, but I feel more like a person than I think I ever have and I will spend the rest of my life making sure everyone knows it.

#literally I can only describe it as I feel like a person now #they took 3 POUNDS of tissue off of me #a literal weight off my shoulders #I had shitty anime girl proportions and I just endured that for years #because it was just how it always was even if I hated it #but god #I feel like a human being now #I feel more beautiful than I’ve ever felt in my life #sometimes you need to build your own body piece by piece #it’s worth it it’s worth it it’s worth it it’s worth it #text

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lunarharp · 4 months ago

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played dragon age 2...just simple scribbles

#dragon age tag #i doubt that will see much use again..but who knows. vvv rambling below #weird game..the characters dialogue stuff and ending were good tho :')#i've played some of the first game but it kept crashing. i knew already despite knowing nothing that this guy was going to be my type #it doesnt feel right making video game art any more bc games like this end up feeling really personal - an experience that happened to me #if i design the main character a bit and fall in love then..that happened to me..i can't make Fan Art of that..only ive been through that..#like i cant make fanart of my dear companions in bg3 despite it having been a huge part of my heart in the last year #almost 1000 hours of playtime in something i can barely talk about bc it means too much.... lol #tons of ideas and conversations and extra thoughts and scenes and emotions about all the incredible times i've been through in bg3 #and the maelstrom just rotates around intensely in my own heart forever...but that's ok too...that is so precious to me #but fortunately i already knew people that have played this game and talked/drew abt it recently so it was saved from that for me #sharing scribbly fanart on my Blog is a way to capture the feeling just after experiencing something so it has good points #witch hat atelier escapes that by not being a GAME. games are so immersive. but my wha art & feelings are incredibly immersive too #which makes it difficult sometimes now. i live a complicated and emotional life <3 i am not suited to fandom <3 #my character ended up looking so much like oru without me realising that's what i was doing. Kind bearded fireball throwing gay mage. Hmm.#falling for a sad white hair memory trauma fellow that keeps you at a tragic distance. Hmmmmmm.#i see also how very much bg3 is inspired by stuff like dragon age now lol so i'm glad i experienced it. I WANT MY KIRKWALL LIFE BACK...#so dated though as well and unpleasant at times (the city and the dismal atmosphere was depressing.) i hate violence/horror..#bg3 is SOOOO very dismal but it feels like I am killing people and going through horrors because i have to survive i have to be free #Well anyway. ahh it's so refreshing to fall in love. my gay journey continues...

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revvethasmythh · 9 months ago

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I don't really understand the idea some people have that being a hater somehow precludes you from thinking a character is complex. like, yes, absolutely, [insert character here] is complex, but I am a hater first and foremost and if I can write a post that dresses them head to toe in clown gear, that is my gods given right. *bangs gavel* you are sentenced to life at the circus, motherfucker. go juggle while i point and laugh. this is what true joy looks like

#liliana they could never make me like you #but no really did you know you don't have to discuss EVERY facet of a character in EVERY post to prove you understand them?#sometimes you can just write simple hate posts about villains and enjoy your life #this is about all of the vanguard leaders btw not just liliana #if they're going to act like clowns i'm going to talk about them like they're at the circus!#this does not mean I think they're (all) flatly villainous with nothing going on in their brains #in my posts they are clowns dancing for my entertainment because this is fandom and that is FUN

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oneluckydragon · 6 months ago

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"Suddenly the world was gray and dull and my heart was so heavy I felt like I couldn’t move, let alone make it back to Treasure Town. But because of Echo’s last wish… I was able to keep living.”

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SORA : (Partner)

Abilities: Justified / Inner Focus

Nature: Gentle / Hardy

Moveset: Aura Sphere / Metal Claw / Poison Jab / Dragon Pulse

#It's my baby girl!! My sweetiepie!! Sora the light of my life my bestest girlie #Her own character sheet to go along with Echo's since I had so much fun making that one and obvs Sora needed to be given as much love too #Sora learned Poison Jab as a riolu back when she was mistrustful towards Grovyle and wanted to thrash him around #nowadays she feels bad about knowing the move when her intentions for learning it were to get an upper hand against him in battle #but she also refuses to unlearn it and keeps it as a reminder that sometimes your own expectations about others are wrong in the end #plus the idea of someone as sweet as Sora knowing a poison-type move just makes me go crazy. did you expect a fairy type move or something?#Cause no. She'll literally stab you to death with literal poison because she can if you upset her or Echo.#And to anyone wondering about the large scar on her tail... yes it is literally a hand-print courtesy of Dusknoir #insert the universally traumatic “YOU TWO ARE COMING WITH ME” classic Dusknoir villain-arc moment #(he then proceeds to grab Sora by the tail and drag her into the dimensional portal but she struggles and he loses patience)#(so he unleashes a point blank will-o-wisp that causes so much pain she is too busy recoiling and screaming to make an escape)#Hey Dusknoir it was kinda f'ed up to permanently scar a kid like that ngl not your best decision I hope it doesn't haunt you forever #Echo still hates him for it and I'm not sure she'll ever let that particular event go even after they reconcile #also I gave Sora the ability Justified because of the implications that her partner is a dark-type and she also has darkrai-related trauma #the idea of her attack stat raising if Echo accidentally hits her with a move??? like Sora is so scared her stats literally go haywire #that's my idea of angst and it keeps me awake at night #sora/lucario #Team Wish my beloved...#pmd ocs #pmd eos #pmd2 #explorers of sky #my art #click for better quality tumblr compressed it like garbage D:

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itspileofgoodthings · 3 months ago

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one big thing I’ve learned by 29 is that the Plan, the God’s Plan of it all I mean, is bigger than me and not just bigger than me but also bigger than my understanding of narrative threads and their limitations. And it’s bigger even than just a simple paradox, turning-on-their-head thing way of being bigger. It’s just so vast. And there is so much room for surprise and possibility and hope in that reality.

#again. idk if that makes sense #but I am someone obsessed with the patterns and what the patterns are telling me #and it’s like. sometimes nothing! but also sometimes something!#there is no way to predict what will happen or what will be presented to me or what will unfold #both personally and in a more big picture way #based on what I feel or what I know or what I have already experienced #there are hundreds and millions of different possible combinations #I am making this sound more profound than the revelation is (and also more vague)#but I love to be like ‘oh being this way means THIS thing and this kind of thing always happens to this kind of person’#and actually. it just doesn’t?????? a million different things could happen and do happen every day that are unlikely and unpredictable #even when you think you’ve accounted for that by looking for the unexpected you still can’t tell #and I love that. used to hate that the future was shrouded in mystery #and I still sometimes do. but I am growing to love it #uncertainty and just the sheer not knowing feels better #and God IS surprising. life is surprising!#THAT I feel like I know #every day of my life I wake up and I pry open the blinds and I look out and say.#what is going to happen today #like I do kind of do that a little #or maybe it’s more. what has the night brought.#and you know what the world is so wide. not in terms of me being able to go anywhere travel-wise #or do anything dream-wise. but in terms of what can and DOES unfold every single day/week/month/year.#there are surprises in store! folded tucked away around the next corner #like I just.#I’m getting carried away but AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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