#life is hard but I'm harder

[bignoselover1]

Movie Date

Pairings: boyfriend!Jeno x gn!pather!reader

Setting: You and your boyfriend, Jeno decided to go on a date to the movies. Little did he know you had something else in mind when watching the movie.

Warnings: swearing, oral sex (Jeno receiving), manhandling, Nicknames: babe, pup, pretty boy [ Jeno calls reader Master but it's not on gender base]

Characters: non!idolJeno, gender neutral!reader

Genre: smut, non!idol

Word count: 0.7k

Playlist: Backstage Passes by Cupcake, If u Think I'm pretty by Artemas, Deepthroat by Cupcake

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Here you are sitting in the back seat of the movie theater watching a movie with your boyfriend, Jeno. The movie was nice but you had already watched it with your friend last week but when Jeno asked you to watch it with you, you couldn't say no looking at those puppy eyes and seeing that excited face waiting for your acceptance of his request. So here you are watching his smile grow when the movie started. You felt kind of bad because he asked no one else but you, He could have asked Mark or his other boyfriend Jaemin, or anyone really. but no he asked you his lovely lover (besides Jaemin). But the movie was getting boring since you know what happens next and what doesn't. You were getting bored and many weird thoughts were coming to your mind.

Until a very brilliant idea just came to your mind. You were getting excited, smirking at Jeno like a creep.

Jeno must have noticed your smirking causing him to turn and look at you. "Are enjoying the movie babe?" Jeno asked wondering what evil thoughts were behind that evil-looking smirk. You didn't respond and just straight up dropped to your knees. Crawling your way between his legs. Moving your hands to unbuckle his belt. "Babe, what are you doing?" The man above you asked in a panic. "What do you think I'm doing, pup?" You asked lifting an eyebrow at seeing the bulge in his pants harden after hearing that nickname.

"I don't think we should be doing this in public Y/n," Jeno said trying to get your hands off of his belt but it was too late the belt was off before he knew it and so were his pants hanging on his knees. "Yeah, pup? You want me to stop?" You asked smirking robbing your hand on his clothed cock. "I don't want you to stop... please keep going" There it was the green light that was telling you could still go and without a thought, you took his underwear off. There it was his thick cock steading tall waiting for a release of some sort. Luckily you were here to help your boyfriend out. "your wish is my command, pretty boy" With a wink you took his thriving penis in your mouth. Moaning at the taste of him on your tongue. Jeno's head falls back from the feeling of your warm mouth causing him to go grab your head to make you go deeper but you stop him by grabbing his hands and holding them while bobbing your head up and down trying not to make too much noise.

"Fuck... you're so good at this fuck" Jeno whined wanting more. He could feel your small smirk when hearing him trying not to moan loudly. Even when you're giving him the best blowjob he ever had in the backseat of a movie theater. "Good, I'm glad you're enjoying this as much as I'm" You responded while taking your mouth off his dick and licking the tip. Using your hands to finish him off. "Fuck. you're so good, please don't stop" Your lover is so cute when he begs that you just need more of it. "You don't want me to stop?" You ask searching for the words you want Jeno to say. "Yes Yes yes please don't stop" Jeno begged trying not to be loud. But you want more, You speed up with one hand and play with his balls with the other. "How bad do you wanna cum?" "Tell me" you ordered "So bad please, Master I wanna cum so bad. I will give you heads after this, please keep going." Satisfied you start flicking your tongue on Jeno's tip making him grasp the comfy theater chair.

"Fuck I'm cumming!" Jeno whispered yelled. You take him back in your mouth to swallow every drop of cum he left. after finishing sucking the last drops you come back up to fix Jeno's pants and gave him a kiss. "The movie's already over? ah, felt so fast" You ask acting like you didn't suck the living hell out of Jeno. "It did" Your boyfriend nodded still processing what the hell just happened. "By the way you own me heads," You reminded Jeno while getting up to clean up and go. "Can I give you one when we get to the car?" Jeno wondered wanting to give you something in return and to get a taste of you also.

"Only if you can give me another when we get home"

"Anything for you, babe"

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How did you guys like it?? please let me know. And let me know if you guys want any other story too. My requests are open!!!

THANK YOU!!!

[isipin]

manny jacinto in cora bora (2023)

[biillys]

billy hargrove: in every scene — 2.04 chapter four: will the wise

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

At the start of this project all I wanted was to 'learn how to draw' using comics as a medium and the MDZS audio drama as inspiration.

I've come *very* far from making simple, 3 panel black and white comics, and I truly do intend to go even further. Thank you to everyone who cheered me on throughout 2023, it has been an incredible year in so many ways I never could have imagined. I look forwards to drawing throughout 2024 B*)

[thereminzone]

GOING OFF THE GRID, DON'T CARE

(Click for higher quality)

[seaofreverie]

Sparkstember Day 18: Balls (Bullet Train)

Sometimes (oftentimes) it's true that all you need are Balls. I personally absolutely love Balls. I'm a big fan! Ekhem. Today I'm using the help of (I mean, copying most of the passages from it) my earlier Balls rant that I have written down after my first listen of it back in January. I really love this album and I don't want to completely skip over saying a couple words on it at least but I really don't think I have the headspace to write anything very good for it today. I'll still try though!

So yeah, Balls. It's a great album, fun and chill (in my sense of what I call and consider chill anyway), consistent, as Sparks albums tend to be, and as I suspected / hoped it does fit this specific vibe of driving around at night somewhere city-like and illuminated. Or being on a train deep at night and looking at the world zooming by (if you'd even see much of it on a train at night anyway.....). And I do think that it's not so dissimilar to Gratsax (I'd say now that it's definitely darker and moodier than its predecessor...). So it's interesting to think about how it's considered to be one of the "weak" ones (by music reviewers at least) while Gratsax is so beloved in comparision.

I will admit, I don't really know what the big problem with this album could be. As I said, it's fun, it has the melodies, it has the energy, it has the theatricality (I like seeing how more and more orchestral instruments such as strings are being incorporated into the music, in a way the jump into Lil' Beethoven two years later doesn't come of as THAT much of a shock because of this. The evolution of sound here is fascinating!) I really like the intense beats, just as much as the more laid-back and moodier pieces. And there's lots of gold to be found in the lyrics department as always.

One more thing I wanna say is that at some point I wondered if this music sounds older than it is. Maybe it does? But then I remembered that this was 2000 and honestly when I think about it, there just IS something about this album that fits so well with the Y2K image and vibe and all. Sparks 2000 and all that.

Favourite songs (and other highlights):

Balls: I mean. It's Balls.

Scheherazade: absolutely LOVE this one and I had the strangest impression of it sounding very familiar when I first heard it. Months later I found out that it was just briefly featured in TSB so I think that explains it (I will talk more about my TSB viewings on TSB day. EVERYTHING has to be explained in excruciating detail, lmao)

The Calm Before The Storm: bugsonas 4ever. Song itself is amazing too

How To Get Your Ass Kicked: how can a song about getting your ass kicked be so pleasant and relaxing, it always keeps cracking me up, how perfect that is actually

Bullet Train: I love it how introducing the topic of the song with a "It's the [topic of the song]" is a reoccurring theme on this album. Thank you Sparks for this ode to technology and art (these lyrics always have me giggling). And also it just goes hard as heck

It's Educational: a perfect fusion of / sequel to I Thought I Told You To Wait In The Car and Progress (it's mostly the vocal delivery that reminds me of the latter)

The Angels: such an odd one here but I still like it a lot, I apparently said that it sounds "surprisingly mainstream for Sparks but somehow in a positive way". It's very sweet and I absolutely love how Russell sings here, it's so different from what we're used to but that only makes it hit you even more in the feels, lol. And I actually prefer the alternative version of this song that's featured as a bonus track, and I do think that's in big part because you can hear Russell better on it (or that was my first impression of it at least and it kind of stuck)

[silenzahra]

Welp... only a month left till my birthday.

...

I'm not prepared whatsoever 😬

[insertsomthinawesome]

I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!! Okay so honestly I have been very very inconsistent over the years with just disappearing for periods of time due to various things 😂 So it probably seemed pretty normal to most people.

But it felt different on my side, so I'm excited to be back in business. I took a month long hiatus! 31 days of not drawing digital art. Its not something I talk about on here? But I've been suffering from some serious long term Art Burnout for.... a really really long time. Long enough that I should've taken a break probably years ago. It finally got so bad that I could barely draw. I was scared to do it (cause it always looked "bad" in my eyes [i'll come back to that]) and doing it was exhausting and disheartening.

I talked it over with somebody and realized that the fear and anger and frustration I felt towards my own artwork was uh. Not Normal or Healthy. And I finally committed to taking a real break for once.

I still drew a little bit by hand? Traditional art has always felt like it has lower stakes for me (i don't often share it online, and sometimes I don't even share it with friends) so I did some of that when I felt like it. But Digital art was completely off the table.

I had put such an immense pressure on myself to make my digital art perfect, to make as much of it as quickly as possible to satisfy something. It wasn't fun anymore. I'm proud of what i've made over the years! But for a long time now the stuff I've been making was made while hating every second of making it. With some rare exceptions.

I hated my art! It was a combination of Perfectionism, taking in too many external expectations, and the burnout. If you hate doing something its kinda hard to love it even when you want too lol. It wasn't "Bad" in the sense that the quality was low and it was ugly! It was "Bad" in the sense that it was unhealthy for me to keep doing it at that point in time.

I'm glad to report though, that with my hiatus officially over as of Wednesday last week: I am once again. In Love. With doing art, and being an artist :)

I put off taking a break for years cause I was scared that taking a break would mean that I would never achieve all the things I wanted to do with art. I was scared it was a stupid and lazy thing to do that would mean I'd never achieve my dreams. And Also even though I kinda hated drawing, I also loved making art. Its a weird duality that I can't even really explain??? I hated it but I also loved it. I wanted it but I also wanted to run from it. It wasn't until I was more mature and had more clarity and insight (and unfortunately also until the problems got worse) that I was finally able to let go of those fears and just do it.

And I'm really really glad I did. It was everything I needed. And I hope to strike a better balance in the future with art. Taking more breaks when I need them, or just when other things have my attention like reading or Video games (Some star rail got played during this time xD)

From the outside things probably aren't going to be that different?? At this point I don't really have any sure plans to post anything I've been drawing since my Hiatus ended. I might or I might not xD I'm still a hobbyist artist taking things at her own pace, but I hope that it shows how much happier I am :)

Whumptober 2023 is being officially put to rest by this post btw! I was in major burnout when that event started, and I'm ready to just, move on from all the past expectations I'd shoved on my shoulders. If I feel like filling any of the prompts or going back to any of the ideas I'd come up for it I will! But I'm not going to worry about doing it unless the desire sets in. Thanks to everybody who's been so kind to me throughout my time on here as an artist! Ya'lls tags and screaming and kind words, the fanfic, the asks and the responses? Its been fantastic :) You guys have made me laugh, smile, and cry tears of joy. I hope from here that things only get better and sweeter! And if I have bad days again, that's okay too.

Here's to 2024 and whatever it may bring ya'll :D 🎉🎉✨✨🧡💜

[eddis-not-eeddis]

I am the most hopeful of pessimists

[leguin]

i did think about richard siken saying there's no such thing as unrequited love, just unrequited desire for probably longer than i should've, but idk. feelings are complicated. 'unrequited' is complicated. i've never felt so consistently failed by language before...

[2sw]

You got to wake up. because if you don't, then trying to keep that dream alive will destroy you! It'll destroy everything!

Supernatural S8E08 Hunteri Heroici ( + S8E06 Southern Comfort )

[donfermin]

I'm so tired of working with incompetent people 😭

[sysig]

Just be honest! (Patreon)

Bonus:

Could be :)

[lilbittymonster]

Do you ever just. Think about Heavensward. And just wallow in it while mentally swirling a wine glass while staring into the middle distance.

[cookinguptales]

I knew they were gonna kill my blorbo, but still. :(

[sadbretzel]

The celestial beings are having a nice evening in a remote monastery in Luxembourg.

It goes with a fic I wrote on impulse while having no idea how to write anything.