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a-bucket-in-the-void · 6 days ago

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i don’t post about dsmp ever cause it’s been a long time sense i’ve been interested in it and when i was… it was certainly a time thats for sure

but i can’t help but feel poetic about that ending

because before it ended it was ramping up so much

there were new players, everyone had their own special lore going on, and there was so many big things happening, it just felt so dangerous and so convoluted and just so so much

and then all of the sudden, before any of that gets any proper resolution

nothing

for years, just

radio silence

until one day jack decided it would be funny to bring it back for a stream

and it wasn’t that long and we only saw two characters

and that simplicity is almost better

and it feels peaceful, finally seeing the server quiet

and so much has happened and yet it feels like the beginning of something

something new

something that we don’t need to know about

something quiet

at last

idk

i hope tommy gets to go to a village nearby and buy things at the market and no one remembers him as anything other than the nice man who buys bread at their uncle’s store

#shouting into the void #your one and only dsmp post from me ever #consider this my own farewell to that time in my life #anyway i guess i’ll tag some stuff #dsmp #dream smp #that’s all i’m gonna do #let’s hope i don’t regret this #btw i have not watched the actual lore stream lol

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thatonepizzaman · 10 months ago

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I didn’t realize valentines was happening guys

Uhhhh

Give me ships to draw I guess?

No problematic or pro ships please

Oc x Canon is good too

#let’s hope I don’t regret this #the pizzaman exists #kirby #ships #ship stuff #oc x Canon

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windsroad · 2 years ago

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Oh shit I forgot I have to turn replies on my blog when I do tumblr plays ravenloft

#pointlesspointless #let’s hope I don’t regret this

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kesp-mimosa-blaze · 13 days ago

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Okay but I can’t even imagine how terrifying it would be to wake up midway through an operation, much less a diy operation your boss is doing while your coworker stands menacingly watching after they basically homebrew sedated you. It sounds like she’s probably still alive based on what I’ve gathered so far but it sounds like all the fight got taken out of her, which I’m hoping is a good thing but right now I’m really not sure

#the magnus archives #jonathan sims #tma melanie #tma basira #peter lukas #Peter I hope you regret your existence soon #the day Peter dies I’ll probably make cupcakes to celebrate #martin blackwood #Martin don’t you dare isolate yourself #go get your man don’t let the lonely make you their avatar

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callmelittlesanshine · 2 years ago

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[THE CLERGY WOULD LIKE TO ANNOUNCE, THAT THE MINISTRY‘S GOT THE BEST SNACKS]

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cancerian-woman · 11 months ago

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It could be(it is) from TVDU’s racism but you would think that after Davina’s death and Kol’s rants on being ignored in the family he would’ve sided with Marcel and not against him..

#sat in my drafts forever lol #let’s hope i don’t regret tagging this #stopped caring to tag my thoughts for awhile #marcel gerard #the originals #kol mikaelson #this wasn’t a anti post for either btw lol. I’m just offering some perspective.

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harvesterhexenon · 2 months ago

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comms,,, i’m very much nervous about opening them, as i have never done that before

i will share kofi link through dms if there’s any interest

additional info, like how long i will take to finish depends on requested artwork and how complex the idea is, but i will also link to my discord for updates

[These ones are closed now, will open new ones sometime soon again]

#hexenon’s comms #again void save me #very scared but i wanna try #opening my commissions #rewriting popular tags to get less visibility let’s go lmao #did need to edit the tags because i wanna try smth #commisions open #art commisions #hope i don’t regret this #might remove some tags again who knows #honestly just don’t look at my tags ever at this point #edit: well this try did reveal some things i guess

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seilon · 3 months ago

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pro: ran into a coworker at a bar last night who I don’t really talk to usually (he works upstairs, I work downstairs) and we talked and im pretty sure we were highkey flirting and he bought me a drink and the bar merch shirt i was interested in and thanks to the power of alcohol i guess i asked for his number and he gladly gave it to me and. yeah

con: i have the second worst hangover i have ever had and have been fighting for my fucking life just to eat saltines

#it’s getting better but only now that it’s like. 6pm #as weird as it sounds part of why this sucks is that I volunteered to come into work today cause there’s a concert going on nearby which #usually means we’re at least somewhat busy -> make better tips #and I couldn’t go in because well. you know #I’ve been sick and dying in bed all day unable to move or eat or anything #let alone take the bus and go to work #but. as much as I wish I didn’t go this overboard I don’t totally regret last night cause.#yeah. potential thing going on with cute coworker guy. OH and potential job opportunity at my favorite bar in town #apparently said coworker Also has a job at the bar in addition to where we both work and the bar is hiring barbacks at entry-level #so I have someone to vouch for me and the bartender we were talking to seemed to really want me to apply too #one thing that’s kinda funny to me about all this is that the first two places (a bar then a club) we were at felt really mid because they #were packed with way too many straight people (at a gay bar and a gay club)#but the bar we ended up at (where we ALWAYS end up at. it is the oasis. it is the only thing I can rely on) felt. like. not overwhelmingly #straight? at all? I mean part of it’s just luck in a way with just who happened to be there and all that but it’s also that the staff seem #pretty significantly populated with queer ppl #I complained to the bartender about how the club we were at (one of the biggest gay clubs in the city- if not The biggest) just felt kinda #meh because yeah maybe there were some guys dancing in jockstraps and whatever but the crowd itself like. did not feel largely queer #or at least didn’t have the spirit I’d hope for in a queer space if that makes sense. felt very conventional. not enough wild outfits and #makeup and gender fuckery and so on #and the bartender was like dude I KNOW right? I went off outside there once about the invasion of cishets when this space isn’t FOR them #and so on and so forth. and god that was So real.#so the experience at my beloved bar last night was like. 1) guy comes up behind me just to order a drink but i was saving a seat for my #friend who was in the bathroom and mentioned that in case he was looking to take the seat. chatted a little. ended with him pointing out #that a guy nearby was trying to holla at me.#2) I look over and yes. the dj is. in fact. looking directly at me and mouthing the lyrics to whatever song was playing pointed my way.#it was pretty sweet honestly I think it was partly cause I looked like I was shy and alone #3) whatever gay shit was going on with my coworker and i. amusingly he seems to get more flamboyant when he drinks just like i do.#im not 100% sure what his sexuality is but i Am 100% sure it is Not straight. but yeah. if it hadn’t been so close to closing time ive been #hardcore wondering where that would’ve gone. maybe its for the best that i had to go when i did cause i was pretty drunk and who knows when #I could’ve hit the amount of drunk it takes to like outright say hey just so you know i’d suck your dick right now if you wanted

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anderperries · 3 months ago

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okay. yeah. whatever.

#this isn’t about any of you but imma vent in tags #i feel like shit. i feel like im not allowed to criticize anything ts does lest i upset them #even when i have good points and valid reasons to be upset.#and i feel like if i ever completely stop being a swiftie they won’t want to be my friend anymore #which like. we’ve been friends for six years. our friendship didn’t start with taylor. that was just a side thing we l #so it just sucks to be made to feel like less than for something like this. feeling like she won’t like me anymore if i don’t stan tay #and i still think back to our show together and the way neither of them would let me talk about the matty thing #and how she talks about our show as if it means nothing to her and she regrets it #which i know things went sour with * after it but. was i not important? idk.#sorry i’m done venting. hope nobody wasted time reading this

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scrimple · 8 months ago

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i wish i deserved to matter

#bunny talks #i hate being the worst thing in the whole entire world. i wish i had the courage to die #i wish i stopped hoping for the best of life #i know none of it is for me #i am unfit to live this life and i don’t know why i keep hanging onto hope as if anything will ever get better. because it won’t #it never does and it never will #i wish my friends would say they hate me and want me to die #it would make it so much easier #i was born unfit for this reality #i should’ve never stayed this long #i regret ever staying alive longer than i promised myself i’d die #i really truly do #i promised myself i’d take my life before i became an adult and i couldn’t even keep my promise #and now i’ve put myself in a life where i am not ready nor happy to live all because of my cowardice #i just don’t want it to hurt so much. is that too much to ask for #please let me die painlessly

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muncaster · 1 year ago

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happy eula day to all those celebrating

#her last banner i was still newish to the game and went for albedo!! which i don’t regret!! bc he carried me and fischl & still does!! but #long time coming <3 #i have been prefarming the pale flame domain for months and still that is my best attack sands. kill’s myself kills myself kills myself kil #is eula/lisa/layla/kazuha a good team. idk let’s hope #genshin #txt

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polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup · 9 months ago

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“A part of me still thinks we’ll find our way back around.”

I hope we do ❤️

I left the church a while ago and I don’t think I have any blessings I can actually give but the best one I can think of is that I hope you find a place for your art to go

#let me know if you ever make it and I’ll do the same #in a few years maybe I’ll find my way to the tiny seaside down where all I have to do is write #and maybe you’ll find your way to where your art needs to be #i left religion for a reason but I do miss it #and one of the things I miss the most is the sense of determinism #you’re just becoming the person you need to be to get where you’re meant to be in the end #I don’t regret being a lawyer #but a part of me hopes desperate that I’m a lawyer because the version of me that becomes an author needed to be a lawyer first #when I was little I used to bookmark moments in my mind #I’d be doing something random and think ‘I’m going to think about this in one five ten years’ for no other reason than I wanted to track #the passage of time. ten years seemed so far ahead looking forward but I knew it’d be small looking back and that always seemed silly to me #I remember sitting outside a dressing room on an unremarkable day for no other reason than I decided I wanted to remember it in a decade #anyway I don’t do that so much anymore #but I think I’ll remember this in five years #and I hope when I remember it we’re both where we want to be #I hope you find your way back around #I hope you’re happy where you go #and I hope you can create everything your heart wants to let out

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chazz-is-a-zelda-fan · 1 year ago

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can’t post this on insta considering a good chunk of my irls follow me there and they wouldn’t get this but i’ve been doing a lot better this week about keeping up with myself, i think

#the thing that i’ve mostly seen myself get better at is brushing my teeth and i know that’s so basic everyone starts by working on that #but its actually really difficult for me to keep up with esp considering that i have self sabotaging my health for years #like for the majority of my life i did not think i would make it to 16. i thought i would be 6 feet under and buried before i got here #i didn’t want people to know me because 1. then they couldn’t hurt me by forgetting me and 2.#they wouldn’t have anyone to mourn and i could fade away like i’d always wanted to #so i never cared about myself since i thought “well my time is up before i’m 16 it’s not like anything matters to me”#and while i hate to say it it gave me a sense of freedom under the roof i was stuck under #Religious Trauma does not fuck around let me tell you that #and so that “nothing i do matters” mentality became a major part of me and i regret it so much #i ruined so many relationships that could’ve helped me hold on to the little hope i had #i almost ruined my entire relationship with my sister because of that and i… i hope she knows how sorry i am.#i hope she knows just how hard her big brother is trying to be better.#i don’t know what to do now that i’m 16. it’s scary. i don’t know anything. i graduate next year.#but whatever i do… i can try. i can try to move on from the self sabotage and the recklessness and maybe #just maybe #i can be a big brother she can be proud of.#midnight mech

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prettyboysmlm · 1 year ago

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fucking amazing how my day can be going so well and then my mom comes home and makes me want to kms.

#sui tw #she fucking comes home and yells at me abt how i haven’t drawn in my sketchbook yet #despite the fact that she is the fucking reason why!!!!!#her constantly berating me on every little thing i do makes me feel like shit and then i don’t want to draw #she also won’t let me quit my job even tho it’s absolutely exhausting which turns into me being too tired to do art #bitch do you think i don’t wanna draw??? do you think that i’m not absolutely suffering from the fact that i can’t draw rn??????#and then when i walked away she fucking took my keys #even tho she knows i have work later #she’s on a fucking power trip again and taking out her anger on me #and she treats me like i’m her fucking property. like i have to do everything she says or else i’m useless.#i am. this fucking close. to doing smth that’ll make her realize just how shitty she’s been to me.#and if i do i hope she’s weighed down by the regret and guilt for the rest of eternity #bc she does not have the fucking right to treat me like this #k.txt #vent tw

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justsquibby · 1 year ago

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- Spooked at both Pity’s

- but!! got her 1st slot right after first pity

- 2nd Slot from 200 coins

-event memo to MLB

Overall? Happy. (I have had worst luck from this game so I can’t complain too much…) My memo luck stays thriving, slot luck about the same as usual. But I needed a little more light unit MP boost and Duo units are my fav units in game (and we haven’t had once since Nayuta & Mikage I think) soooo I be happy I got the lesbians

#magia record #I swear if the anni character is madoHomu though… fuck idk what ill do?#cry? die? go fall down a hole a begin an evil undertale route?#perhaps maybe spend money #which is even worse than the other options I listed #I imagine the anniversary character will be Historia related #like pleasessssssse #I cannot have it be someone too cool #historically I’ve never caved on a unit right before anniversary soooo let’s hope I don’t regret it! 🥰💕🫶🏻✌🏻🫶🏻✌🏻🫨🫨🫨🫨#also now that I got them I feel obligated to read their stories lol #I’ll def be reading this event #may take awhile for me to read their other stuff

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itsalwaysforyou · 1 year ago

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and when i make a mal web weaving to castles crumbling

#i watch all my bridges burn to the ground / and you don’t want to know me / i will just let you down #LIKE….. LIKE????????#i once was a great hope for a dynasty……..#power went to my head and i couldn’t stop! ones i loved try to help so i ran them off!#and here i sit alone!! behind walls of regret!! falling down like promises that i never kept!!!!!#MY FOES AND FRIENDS WATCH MY REIGN END #SMOKE BILLOWS FROM MY SHIPS IN THE HARBOUR. PEOPLE LOOK AT ME LIKE I’M A MONSTER #now they’re screaming that they hate me….. never wanted you to hate me…….#ANYWAY. i’m obsessed with this song and it’s so mal #descendants #mal bertha

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