#let me have a shower to sit on this

[liamrrys]

wait ik i said college au vfv but ballet company/academy au..

[cattatoir]

Anyway this is what I mean by I want to see Adam and Jesus talk

[starstruckodysseys]

hnghhhhhh

[rurinnfane]

Last time I got to see my fiancé, I ended up having Covid and we spent about 2 days cooped up in a hotel room together like that (as an aside, he never once tested positive)

This time… I’m spending my last full day with him sick with a cold that I got from the toddler (who is also sick with it but suffering 95% less than me)

What the fuck 😩

[the-yearning-astronaut]

.

[beancalzone]

.

[triglycercule]

just popped out an unhinged (NO breaks in the paragraph) rant about horror and dust and their similarities and how i think they would relate to eachother. and now instead of putting breaks in the paragraphs im worrying about if this is more of a character analysis than a rant,,,,,,,,,, that rant was really really long. and also far too rambly. i could probably slice off the first paragraph and it would be coherent. but i wont since im lazy and also that would show my undevotion to the mtt!!!! why would i ever DARE unput my thoughts about them into the world TRIGLYCERCULE YOU FOOL😡😡😡😡😡😡

also i noticed that the less i interact with canon material the more in depth i get with ideas??? like i only skimmed horrortale like twice this month (and 1 was only to get a reference for my art class) and i havent read through askdusttale in like. since summer break. and i ALSO have not read the something new comics and any sort of killer sans canon material thing in months. erm,,,,,,,,,,,

at what point does it become me talking about canon and me talking about my fanon interpretations of canon. whats the difference. what if someone is so incredibly correct with what theyre saying about a character but it never happened in canon. does that make it canon. no right??? because the only true universal and objective canon is from the creator themselves. but what if its SO perfectly perfect in canon,,,,,,, that it should be considered canon,,,,, but it ISNT. canon and fanon always makes me so confused because at what point does the line between the two blur. what about headcanons that are so widely accepted and loved but go against canon and should really be canon. what IS canon what IS fanon??? why are so many people obsessed with canon???? because they like this one thing so much and its SO peak that it doesn't deserve to be tainted by other interpretations that make it worse??? BUT YOUR INTERPRETATION IS ONE OF THOSE!!!!! help

[doom-dreaming]

how do i tell my mother that coming into my room calling me "lazybones" if i'm still in bed at any time past 7 a.m. for YEARS has done near-irreparable damage to my self-esteem and created shame about being able to just fucking relax?

[scolek]

ok one more thing. the way in robin hood leo just lore drops that him and keito at some point in the past went full fucking vigilante to protect little john which resulted in the fact that the archery club building is not actually officially on school grounds and-- as far as i know please tell me if im wrong-- thats the only time theyve ever gone into that.

you cant tell me that. you cant leave that image in my head and not elaborate. leo!!! leo fucking tell me!!!!

[whump-it-like-its-hot]

People who say just don’t allow yourself to use your phone/do fun stuff until you finish the difficult task! severely underestimate my ability to sit in the same place unmoving and do literally nothing for hours to end just so I don’t have to face the difficult task

[milo-is-rambling]

Me vs outlining a perfect plan for my day in my head which I can be the only one allowed to change the schedule vs my mom asking me to do 2 simple tasks

[transgender-catboy]

Genuine shower thought time

I think. The highest form of physical intimacy (that isn't sexual) is brushing someone's hair

[comas-are-for-sleeping]

by no means have we gotten rid of fatphobia or making beauty standards actually somewhat “normal”

but body standards for masc presenting ppl. like even cis guys. absolutely wild

[girlyliondragon]

IK all my bath talk is weird but like I haven't really enjoyed one in such a long time. It's all been showers ever since the past decade or something so I never got to actually soak and shit like I hear many do. Like what the fuck, is this what simple human pleasures feel like? I'm not even kidding it felt so alien to do again and do sorta 'properly'.

Granted it probably doesn't help that my tub is the classic cheap default one (you know what I mean, the simple rectangle, it doesn't even have a proper ledge for those bath trays I've seen unless I wanna get a standalone table-like one, which I am thinking about) instead of those big, cooler looking ones that are actually built for that sort of thing, but still.

I actually used that melatonin soak I brought up a few days ago yesterday night and I was CONKED out in bed in minutes xdgfcghvjgkhljhgh. Maybe if I get a proper pillow for the tub I will probably risk falling asleep there before I get to the bed because I was sluggish after getting out of there. Which is good, I like that, I've been getting a little too bold with my night hours so it was needed. I've really been wanting to spoil myself with this shit after everything I've had to deal with this year so that I can properly relax for once and forget about bullshit.

Anyways looks like I have some fucking incentive to bathe more now, even if it's just to sit and soak and chill for half an hour with some music to help me gauge the time. :o

TL;DR Emerald is finally learning what fucking physical self-care is.

[lovsome]

first morning since my sister came back from her vacation and i already want to off myself

[lyekisses]

honestly truly been having a terrible horrible no good very bad couple of days and....things keep happening!!! but at least we get fall out boy and pete images tonight <3333