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sxcret-garden-archive · 2 years

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#really sorry the comfort drabbles are taking so long...#i'm kinda not in the best place mentally and don't know how to get out of that atm so that's why i have no motivation to do anything #everything feels.... pointless #and hard.... way too hard #i can't relax around people and it's even worse since moving back from the dorms cause now not even home feels like a place where i can #let go anymore #i don't reallt have anything to do atm either cause i'm done with uni and won't get a job for now cause i wanna apply for studying abroad #(i've talked about that tho)#and also i cannot handle a job atm #i feel like i can't handle anything atm but i feel so guilty for doing nothing that i can't rest #i feel constantly agitated and can't calm down and i need a safe space so badly but idk where that would be #i thought as soon as i was done with exams i could finally focus on writing #but i have such bad writer's block rn that i can barely relax enough to write #and that feels pointless too tbh...#whatever

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ciderjacks · 2 months

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dwarven brew

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#dungeon meshi #aj art #comic #Chilchuck backstory stuff #That’s my tag for these comics now #“Where’d his book go” he slid it onto his lap off screen let’s not talk about it anymore let’s ignore that it just disappears #He slid it into his lap that’s what happened no more questions thank you #Uhhhh #anyways ehdjjf. I finally drew Namari #I wanted to depict how I think they became friends #Bc I love their whole dynamic a lot #Also chillaios #Hhfgfgd #chilchuck #laios touden #namari

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linusbenjamin · 10 months

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I've never been so happy in my life.

#doctor who #dwedit #tvedit #doctor who spoilers #scifiedit #fifteenth doctor #fourteenth doctor #tenth doctor #userdiana #userteri #userlanie #usertennant #nikolatexla #NOT ANYMORE #by the way i still think ten and fourteen are two completely different doctors. ten would never settle down and have breakfast with donna #he would want to but he wouldn't do that #but fourteen let it go

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aunmenosheteroenespanol · 6 months

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2.12 Chimney Begins - 2.09 Hen Begins - 2.16 Bobby Begins Again - 7.04 Buck, Bothered and Bewildered

Tommy's family arc

#911 #911edit #911 abc #911 show #911 spoilers #911 season 7 #tommy kinard #evan buckley #evan 'buck' buckley #kinley #bucktommy #kinkley #tevan #pick a ship name you guys and thanks for picking tevan the most correct name #anyway analysis time!#looking back with Modern Knowledge tm about why tommy acts the way he does in the past... babygirl you were so closeted I'm so proud #babygirl was back there getting into narnia #he was so resistant to letting go of the pseudo-family he'd found at the 118 in chimney begins #even tho it was a good old boys club that he knew he really didn't fit into he was making himself fit because at least it was something #but then he let chimney in and then hen came around and he saw a very queer person being openly queer and not giving a fuck what they think #and I think his behavior in that episode was trying to support hen as much as he could without outing himself #because like. how do you give up years of relative safety with people who do care about you they just won't like you anymore if you're *you #then he meets buck in s7 which is like 10-20 years later timeline is fake and he's like oh. this is what unconditional family is #and he's like oh. maybe I can come back. maybe I can be part of this again somehow. maybe we've both grown enough #or at the very least he'll be close to something he never believed would really happen for him #rant over tevan my beloved tim minear pillow cold both sides god bless #my edits

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messrsbyler · 1 year

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you. yes you, person with rejection sensitive dysphoria. this message is for you. your friends DON'T hate you. they aren't mad at you. they aren't talking behind your back or wished to cut their friendship with you. they love you and treasure you and they are good people who wouldn't hurt you like that! ok, that's all. have a nice day.

#this is for everyone with RSD... except for me #my friends do hate me and do think i'm a burden in their lives and they do wish they had a way to let me know they don't wanna be friends #anymore but they feel pity so they never do #... this is a joke that turned too real and too dark too soon #it'll get better #anyhow this message will self destruct in-#i'm all over the place my brain is being mean to me i'll go to bed ugh #nic posts #and drowns in self pity for NO REASON #i'm going to kick my brain's butt #ok ok bye #rejection sensitive dysphoria #rsd is a bitch #rsd things

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 18 days

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Council of lovefools.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang yanli #jiang cheng #They don't have an actual sleepover in this scene but the vibes were so sleepover coded...I had to get them cozied up.#Late night talks with friends and family are some of the best conversations.#My siblings and I used to have room sleepovers with each other (Actually an excuse to stay up and talk about runescape)#Currently my flatmates and I also have really great heart to hearts late into the night.#Pondering shit like 'What defines confidence?“ and ”Why are people terrified of letting themselves fall in love?"#All that aside; There is a really great conversation between JC and WWX here. They are so close and yet so far way from each other!#Fundamentally they *agree* about many things - but JC now has to play the role of someone more 'mature'.#His temper is reigned in and he had to take a more nuanced approach. Whereas WWX can be far more reactionary.#JC has changed to become someone more mature (or at least he is trying).#Contrast this attitude with the scene *right* after where WWX literally goes baby mode with JYL. Rolling around going “I'm Fwee years old”.#When children are hurt we comfort them with hugs and warm food and a laugh. It's not enough when you're an adult. It's not simple anymore.#WWX is stuck in the past when everyone else is shifting and moving on! It's a depression allegory (and just...actual depression)#But we also get to see how some things have stayed the same. They still bicker about soup. They still tease. They are still together.#They all care for each other very much but they are struggling against trauma and are not equipped to talk about it.#You can't really blame WWX for being so protective over JYL. But JC is right: “You don't have a say in who she likes.”#It may have started as an arranged marriage but *she* is *choosing* what her heart wants. JC sees that. WWX cannot.#The final act of love is letting go after all.

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miyakuli · 4 months

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Ok sorry I'm gonna open the wound again but

Do you realize that when Stolas said he wanted to end their deal, Blitz didn't get angry but implores him bcs of the book.

But AFTER getting the crystal, his anger explodes because Stolas talks to him about feelings.

He could have got angry right away bcs it would ruin his business, or just take the crystal and don't bother about the rest, but no, he lashed out because the poor guy thinks Stolas is joking with his feelings, and it affects him because HE CARES FOR HIM. And he refuses to believe Stolas or anyone could love him so it HURTS HIM.

#because it isn't about getting a pass to earth anymore #he doesn't want to let go of Stolas #that difference of reactions between these two moments is so important to me #helluva boss #stolitz #personal #spoilers

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not-so-mundane-after-all · 5 months

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I can't deal with the fact that she's as tall as him now

#that's his baby girl 😭#who's not so little anymore #and he's having such a hard time letting her go do her thing #but he's also so proud of her and knows she's got this #I'll be going insane over this epilogue all month now #the bad batch #star wars the bad batch #the bad batch spoilers #the bad batch season 3 #bad batch spoilers #bad batch season 3 #tbb hunter #tbb omega #hunter and omega

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shirojikimattari · 8 months

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NO EXCUSES!

Draw Karlach more!! Here’s a clean, overlay friendly template of her tattoos!

Labeled and noted, and a clean version.

Trace it, warp it, i do not care. As long as you beautiful artists bless us with more mommy k art!

Horn details below

#Karlach #no more excuses to not draw here #aw her tattoos are so hard #not anymore #use this #it’s free #do not let my effort go to vain #i will evaporate bit by bit for every artist who pretend they do not see #anyway tags #karlach tattoos #karlach cliffgate #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #baldur's gate iii #baldurs gate fanart #bg3 karlach #bg3art

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lowpolysonic · 2 years

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drew these sillies ages ago and forgot to post them...

#i only remembered these bc i was going through my priv ig n saw 1 of these in a post from september n i was like WAIT. i never posted these.#i was trying smth different i think w the way i drew them n i dont like some of it anymore but these made me giggle enough to let u all see #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #knuckles the echidna #miles tails prower #sonic #shadow #knuckles #tails #sth #munna's art

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kuromi-hoemie · 2 months

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i am not immune to transmascs in sweatpants and a sleeveless top

im rly fucking weak about it actually

#losing my mind rn #i still can't get over it #💀 i told him aksksksk the prog won buddy my boy my guy i can Not think straight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i look at someone's upper back a little too long then i can't get them out of my head for 2 days is this how it is??!#(⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) i haven't seen him in a while im not used to how hot he actually is #which is funny bc i distinctly know what he looks like but u ever just see someone irl and you're like AAAAA THEY'RE HOT #⁄⁠(⁠⁄⁠ ⁠⁄⁠•⁠⁄⁠-⁠⁄⁠•⁠⁄⁠ ⁠⁄⁠)⁠⁄ ♡⁠ hey ..#my friend how close ur sitting makes my heart feel like it's going to explode but I'm trying to be so cool about it #but also not really 🫠#not anymore!! 😭 i need to let u know

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mizaruwu · 22 days

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You remember the sound of waves crashing into the shore, you remember the warmth of an embrace, you remember the soft hair on your face and fingertips and nothing more. But still, you miss it.

#You miss it ever so dearly #You mourn for something you don't remember anymore #of all the things to be left behind- for it to be the feeling of longing #Oh how cruel things have turned out to be #linked universe #lu legend #lu marin #-kinda #my art #drew this instead of reviewing for an exam tomorrow #I'm so dead lets go!!!#jk I'll be mostly fine

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all-too-unwell-13 · 10 days

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i'm going to war (looking through the rosekiller tag for an actual rosekiller fic)

#enough of this jegulus being the main ship and hoarding the rosekiller tag pls #like hey maybe if i wanted to read a jegulus fic i would go into the jegulus tag #i actually cant do this anymore #ao3 ily forever but please let me able to sort thru the rosekiller tag so i can only see fics where rosekiller is the main ship 😭🙏#ao3 #archive of our own #fanfiction #marauders era #the marauders #the emeralds #rosekiller #barty x evan #evan rosier #barty crouch jr #rosekiller my loves #dead gay wizards

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cubbihue · 8 days

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so pixies regularly try to take over fairyworld is timmy on the pixie side?

At first, Timmy was adamantly against the Pixies. He'd tell Jorgen every time he got a notice of their plans to take over Fairyworld, and work to stop it! But it gets a bit harder to resist against your own court the longer you hang out with them.

In the present time, Timmy schedules to be out of FairyWorld during their takeovers. He doesn't try to stop them, but also refuses to be anywhere near when it happens.

He... doesn't like how he's slowly starting to cheer for them. Or how their arguments are becoming more convincing. Or how he's struggling to recall why he was so against them to begin with.

There will come a point where he becomes an active participant. Timmy worries that it's coming sooner than he'd like.

Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]

#fairly oddparents #fop #fop a new wish #fop timmy turner #fop timmy #timmy turner #asks #itty bitties fop au #AJHEHEHEHEH #timmy's happy that hp never ever tries to convince him to take part #hp knows timmy's antagonistic against him and knows going to timmy would just ruin their plans #but oughghg.#sanderson has such GOOD arguments.#taking over fairyworld means not working in the office....#you get paid time off....#....the more you participate the bigger the payout bonus after.........#the only reason timmy doesnt bother fighting against them anymore is because he knows theyll fail #there has never been a successful take over #at this point its a bit like playing snip the tail #just a way for the pixies to relieve stress and let their voices be heard #or at least that's how he tries to reason it to himself #also if ur wondering where he goes when hes not allowed on earth #timmy goes to anti-fairy world and hangs out with his anti relatives #well its more like doing chores for them and being their busboy but like!!!#better than being in fairyworld and feeling conflict between your instincts and your family!!!!!

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spam-y-spoon · 2 months

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Hey look!, it's raining now! Also if some of you are seeing this again I would like for you to see a desaturated ver. of this because it looked a bit pleasing------. `. v

#phighting #boombox phighting #phighting!#uhhh #let it go let it go cant hold it back anymore #its 5am at his place #rainbox

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lazylittledragon · 2 months

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ok i swear i'm not going to talk about my breakup forever but the thing that just keeps bothering me:

i know that not getting what you need in a relationship is a COMPLETELY valid reason to end it but also. i feel like having a very vulnerable moment where i opened up about my struggles with intimacy and being relieved that i didn't have to keep doing things i wasn't comfortable with, then being dumped a YEAR later because of my lack of intimacy. is something i should be allowed to be very hurt by???

#ramble #sorry i'm currently in a phase of 'of course this happened' and 'oh i deserve this because i didn't give him what he wanted'#like he knew i was grey ace since the start. and he let it go on for SO long after i said i might be vaguely aro as well #if that's a dealbreaker for you bc of your love language then FINE but NIP IT IN THE BUD #he said he put it off because he didn't want to hurt my feelings but it only hurt me MORE #like you're an adult. grow the fuck up and communicate like one #holding your negative feelings in hoping somebody notices you're hiding them is what TEENAGERS do #and also i told him VERBATIM: i didn't think anyone would ever love me because i'm not comfortable with xyz. and he just confirmed that #idk i still feel like i'm being selfish because how could i expect someone to be in a relationship with me when i can't give them anything #also tmi but it's not like we did NOTHING. we still held hands/cuddled/were close. he just didn't have his tongue down my throat anymore #so obviously i'm assuming by 'missing affection' he just meant sex and as an ace person that just fucking sucks #also oh my god i HATED how much he would imply we were going to have sex. i would have to keep SAYING 'i don't like doing this'#he always spoke like it was inevitably going to happen and it didn't click how GROSS i felt about it until recently #also ALSO not to go there but i never told him WHY i struggle with it (it's sensory issues)#and like. what if something had happened to me that made it hard for me and i just wasn't ready to tell him. and then he did this #again sorry to overshare this is still just a lot for me and i have no idea if i'm being unreasonable #if you're ace and in a relationship please let me know bc i'm starting to think it'll end this way every single time

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