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sxcret-garden-archive · 2 years ago

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#really sorry the comfort drabbles are taking so long...#i'm kinda not in the best place mentally and don't know how to get out of that atm so that's why i have no motivation to do anything #everything feels.... pointless #and hard.... way too hard #i can't relax around people and it's even worse since moving back from the dorms cause now not even home feels like a place where i can #let go anymore #i don't reallt have anything to do atm either cause i'm done with uni and won't get a job for now cause i wanna apply for studying abroad #(i've talked about that tho)#and also i cannot handle a job atm #i feel like i can't handle anything atm but i feel so guilty for doing nothing that i can't rest #i feel constantly agitated and can't calm down and i need a safe space so badly but idk where that would be #i thought as soon as i was done with exams i could finally focus on writing #but i have such bad writer's block rn that i can barely relax enough to write #and that feels pointless too tbh...#whatever

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foreignemotion · 2 months ago

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blah blah blah colour theory but jayce went from piltover’s pure and golden boy dressed in white to being in mourning black for all that he’s lost (“my partner died in that room”)…

#rambles #arcane #arcane season 2 #jayce talis #jayvik #jayvik if you squint #he’s not playing a part anymore! he’s just going through it!#may also be the first time he’s dressing as himself as cued by the rolled up sleeves (letting down defenses/armour)

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ciderjacks · 6 months ago

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dwarven brew

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#dungeon meshi #aj art #comic #Chilchuck backstory stuff #That’s my tag for these comics now #“Where’d his book go” he slid it onto his lap off screen let’s not talk about it anymore let’s ignore that it just disappears #He slid it into his lap that’s what happened no more questions thank you #Uhhhh #anyways ehdjjf. I finally drew Namari #I wanted to depict how I think they became friends #Bc I love their whole dynamic a lot #Also chillaios #Hhfgfgd #chilchuck #laios touden #namari

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lazylittledragon · 18 days ago

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what if i broke all the bones in your legs actually

#ramble #please let this be a fucking joke #i cannot imagine being this out of touch #YEAH IT'S ALMOST LIKE ART TAKES FUCKING EFFORT AND THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE DO ENJOY IT ACTUALLY #the phrase 'labour of love' exists for a reason #i sat and watched my grad film on repeat for days when it was done bc i was so proud that my hundreds of hours paid off #I DON'T MAKE ART TO SIT AND LOOK AT IT #I MAKE IT BECAUSE I PUT TIME AND LOVE INTO IT AND I GET TO LOOK AT IT AND BE LIKE I MADE THAT WITH MY HANDS!!! AND MY BRAIN #GOD FORBID YOU PUT A SECOND OF WORK INTO ANYTHING IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE ANYMORE YOU USELESS FUCK????#i'm so sorry i'm unreasonably mad about this #is it crazy for me to say that you should have to do some things in your life?????? god forbid you read your own emails #what are you DOING how fucking LAZY can you be????#and that is NOT a word i ever want to use but this is the DEFINITION of lazy #kids with adhd aren't lazy. tech bros wanting the exact same things that people have worked years for at the push of a button are lazy #i actually need to go and put my face in grass i'm so upset #thankfully. basically every musician who saw this shut it the fuck down and told him he was an idiot so that's nice

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daisybell-on-a-carousel · 2 months ago

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Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest

Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here

Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭

It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony

#the final confrontation was basically his first death again #and YES he Does want the Joker dead #and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it #but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate #because he Wanted batman to pass his test #he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count #AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then #granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point #i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh #my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work #i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done #BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something #it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents #that love him and he can trust #the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here #i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob #while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away #anwya. where was i going with this #i think i got off topic #jason todd #dc comics #batman #ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand #they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option #EDIT EDIT: hiii #removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things #go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also #ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise

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linusbenjamin · 1 year ago

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I've never been so happy in my life.

#doctor who #dwedit #tvedit #doctor who spoilers #scifiedit #fifteenth doctor #fourteenth doctor #tenth doctor #userdiana #userteri #userlanie #usertennant #nikolatexla #NOT ANYMORE #by the way i still think ten and fourteen are two completely different doctors. ten would never settle down and have breakfast with donna #he would want to but he wouldn't do that #but fourteen let it go

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 5 months ago

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Council of lovefools.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang yanli #jiang cheng #They don't have an actual sleepover in this scene but the vibes were so sleepover coded...I had to get them cozied up.#Late night talks with friends and family are some of the best conversations.#My siblings and I used to have room sleepovers with each other (Actually an excuse to stay up and talk about runescape)#Currently my flatmates and I also have really great heart to hearts late into the night.#Pondering shit like 'What defines confidence?“ and ”Why are people terrified of letting themselves fall in love?"#All that aside; There is a really great conversation between JC and WWX here. They are so close and yet so far way from each other!#Fundamentally they *agree* about many things - but JC now has to play the role of someone more 'mature'.#His temper is reigned in and he had to take a more nuanced approach. Whereas WWX can be far more reactionary.#JC has changed to become someone more mature (or at least he is trying).#Contrast this attitude with the scene *right* after where WWX literally goes baby mode with JYL. Rolling around going “I'm Fwee years old”.#When children are hurt we comfort them with hugs and warm food and a laugh. It's not enough when you're an adult. It's not simple anymore.#WWX is stuck in the past when everyone else is shifting and moving on! It's a depression allegory (and just...actual depression)#But we also get to see how some things have stayed the same. They still bicker about soup. They still tease. They are still together.#They all care for each other very much but they are struggling against trauma and are not equipped to talk about it.#You can't really blame WWX for being so protective over JYL. But JC is right: “You don't have a say in who she likes.”#It may have started as an arranged marriage but *she* is *choosing* what her heart wants. JC sees that. WWX cannot.#The final act of love is letting go after all.

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forgettable-au · 2 months ago

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Started doing character ref sheets! FINALLY!

Should have done these WAY sooner in the process

Gonna finish Sans and Alphys later, but have these for now :D

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dancingdaffodils08 · 1 month ago

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Oh she wanted that boy who laid in her lap and kissed her hands SO BAD😭

#He just wasn’t there anymore I’m going to bang my head against the wall #Let me take you away from all of this Mel #arcane #arcane league of legends #arcane season 2 #arcane s2 #arcane netflix #meljay #jaymel #mel medarda #mel arcane #jayce talis #jayce arcane #text #text post

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aunmenosheteroenespanol · 10 months ago

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2.12 Chimney Begins - 2.09 Hen Begins - 2.16 Bobby Begins Again - 7.04 Buck, Bothered and Bewildered

Tommy's family arc

#911 #911edit #911 abc #911 show #911 spoilers #911 season 7 #tommy kinard #evan buckley #evan 'buck' buckley #kinley #bucktommy #kinkley #tevan #pick a ship name you guys and thanks for picking tevan the most correct name #anyway analysis time!#looking back with Modern Knowledge tm about why tommy acts the way he does in the past... babygirl you were so closeted I'm so proud #babygirl was back there getting into narnia #he was so resistant to letting go of the pseudo-family he'd found at the 118 in chimney begins #even tho it was a good old boys club that he knew he really didn't fit into he was making himself fit because at least it was something #but then he let chimney in and then hen came around and he saw a very queer person being openly queer and not giving a fuck what they think #and I think his behavior in that episode was trying to support hen as much as he could without outing himself #because like. how do you give up years of relative safety with people who do care about you they just won't like you anymore if you're *you #then he meets buck in s7 which is like 10-20 years later timeline is fake and he's like oh. this is what unconditional family is #and he's like oh. maybe I can come back. maybe I can be part of this again somehow. maybe we've both grown enough #or at the very least he'll be close to something he never believed would really happen for him #rant over tevan my beloved tim minear pillow cold both sides god bless #my edits

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messrsbyler · 2 years ago

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you. yes you, person with rejection sensitive dysphoria. this message is for you. your friends DON'T hate you. they aren't mad at you. they aren't talking behind your back or wished to cut their friendship with you. they love you and treasure you and they are good people who wouldn't hurt you like that! ok, that's all. have a nice day.

#this is for everyone with RSD... except for me #my friends do hate me and do think i'm a burden in their lives and they do wish they had a way to let me know they don't wanna be friends #anymore but they feel pity so they never do #... this is a joke that turned too real and too dark too soon #it'll get better #anyhow this message will self destruct in-#i'm all over the place my brain is being mean to me i'll go to bed ugh #nic posts #and drowns in self pity for NO REASON #i'm going to kick my brain's butt #ok ok bye #rejection sensitive dysphoria #rsd is a bitch #rsd things

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miyakuli · 8 months ago

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Ok sorry I'm gonna open the wound again but

Do you realize that when Stolas said he wanted to end their deal, Blitz didn't get angry but implores him bcs of the book.

But AFTER getting the crystal, his anger explodes because Stolas talks to him about feelings.

He could have got angry right away bcs it would ruin his business, or just take the crystal and don't bother about the rest, but no, he lashed out because the poor guy thinks Stolas is joking with his feelings, and it affects him because HE CARES FOR HIM. And he refuses to believe Stolas or anyone could love him so it HURTS HIM.

#because it isn't about getting a pass to earth anymore #he doesn't want to let go of Stolas #that difference of reactions between these two moments is so important to me #helluva boss #stolitz #personal #spoilers

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not-so-mundane-after-all · 9 months ago

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I can't deal with the fact that she's as tall as him now

#that's his baby girl 😭#who's not so little anymore #and he's having such a hard time letting her go do her thing #but he's also so proud of her and knows she's got this #I'll be going insane over this epilogue all month now #the bad batch #star wars the bad batch #the bad batch spoilers #the bad batch season 3 #bad batch spoilers #bad batch season 3 #tbb hunter #tbb omega #hunter and omega

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lvnesart · 1 month ago

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giving this emo farmer the waist and thighs he deserves

#genshin impact #ororon #capitano #xilonen #capiron #xilonen and ororon bffs is my Agenda #i genuinely love the idea that they just Vibe #on a heavier note #theres been tons of people bashing natlan so hard its not even criticism anymore just straight up racism #i personally LOVE natlan #i like these characters and i like these cultures they have included even if its shoddy #(which lets be real #hoyo did it in every nation anyways)#i have my criticisms ofc but i dont think people understand how far to go into criticism before youre unintentionally insulting cultures #they may not be done correct but its sill a oart of them youre stomping on

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notsolonedesert · 2 months ago

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I need more content of the daughter of Ctimene and Eurylochus 👹👹👹

Feed me with content please 🛐✨️

Her you go 😔✋

Euphemia likes writing poetry, though Telemachus is the only one who can and may read the drafts (hc thanks to @kindred-spirit-93) :D

And before the suitors stop letting her and Ctimene enter the palace, they often sit down to listen to the stories their mothers have about their fathers.

Also they call each other brother and sister because of a childhood habit that stuck as they grew up together. Let me live in delusion please.

#Ok guess I am in a sudden phase of mass producing sketches #Now that I have like a singular 24 hours that I don't have to think about exams all the time #The next ones are in january #Let's see how long I will keep this phase going #epic the musical #Does this even count as epic the musical I do not know anymore #I need a name for this au #ctimene #penelope #telemachus #euphemia #my art

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lemongogo · 2 days ago

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anomaly scene + closeupp

#jayce #viktor #jayvik #arcane #arcane spoilers #im done w ths shit I CNANTTT jts like making me itchy now i dont want to work on it anymore #my art #i def have a problem of coloring smt on one layer and then deciding i actually want to change a lot of it and trying to work on top/around #whats alr there and it just makes it feel off . color palette to bg to whateverr idk i dont want to reflect on this one HELPP #but its fine i do like parts of it and i def think i learned what to try and Avoid in the future . so thtd helpful #and i like drawing jayce so i winnn . i win #so basically . and when like . so . <me when i just wanted jayce discord pfp that i drew #i forgot their hair ws supposed to be white LOLL #whatege im just glad to have something for jan😭😭#NOOOO ITS FEB WAIT HELPPP ok well i started it a while back so lets jst go by that ❤️ yay #im soo rusty . its taking me twice as long to do anything and im not rly sure what direction i wanna go when i start smth #ok anyways . ^my homework basically

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