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#really sorry the comfort drabbles are taking so long...#i'm kinda not in the best place mentally and don't know how to get out of that atm so that's why i have no motivation to do anything#everything feels.... pointless#and hard.... way too hard#i can't relax around people and it's even worse since moving back from the dorms cause now not even home feels like a place where i can#let go anymore#i don't reallt have anything to do atm either cause i'm done with uni and won't get a job for now cause i wanna apply for studying abroad#(i've talked about that tho)#and also i cannot handle a job atm#i feel like i can't handle anything atm but i feel so guilty for doing nothing that i can't rest#i feel constantly agitated and can't calm down and i need a safe space so badly but idk where that would be#i thought as soon as i was done with exams i could finally focus on writing#but i have such bad writer's block rn that i can barely relax enough to write#and that feels pointless too tbh...#whatever
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blah blah blah colour theory but jayce went from piltover’s pure and golden boy dressed in white to being in mourning black for all that he’s lost (“my partner died in that room”)…
#rambles#arcane#arcane season 2#jayce talis#jayvik#jayvik if you squint#he’s not playing a part anymore! he’s just going through it!#may also be the first time he’s dressing as himself as cued by the rolled up sleeves (letting down defenses/armour)
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#dungeon meshi#aj art#comic#Chilchuck backstory stuff#That’s my tag for these comics now#“Where’d his book go” he slid it onto his lap off screen let’s not talk about it anymore let’s ignore that it just disappears#He slid it into his lap that’s what happened no more questions thank you#Uhhhh#anyways ehdjjf. I finally drew Namari#I wanted to depict how I think they became friends#Bc I love their whole dynamic a lot#Also chillaios#Hhfgfgd#chilchuck#laios touden#namari
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what if i broke all the bones in your legs actually
#ramble#please let this be a fucking joke#i cannot imagine being this out of touch#YEAH IT'S ALMOST LIKE ART TAKES FUCKING EFFORT AND THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE DO ENJOY IT ACTUALLY#the phrase 'labour of love' exists for a reason#i sat and watched my grad film on repeat for days when it was done bc i was so proud that my hundreds of hours paid off#I DON'T MAKE ART TO SIT AND LOOK AT IT#I MAKE IT BECAUSE I PUT TIME AND LOVE INTO IT AND I GET TO LOOK AT IT AND BE LIKE I MADE THAT WITH MY HANDS!!! AND MY BRAIN#GOD FORBID YOU PUT A SECOND OF WORK INTO ANYTHING IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE ANYMORE YOU USELESS FUCK????#i'm so sorry i'm unreasonably mad about this#is it crazy for me to say that you should have to do some things in your life?????? god forbid you read your own emails#what are you DOING how fucking LAZY can you be????#and that is NOT a word i ever want to use but this is the DEFINITION of lazy#kids with adhd aren't lazy. tech bros wanting the exact same things that people have worked years for at the push of a button are lazy#i actually need to go and put my face in grass i'm so upset#thankfully. basically every musician who saw this shut it the fuck down and told him he was an idiot so that's nice
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Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest
Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here
Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭
It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony
#the final confrontation was basically his first death again#and YES he Does want the Joker dead#and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it#but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate#because he Wanted batman to pass his test#he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count#AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then#granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point#i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh#my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work#i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done#BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something#it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents#that love him and he can trust#the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here#i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob#while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away#anwya. where was i going with this#i think i got off topic#jason todd#dc comics#batman#ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand#they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option#EDIT EDIT: hiii#removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things#go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also#ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise
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Maybe we never had a chance.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#a-yuan#Ultimately...despite how hard we try to reach people - sometimes it just is not possible.#Sometimes all you can do is wish that things could have been different. You pen a note with all the things you want to say -#and then you let it go. The words stay unsent and unspoken. You just watch the rift between you grow until you're too far away to try again#It is a sad end! It is two people who want to be closer but do not have the right capacity to do anything but shut doors.#Worse yet; it's two people who feel it is not their place to try and impose anything more.#It takes so long to heal from endings like that. You never get enough closure when there is still a faint hope of 'another day'.#It's a false amicability. It's closing a door and telling yourself that at least the windows are unlocked.#WWX will keep up his friendliness as a way to hold LWJ at a distance. LWJ can only try to help so many times.#Speaking of tragedies of trying to help; Let's talk about the addiction metaphors in this episode.#WWX tells LWJ in fairly straightforward terms that he does not *want* do be doing ghost cultivation.#What he wants is to protect people - by any means necessary. If he had another option he would take it.#The path WWX 'chose' is one that is deeply mired in external shame and taboo. He jokes about it but it clearly doesn't feel great.#And I put 'chose' in quotes because just like many who find them selves in bad situations - the choice is an illusion.#He's adamant that this is 'his' choice. That he is in control.#Better to be villainized that endure the terrifying reality that you lack any ability to have choice anymore.#If he had the choice - truly had the choice - he would not be doing this.#You can't help those who don't want to be helped. So of course all LWJ can do is watch from the side. Offer a hand when he can.#This life was a tragedy and the countdown to it all blowing up started a long time ago...
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I've never been so happy in my life.
#doctor who#dwedit#tvedit#doctor who spoilers#scifiedit#fifteenth doctor#fourteenth doctor#tenth doctor#userdiana#userteri#userlanie#usertennant#nikolatexla#NOT ANYMORE#by the way i still think ten and fourteen are two completely different doctors. ten would never settle down and have breakfast with donna#he would want to but he wouldn't do that#but fourteen let it go
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Started doing character ref sheets! FINALLY!
Should have done these WAY sooner in the process
Gonna finish Sans and Alphys later, but have these for now :D
#I changed Wingdings' lab coat......#it's not as damaged anymore?#Like#I LOVED THAT PART I REALLY DID#The upturned collar + it being kinda damaged was cool but I realized that there was just TOO much going on there....#It was too visually saturated#so now It's fixed!#Let's say sans fixed it somehow idk#but they didn't fix the lower side of the lab coat#which! I need to make a separate reference for that part! probably! it's divided in 4 parts and I need to properly draw them#Papyrus' design is the same iecfidjf#the jacket is just a little less prominent#but that's because the bandana is on top of it#undertale#forgettable-au#undertale au#gaster#papyrus#papyrus is gaster#character ref sheet
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Oh she wanted that boy who laid in her lap and kissed her hands SO BAD😭

#He just wasn’t there anymore I’m going to bang my head against the wall#Let me take you away from all of this Mel#arcane#arcane league of legends#arcane season 2#arcane s2#arcane netflix#meljay#jaymel#mel medarda#mel arcane#jayce talis#jayce arcane#text#text post
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hockey gms will see a player happy in their enclosure with all their friends and go hey do u mind if i . grabs them and puts them in a completely different ecosystem away from everything they know and love and go hey why aren't you playing well . anyway nice having u . bye ! :) and then thrrows them into the sun
#barks#losing it abt players traded from their beloved teams and being so emotionally traumatised they dont play well enough for the team they got#traded to to even want them anymore . girl what was the point of all this heartbreak. let me go home
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you. yes you, person with rejection sensitive dysphoria. this message is for you. your friends DON'T hate you. they aren't mad at you. they aren't talking behind your back or wished to cut their friendship with you. they love you and treasure you and they are good people who wouldn't hurt you like that! ok, that's all. have a nice day.
#this is for everyone with RSD... except for me#my friends do hate me and do think i'm a burden in their lives and they do wish they had a way to let me know they don't wanna be friends#anymore but they feel pity so they never do#... this is a joke that turned too real and too dark too soon#it'll get better#anyhow this message will self destruct in-#i'm all over the place my brain is being mean to me i'll go to bed ugh#nic posts#and drowns in self pity for NO REASON#i'm going to kick my brain's butt#ok ok bye#rejection sensitive dysphoria#rsd is a bitch#rsd things
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Ok sorry I'm gonna open the wound again but
Do you realize that when Stolas said he wanted to end their deal, Blitz didn't get angry but implores him bcs of the book.
But AFTER getting the crystal, his anger explodes because Stolas talks to him about feelings.
He could have got angry right away bcs it would ruin his business, or just take the crystal and don't bother about the rest, but no, he lashed out because the poor guy thinks Stolas is joking with his feelings, and it affects him because HE CARES FOR HIM. And he refuses to believe Stolas or anyone could love him so it HURTS HIM.
#because it isn't about getting a pass to earth anymore#he doesn't want to let go of Stolas#that difference of reactions between these two moments is so important to me#helluva boss#stolitz#personal#spoilers
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I can't deal with the fact that she's as tall as him now
#that's his baby girl 😭#who's not so little anymore#and he's having such a hard time letting her go do her thing#but he's also so proud of her and knows she's got this#I'll be going insane over this epilogue all month now#the bad batch#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch spoilers#the bad batch season 3#bad batch spoilers#bad batch season 3#tbb hunter#tbb omega#hunter and omega
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I need more content of the daughter of Ctimene and Eurylochus 👹👹👹
Feed me with content please 🛐✨️
Her you go 😔✋
Euphemia likes writing poetry, though Telemachus is the only one who can and may read the drafts (hc thanks to @kindred-spirit-93) :D
And before the suitors stop letting her and Ctimene enter the palace, they often sit down to listen to the stories their mothers have about their fathers.
Also they call each other brother and sister because of a childhood habit that stuck as they grew up together. Let me live in delusion please.
#Ok guess I am in a sudden phase of mass producing sketches#Now that I have like a singular 24 hours that I don't have to think about exams all the time#The next ones are in january#Let's see how long I will keep this phase going#epic the musical#Does this even count as epic the musical I do not know anymore#I need a name for this au#ctimene#penelope#telemachus#euphemia#my art
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me, a responsible being, working on the coding project as I should vs. me, a dysfunctional shithead, getting distracted by reading about brains (once aGAIN damnit (it's my favorite "I need to study my field but bc I should do that it's an impossible unthinkable feat now, so I'm reading about something else to fool my brain I'm still being productive"-topic))
#but after my thesis me & brains have been on a break bc got tired reading abt them during that (bc I had a topic that sorta allowed me to#sidetrack to brain stuff also) but seems I'm over the brain overload now#yay? i guess#also no one who actually studies medicine/brains/etc. yell at me abt wikipedia and like ''why are u studying that like that''#I'm just going through the wikipedia & reading article abstracts path; nothing serious#also my procrastination has reached inhuman levels like it's a full-time job now#bc I have like a chill week's worth of work to do and then I've done the courses for my bachelor's degree#but sending in that ''heyy i'm done with the courses let me graduate''-thing fills me up with sO MUCH anxiety & dread I'm working so slow#now (even tho couldn't send that in for like a month bc gotta first wait the courses to be graded and stuff so in actuality I should#not be slowing down even a bit bc I need to finally be done with this damn degree asap; gotta move on and should've ages ago (it's actually#super bad how late I'm with it (1.5 mf years jesus christ; I'm not even like a little bit proud abt getting a degree anymore like I'm sorta#just embarrassed if I have to tell ppl like ''yea I graduated'' bc dude ?? only now?? u were supposed to be done with that 1.5year#ago what have u been doing (fuck if I know) so I'm keeping it like ''if anyone asks'' basis)))#(the tags and parantheses started a life of their own lol sorry abt that)#studyblr#studyspo#bookblr#booklr#study#november 2024#2024
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The Ithaca Saga is banger after banger, but what makes me sob every time I listen to it is Athena's part in "I Can't Help But Wonder." Like DAMN is her arc amazing, especially in parallel to Odysseus'. And the gentle sadness of his response makes my heart ache.
#epic the musical#epic the ithaca saga#athena#odysseus#Personally I don't think they were saying goodbye forever#Just acknowledging how much has changed#And that he can't be her champion anymore#But I'm not sure that means they can't be friends someday#For real this time#Because clearly their relationship before wasn't one between equals#But now Odysseus is something a little more than human#And Athena has become something more human#So there is a chance that after some of the pain has eased#They'll see each other again#Especially if Telemachus has something to say about it#You think he's not going to want them to make up?#Please#He loves them too much to let them be sad about each other for long
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