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sxcret-garden-archive · 2 years ago

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#really sorry the comfort drabbles are taking so long...#i'm kinda not in the best place mentally and don't know how to get out of that atm so that's why i have no motivation to do anything #everything feels.... pointless #and hard.... way too hard #i can't relax around people and it's even worse since moving back from the dorms cause now not even home feels like a place where i can #let go anymore #i don't reallt have anything to do atm either cause i'm done with uni and won't get a job for now cause i wanna apply for studying abroad #(i've talked about that tho)#and also i cannot handle a job atm #i feel like i can't handle anything atm but i feel so guilty for doing nothing that i can't rest #i feel constantly agitated and can't calm down and i need a safe space so badly but idk where that would be #i thought as soon as i was done with exams i could finally focus on writing #but i have such bad writer's block rn that i can barely relax enough to write #and that feels pointless too tbh...#whatever

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hkthatgffan · 3 months ago

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ALEX PLEASE! I CAN'T TAKE HANDLE THIS MUCH BABY BILL CONTENT IN ONE YEAR! 😭🥺

"These horrible wretched babies birthed from the pen of Emmy Cicierega."

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mushyooms · 3 months ago

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he did, in fact, stab him

#maybe he shouldve hit him with the “there are other ways of persuasion”#epic the musical #epic the vengeance saga #odysseus #poseidon #sketch #dont look at it too hard its RUSHED AF #edit: less rushed #epic the musical spoilers

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mochasucculent · 2 months ago

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Was looking at refs and since Viktor has two different leg braces I was wondering, do we think he wears them simultaneously?? The refs don't perfectly line up perspective-wise so it's hard to tell but parts of the one he wears during the Hexcore scenes look like they could maybe line up with the brace that he wears over his clothes, but also some parts really don't and look like they'd be super uncomfy. Also HOW does he take these on and off. Experts weigh in

#viktor #arcane #ig my assumption would be that he wears both simultaneously cause in the scene where he injects the shimmer #it seems implied that he just threw off his clothes and kept experimenting #so one might assume he was already wearing the smaller one underneath #tho it is a funny image to think of him just being like 'one sec i gotta go all the way home and grab my other brace to do this'#he can take off the back brace too cause hes not wearing it in the scene where he's in the hospital bed and you can see his shoulder #where the strap would be #but that one seems to make even less sense functionality wise #everything looks like its screwed together #or screwed INTO him #but only the top bolts on his spine are i think #in the close ups of his back brace model it looks like theres cushioning underneath the parts of it that cover the rest of his spine #so he can take it off. but HOW #what parts of it unscrew/detatch to pull open and off #does it not do that at all and he just has to shimmy it off his shoulder and all the way down his legs to get it off like a romper #the shape language of the designs are cool but like. tell me how it wooorrkkksss #forgive me if im just dumb and dont know at all how braces work and theres a very simple practical explanation for all this #any king who wants to infodump about mobility aids at me....the floor is yours #something to be said i suppose about the fact that zaunites have crazy prosthetics with wild augmentations that work flawlessly #and piltover's like. idk heres some fucking uncomfortable ass metal. salo gets wheelchair in non ada compliant place #they havent ever needed to adapt to accommodate disabilities etc etc #or maybe artists were just like 'heres a design' and everybody clapped and didnt give it a second thought #and then they just turned off the visibility on the mesh when they didnt need it knowing thered not be a scene where its taken off #dont even wanna THINK about what that rig would look like #like 40 different controllers #soft body and rigid hard surfaces needing to move together....#a cold chill just shot up my spine #<- guy who is only an animator and doesnt know how to rig #forgive the magic wand tool with zero cleanup. i am lazy

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inkskinned · 3 months ago

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having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!

there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.

#and before one of u is like '' i have no friends :(" i used to be there too actually #abusive partner cut me off from ALL of 'em. i didn't think i was lovable #it made me EXCEPTIONALLY shy. i still am actually!!!!#i just ... started saying ''yes.''#i would take pictures of flyers in my library and go to whatever events they had #i started taking community classes #if someone mentioned like ''i am gonna start x group'' i actually took a deep breath #and approached them to be like . okay i want in.#i started making the first move with new people - a small compliment #a smile or a little joke. just to share the space with them.#i have MASSIVE social anxiety. bad parent and bad relationship will do that to ya.#but i just... kept going. and going. and going. to each of these little things. and then...#like. .... idk i just am very blessed. i have a STUPID number of friends #a lot of which i reconnected with. bc it turns out love is never wasted. adult life just.#like. gets in the way. but also... i loved u as a weird little kid. i love u now as a weird big adult.#i promise i PROMISE ur friends are out there. u just have 2 find them. and btw #i didn't make friends with everyone. but i did get a lot of people to smile or laugh.#aint that something.#this process took me something like 2 years. it was HARD!!!!!!!!!!#i love u!!! hard things are often worth it!!!

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neverreallythoughtaboutthefuture · 22 days ago

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Inspired by this post.

#Pacific Rim #Kaiju #Jaeger #Operation Pitfall Day #Destiel meme #I may have laughed way too hard at that comment and decided it had to be done!#Beautiful!

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wanologic · 4 months ago

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and they were roommates

#danny phantom #danny fenton #sam manson #tucker foley #jack fenton #college au #i designed the house so here are some of my thoughts about it hahaha #the mansons bought the house really flippantly because it made financial sense not to rent for the next four years #and also they can probs make money renting it out after the trio graduates #they were not expecting how involved the foleys and the fentons would get lmao #the trio lives together really well #but sam hates how the boys take care of the bathroom on their floor #she forces them to clean it before people come over #danny is way more open about his powers in this house #he could have gotten away with that last one if he remembered that he can be invisible #but the boy is sleep deprived so who can blame him #sam colored her hair pink senior year of high school but light colors are too hard to maintain so she swapped to dark purple later

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ruidusnightmare · 5 months ago

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liam and laura's in sync head turn sends me

#critical role spoilers #critical role #matthew mercer #spreading your legs #fearne calloway #bells hells #lmaooooooo #i laughed way too hard at this

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gattaxa · 6 days ago

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"You want some?"

HAILEE STEINFELD as MARY in SINNERS (2025) dir. Ryan Coogler

#in anticipation of the film's release i Will be sinning everyday #let her bite!!! she's a babygirl who needs a treat!!!!#like you won't let her kill you 🙄#hailee steinfeld #haileesteinfeldedit #ryan coogler #michael b jordan #sinners #sinners 2025 #sinnersedit #filmedit #filmgifs #horroredit #horrorsource #femalegifsource #ladiesofcinema #***#the devil works hard but she works harder :)#the way I'm too seated for sinners is terrifying the staff at the cinema

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joesferatu · 8 months ago

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I’m not immune to pretty dragon age elves

#dragon age #dragon age veilguard #da4 #dragon age 4 #can’t believe out of all the media I’m into it’s dragon age that gets me out of my 4 year artblock #don’t look too hard at this I didn’t know wtf I was doing during 80% of the time #my brain is scrambled rn there’s way too many things I’m looking foward to that are coming out soon [insert wolf tearing off shirt meme]#my art

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crowkip · 8 months ago

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#GIANT SPACE WOMAN I LOVE YOUU !!!!!! <33 #starfire #dc fanart #teen titans #koriand'r #kory anders #my dad has old teen titans comics from the 80s where she had her amazing giant hair and man #he grew up crushing on her hard bc of those comics and then decades later i grew up reading his comics just to end up exactly the same #big hair starfire will always have my silly little heart #i remember how cool it was as a kid to finally see a fem chara that was way bigger than her bf so thank u kori for being the og Giant Woman #i should share the ref pics i used at some point too bc they were super fun #theyre on my side insta @crowscraps if u wanna see em #my art

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dymme · 6 days ago

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"You better not be the cunty embodiment of an ancient rage when I get there."

Me:

#i laughed way too hard at this when i took the screenshot #dragon age the veilguard spoilers #dragon age the veilguard #scout harding #lace harding #harding dragon age

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turtleblogatlast · 8 months ago

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Leo learns something about himself 🏳️‍⚧️

Based roughly on this old post.

Bonus:

[Leo is taking the fact that he was born biologically female simultaneously very well and also not so well but overall he’s mostly coping with the fact that it was Draxum that just essentially gave him the turtle equivalent of ‘The Talk’.]

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rise leo #trans leonardo #trans leo #rottmnt headcanons #turtle art tag #rise draxum #happy pride everyone~#if you’re wondering why there’s no backgrounds that’s because my files got messed up so just blankness in the bg sorry #but yeah!#this is forever and always my fav headcanon for Leo it makes too much sense to me #I wanted to make sure I got it done in time for pride haha #I don’t know if it’s obvious by the end but Draxum ran off because he was for once doing something nice for Leo #that being leading him somewhere else not in front of everyone so Leo can process the fact that he was born female in peace haha #(but he also just - wanted to avoid the ensuing awkward Talk as long as he could lol)#“how would Leo NOT know’’ he had an inkling but never thought much of it because he’s a teenage turtle mutant with no access to healthcare #also yeah that’s splinter’s hand at the end there I just KNOW he’d want those pics #also also - Leo here can technically be trans or even intersex in some way too #both is good #making this made me remember why I never do color #at least for comics #it just takes sooo long #but it was fun and worth it for my fave hc #this is like the first time I’ve drawn Draxum and man he’s kinda hard to draw #also their sizes are just 1 2 and 3 because Draxum had a simple system in place for sizing his subjects #(aka I was too lazy to think of anything else to put there)#also dunno if anyone noticed but look at Raph’s paper and look at his baby’s self’s photo

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chloesimaginationthings · 8 months ago

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FNAF movie Vanessa sucks at “flirting” with Mike

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #fnaf vanessa #mike schmidt #vanessa afton #vanessa shelly #fnaf movie #fnaf fanart #MORE VANESSA thoughts 🩵#You guys think Vanessa felt at all embarrassed after asking Mike to dance #like my read on that scene in retrospect is like #she was trying to manipulate him a little by flirting #BUT MIKE just didn’t take the bait at all #so she even changes gears after this less flirting and more being a friend #ITS JUST funny to think despite her trying to trick mike #she still felt a lil rejected by him BAHA #ITS HARD being a murderer accomplice out here #tbh Mike was literally too distracted by the animatronics to even process he was being flirted with #Mike having the trait of not noticing obvious flirts is honestly my favourite #dude has WAY too much on his own mind to even notice #They are silly 🩵

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qoldenskies · 1 month ago

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i think its so funny when people take the way donnie acts at face value even though its a horrible lie because he's a horrible liar, while understanding leo is bullshitting very well despite him actually being GOOD at bullshitting. many such cases

#personal #rottmnt #although tbf its probably because with leo its unpacked more thoroughly in the movie #donnie is not a morally ambiguous emotionally unavailable bad boy. he is very sensitive actually #he's a little crybaby /aff #and like this isnt hidden. he isnt SECRETLY sensitive or secretly caring its very out in the open actually #he's not hiding it well AT ALL AND THEY ALL KNOW IT LMAOOOOOOOO #i think donnie's perception of himself is somewhat earnest and somewhat. not? he DEFINITELY thinks he's more evil than he actually is #BGHFHDHGJFHG #i think what causes him to lash out and struggle to communicate is his inability to articulate his feelings #they are just too big for him. like its the exact opposite of robotic #he cant force himself to give a fuck but when he DOES its too much #so he yells and lashes out or he shuts down completely #honestly i think the perception of him being too sensitive being a problem makes way more sense than the perception of him being 'robotic'#when it comes to struggles in how his family sees him at least #even in little ways you can see him take it pretty personally when he's insulted #he struggles to blow things off #and i think it would also explain his tendency to like. visibly calm himself down when he gets upset? its a thing he does a lot in the show #he desperately wants to destroy that perception of him because he's trying so hard to close himself off #he doesn't want to be the sensitive one that cant take anything. it especially works in line with his shell #it was a big inspiration for canary continuity tbh. donnie should struggle with being the sensitive one in fic more #mikey is more empathetic and he's more emotional but donnie's quicker to feel offended or take things personally #BACKED UP HEAVILY BY CANON #that 'you can be honest with me! no hard feelings' - 'he's lyinggggggg'#like he's not upset with them babying him as much as he is with them genuinely finding it frustrating that he can fall behind like that #and just cannot take shit like that. so he tries to pull back and not seem as affected as he is #theyre a very cuddly family but mind you they can be actually mean to each other like that!!

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cellyjubes · 2 months ago

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and there was only one locker to hide in…

#metal gear solid #mgs #raiden mgs #solid snake #raisune #iroquois pliskin #my art #hrrrng raiden i’m trying to sneak around but the clap of your ass cheeks is alerting the guards!!!#snakes covering his mouth because he’s breathing way too hard. because well i would be too if i was shoved in a locker with snake ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#they’ve got the tip to tip contact #anyways i’ve been thinking about this idea a lot….

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