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fun fact:
that wound is the reason why octavio is stuck in his octopus form.
Grandparents dropping their lore like
#splatoon#splatoon 2#splatoon 3#dj octavio#octavio takowasa#octavio splatoon#usually i dont tag my posts at all#let alone this aggressively#but this is a really cool tidbit#ive brought it up before and likely will again#so i hope people start to notice it!!!!#please
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Why do you think did Anya ask Jimmy to give Curly the meds when she knew what kind of person Jimmy was?
I subscribe to the idea it was because she couldnât bring herself to force the pills on Curly the same way Jimmy forced himself on to her. That and a mix of it inducing nausea due to the pregnancy. Since she took care of him outside of that one task, I think it was more the sound of him struggling and resisting than disgust with him.
On a personal level, itâs Curly. She still likes Curly and seeing the one person that was just starting to hear her be reduced to such a suffering, vulnerable state. It hurts and itâs frustrating and itâs unfair and despite the med bay being her area, she doesnât like hearing the pain inside it. She asks Jimmy in my mind because Daisuke is a bit too young, to eager in her mind to help, he could easily and accidentally make it more painful for Curly. Swansea is just to gruff but Jimmy?
Jimmy was Curlyâs friend, best friend, closest friend. He knew him and vice versa. Of all of them he should be the most willing and best option to get rid of his pain. I mean, I donât think it was with malicious intent. She knew how cruel Jimmy could be but Curly said it himself.
âHe wonât try any shit with me.â
She clings on to that a bit, despite knowing itâs meaningless now. I think it makes a nice parallel to how Curlyâs attempts to help just fell flat or made things a bit worse. She wants him to stop hurting but this way just brings a whole new type of pain. Itâs so much more obvious the way Jimmy treats people with Anya cause he has no false pretenses with her. He makes her feel guilty for asking to do one thing similarly to how he guilt trips and twists words with Curly.
#like I donât think Anya is purposely asking Jimmy so Curly can understand what she was going through#but sheâs a nurse she sees the bruises and the way Curly has to look after Jimmy takes care of him#she was also his victim she can see in Curlyâs eye the way he stares at Jimmy when he enters the room the way he squirms and whimpers when#she leaves it but she canât see what happens she doesnât know what heâs doing and its a sort of ignorance they share#Curly doesnât blame her but it still hurts and the feeling is mutual and itâs tragic#like people make the characters a bit too purposely mean or malicious when a lot of the things they do are bad responses#to what they are trapped in like do people really think Anya is intentionally sicking her abuser on someone else let alone so vulnerable?#maybe she realizes what could happen but she takes a risk everytime she asks cause Jim gets mad and aggressive with her#maybe in the back of her mind itâs a distraction from her on to him and maybe a part of her she hates likes that itâs no longer her#but itâs never intentional not something she wants or feels a need to happen#mouthwashing#ask#anon#nurse anya#captain curly#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing game
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I see everyone's touch-starved Jamie Tartts and the queer-platonic Two Aces and the in-therapy Roy Kents and I love them all endlessly. I also raise you:
Roy Kent who's been half-starved for regular platonic intimacy for his entire life. He's in therapy and he's sad and he's lonely and he's angry all the time, but somehow he's tricked Jamie into thinking he is safe to be around. And then they share a bed sometimes, because life is hard.
Roy's mind probed at the situation like a tongue looking for a freshly missing tooth and finding a gap, an emptiness where the pain used to be. Still-- "I swear to God if I turn around and you're not wearing any pants," he warned. Jamie broke into giggles behind him. The thought crossed his mind--if this is a fucking prank--but for once the heat of outrage didn't leap readily into his hands. The bed dipped. Jamie scooted closer, and the unmistakable texture of trackies brushed against the back of Roy's legs. "Nah. Decided I'm gonna sweat my arse off for you. Prick." Roy grunted. "Then you can run the laundry tomorrow." "Fuck that. If anything, you're making me breakfast in the morning in return for dragging your old man legs up the stairs. Now come here, you lug." That was all the warning Roy had before a stupidly-tattooed arm wrapped around his midsection, reeling him backwards until he was pressed against Jamie's chest like his own personal teddy bear. Fucking champagne and video games and mockery over his taste in furniture and now this. One of these days he was going to have to draw a line. He was the gaffer now--Jamie knew he was the gaffer now--and he owed it to the both of them to put some boundaries in place. Jamie dropped his head against the back of Roy's neck, a soft and careful weight that was becoming increasingly familiar. Voice slackened with the hour, he murmured contentedly, "You're a fuckin' furnace. M' top half's not going t' get cold at all." Boundaries were a lot to ask for with the clock pressing midnight. It could wait until morning.
#[redacted title] post season three fic#from waaaay down the chapter count#ngl I'm a little worried about the reception#most of fanworks are pretty split between 'they care but don't touch more than the situation calls for' and 'they are actively fucking'#which doesn't leave a lot in the middle#let alone a lot of examples to pull from#and this is more like 'what if jamie's aggressively BFF behavior of always hanging off his friends' shoulders was laser focused on roy'#who was in therapy and going through it#and jamie was also going through it#roy kent deserves a damn hug#jamie deserves a million hugs plugged into an iv drip#this is that#writing progress#roy kent#jamie tartt#also the amount of legwork I'm doing to get them to this point?#staggering
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deeply late 2023 reel jumpscare (link)
song: velvet acid christ - caustic disco
#2023#animation#i've been unable to draw let alone animate for most of the last year & while i'm as aggressively hungry to make art as ever#& comically finally know what kind of art and stories i want to make#i'm pretty much still having to re-figure out my entire approach to art from scratch#including my relationship with it and how i want to present it and my stories#i've spent the last almost few years drawing almost exclusively on trackpad#and i've been teaching myself to draw left-handed for the last 4 months#i'm still around i'm just accepting i might be in the 'coming and going like a stray cat'-stage indefinitely lol#i have to get weirder et cetera. thank you for sticking around â#i'll figure out how to make the shit i want to
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Hey yâall! Slightly weird request, but can you please give me any âliving around coyotesâ advice you have? My momâs backyard has no fence and backs onto a huge open field which goes up to foothills, which are also unoccupied by humans. Sheâs been trying to grow vegetables this year, which means she has a lot of ground squirrels in her yard (eating the vegetables), which seems to be attracting coyotes? Theyâve been getting closer and closer and today she sent me a picture of a coyote what appears to be less than 100 feet from her door. The problem is my mom likes to take long walks in that big field and the coyotes keep getting closer to her on those walks. I know they make coyote-safety vests for dogs but idk the human equivalent? Itâs not like one or two coyotes, itâs a bunch of them. I think she said the most sheâs seen at a time is seven.Â
#the person behind the yarn#tj asks weird questions#we got coyotes where I used to live but like I lived in the suburbs#so coyote avoidance was like...don't let your small dogs out into your backyard alone#always go with them#and like maybe don't go riding your bikes or on a walk by that one particular back road at dusk#because that's when the coyotes like to be there#my mom's version of staying safe with coyotes is just to loudly say 'I see you!' when she sees a coyote#when I was a little kid we also had a slingshot and biodegradable ammo (it was stale jellybeans)#but that was because we had particularly aggressive squirrels#also because my parents knew neither my siblings nor I would ever manage to actually hit one#it was not meant for coyote avoidance#when I got a little older as a kid we got my brother's dog and effective got no more large predators in our yard#because she'd scared off all the small animals. we never had another rattlesnake once we got her#idk. my version of coyote avoidance involves. you know. avoiding them.#my mom does not seem to want to do that part.
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#i wouldnt usually care about stuff like this. but every month or so i get two or three asks like this and i just got one earlier today#and look. iâm not saying u canât hate ns or dislike them. feel free to send me asks that are like âns you are stupid and you suck and i hate#youâ he IS stupid and he DOES suck and he is quite hateable. thatâs fine#itâs just when you start sending me wholeass paragraphs explaining every single detail you hate about ns and how they deserve a slow and#painful death that i think two things: 1. you are finite waves reincarnated 2. you are weird! and strange even!#what are you on about! ns absolutely does NOT deserve a slow and painful death! and you absolutely do Not have to be so hostile and#aggressive towards them as a character! like Please relax. we serve bullshit here sir#most anti-ns asks i get are funny and are light hearted because itâs just people messing with ns on purpose or mocking him and making him#mad because he easily gets mad and itâs funny. Like those asks are fine. itâs another deal entirely when you send me this detailed andâ#honestlyâreally mean message. I guess i am not surprised considering how similar ns and pebbles are in terms of personality#(and circumstances somewhat) and we all know how the fandom treats pebbles. even worse than ns. but yeah anyway#they are not an irredeemable unforgivable monster and they do not deserve to die. Hope this helps#to me even calling them a Bad Person is kind of a stretch. let alone the shit some of you are saying about them#we have to get normal about mentally ill and traumatized and autistic characters gang!#crammerposting#i also do not appreciate when people insuniate that ns is stupid for overworking himself and damaging his structure and so on and so forth#yes it is his fault but that didnât mean he deserved what he had coming to him or anything like that. be nice to him
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man u guys are funni you don't think i remember this? (tw: dr*gs and ov*r*os*)
first time? that's rich, right @miguelswifey04
at least change your wording to make it look more original bro
anyway, please STOP SENDING REPEATED REQUESTS. I AM NOT A ROBOT WHO IS REQUIRED TO MAKE YOUR STORIES. if you want to see it written, write it yourself :> i didn't respond to your request at first because i was uncomfortable with it, there, i said it. i'm sorry, but i cannot and will not fulfil your request. i think i've made it clear in my rules that i will not do disturbing themes, i am not required to, ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY'RE REPEATED REQUESTS.
i'll give you the benefit of the doubt and say you're not the same anon spamming me and asking lin (hopefully not other writers) with this very request, i'm gonna tell you right now i am not comfortable with writing this. i'm sorry if i sound angry, bc i am. please respect us writers the same way as we respect you anons; i didn't respond to your previous req so as not to embarrass you or anything, but i can't keep quiet anymore.
sorry for the long ass rant, tl;dr: i'm not gonna write this, and if you send another req EXACTLY LIKE THIS OR HAS THE SAME THEME AS THIS OR ANYTHING TRIGGERING, YOU WILL GET BLOCKED. g'day.
#like seriously if i didn't respond it's mostly likely i'm not gonna do it#sorry i'm not a robot that can give you all your requests right away#especially triggering ones that can upset a lot of people#and that i don't have proper knowledge about#and i'm sorry i'm sounding so aggressive it's just so irritating seeing people blatantly disrespecting my rules#i know i make some exceptions for some topics#but that's because the scenarios are milder and i know what#it's like in some of those cases#this is a SERIOUS topic.#i can't bring myself to write this#let alone without first hand experience#i've gone through this with a lot of my moots#they all agree i shouldn't write this#and i'm glad i listened#o(ä¸ď¸żä¸+)o pissed off kairi#(*Ë︜Ë*).・*⥠kairi talks
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Itâs wild how so many people are fundamentally incapable of recognizing queer characters unless they explicitly say the words, âIâm gayâ on screen
#like season 1 and 2? sure maybe you can overlook Willâs queercoding and believe itâs just a result of the bullyâs homophobia#season 3 is a huge stretch but itâs hypothetically possible to believe will is just a late-bloomer or asexual#but how on earth do you watch season 4 and still genuinely have no idea will is gay?#and this is not a rare occurrence#itâs astonishing how many people you have to literally explain the van scene to cause Willâs sexuality never crossed their mind#you didnât see him staring longingly at his best friend the entire season?#some peopleâs minds are so aggressively heteronormative that they assumed will had a crush on el#and even after noah has explained that will is gay 50 million times#people still are confused and think it came out of nowhere or they quickly forget#somewhere thereâs a fan who doesnât keep up with stranger things news and doesnât really use social media#a fan who is the exact opposite of chronically online#who hasnât heard about NOAH coming out let alone Willâs sexuality#who will walk into season 5 and be utterly flabbergasted when Will comes out as gay (let alone when Byler happens)#and theyâll say that Will being gay is a huge plot twist they never saw coming#and theyâll be 100% sincere#and thatâs truly baffling to me#do people think shows just randomly include melodramatic rain fights where âitâs not my fault you donât like girlsâ is said for no reason?#do people think the show went out of its way to show wills rejecting the attractive girl in his class cause they were in a silly goofy mood?#I genuinely wanna know what goes on through peopleâs heads when they have no gaydar or media literacy#even today there are people who still think romantic stobin should happen and think that Robin isnât really a lesbian#will byers#byler
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I have a character analysis ask! :) (Although, it's not from the list you shared.) What would it take for Albedo to get really angry? Like a huge outburst? I have some ideas but I'm curious about your insights. - @mimi-cee-genshin
[Character Analysis Ask Meme]
This is a really interesting ask and Iâve been thinking about it ever since you sent it. There are three answers I have for you, but two are copouts and the last doesnât satisfy the requirements.
The first two scenarios deal with the same thing: you scare him in some way. This can be achieved two different ways: Klee facing imminent danger that he canât immediately mitigate and, if he cares about you, doing the same to yourself. Nothing scares a calculated person more than a sudden situation they have no control over. What this accomplishes is putting him into a state of panic. And, should everything be alright in the end, you can rightfully expect him to snap in fury before pulling you in for a hug.
However, the reason why I consider this a copout is that I think this kind of scenario would get most people to react in this way. And while he would be angry and have an outburst, I donât really consider this scenario âanger.â Itâs more panic, you know?
So that being said, I donât really think itâs exactly possible to get Albedo angry to the point of having an outburst, at least in the typical sense. Albedo is not a burning fury kind of person. He is cold fury. When he gets truly mad, his emotions shut down and he turns into a heartless machine. Think of Scar killing Mufasa, except without the smile and glee. Heâd look down at you with ice-cold eyes as he ever so casually pushes you back to lose your grip.
To get him into this state, though, I think it would take work. One possible scenario would be betraying him and then having everything go wrong. Not a cold calculated betrayal (heâd sense your untrustworthiness), but maybe one from fear? For example, he treated you as a friend, but upon getting threatened by the Abyss, you betray Mondstadt in fear of your life, and then whoops, people get hurt and/or killed. In that case, you both betrayed his kindness and ultimately disappointed him. He was wrong about you. You are no better than the dirt beneath his feet.
#genshin impact#albedo#this took way less time than the other asks because itâs not formatted but sorry i try to do things in order orz#but yeah i imagine for albedo the best way to get a âstrongâ reaction out of him is the âdisappointmentâ sort of betrayal#âi thought iâd see worth in you but i was wrongâ#but this would be the antithesis of a âstrongâ reaction because what heâd feel is more akin to nothing at all#you do not have the right to his emotions anymore#you donât deserve it#that being said i can see him being lowkey passive aggressive with such people if heâs forced into contact with them you know?#esp if heâs alone with them and they try to apologize#let me reiterate tho this âdisappointmentâ betrayal wouldnât be for tiny things#itâd be for situations like i outlined in the post#a âbetrayalâ that has very tangible consequences esp if it hurt people he cares about#my writing#the reason why a normal betrayal wouldnât produce the same results is because heâd already be aware f the real possibility#albedo is the observant sort after all#that being said heâd also be aware of the very likely possibility of someone âdisappointmentâ betraying him#but heâd put his trust in them anyway if he saw worth in them#and thatâs what makes it even worse if a betrayal#despite knowing the risks albedo consciously decided to trust themâŚ.. and was repaid with disappointment
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congrats to derek klena for being maybe the one person in the entire universe with that accent who i actually believe as an actor. idk whenever iâve heard almost any other character/actor use that kind of accent while acting itâs like i donât believe theyâre really whatever character they are. and him singing too? congrats derek klena
#it also helps that heâs hot as fuck but like iâll let this one (this one= aggressively white american accent) slideâŚ.#bluebird.txt#just watching every clip i can possibly find of anastasia now lol#i need to listen to moulin rouge#letâs see how can i describe this accentâŚ#the Rs are Very Present it is Very Rhotic#and all the consonants even the ones that a lot of people would drop or not clear pronounce at the ends of words#are just Incredibly Crisp And Enunciated#like that always takes me out of it#but he wins. he gets an award for speaking (and singing) like that and still being convincing#maybe i just think heâs hot and my brain doesnât get annoyed lol#but no that wouldnât work cuz i didnât know what he looked like for a while#i guess i just find his voice that hot alone that i allowed it#either way. yay derek klena thanks for existing king
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It happened in the blink of an eye.
The Alpha Alakazam glanced at Khan, who had been oddly subdued since begrudgingly giving up where their next destination was, and then Ingo heard âyou might be surprised by what you need,â and suddenly he was in the middle of a blood bath.
And Ingo was no stranger to battles- he and Emmet made a living off them, after all, and he'd participated in a handful of raids against scientists who thought they knew best for the world. He had seen the aftermath of people who had been attacked by wild pokemon, and what remained of those who decided their best course of action in life was to jump into a set of train tracks. It was never any less horrifying, and Ingo occasionally had nightmares about what he'd seen, but where he was nowâŚ
It simply was a nightmare.
Fires burned in varying degrees all around him. Some consumed trees, and some consumed bodies. He tried to find something to put them out with there was nothing nearby. Not even snow. At the sound of laughter he turned his head to see a group of humans in pale tunics walking away, a few of them carrying bloodied sticks. Anger flushed through his veins and he went to chase after them but was pulled backwards instead. He tried again, and again, but their strange words vanished into the forest and faded into darkness. Ingo was left surrounded by corpses of pokemon, confused and horrified.
There was nothing he could do, and he didn't know why he was here.
The sun faded in the sky and the fires began to die, slowly turning to embers. The bodies they'd consumed were nothing but charred husks, and the primitive buildings he'd first thought to simply be fallen trees collapsed on themselves with no support left. It has taken Ingo longer than he cared to admit that this hadn't just been a group of pokemon- it had been their home, where they'd had their own rooms. There were enough bodies here to be an entire family, the kind biologists loved to see where he came from. They were so few and far between, requiring a curious amount of intelligence, teamwork, and tolerance. He knew people, personally, who would have loved to observe this family.
And here he was, observing their bodies instead.
A terrified yelp grabbed his attention; another den had just collapsed. Apparently this inhabitant had been alive. Ingo dashed over and tried to remove branches- his hands went right through, but he didn't stop trying. After releasing his own anguished scream - why was he here when he was so useless?! - the branches moved. An ashen, burnt paw emerged first. The sticks wiggled again, collapsing around the body further, until the remaining pokemon finally managed to pull itself free. And it was only then, staring at the young Zorua, that Ingo finally realized what he must have walked into.
He turned to look, to take in what he had taken for granted before.
The bodies weren't just pokemon. They were Zoroarks, Zoruas. Pokemon that had, from his understanding, been long loathed in Hisui. Seen as ill omens, as dangers to their societies. This clan must have settled somewhere, thinking it a safe area to raise their family, only for it to be discovered by humans. Humans who were fearful of what they saw as dangerous. Attack before you are attacked. Ingo could, to an extent, understand why- pokemon in Hisui were so much more aggressive, defensive, than those he had grown up with and known. Some people had pokemon partners but they were not like what he was used to. And with this clan settling in, with new generations being reared, he could only imagine the thought process the humans who had found it must have had.
Get them, before they get us.
He turned back to the Zorua, who had emerged from the collapsed den and now stood silently.
Staring.
Ingo wanted to know what his expression was, but just as he began to lean over to look the pokemon began moving. He approached the closest corpse first- this one hadn't been burned, at least, but there was a puddle of blood haloing it. The Zorua didn't seem to notice his paws getting wet as he drew closer, lifting a paw to nudge the body. The corpse. As Ingo expected, there was no response. The Zorua tried again, finally turning away when the corpse remained still.
Ingo followed as it staggered around the ashes of the clearing, prodding at every body it found regardless of their state. Some were so very obviously dead⌠but the Zorua still tried.
Trauma, Ingo knew, did funny things to a mind. To one as young as thisâŚ
It was no wonder why Khan was the way he was.
The young pokemon finally stopped, his breaths coming faster and faster. Ingo knelt down when his back legs collapsed, arms reaching out as if he could help. As before, he simply phased through. The Zorua turned his head, finally revealing the scar that Ingo would come to know well, now a fresh wound that still bled. His paws were cut up and burnt, there were scratches and lesions all along his back. He was a mess. Ingo could hear frantic, near-silent whines coming from the Zorua. It was hard to say if the volume was from fear that he would be heard, or if the smoke had gotten to his lungs.
Tears began slipping from the Zorua 's eyes. His panting became one long, hiccuping whine. His head remained turned, staring behind him, and Ingo was struck by what he'd yelled at Khan in anger so long ago, and yet so recently.
âYou have no idea what it's like to have a family you can't return to!â
Khan, of all of their companions, absolutely did. This⌠this was why his reaction had been so strong, why Nana and Mnesomyne both had stepped in to stop Khan from assaulting - perhaps even killing - Ingo.
This is why she sent me here.
Ingo looked down at the Zorua again. Khan seemed to be frozen in place, but the wind around them was moving leaves and leftover smoke. It was only Khan who was frozen, unable to look away from his slaughtered family.
âI'm sorry,â Ingo said quietly, placing his hands around Khan's body as if he could actually hold him, âI'm so sorry.â
#Khan a.#Centaurworld au#Ingo#Not sure how much I'll upload after this tbh. I'm not really feeling it anymore.#In this au Khan takes the place of wammawink but... He's an aggressive asshole. Who aggressively takes care of people.#Not very many (he can't tolerate a lot of people) but his small pack is much beloved by him#And anyone outside that pack is a threat that he will eliminate#Ingo ended up with them through circumstances (named Akari. He was injured and she was sympathetic)#He and Khan butt heads a lot at first bc Ingo desperately wants to get back to Emmet.#Ingo (not knowing Khans history) does a lot of shoving his foot in his mouth re: Khans (lack of) family#Until Khan realizes they need guidance on where to go and... Reluctantly takes Ingo and Co to an Alakazam who can help#(you get not what you want but what you need)#She sends ingo into Khan's memory (horse being thrown into wammawinks past) where he sees the truth#That Khan isn't alone with his small pack because he's too good for other Zoroark (so he says)#But because his entire pack was ruthlessly slaughtered by humans while he was young#The reason why he's so protective. Why he doesn't sleep much. Why he's so volatile towards humans.#And Ingo has said so much without knowing better. He's going to do better now that he knows tho.#Re: wammawink and horse bonding. So did Ingo and Khan.#Ingo sees Khans past and understands his desire to protect. Promises to help him as best he can.#Khan in turn lets himself rely more on Ingo and gradually begins to soften.#When the noble Zoroark tries to kill Ingo (who's sad bc he's losing his memory and noble Zoroark just wants to genuinely help)#It's Khan who approaches him with softness and kindness and forgiveness#'we are all just fragile things'#And he promises that no matter what he'll get ingo back to where he belongs and who he belongs with#(Emmet is horrified and concerned and just relieved Ingo is back but. Why did he bring back three pokemon and two humans as well.#Why did they have to come with.)
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Listen, I don't mind a few of the Xianzhou ladies having the same kind of outfit. It's probably super popular. Maybe we'll even see a fashion magazine about it.
But if Glaciator Marum ever comes out and she's wearing the same kind of dress with windows on the chest, shoulders and back with only some variations to make it different, I will be so disappointed.
Yeah, we still don't know what she's like. She could be sweet. She could be an absolute bitch. She could be a hero. She could be a tyrant ruling over the Fanghu (Preceptors included) with an iron fist.
Whatever kind of character she is and what her portrayal is going to beâ
Glaciator Marum is the Vidyadhara High Elder of the Fanghu.
She deserves better than a copy-and-paste cocktail dress.
#vanille throws out the garbage#honkai star rail#glaciator marum#i genuinely would not mind if they were alt skins like in genshin#but they're not and i just don't really vibe with that#like yukong's outfit for example is neat but it doesn't really say âformer ace pilot of the Sky-Faring Commissionâ let alone âHelm Masterâ#Baiheng also has a dress but she at least had what seemed like some fancy aviator's jacket#put glaciator marum in an actual hanfu!!!!!#or give her some armor#hell it's mentioned that the Pearlkeepers on the Fanghu practically replaced the Cloud Knights#*aggressively pointing at some of Fu Hua's outfits*#mhy cooked so hard#wtf is happening with them nowadays???
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cluster b culture is doubting yourself over and over again about yoyr diagnosis but then realising you fit the engire criteria of yiur disorder
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#cluster b culture is#cluster b#npd#aspd#bpd#hpd#Mod Reef#anonymous#MOOD#that was us with ASPD lmao#at least almost all of the criteria#in the current DSM-V the only one we don't fit is the aggression as shown in getting into physical fights#it's like. we ARE aggressive. we get really fucking aggressive. but we're also physically disabled and Cannot Afford to get into physical--#--fights. let alone the fact that it would ruin our reputation which our npd considers to be a big no-no
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lmao neat so tumblr is literally selling ad space to anti-abortion fake healthcare clinics giving out inaccurate medical information now
#anyways fuck staff and reminder that orgs that really aggressively have Choice in the name are usually crisis pregnancy centers#being misleading in order to lure people in and not actually pro-choice orgs let alone legitimate healthcare organizations
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ok i am actually so very angry and there's literally nothing i can do to fix it. life keeps going on. she might even be happy. and fuck dude, i'll make sure im happy too, i was a fully developed person before she was in my life and i'll continue to be one without her. but God Damn, the fact that she can just do something so blatantly awful and unfair to me and then run off without any actual repercussions is just so fucking rankling to me.
like perhaps she feels guilty. she said she did when it was all going down. but it was just something she "needed to do". so obviously she didn't feel guilty enough or she wouldnt have done it like that lmaoooo
i really did deserve to have a good solid yell at her. but unfortunately, by the time i did see her in person i just wanted her out of my fucking life. so. no yelling was done, unfortunately.
#speculation nation#the duality of being a deeply resentful and angry person. and being a person that Tries to be mature and peaceful.#like im not gonna actually Do shit even tho i keep wanting to message her just to yell at her some more again#it's like there's a beast in me that keeps yelling for retribution. she wronged me in such a disrespectful and humiliating way#and yet she just gets to walk away like it was nothing? live her life like it was nothing?#be in 'love' with her new 'soulmate' after cutting me off like a rotten limb?#i feel so DEEPLY angry. i want to spit vitriol and fire. i want to dig my claws into her bones. make her really FEEL how i feel.#i want to wander into her dreams and make her experience what i felt. every miserable second of silence.#the humiliation of admitting you might be falling in love only to be told you were never loved at all.#and i want to knee her in the gut and spit in her face and really make her regret ever fucking wronging me#but unfortunately im a stupid fucking pacifist so all the aggression and anger and violence has no FUCKING outlet#ive been. trying to not think about it too much. ive been trying to just live my life. because i dont want her to run my life.#but the anger keeps catching up to me. filtering in when i dont expect it. endless constant fucking thoughts coming back to me#on and on and on and on i live and i eat and i read and i game and i hate and i hate and i hate and i hate and i hate and i HATE AND I HATE#the greatest injustice is that i cannot make her truly feel every single ounce of my resentment and anger#it's so overwhelming i think i could choke on it. and she gets to live her FUCKING happy little life with her stupid fucking 'soulmate'#i hope it collapses around her and she loses her too so she's single and alone and miserable and regretting all of her fucking impulsivenes#she deserves to have it fail after what she did to me. and all i can really do is hope that karma has its fucking kiss for her.#if only curses were real. what i wouldnt give to put some energy into that karmic payback lmfao.#ok . ok ok ok ok love and peace on planet earth. i am shifting out of vitriolic little shit mode.#just had to let some of the steam out. im still angry but i am going to go back to not thinking about it.#i think i should go on a nice long bike ride tomorrow. to decompress and work some of the steam out.#it's something that she can never take from me. something that is so wholly mine. fuck that stupid bitch and fuck her new girlfriend too#...............................ok NOW im shifting out of vitriolic mode. lol#negative/#WAHOOOOOO i am certainly not taking this breakup well. but i dont think anyone would be lmfao.#all things considered i think im doing a pretty great job at handling this breakup.#bc at least im only recounting unrealistic threats and fantasies on my tumblr dot com instead of messaging Any of this to her.#i may kinda want her to read it so that she knows anyways. but i wont message her directly. bc i am Trying to be at least a little mature.#complaining on my tumblr dot com so i dont message my ex with more vitriol. gotta cope Somehow.
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My boss: ⌠how are you doing?
Me: Fine.
Boss: Okay, well I just saw you putting on a hat very aggressively and I thought I should check on youâŚ
Me: đ¤¨đ
#how do you put on a hat aggressively? let alone VERY aggressively?#good to know I can still put the fear of god in my coworkers though#Ron Swanson moment#Itâs My Life
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