#leslie shay one shot

[kiddbegins]

Massage - Leslie Shay

Requested: yes

Word count: idk

Warnings: none?

Masterlist

Can you stop moaning? I’m trying to help you relax but you’re making it hard for me to concentrate.” “Sorry, your hands just work a little too good.” “I’m going to pay for a masseuse next time if you keep doing this.” [shay]

Working at the fire station meant long hours, heavy lifting, pulling, pushing. And basically just pushing yourself to your limits whenever you were on shift. And being at 51 just made it worse.

The house of all houses. Crazy calls. Crazy people. It was like Chicago+ when it came to the type of incidents your team got called to. And to add to that, being on squad which takes care of all the unique and extra types of rescues?

You were achy. Very achy. Especially after the call today which included a little boy and a vat of chocolate and a very precise and awkward lifting position. Luckily though, you had a loving girlfriend.

“Baby?” You’re voice was soft as you made your way into the bedroom where she was laying, looking at something on her phone.

Leslie shay was probably one of the best paramedics you’d ever seen. Since the day she joined 51 you knew she was gonna fit in instantly. And she did, meshed with the team perfectly and it didn’t take long for you to get a big huge crush on her.

She hummed questionably, dropping her phone the second she saw you, giving all of her attention in your direction. “Do you think you could rub my back? It hurts like a bitch after today.” You muttered, crawling onto the bed.

Of course she nodded, a smile pulling onto her lips, “Sure, c’mere.” Leslie shifted out of the way, patting the mattress. She even smoothed out the blanket, sliding a pillow so you could rest your head against it.

As soon as you were laying in the right spot she moved to sit on your lower back, sliding her hands up your spine with just the right amount of pressure. “Think it would feel better without your shirt in the way?” Her tone innocent, as she leaned back to pull at it.

You shifted up, pulling it off before laying back down, able to feel Leslie’s usually cold but now slightly warm hands on your skin.

“Damn baby, your back is tight as hell.” She muttered, kneading her palms into the muscle behind your shoulder blade. Slowly she twisted her hands, pressing her thumbs into your skin, hitting one of the worst spots.

A slight moan left your lips, cheeks going red as you tried to keep your face hidden, ignoring it. Leslie on the other hand heard and couldn’t hide the light smirk that grew on her face.

She made her way down, shaking her head as another groan left your lips, “Can you stop moaning? I’m trying to help you relax but you’re making it hard for me to concentrate.” Shay spoke with a light laugh, your face growing even hotter.

“I’m sorry, your hands just work a little too good.”

“I’m going to pay for a masseuse next time if you keep doing this.” She pretended to threaten, your eyebrow lifting slightly, unable to look back at her.

Slightly you let out a breath, “And I would have no qualms. I do like your hands more though,” You spoke as she rubbed at the bottom of your ribs, hands slightly going around you.

Leslie nodded to herself, “Mhm, I can tell you do,” She teased, slowly and precisely massaging a knot out of your muscle.

“Okay you did that one on purpose-“ You mumbled into the pillow after a guttural moan grew in your throat. Shay leaned forward, kissing your back lightly.

“You have no evidence for that claim.” She whispered, pressing another kiss right below that one before she sat up, continuing to do what she had promised to do.

You rolled over when she was finished, your hands finding her instantly. “That felt amazing, thank you,” You spoke softly, grabbing one of her hands to kiss the top of it.

She had other plans, leaning down to press into a kiss, her hands pulling away to grab at your face. You hummed quietly, holding her sides as she leaned over you, looking up at her when she pulled away.

“That is for being such a tease just now.”

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[themultifandomgal]

Jay Halstead- Work Husband Pt3

The following day I arrive to the precinct

"Alright Trudy"

"YLN your late" she acknowledges me without looking up

"Yeah I know, I'm sorry crazy morning"

"I don't care. Don't let it happen again" she says before letting me be buzzed up. I make my way to the break room to make myself a drink. Jay is in there already making himself a drink. Seeing me he gets out my cup and starts making me a coffee

"Thanks" I take a sip just as Jay asks

"How was the sex?" I practically choke on my coffee

"What?" I shout

"Come on. You and Severide. I saw how he looked at you last night"

"Kelly and I are friends"

"With benefits?"

"No" I roll my eyes "he's like a brother to me. Helped me through some shit"

"What kind of shit?" Before I can respond Erin pokes her head through the door

"Antonio and Jules have info"

Jay and I bring our drinks to the bullpen where Jules and Antonio are waiting

"We're boking for a Shane Cameron" Antonio tells us Xevier says he's been in hiding since yesterday"

"Yeah, but he has a flop house over on Addison. Might be worth checking out"

"All right, everybody vest up" Voight tells us all.

Once we arrive on the scene Antonio and Jules are the fist ones in when I hear a gun shot

"10-1. Officer shot" I hear Antonio shout through the radio. Voight and Erin are the first in with Jay and I behind them with our guns up

"Jules!" Erin shouts with worry. I run over to Jules and Antonio while Jay stays at the door

"YN!" I turn to Jay

"It's Pulpo let's go"

"Erin stay here" I tell her and run to Jay and Ruzek. We get in the car, Jay is driving and we start a high pursuit chase. As we're casing him cars are taking there time to move out of the way

"Fuck sake move!" I shout swerving between the cars. We finally block the car down an alleyway but of course not wanting to be caught Pulpo exists the car. Jay is the first one out with his gun and starts chasing him on foot. I then hear Jay tell us that he's got the offender.

Jules didn't make it. She died on arrival. I sit down on the couch with Severide sat next to me

"I needed this after the day I've had" I sigh as Shay hands me a beer then sits next to me on the other side 

"I'm sorry about Jules"

"I know our job is... unpredictable, but you never think... I can't get her husband and kids out of my head. Like fuck she had two kids"

"Come here" Shay pulls my into her side and hugs me. There's a knock on the door making all of us frown

"I'll get it" Kelly says going towards the door while Shay and I continue to hug one another

"Errr" Kelly awkwardly walks back into the living room with Jay

"Jay what are you doing here?"

"Today was tough. Just erm wanted to check up on you" Jay look at Kelly and Leslie

"Why don't we go and make dinner hey Shay?" They both leave the room, leaving me alone with Jay

"Are you ok after today?"

"Honestly? Not really no"

"Want to talk about it?" I ask scooting over on the couch. Jay sits down next to me

"All I can't think of is if that was you"

"Jay..."

"YN you are the best partner I have had, not only that your a good friend. Today just scared me"

"It scared me too" I place my head on his shoulder, Jay hugs me tightly into him "you can drive tomorrow, if you want" I say earning a little chuckle from him

"Thank you"

[chicago-pd-is-weird]

Jay Halstead x Sylvie Brett

Requested by @windshield91

TW: stillborn home birth mentioned (Sylvie is a paramedic) and shot child mentioned (Jay is a cop)

After Leslie Shay’s death, Sylvie Brett was the new paramedic on Ambulance 61. She was eventually invited out by the crew at Station 51 and spent time at Molly’s in her free time. She had friends that ran the place, of course, seeing as the bar itself was run by Dawson, Hermann and Otis.

She was bringing shots back to her table when she nearly ran into Jay, very carefully keeping the shots steady as she maneuvered around him.

“Shit, I’m sorry, did you spill any?”

“No,” Sylvie said with a smile, setting them on the table for her friends, then turning back to Jay. “Steady hands.”

Jay smiled back, nodding. “If you’re hanging out with these guys then you must either be a firefighter or a paramedic.” He punched Kelly Severide’s shoulder.

Sylvie laughed. “Paramedic. Sylvie Brett, nice to meet you.” She stuck out a hand.

“Jay Halstead, cop,” he replied, shaking her hand, holding a beer with his free one.

—

From then on, Jay purposefully would run into her at Molly’s. She slowly integrated with him and some of the other mutual friends they had. She liked being around him too, exchanging crazy stories of things they’d seen that week. Although Jay wasn’t a paramedic, word was he dated Gabby for a while, so Sylvie talked to him like he knew more than the average person. In turn, he reciprocated that and talked to her almost like a fellow cop. The two seemed to understand one another despite being from different worlds.

—

One night, Jay sat beside her at the bar. She was drinking alone. Molly’s was pretty empty. He gently touched her shoulder. “Hey, no friends tonight?”

Sylvie took in a breath, as if he’d startled her. “Oh, hey, no, I’m alone.”

Jay nodded. “Me too.” He swigged his beer, looking at her. “What’s going on? You okay?”

She shrugged. “I could ask you the same thing. I don’t see any of your colleagues around.”

Jay laughed dryly, taking another swig of his beer. “Lost a kid today. Shot in the crossfire.”

Sylvie frowned. “Was it your bullet?”

“No, it was the bad guys.” Jay shrugged and sighed. “Just brought up some memories I thought I buried.”

Sylvie nodded. “I lost an infant to a botched home birth today.” She shook her head, tears brimming her eyes. “Gosh, I… I shouldn’t care so much, but I just couldn’t get the little guy to breathe. He wouldn’t breathe.” As the tears spilled over, she put her face into her hands.

Jay frowned and gently rubbed her back. “Hey, it’s not your fault. It wasn’t meant to be. Sometimes… Things don’t work out for us.” He shrugged.

She shook her head, leaning into his touch. “I know, I know but… it doesn’t make it hurt any less.”

“I hear you.” Jay pulled her closer, embracing her in his arms as she wept softly into his chest. Tears even came to his eyes as he pushed his nose into her hair, closing his eyes and kissing the top of her head. “I’ve got you.”

After a few moments, the two pulled apart. Jay reached forward and cupped her face, wiping away her tears. She did the same for him. The mutual comfort as they gazed into each other’s eyes was unlike anything they’d felt before.

Jay smiled slightly at her, which she reciprocated. “Sorry to be such a downer,” she said softly.

“You’re not,” he replied. “I was already sad. You made it better.”

“You too.” She looked over his face. “I never realized you had so many freckles.”

Jay blushed softly, laughing and shaking his head. “No? I guess not a lot of people do.”

Sylvie laughed softly, taking Jay’s hand. “Let’s not sit at the bar and cry into our drinks.”

“Want dinner? I know a really good place down the block.” Jay stood and held her hand as they walked toward the door.

“Dinner sounds great.”

[sarah-cam]

ONE CHICAGO FAVORITE CHARACTER SHOWDOWN 2023

hey everyone! since we're going into almost a month-long hiatus until new episodes return, i thought it might be fun to hold a little event now that tumblr has polls. i ran a similar event where the fandom voted on their favorite characters, ships, seasons, and overall show (those results are here!) but that was over 2 years ago now. we have some new characters and i thought it would be fun to see how things have changed!

i will be posting polls for each show on the following dates and they'll remain open until the next round. feel free to reblog them to share who you voted for and why, or just to spread the word! every poll will be tagged with the show, characters, and #ocfaves2023

ROUND 1 > April 8 ROUND 2 > April 12 ROUND 3 > April 19 ROUND 4 > April 26

WINNERS > May 3

note: all pairings were randomly generated to try and give every character a fair shot off the bat

Chicago PD > ROUND 1

Trudy Platt vs. Vanessa Rojas Kim Burgess vs. Adam Ruzek Hailey Upton vs. Antonio Dawson Erin Lindsay vs. Alvin Olinsky Jay Halstead vs. Kevin Atwater Dante Torres vs. Hank Voight Greg "Mouse" Gerwitz vs. Sean Roman Nadia Decotis vs. Sheldon Jin

Chicago Fire > ROUND 1

Matt Casey vs. Darren Ritter Leslie Shay vs. Brian "Otis" Zvonecek Joe Cruz vs. Emily Foster Blake Gallo vs. Randy "Mouch" McHolland Stella Kidd vs. Peter Mills Sylvie Brett vs. Wallace Boden Gabby Dawson vs. Violet Mikami Christopher Herrmann vs. Kelly Severide

Chicago Med > ROUND 1

Sharon Goodwin vs. Daniel Charles April Sexton vs. Connor Rhodes Natalie Manning vs. Hannah Asher Ethan Choi vs. Will Halstead Sarah Reese vs. Maggie Lockwood Ava Bekker vs. Crockett Marcel Dean Archer vs. Noah Sexton Robin Charles vs. Vanessa Taylor

[bullet-prooflove]

Donna’s Radio Show Prompt List #7

34. Cause you're keepin' me up all night

With my girl Leslie Shay 💘

It was late when the two of you got in, you lost track of time somewhere after one am and the two of you were still laughing when you made it through the door to Leslie's apartment.

It was her that decided to keep the party going, a couple of tequila shots and music blaring out of her phone had the two of you dancing in the living room to hits from your early twenties.

Leslie's hands were on your hips as you swayed together, smiling as your bodies brushed. You liked how she felt against you, the heat of her skin, the look on her eyes as her gaze slipped to your lips.

"I don't want this night to end." She told you.

You kissed the tip of her nose, making her smile as you hovered over her lips.

"It doesnt have to."

[roadtogracelandx45]

Country Song Fic Requests

I am going to start with 25 for now and then go from there

Some of the songs have names by them but it doesn't mean I won't write another one shot to the same song. I do another list in the morning with other music on it. this is just the music I usually listen to when I am writing

Fandoms I write for:

Top Gun: Maverick: All

Elvis (bio pic)- Elvis

Supernatural: Dean, Sam and Cas

Sons of Anarchy: Jax, Opie, Juice, Chibs, Kozik

Triple Frontier- All

Four Brothers: All

The Mighty Ducks- All

Twilight- The Cullens, Jacob, Bella

Harry Potter- The Weasley Twins, The Golden Trio, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, Cedric Diggory

One Chicago: Jay Halstead, Kelly Severide, Matt Casey, Adam Ruzek, Antonio Dawson, Gabby Dawson, Leslie Shay.

The Outsiders- All

The Fast and Furious- All

Band of Brothers- All

WWE- Roman Reigns, Seth Rollins, Dean Ambrose, Triple H, Randy Orton, The Usos, Chris Sabin, Alex Shelley, Drew McIntyre, Petey Williams, Roderick Strong, Adam Cole, Kyle O'Reilly, Bobby Fish, Matt Jackson, Nick Jackson

Game of Thrones: Robb Stark, Jon Snow

Lord of the Rings: The fellowship and the Oakensheild company

Law and Order SVU: All

Master of the Air- Rosie, Buck, Bucky

Newsies- Jack Kelly, Spot Colin, Davey, Mush, Blink

01. Strip It Down- Luke Bryan-

02. Little White Church- Little Big Town- Elvis/ Sylvie ,

03. Goodbye Girl- Luke Bryan- Jax/Ryder ,

04. Hey, I am Country Man- Luke Bryan

05. Do I?- Luke Bryan

06. Play It Again- Luke Bryan

07. Someone Else Calling You Baby- Luke Bryan

08. Home Alone Tonight- Luke Bryan

09. Small Town Throwdown- Brantley Gilbert

10, Move- Luke Bryan-

11. Drunk on You- Luke Bryan

12. Knockin' Boots- Luke Bryan

13. Crash My Party- Luke Bryan

14. Kiss Tomorrow Goodbye- Luke Bryan

15. I Don't Want This Night To End- Luke Bryan

16. My Baby's Guns and Roses- Brantley Gilbert

17. Looking For Blue Eyes- Jesse Colter

18. Bottom's Up- Brantley Gilbert- Lewis Nixon

19. Girl Crush- Little Big Town

20. That's My Kind of Night -Luke Bryan

21. Don't You Want to Stay- Jason Aldean ft Kelly Clarkson

22. Cowboy Take Me Away- Dixie Chicks

23. Achy Breaky Heart- Billy Ray Cyrus

24. Friends In Low Places- Garth Brooks

25. Any Man of Mine- Shania Twain

26. Who’s Bed Have Your Boots Been Under- Shania Twain

[ao3feed-chicagofire]

Chicago Fire // X Reader

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/81uES6v

by barneswinchester3

A collection of X Reader one-shots for Chicago Fire

Words: 120, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Chicago Fire

Rating: Mature

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: Multi

Characters: Matthew Casey, Kelly Severide, Sylvie Brett, Gabriela Dawson, Brian "Otis" Zvonecek, Joe Cruz (Chicago Fire), Leslie Shay, Randy "Mouch" McHolland, Christopher Herrmann, Wallace Boden, Blake Gallo, Darren Ritter, Violet Mikami, Evan Hawkins, Peter Mills, Jimmy Borrelli, Stella Kidd, Firehouse 51 Crew Members (Chicago Fire)

Relationships: Firehouse 51 Crew Members (Chicago Fire) & You

Additional Tags: One Shot, Short One Shot, One Shot Collection, Fluff and Angst, Light Angst, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, No Smut

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/81uES6v

[slytherbun]

💦 with Leslie Shay and female reader and the two of you exploring each other body with sex toys

shay dipped the toy inside your pussy. it was a lubed thick purple dildo and you watched, leaning up on your elbows. she smirked as she pushed in it, watching it disappear as your hole swallowed inch by inch of it.

when you were impaled with it and just a little bit hung out, she flicked a vibrator wand on and put it directly on top of your clit, glancing up to see your mouth hanging open as moans fell past your lips.

you tried to grab the toy to fuck yourself with it but she pushed your hand away and pulled away the vibrator to put it on your hard nipple. "don't touch it." she murmured and you whined before she turned it off with a smirk.

"take care of me with it hanging out your pussy the whole time, then i'll let you finish." she challenged, a devious glint in her eyes.

you were eager to grab a vibrator, this one for her g-spot. you quickly lubed the end up and spread her pussy lips to ease it inside. when it was snug inside her walls, you grabbed an anal plug with a smirk, see how she likes it, you thought.

"anything goes, right?" you questioned and shay paid no attention with a nod. you lubed up that one as well while telling her to lay on her side. which she did, not realizing what you were about to do.

shay noticed too late when you spread her cheeks, the cold metal slipping inside her tight hole, only the handle showing now around her skin and she moaned.

"fuck, you're such a slut." she whined and you slapped her cheek in retaliation before turning her body back around, the metal probably snug up her now.

you clipped the button on for the vibrator inside of her and she moaned, it instantly vibrating inside her pussy walls with pleasure. her wails were loud in the room, the moans falling past her lips repeatedly as the vibrator worked her pussy over.

you clicked on another, the regular wand and laughed, putting it over her clit for a second like she did with your nipple earlier. and it pushed her over the edge with a loud gasp. "o-oh my."

you watched her legs shake and smirked, laying down next to her to give her a kiss. "leave in the plug while you fuck me over." she nodded, letting her orgasm finish over before sitting up.

shay rolled over so she was laying on her belly and you could see the plug when she pushed her butt up, her tongue stuck out while she focused on gripping the toy, starting to push it in and out.

you were more wet now, after playing with her cunt and she leaned in to lick your clit with her tongue, sweeping it up a few times before replacing it with her thumb.

with her right hand, she pounded and thrusted it the dildo and out of you, the thick, long purple toy disappearing inside of your hole before reappearing again. and she circled your sensitive nub faster until you fell apart under her, clenching the toy hard around the walls of your pussy.

shay laughed, realizing she had to wait a second to pull it out and looked at you with pleading eyes before you nodded, allowing her to sit on your face while you rode out the orgasm.

you slowly pulled the chunky plug out with a plop and lapped at her wetness with your tongue flat on her as she gripped her tits, allowing another orgasm to rip out of her before plunging a few fingers inside of you, ready to give you another all over again.

[procrastinatorimagines]

Moving On

Fandom: One Chicago

Pairing/s: Reader x Shay, Reader x Hailey

Warning/s: mentions of death/loss

Word Count: 377

Request: could you write a hailey upton x female reader? were the reader used to date Shay but has not been the same since Shay died

Why were relationships so complicated?

You sighed, putting your head in your hands as you sat with Kelly in his office, perched on the edge of his bunk with your legs crossed, conflicted. 

You could always talk to Kelly, you’d been friends for a long time, but after you’d both lost Shay... it had brought you closer. Now, your heart pulling you in multiple directions, you needed his advice more than ever.

Shay had been everything to you, you’d love, had been planning on asking her to marry you... and then she’d died, and a part of you had died with her. Well, you’d thought it had, until Hailey Upton walked into your life, and suddenly you’d found yourself coming alive again.

But was it selfish? That’s what had been knawing at you recently, that feeling that you were moving on from Shay, forgetting her, and it was tearing your relationship with Hailey a part. 

“I just...feel like I’m betraying her, even now,” you struggled to explain, all your emotions impossible to put into words. You’d asked Hailey for some space to figure yourself out, but you knew she wouldn’t wait around forever.

“She’d want you to be happy,” Kelly told you honestly, “she’d want you to live.” 

You dwelled on that for a moment, knowing that what you really felt was guilt, because you wanted the same thing. “I love Hailey,” you admitted, the first time those words had left your lips. It felt like a weight had been lifted.

“Then tell her,” he said frankly, “because no good can come from waiting until-”

“Until it’s too late?” You finished for him, knowing exactly why he’d trailed off. 

“You know I didn’t mean-” He began, realising his error as his eyes went wide. 

“No, no you’re right,” you said, thinking about everything you’d never got to have with Shay, all the put off plans and unsaid words that would stay with you forever. 

Hailey’s job was no more safe, in fact, it was probably more dangerous, so what were you still waiting around for?

“We’ve got one life, and I want to spend it with her,” you decided.

“So what are you still doing talking to me for? Go!”

You didn’t need to be told twice.

[severidescigar]

She was my best friend - Stellaride

Fandom: One Chicago

Pairing: Kelly Severide, Stella Kidd & Leslie Shay

A/N : Pure heartbreak 🥲 my all time favorite one shot I ever wrote.

•••

After Casey moved out of the apartment, Kelly and Stella’s relationship only kept progressing so they decided to start looking for a new place to move in, that would feel more homey and cozy rather than the big industrial loft that still held so many of their memories for the past few years.

With moving came a lot of packing which was the least exciting part of the whole process. As Kelly was out all morning buying some more storage boxes, Stella was left emptying a few last drawers before being completely done. She quickly came across a stack of CDs and one in particular stood out as it had the words ‘The Contract’ written on it. While usually not being one to snoop around, she frowned debating whether she should play it or not, ultimately deciding for it as curiosity took the best of her.

“Is it on? It’s on!” Kelly’s voice echoed through the room as he appeared on the big screen. “The contract, rule number one” a womanly voice could be heard immediatly followed by Kelly’s again “We promise to never get in each other’s business…Rule number two, no matter how much work gets to us we promise to never bring it home.” The camera turned around revealing Shay holding a bottle of tequila and a smile immediatly appeared on Stella’s face. She had never heared Shay’s voice and the only picture she saw of her was the one hanging on the wall at the firehouse, as Kelly did a great job at burying old memories that brought him so much pain. “We should also say that no matter how much life gets to us, we should never bring it to work. Because what we do is so much more important than all this.”

“Is that it? Any other rules?” Kelly could be heard asking as she passed the bottle of tequila to him.

“Just one! That we…we promise to be there for each other…always, no matter what.”

“Always”

Hearing someone clearing his voice behind her Stella jumped at the sight of Kelly standing in the doorway. He’d been there a while watching most of the CD play out.

“I’m sorry I wasn’t trying to snoop through your stuff” she tried excusing herself just to be interrupted by him. “It’s fine, don’t sweat it.” Kelly sat down on the floor next to her, letting a deep breath out and pulling a box out of the drawer filled with pictures.

“You never told me much about her…” Stella said unsure, waiting to see how he’ll react so she’d know whether to drop it or not.

"She was my best friend…the purest soul I ever met, the only person I could trust for the longest time. On her first day at 51, my roommate had just moved out and she said she was looking for a new place to stay…so she moved in with me. We just clicked, like I never clicked with anyone before then…I can’t even explain it. We used to get on each other’s nerves sometimes but at the end of the day we only wanted the best for each other…we never fully respected this contract. When I injured my shoulder once on a call, she’d give me painkillers…took them from ambo and used to blame it on junkies stealing them during inventories. She’d went through so much trouble just because I was hiding an injury that would bench me for a few months…and I was so selfish because never once did I think about the possibility of her losing her job for what she was doing for me. At some point I wasn’t far from being addicted to them…I went cold turkey and in a matter of weeks I was clean…but just because she was there for me and never let me lose my focus. Then her ex showed up pregnant out of the blue, saying she still had feelings for her…which didn’t turn out too good but after that Shay kept saying she wanted a baby so bad and I thought it was some weird phase she was going through, but next thing I know we were at a fertility clinic talking about IVF and all these other procedures, but that fell through too…and that’s one of my biggest regrets, because now I’d still have a part of her here with me. Each time we fought it was because she wanted the very best for me and I didn’t want to listen and she kept pushing…man she was so stubborn. One time there was this bombing at Med, casualties everywhere and she stumbled, impaling herself in some kind of metal sticking out of the debris…she was losing so much blood but she patched herself up and kept working until she passed out…we barely kept her in bed, she wanted to go right back into the action. The days before her death we fought and we made up right before she went in that building…the building I carried her out of. Each morning after that I was waking up going to her room and hoping she’d be there…nagging me about eating her yogurt. You don’t realize how many useless fights you have with someone until they’re gone…you don’t appreciate them enough until they’re not there anymore one day. After her death I dissappeared for a while…I couldn’t go back home or to work, the thought of her was too painful and apparently it still is after all these years. When she died, I know a part of me went with her…something inside of me shifted and I wasn’t the same after that day. I wish you would’ve met her though…she would’ve loved you to the point where she would’ve tried to steal you from me.“ The two shared a laugh as Kelly’s voice slowly became more and more shaky and Stella gave his hand a comforting squeeze.

"I wish I’d met her too…I know we would’ve easily hit it off. ” Stella said looking at the pictures in front of her. “I’m sure if she was still here, she would be so proud of who you’ve become.”

“She would’ve kicked my ass so bad, each time the two of us had an argument…or each time I remotely made you upset.” He said as a small smile crept on his face at the thought of Shay scolding him when it came to relationships.

“Do you believe in soulmates Kelly?” Stella asked reciving a confused look from him in return “Because I think she was yours.”

“Then what are you?” He asked turning himself around to face Stella. “Hmm, I don’t know…but soulmates don’t have to be lovers, a soulmate is someone who gets you and connects to you on a level you can’t explain, it’s someone who inspires you to be a better person, someone you can carry with you forever and no matter what happens the love you have for them never dissappears…it’s you and Shay.”

Kelly thought after all these years he’d be able to say more than a few words about her without tears immediately appearing in his eyes, but oh boy he was so wrong. Shay will forever live on in his heart and he promised himself he’d never let her memory be forgotten.

[kiddbegins]

Don’t Get Up - Leslie Shay

Requested: yes

Word count: 379

Warnings: sexual insinuation

A/n: sorry it’s short

Masterlist

“We can shower together if you get up.”

“Don’t get up, please.” The first words out of your mouth the second you woke up wrapped up in your girlfriend’s arms. It was always hard to get up in the morning for you. 

Being a bartender meant getting home late, but considering Leslie Shay was a paramedic, on her shift days she was up with the sun. And to be honest she was even on off days but those days were more lenient. 

Shift days meant up and out of bed right away, but that never stopped you from holding onto her hand tightly as she tried to get up. “Baby please,” The second she shifted enough away from you, it was like coldness wrapped itself around you. 

Leslie chuckled faintly, turning to kneel onto the bed, a light kiss to your forehead, “Think about it, y/n. We can shower together if you get up.” Her lips lingered over your skin before she pulled back just slightly. 

“And I don’t know about you but I can think of a few things I wouldn’t mind doing to you in there.” Leslie made sure to add before pecking your lips chastely. “So I’ll be in there if you care to join.”

With a wide smile she popped off the bed, disappearing into the bathroom only seconds later. In an even shorter amount of time you were up and on her tail. “Now when you say that, you mean…” you trailed off, eyes on the back of her head. 

She hummed faintly, turning the water to the shower on. “Well I could mean a couple things,” The girl turned, facing you as she pulled her shirt off. No matter how many times you saw her bare chested it still made your heart race and a deep blush to cover your cheeks. 

“I-“

“God you’re adorable,” Leslie kicked off her pajama pants, holding her hands out. “Cmon, we’re working on borrowed time right now.” She grabbed your hand and pulled you closer, holding onto the bottom of your own tshirt as she did. 

As you looked at her she grinned, “Hope you don’t mind a bit of a shaky leg for a while though,” Leslie joked, tugging your clothes off and hopping into the shower, definitely making true to her comment. 

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Let Your Tears Fall

A/N: This is set right after the Chicago PD crossover episode where they catch the arsonist that killed Shay.

He knew he would find her here.

He stood back for a minute just watching her looking out at the water, the wind softly blowing through her hair. He knew that when she had disappeared from Molly’s, this is where she would be, Shay’s bridge.

They had all been at Molly’s, celebrating the fact that Gish, or whatever the hell his name was, would never be able to hurt anyone ever again. Everyone was drinking, laughing and enjoying the fact that this part of the nightmare was finally over. But he could tell that Gabby was putting up a brave front, insisting that she was fine when it was clear that she was still shaken up by everything that went down.

He walked up behind her and gently put his hand on her shoulder. She startled at his touch but visibly relaxed and let out a shaky breath when she realized it was him.

“What are you doing here Kelly?”

“I just wanted to make sure you were okay.”

“I’m fi...”

“Don’t bother with the whole ‘I’m fine’ bit because I know you’re not. I can see it in your eyes.”

She looked away and shook her head. “Okay, so maybe I’m not fine.”

They stood in silence for a little while as he waited for her to continue.

“I can’t stop seeing his face you know”, she started softly. “Hearing his voice saying how he wanted to watch me burn, smelling the gasoline…” she shuddered at the thought of how close she had come to being just another one of his victims.

Kelly’s jaw tightened at the thought of what that maniac had done. “He’s gone Gabby. Straight back to hell where he belongs.” He pulled her into a soft hug trying to reassure her the best way he knew how.

She pulled away after a few moments and turned back to look at the water.

“I really thought that once we got Gish, that everything would be okay.” She looked back at him with tears shining in her eyes. “But I don’t feel any better. I mean I’m glad that Megan found some peace and everyone else is relieved and happy, but Shay’s still gone, and it still hurts, and I don’t know what to do.” A tear escaped her eye and she quickly wiped it away, unwilling to let him see her being this vulnerable.

He took her hand in his and gave it a small squeeze. She looked up at him and could see the same pain she felt reflected in his eyes.

“You know some days I wonder if the ache will ever go away.” He sighed, saying out loud what had been gnawing at him for months. 

Shay was his best friend, the one he could always count on, the one who was always there when he needed her. Except now she wasn’t, and she never would be.

“Do you have any idea how many times I grab my phone to call or text her every day?” he continued. “Then I realize that she’s not here anymore and it’s a gut punch every time.” His words are strangled, and she can see the tears swimming in his eyes.

She put her arm around him, gently running her hand up and down his back, offering him the comfort they both needed. She rested her head against his shoulder and let the tears she’d been holding back for so long flow freely. She didn’t need to keep her guard up anymore. Not with him. He was probably one of the only people in the world right now who understood exactly what she was feeling. Shay was such an important part of both their lives and without her, it felt like they were floundering.

“So, what do we do now?” she asked with a little sniffle as she started wiping her tears away.

He pulled her in closer and placed a gentle kiss on the top of her head. “We do exactly what you said at Shay’s ceremony.  We do everything we can to make Shay proud every time we go out. We lean on each other and maybe one day it won’t hurt so much anymore.”

She nodded slowly in agreement. She shivered slightly as the wind started to pick up around them.

“Come on. It’s getting cold. We should probably head home.”

“Not yet. I want to stay here just a little longer.”

He wrapped his arms around her a little tighter, “we can stay as long as you need.”

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LESLIE SHAY in Chicago Fire | 2x22 One More Shot

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✨Masterlist✨

All my fanfics combined for you to read at 1 am when your insomnia kicks in. (You're welcome!)

✨ are new ones!!

Also : about my blog!! (read before you follow)

Halstead!sister

Tik tok : Jay is called to lily's school because she got in trouble. And ends up at med and them being the best brothers. (Halstead sister)

Cut the phone! : Jay and lily get into a fight. (Halstead sister)

Baby drabble. : A new baby sister. (Halstead brothers)

Random scenario that popped into my head : (halstead sister)Tw : mention of drug use.

Beautiful? : Jay and Will learn about your eating disorder that you've been hiding and comfort you. (Halstead sister)✨

Right in front of you : Jay and Will find out that you cheated on a test, unknown of what's really going on. (Halstead sister)✨

We're gonna be okay : Your brothers are by your side when you are dealing with your mothers death. (Halstead sister) ✨

No matter what : Your brothers comfort you when you have nightmares. ✨

Just friends : you and will have to convince Jay that him and hailey are more than friends. ✨

White walls : you're lost in your own life, but hey what are brothers here for? ✨

Lily halstead - moodboard ✨

Lily halstead - drabble ✨

Halstead brothers

Bets : Jay and kim are shot during a drug bust and are brought to med. (Chicago pd,med, halstead Brothers)

I'm good : Jay gets shot and wakes up to see his brother in a weary state.✨

Wedding jitters: Jay gets nervous just as he gets ready to marry hailey. (Halstead brothers)

Another day : Hailey and Will making fun of Jay.

Jay Halstead

Stars in the night - Jay comforts you and helps you cope with your grief. ✨

Stay awake - Pairing: Jay Halstead × Kim burgess ✨

Drabble - Jay coming back from the army and adjusting to civilian life ✨

A little lost - drabble (Jay Halstead × daughter) ✨

School - drabble (Jay Halstead × daughter) ✨

Will halstead

Just like old times series (incomplete) Will halstead × og character ✨:

Series masterlist

Summary : Will and Samarah studied in sudan together and later got an internship in New York. In the last few weeks of their internship, Will started drinking. Partying . They went back to sudan, Will supporting Samarah's dream to give back to her community. But the night they reached Sudan, she questioned Will on why he was acting weird. The next day he was gone.

moodboard 1 moodboard 2 moodboard 3 moodboard 4

Freckles : Will meets your 5 year old daughter (will halstead × reader) ✨

Kim burgess

Mother's day : Kim gets to celebrate her first Mother's day with her second child (Will halstead × Kim burgess) ✨

Makayla : Kim asks Will for help with makayla.

Hailey Upton

What matters : Hailey has been strong for too long and she wants everything to end.(Hailey's childhood)

Others

Stuff I think about at night : head canons of jay, Hailey, halstead sister etc.

Stevie hammer drabble

Chicago fire

On the wall : It's time for stella, to meet Leslie Shay. (Stellaride , Shay)

Icons and headers

Will halstead - lgbt+pink/drip pink headers

Adam ruzek - pink+suit

Halstead brothers - studyblr

Connor Rhodes - maroon/purple

Sarah Reese - blue pink and blue gradient

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Currently working on:

Someone asked a question about stuff I was working on and there is an insane amount but I thought I would give you guys some insight!

Also I have complete COVID brain so can not think creatively at the minute. 

So I have asks, oneshots and series fics scheduled in over the next few weeks already. I put out a weekly a coming up list so you guys can see what’s coming out that week.

Also this doesn’t mean I’m not looking at the asks at the moment. There are so many inspiring ones in there, I am just finding the time to work through them. 

ON TIME DELAY:

So items that are completed and ready to go but are on a time delay (which means they need the prior part/chapter to go out first before they can be placed scheduled.)

Antonio Dawson:

Secrets #2 - You give Voight a flashdrive with some sensitive material on. 

Brian Zvonecek:

Chasing Fires - Chapter 21 - Kat & Kenny’s talk does not go as planned.

Chasing Fires - Chapter 22 - Brian & Kenny get into it.

Joe Velasco:

High!Joe #3 - Joe confesses his feelings.

5+1 - In Sickness & Health - You take care of Joe when he’s sick.

Mike Durate:

Past Mistakes #4 - Mike goes to Benson with a proposition.

Past Mistakes #5 - Mike intends to fall on his sword but makes a surprise discovery.

Will Halstead: 

Muffled Screams #3 - You discuss your delusions with Doctor Charles.

SECOND DRAFT (Pieces that need just a little more work to be considered completed):

Mike Durate 

Past Mistakes #6 - An enemy reflects on what led to this moment.

Past Mistakes #7 - Mike and you discuss what really happened.

Why Ride A Sleigh? - You pay Mike a visit in his office.

Rodrigo Sanchez: 

Park Life - Rodrigo reveals why he left SWAT five years ago.

FIRST DRAFT AKA ROUGH DRAFTS - SO FUCKING MANY BUT HERE GOES!!!

Brian Zvonecek:

Good Boy - SUB!Brian

Jealousy - It’s rare that Brian gets posessive.

Red Lips and Rosy Cheeks -  Brian takes you ice skating.

The First Night I Saw You - Brian reflects on the first night he saw you.

Connor Rhodes:

Murder Tunnel (Working Title) - Connor and you come across something suspicious in the tunnels underneathe the hospital.

Horacio Carrillo:

Gunfire - Your time with Horacio turns violent.

Javier Pena:

Names - Javi loves it when you say his name.

Leslie Shay:

Teasing -  Leslie loves teasing you.

Mike Dodds:

Maroon -  Mike asks you to be careful with him after he’s shot.

Mike Durate:

Ballers - Mike gets bored during a charity event.

First Kiss - You and Mike share a kiss.

Wonderland - You and Mike and the backseat of his vintage Mustang.

4 Christmases Series - Part 3 & Part 4

The Entire Past Mistakes Series

Rodrigo Sanchez:

Not Seeing Other People -  Sanchez doesn’t want to see other people.

Will Halstead:  

Muffled Screams Part 4: The Red Door - Will walks into a nightmare.

... And then there’s the ideas phase but there are far too many of those to go into.

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Chapters: 19/? Fandom: Chicago Fire Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Sylvie Brett/Matthew Casey Characters: Sylvie Brett, Matthew Casey, Kelly Severide, Leslie Shay, Stella Kidd, Joe Cruz Additional Tags: Part of the good/right/real universe, One Shot Collection, Alternate Universe, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Established Relationship, Romance, Friendship/Love, Making Plans, Developing Relationship, True Love Series: Part 2 of the worthwhile fight Summary:

A one shot collection that is a continuation of the good/right/real universe. Now featuring a one shot set during 5x06:

It’s been a very odd shift so far. It started with his unusually good mood. He’s not sure where it came from. Last he’d talked to his best friend they’d disagreed professionally. He felt betrayed and dismissed — patronized even. He hadn’t been this pissed at Severide since Kidd’s Grant situation and he hoped he would never be that frustrated with him again. He was wrong.

But when he woke up that morning with Sylvie curled into his side, all his frustration with Severide temporarily melted away.

He has her support. He knows that without a doubt and his surprise is a couple or phone calls away from coming to fruition. How he’s managing to keep it a secret, he isn’t sure. For now, it seems not wanting to get her hopes up is motivation enough.

Between the unwavering nature of her belief in him and his feeling of accomplishment, his mood was lifted.

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