#lepotica

[citrine-elephant]

really bad chest dysphoria feels like this

[jupiterovprsten]

lepotica

[theonlyadawong]

[harperhydra]

Examine + Infection

C has been your constant companion since Tall Oaks. The Lepotica that came out of that cathedral did more then rake its claws into you, it left you with an invader thats decided to make itself at home in your veins… and your muscles, and your skin, and your lungs.

It’s a particularly bad day for it, today. You’ve got patches of eczema popping up all over, and you can feel your muscles aching. Must be responding to the bite wound you got in the field the other day.

It doesn’t come with a fever, it doesn’t come with a stuffy nose or cough. Gods you wish it did, though, because the truth is it comes with a full body itch, and its worse around the site of the injury. In wild cases, it straight up invades the epidermis and mutates like a teratoma.

Two times now you’ve had to have an eyeball cut out of your arm.

Two times now you’ve come face to face with the invader.

You’ve long since separated it from yourself, as much as it’s a part of you. It’s so much easier to blame the ants when something goes wrong than it is to blame yourself.

You don’t think you could possibly shed virus in this state, but you’re not about to risk that. Guess you’re begging Leon and Hunnigan to bring you take out for lunch and dinner…

[salc3]

Najvise volim one prirodne jednostavne djevojke,one sto nemaju namjestenu frizuru nego onako cupave kose sa lijepim ocima, usnama prirodnim pokretima setaju gradom...sto se glasno smiju...Te mi najlakse privuku paznju onako sigurne u sebe.Ta jednostavnost i skromnost ih cini posebnim u moru istih lepotica.

[quasi-possession]

Lepotica

[marija180468]

KADA SAM POCELA DA ZIVIM... ( IZ SASVIM MOG UGLA )

Zivot pocinje u 40-tim kaze jedna lepotica.

Zivot pocinje onda kada se otresemo iluzija i pocnemo istinski da ga zivimo! Kaze moj prijatelj.

Uvazila bih oba zapazanja.

Gledano iz mog ugla reci cu kada je zivot poceo za mene...

KAD SAM SHVATILA DA ZIVOT POCINJE KADA SE OTRESEMO ILUZIJA

Istina. Nije lako otresti se iluzija jer ih gradimo od kako smo dospeli na ovaj svet. To je prilicno bolan process u kom istraju samo oni koji umeju da se nose sa realnoscu.

Istina. Dok sam sanjala, lebdela sam u nekakvom polusnu kroz zivot i neprestano se spoticala o te svoje iluzije sama sebi blokirajuci put ka sreci njima.

Kad te zivot tresne pa shvatis da ga mozes izgubiti za tren bas kao sto mozes izgubiti i sve sto imas...naucis da cenis svaki lep trenutak i da iste trenutke stvaras sam koliko god je to moguce. Dok sanjas vecito trazi jos I nezasit si. Kada se otreznis...shvatis da si ti taj koji sopstveni zivot kreira.

KADA SAM PRESTALA DA PRIMAM K SRCU ZLURADE KOMENTARE, DUSEBRIZNE SAVETE I NEBITNE LJUDE

Ovo moguce zvuci lako ali postoje ljudi koji su emotivni i ranjivi i koje pogadjaju price i opaske dokonih ljudi.

Samo cu ovo reci...AKO ZNAS KO SI, TAKVE TE STVARI NECE MOCI POVREDITI.AKO SI SIGURAN U SEBE SVAKA CE SE OPASKA OBITI O TVOJU DUSU I VRATITI ONOME KO JU JE UPUTIO.

KADA SAM NAUCILA DA KAZEM NE!

Koliko puta radimo ono sto ne zelimo zarad drugih ? Zapitamo li se rade li oni isto ili su tu samo kada je njima potrebno tako nesto?

Ne je ne. Ne znaci ne radim ono sto mi ne prija. Ne znaci postujem sebe pa ni po koju cenu ne radim ono sto mi je gnusno zarad ma koga.

KADA SAM PRESTALA DA ZAVARVAM SEBE DA SE SAMO DOBRO ZEZAM NA NETU I OTISLA NA JAVU

Jedno vreme, bese bas tesko vreme na privatnom polju zivota za mene Tada sam provodila na netu dosta vremena.Lagala sebe kako se divno zabavljam i kako mi je lepo. A onda sam shvatila koliko mi isti taj net oduzima ono vreme koje mogu da provedem sa dragim ljudima. I kako zabava ne moze biti zabava ako traje citav dan.A kako je zavaravanje na netu veoma opasna stvar.

Tada sam otisla na javu.

I ponovo videla boje zivota.Na net svratim da nesto napisem, procitam i iskljucivo komuniciram koliko je to moguce sa ljudima koji su mi dragi.

KADA SAM POCELA DA CINIM SEBI MALE TRENUTKE SRECE

Spakovacu se. Otici u Italiju. Zvati onog od pre da se vidimo, onako neobavezno. Otici cu sa posla ranije i kupiti haljinu koju najvise volim. Buditi se pre svih da udahnem jutro novog dana. Onako. Tek za sebe i samo za sebe. Zato sto ja tako zelim. Zato sto mi tako odgovara.

KAD SAM SE OTRESLA SVIH FORMI I NAUCILA DA UZIVAM

Nije lako to za jednu zenu niti malo. Jer je vaspitavana da postuje forme. Forme su kalupi u koje nas stavljaju. Van njih smo cudaci sa druge planete. Ili budi rob ili budi na slobodi. Sloboda kosta, tek da znate iako je neprocenjiva!

Zivela sloboda izbora!

A kako ce ko da me gleda nije me iskreno briga.

OD KAKO SAM DOBILA DEVOJCICU

Kada se ona rodila shvatila sam da nista pre nje nije imalo smisla. Ona mi je udahnula zivot i nacrtala osmeh na lice.

Tek kada postanes roditelj dobijas tu crtu saosecanja, odgovornosti i zrelosti. Do tada mislis da se citav svet vrti oko tebe a zaprvo se ti sam vrtis neprestano u mestu.

I za kraj...

POCELA SAM DA ZIVIM ONDA KADA SAM POCELA DA RADIM I ZARADJUJEM!

Od trucanja i mlacenja prazne slame nemamo ama bas nista. Od objasnjavanja, upadanja u rasprave ili zivljenja tudjih zivota takodje!

Od preteranog analiziranja nekoga, necega, zivota takodje!

Od laganja sebe kako se dobro zabavljamo dok nam zivot tone takodje.

Sve nabrojano je odlika ljudi koji imaju previse slobodnog vremena.

A kada ga gotovo i nemate jer se trudite da stvarate?

Kada vam radni dan pocinje u 5 a zavrsava se u 11 navece sa kratkim pauzama, crpite energiju ka stvaranju necega. Kanalisete je u pravi smer I postajete zadovoljni.

Shvatete da je za odmor tela potreban samo jedan dan a dok ste dokoni za odmor duse je zaista potrebno mnogo vremena.

Dok radis , mislis na one lepe momente koje ces da priusti sebi i dragim ti osobama i osecas se korisno.

Dok radis zivis!

Rad je stvorio coveka, dokonost ga unistava.

Maja

[mile7kofol]

Lepi dani, nasmejani

za tebe, za mene skice

druge duge ulice, srce skitnice

zgazeno nehotice ja znam da znas

Jer u svim snovima ti vrtim

sve te prazne reci praznim danima

nestajes i prica odavno nije fer

lepotica i zver, suvise razno sve je prazno

Prazno je zarazno, neprolazno

vracam se njima, zar mislis

da se stvarno ponosim time

u mojoj glavi posle svega

Sve one nemaju cak ni ime

samo te oci posecene vetrom

koje sjaje bas kao i moje

znam da znas

Al' ne vidis i ne cujes

i ne znas ko je

male stvari se broje

i dok porazi se roje

Plasim se da priznam

da postojis, rane gnoje

i da mi falis

fale mi dodiri, fale mi reci

Fali mi osmeh, fali mi lice

fale mi lazi, fale sitnice, dosta krivice

ptice selice nestaju ja ostajem

i svi ti pogledi me plase

Prokleti srecni zagrljeni ljudi

sve te uloge su bile nase

samo moje i tvoje a gde smo sad

gledaj u mene, nema mene

Samo sene uspomene, samo tragovi

koliko dobijes, toliko das, ti nisi smela

znam da znas, znam da znas, znam da znas

[citrine-elephant]

might have a problem cuz i can't stop watching this

[divjepvc]

lepotica v vinilnih hlačah

[lookerweekly]

Savremena cirkuska predstava „Lepotica sa hiljadu lica” gostuje u Bitef teatru 25. novembra, sa početkom u 20 časova. Tim čine dve Mađarice, jedna plesačica iz Španije i jedna iz Britanije.

| LookerWeekly

https://lookerweekly.com/predstave/savremena-cirkuska-predstava-lepotica-sa-hiljadu-lica/

[zanimljivaekonomija]

Tradicionalni “Dani ludaje” u Kikindi od 14. do 17. septembra

Ovogodišnja 38. po redu manifestacija „Dani ludaje” održaće se od 14. do 17. septembra u Kikindi - najavljeno je danas na konferenciji za novinare u Turističkoj organizaciji Srbije.

Manifestacija je neraskidivi deo tradicije i prepoznatljiv simbol Grada Kikinde. “Od skromne gradske priredbe, vremenom je stvorena manifestacija koja promoviše sve turističke, ali i privredne i kulturne potencijale Grada Kikinde, kao i vrednosti severnobanatske sredine ne samo u našoj zemlji, nego i u inostranstvu. Manifestaciju svake godine poseti više desetina hiljada gostiju iz zemlje i inostranstva”, rekao je Mladen Bogdan, predsednik Skupštine Grada Kikinde. On je istakao i da se turizam u Kikindi sve više razvija, da se broj noćenja godišnje povećava za 15 procenata, što je pogotovo veliki uspeh za sredinu koja nema ni more, ni reku.

Tokom četiri dana predstojeće manifestacije ponudiće se, kao i prethodnih godina, mnoštvo sadržaja i događanja: Banatski fruštuk gde mogu da se probaju specijaliteti tog kraja, Gostinska soba gde  kulturno-umetnička društva prikazuju svoj program, a maskirani predškolci naprave pravu atrakciju kada njih oko 500 prodefiluje gradom obučeni u kostime plodova jeseni i nastave druženje na Kinderbalu. Neizostavni su i večernji koncerti velikih muzičkih zvezda koji upotpunjuju program manifestacije i dodatno doprinose njenoj prepoznatljivosti. Ove godine nastupiće Stefan Milenković, YU grupa, dr Nele Karajlić, Milica Pavlović i Saša Matić.

Ono što čini srž manifestacije jeste merenje najteže i najduže ludaje. Najteža izmerena lepotica na „37. Danima ludaje“ imala je težinu od 716,5 kg - proizveo ju je Tibor Kokai iz Mađarske , a najdužu 259 cm dugačku, proizveo je Dušan Jankov iz Čuruga.

Posle konferencije za novinare mališani iz Kikinde, tamburaši i promoteri su prošetali Knez Mihailovom ulicom i, uz pesmu i posluženje čuvene pite od bundeve, pozvali Beograđane da posete “Dane ludaje” od 14. do 17. septembra.

Foto: Momčilo Karan

[harperhydra]

Above Palm Springs, Florida. November, 2024.

A seemingly normal week was abruptly thrown into chaos with the sudden presence of C-virus in Palm Springs. She was far more excited about this then she should have been, but a domestic incident that she could actually do something about- Her actual line of work- had her chomping at the bit to get her boots on the ground.

She's shocked the old combat vest she wore still fit her, honestly, but wearing a full combat kit for the first time in 11 years brought a familiar weight with it.

Leon at her side, on a plane, brought a wave of deja vu with it... She's quietly eyeing the door to the cockpit, praying to whatever god that was listening that a Lepotica wasn't about to come charging through it.

Their communicators beep several times, Hunnigan coming on screen and Briefing them on their mission- They'll be landing in moments, and then its off to the coast to examine the remains of this Yacht.

The connection to Derek has her growling, though, staring at the files and documents Hunnigan sent along with her explanation.

Ada was involved, too... Why does her name keep popping up everywhere? It's like everything she does, she has to come clean it up eventually.

Regardless, she turns to Leon as the calls ended, giving a faint huff.

"This feels really familiar... You ready?"

@realdeadeye

[rescuefield-arch1]

ngl the idea of claire chasing a fucking lepotica all around tall oaks in pantsuit and heels because she was absolutely not there expecting to fight genuinely sends me ,,,

[rescuefield-a]

response is met with a firm nod, not really expecting good news anyway since her brain has already decided that everything is hopeless, more so now that they were so close to make an actual change. a part of her wants to break down - so many years of efforts wasted in less than a day, with nobody to blame but a figure she can't name yet; the missing piece of her puzzle disappeared along with any proof of their guilt. as her gaze settles on the other woman, claire can't help but feel bad for that hope that still seem to shine bright in her eyes. it reminds of her own, so many years ago now.

"i'm not sure they're being searched at all to be honest." she comments once she's back on her feet, silently wishing she had opted for some more comfortable clothing instead - shame on her for thinking things would go smoothly and this could have been a day to celebrate, when she should know death is always around the corner. "they're from the DSO, special rules should apply and all that." voice trails as hand gestures vaguely while other rests on hip, now would be a good time to get a hold of hunnigan, if anything to find out on what extent this outbreak is ruining their day. right on cue the radio attached to her pantsuit blips, eventually announcing the discovery of at least two lepoticas roaming around the city.

"well, fuck me i guess." sarcasm is hard to hide when the situation keeps getting worse, still, claire offers jude a quick smile, as if silently asking whether or not she's in for a little hunt. "we'll try to reach my friends later, let's what we can do to get these guys out of the way first."

    avoidance is in her nature & meager attempts at humor have always been the easiest defense.  lately, her quips have fallen flat more often than not.  jude isn't sure if it says more about her line delivery or the eroding toll that the fall of tall oaks has taken on her colleagues.  she'd never admit it, but she feels it, too.  she has for a while now.  the question feels almost rhetorical, even if it shouldn't be.  there are a lot of things that shouldn't be these days.  " no one . . . "  . . . no one alive, no one who hasn't been twisted by this newly bred disease of greed.  the conclusion doesn't need to be said.  they both know.

    the mention of her friends is what truly sobers jude.  enough so for her breath to catch & her gaze to dart elsewhere.  it dredges up memories of a rotting countryside, of combing a dead forest for the proverbial needle in the haystack.  four in fact.  four needles that she'd found broken & crushed.  her throat burns.  if there are comforting words that exist for these situations, she's never been able to locate them.  not any that don't feel hollow & artificial, anyway.  so jude opts for a light touch on her shoulder.  she decides then, that this won't be a spiritual successor to spain, not if she has a choice in the matter.  " do you have any idea where they might be ?  any lead at all ? "  it feels like an act of rebellion against the powers that be to choose to fight back against grim fate.  jude can't save her friends.  but maybe they can save claire's.  " we don't have to wait on someone else to find them. "

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