#kinda hate the ending but its whatever
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Thinking of Eddie, who is terrified of the ocean, bt despite his fear, he still accompanies Billy to the beach, just never goes in. Over time, they get a little further, closer to the water, until he's standing right at the shore, water lapping at his ankles.
One day, when they're both chilling in their towels; Billy tanning, Eddie lathered in sunscreen and reading a book. And then Eddie just gets up, starts walking towards the water. Billy doesn't get a chance to ask him what he's doing and wants to go after him, but something is telling him to stay put.
Eddie walks up to the shore and then keeps walking until the water is up to his hips. He stands there, hands on the surface.
Billy takes the Polaroid camera that Eddie keeps in his bag at all times and takes a picture. To any outsider it's just another photo of the beach, but considering the fact that the first time they came out here Eddie didn't want to go in, and Billy, thinking he was just being stubborn picked him up and took him in anyway. Billy had never seen Eddie cry that hard and hasn't since.
But here Eddie is now, just standing there.
After a few minutes, Eddie comes running back. The second his ass meets the towel again, Billy asks if he's okay.
Eddie wordlessly takes Billy's hand in his and holds it to his chest, his heart pounding rapidly, but he's smiling so brightly.
"Why?"
Eddie shrugs and picks his book back up, as if it means nothing, as if he's done it many times before. "For you."
For him...
Later, Billy folds up the Polaroid and stuffs it in his wallet. He never leaves the house without it, looks at when he gets angry, starts to doubt, starts thinking that Eddie may just be better off without him. Eddie did that, faced might just be he greatest fear, not for himself but for him, for Billy.
#eddie munson#billy hargrove#mungrove#bat writes#eddie thalassophobia is something so personal to me#i dont have it but its peronal#fun fact: this one time i was talking to someone and mentioned this hc#at the same time i was playing mungrove in the sims#and sim eddie got the thalassophobia fear#it was pretty funny#think i got a screenshot somewhere#might share it#is this something? idk#im tired and cant stop thinking about it#kinda hate the ending but its whatever
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#my art#crunchchute art#postal#postal brain damaged#drawing: 5 minutes. picking the colors and overlays: 500 hours#the pose is awkward no hes not holding his ass i wanted to use his hand as a censor for his bawls#ended up hating this cause i cant color for my life today but posting it whatever#also weird anatomy again cause i wanted to chibify them again but then kept lenghtening their arms and everything but it kinda fits with th#3d models i guess so its ok#the other dude#postal dude
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silent conversations and catching up after many years
original version with the wrong arms under the cut
#idk man dont ask me what this is#its been a day i wanted to do something comforting kinda but i ended up hating and drawing it was super frustrating#and i forgot their arms so this is mirror of the original version and its ugly kinda#i hate narutos face sorry baby#but whatever#the idea and part of doing it was still cathartic so im posting it#naruto#fanart#my art#narusasu#sasunaru#sasuke#sasuke uchiha#naruto uzumaki#cw sh implied#trans sasuke
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i just think
#excuse me. sorry. mommy? sorry. mommy- sorry. mo-#veilguard spoilers#look.#did i beat mythal into the ground? mayhaps. absolutely.#do i also find her hot? yes.#let a woman be evil#god i hate her. i love her.#''she was the best of them'' the bar was in the fuckin ground solas????#i wasnt gonna go into my opinion on her but here we go#i hate this woman. i love this woman. she's manipulative. she's not sorry about anything at all. redeeming quality Where?#some kinda spirit turns into a woman and starts a thing w elgarnan and peer pressures a spirit of wisdom to take a body against its will#hatches lyrium dagger rendering titans tranquil plan to end the earthquakes bc she and her ppl where fucking??? stealing their blood????#but again convinces wisdom spirit to do it/work out the details she just does the actual ritual everyone goes yay mythal!#gets murdered by her husband/other???children/siblings? whatever the fuck they are to each other#yada yada fast forward like 7k years#she's a swamp witch now talking in riddles and laughing at inappropriate times fdksjfksdla#and traumatizing young daughters she continues to give to birth to#and turns into a dragon like. literally. every. game. this bitch cannot stop turning into a dragon. it's her favorite thing to do#godforbid a woman have hobbies anyway#so then she's slowly amassing power and hinting at a RECKONING REVENGE bc she was BETRAYED and she knows solas is gonna pull some shit#but then she just lets him kill her/take her glowy blue essence and there's no reckoning#no revenge#she appears to her latest daughter as a ghost and bestows 1 last curse upon her:#secondhand embarrassment for realizing she shemsplained to the dreadwolf himself#for some reason she materializes from the statue and goes ''sorry you felt that way solas'' and vanishes again#hilar. iconic. go girl give us nothing.#i love her i hate her that's how it is.
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HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! here's some of my fave/most popular art I did in 2024 <3
#shroomer talks !#the last one is blurred because its spoilers#i wanted to finish it so badly before the end of the year but alas... i have a job#hopefully will be able to finish it tomorrow or the day after#anyways!! what a good run this year has been!!#its so funny most of these pieces were done in the last few months lol i did not like any of my drawings or even had any finished pre-augus#and then boom. south park happened.#and suddenly i was rejuvenated. like a fish in water#if ill be honest with you guys ive had some of the worst art block for last few years/been so incredibly unsatisfied with my art#and its only been since august where ive finally started becoming a bit more ok with the work ive produced#i dont necessarily think ive made anything that could be a magnum opus or whatever. i dont even think i can really go:#“yea. i did that. hell yea. this is amazing”#its more like a “yea. im starting to see growth. im going somewhere. i think.”#but thats way better than what it was before where i just straight up hated my art lol#i still kinda do hate it though but its starting to be less#or at the very least its in a more positive direction where im thinking “ok i hate it but im gonna try and learn from this”#anyways thanks all of you for sticking around with little old me <3#MORE SOUTH PARK CONTENT TO COME IN 2025!!#youre not getting rid of me that easily#south park#splatoon
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when people say they hate any of the mob psycho girls i get sad because thats like. half of the female cast. thats just way too much percentage of girl hate
#saw emi hater on tiktok. how do you even hate her what did she DO#i mean i understand just hating a character for no reason but they went out of their way to… ANNOUNCE that they thought having her—#as a fav baffled them. or something#ITS BEEN A SECOND SINCE IVE SEEN THE POST AND IT JUST PUT ME OFF SO BAD#and in the comments they were like ‘mezato was my other choice [nerd]’#and i mean i can KINDA see why Mezato can be unlikeable?? like shes kinda pushy and may not respect boundaries well but like#Mogami tortured a little boy. and yet EMI being someone’s favorite character is a laughable offense. OKAY#no offense to them. im not being a hater the post just gave me the strangest most off-putting aura#AND IM NOT SAYING ANY OF THE GIRLS HAVE TO BE YOUR FAVORITE#obviously#but like…… why are you clowning on people having Emi as a fav and saying you hate her…#i know its just a joke [nerd] yeah whatever. TOICHIRO BEAT UP HIS OWN SON#i dont think im being soft or anything tbh#people when TEENAGE GIRL… dear god…#i like emi….. i so get her… everyone’s a hater#mob psycho 100#mp100#ok end post. stupid
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The face of your own stability Suddenly look away Leaving you with the dead and hopeless?
#i think this ended up looking like ass so sorry guys !!!!!!!!#not a banger im afraid#i was testing out a new brush pack i got and tbh kinda started to hate it halfway through but i was already almost finished so i was like#euugh ill stick w it#curly#mouthwashing#also happy halloween!!!#i also kinda freehanded the anatomy so now that im looking at it im that. ouhh.. thats wrong..#but its... its whatever..#captain curly#gore#// gore#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#// spoilers(?)#happy halloweenguys i LOVE HALLOWEEN !!!!#mouthwashing art#mouthwashing fanart
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I wish to see more of Donald’s resentment and sense of hate after finding about the truth of his cybernetic body.
The idea of having lost his sense of self, the existential dread, the loss of autonomy and the right to die being nulled. I can imagine that when given the time, he contemplates on it and that horror, that resentment, that dread— all of it can concoct into an unspeakable anger. Rage maybe.
Anger for the fact that they did this to him. Anger for the fact that he can’t simply just die until they find no use for him anymore, and god knows whenever that’s gonna happen. Anger that he doesn’t even have the right to die, to rest in peace. That he will only live to be a tool and weapon for a nameless amount of time, to serve the government. To serve Cecil.
And I can imagine that though it’s not addressed between the two of them, Donald holds that against Cecil. Sure, the director of the GDA isn’t the only one to blame for what’s been done to Donald. And Donald knows he can’t do so much as resign or turn back or leave — even if he tried so hard to do so. It’s not like he can go against the gov’t as a whole, that’s just a fruitless fool’s play anyway. But that doesn’t erase the fact that he will continue to feel that resentment stir inside his sturdy, clanking chest. Nor does it evade the feeling of something worse cradled in his guts.
So, who else can he hold that feeling towards other than Cecil himself? The blame has to go to someone anyways. Even though it shouldn’t, and even though it’s childish at best.
And while it’s intrusive and unspeakable to think about, sometimes Donald wonders what it would be like to cave his metal fish into Cecil’s skull.
#basically what im saying is. I think Donald deserves to go apeshit for the kinda crap he has to deal with#I also think this can be perfect potential for donald/cecil to be a little more fucked up than what it already is#Cuz lets be real. i feel like its possible that donald may just feel a hint of a grudge against cecil. at least a little#bonus if Donald and Cecil begin some sort of weird boss/employee-hate-admiration-love relationship going on#Donald hates Cecil but he’s loyal to him to the end but also he deserves to beat his skull into the curb but he’ll whatever he can to ease-#-the man down and ground him#BUT ALSO—#invincible#donald ferguson#invincible donald#cecil invincible#invincible cecil#cecil stedman#invincible show#invincible comic#donald x cecil#cecil x donald#decil
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everyone hates crunch and everyone wants the new dragon age to have 4x the scope with 8x the quantum content
#I'm sorry this isn't fair. I know we lost half a decade to two reboots making cool concept art ideas too unfeasible to consider#it is more than fair to mourn it. it's just so entropic. trying to keep containing the unraveling worldstate of thedas over and over again#such a uniquely weird predicament. I think I am starting to feel antagonistic to this type of storytelling#like not fully but to a certain degree I can sense its catastrophic toxicity in the long run#but then again I am the stories-matter-over-lore guy so maybe I am simply blind to the value of it all#this ties back into my musing yesterday about authored vignettes being defanged by player choice even without this context#so like I am starting to lose the plot here for why do this at all. they either have to bethesda it now#and start telling local stories or whatever#or keep banging their heads against this geometrically progressing wall while losing larger and larger sizes of their audience#like with the mass effect trilogy it's kinda like. a double funnel. gets wider then narrows back down by the end#cause it's a finite context those quantum states serve and exist in. but then you want to tell more stories in that universe#and the lorebrained gymnastics inevitably kick in. and like what is this all for#I think I'm growing away from this a little haha I hate that realization lmao
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i love stanford pines can we please get an amen in the chat
#stanford pines#ford pines#gravity falls#made this post because im seeing some hate for the man on the tl#like YES his ego is big#but so is his dick#I MEAN#okay YES his ego is big but like i think thats a cool flaw yknow#like the icarus parallels really do make sense#HE FLEW TOO CLOSE TO THE SUN AND BURNED HIMSELF#AND DESTROYED EVERYONE ELSE AROUND HIM IN DOING SO#AND IN THE END HE FINALLY LEARNS TO ACCEPT THE LOVE FROM OTHERS#like okay stan’s arc whatever I LOVE HIM TOO#but like come on#im ford pines’ biggest supporter#also and i said this on twt but oh my god can people stop saying he doesnt deserve fidd#like yeah maybe in the sense that fidd always gives and he always takes and whatever#but its not like ford doesnt care about him at all#like he DOES hes just blinded by the golden light of success#again smth smth too close to the sun#arghhh the icarus thing is making me insane#also do you guys kinda realise how opposite the stan twins are#one hits rock bottom#the other shoots for the stars#theres only one direction for either of them to go
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Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.
Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.
#my characters#waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit#deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee#and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name#deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c#man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while#he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair#ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so#its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons#but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me#and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not#fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew#and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable#while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts#and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed#so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en#so you know maybe its that idk#and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now#and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it#and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad#that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal#and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it#the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer#anyway story time in the tags again#im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note#its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him#he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times#and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea#and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you
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Fernando S2E1 - "You'd Better Hope I Don't Win"
#i hate the title of this ep!!! it makes sense in the context but at the same time YES I DO HOPE YOU WIN BABYGIRL!!!!#hes so cunty in these gifs.....like the first one on the left with him rolling his eyes#he looks good in blue tbh!!!#but this ep mostly hurt me hahaha#like sir please i cannot see you fail with mclaren again#but its all fine bcs i live in the current time where he has 7 podiums so alles gut in the end :D#ALSO WHY CANT THAT BE ME IN THE LAST GIF!!! I JUST KNOW FOR A FACT HE GIVES GOOD HUGS#ahhh it sucks this season is during the covid era. i feel like its mostly gonna be domestic lockdown era stuff and then getting back into f#i love s1 bcs he just does so much in it and achieves so much#i feel like this one is kinda just the prequel to whatever his appearances are in dts s3 and s4 ksjflsd#as always: sir pls i would so much rather see your docu cover the events of f1 rather than dts#fernando alonso#fernando(show)#fernando s2e1#fa14#formula 1#formula one#f1#we do a little bit of f1
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I think Peggy and Daniel are really cute together I just can't hardcore ship them bc all that energy is stored in steggy. I'd be happy if they said Daniel was Peggy's husband in the main timeline. But it's so wild to me that Daniel ended up with Daisy. And I LIKE it?? Like. If you had told me in 2016 when I started watching marvel.... when I had just discovered my love for Peggy Carter and Daisy Johnson.... when I was watching AC and AoS for the first time..... that AoS would end with Daisy Johnson in an endgame canon committed relationship with Daniel Sousa (introduced in the last season which was shorter than usual already so there was not much time to develop it) ?????? And that I would Love it????? That is the fakest sounding thing they could've done and they pulled it off and I still think about how wild it is daily
#oh and its not like i just went along with whatever they said !!#ive had many critiques of aos and i was veryyyyy worried about the last season#i actually. kinda hated a lot of it as it was airing until we got to the end#bc of the time travel misunderstanding. and i dont like how they disrespected peggy but that's another conversation#but i was fully ready to hate it i was soooo critical of every second of it#and then???? they made me love it?????? they pulled a crack ship out of nowhere and said You Will Ship It#and i was like YEAH I WILL!!!!!!!#daniel sousa#daisy johnson#peggy carter#agent carter#agents of shield#aos#peggysous#dousy#marvel
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I think I finally understand weaving in ends … all it took was 1 video and me actually trying to understand it. Wow. Who would’ve thought
#NOW its stocking stitch so its pretty simple#BUT. I think I’m getting it and SO FAR its going well#ive knit like 7 things and I’m only getting it now thats kinda embarrassing#I mean I always kinda got it but I also just did whatever and never took my time bc I hate doing it#now I need to understand it for crochet … I think thats a bit easier for me#BUT WHY do my ends ALWAYS POKE OUT#I try so hard and yet 😭#one day everything Ive ever made will unravel
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yeah sure that's how i'll [re]come out
#zymart#zymtalk#rant in the tags ->#okay listen to me this is really important and also i have a witness. this was not intentionally supposed to be posted on june 1st#the stars just aligned for this to be at its funniest. which means its also easier for me to dismiss LOL#i drew this like a week ago after trying to draw a whole like. 5 page comic about it and then stopping it mid-board#bc it was horrifying imagining being perceived that much. so i needed to make it into a joke instead and this was the funniest route#and then i was like 'UGH. UGH!!!! i can not be 20 and deal with this like im 13. if i dont post it by the end of the week#then [the witness to all my rants on this topic. shoutout to twig bc they got the most of it] can joke abt it as if i did anyway'#and now its the end of the week and i looked at the date and went 'oh my god didnt may just start what happened'#'WAIT ITS JUNE FIRST. GOD. THATS TOO FUNNY TO NOT SAY SOMETHING' and who am i if i dont prioritize the bit honestly#in all honesty. kinda hate it! not bc of internalized homophobia but actually bc of internalized arophobia that has somehow been emphasized#after having my brain shift from '1000% aromantic without a doubt no exceptions' to 'just arospec ig lol??'#but tragically as it turns out. you can not just try and self analyze yourself into speedrunning closure.#horrible news for the oscar zymstarz community frankly#SO i needed a way 2 justify shoving this off my plate and into the trash as fast as possible.#im impatient and cant acknowledge my own emotions. its a flaw im working on it#oh and for all the ppl who know the running gag abt 'my allegations' [i do not have any real allegations for anyone not in jems server]:#that was in fact just a running gag for like well over a year and a half. like that was just a long running bit COMPLETELY unrelated to thi#i only started having this weird sexuality shift or whatever not too long ago lol. like long enough to go through 4 of the 5 stages of grie#[evidently bc like. im posting this. i got close enough to 5 to throw in the towel ykwim]#but on 'oscar zymstarz emotional acknowledgement' time that is....... not long.#but yeah ig tldr like. still ace [thank god] just arospec [probably demiro? i hate trying to figure out my own labels] instead of Aro now#idk none of this is that deep but also like it kinda is unfortunately bc i have to actually talk abt it to be able to ignore it ykwim#but i did! we're done talking abt it now! and now i can act like i dont care and try to make jokes about it to speedrun the rest of it#anyway. Happy Pride everyone. Fukign kitty.#side message to jem. by no means does this mean im not still gonna bully you. its a sign of love but also it is you specific bullying 🫶#you are not safe#edit: this is karma for saying 'thank god'. might be demiace too. this is the worst month of my life /j
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something something iii devolving and crumbling as a season with the pacing and forced conflict etc. Could've been an interesting way to tie back to the fact this is the one season mephone is running All By Himself (from what we know anyway) and how its all just a failing desperate grasping attempt for him to feel in control of something for once even though its not working and he's accidentally hurting others by dragging them into it . but unfortunately it is just crumbling because it Kind of sucks
#meeple.txt#does this make sense. idk im having Thoughts#it would've been so interesting if there was like#shitty forced drama and conflict but its there Because mephone needs to keep the show running and keep up interest n ratings etc#and it just gets worse as the season gets closer to ending and hes getting more panicked and drastic as time passes#i know iii wasn't supposed to be serious at first but Well. gestures at whatever the hell theyre doing now#not tagging this in case its. taken as just iii hate#i mean it kinda is? idk i just think there was so much potential and many better ways to ease into more tension and serious tones
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