#kinda feeling sick tbh
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My hair is currently at the worst stage and I hate leaving the house because of it
#i look so stupid#really digging into my emo fuqboi roots#personal#lazy day#kinda feeling sick tbh#we have so much shit going on tho#dyed hair#light makeup#coffee#coffee time#maybe alt#alt mom#casual goth#iced coffee#snapchat filters#i may be cringe but i am free#avoiding responsibilities#i think I'm pretty#not really but we faking it till we make it#blackcraft cult clothing
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2024 Brazilian GP | x
#franco colapinto#autumn posts#I'm so conflicted about all the rumors!!#I want him to have a spot for 2025!! but rbr is kinda falling apart!! and we've seen how especially callous they can be 😢#I miss Daniel so much 🥺 I've been on my usual insta dives and everytime I see vcarb I still pause out of habit#still I agree with so many folks that its good he got away from rbr who never were going to give him the respect and opportunities!!#so I worry for Franco!!!#and poor Max gosh this FiA balogna and the car just not performing 🥲#tbh I've been hiding in like 2017 posts just soaking up content I missed from bygone days!#I spam my sideblog verstappen100 if anyone wants like mostly Daniel throwback yearning hehe 🙂↕��#idk the vibes feel off this GP especially so like...idk how to explain it!!#but anyways I think I'm just new and I'm sick irl so just kinda stewing in the feels#nothing some gifs can't fix 🙂↕️#and I have to work tomorrow 🥲 but then!!! freedom!!!#anyways just rambling...#I like to hide in the tags and the side blog but I know that#hiding how I feel is blocking me from making true connections in fandom!!#I worry I'll say something silly or something#but maybe I should be more brave instead of hiding#oh anyways!!!#if you're reading all this!! thank you! hehe nothing huge just feeling dumping before slumber 😴#I hope all is well!!#sending good energy out to Franco on such a hard weekend#and to Daniel hopefully chilling and dreaming up something excellent 💞#and to y'all!! have a good night morning and afternoon!! 🌙☀️☁️#going to add a few more photos before I go!!
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n*loth not being able to bag anyone over the (human term) age of 25-30 at most is the only logical and real conclusion to me because it can be just explained away as him wanting to prove and control everything and anyone (Cus he's a man!) but being stuck in that demographic because his unbearable and vile personality is a force that nobody can look past once they've outgrown the possible fear and idolization period of anyone but also n*loth in particular.
#text#i think even younger ones that possess the same nasty traits can be slammed back 'In their place' (in his mind) by him just bc his -#- abilities and power alone (alt. name the factors that make him 'Cool') that dumbs them down insanely in comparison#maybe by this i mean like; ild*ri. despite the animosity she could still feel very foolish and is conscious of her wuss-ness#if that makes sense#cause no matter the disrespect anyone might have for an older capable person the reality is still reality#tbh i just think he doesn't like to sweat it much and still aims for the younger ones bc it's easier than it would be for someone that's -#- 30+ years old#and once he's proven his point he doesn't find any merit in sticking with older ones cause their interests or anything they offer -#- don't matter to or interest Him personally#i think an older demographic is just more boring to him and he would rather spend his time being metaphorically sucked off for his greats -#- by someone that already finds themselves 'lesser' than him and always will for a long time#than someone that is defiant of that fact#basically the more power imbalance the better#in his mind there will always be one unless he certainly knows someone is his equal (or better than him) but he likes the add-on of an -#- age difference too#keeps it in a safe zone with less problems for him#sorry for spitting again my brain just started machine-gunning thoughts for no reason#also i said before that he's an innocence fan. might not be a total puritan but there's something there#it's kinda like him not wanting to be with a dusty ''OLD'' person that's seen a lot anyway#i'm like barely able to hold myself back from opening my mouth to mention t*lvas where i'm making a point about n*loth's brain where he -#- isn't even needed to prove it#but like#him voicing dislike of n*loth general nauseating character and actions but still sucking up to him while n*loth can probably feel -#- that dislike anyway is cute to me i like to view it as an object being thrown into the wall over and over#where n*loth is proving his own worth to other people by drilling their brains out with proof. not that he needs to#but he would like that to be perfected a 100%#and t*lvas is capable of being molded into that state ....... probably#silusvesuisuis you didnot just confess to wanting to see t*lvas be slammed into a wall you fucked up demented beast you're sick#actually can't believe i forgot to mention this but he's literally so immature idk what he has anything in common with actual mature people
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Stress naps are something else. Like, brain shuts down and says "Nuh-uh." and youre stuck drifting in and out of feverish slumber with beads of sweat piling on your neck and a racing heart and a screwed up face until your brain reaches some kind of stale mate and you can wake up again.
#feels kinda like zuko tbh from ATLA#stress#mental health#relaxation#nap time#sleepy#so eepy#sick#rip#tumblr#atla#avatar the last airbender#zuko#stress dreams#tumblr memes
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How is tumblr going to ban porn and then show me ads where two triceratops are straight up having sex
#frankly these mobile game ads have also gotten just kinda disgusting and i feel like there needs to be regulations on them#i don't mean the dino fuck one it's not graphic but like#all the ones about those app women getting abused are out of hand like i keep seeing one where a guy cuts off a his wifes boob???#or where a lady is lactating or pissing herself or shitting herself#or even ones that imply straight up sa. like.#i understand. it's because it's shocking and drives engagement and ppl to make YouTube videos going woooaa weird ads but.#like. i don't wanna talk too much about them bc i don't wanna feed into what makes it effective but i just feel like#there needs to be somekinda standards here. the same way you can't just show whatever on tv advertisements#bc malicious advertising is an issue and there SHOULD be limitations to make sure this doesn't happen#not just bc it's gross but because it's underhanded and also false advertising! that stuff is straight up not in the app lol#it's usually just candy crush w extra steps#tbh im surprised no one has capitalized on actually making a fucked up gross game like that since there's clearly an audience#but still. annoying. sick of seeing them
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Invincible’s first ep of season 2 was so good. I was really shocked to find out that in most dimensions Mark sides with Omni Man??? Like that’s crazy
#invincible#invincible season 2#mark grayson#invincible edit#edit#still kinda reeling#so excited for the rest of the season#this was such a sick start#I wonder how mark will feel knowing that there are other versions of him okay with taking over the planet#he’d probably feel sick tbh
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A totally random compilation
("Knockout" can mean an extremely attractive person for those who don't get it)
(Honestly, just pretend I uploaded the entire segment the following screencap is from):
(For context, in the segment where the screenshot below is from, Nickelwise is trying to scare Dot by using her vanity against her, claiming that "cuteness fades"):
(Like with The Cutening, pretend I uploaded this entire segment):
(She literally says "Alright Dot, kill her with cuteness" here):
(And this is a direct reference to the Animaniacs Sega Genesis game where she uses her cuteness/heart projectiles as an attack):
#animaniacs#animaniacs 2020#animaniacs reboot#dot warner#cute#compilation#ngl I made this cuz I'm kinda sick of hearing the criticism “they removed Dot's cuteness in the reboot” because like...no? they didn't?#it feels like one of those things that fans will regurgitate because they heard someone else say it and not because it's actually true#for a series that's less than half as long as the original show AND wanted to update her it's still referenced/utilised pretty regularly#I get that they focus on other aspects of her character more in the reboot#and changed her lyric in the theme song but some of y'all act like her cuteness is never so much as acknowledged#I'm not trying to tell people what to like when it comes to writing I'm just saying that specific criticism is literally just false#although tbh I do think that a lot of other claims about reboot!Dot are also...well...there's no nice way to say it - sh*t#BUT I ain't about to get into that here lol
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Siegfried reuniting w his daughters was such a rushed scene. With how finding her father was a big part of Kiana's motivation in the early chapters and how badly they left things off, I was expecting a more tearful reunion you know? Like "I'm sorry"s and "I missed you so much"s. Also with Bianka...like she just said some random ass poetic bullshit. If they hadn't told me she was his dauughter before I would NOT have understood it in that scene. Also them just brushing over the fact that the og Kiana is back?? Siegfried reuniting w his daughter who was lost and possibly dead after years and he's just like "yeah cool" like wtf??? The writers of Moon Arc when I catch you..
#the moon arc as a whole is pretty meh#it has cool moments but the story itself is ehhh#and the scientific philosophic mumbo jumbo is given so much screen time#that important moments like this are given just a few lines#kinda disappointing tbh#feels like they were sick of the story and wanted to just put a little bow on things#honkai impact 3rd#honkai 3rd#hi3rd#honkaiimpact3rd#kiana kaslana#bianka ataegina#durandal#siegfried kaslana
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Man if Marcy keeps ending up with like child protection services in all these fics over her parents being slightly distant then my parents should be in JAIL
#idk if I'm wording it correctly but this goes hand in hand with some posts I#I've made abt Marcy's parents not being super great but also not being like...#like i didn't imagine them as outright abusive or deserving of losing custody over her#and people kept reblogging them and tagging them as abuse?? 😭😭#like if THAT is abuse. then what the fuck what up at my house#c'mon! her parents growing to kinda hate her because they couldn't stand her personality and failing to fulfill her emotional needs#while still always making sure she always had her material needs met#and doing their best not to blow up at her#resulting in them always acting mildly annoyed towards her#is not *really* abuse. right? like that's just how pretty much every parent feels tbh#like i've never seen a parent who genuinely likes their kids. every parent i know is either sick of them or morbidly depressed#like wondering why the hell they chose this life for themselves#some parents are just better at being optimistic and focusing on the nice parts than others#but not all have the mental fortitude to smile through the disgust and resentment they feel all the time#which tbh is an inhumane thing to ask from a person. parents are humans too and there's only so much a person can repress#i'm convinced parents like the boonchuys only exist in fiction#i just imagine Marcy's parents as being average parents who just don't always have the patience a kid like Marcy needs#like over here my parents are breaking my assistive devices and spying on me while i'm in the bathroom and I never considered that abuse#i just used to drive them insaneeeee back in the day lol#just like with friends and couples. sometimes parents and their kids aren't meant for each other y'know? and maybe that's just Marcy's case#i do know that's my case#but strangers online are here crying abuse for less#so now i'm like. hehehehe. say what now#personal
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tonight i’m resting and keeping to myself bc i just need a minute, but tomorrow i think i’ll tinker with my rules and tidy up this blog overall. i’ve been thinking about a few things that have likely contributed to me feeling overwhelmed here, and i need to sit down and drop old drafts/asks, clean up my followers list, and set a lil boundary. hopefully after i do, i can get back to writing and bugging y’all at a normal pace 💜
#or a normal pace for me asdfg#i just kinda? felt sick at the idea of coming online tonight#and that feeling passed but it made me go “oh i need to really do something about this huh”#and it’s not anything serious i think it’s more so understanding the way i am and what makes me anxious or overwhelmed and accepting that#rather than forcing myself to try and work past those feelings bc i want to make things easier for others#or bc i feel bad for letting go of things i don’t have muse for anymore#anyway anyway! i’m gonna finish my silly lil scary movie and hopefully have an early night#tbh the lack of sleep probably didn’t help my feelings today either :’ )#please take care of yourselves and remember to take breaks 💜💜💜 mwah mwah!!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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i just need to ??? about a man
#today i had work coffee w [musician guy]#and we were v profesh/cordial to start#understandably it was awkward-- our first 1:1 convo#in like almost 3 years#and then we were talking about when i was so sick#and he said by the way sry about my dog he loved that died#and i kinda brushed it off like 'yea thank you'#and he got v teary and was like#'no i'm so sorry i'm really so sorry'#so here i am sipping my drink you know#and he's like 'i loved you so much. i was so scared. i'm sorry'#and i said 'it's okay [blond man]'#and i meant it???#and i recognize that this is the bare minimum#and that it took-- again-- almost 3 years#but he was actively hostile towards me for so long#that i feel like now at least we can exist in the same downtown#it was not a super personal convo! we don't need to ever have another super personal convo!#we don't even need to be friends!#but idk idk relief for me to be done with#i didn't even have to mention his wife having my face??#LONG DAY TBH!!!!!#tbd tbd tbd
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lmao I found a relic of my old joanna design with emo hair (that's how her grandkids got it) but it only exists in cat form
#+ tywin and bby jaime and cersei. idk which is which#very on brand for me#omg she has it on the same side as joffrey that means shes evil. so true#it feels so wrong for her to have golden hair like she's white blonde its canon. to me#i dont think ive ever posted my kitty tywin design. kinda proud of it tbh#thank god i didnt stick with it bc im getting kinda sick of the emo fringes ngl. but i cant give them up its my brand#the way i never even finished the thing i gave them emo hair for. and probably never will#ok actually joffrey is the only one whose emo fringe served a purpouse. i just gave it to tommen and myrcella bc i thot itd be cute if they#matched#what if i did the anime thing where the eyes show thru the hair 😭
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theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh
#taylor.txt#im miserable primarily for other reasons right now but i dont think i appreciated how much this just…wouldnt feel like anything#i think especially in my case as someone who so desperately needed ‘going away to college’ to get out of my childhood situation#and now for the past 5 years everything ive done has been for the purpose of getting my degree and finishing school#like im fine i guess i just kind of wish i could feel proud of myself or happy its over instead of like dreading the ceremony and feeling#like everything i have to do for grad is just one more thing i have to check off a list. getting my grad photos done felt nice but idk#it kind of feels like no one really cares which. idk why i would expect it to NOT feel that way. but yeah#tl;dr im around Kinda…need to finish stuff up but im over the really busy part of this all. kinda just coasting to the end here tbh#when this is over i’m gonna get to my request fics. prommy. wanted to do them over the long weekend but i was sick :(#anyway like to be clear im fine. people have been pointing out today i seem down and i think embarrassingly a collection of my students#noticed me crying on the bus today but thats life i guess you make do. im sad and thats ok. tbh
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probably not going to get to go to the prerelease but I want to put on the outfit I planned anyways and do my makeup but also it feels weird doing that while my mom is in the hospital but also it's not like there's anything I can do to help her
#the text i woke up to from my sibling abt calling 911 and her being in the hospital at like 3 am kinda felt like they were pissy at me bc#they were saying they called me a million times and yelled into my room and i didn't wake up but mother is really really sick#but tbh i don't feel guilty bc before i took my sleep meds at 1 am i literally asked her multiple times if she wanted me to call my older#brother or 911 so she could go to the er and she very firmly told me no. also tried to give her my nausea med and she said no to that#so i felt confident taking sleep meds and getting high af bc i was worried but also did literally everything in my power to help her#i had no way of knowing she would change her mind 2 hours after i went to sleep. and if i had been awake during that nothing would have been#different bc i can't drive either so like. idk man#i feel really bad for her but it's most likely just an attack of our rare genetic disease and she'll be totally fine in a couple days#im not happy but im not panicking#and there is literally nothing i can do to affect the situation in any way
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Quoting Andrew Tate in casual conversation should be the biggest red flag
#oh wow Matt keeps talking and making it worst no wonder he calls woman bitches 😵💫😵💫 weirdchamp#people on Twitter dot com defending him like OHh but he never said he was an Andrew state stan !!!!#girl if yo man’s can quote the guy casually on conversation he knows him well enough to do that get out of there !!!#where do they cast this people you are telling me Cort and Jag were the ONLY two men you could find? kinda sad tbh#bb25#big brother#catch Matt winning afp bc of the casuals edits where they hide the misogyny instead of America feeling sick
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Ngl I feel kinda cool 😌😂💀
#i was at a birthday party in a bar my classmates rented and a girl in my class who had specifically dressed in rave gear (w her friend whos#visiting) asked me and some other ppl to come to the club 🤣#i was wearing machine washable clothes (because i have prev bad experiences from german bars w smoking inside...) which in my case means#band shirt leather skirt combat boots and black tights#(of course they were all black ajdkkdlflfl)#but like it was just normal casual clothes i wasnt planning to go anywhere with them except the bday party#we were in line for an hour and i was worried they wouldnt let me in because 1) bare face (never wear makeup) 2) random band in shirt#but they did hehehehehe i am so cool#and tbh i was telling my friends in line that i'd rather be rejected for my own clothes than accepted in fake ones#but yeah lit 😌😌😌 certified cool#i went to bed at 7 am i am feeling vaguely loopy and sick even tho i dont even drink 🤣#it was so hot and stuffy and in the moment i didnt always like it but now i kinda want to go again sometime??????#random
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