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Respectfully asking proshippers to stop calling antis delusional🙏🙏
#im sick and tired of it tbh#like idk it kinda feels like calling someone “ocd” because they *like* to clean or have things organized or whatever.#uuuuuuegh idk man im sick of delusional being used as an insult ig because lemme tell ya#somethin somethin short ramble from a guy that's actually delusional and is sick of it being either an insult or a quirky lil “delulu” thing#op is a proshipper#proshipper safe#proshippers please interact#proud proshitter#proshippers are welcome#proship#im tired idk man i cant figure this one out just *grabs yiu by the shoulders and shakes you* please. please. im begging you
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not to fandom meta tweet twice in one night but i hope hakita releases treachery soon because SOME of you guys have lost sight on gabriel’s character almost completely like this is unreal. like i think you guys just completely forgot what made him appealing in the first place and just started making shit up on your own
i guess this is more of a symptom of fandom drought more than anything LMFAO… technically we havent gotten any new information or lore about gabriel since act 2 was released and that was years ago so i guess i shouldnt be surprised
anyways dont forget that gabriel killed the entire council with his own bare hands and cut the head off one of them as proof for the Entire Angel Population to see. and conversely the fact that he was regarded as one of the most popular and well beloved angels due to his radiant personality beforehand, his kindness towards the ferrymen, his genuine blind belief in justice and devotion to god
gabriel is the story protagonist of ultrakill
#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#idk its 2am im fucking tired#but im hoping SOME OF YOU#not pointing fingers but you know who you are#can really start approaching things from a new perspective#i dont really trust anyone in this fandom to characterise him properly anymore tbh#he contains multitudes#but you guys seem to be focused on only a few specific parts of his story#thats alright#i get it#but i think you would benefit from a wider pov as well#that said im sick of a lot of gabv1el art#i think it all being so romantic and fluffy is really misinterpreting the core story#not only just because i love the gore and violence of the gore and violence game#but also just.#i think some of you genuinely have media literacy issues#whatever good night
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Tunnel to Hogsmeade - Nov. 21 - word count: 451 - @wolfstarmicrofic
The tunnel to Hogsmeade was dim and damp, but it did little to dull the spirits of the four boys sneaking through it. James Potter was leading the way.
“Honeydukes first, obviously. Then Zonko’s,” he said, turning back to look at the others. “And if we’re quick, maybe we can-”
“Get caught because you’re too loud?” Peter Pettigrew interrupted, rolling his eyes as he stepped over a loose stone. “Honestly, Prongs, do you want Filch to hear us?”
“Relax, Wormtail,” James shot back. “You’re just bitter because you tripped the last time we came through here.”
“That was one time,” the shorter boy retorted. “And I only tripped because you were too busy monologuing about Quidditch to hold your wand properly.”
“I wasn’t monologuing,” the deer animagus argued.
“You were,” Sirius Black said. “Wormtail’s got a point.”
“Thank you, Padfoot. Glad someone appreciates my brilliance.”
“Don’t let it go to your head.”
Remus, walking quietly next to Sirius, let out a chuckle. “We should all focus before Wormtail starts taking credit for leading us here.”
“Someone has to take the credit,” Peter said, smirking. “You lot are too busy flirting to notice where we’re going.”
The werewolf’s head snapped up, his cheeks flushing slightly. “We’re not flirting.”
“Could’ve fooled me,” the rat animagus muttered.
“Leave them alone,” James said, eyes sparkling. “They think they’re subtle.”
Sirius scoffed. “Subtlety is overrated.” He glanced at his boyfriend, grinning. “Right, Moony?”
Remus didn’t respond, instead pretending to examine the uneven ground ahead. Peter smirked and whispered to the messy-haired boy, “That’s not a denial.”
The tunnel sloped upward, and Sirius turned back to look at the group, the map in one hand. “All clear up ahead. Once we get there, it’s every man for himself.”
“Oh, absolutely not,” Peter said, striding forward. “I’m not carrying all your sweets back. Last time I nearly put my back out because Prongs here wanted sixty Sugar Quills and three dozen Chocolate Frogs.”
“Hey, I didn’t hear you complaining when I shared,” James shot back, grinning.
He shrugged. “Fair. But I’m not a pack mule. Carry your own weight this time.”
Sirius nudged Remus lightly. “You’re just going for boring chocolate again, aren’t you?”
The lanky boy raised an eyebrow. “And what are you going for? Exploding Bonbons and something else potentially lethal?”
“Exactly,” the noiret said, grinning. “Adds excitement to life.”
“Why am I not surprised?” Remus muttered.
“Boring chocolate is a waste,” Peter interjected, smirking. “But at least it won’t knock you out like those Fizzing Whizzbees almost did to Padfoot last month.”
“That was an experiment,” Sirius said loftily.
“A failed experiment.”
James clapped his hands together. “All right, lads. Let’s go! I’m paying, though.”
#peter is a snarky lil shit in this#bc like GIVE MY BOY A PERSONALITY#he deserves to be an actual fleshed out character tbh bc like.#FANON PETER DID NOT BETRAY HIS FRIENDS YET. HE WAS STILL A MARAUDER ATP#im sick n tired of peter exclusionists (/j do what u want ppl!! thats what fandom is for :D)#my boy did nothing wrong :( (yet.)#fanon peter redemption#emi writes sometimes#wolfstar#padfoot#sirius orion black#sirius being sirius#remus lupin#sirius loves remus#sirius black x remus lupin#sirius black#remus x sirius#remus lupin x sirius black#remus loves sirius#remus and sirius#prongs#marauders#moony#remus john lupin#atyd remus#mauraders#the marauders#marauders era#james potter#james fleamont potter
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GUESS WHOSE DROPPING AP CHEM NEXT SEMESTER!!!
#SICK OF THAT SHIT!!!!!#making it official today. im TIRED.#i wont get the ap credit but. i think my sanitys more important.#im taking 3 other aps so im not like. screwed or anything.#and tbh if i just take an honors class that im actually good at. my gpa will probably be higher than if i stuck with this#considering taking theatre design instead next semester. if i can.#it seems fun.
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i might've fucked up -.-
#idk what's wrong with me#god im so tired of being stressed all the time and im tired of it#just being fully my fault ugh why do i keep fucking up this entire uni thing#im just so stressed i freeze and i don't do the things i have to do i dont send documentation#i didnt sign up for ANY class yet because i just couldnt get myself to look at them and i think i fucked everything up and its going to#be a whole thing#idk i would just rather stay at home and do nothing but i cant so i gotta go#but i feel sick at the thought ugh#i dont feel any energy to do any assignments of even go to class already and im not even there im still at home#ughhhhhhhhhhhhh#im so tiredd i cant do this#i have to pack and i cant get myself to do it either#vent#sorry sorry sorry#i need to talk about it i cant talk to anyone here cause ill just get yelled at or something my fam doesnt get it it just makes me#feel worse ughhhh#idk if i should even go#i feel like im wasting people's time and money and my own sanity just to underachieve and feel like shit all the time but the one thing#that therapist told me was that i shouldn't drop out because it's gonna solidify my views that im constantly failing at everything so this#has been one of the main reasons im still trying idk maybe itll do something one day#but heyy if i keep at it maybe next month my uni will give me money so i can go to a psych appointment or something#tho tbh the more i think about it the worse i feel about THAT like yeah i feel like shit but i feel like if just was better and stronger an#less lazy i could do it all easily
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A whole bunch of drawings from my last narrative project, aka the reseason i haven't had time to draw anything in like a month (╥﹏╥)
#guys hi i am so tired lmao#i am ready to sleep!!! please and thankyou#might finish the rest of the comic I sketched out but tbh im kinda sick of this project#Wizard rent#original art#comics tag#belleskiart
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while we’re talking about aglaya i’ll just toss out something i’ve been thinking about. that idea of aglaya’s attraction to artemy revolving around self-preservation.
she’s the kind of person who tries to play by the rules of the game to get results (rather than defying the rules altogether.) she’s aware of the narrative in some sense, so of course she would want to be the romantic love interest who gets to live through the epilogue.
i dont know how much talk of order and rules is from her, or from the role she plays. but the idea of her romanticizing the “guy gets the girl” narrative becomes interesting to me not only because it’s what she knows will keep her alive but also because it’s what she sees as the logical and correct path.
her reasoning would be: this is how the story SHOULD go, because this is how stories ARE and therefore this is what i WANT. she struggles underneath the narrative and clearly wants to have something for herself thats real, and yet maybe she doesn’t see any other option but to play by the rules of a story.
of course she also has other motivations besides pursuing romantic love, this is just me looking at that aspect specifically.
#coindents#pathologic#i like thinking about it from this angle#because i really struggle with forced heteronormativity in stories im just so sick and tired of it#so thinking about a character being aware of heteronormative storytelling and playing along#even to the point of becoming honestly invested in it is interesting#and post-termite ending exploring the possibility of NOT being confined to these narratives and having the CHOICE of loving or not#im not even 100% sold on this interpretation tbh ive just been rotating it
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I like to make art sometimes
#this was NOT one of those times#im sick of this piece. its the only thing ive really worked on since chrismas and it took almost a month#i try to force myself to learn a new art skill whenever i get bad artblock and dear gosh picking pixel art was a mistake#it turned out fine. im just tired#the eyes were where i was most motivated. somewhere after the bottom half of the helmet i fell off#at least theres a tbh in there. i debated on weather or not its should have been an amoung us because the original file name for this was#'phibmong us'#twrpband#twrp#lord phobos
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im never closing shop because im fully delusional but also anything that isn't buddie endgame is bad writing at this point and i have to say it.
i can't even connect all the dots yet but buck being on his third relationship with someone he met on a call (fourth if you consider meeting abby that and you fully can) and eddie being on his third relationship with someone because of christopher is just bad! not one person watching the show wants that.
i know marisol's appearance isn't conclusive yet but if it is as a LI, doing that mere episodes after eddie says "dating someone you met on a call? you know that never works out" is just ???????
and all friendships differ but writing buck and eddie's like that, as compared to say hen and chim's or hen and athena's or literally any other friendship on the show is also, you guessed it, bad!
okay rant over. shop's still open. im just a teeny tiny pissed.
#911#911 fox#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#i had to say it for my personal benefit#im sick and tired of the same reused plotlines for them#they deserve the consistent and safe love that everyone around them has#i deserve a moment of peace also tbh#the writers making any eddie or buck romantic plotlines are really like#just between us#they've never made anything that looks like anything#they just like sticking things together
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Hiii CATIE!!!!! HIII
Im pretty pretty sure people have already asked BUT HOW WAS ATTENDING THE US GP LIVE!!!! WAS???? TELL ME!! DO YOU HAVE PICS??? I know I know im late.
I ALSO HOPE YOU GOT HOME SAFE AND SOUND AND THAT YOU ARE RESTING NOW+!!!(I saw the chaos you went through im deeply sorry for you :( )
ANYWAYS HOW WAS THE RACE? HOW WAS EXPERIENCING STROLLONSO LIVE?????? AND omg did you get pics of drivers??? :00
You must must share pleaseeeeee.wax.poet
OH MY GOD ELLE SORRY THIS IS SO LATE!!! IT WAS VERY COOL!!!!! VERY SURREAL!!!!!! I've taken a week to answer this but uhhhh yes I am in fact home now 🥰 I got home at like 1 am which was cool....
First of all I have to mention this! I was fighting for my life walking thru the Austin airport(from sleep deprivation), and I had my Fernando hat on my backpack, right? Some girl comes up to me and asks if I'm going to the GP, I say yes. SHE GAVE ME A FRIENDSHIP BRACELET, I COULD'VE SOBBED 🥹 It says on it "wtf is a km", I'm still so happy
COTA was the first race I ever watched, so to be actually at that track and watch a race live there was extremely surreal! Very hot though my god 😵💫 I think last year it was pretty hot, right? And my brother kept sending me the temp and it was pretty okay, and then of fucking course the temp leaps up to 89-97°(31-36° Celsius btw) right in time for the gp....so that was nice(I say as I burn in the sun like a vampire. But don't worry I didn't even really tan at all 😭 I always wore a hat and a lot of sunscreen. And meanwhile my brother was literally a lobster)
(This is a long post):
So unfortunately I missed the drivers parade because my brother and I were dying on Saturday night and his friends wanted to go first thing in the morning, and we're like "we will go later actually 😊" and missed it entirely 😭😭😭 but his friends took pics of Mclaren and Aston for me!!!!! But unfortunately I havent gotten them still, so I'll have to reblog this later with those! I took a lot of pictures of the cars I took from behind the fence, which I think I've posted some of? Lmk if anyone wants those!! They're very random, I just thought it was very surreal to see the cars flying past, so I took a million.
The coolest part was definitely running on track after the race was over!!! Soooooo surreal, and so I'm only gonna post pics rn from Sunday(bcs pic limit on phone) and also I think everything else kinda pales in comparison(but of course lmk if there's anything you're interested in seeing 🤭)
Okay and did I see any drivers...? ONLY ONE BUT AAAAHHHH I DID SEE LANDO!!! Not even one of my favs but it was soooooo surreal to see him, even from afar. As you can see above, everyone standing on the fences was blocking the view 🙄, but during the podium, I was focusing my camera btwn their legs and got literally one second of Lando 😭 I think its a pretty aesthetic clip, so I gifed it!!
It was so funny, I went to the gp with my brother and friends, so all these older guys yeah. And I was showing this off to them on the ride home, and his one friend was praising me so much for it 😭😭 like: "oh my god!!!! You could put this in an edit !!! This is so sick!!!!"
Oh one other thing!!! I think I've mentioned it before but my god, my favorite f1 podiums are always the ones with confetti, right?? AND THERE WAS CONFETTI AT THIS RACE!!!
LOOK AT HOW PRETTYYYYY!!!! And so anyways, I picked up so much confetti off the ground and now it lives forever in my phone case 🥰🥰🥰 I have no other room for pics on this post(for now) but oh my godddddddddd most of the confetti were just rectangles BUT THERE WAS ALSO ONES SHAPED LIKE TEXAS!!! SO COOL!!!!! And I also picked up a bunch of tire marbles off the ground!!! And a piece of plastic that probably came off some car. It was so funny when all of us were just scrounging off the ground. My bro's one friend somehow found a piece of carbon fiber, and we're all like "how can I kill him in his sleep and steal this from him..." But no the highlight actually of that process was watching my brother sprint to the podium, but stopping and grabbing a bunch of gravel first to shove in his pocket 😭😭😭
The other two days were fun as well, but also a lot of just dying in the heat and drinking a fuckton of red bull, so there's not too much specifically to say! I really liked hearing the cars. I think if you wanna know what's actually going on in a race, watching from home is better, but hearing the cars go by and seeing them is just so fucking sick. It was so funny to see grown men be like "I think I'm going to cry hearing these cars." I was really flexing on them with "uhhh yeah I've already been to a gp already 🙄🙄"
Anyways I ended the day by breaking bank by buying my dad and myself Fernando shirts because he is of course Fernando's biggest fan 🥰🥰 and I bought the most delicious overpriced lemonade, which I only drank half of bcs my brother proceeded to accidentally elbow it out of my hand....
OH WAIT ONE MORE DETAIL LOL. On Friday, my brother and his friend were waiting in line for smth and I was talking to them outside of the barrier. I look down, hmm theres a red cap abandoned on the ground, I pick it up, it is in fact a Ferrari hat. And that is how my brother acquired a $40+ dollar hat for free. Lucky bastard....I was the who found it!
#there is my experience kinda summed up???? i#i wanted to wait to answer this until i got all the random misc photos but alas i sitll havent#but its still very sweet to me that theu took pics of the drivers parade for me 🥺🥺#he was like “here is mclaren!!! and here is aston!!!!” THANK YOU STILL 🥹🥹#oh fuck wait i forgot to mention a crucial detail#on the wah home from the gp my brother's tire popped 😭😭😭😭#and im ofc chilling in the car while these three car men(horse girls tbf) change the tire#and theyre all covered in grease and i say “what a great way to end the day!' and his friend turns around anf gives me this face: 😐#various misfortunes but it was fine!!! it was great!!!!! just tiring#OH YEAH THE KILLERS WAS PRETTY COOL AS WELL!!!!!#basically: everything was sick 😎#except every time oscar and nando did badly and i would fall dramatically onto the ground bcs that's the type of persom i am#thank you so much for asking elle 🥺🥺🥺#if you hadnt prompted i prob wouldve never ended up recapping it#all i can say is im incredibly lucky to have all the experiences i did this year#catie.rambling.txt#catie.asks.#*OH MY GOD YEAH ONE THIGN#*i bought a new phone beforew this gp. for this gp tbh. bcs of the camers. i think it paid off pretty well no? 🤭
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HI EVERYONE IK NO ONE ASKED BUT YEA!!
OKAY SO IM GOING TO BE TAKING A BIT OF BREAK FROM MY ART SO I CAN WRITE MY FIC (should probably start referring to it by it’s title 💀) but uhhh yea I’ve been microfocusing on my art for a moment 😭 I’ll probably make more Hadina art but at a much slower pace cuz I’ll be in school and ‘won’t say I’m in love’ chapter 2 will be in the works and I’m still mapping out the plot and things as it goes along.
SO YEA ILL TRY AND MAKE MORE ART BUT IM TRYING TO NOT OVERWHELM MYSELF BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS SO YEA!! :D
#🖇yap time⏰#🖇pumpkin writing talks 📚#IVE LOWK BEEN BURNING MYSELF OUT SO YEA#I MIGHT NOT WORK ON IT TODAY BUT ILL TRY#IV JUST BEEN REALLY TIRED (probably cuz you went to bed at like 3am pumpkin 💀)#BUT HADINA FOR LIFE FOR LIFE#THE ACTUAL PLOT WILL COME SOMEWHAT SOON#SO KEEP AN EYE OUT#I still really wanna draw but 😭 I can’t#I THINK I JUST NEED TO GO HOME TBH IVE BEEN AT MY AUNTS FOR A BIT#I ACTUALLY HATE IT HERE IM SICK OF THIS#I MISS MY CUTE ROOM SYE WAS SO ADORABLE 😿#uhh idk what to tag this#writing talk
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🌻 ₊˚⊹ ࿔ 🌳
#the weather is so lovely today. it’s breezy and cool but the sun is warm so it’s not too cold or too hot out.#i wish it was like this forever.#ive been feeling so tired lately. physically n mentally & idk if its an underlying health issue or bc i haven’t been sleeping super well#the past few days i wake up in the middle of the night but im able to go back to sleep fairly quickly. but i STILL feel exhausted.#im supposed to talk about my lab results w my doc tmrw on the phone so. i hope everything is okay but tbh i wouldn’t be surprised if#something wasn’t optimal. my iron was okay last time i checked it though. sigh i just idefk anymore.#im sick of everything. im irritable for no reason. i don’t wanna do anything. like anything. i just want to rot in my bed#and even my interests are slowly slipping away from me. writing? couldn’t care less if i don’t write anything for the rest of the year tbh.#reading? i couldn’t even care to browse the shelves when we went to the bookstore the other day and it scared the shit out of me#kpop? meh.#i have a massive to do list and uni starts in a month and i have no energy. + dealing with my own brain and nonsensical thoughts on top#of that. overthinking anxiety all that super great stuff.#im also sick of putting in 110% into my relationships and getting half of it back. family friends whoever. and it makes me so sad. +#i feel like nobody even understands me. or even tries to or wants to.#im just tired#sick and tiredddddd#actually a bit sick too my throat hurts#anyways whatever#it’ll be fine i guess#i don’t want to give up but i don’t have any desire to push through im sort of just. floating. ill deal with it when i deal with it#♡ dear diary…
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bang the doldrums was about gabe saporta
#stirring the pot bc im sick snd tired tbh#red.txt#fob#the virgin p*tekey vs the chad wentzporta#sorry it just had to be said
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I feel like more people need to be more aware or wary of when posts will use women and girl and lady randomly through it but then slap "male" into the post and continue to only use male. Like... how the fuck does that not set off alarms in peoples minds? How does that not read as TERF bullshit? Bioessentialist? Even just exclusionary period???? I genuienly don't understand and seeing so many more posts like that cropping up all over the place is unsettling and extremely worrying.
#okay to rb. clowns will be fucking blocked on sight#im so sick if this shit#im posting this publicly now bc i JUST went past a fucking post with a flow chart that used 'girl' all over it#but then had 'male' only used on it#like yall really cant be fucking serious????? are you fr????? please get ur heads out of your asses in so tired#idk what to tag this tbh
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#i was gonna write a bit more last night but i got awfully tired#now im just feeling iffy and tired again#hope my week goes okay#im so sick of this tbh i need the strength to leave
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girlies help my throat is doing an attempt on my life
#my posts#its weird because the humidity is normal and i dont have any sickness symptoms besides sore dry throat#i also drank normal amounts and didnt strain it so?????#idk why im posting this here im just tired tbh#you dont have to give advice or smth if you dont know what to say or dont want to btw il be fine i think#deltaruins tags#im certain my singing lesson today didnt help tho 🥲
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