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When Sadistik said “I'm masochistic when I love you till my heart bleeds I'll love you till I break when I'm running from your sharp teeth”
It was December 24th when my chest caved in and my everything called to say, "Let's stay friends"
Well, not quite, she used me beautifully and with that empty tone she can sing my eulogy
And now I feel like I'm ugly once again her excuses start to fill my empty stomach to the brim
The room starts to spin and I cry till I dry-heave I am a dying piece of her past, just another band-aid, she needs to relax until she justifies my pain with a reason that lacks
See, I just wanted her to see herself like I do beautiful but she speaks her lies in haiku
So resurrect me, teach me where to go from here and I will script to melody with meanings that are so sincere
Her frozen tears are streaming down the sculpted ice giving me the coldest bite every time I hold it tight
I'm masochistic when I love you till my heart bleeds I'll love you till I break when I'm running from your sharp teeth
I'm out of breath as I hang onto the broken glass picking up the pieces being strangled by a photograph
And she's a black rose trapped in cracked roads that can't grow but still I'm lost in her splendor and I'm an idiot minus the savant when I'm trying to move on but choose not to remember
I spent the midnight admiring your crooked edges juggling with history and times that we mistook as head trips
And look for exits from green eyes that haunt me at these times of wanting to idolize your good intentions
It's not a friendship, it's a see-saw torment I'm down on all fours for it and she's all for it, I used to find a little piece of solace in your breathing pattern fair in war and love but you cautious when you reached the latter
Weren't you? Love, do you believe in angels? Or just an instability and using me to scapegoat I held your flaws and the beauty that you mangled and I told you that I loved them just so that you could see your halo
And when she lies I'm a casualty of that and when she said she loved him I felt my galaxy collapse, I'm dancing to the heartbreak, while echoes make a point of it, I've never felt like this
I think about you in these nightmares and daydreams holding onto memories in times where we'd make peace
But you're a pantomime, witch-hunt for truth you have so many faces tell me which one is you
And you can be with him or anybody else, but they will never love you the way that this somebody felt, but now it's over 'cause he finally broke the surface
I just want to say goodbye and that I really hope it's worth it
#sadistik#black rose#cody foster#kid called computer#art of dying#hip hop#alternative hip hop#underground hip hop#Spotify
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more of mickey forgetting he probably Shouldnt just spontaniously mention his Brother with no context
theyre so in love and obsessed w eachother
i did that rabbit round up quest. why would you need to do that. but i only found it at the 2nd one does the 1st one explain more or qhat
every time i go back to epic mickey i also go back to that concept art of oswald i think merging w the blot storm. mourning what couldve been lowkey. ill put them under the cut 4 context
so cool .. so cool
#epic mickey#epic mickey rebrushed#epic mickey fanart#oswald rabbit#oswald the lucky rabbit#ortensia whiskers#ortensia the cat#donald duck#minnie mouse#i need to like flesh out my own oswald blot au its such a neat idea and i dont see enough people mess around w it#do his kids even have a term to tag them with. theyre just 420 rabid rabbit children what do i call that#sorry i keep mentioning house ive been watching it and think its funny to project that on my favs#I DID THAT LITTLE QUEST WITH ORTENSIA'S LOCKET. UTTERLY SICKENINGGGG#i gave it to oswald ofc. he was so calm ??? and he called mickey by name it was so heartbreaking he misses his wife SO BAD#i also got epic mickey in case u couldnt tell. its so fun#i need to fnd my art from my old computer of blot oswald and redraw it
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cursor selkie sc (due to some unlikely plot contrivance) in god with a bag of groceries au would be so funny...bystanders watching god pass by with a bag of groceries, followed by tiny god with a packet of cookies. adorable.
ANON... YOUR MIND..........
#tommy's foolery#selkie sticks au#tommy's stickmen tag#tommy's aus#pitch's art#i can only imagine what bystanders must be thinking. just. big scary cursor followed by the littlest of guys#i imagine that knowledge that humans aren't just cursors isn't too common#(or at least not something the average stick who hasn't looked into would know)#so it's confusing but weirdly cute?#any stick who knows that humans aren't just cursors though would be like '??????????????? THE FUCK?!?'#i think they'd only visit the outernet if they had the CG with them tho#it's really funny to imagine the CG sneaking onto a computer in hopes of getting to a safe place‚ making friends with SC#and then refusing to leave when alan tries to shoo them out#sorry sir. your child adopted these random kids as their siblings#god. that only makes it funnier because chosen wouldn't see him in the outernet until he's already adopted everyone#chosen follows him to the desktop and a bunch of kids pop out and hug him#as well as this tiny little cursor who is just. munching(?) on a cookie#just. What The Fuck#furthermore when you ask them if he's been mean to them at all they go '? no he's our dad'#and the cursor proceeds to squeak in mortification (they can do that?) and grab whoever said that and begin (gently) shaking them#because DON'T CALL HIM THAT HE'S NOT YOUR DAD........ STOP THAT#the cg all think alan reacting like this is very funny even though chosen is extremely concerned#anyway SORRY this is just so funny to me. thank you anon for blasting me with this image
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One of the most frustrating things is having the sincerest desire to participate in a hobby, and having none of the means necessary to do so. I am going to eat drywall
#i want to develop games so bad you have no idea#on the ds there were these apps called smile computer and smilebasic. it allowed you to program on the ds. i adored those apps as a kid#and somehow the NINTENDO DS was the last time i had any access to programming#shattering sfx#i have a broken nintendo switch. a phone with less than 240 mb of storage space free. and a dream#let me in. LET ME IN !!#ok ramble done
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We’re out here concerned about how their gonna do Kai’s hair in the live action
BUT WHAT ABOUT ZANE HOW IS HIS HAIR GONNA LOOK IN THE LIVE ACTION
#lego ninjago#ninjago#live action#ninjago live action#the lego ninjago movie#they just place a block of cheese on his head#paint it white#and call if a day#better question is if they’re gonna make him look more nindroid or not#liek are gonna have a random race actor painted silver or what#or are they gonna make him a computer#live action zane but he’s like that robot pet the genius kid made#ninjago zane#zane ninjago#zane julien#zane best be treated right man#who knows what they’re gonna do to hus hair#might just make HIM bald
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the other amusing part about explaining svsss to my college son was trying to get him to understand the difference between luo binghe luo bingge and luo bingmei and also between shen qingqiu shen jiu and shen yuan. i gave a little spiel and after he was like « i am so sorry im sure what you said made sense to you but i just completely blue screened i have no idea what that means »
#trying to explain to someone that hasn’t read svsss that there’s luo binghe the character in the novel and in the in universe novel#and that they’re the same person but not the same character#like it’s obvious once you’ve read it#but i understand why it doesn’t compute#shen qingqiu was almost harder like#they’re both called sqq but one of them is the vilain except he’s not the vilain of the novel he’s the vilain of the in universe novel#and sy has to try and act like sqq but he doesn’t really know who sj is#just it makes sense when you read it i promise#which he is not allowed to do so i guess he’ll just never understand ah well thems the brakes kid#personal#svsss
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actually i get very emotional when i think about the giant ants arc because when arcos is told that there's an entire colony of monsters that could easily destroy the estate the very first thing he asks is where lloyd is. and when he's told that he's still down in the mine he doesn't hesitate for even one second to grab his armor and go down there himself just to get to lloyd. like. those things are huge and they're vicious and there's hundreds of them and to face them is *checks notes* "to guarantee your own death". arcos hasn't even touched his sword for a decade. he's not winning that battle. but it doesn't fucking matter at all because his son is down there and arcos is going to get to him even if it kills him.
he just. he fucking loves his kid so much. and this is not even like that far ahead into the novel. lloyd is barely beginning to clean up his body's act. this is chapter 25 it's like 6% of the whole plot. and this man was already completely and unhesitatingly willing to die for his son. how am i supposed to not cry about that.
#i talk a lot <3#tged#the greatest estate developer#arcos frontera#lloyd frontera#i genuinely do not understand people who say arcos never loved his kid or that he was a bad parent#like. it does not compute. it makes no sense.#i am a hundred percent sure that if lloyd had just. kept a low profile and not caused any problems like og lloyd constantly did.#that would've been enough for arcos and marbella to be happy with him#like. the fucking bare minimum would've been enough for them.#ofc lloyd didn't do that he went above and beyond and that made the fronteras come to fucking adore him but like.#they almost certainly would've come to love him even if he did nothing extraordinary beyond being a good kid#bad parent. please. asterion did not make both of his children passively suicidal for you to call arcos not wanting his kid#to be so picky about his food bad parenting. have some respect for the craft.
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outfit progression of the trio I wanted to share.
#ffxivsnaps#gposers#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv oc#hyur#mygposes.#the trio. or as i like to call them: the blursed ot3. they may have kissed and cuddled once or twice#my computer was Not being nice to me and crashed multiple times while i put this together grrrr#rip hector's old ascian glam the UVs got fucked and i couldn't salvage it#the top 3 rows are their outfits during 1.0 (as in when paris wasn't born yet/was a kid)#the bottom row depicts their looks from the msq. by dawntrail they wear different outfits#they're all undergoing backstory revamping so i had to update their glams heh#for one hector is no longer garlean but a former gleaner from sharlayan who got caught in the crossfire of the ascians#achille is still a time traveling ascian hunter but born 2 centuries into the bad timeline and a more advanced whm#(achille's overall aesthetic makes me chuckle a bit. his outfits are so different from everyone else)#(i suppose it makes sense because his main inspiration is dante dmc. all he needs now are a pair of pistols)#and andi is a discount nelo angelo like i originally intended her to be. which means she's mind-controlled by the ascians
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does the self-actualisation makeover 14 gets where she and rose go to a bunch of thrift shops to find Thee Worst Outfits as of yet unknown to human- and alienkind include them also poorly dyeing her hair (and half the bathroom) ginger while blasting the soundtrack of frozen 1+2
#donna coming home to more mess than you'd think 2 people can make in an afternoon like i THOUGHT we were DONE with THIS#but no#you got another trans kid obsessed with frozen now sorry mum#rose: also shes called lulu now ✌️#14 behind her: :)#donna already on the tardis computer googling what kind of hormones timelords have#14 jumpscare: :) hi. yes. im not a timelord actually#donna: yeah i got that. timelady now#14: no thats not what i meant
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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently
#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting#with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though#you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would#think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page#disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol#THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended#(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever#so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with#no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know#EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably#It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end#point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc#I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc#rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is#not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school#but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia#and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like#the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot#or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are#familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them#Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol
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I saw a post where someone was lamenting the fact that some kids will "learn" completely made up "facts" from ChatGPT because they think it's a search engine with access to all the world's information and they said it was perfectly understandable because the kid did exactly what people told him to do, which was to look things up.
So, like, is it okay for me to say this now? Will people get it and not send me anonymous death threats this time? Here goes:
When people, especially kids, ask a question, "Look it up," is not a good answer. It's a dismissive answer that indicates you don't care if they get the right information or not. If you don't know the person and aren't responsible for them then that's fine, but if it's your friend, your student, or God forbid your child, you can't say that to them.
#am i still bitter over the fact that when i was a kid this was the only answer i ever got to requests for information? yeah#especially when the question was 'how do you spell x'#'look it up' HOW. i dont know how to spell it#but more to the point if chatgpt had been a thing then? what kind of nonsense would i be spouting?#and like this isnt a new phenomenon. google has always had wrong information on it#encyclopedias are great but not all dependable and some are out of date#once i asked my brother something and in the smarmiest way possible he led me to a computer and opened a website called#let me google that for you#and WOW! that aged fucking poorly! google wants me to eat rocks!
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My mom and I got our hair cut today (she had coupons :)!) and the stylist that did her hair asked her what grade I was in
I've been out of middle/high school longer than I was in it for...
#textpost#Taking it as a compliment to mean I'm aging well despite my hair being like... 25% grey LMAO#I wonder how long I could bullshit acting like I'm still in high school with someone. Not a clue what they're teaching kids these days#'yeah I'm getting good grades in.. computer lab'#I think the spiky leather jacket and mohawk throw people off but also I've all but been called bishounen before so who knows#It's so fucked I can't wear eyeliner
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#josie muses#bluey#bandit heeler#meme#man meme#this episode of bluey is called: stickbird!#sorry just every damn time I watch this episode I think about this lmao#bro watching this on my computer the music sounds SO GOOD#usually it's on the tv for the kids lol#'you throw it away!' brb sobbing throwing up etc. yes I am watching the rest of it while making this post#:')
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ep 2 is a fucking trip the brothers really broke all their own and their grandparents' rules about security, partied with the weird neighbors, went to the market without the slightest attempt at disguising their identities, and when they get home they get in trouble for...looking at their mom's stuff. because she's their mom. and not for the tangible ways they actually put themselves in danger. shit's wild.
#do the reynolds even know they left the house in routes where sean called lyla or went on the computer?#do they think chris just randomly decided to play chicken with that police car for kids he didn't know?#life is strange 2#lis verse#ep 2 rules#monsters talks life is strange#sean diaz#daniel diaz#we are the wolves#claire reynolds#karen reynolds#stephen reynolds#chris eriksen
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Thena and Gil playfully arguing…in business style!
Tyrant King,
If you would find it suitable, I have had a meeting cancellation this afternoon.
Gil's brows raised as he read the email on his phone. It was nothing if not succinct--classic Ice Queen. She didn't even sign it. But he was surprised she had even attempted to invite him over today. She had stated she was busy all week. No time for them to 'meet'.
No time for them to fuck like wild animals in her office between meetings.
Why so formal, Ice? If you want me to come over, just say so ;)
Her response was prompt, which proved to him that she was anxiously awaiting his response, much to his delight. She could play coy as much as she liked, but she wasn't very good at that game. In all fairness, nor was he.
I have a tight schedule today, Tyrant. I am offering my time, not begging you for your company. You may disregard my previous email if you are otherwise engaged.
Ice cold, his Princess was. But Gil grinned, happily responding, still in email rather than texting. She had yet to give him her personal number, but he was honestly just glad she wasn't having Kingo filter his messages to her, either.
As per my previous email, I would be happy to meet if your schedule sees fit, Ice.
Two could play at this game. Even as he was looking over his schedule and moving things around for himself. He really needed a Kingo for himself, and her older chief of staff Karun also seemed really on top of things. He had once joked that he would try to poach them from her, and the look he got made him know why people were so afraid of someone as beautiful and delicate as she was.
I have a meeting slot available from 4 onward.
So, it was a lie that she had a tight schedule. If she was offering her 4 o'clock then that was her last meeting for the day, most likely. Unless she was planning to make wild love for a tight 45 minutes and then have meetings until 6.
The whole hour?
If you think our business will take that long, I can offer you the full hour. I advise you decide preemptively if you require the full allotment.
Oh, she thought he didn't want the full time? She was making a joke about him not lasting long, sure. But he was having too much fun flirting with her to let it get to him. He gleefully typed out his response, already swiping his other hand through his hair.
Please be advised, Ice Queen, I believe I have several positions to propose during our meeting. I do hope you are prepared for such intentions during only one hour.
He would give anything to see her face right now. He liked it when she got kind of flustered, even when she was annoyed with him. Call him childish, he liked having her attention. He was entirely the the old story of a boy not knowing how to tell a girl how much he liked her, so instead he did little things to get under her skin.
She was facetiming him.
He picked it up with a wicked grin on his face, "to what do I owe the honour, Ice?"
"I would prefer not to have a paper trail for this proposal, as you put it," she glared at him. She knew he was having fun with their little entendres. "Are you coming or not?"
"Don't I always, with you?"
"Insipid juvenile," she practically hissed at him. She leaned back in her chair, ever poised and elegant. "If you don't want the time slot, I'll schedule someone else."
Gil frowned. "Are we still talking about us, Princess?"
She raised her brows at him--the minx. "I was talking about meetings."
He growled faintly under his breath. Such an impossible woman he had chosen. "I'll be there. Who would you even have offered it to?"
She shrugged, now playing coy for her own enjoyment. "I heard the Prince Eternal is floating around the city. I'm sure if I contacted his beastly little assistant, he'd come running."
Gil puffed through his nose, feeling like a bull getting a red cape waved at him. "Now you're just trying to piss me off."
Thena's eyes dashed down to her lap. She was playing a game of chicken with him, and the Ice Queen didn't take unnecessary risks. "My time is valuable, Tyrant. And others are willing to pay even more than you."
That may have been true, but no one would give her more.
He tugged at his shirt, calling her bluff, "you hate that guy."
She made a face; there was no lying about that. "Perhaps, but it's always at least a few million whenever he pays me a visit."
Gil rolled his eyes. He didn't have to be part of the rich boys who were all insignificant admirers of hers. He wasn't some kid with a crush, he was the Tyrant King.
"Thena," he began, and immediately she was set on edge. Even though they had made love several times now (not that she called it that). He leaned forward, making sure his shoulders looked nice and wide in the shot. He lowered his voice, giving her his best, most smouldering look. "I want to see you."
Desired effect: achieved. She blinked, looking just the littlest bit flustered, maybe even blushing a little. Her eyes drifted away again, but she was smiling a little, tucking some of her hair behind her ear. The diamond stud on her ear cuff sparkled at him. It made him want to pull it off with his teeth.
"Fine," she attempted to maintain her cold facade, but he could see a little more Thena under it. She drew her lace tighter around her. "I'll tell Karun to expect you."
And with that, she was done talking about it. She hung up, but Gil didn't feel hung up on. He smiled, slipping his phone into the inside pocket of his suit jacket. He stood, fluffing his hair again and grabbing his essentials to tell his security that he was leaving the office.
He had an important date to make.
#Ice Queen/Tyrant King AU#the early days#this feels like something they would do#Gil is like hey babe you up?#Thena: to whom it may concern physical relations are on the table#they're also very coy about it#whoever gets emotionally invested first y'know#just kidding it's Gil#he called it making love the first time they ever had sex#and he has been ever since#he gets to her office like hello Ice Queen#Thena: take your fucking clothes off#they take two whole hours of fucking#different positions as Gil said#her office is a MESS#she tells Kingo she needs detailing done tonight#he doesn't say anything#doesn't even look up from his computer#Thena: shut up!!!#also Kingo: shall I have your boyfriend escorted home?#Thena: no he can walk
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Local libraries getting rid of physical medias such as newspapers, magazines, cds, dvds, and audiobooks is turning experiencing art into a privilege instead of a right but I don't think you guys are ready for that conversation
#the 95 year old lady who takes the city bus from the old folks home three times a week doesn't have spotify or a smartphone or a computer#how is she going to listen to her johnny cash cds#do you know how many kids I attended school with didn't have internet or wifi???#that wasn't even that long ago#they do not have streaming services stop getting rid of dvds and stop not buying new ones#also there are so many people who have a smart phone and the only thing they know how to do is call or text#if they want to keep using audiobooks let them! It's not killing you that they're not using libby#yes libby and hoopla and kanopy are great but the latter two have limited checkouts and the former usually has long waits#its not fair to expect older people and children learn how to use them if they don't want to or can't!#also magazines are basically unreadable online#so many girls will not be able to experience borrowing american girl magazines from the library because the library doesn't have magazines!#also don't even get me started on no newspapers#sorry I don't have the money for a monthly subscription to a newpaper guess I just won't know the news now#this is why everyone is getting fake news from twitter!#"but everyone has spotify and streaming services and audible and wifi and internet and smartphones and ipads and laptops#newsflash! they don't!#getting rid of physical media from libraries is actually very classist and ageist but people don't want to hear that#I love local libraries and think they are an amazing resource in so many ways#and that's why it hurts so much that they would leave such a large portion of their customers high and dry to maybe save a few bucks#rant#tags so long they probably could've been their own post lol
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