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adding some good news to this. several states have been voting to un-gerrymander-fuck their states since 2020.
there is hope. and we keep pushing for better.
keep going.
the current electoral system is an unfairly weighted corrupt mess that will not save us, but
abstaining from voting does nothing to destabilize or replace it
participation can reduce harm and be strategically applied to your larger more revolutionary goals
(plus following electoral politics just keeps you aware of what specifically to expect from The Powers you oppose)
there is no materially revolutionary argument against voting if you are at all able.
#voting#your vote matters#change#keep going#get out the vote#keep pushing for change#we can do it#do it scared
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In the shape of you, something new.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#Better drawn mdzs#Yeah let's toss this in the 'mixed' category. Keeping you all on your toes with the quality of my work in this series.#I had to fire off some expectation-lowering shots to rebuild my energy.#I enjoy opportunities to experiment with formatting and challenge myself B*) I really like how this came out!#In this case; I have been thinking about this comic for nearly a year! The reunion scene!#The start of the festering! The longing LWJ feels contrasted against the reality that WWX has been fundamentally changed.#This is the shape of someone you knew. This is no longer the person you had in your head. Maybe that person never existed.#We build up expectations of who we want people to be - but they are never *who* that person is.#Loving the JC & LWJ parallels with this concept as well; they are both self-inflicted victims of pushing their expectations on WWX.#But we are who we are. We cannot become the idealized version of ourselves that lives in another person's head.#And I love how WWX comes back a little (a lot) horrifying. In his actions and appearance - he has changed. Maybe for the worst.
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Shitten doodles
From left to right: Lilith (she/they), Dantalion (she/they/he), Rosier (he/him), Andras (he/they), and Paimon (she/her)
#coolcatbeans#possly art#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl shitten#Shitten#narilamb shitten#pushing daisies au#Lilith#Dantalion#Rosier#Andras#Paimon#Tempted to change Dantalion face markings to be like Narinders#his current face markings is supposed to be like Gabriel’s with a solid black mask and ears with white everywhere else#But I might change her to be more like a point like Nari#Just trying to keep the babies simple and easy for me to doodle obviously#so nothing too complicated
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DAREDEVIL: BORN AGAIN | 1.01, 1.02 & 1.03
I'm not him anymore. And, I won't let myself be.
#Daredevil Born Again#Karen Page#Matt Murdock#Daredeviledit#Karedevil#ddba spoilers#Daredevil Spoilers#Not Revolution#GIF set#Mine#I'm aware the show's called Daredevil: Born Again and Matt Murdock is Daredevil. But he's not my fav character by a long shot.#I like Matt. His MO is a push-pull relationship. He doesn't trust easily. He's very self involved and he's naturally self destructive.#But currently there is too much Matt and not enough Other People. I'm missing my warm fuzzys. I'm missing the emotional element.#(I do not miss the ninjas. Do not bring back the ninjas.) I'm cautiously interested in the idea of Frank having#a f**ked up fanclub - who he has no interaction with and who are co-opting his symbol for bad. If that's what's even happening?#I'm curious about Matt and Fisk both falling into old patterns and mirroring each other. I like the tense undercurrent between Fisk and#Vanessa. I don't know where that's going but I'm happy to wait and see. I just need something to care about? I'm not sure what the goal is#Matt's life is too easy. He became a successful lawyer with a proper office with no effort and barely an inconvenience.#He now has the perfect law partner who keeps the office running and has no personal issues and never questions him. She even found him a gf#Now it's a little messed up that his gf is a therapist coz boy does he need some therapy but she is also not very interesting.#I want to see Karen's apartment in San Francisco. I want her to have a cat. I want her to be a reporter or an#investigator? Maybe she just comes back to NY on her own. Matt screws up BIG and she shows up. Because he needs family and#she's all the family he has left. I want bickering. I want laughter. I want tears. And glaring and eye rolls.#I did not sign up for a show where Matt pretends he wants to be a lawyer for 9 episodes.#If the original version of this show was 'Matt pretends he wants to be a lawyer for 18 episodes' I can see why they changed it.#(This is the least spoilery post ever... but better to be safe than sorry)
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i need you all to be normal about people deciding they don't want to explore their identities. we're not inherently repressing anything, and we're not lost opportunities for self-fulfillment and finding community. maybe some people are, but we are allowed to decide we're satisfied and digging deeper isn't what we want, and we're valid for it. it is our choice. please stop treating us like we're naive and gonna regret it
#lgbtqia#discourse#queer identity#sorry im a little annoyed#me deciding i don't need to know the nuances of my gender identity is not me losing anything!#i have community with the people who ALSO don't need to know!#and it's super condescending to be like...'but if you do that...it's gonna keep haunting you...'#I DIDN'T SAY IT WAS HAUNTING ME#BECAUSE IT ISN'T#don't talk down to me for deciding i'm okay not pushing#doesn't make me less queer or repressed#it means right now i don't need to know more#could that change? of course!#but it's fine if it never does
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right now i seem like im normal but i promise you that im not
#this scene#does something to me#and heres the thing nothing that wild happens#but it affects me very strongly sob#literally when mc is staring up at him and he lightly pushes their face away and is like 'stop'....#i think that changed something in my brain....omg#like i could imagine it in my mind perfectly and idk my brain like rewired itself!#someone explain to me why i feel like this!? am i freaking out over nothing?? probably !!#i feel like i have to like connect my brain to someones for them to understand why i feel so strongly about this...#IS IT THE YEARNING ?? is that why i feel like this lmaoo IDK#i feel unwell DOCTOR#its so good tho#i wish i could convey what im feeling into words but i barely understand it myself#and even if i could it would be the same like sentence over and over again lol#AND CAN I TALK ABOUT MCS AND RAYS DYNAMIC!!#i dont even know what this is !#like i dont engage with these type of characters often so i dont have a name for it!!#if my brain doesnt shut up ill just keep yapping about this later#like...ugh hes so hot to me and im struggling processing it...#binary star hero
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the new fifth-year✨
#I EXPERIMENTED SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH WITH THIS ONE#overall I’m happy with it🥰🙏#even though I see some parts I would change if I did it again knowing what I know now#but that’s what this crazy illustration project is for#to keep pushing myself and growing#anyways this is just for chap2 of my fic💓💓💓💓💓#it’s fun to go back to my painting roots#I always like painting a bit impressionist#and I did that a bit in this background#but I was also thinking of colors and etc etc😵💫😵💫😵💫#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit
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hey wait a minute
so it's the start of AvA part 7 and Chosen and Dark are talking, right? and the former has this vision of terrible things happening if they don't stop the latter, right here and now.
they see the ViraBots descending on the last remnants of stick kind with Dark as their leader (or Lord if you will. ha ha) and i, trusting viewer, took their assessment as reliable*. we JUST saw Dark getting uncomfortably violent in earlier scenes after all
but
however
notwithstanding
unless Chosen has demonstrable prophetic powers (like how Orange has** in the past seen things currently happening (horizontally-prophetic let's call it: seeing faraway in the current time) (there's probably a better word for this but let's move on)), how did they know this was definitely what Dark was leading up to?
** ⬆ examples of Orange horizontally-prophesizing in AvM episode 11, SkyBlock (unconfirmed but referenced as, "uh? well maybe??? maybe i didn't think about it yet-" (abridged quote from AvG react video)) (op will die /j /extremely pos if this is used again in AvA 11 (HAH they'd both be episode 11 (op just giggled maniacally)))
Dark doesn't even have his control bracelets on.
because Chosen didn't know about them yet.
because this is not a prophetic vision.
Chosen is just that... reactive. what was it. @compressedrage (hi o/ ) had a good wording let me find it. yeah i guess it was reactionary
the ONLY time we've seen them stop to think things through is actually just a terrified anxiety breakdown while they stand there, frozen, imagining the worst, until they snap out of it JUST in time to impact their reality.
but with no time left for debate. reasoning. they assumed Dark was beyond reasoning from the moment he showed off what his device could do............. because they were beyond reasoning out of fear.
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#okay im not sure about that final phrase after the dots but it sounded epic so i kept it in#*im trying to call up the phrase “unreliable narrator” here#that chosen's instincts weren't accurate. obviously Dark's weapons CAN harm stick figures deeply...#...and when push comes to shove they do (a self-fulfilling prophecy if you will?)...#...but let's look at the ViraBot gun and the portals. one direct-connects (hehe) to IP addresses.#keep in mind Dark didn't know about Alan's new buddies chilling on his PC#the others go to YouTube; Twitter; Reddit; Google; Twitch; Wikipedia; Discord.#these aren't places where stick figures live at all. in some corners of them but not primarily. there's a city RIGHT THERE-!#-but he doesn't care about it. im saying obv it's still not awesome of him to target human-centric websites either-#-did he change tho? if chosen listened long enough to hear him out? was his plan to go back to when cho was having fun too?#i can't know for sure but i sure am having fun thinking about it#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava the chosen one#ava the dark lord#ava orange#ava the second coming#subpixels
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Fascinated by the difference in how Aral & Cordelia treat Elena, and how Miles does (in Warrior's Apprentice, at least, I haven't reread the later books yet).
Aral & Cordelia are very firmly paying all of their liege-lord obligations to Bothari. He won't let Elena get an advanced education, he's got a very firm idea of the kind of person she should marry (and that marriage is a certainty), and he's lied to her her entire life about where she came from.
Miles rightly points out that Elena is their liegewoman as surely as Bothari is their liegeman, and they cannot owe him everything and her nothing. Don't they have obligations to her? Why does Bothari's narrow plan for her overrule her desires for her own life?
Aral dismissing Elena from the equation makes unfortunate sense from the Barrayar patriarchal structure. Cordelia's dismissal is harder to swallow. She's from Beta Colony and has never accepted Barrayaran sexist cultural norms. She actively rails against them. But when it comes to Elena, suddenly she's hands-off. The trauma bond and sense of debt towards Bothari overrides everything else.
Miles eventually also tries to deny Elena a future of her own choosing by invoking oaths to Bothari...but it's not what he's motivated by (he's motivated by his crush on her, his own personal desire to keep her tied to him), and he reverses that decision.
Aral & Cordelia have kept Elena in ignorance of her origins for 18 years. While there are a lot of secrets wrapped up in the Escobar war, the abuses of prisoners and the origins of the uterine replicators are not a load-bearing one. Outside Barrayar, they're not even a secret at all. Supporting Bothari's lie leads to Elena finding out the truth in the worst way possible (much like keeping the truth of Serg's actions from Gregor also lead to disastrous results). They also spend those 18 years never asking Elena what she wants out of life.
Miles at seventeen years old with no authority but that he borrows from his parents or can bluff, sets out to answer questions Elena has, and when he learns going home will be dangerous, he gives his blessing to the marriage she chose, and tasks her new husband (because Baz has practical experience in this field) with teaching Elena everything she wants to know about her chosen vocation. He dowers her with a fleet.
While Miles definitely knows Elena personally better than his parents do, as she's a peer, he still actually has spent far more of his life with Bothari than with Elena. He's extremely aware that Bothari has saved his life multiple times. But for Miles, a life-debt to Bothari does not override supporting Elena as an independent person, while for Aral & Cordelia it does.
#Vorkosigan Saga#Warrior's Apprentice#Vorkosigan Meta#possibly related possibly unrelated is how Miles does his best to not undermine Baz's achievements and heroics#despite desperately wanting to impress Elena himself#the first time he unthinkingly crushes Baz's pride by saying how he would have done a raid differently#Miles IMMEDIATELY kicks himself mentally and backtracks aloud to build Baz's confidence up#later when he uses a long distance thing to save Elena but in the field it looks like Baz's shot a moment later did?#Miles keeps his mouth shut#idk it doesn't have as much of a one to one comparison with his parents#but I think it does fit with this somehow#he can be a horribly selfish teenager and make an ass of himself but when push comes to shove#he'll change course#Miles Naismith Vorkosigan#Elena Bothari Jesek
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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU#I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track)#The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more.#I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by#and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles!#Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise!#I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space.#It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is#You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together:#I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper.#I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything.#You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there.#Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite.#day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less:#'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all)#This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly.#(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)
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getting positive feedback about my characterisation in fics (even for characters that only show up briefly) is rewarding cause the creative process for that is having a bunch of sticky notes with lists like ‘nicknames for the titans gc’ ‘brave bows 80s mixtape’ ‘books lian has probably read’ ‘plot relevant injuries from the chemo period’ ‘french comics i am choosing to inflict on dick grayson’ and ‘every dc character that personally relates to the iron giant (it’s a long list)’
#buffing stuff out within vague canon parameters is fun!!!! it’s good!!! especially what u push to change or keep or explain for cohesion#anyway dick was probs a belle et sebastien kid. deffo an asterix one anyways i feel#persephone tag#no one question my rich inner world
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Winn + Mac fusion idea. lalala.
#clemart#uhm. yeah sure boss up#ttcc#toontown corporate clash#mac opsys#winn dos#<- technically#Crome#idk i got inspired by a lot of the cog fusions going around. a lot of my notes are in the second one#if you can read them. i rushed them bc i wasnt planning on sharing but some of my friends like them ++ i had a change of heart#i dont think ive seen a toon/toon fusion so heh.. you know what i had to do#actually ive had the idea for a little bit. i just needed a push of inspiration#i tried to make them a nice mix between the two but i fear they lean too heavily on one side or another..sighs and kicks rock#technically speaking i wouldve left their arms a solid blue or maybe a blue/white. but i feel like with the hair the yellow is#blocked out. so i thought doing half blue half yellow would be a bit more balancing#like winns (and macs to a degree) design i put the green on the clothing rather than the body#this is a little more colorful than what i think is possible but tch whatever. sniffles. gets scared#i think ive given up on trying to keep drawing toon species that are only in game. go my bugs and jerboas who cares anymore#i might remove the blue from the tail later..idk....
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Thinking about Fallen London as a backdrop for the theme of the horror of the inevitable today. I know it's The Classic Cosmic Horror Thing, but it's really woven through all aspects of Neathy life even as the PC is written powerful and capable: the constant backdrop of breath-holding for the Sixth City, the Masters and the Bazaar as a force higher on the Chain with a plan that cares not who it tramples, a ton of the Destinies aside from the LotN ones, literally anything to do with the Dawn Machine, the Flukes...the thing that changes you irrevocably could be around any corner, could drop at any second. Everything else, every other story told, is either dealing with that or written in its shadow. Sometimes the game lets you deal with it by fighting back, with the message that even though you can't hold a candle to all of it, you can change some of it and that's enough reason to try. Sometimes, the game lets you deal with it by getting drunk off your ass with a dozen rats and stealing a painting or something of the sort. Both are honestly such valid ways of dealing with The Cosmic Horror Of It All, as is just rolling out of bed every day and complaining about the weather, and the spread of each that the game's writing has is I think what's made it stick so hard as one of my favourite pieces of horror media despite only about 20% of it reading like horror.
#fallen london#keeping my oc rambling to the tags#part of why i like this theme so much is that when pushed farther it chafes so much with who Hallowrove is#the number 1 way they deal with something unpleasant is through constant acting and momentum#and when it's something too big for them to do that about the number 1 way becomes ignoring and avoidance#but they *can't do that* when the horror is reaching out to touch them and their friends#it forces them to cope by beating their fists against something so massive and inevitable#they can't even contemplate fully what they're doing without the dread setting in#or else freeze in the face of it#i think they've changed though,I've realized today,from being exposed to it#they almost expect the horror now#they're not doing any *less* about it but it's easier for them to accept that it's there in the periphery#and they can look at it almost sidelong now#instead of either ignoring it completely or fixating on it#was rereading some older stuff for them today and it's interesting#seeing how the ways they react are super in character still but i can see the change from now to then#I like horror. i think it tells a lot about a character in a short period of time how they react to that#anyways. uhh don't ask about why I'm thinking about the horror of the uncontrollable rn i am normal and fine i prommy
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just happy to be a part of the group
#anaheim ducks#trevor zegras#postgame#NOT 2 be sincere on main but#isnt it crazy how people just keep pushing this weird narrative that he’s a one dimensional showboat . when all he ever does is#defer to his teammates and work so hard to change and grow his game#like make all the arguments you want about how he’s not producing but he HAS taken strides playing on the other side of the puck#the lack of production is concerning. of course it is. but EYE believe in him :(#i think he can figure it out. i think he can blend his dynamic playmaking and vision with decent defense one day
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THEY DON'T KNOW YOU LIKE I DO
#3hats au#me when i think about them as extremely doomed sifloop#they cared about each other so much to the point it turned to hatred. loop cares but is so so angry that stardust made the same mistak#loop hates this. hates him. how dare you steal my family. my identity. my feelings. my thoughts. AND now my own fate.#but weirdly enough it comes from caring so much. caring that this happened again. did they do something wrong? did they not do enough#for him? in their own loops?#and now there's nothing left for either of them. besides themselves. loop selfishly clings because thats all they have left in these loops.#but stardust is equally selfish. wants loop around because it doesn't want to make more life changing decisions. doesnt have energy to.#loop has lead for so long#why take it away? he can't do it any better anyway#this push and pull of wanting to stay with the other but not knowing if the other cares the same#holding onto the one thing you can keep. holding onto the one thing that's familiar.#but they're still mad at each other. still frustrated. and they fight more than necessary. they still hate each other. but care so much.#god#my art#isat#isat siffrin#isat loop#isat sifloop#sifloop#isat spoilers#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#in stars and time siffrin#in stars and time loop
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There's nothing like the audiobook experience of driving down the road going into hysterics over a 150-year-old novel.
#so it turns out that for some reason i have access to a selection of audible audiobooks#they seem to be all classics which is just fine with me#it gives me access to more obscure classics that my library doesn't have#read by professional actors instead of some monotone guy on librivox#(some librivox narrators are great unfortunately the one reading trollope isn't one of them)#and anyway audio is turning out to be a great way to experience 'doctor thorne'#if you zone out during the long and absurdly wordy passages it's okay#and then the dialogue (aka: the good stuff) can be elevated to high comedy levels by a good actor#the election speeches had me in stitches#especially since they're frequently interrupted by hecklers#which i'm sure plays much better in audio than on the page#also the experience with trollope is once again turning out to be#slogging through several chapters of extremely dry scene-setting#with only a few glimmers of interesting characters to keep me interested#until suddenly i'm deeply invested in these people's silly small-town drama#and gasping out 'mr. moffatt did what??'#also i dearly love when someone i expect to be a bland stereotype turns out to be a character with personality#miss dunstable is my favorite character so far#i fully expected the 'rich heiress that the hero's supposed to marry instead of the poor heroine'#to just be snobby and rude#and instead she's so much fun!#genuine friends with the hero but zero romantic interest in him#very witty very sensible#i'm less than halfway through so i don't know if opinions will change#but for right now i'm glad to have the audiobook to push through the slog chapters#(what was the point of the dinner party scene?? you literally stopped three plotlines dead in their tracks)#(to show a character going to a boring party with characters who have no effect on the story)#because i need to see how this story plays out#doctor thorne#anthony trollope
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