#just woke up for the THIRD TIME!
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MY! LOWER! BACK!
#just woke up for the THIRD TIME!#really fucking evil sleep there but hopefully that means ill be too tired to Not nap during the day#i would like to nap. due to having smth at (checks watch) like 11 pm or something
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#basically what happened#i woke up to see the breaking news in my inbox#felt sick for 0.2 seconds thinking of the dictatorship and all the times that korea#used its military against its people#this wasn't that long ago! immediately wondered how my parents would feel#and then got sidetracked all day only to log in and find out the coup failed LMAOOOOO#so we just turned on the korean news on yt and loudly went 'WHAT AN ABSOLUTE MORON' without worrying#he should have been forced out of office 0.01 seconds after being elected#but MAN FINALLY!!!!! impeachment process let's go!#why would you ever think this would fly in a country that remembers the dictatorship (it happened in the '80s! SO many people remember it)#and all the trauma associated with the past several decades of authoritarian rule and military/state violence#is no longer the same country it was back then#and ousted the last president who was unhinged and idiotic (park geunhye) 7-8 years ago#because ONE THIRD OF THE WHOLE COUNTRY (16-17 million people) PROTESTED IN THE STREETS and broke records for protest numbers#we didn't even have time to check in on everyone we knew because it was over before we knew it#dying because my friend told me 개새끼 is trending hfasldfjsakfja#okay time to delve into all the fun posts about this
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entered the post breakup stage where im apparently now listening to noah kahan. i have managed to avoid this mans music for years how is this happening.
#ALSO i know its conan gray but one of my friends send me a reel yesterday that said id like to thank my partner for breaking up with me just#in time for the third of december#cause the song heather#and i nearly threw something#(i did listen to it tho)#not a tag#from saph#anyway long winded way of saying that ive listened to stick season 5 times already today#i woke up like a half hour ago
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Had this sudden need to compare bg3 and ts4 Ross like this. I'm surprised it's not too far off, ngl.
#ts4#sims 4#the sims 4#sims#simblr#breeze nsb legacy extra#nika plays bg3#oc: ross#ross is stuck in a timeloop. guess who woke up on the nautiloid for the third time#not my fault the game is so fun to play with him specifically#it's not even warlocks. like i think i had more fun playing a druid and a tempest cleric#so it's just him. he's the special blorbo
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the thing is, at the beginning of star rail we had a massive leak of future characters including even some from penacony. and dr. ratio was there as well, so they had many characters prepared even before the release. but planning out worlds must’ve been done earlier than that, even if actual modelling and level designing comes later. by the time of dr. ratio’s banner back in 1.6 they had to have penacony fully completed and already working on amphoreus because it’s just a safe assumption they’re always at least a year in advance (i would bet on even more).
and it’s just SO funny to think that they made that one completely random dude who didn’t fit aesthetic-wise to any of the available worlds or the characters but from their perspective, he looked like a copy-paste of what they’d been working on behind the scenes around the same time. and then not mention him even once (not even acknowledging his existence) when introducing the new world officially asdfghjkl
#gaming.#btw i woke up accidentally too early and wanted just to post this#it’s actually crazy because in the lore there’s already one other antiquity-inspired galaxy#but it was destroyed a long time ago#so if dr. ratio is neither from laurel wreath’s galaxy nor from amphoreus means that there’s A SECRET THIRD THING LMAO#but why… like i’m so sure they won’t repeat the vibes of the worlds or at least not anytime soon#and adding a planet solely inspired by neoclassical architecture that’s popular with universities etc. is just hilarious#thank you for coming to my sleepy ted talk see you later <3#i actually have more to say and might say more later hehe
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toxic saintcurse for the soul pls
Ok ok um um um
Self destructive pandora where Mary has the "i can fix her" mentality and literally nobody knows why Mary who can have a pick of anyone she wants, would go for pandora who's pretty fucking batshit and insane and shit and as the relationship progresses you can SEE mary lose her spark and personality and she stops smiling but in the meanwhile pandora keeps sending her messages w shit like "do you acc love me?" And "im so stupid andd annoying ik" the latter she sends almost exclusively after any argument they ever have and anytime they're together they don't even have normal fucking conversations bc pandora keeps interuppting Mary or leaving her on read in the middle of a convo for 3 wks and Mary loves pandora sm and so does pandora but pandora never expresses it properly s so it ends up taxing on mary bc she hates seeing someone she loves self destruct like this and it's taxing on pandora bc "damn specimen 437 is starting to get boring time to move on!!!" And occasional bouts of self doubt where pandora hates herself for ruining this perf human being which just feeds into the cycle
It can also be the other way around (personal fave) where mary is younger than pandora and it starts out like a normal relationship and then mary keeps doing shit on purpose like "oh sorry i kissed that guy at the bar ! I just got rlly drunk...you know how it is" and she leans into pandora and pandora gets distracted and forgets it till the next time where the cycle continues but mary is rlly protective of pandora like if any1 treated her the way she does its over for them and pandora know it's toxic but she continues eventually mary just ghosts her lol
3rd version (secret ending) they're both batshit.
I feel like in a magic au it would be the same except it'd happen aft3r they graduate and it's the interlude bn them graduating and oct 31. Mary finds pandoras shop and hits her up and they hook up and pandora doesn't want to participate in the war and neither does Mary not rlly and so they bond after that and Mary learns pandora is married but doesn't care and she knows pandora does illegal spells and that could kill her but she doesn't care so she even comes and watches and pandora tries her spells on mary and most leave mary hurt but it's ok bc it makes pandora happy when her spell works and then james and lily die and mary obliviztes herself and they never meet again
#I'm sorry if this isn't up to par w my normal stuff#It's finals szn you see#And I just woke up#I rlly wish i could have wrote this better#If ur wondering what the dfce bn this and toxic prongsfoot#Is that I think toxic prongsfoot is more “redeemable” than toxic saintcurse#Bc there sidius rlly loves James and James loves Sirius too it's just that the 70s aren't the best time to be gay#Here pandora doesn't love mary she loves the validation mary gives her and xhe treats mary as a little science experiment not in a sexualty#-way but In the way pandora views mary as a specimen#The third version is one where mafy works against the DEs (like in canon??)#And she brings them back as gifts for pandora to experiment pn#And pandora takes their bones and spells them into df colors for mary to wear as a necklace#They make out after each experiment btw#Bonus point if lily is Mary's bsf and kinds has a big crush on her#And she has to watch Mary destroy herself for a creep
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the transition from "chump" to "longview" off green day's third album Dookie is sooo fucking SMOOTH
#my first listen straight thru. my god. lets GOOO green day lets GOOOOO#i had ''when i come around'' stuck in my head when i woke up so i started listening to their most popular songs on spotify on the drive to#uni. i meant to just play Dookie but i began realizing just how Many green day songs i know in general#i always loved their music but i nvr sought them out As A Band rlly#i'd seek them out For A Song yknow?#theyre always included in my 90s/00s pop-punk playlists n everything#but hello. its time i appreciate tf out of green day's discography#if youre in the vibe for some punk grungey beauty (both silly & emotional) then i say JOIN MEE#green day#music.txt#.txt#maria is just rambling. hi#lowkey this post is for Me to rmbr this transition & listen to it again later >:3#music#EDIT: THIRD ALBUM. NOT FIRST. MY B
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And everytime we touch I get this feeling
And when I fall asleep, there come the air raids
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LET’S GOOOO!!!!!! Another Big Run is happening! And it’s a golden wildcard rotation too!
#splatoon#splatoon 3#salmon run#grand festival#bro I just woke up and am greeted to splatoon news#this is the third time this has happened#but i’m not complaining
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I have to take two more lots of penicillin today I'm gonna fucking SCREAM (vent in the tags)
#vent tw#vomit tw#i thought tablets would be better than the liquid i had earlier in the year#bc i had to have these massive capsule antibiotcs recently and i was able to have those easy despite usually being terrible with pills#and my mom had some capsule penicillin recently so i thought id have the same thing#nope!#im having phenoxymethylpenicillin#and its the most disgusting thing in the fucking world!!!!!!#and its so bitter and big it triggers my gag reflex so i have to fight to get these two massive pills down my painful ass throat#had to try and fall asleep earlier after taking them bc they made me feel so much fucking worse#might have to call up the doctors and ask if theres anything else i can have because oh my god i hate this shit#id even have liquid over this because despite the taste lingering at least i havent been throwing it back up#i have like 24 more of these fucking tablets or smth like that#it was meant to be more but i lost two earlier to throwing up for the first time in my life!!!! 💀#if i ever have tonsilittis again istfg its the most miserable experience ever bc its like every illness combined plus disgusting ass tablets#also if ive misepelled anything im so sorry like i said i had to sleep after my last lot so i just woke up#about to take my third technically fourth lot of the day wish me luck :(
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Girl help I've become a trekie a few decades late.
#in other news im still hysterical over yhe movies (which are the only ones ive seen i have not seen the og series yet lol)#but i cannot belive chekov gets brain damage in 2 of the 6 movies#thats ONE THIRD OF THE TIME GUYS#how is he still alive#and also whenever this happens he just.#goes to work the very same day as soon as he wakes up????#in the fourth one i get it#sure he just fell off a military ship onto straight concrete and burst blood vessels in his brain#and almost got a hole drilled into his skull#and only woke up after bones used his weird little machine to fix it#but he doesn't have time to worry about that#theyre outlaws at the moment with only them aboard yhe ship its all hanfs on deck of course he has to go back to work as soon as he gets up#BUT THE SECOND MOVIE???#not only should he take a break after getting mind controlled via deadly brain worms#THEY SHOULD NOT LET HIM HAVE ACCESS TO SHIP EQUIPMENT#the man could still be brainwashed!#or if not that fighting the headache of all time#do NOT let him shoot the missiles after that!!!!#anyways scotty getting a concussion after walking straight into a pole was the most disrespectful thing that happened in the 5th movie#at least chekov gets some dignity when he sustains massive brain trauma!#scotty just#walks into a pole#star trek#star trek: tos#the original series#pavel chekov#hikaru sulu#montgomery scott#art#fanart
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I just had the most fucked up and horrific nightmare and I swear my brain was trying to pull me out of it because it kept getting worse but also I woke up in like three different beds in succession in my dream before waking up in real life. Horrifying.
#literally tell me why the three beds i woke up in were also so horribly cursed too#like my mind was trying to make sure i knew i wasn't fully awake or aware yet#the first bed i was literally sleeping with both of my exes fucking KILL ME#the second bed i woke up and i was alone in my dad's house (when i used to house sit for him the only place to sleep was his bed)#and the third bed was WITH the last unmentionable person to destroy me emotionally after i thought he loved me SO KILL ME AGAIN#nightmare bed rotation (literally)#dont mind me#I'm just freaked out#also my pets were there but I'm not going to talk about it because it was sad and fucked up#but another reason i think my brain was trying to get me to realize it wasn't real bc my dead dog was there too with my alive cat#idk man#freaky inception shit just casually went on in my brain#I'm going to stay up for a lil while i think...#🥴🥴🥴#BOTH OF MY EXES AT THE SAME TIME?? BRUH C'MON
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as a russian who doesn't talk to russian people online what the shit is happening there hello
look man i myself have put in the effort to Not talk to online russians for like (checks hand) 7 or so years (of course i’ve met some really great ones but this isn’t about them and they probably know it) but i’m sure the community didn’t change much. actually from the glimpses i see it seems to have gotten worse. don’t even get me startedddddd man
#Like okay first we have the misogynist dudebros. not a category exclusive to online russians but#there are so many it’s fucking crazy. homophobic to hell and back and Will hate on you for no reason#alpha male type mfs who hate women but will still harass them because of course they will#the second category of course is weird unironic fujoshis who are also usually proshippers#and they are either 12 (forgivable) or 25 and the thing is you can NEVER tell. But it’s kind of fucked how#acceptable it is to just straight up fetishize gay men (hell probably not only them) in online russian communities#and listen to me. the secret third category is that there is no third category. Both of these categories are racist#deer was right i have never seen a community more racist or xenophobic than fucking online russians#you draw a character one shade darker than their usual skintone and suddenly you got annoying as fuck russians in your comments going#BRO BURNT IN THE SUNNN 🤣🤣🤣 ENGLISH FANDOM LOOK WHAT YOU’VE DONE !!! <- in recent times they have taken to blaming the english fandom for#‘wokefying’ their sacred online russian spaces. Of course we can only be woke enough to fetishize gay men. god forbid black people exist#now the actual third category is the online russian tеrf/radfеm community. it seems recent to me but also as i said i have not really#interacted with russian comminity as a whole for a long while. But yea anyways they’re crazy i dont think i have to explain this one#but they’re somehow more evil and miserable than the ones you’re used to#another recent one is the russian twitterians … i’ve only seen glimpses of them as well as i dont use twitter#but you will not believe the shit these mfs try to pull. They try to get you to stop swearing at all bc they find a way to make every#russian swear word offensive. AND they speak fucking … englussian. rusglish. Half of their sentences are just english words written in#russian letters. all the same buzzwords english speaking twitter users like to say!#if you’ve never seen a russian talk about feminization or gatekeeping or being woke or yadda yadda. Well i have#it’s bad. they’re just very very terminally online#and don’t worry the last two categories will also always be racist/xenophobic even if the last one tries to seem Progressive#don’t know if i missed anytning but those are just the Specific Types of annoying asf online russians that i have noticed and have been#observing from a safe distance like a scientist#my point is keep not talking to russian people#cramswering#edit: I FORGOT BUT DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW ONLINE RUSSIANS TREAT TRANS PEOPLE#YOU CANNOT IMAGINE THE WAY THEY REACT TO TRANS HEADCANONS IT’S LIKE THE END OF THE WORLD TO THEM. OR TRANS CHARACTERS#OR GOD FORBID ACTUAL REAL LIFE TRANS PEOPLE. it’s actually quite incredible how bigoted online russians are
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im so fucking mad at myself at my mother at her dead husband at god fucking knows what. "concentrate on yourself" well i cant can i. now more than anything i should and i cant. losing my fucking mind istg
#i wasted the whole fucking weekend because i *had to* come visit her and once i visited i *had to* hang out with my fucking grandfather#watching him cry about grandma and bitch about modern times and the waiter not doing his job because the café was full to bursting#and it took longer than usual to get our coffees so ofc he had to loudly insult him in third person. oh and then he had to bitch about#gay people and women who dont want children too because of he did. and i sat there and listened to it because i HAD TO#wasted four fucking hours. and then i HAD TO go to the theatre with my mom because she got us tickets because she wanted this#to be a nice day for me but i dont have fucking time to have nice days rn but in order for HER to have a nice day i need to at least pretend#i am having one. so i wasted another almost two hours on that play#which was some modern uselessly loud to the point of being physically painful bullshit bad enough that we left mid-show#and then i had to go meet with her friends so lost another two hours and by the time i got home to write that bullshit thesis it was 11pm#and i barely got anything done till 1 am because i went through another stupid little mental breakdown and then it was almost 6 am#and i had to stop because i had a train at 8 and i already only slept like 3 hours that day#and then i got home yesterday totally fucking exhausted and i started reading stuff for the thesis but i was falling asleep so i laid down#'for 10 minutes' and i woke up today at 6. not having written a word lol#and now i could just say fuck it and defend it in september and it would make my life so much easier. but my voice teacher wants me#to get accepted for the masters degree even if im already planning to get the deans leave for the first semester so like. god.#i cant do this lol#i know i should have started earlier but i was kinda busy losing my fucking mind and lying in bed staring at the ceiling for hours#and contemplating dropping out completely lol god i hate my life so much it's unreal
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Apparently since I started getting up at 7 am every weekday, my body is now incapable of sleeping in.
The feeling of betrayel I'm experiencing right now is indescribable.
#just rambling#i'm so fucking tired#I could have slept for one more hour#but no I woke up at 7 anyways#this is the third time too#just why#why have you betrayed me so body#it's for your own good#just sleep in
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I HAD THE FUNNIEST FUCKING DREAM THAT THIS BASICALLY HAPPENED
#FOR THE LOVE OF GOD I WOKE UP AND JUST STARTED LAUGHING WHEN I REMEMBERED IT#IT WAS SO STUPID LIKE#FIRST OF ALL. WHY IS MATPAT HOSTING A POKÉMON COMPETITION#SECOND OF ALL. WHO IN THEIR DAMN MIND BROUGHT A BUTTERFREE TO A RAYQUAZA FIGHT#THIRD OF ALL. POOR DAISY-MAE IS GOING THROUGH IT WHILE THIS IS HAPPENING#IT WAS LITERALLY THAT ONE PIC OF LIKE#THE GUY PLAYING POKÉMON GO WHILE HIS WIFE IS IN LABOR#fun fact: there was no confirmation in the dream if the kid she was having was her actual daughter in the story#daisy fucking mae!!!!! didn’t you learn last time!!!!!! /J#I think it all happened in an attic as well#oh I should also confirm that I was apparently the Butterfree#Daisy-Mae#Bliss#ocs#original characters#original stories#matpat#game theory#Pokémon#Butterfree#rayquaza#dreams I had#The Kiwi Draws
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