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i love the idea of rorke being phantom 'member' of walker's family way too much. imagine how disgusted hesh was when he found out that gabriel not only was their father' best friend but also he was both shaping and studying their family for a long time.
how frightening it is to understand that rorke was there with them during trainings and camps - watching them through elias' eyes and speaking with them through his mouth. how is disheartening the idea that he remembered a lot about walkers and used that to hurt them.
#call of duty ghosts#gabriel rorke#david hesh walker#elias walker#doomed old men yaoi ruined local family#rorke destroyed family he wanted to be a part of long time ago
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i don't know who needs to hear this (or even if any of my followers know the cruel prince) but Cardan is a fucking BOTTOM
#that man#is in love with his knife wife#who quite literally held a knife to his throat the first time they made out#(if i remember correctly - i read it a long time ago)#he js wants to be called a pretty thing while his wife destroys the rest of his ego#the cruel prince#cardan greenbriar#jude duarte#jude x cardan#the folk of the air
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Plan!
read a book (it is a teen girl rom-com which I donāt think I have ever read before in my life. Iām in it for the vibes)
watch a haley pham (current favorite youtuber) video that released a few hours ago
eat dinner (reminding myself because I Do forget sometimes)
read my Bible!! Iāve been attempting to read a little bit every day, but for the past two weeks-ish I have been severely undisciplined. OH I WANNA MAKE A TUMBLR POST ABOUT ISAAC AND ISHMAEL.
make a tumblr post about isaac and ishmael
watch the rest of a tommyinnit dsmp exile stream maybeā¦
#my post#Iāve been watching through the exile streams (slowly)#because I remember watching them for the first time two and a half-ish years ago#and I Really liked them#nothing will ever quite compare to the feeling I got as I watched Dream destroy Logstedshire & then abandon Tommy#like#so! been rewatching those streams!#my biggest motivation for finishing the exile arc is that! once Iām finished! I gET TO GO BACK TO WATCHING GHOSTBUR STREAMS!!!#Ghostbur appears & has a prominent role in many of the exile streams#but then Dream sends him away and Ghostbur doesnāt come up again for a long time :(#Iāve missed him#SO excited to finish exile arc so I can go back to watching Ghostbur be Ghostbur#SO EXCITED!
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The Untamed, Ep. 11 // The Untamed, Ep. 48
#you canāt cross the distance to your brother but you can build a doorway to watch the loss through!!!#INSANE SHIT. GOD. HIS FACE. THE TRAGEDY OF LOSING SOMETHING AS YOU HOLD IT#AND MERLIN BADE FAREWELL TO THE KING HE HAD CREATED!!!#THIS HAPPENED LONG AGO NOTHING CAN BE DONE TO CHANGE IT!! FUCK. FUCK!!#Wei wuxian saying the cruelest thing he possibly could to his brother thinking itās the kindest & just.#the way it world destroy both of them to know that. good. god.#the best part abt rewatching this series is 1.) I can understand whatās actually happening & the foreshadowing SLAYS & 2.) their relationsh#ip & seeing just how badly Wei wuxian backed himself in thta corner & Jiang cheng should have known to help him but he didnāt know how to lo#ok yet. because that came wijt time and experience and not having to build your home back up from the ground where evil people killed your p#arents & tortured your brother & now neither of you can really speak correctly to each other because thereās a gap#you donāt know how to cross because you donāt know yet who put it there#& then 16 years later in a temple you see what it is and why itās there and that your brother will never#try to cross it because he thinks itās a kindness#when all youāve ever wanted was for him to stay.#ANYWAY. CRAZY HUH#the untamed#mdzs#jiang cheng#jiang wanyin#wei wuxian#wei wuxain#I donāt know the right spelling now these tags r making me doubt SO#wei ying
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kancer should've joined kon's rogues gallery tbh
#rimi talks#kancer is like. really funny and also kind of tragic? as all good comic villains should be tbh#the way it insists superman is its father but also recognizes kon as ''kin'' that time in pokolistan (which btw. i hate.)#(why the fuck is this fictional country with a farsi name somewhere in eastern europe. dc i hate u guys)#(it was the 2000s come the fuck on that's not even that long ago why do you have to be so racist. ugh)#anyways. kancer. amusingly kancer also sounds exactly like a good chunk of the dc fandom re: genetics and parenthood#but i really think it could've made such a fun kon villain specifically bc of the jealousy factor#it's mad superman actually likes kon. it wants to destroy and replace him. it doesn't understand Why superman loves kon and not it#hmm hmm hmm... fic fodder perhaps. scribbles to myself
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crawls onto my pc just for a few minutes to check things
puts this down
celess probably gets kinda nervous when she sees people in fleet uniform since she's.... technically ex-fleet/ex-fleet property
but since she was part of a niche experiment and was deployed/in use a really long time ago, no one is really looking for her... (at least not right now)
#fun fact: celess's age is listed as 'unknown' because it's kind of. ????#she was being shipped back from frontier worlds via very slow modes of transport#so she was technically 'born'/hatched a VERY long time ago#which is why she is like. one of the first troll > cyborg > android experiments#like now the fleet is like sure slap some robotics on a fucker#but when celess was first around it was less common especially for full conversion#she was inactive/'decommissioned' for much longer than she ever really was alive/in service#which is why so much data ended up corrupted (also because the transports she was in weren't protected from the radiation present in space)#(They just didn't really care that much about her state when she was to be destroyed for parts anyway)#Celess Stuff#but really she's just like.#became an android in the equivalent of her mid-20s#and then was āaliveā on the battlefield for probably just less than 100 or so#so she is both ~25. ~115 and. maybe near a thousand or more sweeps old? i dont do exact timeline things because it's nukes my brain#especially since alternia has a very variable timeline#old as balls. question mark.
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there definitely isnāt a song called Vixen by my favorite band, and I totally donāt think about her when that song plays (even tho itās got no correlation to her except the name)
Assuming youāre talking about the Destroyed Boys one I can absolutely see it BUT I can see it being āfrom the perspective of Vixenās fansā song
Especially with the whole thing being falling in love and succumbing to a siren which is pretty much Vixenās entire purpose
#I actually got that in my YouTube recommended not too long ago and Iāve listened to it a couple times here and there LMAO#I donāt listen to destroy boys often but MAN they have some bangers#illusionary-broadcast
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Replying to this here so it doesn't get lost in the other person's post but aw man I hope it turns up for you someday. ;w; I probs woulda loved to see that drawing of ST1X regardless of how confident you felt about it but I understand, I often got nervous drawing fanart for other people too. Also it's sad to lose old art, I've lost a ton of notebook drawings and loose leaf printer paper art from my late teens/early 20s because 1) I moved around a lot in my life so a lotta stuff got shuffled around and 2) there's SO MUCH STUFF I never posted. OCs that I maybe drew once or twice, beta versions of what would eventually become a few of the characters I currently have, one-off drawings I made on a whim or because I was bored in class...
I think it was because at the time, back on dA, it got to the point where there were so many eyes on my work that I got scared if people would like something or not, or if a piece was 'finished-looking' enough, and it was kinda paralyzing... so there were years where I would post maybe a fraction of what I drew. x_x In hindsight I was deffo overthinking it, but that's hindsight for ya.
I know some of it's still around somewhere, probably in an old banker box in storage, but other drawings got destroyed for sure because I carried them around in a notebook too much and the graphite smudged off from the paper rubbing together. It's sad to think about, but at least that was only a small number of drawings before I made an effort to clean out my notebooks of loose paper more often. .w.
I'm a lot more careful with my drawings now and make backups of backups (my webcomic is backed up in at least 5 different ways right now!) but idk... maybe if I can dig up some of my old paper drawings one day I'll post 'em or something, might be fun.
#HECC i rambled again sorry XD#but also yeah...#trying to preserve stuff is hard .w.#some stuff is just always gonna be lost or destroyed over time#but at least the memories are still there if nothing else#also man it's still wild to me whenever someone mentions they followed me from dA#like it makes sense bc that's when i was at my peak popularity-wise or whatevs but that was so long ago!! Aaaaaa!!#thank you for sticking around this long?! I dunno how you do it honestly since my art and hyperfixations are all over the place#but it means a lot djkgfh ;w;#*flops face down on the floor and gives a thumbs up god i feel old*
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in this house we believe, in girls who are boys, & boys who are girls
#modern au i guess?#in this house we believe in drawing a picture a really long time ago & never posting it until now#tumblr destroyed img quality in preview as per usual so please click on it to see how its supposed to look#harrowhark nonagesimus#silas octakiseron#the locked tomb
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just had a horrible awful vision of a fake Dr who episode where a one-off character bled out faintly singing life on mars by David Bowie after having a 10 minute conversation with (???) imaginary companion about his dreams to open a shop selling 70s music.
#the episode took place in a āmedical facilityā which was actually a disguised alien zoo thing. think the menagerie from star trek tos#the āinmatesā were guarded by a biotic gas cloud and sorted by level of rebellious tendencies shown#all members of group z (the most rebellious group) were proclaimed to be cured every month and sent out into the fog#it looked like they escaped. in reality the fog disintegrated them.#there were also ācontrollersā who spoke in a robotic monotone exclusively about the routine for the day#turned out they were actually psychic pylons capturing the negative energy released by the āpatientsā#and using it to keep the gas in place#long story short: one of the other one-off characters in group z used some kind of psychic amplifier on herself and destroyed#the controllersā but without the negative energy the gas turned out to actually be a gaseous creature that had been captured#by the owners of the human zoo (who died to its gas a long time ago)ā it returned to its natural healing state#the person who bled to death singing LoM stayed dead#but the woman using the psychic amplifier who should've died was saved#bored speaks#dr who
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hm. ashe being the Girl could go one of two ways. either i stick closer to pd or i get a little silly with it.
#my post#I STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO INCORPORATE THE TRICKSTER INTO THIS. IDK HOW THE AFTERLIFE WORKS IN DANGER DAYS..#but anyways. im sticking closer to kj canon with ashes mom dying in the analog wars n getting drac'd and all that#but the question is. is mark ashes actual dad or not.#like sticking close to canon ages mark would be his dad. grew up in the normal world. lived a life before the war and before the city. lost#his wife. somehow got his kid back. and has been hiding ever since#OR. hear me out. hear me out okay.#ashe was raised similarly to the Girl- by a big group of people. and mark is one of those people.#but something along the lines of the music videos happens and everyone dies. and now its just mark and this kid.#and so he says Nope! fuck this! ive lost everything but the world wont take this one last person from me! and went into hiding with ashe.#gave them both normal names. never lets him go out bcus hes scared theyre still on blind's radar#if i go w the second one then ashe really has two moms#theres the mom as in according to danger days lore. who would be ashes biological parent#but then theres ashes Actual Mom From PD Who Doesnt Have A Name. who wouldve been in the same crew as mark and raised ashe#oh hang on. hang on now. wait. i might know how to sorta include the trickster. not really but a little bit. more like a reference than the#actual character. what if the Trickster as we know it is like BLI propaganda against this Nefarious Killjoy whos Destined to destroy them#but to killjoys the trickster is a legend whos gonna free them all from BLI one day. EVERYONES heard of it. some believe in it some dont#some think it died a long time ago#its a rule in the winters house that theyre not allowed to say that word#bECAUSE INSTEAD OF BEING KNOWN AS 'THE GIRL' IN THIS UNIVERSE ASHE WAS 'THE TRICKSTER'#ok no yeah im totally going w the second mark option#i mean it doesnt necessarily mean aged-down mark. dr death defying is right there. idk i will ponder on this
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thinking about how wwx made the yin tiger tally because controlling large waves of corpses with only his own energy was too tiring, but then chose not to once he realized it was too powerful, thus continuing to subject his body and mind to all the side-effects of resentful energy... and now i wonder, if he had used the tiger tally instead, letting it shed blood at will, would it have saved him a few years before he lost control? would his mind not have been in as bad of a shape at the qiongqi path, allowing him to keep wen ning in control despite the situation, and avoiding jin zixuan's death?
#thinking again of how if wwx rly was even half as bloodthirsty as the cultivation world thought#they would have all been sooo dead so long ago#cause i can think of very few people who would look at the tiger tally's power and benefits and still choose to set it aside#even during the first siege he didn't use it. the opposite rly he spent post nightless city trying to destroy it#idk i just keep wondering. if he had outsourced the power instead of using his own... would it have given him more time?#or would it have burnt him up just the same?#modao#lace speaks
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"The Universe Attempted Perfection and You Were The Result"
Aka Ro x Mason art because I'm obsessed with them as of late.
(Which one of them is saying this to the other? I dunno. They're probably both saying it to each other. They're dorks like that.)
#oc artwork#oc#original character#oc brainrot#art#AAAAAAA IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM I SWEAR#Mad scientist x the guy he experiments on#also the last remnants of a home destroyed a long long time ago#i need to inject them into my bloodstream#doomed yaoi but instead of them being doomed it's the rest of the universe when they're together#these two fuck shit up across multiple dimensions#but they still have each other through it all so
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grace!!! Sheās still doing ok <3
#she looks scary#and she is :D#watching some paranormal videos#grace moment#she was set to be destroyed a long time ago but I got very attached:(#she just hangs out in my room now
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What is something you think you only have and will indulge in for Maverick. A special thing that was just the two of you
We didn't have anything really weird that was just the two of us tbh, he was a simple dog who liked simple things.
One special toy I had just for Maverick was his training toy. He didn't really like tug as a reward and I didn't really care to train with tug as a reward. He liked retrieving and I liked watching him retrieve so I made him a rabbit fur ball (shoved a rabbit pelt into a small holee roller) that he could retrieve as a reward during agility and heeling. He loved it so much.
#about mav#mav memories#it was a thing i made just for mav but tbh ill probably use it (the concept) for the next dog#it was easy to make and lasted a long time#and we could do light tugging with it#the ball got super gross and i was sorting gear a few weeks ago#but thats anothing thing i havent been able to bring myself to get rid of#his terrible cat stuffy is an indulgence#it was the only toy that was just his and pike wasnt allowed to touch#most toys get chucked when they get gross or destroyed but not that stupid cat#it got sewed and fixed and washed and it persevered
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not having energy to write is so real, i feel like the pandemic drained all my motivation. my heart goes out to you from one writer-in-theory to another
fr, that and just putting SO much weight on getting good feedback when posting my writing online. by the time I kinda stopped posting as much, it had gotten to the point that I would actually have anxiety attacks if I didnāt get a certain amount of likes/reblogs after posting stories. prioritizing praise over enjoyment will kill passion so hard!! im taking a creative writing class at my uni this fall to try and bring the lil spark back and Iām actually terrified but Iāve been putting it off for too long lol. all the love and good vibes to burnt out artists of the world ššš
#Lexi talks#ask#and itās so weird to try and explain to people#I made writing such a huge part of my identity that when I realized I wasnāt very good at it it just destroyed all the energy I had#it feels SO dramatic to say but there are so many times in the past couple years where I could only describe it as grief for losing#a passion I had for so long. Like how does the energy for something you love that much just disappear#come to find out (literally just a month ago) that apparently depression has been in the mix for a while too so.#weāre moving forward again with baby steps š
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