#but it was destroyed a long time ago

[persicipen-archive]

the thing is, at the beginning of star rail we had a massive leak of future characters including even some from penacony. and dr. ratio was there as well, so they had many characters prepared even before the release. but planning out worlds must’ve been done earlier than that, even if actual modelling and level designing comes later. by the time of dr. ratio’s banner back in 1.6 they had to have penacony fully completed and already working on amphoreus because it’s just a safe assumption they’re always at least a year in advance (i would bet on even more).

and it’s just SO funny to think that they made that one completely random dude who didn’t fit aesthetic-wise to any of the available worlds or the characters but from their perspective, he looked like a copy-paste of what they’d been working on behind the scenes around the same time. and then not mention him even once (not even acknowledging his existence) when introducing the new world officially asdfghjkl

[luck-of-the-drawings]

!!! FLASHING LIGHTS WARNING!!! [IM NOT FUCKIN AROUND!!]

REACHED THE CUSP OF 'THIS MAY NEVER BE ABSOLUTELY FINISHED N IF I DONT SHOW IT NOW, IT WILL NEVER SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY.' SO HERE, A PROJECT IVE BEEN ORBITING AROUND UHH SINCE 2021 OR SO.

[imrllytootiredforthis]

i don't know who needs to hear this (or even if any of my followers know the cruel prince) but Cardan is a fucking BOTTOM

[howlionj]

i love the idea of rorke being phantom 'member' of walker's family way too much. imagine how disgusted hesh was when he found out that gabriel not only was their father' best friend but also he was both shaping and studying their family for a long time.

how frightening it is to understand that rorke was there with them during trainings and camps - watching them through elias' eyes and speaking with them through his mouth. how is disheartening the idea that he remembered a lot about walkers and used that to hurt them.

[rhymaes]

The Untamed, Ep. 11 // The Untamed, Ep. 48

[kkoct-ik]

the lesser known did symptom of not knowing anything about your life because not only do you not remember anything (and the memories you Do have are heavily fragmented so you have no idea when they occured), but you also consistently destroy all traces of yourself during dissociative episodes. rip every diary ive tried to keep and almost every social media account. i will never know what i got up to or who i was during those years

i have a spreadsheet i use for documenting memories that turn up before i can forget them again. where i also do my best to estimate what year or season or month they came from. but its all just such a mess. even 2021 onwards which are supposed to be my therapy years are very very patchy. i wish i could just know my life

[potionwine]

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[memento-morri-writes]

I've been thinking a lot about how Rook's reunion with his former mentor, Zara, is going to go, and since I can't predict what the DM is going to have her do or say, I can only dwell on what I know is going to happen. Which happens to include taking off the illusion ring that's been hiding his injuries from her. So have a snippet of the description I have planned for that moment:

tw for description of (mostly healed) injuries

He hesitates, twisting a ring on his finger. Looking at it more closely, she can tell it’s very finely crafted, and must have been very expensive. A large emerald is set into the band. Rook sighs, and pulls the ring off his finger in one quick motion.  Immediately she’s struck by the difference in his appearance as the illusion melts away. He looks awful. His warm, healthy skin fades to a dull and sickly grey. There’s huge bags under his deeply sunken eyes, and his cheeks are hollowed, as though they have been carved out by an overeager sculptor. He looks like he’s recently risen from the grave.  While he was thin before, now she can see his ribs under the skin, and his collarbones are exaggeratedly pronounce. Thin white lines left by dozens upon dozens of recently healed cuts are scattered across his body. On top of that, faded bruises cover most of his visible skin, a mottled mosaic of purple and yellow. They’re clearly days, maybe weeks old, and she can only begin to imagine what they must have looked like when fresh. Bandages are barely visible under his shirt, wrapping around his back, hinting at even more injuries.

[mamawasatesttube]

kancer should've joined kon's rogues gallery tbh

[fedoraspooky]

Replying to this here so it doesn't get lost in the other person's post but aw man I hope it turns up for you someday. ;w; I probs woulda loved to see that drawing of ST1X regardless of how confident you felt about it but I understand, I often got nervous drawing fanart for other people too. Also it's sad to lose old art, I've lost a ton of notebook drawings and loose leaf printer paper art from my late teens/early 20s because 1) I moved around a lot in my life so a lotta stuff got shuffled around and 2) there's SO MUCH STUFF I never posted. OCs that I maybe drew once or twice, beta versions of what would eventually become a few of the characters I currently have, one-off drawings I made on a whim or because I was bored in class...

I think it was because at the time, back on dA, it got to the point where there were so many eyes on my work that I got scared if people would like something or not, or if a piece was 'finished-looking' enough, and it was kinda paralyzing... so there were years where I would post maybe a fraction of what I drew. x_x In hindsight I was deffo overthinking it, but that's hindsight for ya.

I know some of it's still around somewhere, probably in an old banker box in storage, but other drawings got destroyed for sure because I carried them around in a notebook too much and the graphite smudged off from the paper rubbing together. It's sad to think about, but at least that was only a small number of drawings before I made an effort to clean out my notebooks of loose paper more often. .w.

I'm a lot more careful with my drawings now and make backups of backups (my webcomic is backed up in at least 5 different ways right now!) but idk... maybe if I can dig up some of my old paper drawings one day I'll post 'em or something, might be fun.

[the-jam-to-the-unicorn]

I mean ... they could also arrest the farmers who commit crimes and do something against them and their behaviour towards Ukraine and do something against the fact they're illegally blocking the border and do something against Russia financing the farmers and Russian collaborators and actual Russians being part of the farmers and fueling the hate.

Or they could close the border "temporarily" but "only for trade" and destroy the Polish-Ukrainian friendship a bit more.

I mean, there is foooor suuure absolutely nooothing about this plan that does sound bad or problematic or could lead to bad consequences.

🙄🤦‍♀️

[canniefish]

in this house we believe, in girls who are boys, & boys who are girls

[lucy-is-bored]

just had a horrible awful vision of a fake Dr who episode where a one-off character bled out faintly singing life on mars by David Bowie after having a 10 minute conversation with (???) imaginary companion about his dreams to open a shop selling 70s music.

[oliveish]

I got tummy aches and trying to decide whether I simply skip out tomorrow or force myself to go.

[layzeal]

thinking about how wwx made the yin tiger tally because controlling large waves of corpses with only his own energy was too tiring, but then chose not to once he realized it was too powerful, thus continuing to subject his body and mind to all the side-effects of resentful energy... and now i wonder, if he had used the tiger tally instead, letting it shed blood at will, would it have saved him a few years before he lost control? would his mind not have been in as bad of a shape at the qiongqi path, allowing him to keep wen ning in control despite the situation, and avoiding jin zixuan's death?

[lunieloon]

"The Universe Attempted Perfection and You Were The Result"

Aka Ro x Mason art because I'm obsessed with them as of late.

(Which one of them is saying this to the other? I dunno. They're probably both saying it to each other. They're dorks like that.)