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coming home to nanami sleeping on the couch but there it is also, the cat he said he 'tolerated' atop of his chest, folding its legs comfortably like a perfectly adorable loaf.
both of his hands resting snuggly on its body, as if he was hugging it to sleep. (he did)
the biggest grin stretched out across your face, taking your phone out as you went to take many many pictures of them first because it was an overwhemingly cute sight, second... well, you know, just for additional satisfaction points after telling him 'told you so!'
alas, your excited steps in getting the photos of different angles woke the man up, as nanami looked like he was caught red-handed after looking back and forth from the cat to your phone. a smug smile made its way to your lips as you crossed arms with a raised eyebrow.
"she came to me herself after i fell asleep," he reasoned, getting worked up all by himself. "i didn't say anything," you replied with a playful shrug as he sighed, looking over the feline who's still asleep; his body language contradicted his words, moving as slowly as possible as to not disturb its slumber.
"you didn't have to love, your smile already said it all," he said as he finally let out a defeated smile, gently running his hand through the fur of the small animal. you had to swallow a squeal from witnessing such a cute sight.
"ready to be honest and admit that you love her so much and you won't let anything bad happen to her ever?" you asked, a big smile still loyal on your expression. nanami chuckled, "not sure if i am at that stage yet but-" he stopped, booping the cat's button nose.
"she is quite cute sometimes, especially when she's not running around clawing things she finds unpleasantâwhich are almost everything. a hard cat to please, this one."
oh nanami, with the way he said that, he's way past that stage, you thought.
you looked at the oblivious man, keeping that fact to yourself. "alright, i'll accept that answer for today." you nodded thoughtfully feeling pleased, making your boyfriend laugh at the personality similarities; perhaps that's why he came to love your pet as well. "you too, hm? i guess like mother like daughter." Â
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Bisexual Lights _ P2
Hello Everyone ! So, even if no one Asked, I did another part for this story cause I wanted to explore it a Little bite more. So this part is shorter than the first one and content Less Smut, But still have it No worries. It talk more about how the reader feel after what happened in the first part and for the next part I think about focusing more on Nam Gyu since how this part end. So tell me what you taught of this part and if you want to be part of the TagList ! TW : Oral ( Female receiving ) - Fingering - Orgasm denial - Nam Gyu being a cunt and having a mental break down at the end - Language - No Squid game
The next morning, you woke up in Thanosâs Bed with Nam Gyuâs arms wrapped around your Body, his head resting on your chest. You smiled and gently removed some hair from his face. Why does that guy have to look so adorable when heâs asleeps ? Almost looking like a pure Angel, but dear lord heâs absolutely not. Nam Gyu can be really nice and protective with people he likes, but with the others, mostly everyone except Thanos and You, heâs Harsh and a real cunt. But itâs okay, thatâs how you like your friend, especially when you can see him as vulnerable as he was last night.Â
After giving a look at your phone, you gently push Nam Gyu from your body to be able to get out of the bed. He grunt and just turned around, still sleeping.
You made your way to the bathroom to go to the toilet and slowly remember really clearly what happened last night when you looked at yourself in the Mirror. Some light red appareard on your cheeks while you pass your fingers on the hundred red marks the guys have done On your body. Some were lights and others looked like bruises. Now you're gonna have to cover everything with makeup.
Getting out of the bathroom, you go to the kitchen, following the smell of the coffee. Once in the room, you found Thanos at the table with a lot of sheets around him and a Cup of black coffee. When he saw you entering the room, he smirked.
«-What some beautiful colors you have on your Neck, senorita. -Shut Up, Thanos.»
You take a Mug in the cupboard, putting some hot coffee in it. You felt lost from last Night. Of course you were all High, but you never planned things to go that far. Thanos and Nam Gyu were your friends and nothing more. You just wanted to play a little bit with Nam Gyu to shut him up for once. You didn't think it would go that far. While you brew your coffee to make the cream and the sugar mix together, you feel Thanos Arms wrap your body as he rests his chin on your shoulder.Â
«-Somethingâs wrong ? Asked your purple haired friend. -No. Everythingâs fine.»
You lied, of course. You weren't really sure how you felt yet. You enjoyed everything that happened last night and nothing was forced. But whatâs gonna happen next ? Was it just a one shot time ? Will things change between you three ? Did the guys enjoy it as much as you did ? You felt weird to have all those questions this early in the morning. Why did you even care ? You didnât even fucked, it was just some nice forplay. Actually, they both kissed and touched you way better than your exâs did.Â
«-What happened between You and Nam Gyu after I went to bet ? -We had continued to make out and just jack each other off. »
You felt your cheeks fired up as you imagined it. Being between them, being touched by both of them, taking care of both of them, you liked it and somehow you wish it could happen again. As you remember Nam Gyuâs lips around your nipples, his nails in your skin as you grinded against him, Thanos Lips on your neck, his tongues between your legs, you felt some fire down there and you squeezed your tights.
«-Are you doing that often ? Both of you or just with other girls ? -Never. It was the first time for both of us, with each other. I donât know if Nam Gyu tried with other people though. I personally did once or twice, but it was nothing compared to Last night. -What do you mean ? What was different ? -I donât know, maybe our friendship ? We are pretty close to each other, alway together. You both sleep here often. I just felt like it was natural.»
The feeling was mutual and thatâs why it scared you so much. The future of this friendship seems fuggy, cause itâs clear nothing will be like before after what happened last Night and you donât know how you will handle it.
«-Have you enjoyed it ? He asked. »
Your breath stuck in your throat. The answer was easy, but saying it out loud could be a Mistake.
«-Yeah, I did, you answered with a soft, shaky voice. -So whatâs the problem ? -Nothing. Iâm just still tired, you lied.»
Thanos grunt and turn you around, grip your ass and lift you up to sit you on the counter. His hands were now on each side of you as he locked his eyes in yours.
«-I know you too damn well. You lie. What is it ? -I donât know, I guess Iâm just afraid of whatâs gonna be our friendship now⊠»
Thanos let a light laugh escape his lips before smirking at you.
«-It depend. What would you like our friendship to be ? »
His hands move to your knee, resting there as he still looks at you. You swallow the extra saliva in your mouth as your heart starts to beat faster in your chest. Your eyes were on your friendâs hands. His thumb gently caressing your skin, made you shiver. You bite your lower lip when the feeling between your thighs starts to get stronger.
«-I-...I donât know, you manager to say -Lier.»
Thanos' hands rose higher until they got under his to-long-for-you-T-shirt-you-borrow-him, squeezing your thighs. You softly gasp. Fuck, now you was hungry for more of his touch. Your body is asking for it.
«-Say it. -What ? -Say that you want me to touch you and I will. »
You were hesitant. You clearly want to feel his touch again and even if your mind would not agree, your body says the complete opposite. But you donât want to look too easy. Thanosâs your friend, you doubt he would judge you for this, but heâs still a Man.
Noticing your hesitation, Thanos starts to kiss your neck, teasing you more by squeezing your tights. His lips go to your jawline, the corner of your lips. You half opened as your breath was heavier. Your arousal dominated your body, making it almost painful. You could feel your cunt clench around absolutely nothing as it hoped to feel your Friendâs fingers inside.
«-Fuck it, you softly said in a breathe, please, Su-bongâŠtouch me. »
Thatâs all he needed. That Soft, desperate voice of yours asking for him. He smiled and pressed his lips against yours. He spread your legs a little bit and let one of his hands slide between it. His thumb met your clit and he gently started to rub it, making you moan through the kiss. Your hips moved by their own, silently asking to have his fingers inside of you and he noticed. Pulling away from the kiss, Thanos catches his breath and kneels in front of you, spreading your legs more. You wrap them around his head when you feel his mouth on your clit, letting a louder moan be heard and you quickly cover your mouth, not wanting to wake up Nam Gyu who was still asleep in the next room.
Thanos' mouth sucked and licked your sensitive bun of nerves, adding two of his fingers in your wet core. You felt your body melt under his touch as your muscles softened all their strength. You hand met his hair, gripping it harder as your pleasure built up inside you. His finger went at a different pace dĂ©pending on how your grip was on his hair, curling inside you, touching this soft and spongy spot who made you moan louder.Â
«-Thatâs a pretty entertaining show you put on here, you two. »
You blushed when you noticed Nam Gyu, leaning against the kitchen entrance. Pulling Thanoâs head, you try to make him stop, but he grunt and grip your tights harder as an order to stay in place. You felt his fingers entering you more brutally as a Warning and you gasp, letting a little painful whine escape you.
«-I think he doesn't mind me, Nam Gyu said, and I don't mind it at all. »
Your friend gets closer to you and hands you your phone.
«-You boss called, enough time to wake me up, so you should call him back. -Yeah⊠later, you managed to say. »
You were about to take your phone from Nam Gyuâs hand but he pulled it away, A devilish smile on his face.
«-Why Wait ? Itâs maybe super important. »
He pressed on your boss' contact and put it on Speak. Your eyes opened wildling when you heard the ringtone. Thanos smiled against your core and pulled his lips away to look at you, moving only his fingers, slowly. Those guys can really be the worst bastard you ever met.
«-I hate you so much, you hissed while looking at Nam gyu, before you heard your boss' voice. -Y/N, Iâm happy you called me back. I know you are on your day off, but I really need you to come to the office to finish the last project we worked on. The client wants it sooner. Iâm sorry, itâs a last minute thing. »
Thanos looked at Nam Gyu with an amused Smile before going back between your legs, sucking more on your clits while his fingers going deeper in you. Nam Gyu, still holding your phone, pulls up your top, revealing your naked body. His eyes roamed over it as he bite his lower lips.
«-Y-yeah⊠no problem I will comeâŠÂ»
You grip Thanos' hair harder as you feel your orgasm build up more and more as Thanos touch your sensitive Spot again and again with his fingers.
«-Fuck, you wissper, I will be there as soon as I can. -Excellent, youâre a lifesaver. »
And the call ended. Nam Gyu dropped your phone on the counter, still looking at your body, his own arousal started to be painful in his pants.Â
«-Fuck, youâre so hot like this, he said with his eyes still on you.»
Still with his annoying little cunt smile, Nam Gyu gives a little tap on Thanoâs shoulder.
«-Bro, let her go, She have to leave for Work and I bet she needs to pass by her place before.»
Thanos pulled away as you were so close to the release, making you whine.
«-No⊠Thanos, please⊠I was so close⊠-Yeah I know, but I don't want you to arrive too late at work, he answered as he removed his fingers.»
You grunt, unsatisfied and look at Nam Gyu.
«-Why do you have to be such a Cunt ? -Just a little payback for last Night. I hate when people play with me like you did.»
His Smile never left his face and you felt more annoyed by it. Getting down off the counter and taking back your phone, You got closer to your black haired friend.
«-Youâre just mad cause you know how much you liked it. And maybe youâre jealous Thanos was taking care of me this morning and you werenât part of it this time ? »
His expression changed to something darker. You knew you touched his weak spot. As much as he tries to convince himself he has no feelings for Thanos, deep down you both Know how much Nam Gyu cares for him more than any other person. He also cares for you, when heâs not a pain in your ass. His hand came to your throat, gripping it harshly as he brought you closer.Â
«-Watch your mouth or I will put it to good use next time. -You fucking Wish. »
He grunt and let you go. You left the kitchen to go get your clothes from last night and Pull it back before you leave Thanoâs apartment, still mad about what just happened and still full of questions about your friendship with them. Maybe you're gonna need time to think about it.
Once you have left, Nam Gyu Sight heavily. You really play on his nerves with your attitude. Pulling his hair out of his face, he take the mug of coffee you had initially made for you and take a Sip of it.
«-That bitch, I swear she plays on my nerves. -Maybe a Good fuck with her could help both of you. -No thank You, I already have all the Bitch I want at the club. I donât need a new one. »
Thanos goes back to his seat at the table and lights up a cigarette.
«-But Y/N is not just a Bitch. Sheâs our friend and you can call her all the names you want, I know you like her. Cause if it werenât the case, even High, you wouldn't let her have seen that soft and submissive part of you that you showed last night. »
Out of Anger, Nam Gyu threw the mug of Coffee against the wall Behind Thanos, Breaking the mug in many pieces.He didnât know why that affected him like this, but all that happened last night felt like it shouldn't to him. He lost control, he let his emotions lead his action and He hated that. And even if he liked it, he couldnât accept it.
«-Nothing happened Last Night ! We were just high and that was it. I donât want to ear another fucking thing about this ever again ! »
Thanos was surprised by his friend's reaction and just stayed there, in silence. Nam Gyuâs body was trembling as he started to sweat. Grunting he took a deep breath and passed his hand in his hair to place them, trying to calm himself. Heâs often like this without drugs in his system, but he never let Thanos or Y/N see him like this, unable to control his emotions.
«-Forget about Last Night. »
That was the last thing he said before leaving his best friendâs apartment.
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The Moment He Knew You Were The One
A/N: Woke up from a dream with this fully formed in my head, so enjoy some fluff. I am still working on the last chapter of Train Ride, itâs just coming together slower than I anticipated.
Pairing: Bang Chan x Reader
Cw/Tw: Fluff; a little angst if you squint, but otherwise exactly what the title says.
Wc: 696
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Chan told you later that the moment he knew you were the one for him happened on just a normal day. You had come over for the groupâs weekly movie night and were sitting cuddle up against him on the couch. His members were cuddled together on the living room floor, all of them focused on the screen.
You had noticed something off the last several times youâd been with the group. In any other situation, it wouldnât have seemed off to you. Or rather, with any other group it wouldnât have been weird. But you knew these men well enough that it was strange.
Quietly, you tugged Chan off the couch and back toward his bedroom, taking note of the sour looks that were hidden as soon as they saw you were looking. Youâd never been made to feel unwelcome and, even with those looks, you still didnât feel that way. Because the looks didnât feel personal. It was hard to describe, it was like they were directed at a situation, not at you as a person.
In the beginning of your relationship, the other members had been very welcoming to you. Theyâd been a little hesitant with physical affection, except Felix, until they warmed up to you. But then everything evened out and you felt like part of the group. Then things shifted, and you werenât sure what happened. They were never hostile to you, they still included you, were still seemingly happy to see you. But they stopped hugging you â even Felix had.
Worse though, theyâd stopped being affectionate with Chan. At least, when you were around. Youâd even noticed less affection toward Chan when they were on stage, thanks to various fan cams. It wasnât enough for Stays to notice, yet, but you knew theyâd catch on eventually.
This all led to you tugging Chan to his room to find out exactly what was going on.
âBaby, is everything okay?â
âI dunno, Channie. You tell me. Can you tell me why the guys have been pulling away from me? And, more importantly, away from you? Did I do something or not do something that upset them? Because not even Lixie will hug me anymore. I donât....â You were not surprised to feel tears gathering in your eyes. You tilted your head back, blinking fiercely to force them away. You took a deep, calming breath before continuing, but still couldnât look at him. âI would like to know what I did. Or what I didnât do. So I can fix this.â
âOh baby,â Chan wrapped his arms around you, tucking you in close to him. âYou didnât do anything or neglect to do something you should have. This is on me. We had a... situation a while back. Hyunjin had a situation. He was seeing this girl, things were great. But as soon as they started getting more serious, she got upset at him â what did she say? Oh â at him âsharing what should have been her affectionâ. When we started getting serious, I asked the guys to back off so you wouldnât feel that way.â
You gave him a look that quite clearly said âare you stupid?â then tugged him back out into the living room. âCan someone pause that for just a moment?â Seungmin paused the movie and they all turned to look at you. You looked around at them all before taking a steading breath. âI did not ask and do not want any of you to change the ways in which you show affection to me or Chan, especially Chan. I get you had a situation like that before,â you gave Hyunjin a sympathetic look. âBut that is one of my favorite things about the lot of you. So if you could just go back to normal now, thatâd be gr â oof.â You were cut off when Jisung practically crashed into you, quickly followed by Felix, then Changbin, until you were surrounded by all of them. You sighed, happily sinking into the group hug.
Chan told you later, during his proposal, that that was the moment he knew he could never live the rest of his life without you.
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big baby - k.mg
>> part 2 of: treat you better - k.mg
genre: fluff; wc: 1,3k
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..."You know, I could treat you so much better than him..."
The next morning you woke up, Mingyu's arms still wrapped around you. You tried getting out of his grasp but his grip only tightened. "Gyuuu I want to get up" you whined. "Just a little longer" he said and pulled you on top of him. Now there is no way you can get out so you just accepted your fate.
Until you had an idea. You almost felt a little bad, especially since he was sleeping so peacefully but you had to get up. You started tickling him until he let go of you. "That is SO unfair" he said laughing. He grabbed a pillow and hit you, which just escalated the situation.
You were having a pillow fight, frequently landing some hits but also receiving some. You tackled him and started tickling him again. "STOP I CAN'T ANYMORE" he said laughing histerically. You stopped and looked at him, realising you were sitting on top of your shirtless best friend.
"What's wrong?" he asked grinning at you. He knew exactly what was "wrong". In a swift motion he flipped you around so he was on top of you. Your cheeks were burning at this point and he could see that. His face slowly moved towards yours. His eyes never leaving your lips. You were mentally preparing for what was about to happen next.
You closed your eyes, trying to keep a steady breath when you felt Mingyu's breath tickle your ears. "Don't start something you can't finish" he whispered seductively. Then he hit you with a suprise attack and tickled you without showing any mercy. You laughed until your sides hurt and tears formed in your eyes.
Mingyu then stopped and got up. "Come on, let's make breakfast" he suggested. You jumped up running towards the kitchen, Mingyu following close behind you. You opened the fridge and took out some yoghurt you had. "What do you want?" you asked. "I don't know..What are you eating?" "Some yoghurt. Want some too?" "Sure"
As you guys were eating, the room fell quiet. "How do you feel?" he asked all of a sudden. You knew why he was asking that. "Right now I'm okay I guess. Maybe I'm a little hurt that he would do that, but...maybe it was a sign. A sign that he wasn't the right one you know? I certainly think the right one wouldn't cheat" you chuckled saying the last part.
"I would never cheat on you..." Mingyu whispered as quietly as he could. You heard it but pretended you didn't. "What did you say??" you asked. "Oh nothing I just agreed with you" he smiled and continued eating his yoghurt.
-3 months later-
The thing with Brian didn't bother you much anymore. More or less it still hurt your ego a bit, but other than that you were finally okay again. It happened faster than you thought it would. Maybe because Mingyu was a great help in distracting you from it, but also helping you talk about it. It seemed like all of this made your friendship even stronger than before.
You were sitting at home, wondering what to do with your life. You decided to call Mingyu to see what he was up to.
"Hello?"Â someone answered, someone that wasn't Mingyu "Uhm hello? Is Mingyu there?" "He's not here right now, this is Minghao speaking. Do you want me to tell him something?"Â the voice said. You never talked to any of his friends before. "Uhm I just wanted to know what he was up to since I'm bored"Â you laughed nervously. "Well, you could come visit us at practice if you want. Then we can finally get to know you better, especially since you're Mingyus girlfriend"Â Minghao said. "Girlfriend..?"Â You asked "Well, you're saved under ___ with a million hearts so I thought you're his girlfriend"Â Minghao said, sounding a bit embarrassed "Oh no it's okay haha, we're just best friends. Would you send me the address though?? Then I'll come visit you guys"Â you smiled. "Of course!! See you later then"Â Minghao said and shortly after sent you the address over Mingyu's phone.
You got ready, trying to look at least a bit presentable to meet the guys for the first time. I hope he tells him that I'm coming. After you got to the company you were greeted by who seems to be one of his friends . "Hey!! I'm Minghao, the one you talked to on the phone" he said and kindly greeted you. "Mingyu has been talking so much about you, we're happy we finally get to actually meet you" he happily exclaimed. "Talked about me..?" you asked with a confused look.
"I may shouldn't have said that.." he whispered and laughed. You just laughed with him until you were infront of a door. You can hear music and some people inside. "Let me go in first" he said and motioned for you to hide behind him.
"Mingyu I have a surprise for you!!" Minghao said. "Really??" you heard your best friend say before running up towards you guys. Minghao stepped out of the way and revealed you as the "suprise". "___!" Mingyu screamed and picked you up. "I'm so happy you're here" he said after you told him to let you down. "Guys this is ___ my best friend!!" he said while you just stood there awkwardly.
You sat down with some of the guys and just started talking to them. You got along with them really really well. You laughed a lot with them and came to find out that all of them are so nice. When you started talking to Seungcheol, you could feel a pair of eyes on you. You looked around and saw Mingyu glaring at you and Seungcheol.
You went back to talking and laughing with Seungcheol, talking about everything possible. Suddenly Mingyu came up behind you and put an arm around your shoulder. You turned to look at him and asked him if he was okay. "Could we maybe go out just for a second?" he asked.
You agreed and left the room. "What's wrong??" you asked. "Do you like Seungcheol?" he bursted out. "What? I've known him for literally the past 20 minutes. He seems nice but that is way too early to say you like someone" you laughed. He apologised and you guys went back in. Why would he ask me that? And why would he care?
After some more very interesting and different conversations with his friends and spending the whole day with them you decided to go home. Mingyu accompanied you on your walk. "Thanks for walking me home" you said and hugged him. "No problem" he smiled, "also uhm, I hope this isn't too weird to ask but I've been thinking about this thing for some time now.." "What thing?" you asked a bit concerned. For whatever reason your first thought was that he wanted to end the friendship. "Us. I've been thinking about us.." he started", "I thought about how happy you make me, about my feelings in general and.." he looked down, almost acting a bit embarrassed to actually say what he wanted to say. "Please Gyu, tell me what's bothering you. What are you trying to tell me??" you said and took his hands in yours. "You know you can tell me everything right?" you assured him.Â
"I love you yn" he blurted out. You didn't say anything at first. Seeing the lack of reaction, tears started welling up in his eyes. "I'm sorry.." he whispered, "I shouldn't hav-" you shush him, cupping his face with your hands. "Don't be sorry Gyu. There is no reason to cry, I haven't rejected you have I?" you smiled at him. Slowly you closed the gap between you two and placed a gentle kiss on his lips. It didn't last long, but it made obvious how you felt about his confession.Â
"I love you too, my big baby" you chuckled.
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Hi!! Can I please request a Steve Rogers x fem!enhanced!reader where she had been kidnapped by Hydra when she was a teenager after they assassinated her SHEILD agent parents, and she was held in the same place as Bucky ever since then and he took care of her as much as he could like she were his little sister. Now present day, as an adult, she escapes Hydra when SHEILD/Hydra falls? (Bucky def helped). He told her itâs very important that she finds Steve Rogers, that heâll keep her safe (buck didnât want to force her to be on the run with him). She has the power to turn invisible, teleport, and send (an invisible) blast through her hands that sends people flying. And thatâs how she finds herself wandering outside the Avengers HQ (which they kinda go on the defense because they donât know who she is). Poor woman is absolutely jumpy and terrified and sends all of them but Steve flying away from her and she turns invisible and just curls in the ground in fear đ„ș And Steve is the only one who can get through to her and calm her down and convinces her to come inside, a gentle arm around her? (Heâd be so gentle!!) and she tells him what happened to her, where she came from and how bucky told her to find him
Anyway, she only feels comfortable and safe around him for the longest time, heâs there to help her through her nightmares, help train her, hold her close when sheâs feeling scared. They both fall In love!!
Safe With Me » Steve Rogers/Captain America
Pairings: Winter Soldier x Teen!Female Reader, Bucky Barnes x Female Reader, Steve Rogers x Female Reader with the Avengers
Summary: Bucky helps you escape HYDRA and tells you to go find Steve so youâll be safe.
Warnings: Fluff, Angst (not Bucky and Steve), language, HYDRA, murder, blood, kidnapping, crying, nightmares, kissing, pet names
A/N: Thank you for the beautifully descriptive request @kpopgirlbtssvt đ©”
A/N #2: Italic text is flashbacks and nightmares. Y/M/N stands for your momâs name and Y/D/N stands for your dadâs name.
Written on my phone. My apologies for any mistakes.
Header made by @buck-star
GIF IS NOT MINE! Gif credit goes to the creator.
âMom! Dad! Iâm home!â You announced when you got home from school, walking in the house.
You didnât hear either one of them so you assumed they were still at SHIELD. You walked to the living room, only to find the dead and bloody bodies of parents. Your eyes widened and you opened your mouth to scream, but someone put a cloth over your mouth. You kicked and screamed, trying to get free of who was behind you. You soon grew weak and passed out from inhaling the fumes of chloroform.
You woke up a couple hours in an unfamiliar building and room. You squinted your eyes to adjust to the light in the room. You looked around the room to gather your surroundings. You quickly realized that youâre in some kind of lab. You went to stand up, but couldnât. You looked down at your arms and legs to see them strapped down to a chair.
âOh good! Youâre awake!â A manâs voice said.
You looked up to see a man in a suit, a man in a lab coat, and a couple men in all black clothes.
âIâm Alexander Pierce.â He introduces himself.
âWhy did you kill my parents?â You asked, completely bypassing his introduction.
âI wouldnât think of it as killing. Think of it more as getting them out of the way.â Pierce says.
âWhy though?â You asked, your voice cracking.
âThatâs easy. Since theyâre out of the way, we have easy access to what we want.â He says.
It didnât take you long to realize that he was talking about you.
âYouâre going to be our new experiment and assist the asset during missions.â He explains.
Pierce looks at the man in the lab coat, nodding at him. He nodded back. The man in the lab coat approached you with an IV with some kind of liquid in it. You began to panic and tried to get free of the restraints, but it was no use. You yelped when the needle pricked your skin, tears rolling down your cheeks.
Many months later, you started to develop powers. You werenât sure what kind of powers they were trying to get you to develop. Whatever it was, hurt every time and you didnât like it. You just wanted it to stop.
âHowâs she doing?â Pierce asks Brock Rumlow.
âSheâs getting nowhere.â Brock tells him.
You fearfully stood in front of an HYDRA agent. You were told to get your powers to work, but youâre not sure how to do that. Before you knew it, the agent charged at you. Your eyes widened and you covered your head with your arms. You somehow turned invisible when you did that, impressing everyone in the room. They gave you nods of approval. You uncovered your head and you reappeared.
âWhat the hell?â You mumbled to yourself.
Pierce approached you and put a hand on your shoulder. You looked up at him.
âGood job, Y/L/N.â He compliments.
âTh-Thank you?â You say more like a question.
âThatâs just a start. Youâll get use to it the more you develop your powers.â He says.
A few weeks later, you learned that you were also developing teleportation powers. Those powers werenât too bad to learn. You were a quick learner with those.
âYou know what to do.â Pierce says.
You took a deep breath before doing anything. You held your hands out in front of you and made a circle in front of you. A portal to another room appeared in front of you. You looked back at Pierce. He nodded for you to step in the other room through the portal and you did.
âYouâre getting better and better, kid.â He says as you came back in the room you were originally in.
You thought the only powers you had were invisibility and teleportation powers, but thatâs not it. You also have some kind of invisible power that comes out of your hands that comes out like a blast and sends people flying. You didnât know what those powers were called. You just assumed they were similar to telekinesis powers or something like that.
âYouâre impressing us more and more everyday, kid. Youâre ready to start training with the asset.â Pierce says.
You were led to a room that looks like a gym, but itâs a room thatâs used for training. The asset, as he said, was already in there. Heâs tall, has long brown hair, blue eyes, and a metal arm.
âThis is the Winter Soldier. Asset, this is our newest experiment.â Pierce introduces you two.
You shyly waved at the man. He nodded his head at you. Pierce walked out of the room, leaving the two of you alone in there. The Winter Soldier couldnât help but notice how young you look which concerned him. A kid like you shouldnât be in a place like this.
âHow old are you, kid?â The Winter Soldier asks.
â15.â You tell him.
His eyebrows rose up when he heard your age. Youâre too young to experiencing something like this. You donât need to be here either.
âWhatâs your name, doll?â He asks.
âY/N.â You tell him.
âIâm Bucky.â He kept his voice low so no one outside of the training room heard him. âIâll protect in here.â He says softly.
You smiled and nodded.
Over time, you and Bucky developed a sibling relationship. You two learned more about each other. Bucky protects you the best he can. When you two go on missions together, he does most of the work while you are somewhere safe so you donât get hurt.
YEARS LATER
You always go on missions with Bucky- the Winter Soldier, but this time you didnât. You were sure why you couldnât go on the mission with him. You asked them why you couldnât go with him and they told you that you werenât needed on this mission. Then they locked you in the cell they kept you in.
There wasnât anything for you to do in a cell that had nothing but a bed in there. You laid on the bed and stared up at the ceiling as time passed. You jumped when you heard the sound of metal breaking. You scrambled to sit up. The door opened, revealing Bucky. You smiled and felt relieved when you seen him.
âWe have to get out of here.â Bucky says.
Bucky grabbed your hand and led you out of the cell and out of the HYDRA base. You didnât question him. You just followed him. When you two were outside of the base, Bucky put a backpack on your back.
âWhatâs in the backpack?â You asked.
âClothes and snacks.â He says.
âWhere are we going?â You asked.
âYou are going to find a guy named Steve Rogers. Heâll help you and keep you safe.â He says.
âWhoâs Steve Rogers?â You asked.
âMy best friend and Captain America.â He tells you. âNow go.â He says.
âWhat about you? I canât just leave you here.â You say, your eyes tearing up.
âIâll find somewhere to hide. Donât worry about me, doll.â He says softly.
âBut I want to stay with you.â You say, your bottom lip quivering and tears flowing down your cheeks.
âI know you do, but you canât. Youâll be safer with Steve.â He says.
Bucky pulls you into a tight hug, a couple tears rolling down his cheeks. He kissed your forehead before looking in your eyes.
âI love you, doll.â Bucky whispers. âYou will always be like a little sister to me.â He says softly.
âI love you too, Bucky.â You whispered back, your voice cracking. âYou will always be my big brother.â You say softly.
You started running. You took a look back to see Bucky running in a different direction. You hated this. You didnât want to leave the person closest to you. Bucky is like the older brother you never had.
After a few days of looking for Buckyâs friend, you managed to find him. You found him in a building called the Avengers Tower. You wandered around the building, trying to figure out how to get inside.
âThereâs a woman outside of the building.â Jarvis informs the Avengers.
âWho is she?â Tony asks.
âIâm not sure, but she looks suspicious.â He says.
Everyone grabbed their weapons, getting prepared for you to come inside the tower. You managed to find the entrance and went inside of the building. You quickly found an elevator and got on it.
âShe entered the building and is coming to this floor.â Jarvis informs everyone.
The elevator dinged and the doors opened. You stepped off of it. You were met by the Avengers with their weapons pointed at you. Your eyes widened and you rose your hands in surrender, not trying to cause any trouble.
âWho are you?â Tony asks with his blaster aimed at you.
âI-I-I donât want any trouble.â You stuttered, not answering his question.
âWhy are you here?â Natasha asks.
âIâm looking for someone.â You answered.
âWho?â Thor asks.
You kept fumbling with your words. You knew who you were looking for, but you were so terrified that you forgot how to form any words. Thatâs when you heard the sound of a gun being cocked and Tonyâs blaster. You held your hands out in front of you, forgetting that you had powers for a second. The next thing you knew, the Avengers got blasted by the invisible power that comes from your hands and sent flying all over the room, except Steve. Your eyes widened. You didnât mean to do that. You didnât know what to do, except run. Steve ran after you with his shield.
You found a hallway and hid down there. You leaned against the wall, sliding down it. You pulled your knees up to your chest and turned yourself invisible so no one could find you. You started crying out of fear. Steve followed the sound of your crying. It led him to the hallway youâre in, but he didnât know where you are in the hallway, due to your invisibility powers.
âShow yourself.â Steve says as he cautiously walks down the hallway.
You know you shouldnât reveal yourself, but you did it anyway. You reappeared. Steve found you sitting on the floor against the wall with your knees pulled up to your chest.
âWhy are you here?â Steve asks you.
âIâm- Iâm looking for someone.â You tell him.
âWho are you looking for?â He asks.
âSteve Rogers.â You answered.
âThatâs me.â He tells you. âWhy are you looking for me?â He asks.
âI was told to.â You say.
âBy who?â He asks.
âYour friend Bucky Barnes.â You tell him.
Steveâs eyes widened when you said Buckyâs name. He set his shield against the wall before crouching down in front of.
âDid Bucky send you here as himself or as the Winter Soldier?â Steve asks.
âHimself.â You answered. âHe told me you two are best friends and youâre Captain America. He said youâll help me and keep me safe.â You tell him.
âIf you donât mind me asking.â He begins as he sat down next to you. âHow do you know Bucky?â He asks.
âHim and I met in HYDRA when I was 15. Heâs like an older brother to me. HYDRA killed my parents who worked for SHIELD, kidnapped me, and experimented on me.â You explained.
âWho are your parents?â He asks.
âY/M/N and Y/D/N.â You tell him.
The memory of seeing your parents dead bodies on the living room flashed in your mind. You couldnât help but start crying again. Steve wrapped his arm around you, pulling you closer to him.
âI knew your parents. I worked with them a lot. Iâm sorry to hear about what happened to them.â Steve says.
You know you donât Steve, but you quickly started trusting him.
âBucky was right to tell you to come find me. Iâll help you and keep you safe.â He says.
âReally?â You asked, sniffling and looking up at him with teary eyes.
âYes.â He confirms.
You smiled at him and hugged him. Steve hugged you back.
Over the next few weeks, you got settled in the Avengers Tower with Steveâs help. Steve stuck to his words. The Avengers arenât too thrilled about the idea of you living there after you accidentally blasted them with your powers. You were standing next to the door of the lounge room when you heard Steve and the Avengers talking.
âWhy is she still here?â Tony asks Steve.
âBucky told her that Iâll keep her safe and thatâs what I intend on doing for her.â Steve says.
âYou know, heâs not much of a friend if he tried to kill you. Even ask Wilson and Romanoff. They were there.â He says.
âThat was the Winter Soldier not Bucky. He was under HYDRAâs control.â He says, defending his best friend, even though heâs not there.
âGive the man a break.â Sam speaks up. âBucky wants to make sure his little sister is safe so he sent her to his best friend.â He says.
âHow do we know Barnes or HYDRA didnât send her here to kill us?â Tony asks theoretically.
âBucky wouldnât do that.â Steve says.
âBesides, if she wanted to kill any of us, she wouldâve done it anyway.â Clint chimes in.
âShe may have a track record with HYDRA, but she doesnât look like the kind of person who would kill anyone.â Wanda says.
Your eyes teared up. You couldnât help but let that theory get to you. You finally walked in the lounge room, fiddling with the strings on your -Steveâs- sweatshirt.
âNone of that is my intention.â You say.
Everyone went silent and turned their attention to you.
âYou donât need to explain yourself, Y/N.â Steve says softly.
âYes I do.â You say.
You turned to Tony.
âWhat you think Iâm going to do is not true. HYDRA didnât send me here to kill you guys. I would never do anything like that. Bucky, whoâs like a brother to me, sent me to find Steve so he can keep me safe. I wanted to go with Bucky, but he thought it would be better if Iâm in Steveâs care.â You explained. âAs for me blasting and sent you guys flying across the room with my powers, that was an accident. I didnât mean to do that. That was out of fear and I apologize for that.â You apologized.
A few tears rolled down your cheeks by the time you were done talking. You left the lounge room and went back to your bedroom. Everyone in the room stayed silent and felt bad for you. Steve went to your room, only to find you crying softly. He sat down on your bed next to you and rubbed your back.
âIâm sorry if you heard any of that.â Steve says softly.
âI heard all of it. I understand why Tony said those things, but it hurt my feelings and to hear.â You say.
âDonât listen to him.â He says.
You sniffled and sat up. Your face is wet with tears and your eyes are red from crying. Steve grabbed a tissue from the box on your nightstand and gently wiped your tears away. You couldnât help but smile when he did that. Steve took a moment to admire your beauty.
âYouâre very beautiful.â He murmurs softly.
You smiled and looked down, blushing uncontrollably. Steve gently lifted your head so you were looking in his blue eyes. He leaned in and kissed you softly and passionately. His lips felt soft against yours. There was so much love and passion in the kiss that it took your breath away. He pulled away and put his forehead against yours, looking deep in your eyes.
âThat was my first kiss.â You admitted.
âIâm honored to be your first kiss.â Steve says with a smile.
Steve pecked your lips softly a few times before you two laid down on the bed. He covered you two up with a blanket and held you close to him. You laid your head on his chest, slowly falling asleep to the sound of his heartbeat.
You werenât sure how long you have been asleep. Youâve been tossing and turning in your sleep for the past few minutes. Your hands held onto the blanket tightly. You were also mumbling in your sleep.
âWhat about you? I canât just leave you here.â You say, your eyes tearing up.
âIâll find somewhere to hide. Donât worry about me.â Bucky says softly.
Steve turned on the bedside lamp and turned to face you.
âSweetheart, wake up.â Steve gently shook you. âYouâre having a nightmare.â He says softly.
You gasped loudly and scrambled to sit up, breathing heavily. You looked around the room to gather your surroundings. You then broke down in tears when you didnât see Bucky. Steve wrapped his arms around you, pulling you onto his lap.
âYouâre ok. Youâre safe with me.â Steve whispers.
âI miss Bucky.â You say, your voice cracking.
âI do too.â He says softly.
Your crying died down after a few minutes and you fell back to sleep.
âHey! You said youâd go it easy on me.â Steve playfully jokes.
âI told you I wouldnât use my powers and do it your way. So technically I am going easy on you.â You giggled.
A couple weeks later, you and Tony managed to work out his differences with you. Steve has been helping you train. Actually, you two are playing around at the moment.
âYou know, you can go a little harder on me. I can handle it. I am Captain America after all.â He says.
âDonât say I didnât warn you, Stevie.â You say jokingly.
You did a move Steve taught you. Actually, Bucky taught you years ago. Steve is just helping you improve it. You kicked his feet out from underneath him and he fell onto the mat on the floor. You shocked yourself when you did that.
âWoah. That was cool.â You say, still shocked.
âSo itâs cool that you knocked me to the ground?â He jokes.
âN-No! I was just- I never done that before. Actually, Iâve done it a couple times.â You babbled.
Steve reaches up and pulls you down to the floor with him. Actually, you landed on top of him.
âIâm not mad. Iâm impressed, sweetheart.â He says.
You two stared in each otherâs eyes. You and Steve got caught up in the moment and one thing led to another and Steve kissed you.
âI donât think Bucky would approve of this if he found out.â You giggled softly.
âItâll be our little secret.â Steve whispers and playfully winks.
Steve stood up and helped you up.
âCan I tell you something?â You asked nervously.
âYou can tell me anything, Y/N.â He says.
âIâm in love with you.â You tell him. âIâm not just saying that cause we kissed a couple times. I feel a connection between us and-â Steve kissed you to get you to stop blabbing.
âIâm in love with you too, sweetheart.â He whispers and smiles at you.
âReally?â You asked.
âYes.â He answers, kissing you again. âI love you, darling.â He whispers.
âI love you too, Stevie.â You whispered back with a smile.
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Charred Legacy: Chapter Forty-Four
(AO3 counterpart here.)
âCloudpaw?â
Of course Fireheart had to wake up to that.
âCloudpaw!â Aspenpawâs increasingly frightened voice, pitching further up with every word. âCloudpaw, where are you?â
Fireheart started getting to his feet before his eyes opened. Half of him wanted to keep them squeezed shut forever, as if that would help avoid this situation.
Goldenflowerâs voice came now. âWhatâs going on, dove?â
âCloudpawâs not in his nest!â Aspenpaw didnât sound like she cared if she woke up the rest of camp. âAnâ and I checked the dirtplace, and heâs not there!â
Fireheart fought back uttering a curse as the cats deeper into the warriorâs den started mumbling and shifting, waking up at the terrified apprenticeâs cries. Before anyone else could pass him, he stepped out of the den, shaking his fur of stray dead moss. His eyes opened just as Aspenpaw skidded to a stop in front of him, her own bulging with panic.
âDid you know where Cloudpaw is?â she asked desperately.
Fireheart barely kept his tone in check when he said quietly, âI have an inkling.â
âHe didnât go after the dogs, did he?â Aspenpaw twisted around, pacing between Fireheart and Goldenflower. âOh, stars, what if he did, anâ and they found him, andââ
âThey didnât.â Fireheart felt curious eyes on him as more cats came out of their dens at the noise. âHeâs fine.â
âThen where is he?!â Aspenpaw cried. Her legs splayed out as she turned to face Fireheart again, her claws sinking into the moist sand.
âFireheart?â Whitecloudâs soft voice came up beside him. Fireheart only turned with his eyes to see the concern on the deputyâs face. âIs something wrong?â
Youâve got to tell them, his logical side said, gentle but firm. Heâs pushed his luck too many times now. And you made it clear that heâd get in trouble if he ran off again. Donât hide this anymore. Now is the time to be an adult and tell the truth.
How he hated that this side was right. With a deep inhale that came back out as a much heavier sigh than he intended, Fireheart looked properly over at Whitecloud and asked, âIs it okay if I call a meeting?â
Whitecloud blinked, his yellow eyes pale with confusion. âIs it important?â
Fireheart nodded. âItâs something I think everyone should have a voice in.â
More confusion, and a bit of disturbance, but Whitecloud flicked a paw at the stump. âGo ahead.â
By this time, the entire Clan was awake, all either leaving their dens or poking their heads out and speaking to each other. The general tone wavered with worry, not helped by Aspenpawâs fur sticking out in all directions as she looked around desperately for her brother. Fireheart wasted no time, striding for the stump just as Yellowfang and Cinderpaw came to its base out of the remains of ferns behind it. As he passed them, Yellowfang grunted knowingly.
He stopped right below the stump, exposed roots beneath his feet. He wondered why it was only now that he hesitated to stand above his Clanmates, when he was to command their attention all on his own. He hadnât felt this apprehension the last two times he had jumped onto it, and the most recent time was far worse than the topic he had to broach now.
âWhatâs he doing?â someone whispered close by.
Fireheart clenched his jaw as tight as he could, releasing some of his tension when he relaxed. He didnât give himself any more time to hesitateâhe simply bunched up and leaped, landing on the top with ease (shorter than a fence, he thought, but still harder) and turning to face his Clanmates. Most of them stared at him in bafflement, but they slowly clustered in as Whitecloud came to stand on one side of the stump.
Fireheart gathered his courage, sent a quick prayer to the Three for help, and spoke, attempting to speak as loudly and clearly as his leader and deputies always had.
âI know where Cloudpaw is,â he started. âI know where heâs been going. I wanted to handle this privately, and keep it between me and him, but heâs disobeyed too many times now, and put himself in too much danger. Itâs time for me to tell you all so, hopefully, we can find a solution together.â
The cats on the ground exchanged puzzled faces, but a few of them seemed to have an idea of where this was going, judging by their narrowed eyes and turned-back ears.
With a faint flame of boldness in his chest, Fireheart continued. âHeâs been sneaking off to see his birth-mother in the Houses.â
The air burst with shouts of shock and angerâeven the apprentices looked outraged, Thornpaw especially. Ravenwing sat by Snowpaw, signing to him with a troubled face. Greystripe, Fireheart noticed, had an expression of something like sympathy; he was the only cat that didnât look scandalized.
âYou never told any of us about this?â Willowpelt asked sharply.
âOnly Yellowfang,â Fireheart replied.
âAnd why didnât you say anything, then?â Sandstorm growled at the old seer.
Yellowfang stuck her jaw out. âWould that it were my business. The boyâs the one to handle it.â
âThen he should have handled it sooner!â Darkstripe shouted. âHeâs been betraying us all, letting his stupid apprentice break the law! I bet heâs been eating kittypet food and letting those humans touch him!â
Fireheart was not ruffled by this; really, heâd been expecting someone to say it. It might as well be the cat he could disregard entirely. He instead kept his attention on the rest of the Clan, who were slowly quieting down so he could speak.
âI brought him to meet her once myself, once we returned home from the Barn,â he said, and waited for another round of outrage to pass before continuing. âSince then, heâs been seeing her for the comfort of having a mother who lives in a safe place that he doesnât have to look around in to avoid being eaten by dogs.â
Dustpelt glared up at him. âAnd you letââ
âI am not finished talking,â Fireheart said coolly.Â
To his surprise, the last of the mutters and growls cut themselves off, everyoneâs eyes back on him. He took the opportunity presented while he had it.
âI can understand his reasoning, but I donât agree with it.â Fireheartâs ears folded back of their own accord. âIâve told him repeatedly that he was only going to see her if I went with himâyes, Iâm aware thatâd be me breaking the law too, but family is family, as you all know better than anyone else.â By the uncomfortable shifting of paws and twitching of mouths, he had them pinned for that, at least. âThe last time he went, I warned him that I would properly punish him if he did it again. And, well, heâs done it again. He doesnât have any other reason to have completely disappeared this early in the night.â He looked down at Cloudpawâs anxious sister. âWhen you looked for him outside, you didnât smell any dogs nearby, did you?â
Aspenpaw shook her head, but she didnât look any more relieved.
âHeâs got a knack for getting through the territory without facing any trouble,â Fireheart said to the rest. âI could probably head to the Houses right now and bring him back.â He paused, a gnarled little root of negativity coiling around the flame of boldness. âTruthfully, though, Iâm probably just going to let him come home on his own and face all of us as a Clan.â He drew in another breath, hoping for the ideal answer to his question. âSo, Iâm up here because I want to ask you all: what should be done to ensure he doesnât do this again?â
âExile, I say,â Darkstripe snapped. âHe was a mistake to bring in from the beginning. He shouldâve stayed a kittypet, likeââ
âOh, shut up,â Greystripe said casually, then raised his voice to be heard by everyone. âI get where Cloudpaw is coming fromâI mean, he shouldnât be doing this, but I get it. I think he should be properly punished once he gets home, just not too hard.â
âHas he been eating kittypet food?â Frostfur asked, her tone icy. Fireheart nodded and she spat. âThen maybe he could eat it for the rest of his life. We donât need a traitor in our Clan.â
âHeâs an apprentice!â Ravenwing said to her, surprisingly angry. âAnd a very young one at that! This is a stressful time for us adults, let alone a young cat who was made an apprentice too early and lost half of his family out here. I donât blame him at all for wanting comfort, even when he knows he shouldnât be doing it. He doesnât need to be kicked out like he killed one of us.â
A lump formed in Fireheartâs throat. He swallowed it, noting that the aura radiating from Ravenwing outward cooled down the surrounding cats significantly.
âI meanâŠâ Mousefur grimaced. âHeâs definitely in trouble, but⊠maybe punishing him too hard would cause him to leave anyway.â
âItâs easier to run to safety than face an entire Clan,â Goldenflower agreed. She spoke to Fireheart now. âHeâs just an apprentice. He still has the capacity to learn and grow. You were barely his age when you came to us.â
âHe needs to stop regardless,â Halftail retorted curtly. âHeâs betraying the code, no matter how old he is.â
Mutters of agreement followed this. Dustpelt and Whitecloud whispered something to each other before Whitecloud looked back up at Fireheart.
âHeâs already restricted to camp when heâs alone,â he said. âAnd he enjoys his apprentice duties. What can you offer that will ensure he understands?â
Fireheartâs eyes unfocused as he thought. An idea he really didnât like was forming in his head.
âHeâll already have to face all of us,â he said slowly. âItâd be as close to isolation as he could get without actually living outside. ButâŠâ
âHe needs something stronger to set it in stone,â Willowpelt said, more contemplative than angry.
âHeâll have it.â Fireheart breathed in again, bracing himself for his own ruling. âHe wonât be allowed to visit her again, whether or not Iâm with him.â
âAnd if he does anyway?â Lizardtail asked.
Fireheartâs claws unconsciously dug into the stump. Even when forcing it out, his voice was soft. âThen Iâll personally ensure he stays there for the rest of his life.â
This was met with complete, stunned silence. Even Darkstripe stared at him in surprise.
Ravenwing hesitantly broke the quiet. âAre you positive you can do that?â
âMore than Iâd like to be,â Fireheart sighed out, grateful that the breath wasnât as shaky as his innards were feeling. He looked down. âWhitecloud, Dustpelt, does that sound fair?â
Dustpelt blinked at the sudden attention, but recovered quickly. âIt does to me.â
âThat will solve the issue either way,â Whitecloud concurred. He gestured for Fireheart to move, then jumped onto the stump, standing by the young tomâs side as he spoke to the Clan. âWe need to remember that Cloudpaw is very young and very misguided. Fireheart has done his best for him, and he has the chance to change, like Goldenflower said.â His eyes went to Fireheart. âBut we canât afford to have a cat with us who proves himself disloyal and selfish. If his uncle and mentor decrees it, heâll be sent to live as a kittypet. Our task is to encourage him to stay with us, not give him more reason to run away. Speak sternly, but donât scream and threaten. Let him know this is his home for as long as heâs loyal to it.â
The Clan gave spotted nods and murmurs of agreement. Whitecloud turned to Fireheart fully.
âWeâll wait for him to come home on his own tonight,â he said. âIf heâs late by morning, you can go get him yourself. He can have this last meeting with his mother.â
âShe didnât even raise him,â someone grumbled. âWhy should she be rewarded for giving him up?â
âThis will be as much a loss for her as it is for him,â Whitecloud said calmly. âShe will suffer the consequences of never seeing him again.â He added to Fireheart, âAnd you need to stay away from there, too. Let her understand how Clan society works.â
Fireheart said nothing. He simply nodded, a slithering unhappiness in his gut.
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Cloudpaw did not come back in the morning.
Fireheart was allowed to go out and search for a bit, just to make sure there were no dead ginger-pointed apprentices sprawled out in the fading snow. He found nothingâno scent of dog, no scent of Cloudpaw, not even a piece of prey making itself known. Despite his protests, Whitecloud had him come back to camp and wait with the rest.
Cloudpaw did not return by the next evening.
Two patrols were sent out to try and find his trail, or him himself. The damp and cold smothered what little was on the way to the Houses. Fireheart led one of the patrols into the northern forest, just in case his nephew was hiding. He was not.
The morning came. Cloudpaw still wasnât home.
Even the cats angry with the little apprentice began peering out of the camp entrance, coming back in with concerned headshakes. Another patrol, this time in the south, produced nothing of note besides the scent of dog.
Aspenpaw, by this point, hadnât stopped shaking since she woke up, muttering about Cloudpawâs disappearance as Goldenflower tried to soothe her. Brightpaw wasnât much better, staring down at the ground with trembling whiskers, like she was imagining what state Cloudpawâs body was in.
When the night finally arrived, Fireheart went to Whitecloud, very aware of all the anxious eyes on him.
âIâd like permission to search for him in the Houses,â he said. âWith a patrol.â
Whitecloud simply nodded. âTake who you want.â
Fireheart only had to glance behind himself to see Greystripe and Ravenwing trotting up to him, eyes determined, if worried. âIâll take them.â Â
âYouâve got us,â Greystripe said.
Ravenwing turned to Snowpaw, who had started following him, and signed for him to stay home. Snowpaw looked downcast, but he agreeably blinked and returned to his sisterâs side. Aspenpaw hurried up to Fireheart just as he was about to leave and pawed at his leg to get his attention.
âPlease,â she whispered, âplease bring him home.â
Fireheart met her eyes with a kind, reassuring gaze. âIâll do my best. I know Iâll find him alive.â
Aspenpaw moved her mouth, but she said nothing in return and stepped back, watching the trio trot out of camp in silence. Fireheart could feel her eyes on him even outside in the woods.
He paused for a moment, just to look at his friends. They caught up to him, both resting their tails on his sides in silent companionship. Fireheart managed a purr, turned for the Houses, and started running.
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The Next Morning
Part two of
Caleb woke up looking for your figure next to him but he only found a cold empty space. Confusion was replaced by worry as he heard your cries coming from the bathroom, Caleb rushed to the restroom as anxiety cling on to him. Had he done something to hurt you? Was he too intense the night before? Why were you crying?
He felt his soul left his body as he saw you in the shower, cleaning your body until you left a red impression on your skin.
"Pipsqueak?" Caleb saw you jump but you did not turn to see him "Tell me was wrong" He did not understand what he did wrong, yesterday you were desperate for him in the same way he had been ever since he was a teenager. In your eyes Caleb could see the wave of emotions that were plaguing you: regret, fear and even pain.
Stupid idiot, he should have know better, he should have know you better. He should have stopped you, wait for you until your head was not acting out of instinct and anxiety. Slowly, as if he were testing troublesome waters, Caleb stepped into the shower. You were not running away, but you weren't looking at him, it pain him how you flinched when he raised his arm to turn off the shower.
"I am sorry" his movements fast and swift as he used a towel to envolve you "Forgive me, pipsqueak. I should have know"
Swoly his arms moved to your body, waiting for your rejection, when it never came he pressed himself closer to you. His hands drawing soothing patterns in the skin of your arms, letting you cry until you decided to face him. Unable to resist the urgency of his touch, your body betrayed you and you his in Caleb's chest, the same way you used to whenever you had a nightmare or were scared. It felt like home.
"I am sorry" your apology did nothing to tame Caleb's anxiety. Gently he lifted your chin until your eyes meet each other's "I didn't mean to... I got anxious... I didn't want to lose you. I had to do something to make sure you would never go" your hands grabbed his face digging your fingers on his cheeks "I cannot loose you again. I can't lose my Caleb" desesperation filling your voice.
How was he supposed to react? Caleb had loved every second you were clinging on to him, but was that one the only reason? Is that the way you saw what you have done? It hurted him, he had loved you for years, yearning and waiting for an opportunity, waiting for you to feel at least a fraction of what he felt for you to not olose the Caleb you once knew. The possessive part of him, that he tried to buried, made his way to the surface, his big frame towering your small one until you were merely a breath away.
"What?" Disappointment and anger filled his voice "Is that what it was?" His fingers make his way to your throat "Is this some mean to keep your gege?"
"Caleb? I didn't mean"
"Fuck" his embrace holding you even tighter "Do you regret it? I need to know" Caleb last thread of patience had spanned "If you regret, if you think was a mistake, tell me now. We can go back to where it was... I can be your gege again, but please don't give me hope for you to just take away..."
For the second time your hand met his cheek, leaving and angry mark, this time a bruise would form. Pushing him on the mattress, you straddled on his lap, your hands covering his mouth.
"I regret it the way it happened! I regret that I acted out of fear and anxiety and not out of love!" Tears falling on his body, how he wanted to brush them away but he was unable to move "I regret that I did not wait until your last name was mine, to cross that line before our promise"
Promise? What promise? He didn't know what you were talking about, he made sure to remember every singles promise that he had made to you, yet he was unsure about what you were referring to
"Dummy!" A smile making a way to your face. Freeing his mouth, you slapped him on the chest "You have forgotten, don't you?" Bringing your hands together in a pinkie promise you looked at him "I, MC, swear that will be the bride of Caleb..."
Memories flooded his mind, a hot summer and falling trees. Two kids with scrapped knees and full of mud. A warm breeze ruffling their hairs as they leaned together, a pinky promise taking place.
"...I, Caleb will be your broom, to protect you and shield you..." the anger and desesperation going away "... Together forever..." your voices mixing together "Caleb and MC will be married together"
"Dummy" even though you laughed, the tears kept falling from your eyes "Dummy, dummy, dummy..."
"I am such a fool" Gently, Caleb pulled you closer, whipping away your tears "I am so sorry, pipsqueak" his own vision becoming blurry "I forgot... I won't forget again.. I am so sorry...I should have know..."
Your hand rested on the crook of his neck, tracing patterns in the burn scar's in his chest, unable to say something else. Fear, anger, happiness, relief among other feelings were running free inside of you, but the steady beat of living heart calmed you down, Caleb was alive, Caleb was back.
Caleb's was battling against his own feelings, Caleb knew that you regreted what you have done, but you didn't hate him, and for that moment it was enough. Soon, you would need to address the feelings that you both had, to navigate where you were going from now on, but in that peaceful moment there was nothing that the both of you dared to say. Caleb was going to make sure that no one would tear him away from him, not again.
#l&ds#love and deepspace#caleb x mc#caleb x reader#love and deepspace caleb#l&ds caleb#love and deepspace mc
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A Day To Celebrate.
Ronin x reader scenario, reader's birthday with their partner, fluff, cutsy, maybe some swears and spoilers for the route.
Wish me a happy birthday in the comments, wouldja darlin'? On Feb 3rd your fav lil writer blessed this earthly vale with their presence.
Ronin Beaufort - The Devil.
"Ronin, it's three in the morning. Why the fuck are calling me now?!" You murmured to your phone, or rather to the person on the other side of a call that woke you up.
Ronin, your boyfriend and the most annoying bastard known to mankind, called you out of nowhere and very rudely woke you up.
Seriously, can't you even sleep on your own birthday? Right. It's your birthday, one year closer to death, or however your edgy boyfriend would call it. You wanted to have a good night's sleep for once in the three hundred sixty five days the year offered you, but yet again, someone can't let you have this moment of peace.
"Awh, did I wake you up, writer darlin'? Tsktsk, well too bad. We're heading out, I'm at your door so chop chop." What. No way, no way he wasn't serious...
You jumped out of your bed, practically ran to your window and looked out of it. There he was. Bathed in shadows and darkness, his signature beanie with red horns on his head, phone to his ear while he was looking at your bedroom window. You could swear that he had that shit eating grin glued to his face even tho you couldn't see him clearly.
"What are you doing at my door at three in the morning?" You didn't know if you were more annoyed at him, or at the stupid butterflies in your stomach that were trying to tear your flesh apart from inside.
His chuckle filled your ears and you knew that you were already lost in his game. "It's a surprise love, don't worry, I'm sure you'll like it. Just get yourself all dolled up, but don't take too long. It would be a shame if I had to break down your door."
Beep. Beep. Beep.
The call has ended and you were left staring at him through your window. Fucking Beaufort! Always meddling in and knowing that you will always agree to everything. Maybe it's his rot influencing you, or maybe you're just so fucked up on your own, you didn't know - even though you chose to give yourself the benefit of the doubt and went with the former.
You left your house, greeted by a whistle and cup of coffee being placed in your hand. You looked at Ronin who was looking you up and down, satisfied with the view.
"Well, well, what an eye candy you are, truly a lil piece of art." He complimented you and kissed your forehead.
"Oh please, cut the compliments. Why are you waking me up at this ungodly hour." He snickered at your comments. Ungodly. A word perfectly fitting the antichrist. Sometimes you wondered how much of this devil-may-care attitude was really just his way of adapting to being made the devil in his childhood and how much of it was truly him.
"Oh, don't be like that darling." He gave you a pout and snickered when you punched his shoulder. "Feisty, just how I like you."
"Beaufort " You gave him a warning stare.
"Alright, alright, I'll tell ya." Ronin put his arms up in a defeated way. "I'm taking you out, 's your birthday and I, as the most devilishly amazing boyfriend you could ever ask for, have a little something for you." If it wasn't for his high ego and the late hour you would smile and call him sweet, but you can't give him that compliment when your body still desperately needs sleep.
"So, this plan of yours couldn't wait for the sun to be out?" You raised your eyebrow and sipped the coffee he gave you, at least something to keep you awake.
"Nah, it has to be now or the gift wouldn't be as exquisite as it is. And trust me, once you see it, you'll be thanking me for waking you up "
You rolled your eyes but with a small smile you took his outstretched hand. "Alright then Romeo, lead the way." You said jokingly.
"Awh sorry to disappoint you, love, but we're not dying at the end. You have to put the poison away for now, Juliet." What a romantic thing to say, especially when it's coming from a serial killer.
Finally after a long motorcycle drive the two of you arrived at a place you never seen before. Well, you couldn't exactly see anything now either, there were no street lights, just you two and the moon looming over the whole damn place, romantic and dangerous at the same time, just like your favourite serial killer.
"So you wanted to show me complete darkness? That's such a nice birthday surprise Ro, really." You said with a sarcastically sweet voice.
"And I thought you were the smartie, sweetheart." He pinched your cheek. "Obviously there's something more, come on." He took you by the hand and started walking, pulling you behind.
While you were walking you felt tall grass and flowers rubbing against your legs, you were obviously going through a narrow path because Ronin had to go in front of you. Your eyes were slowly adjusting to the surroundings, you could see an outline of flowers, they were white that's all you could tell so far.
Finally, after a short walk, you could see a weak light on the ground in the distance, something like an electric lantern. Your curiosity grew stronger with every second. What could Ronin possibly prepare for you? A dead body came to mind first, probably one with its heart cut out and some romantic meaning behind the "art piece". It's not like you wouldn't appreciate it, it's a gift... A very peculiar one at that.
"Are ya ready?" He asked, his voice a little shaky, like he's stressed by this gift he was about to give you. Somehow it made you more excited. If it caused Ronin to be so concerned, then it had to come from his heart even if he would play it off as being nonchalant later.
"Well you did wake me up at three in the morning and rode me here for an hour, so yeah, I'm ready Ronin." Your remark about the journey was light-hearted, you wanted to calm him down a little.
"Hah, you're damn right." With a more relaxed voice he took a few final steps and you could see the gift he has prepared.
"No dead bodies? What a shame, Butcher." You teased him and looked around.
In front of you there was a lantern, lighting up a small circle that you and him were standing in. You could get a better look at your surroundings now. You were standing in a meadow.... A meadow full of white lilies. It was mesmerising, the flowers bathed in the weak light.
"'s not the main part of the gift, but..." Ronin's hushed voice came from behind you, and his hand pushed your head up. "Look up, darlin'." You did as he told you to and...
Oh gods the view was just perfect. A sunrise in the horizon, weakly lighting up the world, making the white flowers pop even more. You were just mesmerised by this.
"Ronin this is..."
"Worth waking up so early?" He finished your sentence jokingly.
"I was about to say beautiful but sure, have it your way, idiot." You elbowed him and scoffed. "So what's the main gift?" You looked at him now, he was holding something behind his back.
His eyes were locked on yours, the dark void trapping you in itself like destruction.
"I've got something, it's... I made this." His voice was rushed when he handed you a box.
It was small, not bigger than a jewelry box. You were curious, especially since he said it was handmade. You slowly lifted the lid and the thing you saw inside made your heart stop for a second.
Inside was a thin chain with a pendant, the pendant was a small skull with a lily in one of its eyes. You moved it between your fingers, at the skull's back there was an engraved letter "R" symbolising him.
"... It's not the best thing I've made but uh I tried." You looked up from the gift, Ronin wasn't even looking at you. He was shy? Or maybe embarrassed? He was kinda cute like this....
You didn't know what to say, no words would describe the happiness his gift gave you. So instead of saying anything you pulled him into a tight hug.
"Ronin, thank you. This means so much to me, I'll never take this off." You whispered, clenching the necklace in your hand.
"Hah, I told ya that you'd like it." Oh, and the nonchalant asshole is back.
You were smiling the whole way home, sometimes raising your hand to the pendant just to feel it again. And to think that this small gift would make you so happy....
It was truly a magical beginning of a birthday full of surprises for you.
I'm so happy to be able to share my birthday with all my amazing readers 𫶠I love you all
- N
(await more fics now because I'll get a laptop (hopefully!!!) and I have super great plans for my future writings and maybe a lil special piece I'm working on with someone đ)
#killer chat#fanfic#killer chat ronin#fluff#gender neutral reader#birthday fic#ronin killer chat#ronin x reader#ronin beaufort#ronin
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Chapter 2, here we go!!!
You Look At Me Like I'm All You Want (I'm Hardwired To Be With You) by MoonWolfBlues
sterek | General Audiences | 4,695 words | 2/? Read on AO3: Ch. 1 | Ch. 2
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Stiles woke up groggy and out of it. His mouth felt like cotton and his limbs ached. He reached out gently with his magic, assessing his immediate surroundings. He could sense that he wasnât at home, but he didnât seem to be surrounded by enemies either for once. Heâd woken up in restraints enough times to recognize the feel of them and that wasnât what was happening here. Actually, he had no idea what was happening here.
The last thing he remembered was the explosion and feeling the pack bonds break before running for his life through the preserve.
He couldnât hear anyone talking, so he risked opening one eye. Of course, he regretted it immediately when he was met with the hard stare of what could only be an imposing alpha. And not one that he recognized. It was just his luck that his spark would go on the fritz at a time like this. He should have been able to sense an unfamiliar presence with his magic, but for some reason he didnât sense her.
He groaned and opened his eyes the rest of the way. He had been caught and no amount of faking on his part would get past an alphaâs keen senses, so there was no point in trying to hide that he was awake.
He moved to sit up and groaned even harder at the pain in his side. He looked down and put his hand to the newly applied bandage. Hmm⊠they cleaned his wounds? So they werenât completely evil. But if he remembered correctly, the wound wasnât that deep, well not deep enough that his bond and spark shouldnât have started healing it by now. Which could only mean, âIâm not healing.â
This seemed to catch the alphaâs attention. âShould you be?â
âWell yeah, thatâs kind of an advantage to being an Alphaâs mate. One of the cooler ones if I do say so myself.â He was rambling. He really needed to stop doing that in front of potential enemies. âThatâs beside the point. Where am I? Why did you bandage my wounds?â
Her surprise turned to apprehension at his mention of mates but she didnât move from her place at the door. âWhat Alpha do you serve?â
âOkay, guess weâre not answering any of my questions today.â He rolled his eyes and looked around the room. From the small window near the ceiling, he could tell it was daytime and that he was underground, most likely in a basement if the lack of furnishings and damp air was anything to go by. He couldnât have been out that long, probably a few hours tops, so they couldnât have dragged him far.
In fact, when he sent his magic out again, with a clearer head this time, he could feel it sing with the magic of his own territory. âMy name is Stiles Stilinski, and I am the emissary of the Hale Pack.â He looked back over to the alpha and stared her down with his own brand of well-earned fierceness. âWhich you should already know, seeing as weâre still on Hale land.â
The look on the Alphaâs face would be comical if she didnât remind him so much of his dad, imposing and fierce with a touch of softness that only a parent could hold. And wasnât that a sobering thought? Immediately, he felt the grief pouring over him in waves. It was all he could do to not cry out at the loss of his pack, of his friends and family and loved ones.
It took him a few moments to compose himself. When his eyes met the alphaâs again, they had softened somewhat. He mentally rolled his eyes. Stupid werewolves and their stupid sniffers always snooping on his emotional state. He used his spark to clamp down on his emotions. Putting a wall up between him and his grief. This wasnât the time. He would have to deal with the loss eventually, but not when he was in the presence of an unknown alpha.
The silence was stretching longer than he was comfortable with. Granted, all silence made him uncomfortable, but he was determined to wait this out. He had done enough answering. It was the alphaâs turn to talk.
She looked like she had a lot of questions but the one he didnât expect was, âWhat do you know about my son?â
His head tilted to the side, a habit he picked up over the years from spending too much time with his pack. Her son? He didnât know her son. Why would heâŠ? But then gray eyes flashed in his mind and he remembered who had tackled him to the ground just before he passed out. He thought it had been a dream but by the look on the Alphaâs face, it wasnât.
âDerekâŠâ he said it with the same love and grief that he had earlier. The emotions in his chest were battling for dominance. Grief at his death, at the loss of both their soul bond and pack bond. And cautious relief at the potential of Derek being alive. âBut thatâs not possible. Heâs de-â he couldnât bring himself to say it, so instead he shook his head.
Think, think, think. What are you missing?
There was the weird light in the preserve as he was running for his life. There was the magazine-worthy mansion where the burnt-to-hell Hale House should have been. He could feel that he was on Hale land. And there was his spark going on the fritz and not recognizing an enemy five feet away from him⊠unless the alpha wasnât an enemy.
âNo,â he whispered, âyou canât be.â But when he looked up into the face of the strong woman in front of him, he could see the same dark hair and pale gray eyes as Derek. The same hard set of brows that could speak so well without needing a single word to be spoken aloud. He looked at her in horror and awe, âYouâre Talia Hale.â
âYes.â She said, stone-faced. âAnd who are you, Emissary Stillinski?â
âBut you canât be.â He yelled in exasperation, his arms flailing around him. âHow are you alive? Did I bring you back without meaning to? Did Peter? God knows he has the practical experience.â
And he lost her again. The confusion and frustration was rolling off of her in thick waves. The more he said, the deeper set her frown became.
He was working himself into a frenzy, his mind working too fast. So he did the only thing he knew: he trusted his gut and released his spark in full force, letting the magic reach out of him in search of answers. He could feel his eyes and tattoos glow violet with the power. In the low light of the basement, he shone like a lava lamp, the light pulsing in time with the beat of his heart.
He heard her gasp, but it sounded far away with his attention focused elsewhere.
It didnât take long to find answers. He felt Talia in front of him and a small group of people outside the door of the room they were in, how he hadnât heard them with his enhanced hearing, he wasnât sure. But above them he could sense floors and floors and floors of people. And all he could picture was the family gathered at the front of the house when he launched into the clearing. Most of them with dark hair and gray eyes. The⊠Hales.
âYouâre alive,â he whispered, his voice gradually building. Goosebumps were quickly building along his arms, though he barely noticed them. âYouâre all alive. How did you survive? No, scratch that. What about the fire? And Kate? And the mountain ash barrier? Did that just never happen? Oh my god, my brain hurts. How can you all be alive?â He just barely managed to miss hitting himself in the face with his flailing, though he did manage to pull at the injury on his side, and boy, did that hurt.
When his eyes were finally able to focus on Talia again, the reality of the situation hit him. Derek was alive. And he grew up with a loving family. And he never had to take on the guilt of their deaths. Never had to carry it with him while bad thing after bad thing tried to topple him. By the end of his questions, he was crying. Full-on blubbering with big ole baby tears.
Talia looked extremely uncomfortable with the turn of events but he didnât care. He was too happy for the Derek that got all of this.
She stepped towards him, probably hoping to strangle him into stopping the waterworks. But her voice was unexpectedly soft when she spoke. âHow do you know about the fire and about what the Argents tried to do?â She paused, â...And why do you smell relieved that their attempt failed?â
He sniffled like the strong man that he was, not even trying to wipe the tears away because he knew they werenât going to stop any time soon. âBecause from where Iâm from, they did succeed, and it tore him apart. But here⊠here he gets to wake up every day to a family that loves him and cares for him, and thatâs the best news Iâve gotten in a long, long time.â
She looked stunned that a stranger could care so much about her son. âWho are you?â she asked with wonder in her voice.
âIâm Stiles. And I think I may have accidentally altered time and space as we know it so you might want to call Deaton.â He smiled at her continued surprise at his knowledge of her life. âYou still work with him, right? If the fire never happened, then he would still be your emissary.â
She nodded in confirmation.
âThen get him over here âcause weâve got a lot to discuss.â
Read the full chapter on AO3.
#sterek#sterek fic#derek x stiles#stiles x derek#ao3#teen wolf#stiles stilinski#derek hale#hale pack
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Ok what if-
Kimi antonelli x reader, reader being a theater kid whos just big on emotions and very artsy and kimi's just heart eyes trying everything to convince reader he's a good muse to be I'm their art? đ«¶đ«¶
I just love the typical Italian in love with art
For That You Should Be Dead
kimi antonelli x reader
or... the one where youâre not in the room where it happened
word count : 725
warning : spoilers to hamilton and heathers!!, jokes about suicide & homocide, english is not my first language!!!
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will his ghost follow me all my life?
kimi wondered, arms crossed over his chest as he watched you, hamilton the musical playing on the tv as you stood in front of it, playing a one woman show for your boyfriend.
âI hid the letter and I raced to her place, screamed âhow could you?â in her face, she said-â you sang out loud, holding the tv remote in your hand, acting as if itâs a microphone, turning around to switch positions in order to play maria.
âno, sir!â you kept on going, switching from sitting on your knees to standing up and looking down at where you where just kneeling almost at the speed of light, all while singing.
kimi just watched, amused at how much emotion and energy you have for this. it was almost 11pm, for godâs sake. he sighed, getting up from where he sat on the couch and walked towards you, grabbing you by the arm and dragging you with him to sit on the couch. if he was going to watch something you made him watch, and probably question him about it later, heâd rather be focused on that. as much as he loved you, heâd like you to not why the zoomies and let them out by performing.
âyouâre going to wake up the neighbours, amore.â he said, sitting you down next to him and wrapping an arm around your shoulders. âbut itâs the room where it happened now! whoâs going to do the burr run in circles, huh?â you argued back, trying to free yourself from his hold before giving up, hugging huffing crossing your arms over your chest. ââts not fair.â you mumbled, making kimi smirk and ruffle your hair, continuing to watch the musical, now aaron burr complaining about not being where they decided on the capital.
âI donât like him.â he said, pointing to the tv with his finger. âhey donât you far speak about this lovely man like this!â you bit back, looking up at him with a grumpy expression, making him chuckle. âhey, donât be mad just because I know you.â he whispered. he wasnât wrong, he probably knew you better than anyone, including the fact that when you were very tired to tended to get a sudden rush of energy right before getting extremely tired.
this proved itself a short time later, when kimi looked down at you with a shocked expression, right after blow us all away and when stay alive - reprise started playing. âdid he really just kill hi-â
he stopped himself when he saw you were asleep, tucked under his arm, all warm and snuggly. he chuckled, running his hand through your hair before turning his gaze back to the tv.
you did woke up though when he gasped loudly during the world was wide enough.
ââââââ
he was sat in the audience, watching your performing heathers on stage, playing veronica. he filmed you, smiling as he saw you coming back up on stage, laughing along with everyone during blue.
though when he lost his shit was during meant to be yours, his hand covering his mouth as he gasped, his eyes fixated on you standing on stage with a rope around your neck, you head hung. but fortunately for him and his heartâs health, you were just playing a prank on jd.
he came up to you after the show, handing you a bouquet of your favourite flowers and kissing you on the cheek.
âyou did amazing, dolce!â kimi praised your brushing a stray hair out of your face as he looked at you, still wearing your blue costume.
âthank you-â you said before he cut you off, his hand cupping your cheek. âbut you fucking scared me there, you didnât tell me that veronica will die!â
you laughed at his words, your free hand that wasnât holding the flowers coming up to cover his hand on your cheek. âbut she didnât! it was just a prank!â you said, smiling widely.
âstill,â he mumbled, moving his hand away from your face to hold the flowers for you and hug you tightly. âyou scared me. you wonât ever do this to me, right?â he whispered, just loud enough for you to hear in the noisy backstage area.
âmmhh, no promise.â
âif you do, Iâll hang you and then myself.â
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a/n : not quiet what you asked there nonnie sorry, but my love for musicals and solo performing them is bigger than my love for myself
p.s. - ahh yes finally got to write for the man I have as my wallpaper âïž
#folkwhoreberry#kimi antonelli x reader#kimi antonelli#kimi antonelli x you#f1#f1 x reader#x reader#f2 x reader
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I thought⊠this was the side story announcementâŠ.
Just like for the Japanese 8th volume of WMMAP, Spoon has illustrated a new cover for the 10th volume!
Iâm just hoping the image will be clearer this time around bc Bookwalker had a very bad image resolution for the 8th volume đ
âWhat a shame that youâll end up like this.â
âYou think Iâll let you have your way?â
#who made me a princess#wmmap#anywaysâŠ.#athanasia de alger obelia#claude de alger obelia#Anastasius de Alger obelia#just woke up and i was like WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME#okay going back to sleep damn đ#mood RUINED#Japanese ver#spoonâs YouTube channel#that statue in the background is so Jennette coded#if spoon had dropped this cover back when the manhwa was being serialised we would have had the craziest theories#âJENNETTE DIES THIS TIME AROUND?â#spoon killing off Jennette LMAOOO
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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'
#red said#recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis#like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes#and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not#for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening#i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine#as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital#as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin#ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes#some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am#bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me#like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD#there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife#but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't#tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us#like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well#i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point#anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also#been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them#i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it#most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables#honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk#is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry
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there is something so special about self fulfilling prophecies
#txt#i woke up early this morning to take advantage of the good weather after the hurricane left#because i tried to get a skate in yesterday. failed miserably. and made it a maintenance day instead. and had to adjust my wheels.#anyways everyone else thought that as well because there was a lot more people on my route than usual so early in the morning#and i was like 3/4ths of the way through my route and there was this really pretty woman with preformance fans that were flowing so prettily#in the high winds with a cute traditional dress dancing and then i promptly ate shit staring at her because i was trying to slow down#but the winds knocked me off balance and i couldnt catch myself in time because of said staring and realised a little too late she was#filming and she finished her dance stopped filming and turned to me in utter disbelief as she smiled like#YOU COULD JUST PASS BY??? YOU DONT NEED TO STOP??? because she thought i stopped because i didnt want to mess up her video#and i didnt have the heart to tell i only noticed after i was kneeling on the floor waiting for her to finish that i even saw her tripod#and i was like nono!! youre good its okay!!! im okay đ!!! and scuttled off and went honestly this is what i get for wearing the tank#i got at pride today of all days like this one is on me ive fufilled the prophecy i never wear it out because the sun is a ferocious thing#and the last time i did my shoulders burned pretty bad even with sunscreen but i had a hoodie ontop because it was windy today#and i thought oh its fine itll be fine. chat never change your habits and routines. superstitions are real. and the gods will punish you.#anyways why self fulfilling prophecy. well if you guessed the tank had the best buy logo but instead of âbuyâ it replaces it with âbiâ#youd be correct. and also the disaster bi allegations are very strong with this one.#anyways im think im just afflicted with dumb shit happening when im in the middle of the route because last time a guy did chat me up#while i was resting and invited me back to his hotel room after i yapped his ear off about the pantrs#and i didnt say it but i did turn it down because... the cats were playing in like 2 hours so...#or like that other time-#okay you know what i do have to stop
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Wishing a fun and spooky halloween to you and the dragons đđ€
Thank you very much!!! âTwas the funnest and spookiest hallowâs end ever enjoyed! đžïžđ»đ€đđ€đ»đđžïž(ïŸâăźâ)ïŸ*:ïŸâ§
Audio from my favorite TikTok ever
#Throwing pumpkins at other people is one of my favorite things in game ever of all time#why did I make this? I really really really wanted to#and sped this out in like 2 and a half hours#while queuing for the headless horseman#my one multi tasking ability. alt tabbing.#you can tell on the exact frame my hand woke up and shifted into animation gear#somthing bout squash and stretch just activates my neurons#itâs frame 4 if anyone is wondering bdjdjd#Wrathy throwing my gmod ragdolling pumpkin head self at someone: Rejoice. Shiny be upon ye#itâs 2 am I should pass out#đâšthis must be magicâšđ#đ€đdo you trust me? đđ€#shiny scribbles#Also first time actually animating them and damn Iâm actually kinda proud. minimum heavy detail but itâs pretty obvious who it is#I am not drawing all 12 of Kalecs horns for every frame Iâm sorry Iâm just NOT
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ok i just need to write down these whack 1d dreams iâve had the last couple days
#so two nights ago it was that zayn had a reality dating show and i was ON IT#and the whole time i was like đ iâm too gay for this can i leave pls#it was in this place that was both super tropical but also a desert#and zayn INSISTED we keep going on these long ass walks thru the sand i was just like bro can we go back#and he got mad at me when i said i needed to go take a walk to decompress after this story about his ex that he told me#it was so vivid and surreal#but then the dream i just woke up from i was part of 1d in like 2013 era???#and it was sooo busy so many interviews and a couple fan meeting things#and i was like damn this is exhausting#but also got to see these beaauuutiful places#like one of our hotels was suspended directly over this crystal blue water that had orca swimming thru it and we swam w the orca#and both harry and louis separately plotted w me to pull pranks on each other#harry was also like?? psychic?? like he could send images into everyoneâs heads but he only did it w nice things lol#and then randomly at the end he came to work w my at this body jewelry company i used to work for#but like he was still him and on our application form to work there we had to disclose our income for some reason#and on his he was like iâm not telling u this đ donât push it#like w the emoji too fhdhskeldk#but iâm out here like why am i dreaming of these guys even more when iâm taking a break from them#like i still listen to their music ofc but i donât have the energy to participate in the fandom rn#itâs like they know and theyâre like#u thought u could forget about us!!!!! syke bitch weâre haunting ur dreams now <3#but whatever iâll take this over the other vivid dreams iâve been having lately#anyway#rowyn rambles
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Me when i dream of lil Mika but it's another nightmare
#and this one was so stressful bc like#i dreamt he was indeed my s/o but he was so controlling#like i was so stressed out felt like a trapped deer trying to gather a support circle so i can get away from him and he just kept ruining it#all for me. fucker learnt my native lang just so he could monitor my conversation with my familyđ€#at one point he made me agree to marry him and dream me did just bc she was absolutely terrified of him????#girl just beat his ass ?????????#but like jokes aside i'm still in that ''just woke up from a nightmare'' mood so i still feel the adrenaline so i still get#why he was so scary like. i didn't know he knew my lang until he threatened me and told me i'm not allowed to speak to#my family anymore (bc i tried to get my dad to help me) and he was very. pushy with se.xual stuff#which like here's a fun fact but i'm a hypochondriac and i find it very hard to bond with people so i just kinda#accepted that i'm waiting for marriage (which is easier to explain than ''i need to REALLY trust you'' and agreeing to marriage is on that#level anyway) so when i TRIED to get him to stop by telling him i don't want to before i have a ring it did fuck-all to stop a guy#who was just like ''well we ARE getting married so what's the problem''đđđđ#i woke up before he did anything tho which i'm thankful for bc every time i dream of being sa'd it feels like it reopens old woundd#and it takes me a while to actually calm down from it#i will say tho. it's a vibe to dream of thingd you consider hot in concept but terrifying irl (controlling/abusive men <3)#bc like you know in-dream it FEELS like it's real life i really didn't care that it was Mika and he's not real it was reality for me#and so it was terrifying i was crying every time i'd get a hope of getting away from him he'd ruin it for me very swiftly etc etc#like i'm still stressed out. but. the concept? like now that i know i'm safe and none of that was real? i just think o-kayyyyyyyyy#lmfjsjsnmemdksks i'm hopeless. but not really! confirmation i'm actually normal just like certain things from the safety of fantasy
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