#just trying my best

[midnightvansstuff]

<Trial Period>

Prologue:

["body parts of seem like high school student found in Han river"]

["Series of murder happening in Seoul, killer still at large"]

["3 high schools student of Jaeho High went missing"]

"Heard the news?", One student asked.

"Yeah! The killer still at large"

"Scary~"

"I don't want to be anywhere near Jaeho now, what if the killer is actually in there...lurking"

Park Bum Jae scrolling in Pacebook, as article still found everywhere.

"Vasco", he called out his friend.

"On it", Vasco who didn't know why Bum Jae called him stood.

"Where are you going?", he asked.

But Vasco bumped on someone, "s-sorry", the person said and continue bowing their head.

"It's fine, it happen"

***

["All three missing students of Jaeho high found their remnants scattered in every alley way around Jaeho high"]

["Culprit still at large"]

"Whooowie...", Goo look at the news. "If it's you, you are good"

"I not that sloppy about my work", Gun said.

"Well, I don't know what you think, I am invested", Gun.

"So do I"

***

"Grrrr....bark bark", Enu barked at the person who was just walking pass her.

<'stay away! Stay away!>

"Cute dog", the person said and put a piece of chicken they bought to the ground.

Enu did not eat the chicken and ignore it. The person shrugged their shoulders and left.

"Oh Enu, did Crystal payed a visit?", Hyung-seok look around.

***

Night...at Han River

"Shhhh, they are finding us", the person said as they lift the machete and cut the limbs of the live victim.

"There", they said. "Now you won't be able to grope anyone"

"Now...those eyes"

(just a trial if I am fit to make one, still new and fresh might go over board, a psycho reader)

[grimtidings96]

Okay, so, I don't technically know how to play piano. I can't read sheet music and really have no idea about anything when it comes to musical terms, but about....5 months ago I started playing the piano at my job and honestly, it doesn't sound too bad. 😅

[uma-marciana-from-mars]

Just Allmight?

hey guys! A paper full of allmight passing through your feed 🌻

Some of my daily drawings turned into this 🌻

Bye guys 👋

Tchau pessoal 👋

[ayorazzo]

life fuckin’ hurts bro.

[amazingbearisnotonfire]

My oc Kevin I love him. I'm thinking about writing about him, tell me if you want me to.

[lynnas-migraine-paradise]

Struggling and lost.

[shierajacklynsword]

Some of y'all just plain ol' jerks so no more asks for any of you

[tvgays]

everyone seems to want a cute autistic partner but no one wants to deal with What Lies Beneath (meltdowns, shutdowns, adverse reactions to a change in routine, i could go on for a while)

[switchytransboy]

waiting a few more hours before i gotta go start a hospital stay for 3-4 days while changing my epilepsy medication :/// everything’s good, just staying there to be monitored so it happens safely and all.

my hiatus that is and isn’t a hiatus at the same time?? (bc i’m active but in small bursts when my mood isn’t low tbh) has been due to leading up to this. it’s been constant medical issues, hardships, and especially emotional difficulties since december and im just hoping after this week and if the new meds work out well… that i can finally breathe and start to feel normal again. but im so not looking forward to this.

kind words/vibes sent this way this week will be very appreciated <3 🥺

i’ll be stuck in a room for these few days mostly by myself, so i’ll try to be online more if these new meds don’t make me feel awful emotionally while adjusting to them bc this happened last couple times just since mid january alone :/ so feel free to reach out and i’ll do my best to reply!

much love, i promise to get back to my usual self as soon as i can. been feeling awful for the unanswered dm’s lately. i promise it’s not personal.

- avery 🖤

[sacha1slytherin]

Anyone an idiot like me? One who specifically always is there for a friend and family (most importantly), one who always thinks of them and their every need, lets them know that they are loved, and obviously gets taken for granted to the point of you wanting it all just to fucking end?

Oh and lets not forget that I'm also the scapegoat of my lovely fam. I have to take everything as well..

No? Just me?

Fun.

So tomorrow's stupid Valentine, and I the idiot of course got them some thing for it, but here's the thing- I'm just going to drop it off without a word and spend the entire day in the library, seeing as I can do that. There's also the fact that I just don't go outside, like at all, except for necessary things of course, but never just for myself.

So I'll take that time tomorrow just to- to breathe? Idk.

Lets see if anyone would even care .

This wasn't the life little me was imagining when I thought about what the future would bring for me, not at all. But anyways, that child has been long dead so there's that.

Happy Valentines day btw, I hope you enjoy it a whole lot better than I.

💗

[venusthoughts]

expectativa

sempre fui pessimista. dói menos se eu não espero que de certo de qualquer forma. mas também sempre fui sonhadora. imagina não ter que pedir pra ser tratada como a pessoa mais amada do mundo? não ter que pedir pra receber flores ou jantares surpresas a luz de velas, não odiar todas as palavras que saem dos meus dedos ou qualquer ideia que venha da minha mente.

mas eu sou digna de receber algo assim? sou digna de um dia encontrar alguém que olhe para mim e pense em me agradar apenas por eu ser eu? sem pedir, sem indiretas ou comentários que eu espero que toque no ponto que tem que tocar para que eu um dia possa viver não um conto de fadas, mas um conto de real amor.

ou mesmo ser digna de me amar de verdade e acreditar em mim, achar bonito as flores que desenho constantemente como se fosse tudo que eu soubesse fazer, e acreditar que não sou só isso, esse fracasso que vejo quando olho no espelho e me vejo no mesmo lugar que sempre estive e sempre sonhei em deixar.

sempre falta algo, mas será que o problema sou eu? sempre falta algo pois eu não deveria receber isso?

mas se todo mundo merece ser amado nessa vida, por quê eu sempre me deito e penso na minha vida perfeita? pois sei que nunca passará disso: um sonho.

e mesmo que sonhos se tornem realidade, quando tentei ser otimista, durou pouco como tudo que eu toco dura. voltei a ser pessimista por saber que sonhos para pessoas como eu são apenas um motivo para continuar procurando algo que talvez eu nunca vá encontrar.

[xxangelic-lovexx]

💕god I miss my red and black split dye like so much I wanna dye it soon💕

[melles1276]

I don’t know what I am doing here

So … me and tumblr … what an interesting combination, so to say. I don’t know what to do with my first post here, so I just go with my first real Marvel merchandise I ever bought (and probably the last as well).

[memory-redacted]

New Wrighter/Artist asking for advice

going to bed soon, but i wanted to leave this here overnight. Im a young artist trying to get somewhere before getting out of highschool. I really want to post my comics and ninjago au stuff and oc stuff, but im either scared my original stuff will never be seen, but if i post too much ninjago stuff then people will only be interested in that and not my original work (though i do love my ninjago au). Im very new to tumblr and i just wanna see if anyone has any advice for an anxiety filled teen who struggles with motivation issues. Idk if this seems cheap or stupid but im just scared im not gonna go anywhere when my dream is to become a freelance comic and graphic novel artist. I really don't know what im doing and i dont have anyone i know who could help give me advice. If anyone has any i would love to hear it and maybe even share it in a later post for others to see crediting who gave the advice. Hope y'all have a good night or day wherever you are!<3

[sribbles-drabbles]

"""""""""""pan"""""""""" means pretentious bisexual

Wow a person being an jerk anonymously on the internet? Who would’ve thought!!! 💅

Regardless, I honestly find this funny lmao and think it can be a learning opportunity.

Personally, I identify as Pansexual as someone who doesn’t see gender or sex when picking partners. But honestly it’s just a label, and if you categorize my sexuality into something like “bisexual” as an umbrella term than that’s fine with me.

But that’s NOT to promote Pan erasure, invalidation, or hate. Just because I don’t care, doesn’t mean others don’t.

If you don’t like it, don’t interact. I’m not here to create a negative space, but I refuse to let others create it too.

[sombraluz-the-shibe]

Tomorrow is the last day of summer work for me. While I'm glad to have a month off to relax, I'm not looking forward to being without a source of income for a month 🙃

Birthday month looking to be stressful financially 😭