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in another universe, im not always this sad
(trauma dump in the tags for no reason readers be warned)
#just the audio im listening to#waiting for the sleepy pills#this world or the next one#ill figure it out eventually#i was told today that i deserve to want to be alive#and that was a confounding statement to read#because I’ve never felt that way#I’ve always felt like a burden or something akin#like the weight of me on the world is too heavy for what it’s worth#do other people not feel that way?#is it not normal to be overwhelmed by the responsibilities of making it this far?#or is it the fact that my birthday is coming too quickly.the anniversary of losing my brother.#the first night i learnt what my mothers fists felt like#or how badly it hurt to break your nose#it’s almost comforting that ill be spending my birthday alone#because no one can hurt me on it#ill carry the shit I’ve been through the rest of my life#and if dealing with that trauma makes me unlovable that’s okay#i have to think that’s okay#wow this got emo#huh#sorry abt that#hope you don’t read this
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the thing about trying to recommend fiction podcasts to someone who isn't familiar with them is that not only are so so many genres represented but also the level of production can fall anywhere from "basically an audiobook" to "major motion picture minus the pictures"
#original#idk just something i think about sometimes#you can read a description to get a sense of the genre/plot/vibe but you truly dont know What exactly youre getting into till you listen#with nonfiction podcasts it tends to be easier to get a read on whether its gonna be like. some buddies fucking around with a mic#or more like a whole documentary#or with fiction books there can be different framings but the actual makeup of the thing is almost always the same#idk what im saying at this point i need to stop putting so much bullshit in tags#whatever#audio drama
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wanted to scribble a couple of my favorite moments from the "Just So" song demo <3
#i keep listening to all the audios over and over again#theyre just so!!! Yippee Yahoo and all that!!!!#instant comfort and stress relief. somehow#they scratch that brain itch yk yk#scribble garnish#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home fanart#still puzzling out how i wanna clean my sketches#im pretty happy with the current method???#but still idk... its Missing something...#im almost satisfied but not quite#but im not sure what it lacks!#eh ill figure it out eventually....
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di yiu think geordi just stared at the wall for hours whike trying to go to sleep after the breakup, wondering if theres something he couldve said or couldve done differently. maybe there was somthing he forgot or didnt consider. maybe it wasnt for the better and maybe he just felt like he was selfish. maybe geordi was thinking “oh why do i have to make this about my needs” because ye
ouh why is ny spelling so bad
#geordi so real#ive enver listened to him#well only his first audio#im just#bleh#moronkyne#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted verse#redacted fandom#aaaaugh#redacted headcanons#redacted geordi
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when the double wedding ea drops im gonna have to avoid tumblr until the following day because i know DAMN well i won't be able to stop myself from reading spoilers
#im so excited ...#its even funnier that i don't rlly put myself in angel's place as a listener character#so it just feels like my friends r getting married or something#good for them.... good for them....#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted shaw pack#redacted david#redacted asher#redacted angel#redacted baaabe#redacted wedding
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I have compeltely lost it🥳
#not even watermarking these i dont want to be associated with them#WHY do i always have to pull a rarepair out my ass#shokohime is a beloved classic that actually makes sense why must i rebuke it#(i dont rebuke it i just like them better for no reason)#idk i was watching a yuki edit with the 'all she eat is dick *loud correct ding*' audio#and suddenly my gut said that is NOT right#and i was like wdym gut?#and shokos face flashed through my mind with the force of one thousand suns#so yeah. i fucked myself over#not even gonna pretend other people ship this cause its crazy#like yuki and choso are CUTE i dont MIND them which is crazy for a straight ship#but something inside me screams WOMAN KISSER at yuki#i choose to listen to the voices#anyways their ship name is cute either way its either yoko or shuki#watch that mean dickpussy in japanese id laugh#but yeah ignore me#shoko ieiri#yuki tsukumo#shuki#cw suggestive#suggestive#wlw#(idk why im pretending thats a tag)#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#chiquilines draws
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i think corrupted sydney would love nicki minaj send ask
fellow barbz where u at
#i actually dont listen to nicki minaj a lot but i remember the starships and super bass era#this was supposed to be a bit longer but i think when i was messing with the audio settings i kinda fucked it up#so i just put the usable part in#im actually curious as to what u guys think the li's music taste are#it doesnt sound muffled on my phone lol sorry abt that mobile users#franswers#sydney the fallen#degrees of lewdity#my art
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hi rqg people i am once again late to the party
#LMAOO so i may have finsihed it like two months ago and have been thikning about it CONSTANTLY ever since i started#the npcs!!!!!! wowowowowowoow sick !!#i ONLY JUST REALISED GRIZZOP AND VESSEK HAVE KIDS??? that's sick#idc if they're qpr or inlove romantic styles or just like awesome friends. i LOVE THEM !! FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!#i didn't read your description vessek so NO you are NOT big and BUFF#you are under the ILLUSION of being small and then you can pick up a TRUCK#i have so many thoughts i love this show ...#oh omg so list of them because i realise everyone has different designs even tho look at that PRICK that's oscar.#1 - oscar#2 - earhart#i never looked at a picture of earhart b4 leave me be#3- carter#4- barnes#5 - vesseeeeeek!!!#zolf i know im basic but the amount of discord statuses dedicated to you i have had since listening is CRAZZZZZY#i missed him so much and then loved grizzop and then grizzop gone and then heartbreak#i don't pay attention to so many of the descriptions im so sorry fellas#i just want to be whimsy and these DESCRIPTIONS in my AUDIO ONLY PODCAST are UNACCEPTABLE!!#last picture is from when errrr ( SPOILERS ) zolf like resurects wilde AGAIN and then he's just so tired that he hugs him n that was sweet#rusty quill gaming#rusty quill#rqg#rqg spoilers#rqg wilde#rqg fanart#rqgaming#zolf smith#alexander j newall#sasha rackett#fish art tax
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(@variousqueerthings he's so melodramatic and sad. it's soooooo </33)
[transcript:
"i said. i was fine. fine about you leaving. aand.. i'm not. so many of you have come and gone, i never get used to it, think i would've done by now but-but-but. No... just when i think it's all going well, we'll be together forever, you're wandering off to go save another universe or get married—how do you lot fall in love so quickly?"
"well, funny you should say that—"
"i just don't get it. but ehhh, short lives, i suppose. still, so long as you're happy, and you're with the right man, and—he is the right man? Eeehhh—yEs he is yes he is 'course he is, of COUrSe he is, and i mean, i mean, well, no man is gonna be good enough for my donna but YES yes [inhales] off you go! every time, one of you leaves. i'm not ready! i never am, you lot. uuUUhgh. [deep breath]. every one of you, a heartbreaker—"
"that's why you've got two of them, stupid. listen—"
"yeah, i suppose, but it doesn't... make it any easier, you all leave... even the robot dog left me. twice!"
"alright, doctor, i am trying to—"
"and another thing! the universe just never gives me a break! a chance to lick my wounds, a spa day, maybe? but aw, no, Giant Cloud Of Alien Death. well, fine. i'll sort that out. [inhales] one more thing. so many more things. never NEVER never ends."
/end transcript]
#point number 1. good fucking god their abandonment issues. they say 'i know when i'm in the way' a bit later and it's ruining my life#point number 2. ten and donna r THE queerplatonic partners ever in the whole world. 'no man is gonna be good enough for my donna'#like. oh my god. can i die. can somebody kill me. MY god.#point number 3. he is so aroace for this.#tenth doctor#donna noble#doctor who#dr who#doctordonna#aspec doc tag#in case it doesnt show up in the post this is from doctor who death and the queen (the big finish audio) btw!#fyi i haven't listened to the full thing but i saw this clip from @ninemelodies (on twt) and i have the file so im just posting it here#10 era
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"You wanna cum? You wanna cum, baby?" your partner says with a voice crack as he pumps his thick throbbing cock up into you at a consistent pace. Your back facing him, you nod and whisper "please..." Getting overwhelmed with him hitting the right spot, you repeat louder than a whisper "pleaasse..." In response, your partner quickly carries both of your legs up by the back of your knees. Splitting your wet pussy rapidly. His d*ck's so hard and feels so good. "Fuck! Too much!.." you shudder as you reach your high. "Nnnh.." You whimper as your lover slides his tongue in your mouth. Slowly and deeply kissing you, he carefully lowers your legs to caress your body and soothe you.
jean kirstein, daichi sawamura, kuroo tetsurou, muriel, kunigami rensuke, tokimitsu aoshi, wakatoshi ushijima, miya osamu
#repost bc i cant see it in the haikyu tags 😭#idk for the characters i just thought big soft and caring#pretty sure i just added kunigami bc im obsessed w him lmao ughhhh#ive been listening to so much audio asmr that i kind of blanked with the descriptions here... oh well.. i just wanted to write so bad#character x reader#character x y/n#character smut#aot x reader#aot smut#haikyu smut#haikyu x reader#bllk x reader#jean x reader#bllk smut#daichi smut#daichi x reader#kuroo x reader#kuroo smut#the arcana muriel#muriel x reader#kunigami x reader#tokimitsu x reader#ushijima smut#osamu smut#ushijima x reader#osamu x reader#blue lock x reader#haikyuu smut#haikyuu x reader#the arcana x reader
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Slasher And Basher!
slasher is my favourite so far, I think he’s just charming lil fella.
(also I’m definitely not freaking out over escaped finding my art. I knew he was here but that quick-)
#lgbtq#gay#escaped audios#slasher and basher#x listener#slasher#hes just a little guy#i want to crush him but like in affectionate way y’know#lgbtqiia+#adhd is adhding#im hyperfixating again#I definitely doing intern next they’re my favourite
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Angel would have been a gacha kid
#coming from a gacha kid herself#IM LISTENING TO GACHA SONGS OUT OF BOREDOM AND THOUGHT OF THIS#OR ITS JUST ME THAT THINKS THIS IDFK#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redacted angel
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something i've been thinking about:
Wally is set up as a sort of "main character" by the whrp. he's said in the site's description of the show to have introduced the main theme/lesson of the day's episode, and then the rest of the neighbors join him on his escapades. but then we have our first glimpses of everyone's actual dynamics and characters through the audios and you look at Wally and its like
first of all, thats an npc. second, nearly everybody else has severe main character syndrome
but its fascinating how Wally is just kind of... There. he doesnt talk much. he doesnt contribute beyond a couple of lines. its more like he joins the others on their shenanigans. he fades into the background. he's off to the side while everyone else holds conversations & leads the moment
Wally, despite being described as Thee character, is borderline background.
& whats even more interesting, within his individual secret audio files and interactions - he's almost chatty. not only that but the way he talks is more confident and faster paced. he's taking initiative. he can be kinda pushy. when talking to the qa/whrp/Us, he acts more like the character his descriptions portray. he acts more like a person instead of a puppet waiting for his next cue
I cant tell if - when around the neighbors - his tepid milk behavior is a purposeful act or if he's masking. and if he's masking, is it deliberate or involuntary? and in regards to both, why is he acting so different? It could be tied to what he's trying to accomplish. if he's trying to "restore" Welcome Home, it would make sense for him to act as he does around the neighbors - he wouldnt want to clue them in that he knows so much more than he's letting on, would he?
but then that begs another train of thought - what if he isn't acting or masking? if there is a time discrepancy between Wally's interactions with the qa/whrp/Us & the more 'official' audios, that could explain the difference in behavior. we could be getting glimpses into "future" (read: current) Wally, who's had much more time to figure himself out since we can safely assume he started out as a blank slate. we could be seeing a more experienced Wally than the one seen with his friends.
of course that line of thinking loses some merit when considering the 14 "bug" audios. or it could lend to it... if we're seeing a more experienced Wally but his friends are only seeing what he allows them to. it's still him, just... a carefully curated version.
in general it could really tie into the themes of identity and change and being other, to me. when you're so different - or you feel so different - that you can't bring yourself to be your most authentic you around your friends. when you feel like you have to hold back and be who you think they expect you to be, or what would be most palatable. most normal. will they accept you as you really are? there's always the fear and terror that the people you consider closest to you won't. or when you're so scared of change that you'll shove down & lock away parts of yourself so that you can keep things as you are. because once they know you've changed, so will they. and really, do you want to even accept that you've changed? what if that's what scares you most of all - that you're different, you've metamorphosized, you can't go back to the way things were because you yourself are no longer the person you were before. there is no reversing this no matter how much you try or pretend
#its just so fascinating#the whrp: wally's The Guy!#wally (with his friends): the most lukewarm dude ever#then he's alone or alone with home and its like Hi My Name Is Wally Darling & Welcome To Jackass *off-tune guitar riff*#bbg has ✨problems✨#and like - im giving all of his stuff a re-listen to make sure im not misremembering or completely talking out of my ass#but his phone call? the way his VA is delivering the lines seems So fuckign different than in the shared audios#his tone is flatter. he sounds more sure of his words and himself. he Sounds like he's in control and knows it.#immediately going from that to a shared audio where he puts more inflection in his voice & doesnt talk much#and when he does talk its slow. meandering. his lines are more befitting of his audience surrogate role#which only makes me feel more like he's acting/masking (again: if that time discrepancy does indeed exist)#which - as someone who kinda compulsively masks around Literally Everyone no matter how much i want to Not - it kinda hits hard!#i suspect that he Is masking instead of acting. he's The Most Autism as we all know so it would more than fit#and that could add an extra layer if it's automatic and he can't turn it off. or if he doesn't want to turn it off#but also acting... a misplaced attempt to protect his friends and world? not feeling like he can share his 'true' self? augh#wally darling you make me unwell. i want to dissect you#wh speculation#welcome home speculation#homebogging#and then listening to his little record audios#he starts out talking like he does in the shared audios and then slowly gains confidence until he's speaking more like he does in the call#just. wally not being talkative in the neighborhood to the point where everyone's like 'yeah wally isnt much of a talker'#vs him chatting away to the qa/whrp/Us#of course it could be because he has to carry the entire conversation on his own#But. but. you can still carry a one sided conversation and be hesitant or awkward or um. missing the word rn but short-sentenced#brief? succinct? concise?#wally's fully trying to make conversation with someone he knows can't reply. which is interesting#so many ways to take that. well. three#maybe he doesnt feel listened to in his day to day life / he feels more comfortable and can relax / hes been alone for a long while#anyway there may be more ways to take this but this is all my tiny poppyseed brain can reach atm
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the perched king / tigerstar I
#my art#do not copy trace or steal#tigerclaw#tigerstar#warriors#warrior cats#wc art#waca#UHHHHH squints i havent posted fanart in a while i think those are all of my tags#DO YOU KNOW HOW GOOD IT FEELS TO HAVE A LITTLE TIME TO DO A LEGIT PIECE LIKE THIS. oh my god its wonderful#im experiencing a calm before the storm because this is the week before finals#I PROMISE ILL GET BACK TO DOING THE STARCLAN GAMES SOON I JUST NEED TO SURVIVE FINALS AND THEN I DONT HAVE SCHOOL TO JUGGLE WITH WORK#ANYMORE ABJLHBKHDFBG#I SPENT THE ENTIRE LIKE 2 HOURS WORKING ON THIS LISTENING TO THE HUNGER GAMES MOCKINGJAY AUDIOBOOK im. GOOD GOD. im hurting#the movies dont do hardly enough justice to how awful the things the characters go through are#recovering peeta makes me so :( i love him so bad#still got four hours left of the audio book and its really nice since i can listen to it while working#i love drawing tigerclawstar so much i think hes one of the warrior cats ever#for a while a couple years ago if i wanted to draw a wc character i would only draw him but i dont think i ever posted ANY of it
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what kind of sauce are they putting in the link click audio drama. HELLO? THE LITERAL LAST SCENE OF THE LAST EPISODE?
程小时: 说起来,我们第一次见面,���是在篮球场吧。 陆光: 是啊。 程小时: 你我本无缘,全靠一颗球。 陆光: 我就不该答应你比那场。
cheng xiaoshi: speaking of which, the first time we met was also on a basketball court, wasn't it? lu guang: it was. cheng xiaoshi: (half-jokingly) you and i weren't meant to be [lit. "originally have no fate"?]. this is all because of one basketball. lu guang: i really shouldn't have agreed to play that match.
(the important bits are from google translate because i am bad at mandarin. also i did transcribe this off just the audio + i don't have access to captions or know where to find official transcripts. so i hope i got this right 🙏)
#am i crazy for being insane about this exchange am i crazy. i think i might be crazy#i cant read lu guangs tone on that last bit of dialogue hes too deadpan all of the time so i cant tell if hes joking. but like. HELLO??????#actually i will try regardless. im of the opinion that he in fact was not joking. his tone of voice feels softer than when hes sarcastic#+ the 2 full seconds of pause before. still hes so deadpan usually that cheng xiaoshi probably just takes it as a joke#seagull.mp3#link click spoilers#this show is mean#i will in fact maintag this. its important#link click#cxs#lg#idk i have an insane crack theory that maybe lu guang wasn't actually intending to befriend cheng xiaoshi in this timeline (jumping off of#duck's insane crack theory that maybe the only way to save cheng xiaoshi is if lu guang never meets him) but cheng xiaoshi surprised him by#1) inviting him to join the game 2) saying all that stuff about passing the ball = trust. and wouldnt it be beautiful to have that sort of#partnership for life. in the sense that if the only way for cheng xiaoshi to be saved is to never meet lu guang then cheng xiaoshi cannot b#saved. because he will choose lu guang and their partnership in every timeline.#my source for this is vibes. and the stuff haolin was saying (?) about cheng xiaoshi already feeling some sort of connection to lu guang#during their “first meeting” in this timeline.#anyway yeah. link clicker agents you should listen to the audio drama if you havent already its good !!#beyond the mandated once per episode “lu guang wtf are you up to” moment the individual stories r also really really nice#and the trio shenanigans :]
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GODDDD BLESS A TIM DRAKE PLAYLIST WITHOUT TAYLOR SWIFT. thank u for ur service
lasdljfaksjdlfds happy to provide 🫡
#answers#mangojammm#i try not to judge ppls music tastes but if im being honest i just do NOT understand modern tswift songs being popular#i used to like some of her music when i was like in high school and some of her old songs i still can listen to for nostalgia value#but the new stuff just sounds to me like it was generated purely to be clipped for tiktok audios#like its just so generic and so monotonous and so. idk. It Sounds Bad kjshdjdlk#so yeah overall deeply just not my cup of tea.
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