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how did you get into the publishing industry? i love to read so this seems like an interesting field but i studied art history, not literature or writing
I studied publishing studies first, but it genuinely (unfortunately) has a lot to do with networking. I got to know people through the course (and other courses I've studied such as creative writing and also my masters in literature), through interning via my uni, but also through the book community on instagram! I'm currently freelancing as a book editor and proof reader, and if you're interested in gaining some experience in that too I'm sure you could find people who'd love to let you edit/beta read their stuff so that you could gain more experience for when you reach out to publishers. The more experience the better, but it's also good to know people in the field if you have ways to do that. But also! I feel like your knowledge in art history could also be of use if you find more artsy publishers, possibly smaller ones. Good luck!
#ask#lilmoonbeam#sorry this was probably really poorly worded I can't really get my thoughts straight today#maybe I'll make a compilation post one day of tips and my experience etc#but keep in mind I have yet to find a full time position in this field even though I'm trying like crazy#it's a pretty difficult field#at least in my country#feeling like I'm too experienced for some things but not experienced enough for others#just stuck in the middle lol#publishing
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remember him losing his mind over dreams bath space 😭😭😭😭😭 and turns out dream really WASNT in his right mind so we were like My bad. Sorry a6d.
how was the bath space real 😭 a fucking fever dream for us and dream
#cq.asks#it happened the morning of my high school graduation 😭#which made it even weirder for me LOL#actually let me overexplain the situation#the week of my graduation i got fucking PINK EYE#so when i was driving to my dads house I accidentally hit a mail box and that was the first time#i ever got in any kind of accident#so it made me feel weird for a while like freakd out even though all that happened was I broke my headlight XD#but on top of that#i couldn't just go back to my room and chill#bc my grandparents were staying at our house#so they rented an airbnb for me and my brother so stay in?#so we were stuck out in the middle of nowhere with shitty wifi#adn it was the night before my highschool graduation#and dream went live with the fucking bath space#adn i was like this is the weirdest week of my life#anyways
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Daily life: YHK edition
#dietmimo doodles#omniscient reader#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv#yhk#YHK shenanigans#just them doing chores and living#giving em that sweet sweet slice of life vibe cUZ THE MANHWA BE DOING SOME DAMAGE AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAH#This is a scheduled post#you know funny story about the laundry pic#I had to do my laundry the same day I was drawing YJH#originally he was supposed be scrubbing a shirt but he didn’t want to#so he played with bubbles instead#so I followed his example and didn’t do my laundry that day AHAHAHHAHAHAHA#yjh you a bad influence#Hsy is so short they use her head as a dumpling table LOL#KDJ stuck between mosquito bite titts and melon titts#HSY: WHO YOU CALLING MOSQUITO BITE TITTS#kdj: it’s okay I still love you even with your lack of boobage#kdj: and he had enough titts for the both of us *points at yjh*#you know how married couples have their side of the bed?#HSY and KDJ have shared custody of YJH’s tiddies#but they switch every other weekend#tho most of the time when they all share a bed KDJ is squished in the middle#it’s the separation trauma blame kdj for that#kdj: guys it’s been years can you pls just let it go#Hsy & yjh: no/shut up
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Your hands are clean. OKAY so i do know that there is an ep of spn that is an actual homage to reservoir dogs (and even has cas as mr orange) HOWEVER screen caps of the homoerotic bleeding to death scenes always make me think of 10x03 SO here you go
ID: Two digital drawings of Cas and Crowley from episode 10x03 of Supernatural. The poses are taken from Reservoir Dogs, with Cas on his back and Crowley kneeling over him and supporting his head. In the first drawing, Crowley is holding a vial of grace in one hand. In the second drawing, Crowley is holding the open vial in front of Cas and the grace is moving towards his mouth. They are outside and it is a sunny day. Cas' face and clothes are bloodied. End ID.
#crowstiel#cas#castiel#crowley#spn crowley#supernatural#spn#spn 10x03#it was only while i was getting screen caps to use for reference that i realised the song in the dancing scene was stuck in the middle with#you#id always just been like haha yeah cuz cas got stuck in his middle with that spear just like the song lol#rather than thinking it was another rd reference#rip
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in terms of tv production decisions that turned out to be terrible, the west wing choosing to use the same upbeat score over the end credits of EVERY EPISODE no matter what story beat it ended on has got to be up there as one of the worst 😂
#just finished the episode that has bartlet talking to a scared 20-something shipman#who's stuck on a ship in the middle of a hurricane path and is most assuredly about to die#and over the first end credit bartlet's like 'i'm here. i'm not going anywhere.'#and it's SO SOMBER#and then BAM. the cheery bouncy song starts lol#the west wing
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#currently on the worst road trip of my whole entire life! well. i don't want to jinx it lmao but#today i popped TWO TIRES at once in the middle of the Katy Freeway in Houston TX (the widest highway in the US; 26 lanes btw)#managed to make it over to the shoulder without DYING but then had to sit there for like an hour? and panic called a tow truck because duh#I know how to change a tire but I was – again – sitting on the shoulder of the widest freeway on the continent so#anyway I called a tow; a guy showed up. I assumed it was the tow! turned out it was not. but he helped me put on the spare and then was lik#“follow me to my shop I can do the tires for you” and I was like okay! 👍 but then the ACTUAL tow called me and I realized this was#just a random guy (very nice up to that point but then I got scared about following him to a secondary location?) and so I didn't lmao#I just kept driving and didn't follow him but the guy on the phone was then mad at me because I wasn't where I said I would be because#AGAIN – I thought the original guy WAS the tow company that I called? but anyway guy 2 on the phone was like “YOU OWE ME $200!!!!”#and I said for what? also how would I pay you? and he tried to get me to cash app him lmao?? I didn't. I hung up on him#he called me like 6 more times yelling at me until I finally just blocked his number 💀#however NOW at this point I'm driving on one spare tire and one rapidly-flattening second tire and I still have 3 hours left to get where#I was going for the night and to top it all off I'm in the middle of a city I've only been to one time before? so I manage to get to a hote#like a nice-ish one where I'm like “okay if I get stuck here this won't be the end of the world”#because keep in mind today is a national holiday so basically everything is closed!!!! btw!!!!!#but eventually I'm sitting there and it's literally 100F outside and I remember oh right lol I have car insurance which pays for a tow#(a normal one; not a random one I panic-found on google who calls me screaming at me to cash app him $200)#so anyway I call my insurance and the guy on the phone is very nice and is like “it's okay; we'll have someone to you in 45 min”#and I'm like okay. OKAY. 🙌💪 I am a strong independent woman who is figuring this out and no longer on the side of the highway#but instead in a nice calm neighborhood and all I have to do is wait 45 min and everything will be okay#one hour goes by. I call back. get redirected to the tow company that was dispatched. guy says oh! is my guy not there yet?#I say no. he says okay – I'll have him call you. hangs up.#okay. 20 more min go by. guy finally calls me. says “I'm 20-25 min away” at this point I've been waiting about an hour and a half#I say. okay? okay. 30 more minutes go by. I try to call the guy back. straight to voicemail. three more calls. three more no answers.#I call my insurance back. sit on hold for 15 min. eventually get put through to a different person who's like “okay let me check on him”#get put on hold. eventually she comes back and says “okay he says 15 minutes” I've been waiting over 2 hours at this point. I have to PEE#I just... burst into tears. on the phone with this poor random woman from Geico Insurance. I'm bawling my eyes out.#she was trying to get claim info from me but I'm crying so hard she's like “oh baby no. okay. okay. we can get that from you tomorrow.”#when you cry so hard that even the insurance company is like “you know what we're just going to let this one slide”#anyway guy eventually shows up. he's very nice even though I hate him a little for being so late. he drives me to an OPEN TIRE SHOP
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“Hello Kitty, こんにちは!”
This was highly inspired by the style of the dance MV for Popcorn!! Def check it out if you can, it’s a banger<3
(Click for higher quality lol)
#I love this art style maybe I’ll use it more#but it’s crazy what having a song stuck in your head in the middle of the night can achieve<3#I struggle to draw cute fluffy art so we’ve gotta settle for me just making silly things that interest me hehe >:3c#LC’s wonky art#yume time#acting angels#yume art#selfship art#self ship#selfship#self ship art#self ship community#selfship community#yea I think that’s all the tags I need lol#a3! yume
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liking romantasy as an ace person who is more sex-indifferent than sex-favorable is so exhausting. there are all these books that look cool but the authors mostly market them based on spicy levels and spicy scenes and it does nothing for me so i just sit here like :| thats nice i guess haha
#nothing wrong with spicy levels btw#but spicy is like a plus for me#i only really enjoy it if i like the romance first so all the marketing is lost on me#which is why i think fantasy romance wip has no target audience at all LOL WHO IS THIS FOR EXCEPT ME SPECIFICALLY#its such a specific niche like#if you like romantasy but queer#and queer as in transmac & nonbinary ppl mostly with ace/aro characters#might have spicy stuff but not much and not for a long time#huge platonic element but the romance is There (I SWEAR)#who wants to read this even#again: this is not a condemnation of romantasy its more a 'i want to read this and there isnt much of it and that makes me sad' thing#ren.txt#i feel like im stuck between regular adult fantasy which is usually very dry and emotionless with no well written relationship to speak of#(romantic or otherwise)#and romantasy which has the emotion i want bUT GOES ABOUT IT IN A WAY I CANT RELATE#*shakes fantasy genres* IF YOU COULD JUST MEET IN THE MIDDLE
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just finished da2. I'm actually speechless. the ending hurt, it was heartbreaking in the best way (also bonus points for the dai tease). at the same time, it really felt like hawks' story isn't over. like there are still plenty of tales to tell about them. I genuinely want more of them and of their friends/lovers.
i adore this story. all the companions, the side characters... the game certainly has its flaws, many of which could be blamed on the extremely short time it spent in the oven, but MAN was it not one of the best written narrative games I got to play so far
#it felt a lot more intimate/personal than dao#the difference between an epic tale of a hero saving a country/the world#and a refugee and their friends and family trying to make a better life for themselves and ending up stuck in the middle of greater forces#both are compelling just in different ways#though i gotta say i think i prefer the story of da2#just because of how real it all seems (real for a fantasy setting anyway lol)#i'll probably take a break before dai we'll see#dragon age#da2#aethe speaks#(also i accidentally stayed up all night finishing this game. oops)
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big al is literally that “i’m a bad bitch you can’t kill me” meme and i think that’s what every geriatric mercenary needs to aspire to
#oc txt.#c: alberta#i mean SHE IS A BAD BITCH#88 in show timeline and she’s still out here like i wish i bitch would 🤨#doesn’t give a damn!#her only weakness is her granddaughter 🥰 bc she loves her more than she’s loved anything or anyone#homegirl has been killing for caps since she was 25 and showed no signs of stopping until bethany got stuck in the middle#of some retaliation against her when she was 15#after that she was like I GUESS it’s time to hang it all up 😔✌️ … lol kidding 😝 i’ll break your legs#she doesn’t trust a single mf but they’ve done well in gecko springs and live just on the outskirts#run a little gecko farm#for the last fifteen or so years#she sits on the porch with er rifle all day and listens to her wind chimes while threatening to snipe jonas from ALL THE WAY back there#and she probably could tbh!#bethany is still like traumatized tho so she keeps to herself and tends to her geckos#keeps trying to domesticate them but it’s only worked once 💀#named him sugar bomb and he’s her best friend 💕🦎#big al forces het to go be an adult in town tho#get outta the house and live bith#not everyone has 400 lives like that old hag
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Yeah I've just realised it's been months since I posted or reblogged or replied to anything on here, so. Yeah. Obligatory announcement that I am still alive and well. My mind got wiped midway through exam season at the end of january and since they then I've been vibing in a stress free world where I am not worried about anything or doing anything
#no kidding#it's like someone pressed a turn off button on me#and it got stuck and you cant turn me back on#i feel like ive been floating through life in a bubble for the past few months#like#hell#since this started in the middle of exam season that would be a good example#1st half of the season: worried#2nd half of the exam season: i am gonna read an entire semester's worth of notes (several hunreds pf slides) the night before the exam and#not be worried in the slightest about passing despite not knowing anything and my brain being scrambled#currently entering exam season yet again and i literally STILL don't feel anything#no stress#no pressure#it's kinda annoying because stress and pressure are my only way of avoiding procrastination lol#but yeah ive been kinda out of it for thr last few months#same with tumblr#i lurked here at least once or twice a week but just#nope#pressing a reblog button? replying to anything or anyone? posting anything? exhausting#i dont think ive actually checked my notifications and messages in months?#sincere apologies if ive been ignoring anyone for months XD#idk how active i am gonna be in the near future but hey i am here#for the record i don't think this is burnout or anything like that? and i am not in a bad mood or anything#i am pretty good actually XD i am just not doing... literally anything unless i absolutely have to#at the last possible second because procrastination my behated#ema rambles
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oh god scratch what have you done?!?!? :0
#lmao was in a battle and noticed that scratch got stuck somewhere behind#clicked on him to see where he was and he was just standing in middle of the society of brilliance building that's been massacred#making it look like scratch would've gone on a rampage#and I found that amusing lol#baldur's gate 3
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An excerpt from something that's been in my drafts for far too long now
Luffy & Sabo, pre-canon, Sabo still has amnesia but Koala dragged him to spend a day on Dawn Island and just so happened to time it right after Ace left, and he ended up spending the day with Luffy
Sabo gave in to the impulse, leaning forward to press a kiss against Luffy’s forehead.
The kid looked up at him, eyes wide and only just starting to fill up with tears. The cry that escaped his throat sounded almost painful, raw and violent, and he lunged forwards, hands fisting in Sabo’s coat as his face pressed against his cravat.
“I miss Sabo,” he sobbed into Sabo’s chest.
Sabo gingerly wrapped his arms around the kid.
“...I’m sorry I’m not the person you want me to be,” he said.
They stayed like that for a while. Sabo kept rubbing Luffy’s back in what he hoped to be a soothing motion, allowing the kid to let it all out.
In the end, Luffy was the one to pull away, straightening up as he wiped at his eyes with wrist.
Sabo gently pulled his arm down, grabbing a handkerchief to use instead.
He carefully cleaned up Luffy’s face, letting him use the handkerchief to blow his nose once done. Sabo intended to leave the fabric with Luffy, anyway, so it would be fine.
Once Luffy was all cleaned up, the time has come to say goodbye.
#one piece#one piece sabo#monkey d luffy#fowlficsbits#this is from a fic thats over 8k now#probably will finish at a total of 8.5k-ish?#and the first 6k of it was written in a nearly feverish dream over just under 6 hours of non-stop sprints at the end of February jasdflkjal#i had the start written two middle scenes and the ending#(this is slightly misleading bc the 'start' was solid 5k lol)#but i got stuck on the three gaps#no more tho#one gap closed#two more to go!
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when you read a fic that gives you a hyper-specific whump scenario that you know would either A.) take forever to find in another story or B.) hasn't been written at all so the obvious conclusion is that you have to write it yourself
#whump meme#~my stuff~#my brain hates me sometimes lmao#i just want a story where two characters are stuck in a broken down car in the middle of winter and having an argument#which leads to one stomping outside in some petty attempt to 'find help' while the other person doesn't realize#what is happening at first. they think their friend is just taking a quick second to catch their thoughts. not the best idea in a snow stor#but the other option is them tearing each others heads off so a little separation is fine. but then their friend starts walking away#and keeps going. so now they have to chase after them to corral them back into the car#because yeah its broken but its still somewhat warm unlike this suicide mission you are attempting!!#and then theres a big blow up because they have kinda been the shit-stirrer so their friend just is#im fixing it!! im being not annoying/useless/something related to whatever they were arguing about!!#so now they get slapped in the face with the fact that they've been taking out their bad day/week on their friend#who was simply being themself and trying to cheer them up/be nice#and when they eventually get back in the car the friend now feels like shit because they not only wasted heat from the car#but they also dragged their friend outside just bcuz they were being a brat so didn't they just prove the other person's point?#so now the two are just in a guilt huddle apologizing for being idiots as they inevitably wait for their rescue#bonus points if the rescue involves their rescuers trying to separate them and the other person just *refuses* to let their friend go#because they have a need to keep the first person warm after feeling like they essentially forced them out into the cold#is that too much to ask?? (i could turn this into an A talks to B scenario... also thinking about my OCs but when am i not lol)
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i have a weird relationship with weight because i hated eating more than anything the moment i was ready for solids ( i hate chewing with my entire life always have & will ) which made me underweight for most of my life ( to this day ) & during late primary-middle school this made me actively suicidal because i felt like something was wrong with my sex because i just was not developing whatsoever prompting me to have a years long phase of trying to gain weight in any way i could ( #EPICFAIL by the way ) & i was already insecure but i felt seriously so unforgivably ugly after bullying not just at school but by adults of my entourage. but then i did in my late 15s which prompted the pendulum to swing in the other direction & suddenly i FREAKED OUT & thought well being skinny is pretty much all i have & know myself to be & clearly it is not going to last forever so i Better preserve it i was delusional about how skinny i thought i was actually i look stumpy & weird i have to prove myself. But now i am normal again kind of
#also i used to get beaten to finish my food nearly daily & it would take me forever to do that like literally hours with no exaggeration#just made me hate eating even more. now my technique is eating as fast as possible before i even realize how overwhelming#the sensory experience is & i can just be done with it VS the pain&dread of eating slowly -> disgust of Everything+hyperawareness#eating tightens my muscles like i hate it so fucking much catching the food putting it in my mouth CHEWING swallowing#what a damn chore#so i always liked cheese it was my “safe food” pretty much the only thing i liked#i even hated the foods autists usually like like fries & fried chicken meatballs ETC. HATED.#i was/am more of a soup & turning all my food into varieties of Slop kind of girl nothing hard for me please...#i experienced middle school during the like ♯Thick era of the world which was honestly a good thing like for The Populace#but i felt like killing myself because i felt like an unforgivable fugly genetic failure & people did not hesitate to let me know#anyway either way i would be unhappy caus if i did gain weight during puberty i would have a meltdown about all the Changes#so i feel content for the time being about only losing the fat in my face & getting age appropriate wrinkles really#trying to enjoy the privilege of thinness while i have it because it will not last forever 0_0 but that should not matter anyway...#the privilege of thinness: being way uglier than others & constantly looking like a gibbon dying of disease + no energy or strength ever#JK people are much MUCH nicer to thin people & they do things for me on account of looking physically incapable so um yay i guess#light at the end of the tunnel that is very significant in the grand scheme of things socially. ♯CountingMyBlessings#also i was raised on ♯HAES tumblr from 2014-2018 i truly believed in that & was so damn envious i was not curvy & beautiful LOL#so i never hated overweight people really i think for the most part the SJW tumblr values stuck with me#but now i know it depends on your base frame & genetics & there is no guarantee to what you choose to do (naturally) acceptance is peace#sorry for the gigantic Arse post i just needed to get that off my chest for a long time. not on here specifically just in general#oh & i am a ♯Grignoteuse but grignoter (grazing) is different from eating in my mind&body#& my insecurity was not a result of wanting to fit in really but kind of in the sense that i wanted people to stop berating me for my looks#like body wise only & also not understanding why every other girl looked like a girl blossoming into a woman#& i looked like i was transitioning to Malnourished (unsexed) Ape made worse by bein GNC.& like the need for control later on & erthang ETC
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dealing with assigned reading like
#[slams sop/risk assessment s h u t]#throwback to lit class from a g e s ago though… my year happened to be the last year that was assigned this book about two rivals to besties#but the assigned reading for lit from the literal ✨n e x t✨ year on was p e rc.y jac k son and i was l i k e (ʘ‿ʘ)#it wasn’t fair at all s o b s pj was my claim to temporary fame in school <-was that moron whom everyone borrowed the entire series from lol#i should reread that series soon… <-in the middle of reading/rereading many other series concurrently#i should be sleeping thoughhhhh. it’s like 3 in the am and i gotta get up in 3 hours for workkkk.#b u t i forgot how to fall asleep. sadge. so im just stuck watching puzzle/cube solving vids instead ig#to think that i used to be able to fall asleep standing up smh… how the ‘mighty’ have fallen#it is suiyoubi my dudes
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