#just speaking to the void here
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I wish the metaphor of will and nicos strings being unraveled as they told more stories was something that rick used more in the sun and the star. bc they really did treat each story like it was a thread that they weaved into this beautiful tapestry, but as they looked over it they realized it had several mistakes so they had to unbraid parts and work out the kinks. and I just thought that was kinda beautiful😭
uhh anyways 7.5/10 I really liked it the second time around
#Nico worried Gorgyra would keep demanding stories#pulling on string after string#until their whole lives were unraveled at their feet.#"Tell me#“ Gorgyra said. moving closer to Nico and Will. ”Tell me one more story.“#And Nico felt another string start to unravel.#like that's hauntingly beautiful???#I try to ignore the fact that this was my second time reading tsats in like#3 months maybe?#just speaking to the void here#will solace#nico di angelo#solangelo#tsats#the sun and the star#pjo#percy jackson
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doing chibi is a good design exercise bc it forces u to think on shapes n essential details, essentially thumbnailing ur designs. its also a terrible design exercise bc it ends up looking cute no matter what
#dimension 20#fantasy high#riz gukgak#very specifically class swap bard!riz#fh class quangle#mm. I may need tags for all the asides Ive been doing lmao#riz's canon design is so coherent and thematically clean that I genuinely struggle to keep up...#bard!riz's whole thing is working out his identity through abject fear so it kiiiinda makes sense that hes got a different thing going#on every year I guess? like lmao the directive I go into each of these designs with changes vastly#freshman bard!riz has to look extremely nonthreatening. and also make you wanna pick him up and chuck him at a wall#annoyingly inoffensive. slides off your memory pretty much immediately. a void of an experience#crucially Does Not Show Teeth While Smiling#sophomore year bard!riz I have been keeping the like. cameraman direction for#I want him to be swimming in clothes a little bit... he kinda lands at like. 80s/90s shlocky horror protag too which I do like#bc what is season 2 to riz if not a horror story lmao#junior year bard!riz I want to be somewhere between clark kent and tintin#the journalist aesthetics is not so clear and easy to build as the detective or spy aesthetics...#but also I just. really like boy journalist lmao this is the BD blood speaking again#and! I actually do draw his hair differently than in my canon junior year riz stuff. its a bit shorter here so it doesn't#obscure as much of his face#its so funny actually going from drawing canon stuff to class swap esp. with riz bc he's smiling SO much here#and it's 100% trained like its crucial for u guys to know he is equally if not more fucked up as a bard#barely anybody can wrangle him in canon it's already been mostly him keeping himself on track. imagine if he actually learned how to act#mmm. I think these designs are still gonna soft change as I draw them. thats fine we have fun#drawing sophomore year bard!riz for those comiclets was fun as hell. I think on this factor alone I call it a success lol
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had a flashback to when we used to make these paper claws in elementary school and im realizing its exactly what rins claws look like…
#ive been inception idea placed#should i make more text posts here#like usually this is the kinda stuff i just say on twitter but i feel like u guys care more here#twitter i just speak into the void#my tweets are kinda fire tho#LOL
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Sight of a Star - Blue-ish Star Ryōshū and Don Quixote
#HERES HOW BLUE-ISH STAR BELIEVERS CAN STILL WIN I PROMISE#Rendering sucks but I do like how these look very much. I hate drawing armour. big fan of dramatic shadows however.#but! as for justifications:#B-iS is an abno regarding what one so desperately wants but cannot have - possibly connecting to Blue Star and the paradise-like place-#people wish to reach by throwing themselves into it. though what is offered by B-iS is a much less refined yet as tantalising#given the text of 'The irresistible allure is almost tearing you apart' and the less refined bit being implied by both design#[jagged edges of the actual blue shape and legs like dolls - both unlike BS' much rounder and more naturalistic design]#in short it's the manifestation of impossible dreams - for Don this is her quest for a just knighthood in the City of all places#and for Ryōshū [though idk her source] it is her final work of art - the Hell Screen#when approached one's body is 'pushed away' as if a manifestation of how it is unachievable. at least it is for them#'To be truly blue the one with the true blue must be left alone in one’s blueness.'#is what I interpret as: 'to truly dream the dreamer must be left to one's fantasies'#dreams by nature do not intersect well with reality. all their flaws will be shown and they will crack under the pressure of the real world#it is why the dream pushes them away. to preserve itself. also probably has something to do with how DQ also has void dream#and this abno gives pride boosts in its event. and I personally see pride as a sort of 'self assurance' or 'self above others' so to speak#as to chase ones dreams one must think themselves the exception. as the one that can persevere over the City#plus the HP damage and the various juxtapositions in the 'forward' option may be in reference to how dreams and reality don't mix.#harming those who chase them. though all the same the 'backwards' option shows that simply tossing them aside shall hurt in its own way#to think oneself 'impure' enough to give up on chasing it is all the same resignation on your uniqueness#as for the gift: the name is possibly to do with how lower stars seem easier to reach. and the effect of damage at minus SP....#going insane dream chasing?#but to take ones leave allows for it to be left behind without any further effects. you did not look at your dreams. acknowledge them at al#but are you better off like that? not dreaming? forgetting that brilliantly unfinished star?#but anyways I hope you liked my rambles. also this abno and everything related to Blue Star is so tastefully C flavoured that I love them#and fun fact! when I was first generally mapping sinners to unfightable/EGOless abnos I entirely forgot Ryōshū somehow. which led to this.#they don't have weapons they just kick real hard and it works well enough#limbus company#ryōshū lcb#don quixote lcb#🎠🚬
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#OMG i kept forgetting to post this after i'd drawn it#no backgrounds we in the void#to h&m fans: i prommy im working on h&m ive just also been roped back into cof and im the planner for it#to cofheads: i prommy im working on cof ive just also got a full time job#'budget' is a metaphor for my time and energy ahaha#man it was really fun to draw askravenpaw and also miss maple after all this time#speaking of miss maple. to cofheads: me and my wife are not the same person. my wife does not run all of cof dhjdghkd (i do)#ppl keep saying any hiatuses must mean he's busy im right here#ANYWAYS. the character tags#sorry im super tired because i barely slept last night because its randomly started being 30 C in winter (85 F or smth idk google it)#hawkfrost#mudclaw#frederick di luna#mustard#intermission#warrior cats#ask blog#post#i only realised after posting this theres no filters as well as no background. i was procrastinating & wanted to make sure i got it out LMA#*lmao
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can we just take a second to talk about how well-filmed the teaser trailer is? the lighting, the editing, how it gives just enough to get excited without giving too much away. curt absolutely knocked it out of the park 🙌🏻
#starkid#team starkid#cinderella's castle#cinderella#curt mega#teaser#curt if you see this just remember you're awesome#i know im speaking into the void because no one follows me on here
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theres so many problems with wayne family adventures but honestly the worst crime is making new characters when there are perfectly good ones already existing in canon that they could use and just. don't.
#batfam#batman#wayne family adventures#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#cassandra cain#stephanie brown#duke thomas#damian wayne#im really just speaking in the void here but i could probably do a one to one for a lot of them#off the top of my head im only struggling with the goons and margie#and honestly the goons are perfect theyre just Goons
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Every Time You Complain About How Mean La'ezel And Shadowheart Are, I Become More Sapphic And Spitefully In Love With Them Both
#the sheepy speaks#quite frankly not putting this in the main tag#if you find this you found this#but like#''youd be ok if this was a man'' type behavior#[gestures at asterion and gale]#yall dont complain about the ponce and the wizard (derogatory) being bitches#just the women#now to be fair i havent seen any hate for shadowheart since they added in the option to save her#which ofc sanded her edges off#but la'ezel is just as mean and just as biting as shes always been#and i have spitefully fallen for her#shes the nicest gith in early access (short of your pc if you make a gith)#anyway this has been the worlds no1 la'ezel apologist howling into the void#fellow laezel lovers pls know im here lol#unrelated but in the tags regardless#asterion is fruity bitch#gale is bitch malewife#laezel is rude bitch#shadowheart is secretive bitch#and wyll is the fake bitch#i love all of them and i cant wait for beef bitch to show up#and maybe them letting halsin actually be a party memver
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I just had a horrible intrusive thought and sorry but I’m dragging some of you down with me
July 23rd, 2025 is going to be the saddest One Direction anniversary yet… however much we’ve all healed by then, it’s going to feel so raw again…
#and here I always thought it would be the 2016 anniversary#but I was just scrolling through tumblr and that thought just popped in my head totally unwarranted#I don’t know maybe I’m wrong#but I don’t see how I could be on this#niall horan#harry styles#liam payne#louis tomlinson#zayn malik#one direction#speaking into the void
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returning to m*sm feels like detatching from a toxic relationship ngl. like a breath of fresh air.
#compared to the funniest but also worst game of fandom bingo ive been playing for the last *checks date*#NINE MONTHS???#I WAS IN BBS FOR NINE MONTHS?#AND GOD ITLL PROBABLY BE ANOTHER THREE MONTHS BEFORE IM OUT OG HERE.#AHHHHHHHHHHHHH#nothing is bad abt m*sm /gen!! just censoring it. dont want this appearing in the tags <3#its funny bc the other fandom is dunking on a multi-millionaire with questionable tastes#on the other hand...#*stares into the void*#lakka speaks
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Maladaptive daydreaming.
#daydreaming#maladaptive daydreaming#maladapting daydreaming disorder#maladaptive behaviors#maladaptive coping#dissociation#immersive daydreaming#dimond speaks#yeah so adding this to my list here lol#my therapist helped me realize i dissociate a LOT and the primary way i do it is through vivid daydreams#they usually happen at work but they also pop up if i'm having a bad day or... anytime really.#i've also come to the realization that i have at least one of these a day which is not good fgsjh#my therapist says they're not inherently bad especially since they do have a positive effect on my emotions (if its a good daydream)#but it's gotten to the point that it's affecting the way i work#and they can last for a LONG time too#i haven't timed them but i do know they've been over 30 minutes at work before#this is either due to ADHD autism PTSD or a mixture of the three lmao#weeeee#anyway. this post isn't really intended to be a vent post#it's more like a 'this is my experience' type post#it just kinda comes across as somewhat vent-y#but that was because i wanted to try and immerse the reader into what its like to have these daydreams#like mine look NOTHING like this but making it more generic would help others understand it#the void is the general dissociation from reality#then you emerge in the dream#i can feel things as if i'm there- the sun the wind and sometimes even physical touch#and i'll stay there until something snaps me out#strangely i can get my work done while i'm doing this- i just wont have any memory of doing so. it's like being on autopilot#anyway. I hope this post was helpful to someone out there#if you also maladaptive daydream YOU ARE NOT ALONE! it's valid and you're not 'faking' anything. it's a genuine trauma response.
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I have reached the stage in too much to ask where it's angst time and also the sugar daddy/fwb dynamic starts to die so um.... here's. a little spoiler. it's 3 am and I have to work at 8 but inspiration hit so all-nighter time (I am such a fucking woozi bias pls this is so fucking baddddd I need to sleep regularly for once pls dear god.)
this line with context is gonna hit a lot harder but u dont get that rn. vv
anyways um. this fic is coming along swimmingly. gonna start a little tag to post updates on progress cus if I dont scream abt my own writing I am useless.
#☼tmta#☼wo talks#☼wooziorgans#screaming abt my writing helps me make progress idk I normally just scream into the void abt how it makes me feel#this is gonna be a loooong one let me tell u. I might have to split it into parts just bcs I am like four days into writing it#and I am like JUST done w the intro#writing is like a puzzle n not in the autism speaks way. tho this fic is a testament to my autism#I mean like I just do it in sections n pray it all comes together#no lost pieces here amen#writing this is like an early bday gift to myself amen#Jesus h christ I am .... doing the most fr#anyways I love woozi and I miss him and I want to give him a little kiss but also the most life shattering head#ok bye back to writing n maybe sleep maybe idk yet maybe
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tbh i feel like it can be a little hard to get a grasp on certain characters in this fandom because of how differently they're portrayed in the play that goes wrong vs the specials vs the shows. like there's enough there that it's obviously the same character but there's also enough differences in personality traits and their relationships to other characters that sometimes it feels a bit hard to come up with a concrete idea of who they are ykwim
#especially with how much canon adjacent material we have for most of them it starts to get a bit overwhelming#maybe that's just me though gkhlsdf. does anyone else struggle with this#idk this is part of the reason why my headcanons are so vibes based i don't think canon has a concrete answer most of the time#and tbf i don't think it needs to given the nature of the show#but i'm the kinda person who gets really insecure about my characterization so it can be hard to balance all of it#anyway. sorry. shouting into the void here lmao#the goes wrong show#marshy speaks
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I don't listen to pop often, but when I do, it's the good stuff.
#Keep your head up nothing lasts forever#Here's to the damned to the lost and forgotten#It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom#Just wait everything will be okay#Even when you're feeling like it's going down in flames#Funny thing about this song#I first heard it when we were homeless and we would go to Sunoco for the free wifi so I could work#(I was working remotely even then)#And this song was always on the radio#And it helped. It helped.#I knew it was just a stupid pop song but it HELPED#I know this is probably sacreligious#But it's not the hymns that God has ever used to speak to me#Occasionally but not most the time#He has used the secular songs#He has sent them my way for the first time when I needed them#He put them in my head#He still does#And it HELPED#Anyway I thought of this song the other day#And I thought of it again tonight because a character I was writing was singing it#It still holds up#Anyway#Nattering into the void#Youtube
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Harry Styles and Taylor Swift's relationship feels like a Taylor Jenkins Reed novel and yet they're real and i feel some type of way about it today I'm SORRY
#I know I'm speaking to the void here but i just had to SAY IT#The way we've been unraveling their situationship for A WHOLE DECADE#They'll be 90 years old and they'll still be singing about that ski accident and I'll eat it up every time#Haylor#1989 tv
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ok fuck it 1 like = 1 swig of liquor this beautiful night
#moray speaks#tw alcohol#promotion ends when i fall tf asleep#do ppl here like intox. am i just hurgling into the void.
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