#just reminiscing i guess??
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i just had a mini resurfacing of bcs hyperfixation. it lasted like 3 hours. i have never taken (non-prescribed) drugs but is that what cocaine or nicotine feels like??
#wtf???#just reminiscing i guess??#i miss this show suddenly so muchhh#T_T#i want AN ENTIRE SHOW of whatever the fuck jimmy and kim had going on. no crazy cartel things just these two beautiful bastards#better call saul#brba#gilliverse
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who could have guessed that I'd be redesigning Winter Rose AGAIN
#my oc#bg3#durge#dark urge#winter rose#hellebore#I just kinda wanted to make her a little goth and scarier#SORT of a really sad desaturated pink hue??#but nowhere near as bright and lively as she used to be#reminiscent of a body left a little too long before brought back#been feeling really disconnected w her story! trying to figure out why#so#redesign to try and figure it out I guess
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reworked an older drawing....
#my art#my ocs#uriyah (oc)#whenever i start to think that my older art looked much better than my current art i just have to open the clip file and look at it up clos#to come to the conclusion that no. it really didnt....#i think from afar it holds up i guess but if i actually look at the details and reminisce abt drawing it it just like.. what was i thinking#also i hate how the left side of the jacket is just a incomprehensible pleather mess but i was to lazy to fix that....
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(gripping the sink and staring at myself in the mirror) i can be trusted with power girl's design. i can be trusted with power girl's design. i can b
#sorry just reminiscing about the past week's insanity. compilation post#power girl#karen starr#<- I GUESS. i dont use this tag much for some reason#but like she does use karen starr in the ctde also. she IS the richer kara zor-el#usually i just tag kara zor-el for both of them. unhelpful to most.
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What would the shorts be in your AU? I think it be a live demonstration of how someone (Mr meteor) is integrated into the hivemind and how it's "safe" and "the right thing to do"- basically propaganda. but things keep messing up
wander's not like. super public with the cult the way hater is with his empire in the show, so i don't know whether he'd be airing something like that across the galaxy. hater's got like. totally negative charisma, especially when he's being recorded, and yet he continues recording himself, and i think that's a trait meteor would still share with him. mr meteor is very much like metroman of megamind to me, also, where he quits his life of fame & glory to become a nobody, but he still has that streak of like. craving the kind of attention a rockstar gets as opposed to the superhero/king treatment.
so i imagine the shorts would be like. meteor's vlogs on his youtube or something. and he's starting a series called Inside Planet Yonder or whatever where he sets up a camera in an unassuming place and does little dances for the camera until he gets caught. like a prank show or something, but very benign and mildly annoying as opposed to antagonistic. this does require the shorts to take place before wander is redeemed, but honestly, the timeline in this au is so scrambled when you try to put it up against the show itself (which is already crammed into two very short seasons) anyway
#ask#lord hater#mr meteor#swap wander#shorts#txt#rambling#wander over yonder#swap au#i fear if wander's cult was super public like that it would be too reminiscent of like. the sharing from animorphs#wander's really into like. person to person connection Despite his susceptibility to advertisements and trends. like in the show wander is#only famous by mistake and hearsay#he's just so niceys that people tend to remember him and talk about him fondly. as opposed to hater who is famous by his own design#and i think thats something meteor would pursue as well to a similar degree of success/failure depending on how you look at it#any press is good press i guess but he's like. particularly incompetent#also wander is kind of a little old man to me . like he can use technology but he also has a very basic understanding of most tech from#like the last hundred years or so. hand him a phone he'll be able to use it but he will also ask you increasingly bewildering questions#like How do i scroll. What is a Battery level. So this is like a book with extra steps right. Golly how do they fit all those#vidya games in such a small package! back in my day#anyway. sylvia is the tech girl of the duo like she fixes spaceships she can deal with computers like nothing ANNNNYway
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thinkin about lan wangji and his adaptive device teenagers
#the juniors speaking for lan zhan in that first scene with him and jiang cheng#is what made me fall in love with lan zhan#it's just so fucking good#the untamed#lan zhan#lan wangji#liveblogging the untamed#i mean i guess not really#it's more#reminiscing about the untamed#lmao
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Happy Kagepro Day!!!
#kido tsubomi#seto kousuke#kano shuuya#kagerou project#kagepro#choco art#last thursday I was like “oh shit. I don't have anything ready for the fifteenth”#And then rushed to make these#there are a few things I'd like to change or adjust on some of them (like the colors on kido's) but aside from that I'm pretty happy#seto's was the hardest. first I kept trying to daw a bird for the silhouette window thing#but I kept erasing it because I wasn't happy with it#then I was flicking through my screenshots of his song's video and realized "wait. What if the tv him and little him are sitting on is the#ilhouette? Then I kept the birds but put them in a circular pattern in a way reminiscent of how the scissors and knives(?) were around him#in certain shots (btw. does anyone have ANY idea what the gossip he was getting from that bird in his introduction was?)#The background I wish I had done more with but I was drawing a blank on ideas so... the outside of Mary's house it is#kano's - in contrast - was the easiest.#I was like “his silhouette's a cat. the background will definitely be a reference to his song.”#Honestly the masks were the hardest part because it was a little difficult to get good pics of any other than the red-eyed mask#Also something looks off about him to me but I wasn't about to fight the picture so I didn't fiddle with it too much before inking#maybe his face just translates into my style weirdly#not much to say about Kido. Except I really wish I did the equalizer bars differently and will definitely be changing that if I ever get ar#und to making these digitally. Also#I'd alter the shades of colors I chose for the music staffs but that bugs me a lot less than those fri#cking equalizer bars#did I really just go on a whole ass rant about my decisions in these drawings?#I guess I did. Whoops?
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i haven’t been here much recently, and i’m sorry i’ve only been negative on the off chance i’ve been online, but let me just say one last piece before the end of this month, so that maybe the next might be better….
#or maybe my time here ends w this month…i’m not sure i guess it all depends on how i feel but as of right now#everytime i think i'm fine i open tumblr and immediately am sad again the whole app has become my doomscroll at this point#i got a notification on a random talking post from a while ago and it felt like reading the words of a completely different person#lately i find it difficult to find any joy here at all when it always feels so lonely… a type of loneliness i’ve never experienced before#everyone always has ppl interacting w them who are interested in their stuff or are always sent things that are reminiscent of them....#i’m always praised for remembering stuff abt other ppl but i wonder if anyone remembers anything abt me#what is it about me that is so forgettable am i dull am i uninteresting did i not solidify myself enough do you guys just not like me lolz#but i don't want this to come across as guilt tripping or being ungrateful to what i do have because ik comparison is the death of joy but#it's still hard to watch when it's so in your face and it makes me think if ppl only talk to me because they feel obligated to#because anyone can say empty words.... i wish my perception of things didn't turn bitter i wish i hadn't become so jaded but#over and over i've felt irrelevant cast aside overshadowed and i cannot exist in a place where i feel like i'm a ghost in the corner#idk i've never felt like This before and i'm at least glad it's something i can walk away from by just....leaving...#sad that this used to be somewhere i can run away To but now it's become somewhere i want to run away From#i don't know...even if i get over whatever this is...things will never be the same for me... i just don't think i belong here#if only i had never made this blog then i would have saved myself a world of turmoil
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This is a special genre of f1 picture(to ME.)
#ive talked a lot about helmets lately oops#i guess i just rly have an obsession with how they're an extension of the driver#and a representation of them and their only sense of personality and individuality when theyre all geared up#so theres something to me about the separation of helmet from driver like in these pics#of course theres pics of the helmet on its own for model kinda pics(like all the pics i used for my past project posts)#but this is its own genre. helmet doing its own thing. helmet away from the vicinity of its owner#helmet being protected from the elements. it has its own carrying bag. it gets an umbrella. etc etc#the first pic made me on the lookout for pics w a similar vibe. IDK WHY BUT IM RLY OBSESSED WITH IT#having a severe helmet fucker era </3 i look at these and i feel very weird about them 😭#not included cause its a differnt genre but also thinking abt pics where someone other than the driver themselves is holding their helmet#theres something weirdly intimate to me about it. its too reminiscent of that one painting of the germanic warrior holding the roman helmet#<- DO YOU GET WHAT IM IMPLYING HERE.#anyways. i digress. helmet being taken care of and protected is cute to me#its such an extension of the driver so its kinda funny ig that they get their own photoshoots#also yeah these are all nando helmets bcs i couldn't find pics from other drivers that i thought had the same vibe#and i think its interesting how these correlate with whom the photographer is and the level of popularity of the driver#like are you popular enough that someone will see your helmet apart from you and think its important enough for a pic?#and its so interesting comparing pics from the same time from different teams#bcs you can see how different the motivations of the different photographers are based on what the pics are like#well blah blah blah helmet kink blah blah blah#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#helmet
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sona doodles i made like a couple days ago just because
#i really have no reason to draw myself in any way but i guess i was kinda feeling myself#it was pretty intentional i made my sona a bit reminiscent of hussie’s self insert dont ask why i just need it to be like that specifically#also yeah i ship myself with jake english. what about it#sona art#self ship#jake english
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(re last post) and the thing is, we were in fact sometimes discussing the future of the church, of course, in the auditorium after hours before drama club rehearsals. it was the early 2000s and gay marriage had just been legalized in my state. the administration had teachers hand out papers to everyone at the end of the day with numbers of government officials to call and complain to try to get it overturned — and the student body’s reaction by and large was outrage at the administration for that. my friends and I complained to the teachers and left the papers strewn around the floors of classrooms and hallway with angry scribblings. And the next day, principal sister mary janice got on the intercom and apologized. that felt great.
and that year, in the drama club we were putting on “joseph and the amazing technicolor dream-coat” and we did have some boys in it (from the nearby all boy catholic school) but no one was as good as this girl cathleen who just fucking killed it at everything, so she was our joseph. she was so cool and nice and talented, such a great actor, she had this beautiful rich alto singing voice and long curly black hair, all my friends and I loved her and looked up to her (she was a senior when we were sophomores). and the first time she was trying on the dream-coat costume on stage, I remember she did a little spin and unfurled it with her arms out to show all the rainbow colors and went, “support gay marriage!” and we all laughed and cheered. that was 2004.
#and anyway I guess weirdly conclave kind of reminds me of. all that?#long post///#personal////#just felt like reminiscing at whoever might like to read?#I could also tell you about my mom’s cousin who converted to episcopalianism and became a priest#and my grandma who was her aunt and her godmother fucking disowned her#and years later saw her for the first time in years at this woman’s mother’s funeral (so my grandma’s sister’s funeral)#and all she had to say about seeing her was that she couldn’t believe the disrespect! the nerve! she was wearing her episcopal priest collar#¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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you know, its really fucked up how obsessed people were with wanting to rp smut with me and pressuring me to do it with them ages 16-21. that was fucking weird by the way
#ooc#((just reminiscing i guess))#((my blocklist is fucking miles long because half of the people on here are millenials that tried rping smut with me when i was underaged))#((and its crazy because so many people on here just dont bring it up. but it was constant. i mean i was getting constant ANONS about it too#((crazy.))
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with all these gaston crackships/rarepairs that are coming out lately it would be so fucking funny if he had a flig with all the main characters (ambar, nina, simon... hell luna too if you want) and they all know it except matteo
#mf would feel so betrayed once he finds out#and not because he's jealous or anything - or maybe yes (they kinda have a vibe between them if you get what i mean)#mainly because his best friend didn't tell him#gaston would 100% use “you didn't ask” with a shit-eating grin while shrugging his shoulder#he would have the time of his life making fun of matteo reaction lol#and matteo would also lowkey be insecure (understandable because gaston was probably a better boyfriend for all those people [real])#[from here on i'm gonna yap but like... YAP - get ready]#type of flings/situationships/whatever i think he had:#LUNA/GASTON : [barely a fling/ a kinda relationship (?)] - them just trying it out for the hell of it#they had a lot of fun and it strengthened their friendship#they never talk about it unless they're sure that they're by themselves#gaston sometimes reminiscences about it in front of others(to make luna panic/embarass)but in such a vague enough way that they don't get i#it always comes off as them play-fighting#it either happened before he and nina got together (which is what i'm running with for this post) or they did it after she left#because they were the closest to her and were the only people that could understand what it meant to lose nina#(luna also dated her in the past by this point)#GASTON/NINA: [literally canon and one of the main ships] so i don't have to explain it i guess#GASTON/SIMON: [was a “they were all in their feelings” during those moments - kind of deal]#that scene i reposted the other day is a good way to pinpoint when they started to actually eye eachothers /put a start to what they had#it ended two or three months later - don't know who put an end to it between them#but it wasn't a problem because they both had something else they wanted to focus on more - they're extremely chill about this#GASTON/AMBAR: [kinda the same - got to know eachother when they were kids and became extremely close (even tho it took A BIT since#even if gaston came from a good family ambar was still as standoffish as now (and also a bit shy even if she wouldn't admit it)]#gaston was the one that did the first step#at that point ambar actually never stopped to think about dating in general but especially him#but the idea of losing him as a friend for something so stupid as a relationship terrified her#he reassured her that whatever happened nothing between them would've changed#which was real but also not really#they ended up breaking up a year and a half later and became a bit awkward around eachothers for a bit (mostly because of ambar)#they're still cordial with eachothers
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A couple years ago, there was this guy who would graffiti the words "penis man" everywhere. Like, literally everywhere were just the words penis man, and it went on for a good while until he finally got caught
I miss that. We need penis man to come back. I think it would genuinely be a positive to society for at least a bit
#blurg#good thing of the day#the good thing is that im reminiscing on that#politics#i guess#politic adjacent?#idk i just caught up on the news#new#old news#realized that im still not mentally up for the usual 24/7 news cycle#so rn just thinking about the old local goofy stuff that i love#ok gonna tire myself out now and then try to sleep
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Sometimes I wish I could relive the Minecraft moments me and my sister had. The first house we built was made out of oak. Finding our first diamond and losing it in lava. Her getting obsessed with farming. Us getting a pet sheep. Me getting so many dogs and horses she got sick of me making stables. Her moving out our starter house to make her own base. Made this huge treehouse project hotel we didn't even get to use at ALL. Us adopting baby drowneds and baby zombie piglins. We defeated the ender dragon with only iron armour and hit the final blow with a cake. "Mining off camera" because we got tired of dying every 5 minutes in the caves. Getting Netherite and our first enchanter. Finding out you could pull out enchanted books from the sea. Going on a treasure hunt. We made a whole elaborate roleplay when we found a flower biome village. She got engaged with a blacksmith. I made a church. A raid happened when we were wearing our WEDDING SKINS and it was the day before the wedding. Her fiance cheated on her with his brother, made a baby, and we raised it to be a fisherman. We made a vacation cottage near a river there. And a graveyard for her parents that didn't survive the raid. Somehow made a religion whenever it rains and the Goddess favours her more than me. All my drowned boyfriends died under mysterious circumstances. Had a birthday party. Spammed so much cake onto her base as a prank. She chased me down. Kept fighting over the Ender egg. Never used the Elytra even though we had it. Used the head as decor to our door. We had a collection of bells on each of our bases as competition. Rang those just to annoy each other. I had an orange bed and she had a pink one.
#just reminiscing i guess#that world got deleted and we got sad#haven't played Minecraft much now since I'm in college#but we peaked during pandemic#we only got 1 video of that world#and it was during the birthday arc#There are so much stuff that happened#I kept a journal and everything#and I got to spend time with her#which was cool ig#minecraft#MC#minecraft stuff#just. experiencing Minecraft#mine
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A desperate and starved enough for validation individual will throw their own bones in to substitute for sticks, pour out their own blood to act as fuel, all to keep the fire from burning out
#burnout#burn out#burning out#burnouts#burn outs#gifted kid burnout#gifted kid syndrome#gifted kid problems#gifted kid things#gifted kid shit#just reminiscing about some things i guess#feel free to reblog#or whatever#im kinda proud of the analogy anyway#free writing#my writing#writing#relatable#textpost#text post#txt#txt post#Asher’s Ramblings
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