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jujujusillies · 6 months ago

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doing deep breaths. deep breaths.

#that anxiety really can anxiety #I don't even know where to begin in explaining it #so I won't #but i'll be alright #just need a moment to calm down #old habits die hard #and these habits just will. not. die #★ ⋮ posts ⸝⸝

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deiiamorte · 1 month ago

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Why don't you think about Lucanis resting his head in Rook's lap while Rook gently runs their fingers through Lucanis' hair as they ramble about their hobbies and maybe you'll calm down

#I need to think about this bc *I* need to calm down btw #Mirghilanan's quiet rambles are the in-era version of rust cleaning videos #the words don't even process as such; it's just sound. Lucanis finally has a moment of peace. Rook's voice is a comfort‚ after all.#rookanis #Lucanis Dellamorte #veilguard #dragon age veilguard #lucanis dellamorte #dragon age lucanis #my posts

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saragapen · 2 years ago

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Scorpions from the past

#the Scorpions are a reference to his comics and past trauma #i definitely think that ghost would have triggers or moments where he beeaks down and some of them are during really bad moments #also i post more soapghost on twitter #It's 7am and I have yet to sleep but my mind is only thinking about the next part of the comic #simon would most likely disassociate and ghost would take over #soap would blame himself because he couldn't calm him down in time to not let ghost come out #If he hadn't pressed his mouth closed so hard or bs able to properly calm down #that he wouldn't have to build this wall up again.#i also think ghost would come out especially when he realizes that Simon's directly putting not only soap but himself in harm's way #But the comfort bits where soap slowly softens ghost back up by just spending time near him #telling jokes and getting simon to realise he's safe again so he doesn't need to put up the walls #but soaps inability to help was the final straw that let ghost out so it'll be really rough to loosen his walls again #simon riley #ghostsoap #john mactavish #soapghost #fanart #mw2 fanart

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fumifooms · 7 months ago

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What if we were both magic prodigies and it otherized us in different ways and we devoted ourselves to protecting a family member who has general other goals & priorities. What if we both did self-sacrifical devotion in opposite ways.

What if we were dark mirrors of each other and where I've grown overcontrolling you've grown complacent. What if, bought as a servant into a pretty loving home, ownership and control is what love looks like to me, and to you neglected and lonely growing up, love is gratefully taking any scraps of it you’re lent.

By belonging to someone, even if she comes back injured or fails at finding Delgal, she feels like she belongs and is cherished, by owning someone he feels safe in them not leaving him.

She’s what’s tethering him do you see… And he’s the only thing giving her direction and purpose in her state. She needs a compass and he needs a support.

They’re both so out of it 😭 It’s the weirdly intense and unearned mutual trust and reliance on each other?? They’re each other’s weird little comfort codependent teddy bear. Or at least they were headed towards that before SHE DIED THEN HE DIED THEN THEY BOTH FORGOT ABOUT EACH OTHER AND NEVER MET EVER AGAIN. Though she’s also the guard attack hound keeping him safe… And vice versa he heals her and can rewrite her very being with just one wave of his hand. They’re both so so mentally and physically vulnerable both but they cling onto each other. They can’t perceive things accurately but despite it all someway somehow they stumble into something closer to resembling companionship just before they both die. Falin is just that kind and Thistle is just that lonely. Overworked. We both haven’t lived for ourselves in a very long time, haven’t we.

They both have a similar devotion to the people they love but again the difference is that Thistle starts overtsepping while Falin is self-effacing. The other difference between them is that people care about Falin <3 People have given up on Thistle long ago, and he has given people reasons to, while people refuse to give up on Falin. Yaad has a mini arc about it dw about it it’s ok he’s not all alone in the end 😭😭 He reached out for Marcille’s hand but they already all wanted to help him, they just had to be given the chance to, Yaad just had to be given the chance to, it’s okay I’m okay

Hey what if we learned to get in touch with our own identity and the world around us and living in the present again through being in the worst codependent situationship ever.

Falin and Thistle sitting in a tree, sucking on flowers together because they’re h-u-n-g-r-y 💕💕💕

I bet he’s only ever thought of flowers as useless ornaments. Weak weeds. But she shows him they’re tasty and useful and good and pretty in their own right too and deserve existing without proving their worth and waaa <33 Thistles…... Did you know thistles taste sweet if you remove the thorns and eat them?

"Even as a chimera, her kind nature remains" you can’t suppress her in the way that matters. You can’t soothe him in the way that matters. It’s doomed. You’re doomed. It’s all doomed. Save me.

#Spoilers #dungeon meshi manga spoilers #Thistle #falin touden #thistlin #OOOOH UNHEALTHY RELATIONSHIP THAT SOMEHOW WORKS OUT SAVE ME #I need them to be traumabonded kittens to not separate post-canon #I’m seeing a raise in post-canon thistle content/interest which makes me v happy #Fumi rambles #Falin learning to disobey orders with Thistle is one of my fave things. EAT THAT CURRY GIRL!!!! Nvm that it’s gonna get you killed #It’s good for the character arc #Falin and thistle sitting on a web o-b-s-e-s-s-i-n-g <3 #This is somewhat of a tldr of my huge thistlin post. Plus some thoughts i had in discord or twitter #Keeping it for another day but tbh if you see their dynamic in canon as her thinking/having picked him as her mate it changes nothing #about her behavior which I find funny. Thistle accidentally claimed himself a parrot mate bc he’s bad with monsters confirmed #Ik my thing of them learning to relax and live in the present moment again is pretty fanon BUT IT’S WHAT KUI POINTED TOWARDS #With her calming him down from a panic attack and eating berries. With the baths for dandruffs. Etc. Thistle hasn’t socialized in a long #time and he wouldn’t if it wasn’t a tool he needed to interact with BUT it’s still socialization and it’s getting him in touch with his #surroundings again even if just a bit slowly but surely!! The Toudens have a superpower in reaching Thistle. Bless #How’s that one post go again. he refuses to develop he's part of the problem he maintains the cycle he's trapped in the cycle.#she's growing she's finding her place she escaped her original role she wants to help people she will never save him she will never save hi #Something something they have to abstract each other bc relationships with humans have always been too charged and unsafe #Only by seeing each other as more concept than person more object than peer can they truly be vulnerable #Like the fuckedupness lf their dynamic and state is WHY they’re so attached. Why their dynamic could be so raw and needy #The stars aligned in the worst way. Mission successfully faile #Tfw we both need to feel needed

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sillyfudgemonkeys · 1 month ago

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-Kyoshi and Rangi in an argument- Rangi: And another thing- Rangi: *grabs Kyoshi by the shoulders and pushes her into a squat/horse stance so they are at eye level* Rangi: Better. Rangi: AND ANOTHER THING!

#listen it's hard to argue when you gotta look up at someone the whole time #she needs to feel tall in this moment #rangshi #rangi #rangi sei'naka #rangi seinaka #kyoshi #avatar kyoshi #rise of kyoshi #shadow of kyoshi #chronicles of the avatar #rangi's tall i swear #(because Rangi and I are probs the same height jkfdasjflj;s)#Kyoshi's just a fucking giant TT0TT #i just like visual of them being so mad at each other but Rangi politely asking Kyoshi to bend down and kyoshi obliging #all very calm and polite and then they go back to being >:( fjlksajfdlkjafklja #kirima and hei-ran are watching with second hand embarrassment jkldsajflajfkjaf

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mellohiizz · 3 months ago

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MELLOHIIZZ!!! DRAW ANOTHER ODYSSEY DUO AND MY LIFE!!! IS YOURS!!! /REF anyways odyssey duo has me in a chokehold i love them so much oh my god

hello i am so ill about them

#unstable universe #unstableverse #parrotx2 #wifies #im not normal #odyssey duo #was planning on rendering this but well see #ugly crying please never separate them #also yall just selling me your souls at this point you need to calm down i dont need those/j #and i agree they have me in such a tight chokehold i cant live without thinking about them every moment of my life #☆ my art .#☆ request .

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littlefankingdom · 2 months ago

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Originally, Bruce and Dick slept in the same bed.

I like to twist this around: Bruce, being a young parent, was VERY protective and worried about his boy who wants to go fight criminals with him, and it translated into him refusing to let Dick leave his side after difficult nights. Dick is hurt? He is sleeping in Bruce's bed. Dick isn't hurt but it was a close call? He is sleeping in Bruce's bed. Bruce just got scared but Dick was fine? He is sleeping in Bruce's bed. Dick is scared? He is sleeping in Bruce's bed. Of course, this led to Dick also refusing to leave Bruce's side when Bruce gets hurt or could have been hurt, so he also sleeps in Bruce's bed on these nights. And, as he grew up in a circus, always moving around, he is used to sleeping in his parents' arms or very close by, so it's normal for him.

So, Dick is often sleeping in Bruce's bed, cuddled up to Bruce. And as he grows up, he sleeps less and less in Bruce's arms, and he supports less and less Bruce's suffocating anxiety. Finally, he stops completely.

Some events make him wants to crawl back in his dad's bed (his multiple SA, the destruction of Bludhaven, the multiple times he thought Bruce died, etc...), but he never dares to. He is an adult now, and he fears Bruce would have a problem with it. Bruce is also not that welcoming toward physical affection since Jason's death (something Cass fixes, but that's another story). So, Dick doesn’t, even when he craves to.

Until Bruce is send back in time and believed dead. When he comes back, Dick just cannot stop himself, he needs to hold his dad, and he is so afraid Bruce will dissappear if he isn't touching him. He is holding him all evening long, and when it's time for bed, Bruce wordlessly goes to sleep holding Dick with one arm, the other around Tim. (Damian isn't close enough to Bruce yet to dare come sleep with them, Cass is in Hong-Kong, but she is jumping on a plane and will join the sleep-cuddle pile, Jason isn't back in the batfam yet but the possibility of losing Bruce scared him so bad, he is going to start to make efforts to not be on bad terms with them)

#bruce wayne #batman #dick grayson #robin #nightwing #batfam #dc comics #my ramblings #Jason also needed to sleep with Bruce anytime Bruce got hurt because it reminded him of his mom #and he was scared Bruce would die if he looked away #but Bruce had calmed down after his fight with Dick and wasn't making Jason sleep with him anytime he got scared #Bruce is a good dad but that doesn't mean he is perfect he is flawed #and I believed his fight with Dick is inevitable and important for both their character development #anyway about Cass she is very touch starve in Batgirl and JUST WANT A HUG FROM HER DAD like all her life she just wanted to be hugged #but only ever got training and violence growing up #so the moment Bruce shows her he will give her affection and hugs? she is hugging that man so much #and because she reads people so easily she knows he loves it and never hesitates to just jump on him for a hug #Let's go back to Jason he has a breakdown after battle for the cowl because he realizes his dad is GONE #when he sees Bruce again he is ugly crying behind the hood and he punches him to see if he's real #then he runs away because he isn’t ready to face his feelings #okay I need to stop talking about my batman canon #Dick as a kid: *scraps his knee* Bruce: *refusing to let go of him* What if it gets infected and HE DIES?!

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einaudis · 9 months ago

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ALL OF US STRANGERS (2023) dir. ANDREW HAIGH

#filmedit #filmgifs #movieedit #moviegifs #All of Us Strangers #aousedit #filmtvdaily #filmtvcentral #cinemapix #fyeahmovies #dailyflicks #mine*#mygifs #movies*#I can't believe this is done. and you won't believe how long it took me to make it. insane... because it's just a scene #I didn't even use different fonts. or a cool template. or transitions... it was a single scene... but look... I made captures for 10 gifs #and things kept happening and I kept finding little gestures and beautiful things and I just couldn't keep them out the gifs #I mean look at Harry and that slow realization. please look at the glow around his shoulders at the beginning #and how ethereal and out of this world he already is AND THEN when Adam says 'I found you' he becomes more... real and present!#and those eyes and the intensity of that 'you're here' and their eyes and faces and smiles and how Harry's desperate but Adam calms him dow #and his voice when he asks 'how come no one found me?' the realization that people didn't care to check on him. it screamed to my soul #I haven't stopped thinking about that scene since the moment I first watched it #honestly... I wish I could live in this scene forever #now this is a super long post and I know it won't get many notes and it was surely made before... but I needed to make this for myself...#so here it is :) I'm tired but I love it #GOD the way Harry goes full baby when Adam caresses his cheek and he SMILES LIKE THAT! AHHHHHHH!#*runs down the hill screaming*

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sketchy-tour · 11 months ago

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A wilting flower is not always beyond healing. It'll just take time.

#a small doodle! Just a little one! Wanted to draw but also didnt want to draw but also needed to draw #you know? idk if that makes any sense #dont mind me-#if anyone is worried I am okay please dont take this as some big vent or anything!#just art I needed to get out of my head. Ya kno??? nothin crazy!!!#anyway anyway im gonna go play a game or something!!! Drink water. Eat a snack! Sit down in some quiet for a moment #Yall should do that too! You! Drink water! Eat something! Sit and be calm for a moment.#welcome home oc #dandy leon #I always feel bad tagging my art of dandy alone with the welcome home tags??? uh-#my art #sketches

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arsenicflame · 4 months ago

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Bootblacking is my favourite kink to give Izzy, because of course this guy would get his rocks off doing precise, repetitive, manual labour. OF COURSE he gets off on what is essentially just another chore on his list.

#this is genuine btw #i think it fits his character so wonderfully #taking this time to relax & forget about everything else. to kneel at his lovers feet and fall into a sort of trance doing the same motion #over and over. the satisfaction of a task well done.#i also think he often struggles to calm his brain down- too busy thinking about what still needs doing and what could go wrong-#so he finds it hard to allow himself the time to truly relax. something like bootblacking lets him feel like hes doing something while also #getting to have that moment of peace he so desperately needs #nyxtalks #ofmd #our flag means death #izzy hands #israel hands #nsft #a little. mostly to be safeeeeee #thinking about ed tricking him into it when they were younger- after they got their own ship they stopped having time to be kids #and izzy got so anxious about the whole deal. its not that he pulled away from ed; hes still just as present as ever when ed wants him #but he never sits in the captains cabin in the evening. he never stops. the second theres a moment of pause hes onto the next task #and eds boots do need dealing with. so ed frames it as something he needs izzy to do for him. sit there while ed works out their next move #the cabins only small so izzy takes the floor while ed works at the desk- better to keep the mess away from the maps anyway #and ed chatters as he thinks about where theyre going; just mindless noise that izzy doesnt need to really listen to.#and the brush is moving in his hands and its calm and. his brain goes quiet for the first time in months #(ed notices this obviously)#(hes gonna start making izzy do this every couple months)#(this is the real reason he wears so much leather- gotta get a rota going!)

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melodiousoblivionao3 · 1 month ago

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I love the Nay and Sonnett pairing so much. I know I’ve said this before but if you put Sonnett as a CB, she needs a player like Nay (or T) next to her. Part of Sonnett’s gift is her ability to switch between positions which, when she’s a CB, means she needs a bit more freedom to determine that play. She’s not afraid to take those risks, to track forward if she feels it’s needed, and to be a little bit unhinged in productive ways. Two CB’s of that wouldn’t work. Having Nay, a classic CB in every sense of the word, beside her is incredible. Nay is such a calm and understated presence who isn’t going to scrap as much, but she doesn’t need to. If one of them sees something going on they can jump in on, the other is immediately there to cover. Both have incredible positioning as individuals and collectively. They have incredible communication and are very different leaders but undeniable leaders nonetheless.

The best backline the USWNT can put out rn is Krueger-Girma-Sonnett-Fox and it’s not even a little bit close imo.

#this is THE combination #nay and t are too similar in many ways imo #I think you need one crazy and one calm #two calms is going to obviously lock things down and be steady and everything #but they’re not going to create those moments of madness ya know?#two crazies is just a disaster and the GK will kill one of them #one calm in nay one crazy in sonnett #perfect #uswnt #woso #emily sonnett #naomi girma

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moldy-flowers · 4 months ago

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The interesting experience of being pro Sasuke, anti konoha, pro tobirama, anti Naruto ending, pro Sasusaku, anti Itachi, pro Sakura, anti SasuNaru, pro Tobirama×Izuna, anti Madara, pro karin, anti Orochimaru, pro Uchiha and anti Hashirama. And also as much as I hate the guy danzo was kind of hot when he was younger...

#I FEEL ITS VERY IMPORTANT TO SAY THAT I COMPLETELY RESPECT SNS TO THE ULTIMATE DEGREE AND I AGREE WITH THEIR SHIPPERS ON MOST THINGS #BUT THE SHIP STILL KINDA PISSES ME OFF IDK WHY IM SORRY IT JUST RUBS ME THE WRONG WAY I HAVE TRIED TO LOVE IT I REALLY HAVE BUT I CANT #AND MADARA HAD SOME GOOD POINTS BUT I THINK ITS SHITTY THAT HE ABANDONED HIS CLAN AND THEN PLOTTED THE END OF THE FUCKING WORLD #ALSO ITACHI HAD LIKE OTHER OPTIONS!???? WHY THE FUCK DID HE TORTURE SASUKE TWICE LIKE 😭😭😭#WHAT WAS THE POINT MY G WHY ARE YOU TORTURING HIM I THINK THE MENTAL IMAGE OF THEM DYING WAS ENOUGH DIDNT NEED TO GIVE HIM 500000 EXAMPLES #WE AS A SOCIETY DO NOT TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THE FACT THAT WHEN MADARA ASKED HASHIRAMA TO EITHER KHS OR KILL TOBIRAMA #TOBIRAMA GENUINELY THOUGHT FOR A MOMENT THAT HASHIRAMA WOULD GO AFTER HIS THROAT FOR LIKE- THIS GUY WHO HE USED TO THROW STONES WITH!???#ITS SO DIFFICULT TO FIND PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND SASUKES TRAUMA AND WHO LIKES SASUSAKU 😭😭#COS LIKE ILL 100% ADMIT THAT THE RELATIONSHIP WAS WRITTEN SHITILY AND SUCKED AND DESPITE THE FACT THAT THEYRE SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE BROTHERS #SNS HAS BETTER WRITING THAN SSK OR NRHN SOMEHOW???? ITS WRITTEN SO WELL PEOPLE GENUINELY BELIEVE THE ORIGINAL PLOT HAD SNS PLANNED #BUT ALSO SAKURA IS SO SILLY AND STRONG AND DID ANY OF YOU READ SASUKE RETSUDEN “Trapped by a body he knew perfectly”#OKAY SASUKE YOURE ON A MISSION??? CALM THE FUCK DOWN 😭😭#NO AND IN LIKE SSK FICS SASUKE IS SOME BAD BOY WHO JUST SMIRKS AND IS EMOTIONLESS AND SAKURA IS SOOOOO EMOTIONAL FUCK OFF YOU TWATS!!!!#SASUKE IS THE KITTEN!! SAKURA SO OBVIOUSLY RADIATES DADDY ENERGY YALL ARE FUCKING INSANE!!!#WHY DO WE GET KITTEN SASUKE IN EVERY OTHER SHIP BUT THE FUCKING CANON ONE!! AT MY FUCKING!!!! LIMIT!!!#FIND SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THE COMPLEXITYS OF SASUKES CHARACTER AND UNDERSTANDS WHAT TRAUMA DOES TO A PERSON YET DOESNT HATE SSK CHALLENG #Uh oh I went a bit mad there hahaha #I REGRET NOTHING SASUKE DID NOTHING WRONG SAKURA IS GIRL BOSS AND THE NARUTO WORLD IS EITHER UNEXPLAINABLY VIOLENT OR FAR TOO FORGIVING #naruto #naruto shippuden #itachi uchiha #pro sasuke #haruno sakura #Pro Sakura #Sasuke Uchiha #sasuke did nothing wrong #It looks awkward to just go from all those long tags to the iddy bitty ones #Moldy-flowers #Kitten and daddy? Tf am i on about I've been watching too much game grumps shi 😭😭

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schnee-gheist · 1 month ago

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dp fanfic ideas are getting to me again goddammit

#so like a typical giw facilities type thing with enclourses and all #but the ghosts keep escaping and so they commission the dr. fentons to make a weapon that calms ghosts #like an anathesia #BUT its the fentons so it doesnt work that way it actually just switches the fear of the ghost into what it wants. desires (NOT OBSESSION)#but what is the fear of the ghost in the moment? being stuck with the giw. so they calm down and let the giw take them and keep them #<- which makes it LOOK like its behaving as it should #so they use it more and more and the giw mass ghost kidnappings are becoming widespread- now successful #so set the scene. phantom teams up with some rouges and co to break some ghosties out #it works but the giw are hot on their trail and phantom-being a fenton-sacerfices himself for the team and is used as a distraction #(so the others get away)#BUT he doesnt fear being taken by them. fuckin hero complex kicking in and all #which means that when they use the gun. he isnt complict. at all #because whats his greatest fear? becoming a monster. and so. it flips. to what he wants.#and uhm. the giw arent there anymore #BUT as said before his obsession wasnt overidden so he cant hurt civilians and stuff #(his core rationalized the giw being a threat to peace and others safety so it uh. made an exception.)#but while he was taking them down he got shot again by the weapon. (a fruitless attempt really)#and uh. is being a monster is his (former) worst fear. pray tell what is the runner up to that?#people thinking hes a monster.#and yknow. he may not be able to harm innocents and good people #but he CAN pretend. really fucking well #and uh. yeah :) thats all i got and also some reactions by team phantom on it #<- some of the escapees and the rescuer ghosts saw the start of what happened to phantom while they ran #and considering the fact that they havent seen danny in a week? kinda concerning #(he swears he isnt avoiding them he just needs the time to set up he SWEARS-) meanwhile. hes lying to himself #someones priorities and mentalities switching doesnt necessarily change their morals or tolerances. just saying :)#yeah okay thats all i ACTUALLY got #really busy and will be busy and very tired rn so nothing may come of this #fanfictionfuckeries #<- starting a tag for this typa shit? more likely than ya think :)

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cable-salamdr · 5 months ago

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Live typed reaction to the new teaser because I can, spoilers and CW for all caps under the cut (due to my intense freaking out)

(Also, just fyi, usually every new line means a new thing is on screen, I sometimes paused to write out my reaction and then proceeded)

Before we start: HGFTDARSTFGHJKSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA okay okay sora and Arin in the thumbnail that. That scares me already. Help. Helpl. Help hekp hekp. Help

Startgin:

HUHL<!M HUH BEATRIC DRZGON WHAT THIS IS A DIFFERENT PUNCH THAN WHAT WE SAW BEFORE IN ANOTHER VISION OKAY HUH

Is that. Is that motion.

LLOYD

RIOBY

GUY FROM EXPOLRER”S CLUB AJSHAHAAA HELLO

(I can feel the bell trauma comign)

KAI KAI KAI KAI KAI KAI AKIA KAIK

THEY’RE????? PRAYING?????? A THRONE???????????????????

GHAGAA MY CHILDTERN MY BABIES AAAAAAAA

LLOYD >POYD POOKIE NYA OH MY GODD@!!!!!!!!!!

THEY LOOK SO COOL