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Adler & Sims Analysis - Part 1
A random thought i had at 4am
Sims has a skin called ‘Penumbra’ whereas Adler has a skin called ‘Umbra’.
If we look at the actual dictionary definitions for the words with a quick google search…
Umbra:
the fully shaded inner region of a shadow cast by an opaque object, especially the area on the earth or moon experiencing the total phase of an eclipse.
Astronomy: the dark central part of a sunspot.
Literary: shadow or darkness.
Penumbra:
The partially shaded outer region of the shadow cast by an opaque object.
A peripheral or indeterminate area or group.
Easier to explain with this image:
This makes sense if we look at both characters. Adler, "America's Monster", is essentially consumed by the darkness of his job. Has no desire to quit as Woods says in BO6, "Quit isn't in Adler's vocabulary."
Sims however, is the penumbra, the lighter shade. We see this all the time. In Cold War, Sims wasn't entirely on board with idea of the brainwashing. We can recall him questioning his close friend -> "Damn. Through the eye socket. You sure about this, Doc?" He knows it's wrong. Adler on the other hand is so obsessed with finding Perseus and purging evil that he essentially becomes the evil himself.
It's known that Sims and Adler have been working together a long time. Adler has called Sims soft on not one but two occasions.
-> "Don't get soft like Sims." - Adler to Bell before Fracture Jaw "recall"
-> "Getting soft in your old age, huh, Sims?" - Adler to Sims after apprehending Gusev
In Sims' bio in Cold War, it's mentioned that he's always been in the shadow of Adler. The peripheral (see def 2) . Never the one with the "spotlight".
Kind of weird how our eyes are automatically drawn to the umbra in the picture, the one with deepest, darkest shade. Just how Adler always gets the recognition because he's the one doing the dirtiest and most dangerous work without a second thought. I mean Hudson himself mentions it during a safehouse interaction.
-> "Strategically speaking, this borders on insanity. Which is precisely the type of work we rely on Adler for." - Hudson to Bell before the Lubyanka infiltration.
#feel free to reblog or comment with any more ideas#i thought this was incredibly interesting that they decided to use these for the names of skins#i totally forgot about this in drafts loool#just lil things to think about i guess?#will add more later but i'm tired#need to grab a photo of sims' bio as well#call of duty#lawrence sims#russell adler#black ops cold war#call of duty black ops#cod cold war#cod bocw#call of duty black ops cold war#cod#black ops 6#call of duty black ops 6#cod black ops 6#call of duty cold war#Star's bottomless waffles ☆
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live drama adaptations part 2 (prev)
cast reveal and girls movie night 🔥
#i actually had the first three pages done for like. months now. and then i just forgot 🧍♂️#theres one more part to this but as to when ill finish that. haha#duck scribbles#minicomic tag#midoyuzu#and a bit of tomohaji on the side#doodles#enstars#midori takamine#hajime shino#yuzuru fushimi#tori himemiya#ibara saegusa#this is. a lot better quality than the first initial one amsdkjgshdgsmd i kindaa wanna redo it but its already a multiple part one i dont#think ill do that to myself rn akjdgskjwkjgjkd#its been 8 months i doubt anyone would remember the initial one but its ok u dont have to read it#i completely made up this manga and am now a little sad its not a thing that exists#i wish haruno was a real character i could post mangacaps of#thought too hard about it and there isnt any way to fit it into here but there is also a fourth character harunos childhood gyaru friend#also in love w her. she ends up having some sort of alliance with naoto but obviously its in vain too but its all chill#manga ends with haruno opening her dream cafe and asahi later joins her there after training a new team to take care of their old one#naoto becomes a regular there also w his new bf :] happy ending !!!#wow i have drawn Way too much lately. forgive me for such behavior ill probably be posting a lot less from here on out askjdgksjhgs#needed the food for when im away from my laptop for a week....#guess ill never get to finish that other lil comic i had planned for that sleepover drawing i made back during rarepair week </3#does anyone actually read these anyhow. i talk too much maybe
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"I think this is the most inhuman; and human, that I've ever felt.." MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN A YEAR. IN FIVE YEARS. A DECADE. imagine how much can happen in a century. just ONE (1). How will you grow? what phases do you find? even in 5 years, you will find patterns.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi suckening#jrwi suckening spoilers#jrwi the suckening#arthur bennett#HEY SO THE REALLY FUNNY THING THAT THE CHARACTER DID THAT SEEMED RLY SILLY N GOOFY IN THE MOMENT?#LIKE THE WHIPLASH BETWEEN SERIOUS N SILLY ALMOST PISSED YOU OFF? WHAT IF I FOUND A WAY TO MAKE YOU SAD ABOUT IT#this was meant to be a scribble that would be a bigger part of a bigger page.might leave it on that page.#but still. bc o that i nearly posted it onto my wacky side blog.BUT NAYY I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME N ENERGY N YOU GOTTA SEE IT#ARTHUR BENNETT DRIVES ME CRAZY. I FEEL LIKE ITS ODD FOR HIM TO BE SO TECHNOLOGICALLY OUT OF TOUCH#WHERE HAS HE BEEN. HAS HE BEEN IN WAR? IS THAT WHERE MAGNUS CAME FROM? WHERE WAS HE WHEN HE WAS WITH EDWARDS CREW?#ARTHURRR I HAVE QUESTIONS ARTTHUUURR!! HEY CAN I ALSO ASK; WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BECOME#DO YOU THINK HE HAD ANY IDEA HE WOULD VEER CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE MONSTER HE DESPISES. ALL BC HE DESERVES IT. OR WATEVER#HE FASCINATES ME SO MUCH. TO LOOK AT THE STONE COLD STOIC FOOL FROM THE START OF THE SHOW#AND TO FIND OUT THAT HE USED TO BE A BAD BOY.. A DELINQUENT... A LIL PRANKSTER.... MY GODDD THATS ADORABLE#I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW MORE.... BUT I DOUBT THE LAST EPISODE IS GONNA ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS..i love arthur bennett so much....#AS FOR THE ART!! i mostly used the fire alpaca watercolor brush. tbh im not a brush guy. anti aliased default pen tends to be my main game#but LATELY IM SQQQUIRMIN OUT OF AN ARTBLOCK so expirimenting like this is helping#DONT LOOK TOO HARD AT IT!! im still proud tho. colors are fun :3 im also very proud of the backgrounds#I LOVE THE CARTOON THING where the background looks all fancy n painted but the characters are solid colors#what else can i ramble abt. OH YEAH. i looked up the bikes to make sure they were time accurate tehehehe. 1913 to 2012.#almost a century apart!! isnt that neat? ALSO FUUUCK CAN I JUST MAKE A QUICK CONFESSION. DOWN HERE IN MY TAGS.#only the strongest can read my tags anwyay. SO I REALIZED WHY I LOVE ARTHUR SO MUCH. TIME IS A FLAT CIRCLE#while arthur is a Stoic and Cool vampire w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORs#THERE HAPPENS TO BE A ROBOT FROM A BAND W A TITANIUM ALLOY SPINAL COLLUMN#WHOS A Stoic and Cool ROBOT w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORS#the fuckkkiiinnngggnn The Spine from steam powered giraffe. WHATEVER. i cant escape from my heart. i guess.#i think The Spine and Arthur could be friends. Arthur saw the band perform back when they were the Steam Man Band#EDIT: WOOPS I DIDNT REALIZE THIS WOULD END UP IN THE SPG TAG. HI GUYS DIDNT KNOW U WERE STILL ALIVE SORREE 4 THE CROSS CONTAMINATION
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Do you have any hcs for the twins?
Here's two I remember that I really like! (Also these are definitely not my ideas originally but I cannot for the life of me remember where I first saw them)
For Dream it's that he's just as strong as Nightmare. Like you see Nightmare lifting his henchmen with his tentacles all the time, Dream should also be able to lift like 3 people at a time. I wanna do something silly with it in my truce au but here's Blue finding out in the meantime (he lost his phone and Dream's helping him look for it)
For Nightmare it's that he can also do the starry-eyed thing that Dream and Blue and Cross can. Dream knows he could do it when they were kids but assumes the corruption changed that, but really it just doesn't happen very often so none of them have seen it. This is how it looks
#UTDR#UTMV#Ask#Anon#I guess I just love the idea that they're more similar than they think#They've gone through terrible events but they cannot stop being brothers#Also kind of like the hc that Dream can't read#Like Nightmare used to read to him when they were kids so he wasn't too concerned about learning#And then after the whole statue thing there wasn't really time#He can recognise some words like his and Blue's and Nightmare's names but otherwise not much#Also - and this one is more visual I guess - that Nightmare has gotten softer over time#Like both emotionally and physically#I tried to show it a lil in the comic about Killer getting his name#That his tentacles were much more sharp and angled and he was dripping more goop back then#But now he's more rounded and gentle with them#That the goop kind reflects how he's eased down from total corruption into seeing a bit more in life
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i'm sorry there's so many pictures, i was just so happy with this area and i wanted to show you guys
#ts3#ts3 world#ts3 scenery#torneskär#still struggling with community lots though#it shouldn't be this hard to build but i think landscaping is more my thing and i although i look a lot at buildings around me constantly#and i think architecture is so interesting#i just seem to hit a wall with building things like libraries and laundromats and police stations#then again i do know how to just build fishing shacks which if you visit an island along the swedish west coast communal services will just#have moved into existing fishing shacks#and stuck a sign on the door#you'll find the supermarket in a red lil fishing shack you know?#so this isn't really about architecture but about making it believable i guess#and i need to figure out how developed the island is#like should it even have the military lot#and the sports arena#i think maybe not#ts3 caw
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Wei Wuxian with a little eldritch guy hanging off his shoulder telling him to be bad but WWX just pats its little demonic head and say don't worry sweetie I'll feed you when we get home.
It's a really snarly looking fella and Wei Wuxian just coos at it and calls it cute pet names and gets a kick out of naming it Angel. It makes the eldritch guy angryily puff up all adorably so of course he just becomes incorrigible with the sweetheart nicknames.
Wei Wuxian who tames a centuries old demonic entity that latched onto the resentment only to turn it into a glorified toy poodle he carries around in his little tote bag and every once in a while it pops up to ask ₩Ɇ ₭łⱠⱠ₴ ₮ⱧɆ₥? and wwx just pets its creepy little head and says "Nah, they're just having a bad day it's fine." And then they both see someone litter and share identical looks and decide yeah we can get that one.
#im having fun thinking about it#he's just a lil guy with a littler guy#two guys everyone things are evil but nah it's just a nice guy and his cute pet#lwj is the only person allowed to pet angel besides wwx obviously#ayuan loves playing with it while angel is like fine i guess it is a cute creature#mdzs#mdzs fanfiction#wei wuxian#mo dao zu shi
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fundamentally i disagree with the notion that Jeff Knows Everything because he read shauna's journals. that implies not only that shauna wrote in detail about Everything that happened during those nineteen months but most crucially it implies shauna wouldn't be an unreliable narrator
#unless i see him say out loud what things he knows shauna did specifically and how she felt about it i just do not believe he Knows#his reaction when shauna took that gun last ep? his dumbass idea that shauna just wants an adventurous husband?#that man is entirely unaware#idk what and HOW shauna wrote in her diary but she's like ten hundred layers of repression and fucked up urges#just imagining her trying to write her lil fucked up diary out there is breaking my brain#yellowjackets spoilers#i guess for the gun thing mention in the tags#i'll eat my words if i'm wrong but i do not think Jeff Knows Everything. jeff has some idea#based on whatever distorted version of events he reads abt in shauna's diary#but yeah no i do not think this man Knows there i said it#yellowjackets blogging
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i often really do feel like an .. unwanted part of the fandom, i dont draw beautiful landscapes, i have unpopular but strong opinions im constantly annoying about and rarely change, dont like/dont draw the pretty young popular twinks and hot gurls to fanboi over nor do i turn characters into one, the opposite moreso, draw only one ship no ones heard of really, got little energy to interact with the few people that are nice to me and send me asks so it probably looks like im ignoring everyone and unfortunately but still rarely get so stressed i get overwhelmed and emotional about pehaps seemingly minor things and spiral almost into a breakdown feeling super embarrassed about it afterwards but the damage is already done and i look like a freak or agressive weirdo
#ganondoodles talks#also probably sounds like self pity#but this feeling hits everytime i see a super popular artist be the popular cool artist#i am a little weird i know that and thats not somethign bad i think#but the internet never gets to see that much of me#i tend to write posts when i am at my worst bc it has to go somewhere#so the image it tells people is that im a weirdly strong opiniod freak that gets breakdowns over nothing#i also dont feel like im otherwise -cool tm- enough to balance that out#i dont think my art is as stylized or as inventive as others nor am i cool to interact with bc idk how to be cool to interact with#i feel double bad when i misstepped with someone i used to talk to bc of something stupid ... or just dont know what i did wrong#im guessing its especially when i am in that spiraling state of mind where i really am not myself tbh#it still feels very bad bc i feel like i can never make it up to anyone again#sorry i acted like a jerk my brain was exploding in emotions in a desperate attempt to deal with something idk how to deal with-#-and made me not act like myself but now i feel really dumb about it#doesnt sound like a good excuse#... i want to thank those that do stick with me#even if i acted strange sometimes- even if i disappointed sometimes- even when i couldnt keep a promise#there are little things that still make me angry at myself#like that one time i asked in the tags whod read as long as the end of them and if someone did shoudl send me an ask so id draw a lil thing#and i got two#and i kept trying to remeber oh shit i need to do that and forgetting again/not having energy for it in a loop#i still feel like a jerk about it but now its probably too late#i wish i could answer all asks i get but man my energy for that is always rock bottom#no matter how much i enjoy the ask#and i love getting asks!!!#im sorry :((
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WHY!?
WHY DID I LOOK UP CORPSE BRIDE (Mind you my all time favorite Tim Burton movie ever made) WHILE IM WRITING MY LOVES PINING AND NOW ALL I SEE IS THEM DUETING THE SONG AND I SWEAR TO GOD I MAKE ANOTHE TGOD DAMN AU BEFORE I EVEN FINISH THIS ONE I AM GOING TO ACTAULLY EXPLODE
(See tags for the rest of this shit idea)
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#I WAS LISTENING TO#THE PIANO DUET#AND THEN OK LISTEN#IM NOT SAYING IM MAKING THIS A THING#BUT LISTEN!!!#LISTEN#OK FIRSTLY THIS IS about#perryshmirtz#but ok listen just listen to me ok!?!#ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME!?#ok..#so this is what I’m thinking:#Perry is Viktor#Peter is Victoria#Doof is Emily#maggot is norm#Got black widow as Vanessa#oh and the whole bonejangle gang is LOVEHANDLE#stfu I don’t care#now for Barkis… listen I’m thinking of a lil switcharooni where it’s Doof’s dad#but like again.. this is just an idea that I just needed to scream about#thank you for actually reading this far#holy shit#go away-#why are you still reading these tags#much love everyone!#oh and I guess#heinz doofenshmirtz#perry the platypus
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"Him? Oh, you know, he's kind of a loser." - probably everyone except for his younger brother.
Germaine is based on the layer of hell (Dante's Inferno) for material wealth before self, others, and god. So basically very materialistic and possessive of his belongings. Unfortunately, his younger brother qualifies as a belonging in his mind. So he does his absolute best to keep his brother safe and sound and scratch free - which is a bit tough in a post apocalyptic setting but he mostly manages.
Also a fact I just like to mention: he is incapable of lying.
#my characters#germaine wellington#welp guess who watched an anime recently (its not complete) and the dad of the mc made em think of a loserman big brother oc#its me! correct! the dad just reminded me a bit of germaine and i blame appearances mostly but also the dad was kind of a loser (i love him#and germaine does practically raise tremaine which further messes up their absolutely awful codependency#like yeah both brothers would kill for many reasons (survival and resources mainly) but !#if tremaine lost germaine hed probably cry and become incapable of moving on and eventually just dying w no reason to live#but if germaine lost tremaine hed go insane cause no no no thats HIS brother and hed start blaming everyone#and lose all rationale and logic while hes actually one of the most logic based in the group#hes a loser but dont let him lose things or he loses it more#but when hes really mad at tremaine for whatever reason his best friend is like uh huh what are you gonna do about it#and germaine is like........... we both know i will sigh and accept it and probably pat him on the head next i see him#which is incredibly honest and exactly what he does because yeah hes mad but even mad he cannot say#im gonna slap some sense into him because thats a lie he wouldn't hurt his brother#everyone in their group knows he cant lie so when he gets hesitant after being asked something they just know#hes trying to plot the best way to skirt the answer bc its apparently Not Good#he looks angry and annoyed often but its just resting bitch face#he lights up when he sees tremaine and he lightens up a little with his best friend#like lil smiles for his bestie and brother but when talking ABOUT his brother? he lights up and beams because hes so proud#of the coolest and smartest thing in his life (his brother)
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Curently Reading book 6 and one Thing lead to another and i read my Mom a Few Pages.....
Oh god my dyslexia left me unable to read and my Mom very confused....
It wont let me sleep so heres my doodle in want does NOT happen in the book but my Mom now thinks IT does
#mxtx#tgcf#doodle#xie lian#hua cheng#the two lil nuggets#forgot thir named#oh god i cant read#dyslexia#dislexia#dyislxis#qaaaaaaadegbegbgeegetgete#cant spell#why did they name it that#its luke they dont want us to write it#just when i thing the gays cured me of it its back#guess u cant just gay all ur problems away#anither thing about tgcf#is that ots so wird that they gay is actualy gaying#like im so used to relasenships being hinted at or only being fanon#its like the first time theres romance in my plot#i absolutly love it#ive been only drinking pudke water for years#and ifaly i get clear and crisp rock water#straight from the gold moutains#also exuse my bad hand writing#i blam that on dyslexia too#i tryed my best#at least its readable#i think
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is it common for your hair to become curly as you grow older bc i swear just last year alex powell had straight hair but today i watched the new prema vid and there he is with curls
oct 2023 vs mar 2024???
#unless lil bro got a perm i guess#im crying can you imagine. what if ollie's curls were a perm all along#ok tbf i think these are natural cases. ollie's hair gradually got curlier over a few years. alex's also got curly over a period of time#bc in feb his hair is already curly but not this curly. just that it seems to have happened a lot faster for alex#alex powell#m#yes im musing about hair again. yes im aware this is jobless behaviour of me but as i work on the junior series ppt i keep noticing things
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My hate boner for the TGT fanboys has been rekindled as the news about the divorce have come out, the comments about her being gold digger or "she always seemed like a pain" etc. is so annoying to see. Like do you know them personally? Does there always have to be one who's "wrong"? Why is it so often just "wahmen this and that"??
#and like yeah it's goofy of me to say that while I'm bit upset ig about it despite _not knowing them personally_#idk I just didn't see it coming#what a year huh#also like 28 years is impressive run#but couldn't things just sometimes come to an end?#like someone commented about like oh it's the menopause the side effects are cause or someshit and like shut uppp#and okay sure the majority of the reactions that I have seen outside tumblr hasn't been like that but like#it reminds me of when Clarkson said those weird ass things of Meghan#and some defended him online like he was personally going to come and give them some for their knightly efforts#I also got called cuck in youtube comment section after suggesting that maybe he just fucked up a lil#Yes I'm petty I still remember something like that#it was like one of first interactions with TGT fans online so#not sure what to tag this uhhh#richard hammond#I guess#I'd like to think that there are people who can separate in good terms#bc I wouldn't put my parents in the same room; but wouldn't it be nice if they could be adults about it all#probably one of the most disappointing aspects of growing up is realising how many adults are just big children#I hope other people out there can try to be better
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I’ve been really thinking of reopening my art shop soon… I’ve been taking some practice doodles (hence all the posting lately) while I shake off my rust and I’m finding things I enjoy working on again. I miss trying my hand at more dragons/OCs and colors. my shop’s so broken rn lmao but that’s a problem for a later date it’s just nice getting back into art
#my mental health is starting to improve a bit#took a couple years but I found some meds that finally work better for me#ofc things aren’t 100% but I was really in a pit for a while#like ‘did not leave my house in months and slept 14 hours a day’ kind of pit#so. any improvement is better lol. but nah I’ve been making real improvement and im doing better. a lil shaky sometimes but that’s expected#diagnosed with chronic fatigue too. which is unfortunate but not unexpected. i am indeed god’s sleepiest soldier#i feel like a raisin slowly rehydrating but considering i was in a desert before any hydration is welcome#just learning how to enjoy things again overall#one thing I just couldn’t get myself to do (and enjoy) was art. doodles here and there but nothing to post#and it’s kind of funny because I feel like that downtime actually gave me a chance to think about what I wanted to work on#even when I wasn’t actively practicing#just paying attention to things I guess. enjoying art styles#i genuinely think my experimenting with stained is helping me learn colors#i spend hours in the scryshop im glad it’s paying off lmao#i want to tackle bigger things but i just gotta ease myself into the hang of things again#for now im having fun and that’s coooool. thank you all for your nice comments#i read all tags while kicking my feet and giggling. thank u all#that’s the update on Me tho. more to come hopefully#starting next month/julyish I will have a significant amount of time to dedicate to drawing which i intend on doing#so who knooowwwsss#rambles#funny enough coloring has become my favorite part of the process now. it used to be lineart. now lineart annoys me LOL#i also feel like i kinda lost my ability to write which has been frustrating but im focusing on art first#anyways that’s a whole different tangent rant over
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I love relating too hard to songs that make absolutely no sense for canon me but make WAAAAY too much sense for my source
And the song is puke my gutzz O_o if anyone wants it. Kinda a banger
#lil hal#hal homestuck#lil hal homestuck#hal strider#homestuck#homestuck fanart#art#digital art#obligatory art tag#I used a reference for this but I can't find the right credits since it was just. In our camera roll#Do you even have to credit for references?#Sometimes I just think about the wild shit that happened in source and go huh. Because some of that shit? What the fuck even was that#It sucked but I kinda miss it?#Idk it was nice to feel wanted even if it was artificial#But I guess artificialness just comes with being a robot android doll thing#🕶️🔌#lyricstuck
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it's crazy the level of discourse there is about antis/pros and how teenagers just devolve into purity culture so quick. I'm sure I used to be like that, but somewhere between dating gang members and reading copious amounts of philosophy the world became a lot more gray to me when I entered my twenties and I've realised three things that I think are important for teenagers to know:
To quote my favourite childhood book series: "People aren't either wicked or noble. They're like chef's salads, with good things and bad things chopped and mixed together in a vinaigrette of confusion and conflict." Sure, going to car meets, selling drugs, drunk driving, stealing cars, playing chicken with cops are all examples of bad things that you shouldn't do but am I going to sit in my lovers bed and tell him that this life he was born into that saw all his friends die in drive bys and that saw his own dad pull a gun on him when he was a kid makes him a shitty person? Even though I can see all of the good in him, and can tell he doesn't want to do this, I should ignore it and focus on the negatitives? We have all done bad things, we all do bad things, and we all will do bad things. It doesn't make you a bad person.
Purity culture hurts everyone. There's a great book about this called the History of Sexuality that delves into how purity culture and the censorship of sex is at its essence the capitalist authority controlling the means of reproduction. At large scale 'pray the gay away' and 'contraception is a sin' make it so that men and women couple up more (instead of same sex coupling) and have unprotected sex. On a smaller scale 'AO3 is evil because it has pedos' and 'watersports is the grossest thing ever' do the job of the capitalist authority on a more digestible level. Us vs Them no longer is 'alt right vs communism' they use your words to make it 'pure good hobest people vs pedos who like piss play.' you are making bullets for your enemy and handing them your own damn gun. I promised I wouldn't make this whole post this one point tee hee sorry if you want me to elaborate just ask lol
Fetish ≠ real world experience. I'll build my own pyre as an example: I love me some good CNC (consensual non-consent) in my fanfics but in real life sex I have a praise kink so bad I have cried during sex multiple times. I am into tooth rotting sweet stuff and the kindest people in the world in real life. The media you consume 1000% has an effect on you, I'm not arguing that. I am however arguing that if you have media literacy and know what media is and is not harmful to you, it shouldn't effect your real life drastically unless you have other shit going on. I know this is rich coming from the "I have dated people in gangs" guy because that may show what kinda guy I'm into but prommy that's not a sexual attraction thing, it's 100% a lifestyle thing that again I will elaborate on if you want. Point being, porn ≠ reality and what gets that blood flowing isn't necessarily a reflection of how good or bad you are (ofc there are kinds of porn that are bad but that's beside the point and a very complicated thing for me to type while I'm this sleepy)
thank you for coming to my ted talk. pls I am begging on my knees for people to stop having black and white world views but i also know that's just a product of being a teen so if you are a teen pls! go out there and! consume media from different cultures and people with different lives to you! the world is at its best when it is wide!!! and full of love <3
#im on a recreational drug rn and u get brownie points if u cn guess which one#also i say lover but very much ex lover#it wasnt messy or anything we just#idk#atopped#ANYWAY this was inspired by tiktok beef im having with a (i think) 16 year old#about#heartbreak high#so you get put in that tag#i was saying i want a chook centric fix it fic bc that would be cute#and i accidentally forgot yall teens werwnt here for hannibal#and didnt read asoue when you were 10#cause likw i was fully shipping the man antagonist with the sister of a guy he murdered#among other bad things#shipping discourse#fanfic discourse#fanfic discussion#philosophy#im too high man it took me way too long to type#iwanna be in the bush on md at a lil rave wouldnt that be nive#sorry#bye#love you#stay safe#xoxo
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