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I came here for the silly haha doodles, but I've stayed for the absolutely blazing commentary in the tags. Your analysis of this story is so so so good! Thanks for all the work and thought you put into this!
I am just a silly little comics blog. I am not hiding anything in the tags, no way. Never.
#ask#digital art#I truly am grateful for the amount of people that not only read my journal-essay-thoughts on my comics#but also take the time to respond and/or write their own thoughts on the themes and scenes.#I really love taking apart stories and seeing how the threads weave together. Like flipping over an embroidered tapestry!#Some people thinks it ruins the illusion of what a story is - to me it *elevates* the experience to see the seams.#It's like knowing how they did the practical effects and stunts in a movie. It give you a deeper appreciation for the work that went into i#Thank you for acknowledging the work I put into every part of this project!#When I started drawing I....well...wasn't really the strongest with my visuals.#Humorously recapping scenes played off of my strengths (silly billying) and also just made the project *fun*.#But right from the start I also wanted to take my time and marinate on the themes and journal my thoughts.#I never really expected people to read them!#What might seem like a quick comic takes me several hours and I often spend a good bit of time with my tag essays too.#I owe so much to everyone who's dropped by to cheer me on and make this blog into part of the community.#to those who just lurk or drop by once in a blue moon - I thank you as well for coming along for the journey.#So even though it adds extra time; these little essays are a treat for you B*)
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not to complain about the show again but genuinely I think people should be WAY more pissed off that s2 cast an abled actor as a character with Down syndrome - particularly a character whose entire arc and narrative presence is focused on the fact that he has Down syndrome and how Percy has internalized ableism and how Percy unravels that (and also chewing out Annabeth for her ableism).
Like. Tyson has down syndrome. This is a very core part of his character, because like I've said before: the entirety of the first series is centered around and hinges on disabled stories and themes. If you are having an abled actor cast as Tyson you have already failed step one. Cause either you are actively erasing Tyson having Down syndrome or you are having an abled actor try to portray Down syndrome and neither of those things are okay.
#pjo#riordanverse#tyson pjo#pjo tv#pjo tv crit#ableism //#they could have gotten an actor with down syndrome to play Tyson if they were going to acknowledge that#but they didnt and given how little the show has engaged with the actual themes of the first series so far#(just nearly all of them in general. not just the disability themes) this just tells me the show has zero interest in exploring those topic#which a.) is incredibly ableist when the entire series is focused on/about/hinges on those topics#and b.) is bad fucking writing. you failed step one of the adaptation of this story#ESPECIALLY if you are ACTIVELY ADVERTISING THAT YOU ARE TRYING TO BE “MORE FAITHFUL” TO THE SOURCE MATERIAL#forgive me i got reminded of this again and i got pissed off#i genuinely dont know how anyone can be looking at what we know about s2 so far with that big glaring red flag and feel good about it#like. i know pjo fandom has a massive fucking blind spot for disability themes despite it being The Entire Point Of The Series#but you cannot be fucking serious. please. genuinely please people talk about this because THIS IS KINDA FUCKED UP!!!
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there is something interesting about the core conflict at all of the skaldova pcs being this idea of shame, with Welly clinging to rituals and tradition out of the shame of her own natural desires, zudrick hiding the mistakes one can plainly see littered across his body under literal armor, and boggy lying about what actually happened to the buds. And it’s like, they don’t necessarily exonerate each other of the shame, but more so provide each other with the possible avenues in which they could exonerate themselves
#It’s kinda like showing each other they’re allowed to write new stories#Idk maybe someone smarter than me who’s not sick at 12:00 am can say something smarter about this#But it’s also interesting to me that this wasn’t like planned as a through line#It was just independently what they all decided about their characters#I LOVE YOU ACTUAL PLAY!!!!#naddpod#not another dnd podcast#Skaldova
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So uh. How about that time skip huh. (Corvus composing and performing the best track in the show was so hot of him btw if you care)
#sorvus#I need Corvus backstory now you can’t just play cello on screen like that and not tell me your life story#dragon prince#the dragon prince#does he KNOW he played the best track in the show over one of the most incredible moments of the show??. I don’t think he knows#Soren writes poetry about him btw#and takes him to see that fucking hollow tree he talked about in Changing Of The Guard#go read it if u haven’t I’m literally insane#Yknow that feeling when it means a lot. to ezran.#to the king. mhm.#soren tdp#Corvus tdp#the dragon prince soren#the dragon prince Corvus
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they should've hired me to write & direct a strange and esoteric minecraft movie about the unnerving loneliness and fear that comes from early game minecraft and while you master solo survival you become an excellent builder with a wealth of resources saved away. Importantly there comes a tonal shift once you like discover the joys of multiplayer and building something with others- again contrasted with the eventual late game like High after you've got all your diamonds and enchanted armor and you're so powerful nothing scares you and you just mine and craft and build and kill endlessly traveling further and filling your huge storage room and you can feel people playing the game less and less and despite being so powerful the world feels more and more empty in a strangely anxiety inducing way, no matter how much you build, and you try to figure out how to get people interested again, the deep dark, the vast wilderness, dark mansions, the nether, you conquer it all, with minimal companionship, and then alone. then you find an End Portal and it clicks. hype is renewed as you all rally around Something- you start to work towards this one goal again and in the end its a huge battle obviously and you get your loot and your elytra and as you fly over the vast kingdom you've created while your friends return to a small base town you built together and you stand atop a faraway mountain and say. huh. the world gets quiet again and in a moment of contemplation you realize minecraft was in fact about the friends we made along the way. so you return to the small town, and use your vast skill and resources to make the base town something really special for your friends and help each other with their projects, but life is slower since they're playing less. new people join and leave, its quiet, then busy, then quiet. but you still build, for them and for yourself, knowing that they may or may not return, but that what you built together will remain regardless. and also herobrine is just like in the background of the shots sometimes.
#i have not seen the minecraft movie#also the fact that its a game is not addressed like I'm saying player and game things but like in movie its just The World#idk what them 'playing less' manifests as exactly#anyway. this is not what i would call a completely Figured Out story that hangs together well. but u get the idea#i guess make up some minecraft worldbuilding to explain the coming and going of players#minecraft#i guess#why did i write this in 2nd person. i mean obvious answer is bc steve is the player/audience stand in. and also bc of homest
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Reblog if you love Amy being a powerhouse with a huge hammer and also being the embodiment of love. I fucking love that.
But also, you like or at least respect boom!Amy or idw!Amy. Or else you're not invited to my sonamy-themed birthday party /lh
#sonic the hedgehog#amy rose#mar speaks#i saw a bad opinion formulated smartly today. should be illegal /j#anyhow hot take it does not matter that amy being persistent in marrying sonic was meant to be a joke. sega fucked it up#it was not funny it was just weird i cannot blame fans at the time not liking her at all. i say this as a now transguy who as a kid#legit thought sonic didn't push or tell amy to stop because it would be rude. didnt get the impression he thought she was playing at all.#so yeah until boom came out i was uncomfortable with sonamy and boom now its the only ship i care about. long story short#sega is the fault for approaving of bad writing in their official licensed games. lol#rant#discourse
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I don't wanna tell my entire life story to explain myself because I shouldn't.
- Gurathin and Murderbot are fascinating, layered characters. They have an excellent dynamic and lots of potential to play with, both in the book!verse and in tv!verse.
- Canon is canon, fandom is a kitchen. You take what you're seeing, sift for crumbs, and see what you can cook with them. It's not the official banquet: It's themed snacks to share with pals.
- Can people stop invading other's inboxes to give "gentle reminders". Normally I'd block and move on but I just saw someone spoil the second book to another person just to tell them they shouldn't ship the ship. This is not alright.
Anyway and before I get a dozen angry anons, fuck it: I'm an a-spec enby, my place within the labels keeps flowing through time, and you wouldn't imagine how kinky ace people can be. Not just me, but in general. I strongly dislike having to state this as a foothold.
Yeah the ship will never be canon. And? I was writing fanfic in the early aughts. I'll be having fun over here :33
#Murderathin#tbh part of the fun for me is like#Playing with the canon identity#Not disrespectfully but working it like clay#None of this has anything to do with corrective shit#[Insert personal stories about me and others I know]#Queerness is hella weird and that's amazing#Anyway I HAVE been writing for them#It's just not finished#i gotta read a couple more books and uni is killing me#Then I'll be free#And I'll get MB to wreck the fuck out of Gurathin#Yknow#As a treat
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this is just kinda an amalgamation of thoughts with no point to it but. i've been thinking about how the show would explain it if they had buck move on to another love interest next season. and idk how to word this correctly but the thought i'm having is like... if the only given explanation for bucktommy being over and the relationship not being the right one for buck is that tommy was his first boyfriend, for me what that's doing is legitimising the "i'm not your last, i'm your first" which was a statement born out of insecurity! to me the point of that should be tommy was wrong. i need him to be proved wrong.
otherwise... so the moral of the story here is that tommy was right and that buck doesn't understand his own feeings? that he mistook the excitement of the "novelty" of having a boyfriend for having real feelings for someone? that tommy was just a starter boyfriend and buck needs to "try out" other people (because his relationships with women don't count, obviously). biphobia? on the show that won't even let buck say the word bisexual? surprise! but not just that, i'm kinda sick of the whole treating buck like he's not an almost 34 year old man and is instead an impulsive teenage boy who we can't possibly take seriously when he says something about how he's feeling.
ALSO we know that abby was buck's most transformative relationship up until tommy. that i don't disagree with, buck said it himself. but i don't think we should look at it as tommy is only his most transformative relationship because he's a man and he made buck realise he liked men. is that part of it? definitely. but i don't think this was comparable to his other relationships in so many ways. Buck was, as he said, just so comfortable with him. he let tommy look after him and was never made to feel guilty about it. he wanted to move in with him, and while perhaps it was impulsive it wasn't like with taylor where he asked her to avoid telling her something else. he even brought up marriage unprompted! whereas the whole idea of getting engaged to taylor weirded him out. i don't want this relationship to be reduced to the fact that tommy was a man or that he helped buck "figure himself out".
personally i would like it to be made clear that tommy said what he said purely because he was scared of getting his heart broken, not because there was any truth to it. i can't have this end with buck going "yeah, guess he was right". the important points are, 1, he's not his first, and 2, it doesn't fucking matter if he was. I'm not even saying he HAS to end up with tommy. do i think he should? yes. do i think it would be a massively wasted opportunity and a stupid decision if not? yes. but the point is that if he decides to move on all of a sudden after holding on to these feelings for so long, i want to be given a better reason it couldn't work out 🤷♂️
(oh, and just adding that as a tommy enjoyer, i don't like leaving him believing that he isn't good enough, and then having that confirmed when buck moves on with someone "better". but whatever.)
#there's a reason nobody liked let buck fuck#was this kinda sparked by what aisha said in that interview? maybe#and for one no i don't think it means anything it's just her opinion about a character she doesn't play on a show she doesn't write#it is just her opinion so don't necessarily take this as me critisising her#because i appreciate that she probably doesn't think or care about this show / buck's plot as much as i do#and she probably didn't give her answer with people like me who are way too invested in the show in mind#nothing about that interview was very deep lmao#but it did make me question like???#what is missing from bucktommy that makes it not good enough to be 'endgame'?#why couldn't they be the right place to land on??#like bucktommy have their issues as any relationship would#but the issues are mainly communication based#nothing they couldn't easily solve with a conversation#i don't see a reason to give up the best love interest buck has ever had and ever will have#because they can't invent a love interest that is so easily integrated into the team#and that brings so many story opportunities#and that has an actor that can actually put up with and doesn't care about the harassment they'll inevitably receive#and they really hit the jackpot with the chemistry between actors#tommy is just like... guy made in a lab to be the perfect buck love interest#does this make sense or am i just yapping#911#911 abc#bucktommy#evan buckley#tommy kinard
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serious trans headcanon + "why not" trans headcanon undercut
#juri is either like intersex or transfem OR transfem intersex. I have like actual reasoning for this#but ill make my serious write up about it later#while with Tokiko its just like idk how it'd even play into the story I mean because she's a 'normal' person#with like a family like husband and kids. Like it doesn't make sense i guess.... but idk#I just think about trans tokiko a lot!#the trans woman in her mid 50s.... so important to me#juri arisugawa#tokiko chida#revolutionary girl utena
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Thought he deserved gifs of his face <3
(gifing Death Stranding 2 11/?)
#AAAUUGHHHHHH DOLLMAN :(((((((#death stranding#death stranding 2#death stranding spoilers#death stranding 2 spoilers#dollman#tho specifically abt his face and not the emotions that this cutscene made me feel#i obviously knew he was based off a real guy and i had looked up pics of the director's face#but it was still so disorienting seeing him as a human person for once. to see his shiny eyes and big eyebrows in non-toy form#HES SO CUTE AND IT MADE ME UPSET#not to say he isnt immensely cute in his doll form! i love him! dearly even!!!#but i think there's such an interesting theme/story there of him dehumanizing/objectifying himself#by truly embracing his form as a doll. as a little man. as an object. to be able to let go of his painful memories#like smth abt how he really has to embrace being a toy in able to feel comfortable with what he's become#you don't cease to view him as a person but like. he's treated different than a person and there's something to that#so there really is something about seeing his face for the first time and being confronted with how yeah he really was a human at one point#i dont think that's me not seeing him as a genuine person before#but rather i think he deliberately plays into it bcs it makes his past easier to let go#like there's smth abt how we only actually see his face(I assume) in these worst moments :((#DO YOU GET WHAT I MEAN. it just made it so much more tragic waaughhhhhh to know how he looked before#he's a cute doll wih big shiny eyes. and then you see human him and its like. OH NO. HE'S CUTE WITH BIG SHINY EYES. FUCK.#anyways dollmaannnnnnn waughhhhhhh sob sob#id like to make other gifs from his backstory stuff but have these for now :) his visage#tho writing that all out i almost feel kinda bad gifing smth he wants to move on from SORRY MY GUY
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Aftg Hunger Games au with Jean as Katniss because in the end Elodie dies anyway
#Kevin as Gale and Jeremy as Peeta#do you see the vision#the rest of the characters can be loosely based and even have their stories played with a bit#like maybe Kevin lived in the Capitol for a while before running away because he heard Jean’s district was where his father was#but do you seeeeeeee it#anyway I’m going back to sleep now bc it’s 4am#oh and the au is All For The Hunger Games#and Jeremy’s family are the mayoral family and while Jeremy is struggling with using that’s when Noah gets picked but because of Bryson and#Annalise’s accident they can’t volunteer so everyone expects Jeremy to and he doesn’t and Noah ends it right off the bat by stepping off#the pedestal. Jeremy’s using gets worse before the forced therapy and everything#but he’s always seen Jean around and always been kind to him—tosses him a loaf or does some equivalent of that idk#and then post hunger games he relapses and Rhemman (Hamich) who’s always been somewhat close to Jeremy sees what’s happening and decides#that it’s hypocritical but he’s got to help this kid. so he and Jeremy help each other to overcome their addictions#and maybe Jeremy’s family demand a huge share of his winnings claiming it’s the least he can do for all the grief he’s brought to them#Hunger Games aus are just so brilliant to write hcs for#aftg#tsc#trc#the hunger games au#Jeremy Knox#Jean Moreau#elodie moreau#noah wilshire#noah knox#james rhemann
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with the bit abt noelle mentioning berdly saying she should get a crt, berdly being a gamer and the thing abt crts being good for particular games, i could see later down the line susie mentioning offhandedly around berdly that she helped re-home kris's old crt tenna to mettaton and him immediately trying to get her help trying to convince mettaton to let them hang out and play games on it at some point. maybe if mettaton's got the confidence for it i bet it'd be interesting for berdly to drag susie, noelle, and kris over to play games on that crt for a little bit
#salty talks#deltarune#deltarune spoilers#like. gamer berdly with an interest in using crts for gaming purposes finding out that there is a crt in his town. that's something#if i werent busy with the oneshot and lacking in confidence in how to portray deltarune characters id consider writing a fic abt like#just berdly getting everyone together and susie convincing mettaton to let them hang and even play video games with him on that crt she#n kris gifted him. like. i honestly think susie would be kinda stoked at the idea of that even if it means putting up with berdly.#i cant remember if berdly remember the dark world stuff so i wonder if susie would pull him aside and be like yeah we're all calling the tv#mr tenna bc thats his name in the dark world we kinda met him n all that. he probably thinks its cool that you wanna play games w/ him btw#like. seeing mettaton's improvement and confidence gain + berdly (and noelle) getting into contact with this crt for gamin#and susie having an excuse to check up on tenna so to speak and like idk kris just. being there for the games and also since they figure#for old times sake tenna might like to see them again just for a bit. based on him recalling stuff b4 the fountain. do you see my vision#im still ill as fuck over that tv rn n i remembered th combo of gamer berdly + crts being in demand for some games + that noelle dialogue#idk how deltarunes story is gonna go in the future chapters but i kinda just thought abt this and like. yeah#someone handing mettaton a controller ajd teaching him how to play whatever game they’re on
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if the creators of these games you love so much can write and draw their own shit, SO CAN YOU.
get involved with others in your community and make shit together. stop with gen ai. there is no excuse.
#be better do better.#i'm involved in simblr stuff and ppl are using ai to write stories and generate pics instead of PLAYING THE FUCKING GAME. do you understand#how SAD and PATHETIC that is#your life is so empty. you are so empty as a person that you cant even play sims 4 and have imagination.........#like just get off the fandom website#not ts#y'all i cant get a fucking job i want because of gen ai. like fuck y'all fr#forgot to tag the communities#lost in limbo#touchstarved game#the arcana game#visual novel
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i, for one, am looking forward to windbreaker hypstage's delinquent wars in october lmao
#this is vee speaking#one day we'll have a piece of hypmic aux media where ichiro is as sappy as he is in canon towards kuukou lol#it's def not going to be hypstage tho so i'm putting it here LOL#(i dare you to shut me up hypstage lmao)#mtcdh was an original story for the most part but it where it wasn't was in dh's entire half and where mtc ended up thematically#so i'm like........ so curious what they'll do to set bbbat on their theme trajectories lol#breaking the spiral of violence and the power of rap/words to prevent violence while going up against some spiteful mfers#and danjo LOL#i'm still on the fence of them adapting bat's canon story as the crux of the play lol like i don't think i want them to play it safe#i want them to be bold with their writing and to be rewarded for it#i just tragically have trust issues lol#hhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm feeling excited about hypstage in a way i don't think i ever was in legends era lol idk how to handle it LOL#vee is arting
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Im bad at writing coherent things but I need to get this concept out of my head so it stops haunting me.
I had this idea for another fic called The Undine Colony.
The setting would be the second colony by the sea- started when Sol is in their forties- the story taking place an unknown time after that.
It starts with the alarm that the original Stratospheric colony has gone silent. Collapsed all its networks, killed every signal, spirited away every colonist. As it still houses much of humanity's most advanced tech, like the servers for their holonet, essential parts of the power grid, this is an issue of extreme urgency.
And who better to turn to in their moment of need than Sol? So here they are suddenly jolted into wakefulness.
Their first thought is that they cannot feel their body. They quickly learn they are not in fact the real Sol, but only an AI copy made of their brain-scan from many decades ago. Though they cannot access the future vision as an ephemeral bit of software, they have superior computing on their side.
The gist of it being that AI Sol is now in charge of the 2nd colony to replace the hole left by Congruence, all while being tasked to figure out whats happening to the og colony & trying to reestablish contact. Aaand trying to piece together their own existence on top of it. Trying to find out what even happened to the original Sol. If they have something to do with this blackout.
So yeah, itd be slowly unfurling that mystery, piecing together the gap in their memory & issues of personhood.
#texted post#why yes I have played SOMA and it did irrevocable damage to my psychology#true pain is still being unsure if I should just spill the twists and resolutions or not#on the off chance I do end up attempting to write it after all...#bcus yes I do know whats happening uwu#and if sol is alive n what they have been up to#theres some very very fun revelations abt that in particular#also very much based on my fave greg egan stories#aka making a fucking digital copy of yourself to inhabit your smart tech#severence also has good shit like that...#torture yourself until you finally agree to live this subpar existence#one big downside to it is that itd p much be an all new cast#much of the og cast would be dead or very old and most likely stayed w the original colony#like I could maaybe get away w a middle aged nougat or smthn but thats not much to go on. n maybe some gardener contact...#getting a small dose of good feedback(even when its on an unrelated fic) sure does awful things 2 my brain like suddenly inspire me to want#to do more of it#i was a teenage exocolonist#if somebody wants to adopt this idea we can talk uwu
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bob nation what kind of fics are we looking for <- person who has more than 30 plot bunnies and doesn't know where to start narrowing down
#YES IM ALREADY ITCHING TO WRITE AGAIN#i specialize in platonic angsty/mental health-centric stories#if u didn't notice already#i have many ideas i'm just staring at#mostly just concepts which is why i'm like hm what do we want#i have one fic fully plotted out rn but it's LONG and it scares me#(bob yelena and ava getting their geds. because bob is manic and decides that it's a good idea. until the mania and motivation wear off)#also very interested in exploring bob + agoraphobia which is something that he has in the comics. but i don't have a plot yet#maybe i'll just play with it a bit#bob reynolds#thunderbolts
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