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Well if pathetic guys with scars are your thing, you should consider listening to WOE.BEGONE! Featuring our unfortunate protagonist Mike Walters who starts off investigating a mysterious and violent ARG and ends up embroiled in mysterious and violent time travel shenanigans. Parts of it are kinda horrifying, parts of it are kinda ridiculous, parts of it are about exploring personhood and the nature of power, parts of it are about cowboys. Idk how to explain that last one but if you listen to enough episodes you’ll get what I mean. Anyway Mike Walters gets hurt a lot and is kind of the Worst and I love him and you should listen to the show. Also the soundtrack is very good
Other podcasts with varying degrees of pathetic guys and/or scarred individuals:
Last Dance - I can’t actually remember if Jericho Raeke is canonically described as having scars but he absolutely does in my heart. Last Dance is a dark fantasy horror about and indentured battlefield scavenger called Jericho who stumbles his way into a mysterious power and a bunch of secrets in the midst of an apocalyptic war.
Spire - this is one of my all time favourite podcasts and I love it a normal amount. I also don’t even know how to begin explaining it without spoilers (the twists in the plot are so good but unfortunately they make it hard to describe lol). Uhhh basically there’s this weird tower city with different levels and weird rules people need to follow to “maintain the timeline” and one day Malachi (worlds most pathetic wet cat guy) and Cosima (disaster bisexual) end up swapping bodies and have to work together to uncover the mysterious stuff going on
The Silt Verses - I never know how to adequately describe this podcast except that it is extremely very very good and has the Characters of All Time™️. Carpenter tsv permanently lives in my brain rent free I love her a normal amount. Just to warn you the show is a dark fantasy horror and has a bunch of body horror and religious horror and the horrors of capitalism and there are some truly toe curling noises. It is mostly delivered to you in these hauntingly beautiful monologues though so
The Grotto - the grotto is a horror podcast about caving and grief and disaster bisexuals and weird cave necromancy. Matt is a mess and kind of the Worst but I still love him (even after what he did to my boy David 😠)
Jar of rebuke - this is a podcast following the recordings of Dr Jared Hel, a crytozoologist with no memory of his past beyond 2 years ago and a mysterious ability to come back from the dead (albeit with a few extra scars), as he works for a shady government organisation. It explores identity, neurodivergence, and making community. Also I just really want to give Jared a hug :(
Other podcasts that I love that I hope you might like but that I don’t have the energy to describe rn:
Hi Nay
Camlann
Eeler’s Choice
Hymns for the Road
Mabel
Partial Veil
Woodbine
ars Paradoxica
Wolf 359
Soul Operator
The Dead Letter Office of Somewhere, Ohio
Camp Here & There
Story podcast recommendations?? Podcast recommendations for me??? Please
#I see youve already been recommended mistholme red valley and monstrous agonies so I’m also seconding those#Idk what’s on your list or what you like or what you’ve already listened to but hopefully some of these are your cup of tea#also sorry I’m not great at describing things! hopefully I didn’t do them too much of a disservice#podcasts#audiodrama#woe.begone#last dance#spire podcast#the grotto podcast#the silt verses#jar of rebuke
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More doodles of that Ikutsuki x Maruki AU lol. Mariku doodles.
Bonus puns: Shuji: I guess that's a part of your a-peel. Takuto: Shuji: That you are so selfless you desire everyone to live... Takuto: don't say it Shuji: ...apple-y ever after.
Anyway I want the two guys with saviour complexes to kiss (Albeit this Shuji has been... defanged lol. Regardless, the idea of him find a new god to worship in the shape of Takuto Maruki is both hilarious and heartbreaking haha. Ah yes, a kinder type of death in Takuto's ideal reality, where Ikutsuki can be unmade and forced to live a life of meaning and happiness... oh boy do these scientists have issues)
#shuji ikutsuki#takuto maruki#persona 3#persona 5#persona 3 spoilers#persona 4 spoilers#shuji ikutsuki x takuto maruki#mariku#idk what to call this au#just know that it lives in my brain rent free#and I have multiple ideas for interactions and storylines for them no one cares for#they fit the bl trope of tired old man x younger ray of sunshine lol#its genuinely so much fun
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"I thought you said it was physics?" "Physics... magic." JENNIFER JAREAU, SPENCER REID, PENELOPE GARCIA & EMILY PRENTISS in CRIMINAL MINDS 2x12 | 'Profiler, Profiled'
#BABIES#physics magic scene lives in my brain rent free#little nerds being goofy#i know they’re all young but JJ!!!! she’s so so very little#in my feelings about how jj was just a kid when she joined the fbi again#emily prentiss#spencer reid#penelope garcia#jennifer jareau#jj jareau#jennifer jj jareau#bau#criminal minds#paget brewster#mgg#matthew gray gubler#aj cook#kirsten vangsness#criminal minds gif#cmedit#cm#luthqrs#luthqrscm#luthqrsgifs#crim s2#cm 2x12#profiler profiled
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i just wanted to hold you in my arms
#they haunt me actually#i read a fic a few days ago where ww was a ghost and it was so GOOD and painful and it's living rent free in my mind since#as usual im shit at vocalising my brain rot in english so. just know that im thinking abt them constantly#trigun#trigun 1998#trigun maximum#it's a mix lol#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#vashwood#my art#trigun fanart#vashwood fanart#trigun spoilers#trimax spoilers
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"Nikolai had shattered Yegerov's friend's skull with the wrench propped up against the wall nearby. The blood had spattered up his bare torso, matting his chest hair, stained the side of his face. Shirtless, with a buzzcut he hadn't worn since his time in the Russian Air Force, he looked every part the madman he had become."
From this fic by @on-a-lucky-tide
As you can see, the image staid with me.
Alternate versions ( No blood, Nik with hair, lineart) under "keep reading" ⬇️⬇️⬇️
#cod#cod nikolai#nikolai cod#tw blood#call of duty#I hope I got the vibe right because WOOOO this image of Nikolai with nothing but anger left behind his eyes is living rent free in my brain#Paragraph that make you open CSP immediately 😔✌️#big lad innit#he looks line an entire different man without his long hair this is wild#you know what isn't easy to draw? BLOOD SPLATTER#I hope it looks good#I really like this piece#didn't take me too long either all things considered#the lineart is here just to show off the body hair let's be honest#anyway hope you'll like it :3c#Thank you again from writing something with my prompt Rawr !!!#my art
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ok no but I'm still thinking about ep13 where Zac has to 'play dumb' because he figured out the Kalvaxus link and realises that Gorgug wouldn't make the connection so he just keeps going "Wait, Kalvaxus? KalVaXus????" and trying to make eye contact with Emily and Siobhan in an attempt to telepathically get them to pick up what he's trying to lay down and Brennan's just smiling because he can see Zac's already figured it out and he's trying to let his party know while still staying in character
#gahhhhh!!!!#i'm just about to start the prompocalypse eps but i'm still thinking about this moment y'all#this interaction lives in my brain rent free apparently#just zac trying to subtly steer the group to the answer and brennan smiling because he knows what zac's doing#zac oyama#brennan lee mulligan#d20 fantasy high#d20#dimension 20#dropout#gorgug thistlespring#day says hey#d20 with day#dropout with day
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Wanna draw Grefgore doing something silly? Maybe seeing something he hasn't before
Emizel put garlic in the spaghetti sauce as a prank, by the time it pays off it’s not even funny anymore
#jrwi the suckening#jrwi grefgor#🙏🙏🙏🙏 thank you so much anonymous user!!!#got to thinking about that one post where op wanted to give a medieval peasant spaghetti with tomato sauce#and fucking ran with it#Grefgore is also in a party city Templar costume because Charlie mentioned it and now it lives rent free in my brain#jrwi grefgore#grefgore#grefgor#shilo bathroy#shilo bathory#emizel tucker#this is messy but GODDAMNIT ITS FUNCTIONAL#omgart#btw Grefgore was so darn happy to be readily included in shenanigans that he legitimately considered eating the spaghetti anyway#just so you know
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Culinary appreciation
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#xiao xingchen#lan jingyi#lan sizhui#jin ling#And the mysterious red and green lads! Gosh I hope nothing bad happens to one of them in 6 days.#ouyang zizhen#nameless red disciple#(Note for latecomers: I did not tag Ouyang Zizhen in any of these comics until I made the red vs green poll. Where only one could live.)#I think a lot about how wwx thought about how he'd want to be friends with xxc#then him 'meeting' xxc and trying to save him. With flamin' hot congee.#It's true that many friendships can be forged via food. I have a hunch this one wont turn out so well#Let's give a good round of applause for xue yang for his outstanding performance. He nailed the role of xxc#specifically the fact that xxc if the kind of guy who gets handed dirt 'milkshakes' and leaf potions that children brew and drinks them#Then says he loves it.#I know we still have a day left on the cooking poll but I wanna just say that I think wwx also cooks like he's making dirt and leaf potions#in the sense he cooks by vibes alone and it does not always turn out well for other people#His little moment of throwing shade at the juniors for not knowing what good food (spice tolerance) lives rent free in my brain#sorry to break your confidence king; the one guys who said he liked it was lying to you because he wants something from you.
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Blessed in that I have only one hyperfixation...cursed because that fixation is Dragon Age.
#datv triples the damage#i have no real life peeps who know enough about dragon age for me to talk to them without being like a kindy kid going on about their day#“yeah thats great - oh wow - so cool. uh huh. yeah.”#tbh it's status as 'hyperfixation' has lessened a lot since datv#and not just venting - i want to talk to them about stupid shit like why blackwall needs the cheese shield and banana sword#someone to dig into my psyche about why ferelden men have been living in my head rent free for a decade#someone to understand my desire to scan the brains of a dragon age fan and elder scrolls fan and show me whats going on in there#i do have a life outside of tumblr and dragon age lmao#but it's been my 'go to' thing to draw from because i could always find a fun character to draw - and drawing is my main hobby?#so it has a very special place in my heart - especially Inquisition -> that game got me into drawing in the first place#*looks at all my lore books and sighs*
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forever thinking abt how during purgatory phil thought no one else would choose chayanne and/or tallulah if worst came to worst and they could only save so many of the eggs, insisting that tubbo would choose ramon. but just before the final 1v1 tubbo said he wouldve chosen his god children without a second thought, that he’d spent the whole event fighting for them too,,,,,,,,,,,
#qsmp#qsmp philza#qsmp tubbo#paraphrased to hell and back but i dont have the clips its just been living rent free in my brain for like a week#im rotating it#like i know purgatory was always intended to pit friends against eachother and cause conflict and angst but like#both team captains#guys#im so normal#im not even a qsmp main philza minecraft just throws bricks at me sometimes
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How are we feeling today, people who read pokespe?
#pokemon#hardenshipping#pokemon special#I CANT#Theyre living in my brain rent free#sometimes i just remember that Archie really called him friend after everything#after we see him being so cold to everyone and after he killed Maxie#and it makes me want to break walls#and then i remember how theyre die together peacefully after everything#theyre so calm because theyre together and theyre know they did their best#and it makes me so sad so sick so emotional im going to cry someday#also#the fact archie ask maxie about if he want to work together again#first of all thats kind of ironic and emotional after we knoe archie killed maxie#second thing its that jts funny because in the beginning its maxie who asks for working together perhaps#i can't#i want to write essay about them im actuallt going to do it and then post it here#so every one of you will cry again
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Every single time I draw for an anime I think to myself "never again will I draw for an anime" and then I am proven wrong. So here, take my daughter Lulu.
#brave bang bravern#bbb lulu#how the heck do you tag for this show#i never feel like i do anime characters justice tbh so i get really self conscious about art i do for shows#but honestly whatever shes adorable please enjoy my daughter#i gotta finish watching it - im on ep10#and i am giving updates to two people on discord as i watch and i like hearing#i have no idea whats going on but its a wild trip at least#and im like yeah trust me as the one watching it i also have no idea whats going on and its a fever dream without the fever#an acid trip without the acid#i really have NO idea what the intended audience is for this show but lewis the love of my life#i will never be over the time you said Nani - oh shit#because one of my favorite things to say to someone i know who has a major in japanese is#nani the fuck - BECAUSE IT INFURIATED HIM the first time i said it and he was so upset#now he expects it and is fine with it but the nani oh shit will live rent free ... thank you sir mr american i love you#also not to spoil anything even though i probably dont have the brain capacity to do so correctly#i really liked when someone was saying some weird stuff to him and he just says im sorry? in english#me in japan just saying im sorry feels like it would track thats me thats the american im sorry
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Ough just thinking abt how Blake was always doomed to die, from the beginning. The first shot we see of him on his back is direct foreshadowing to the final shot we see of his corpse. In so many scenes Scho is ahead and Blake is left behind, or behind a wall, or somewhere out of sight because he isn’t going to make it home… "he travels the fastest who travels alone-"
and… Scho. Scho is the one who makes it to the end, when from the beginning you’re made to think he won’t. He’s lost all hope. He hated going home. It’s just a bit of bloody tin. He fought in the Somme and earned a wound stripe and now his eyes are empty. So many times there are implications that he will die. He cuts open his hand on rusted barbed wire and plunges it directly into a rotting corpse and has nothing more than a dirty bandage to wrap it with. He nearly suffocates in the explosion in the German trench. He’s dead on his feet, simply existing, not living at all. But Blake is so full of life, so cheerful, so determined to save his brother, so convinced the best will happen. For him the mission is personal. Surely he will live. Surely. But he doesn’t. He dies, scarcely halfway through the film. And it’s Scho, who had no personal motivation in he and Blake’s mission, who wished Blake had chosen someone else, who’s left to carry it out. He goes from being cynical, beaten down, hopeless, to finishing the mission, because Blake is dead and now Scho must live for him. He promises Blake he’ll save his brother. He’ll write to his mum. He’ll tell her Blake wasn’t scared. He’ll make it to Croisilles Wood, and he’ll save those 1600 men who are going to their deaths.
And he does. Because he won’t let Blake’s death be for nothing. He won’t. He finishes the mission not because he has to, but because he wants to. For Blake, because he died too young.
And in the end he sits and he breathes and he thinks about his wife and his two girls, and he thinks about Blake, who was so full of life but had it torn from his grasp at nineteen. And Scho was so empty of life for so long, because what was the point in hoping when he could die at any moment, when the horrors of war were permanently etched in his mind and heart? But in the end, under the tree, he chooses to live. Not simply to exist, but to live.
And it’s just…I just think it’s beautiful
#I still can’t put my feelings exactly into words#Like I know what I want to say but no matter what I can’t say all of it#Because it would never be enough#There would never really be the words#I just#Ough#i think abt 1917 so often#It lives rent free in my brain#I could microanalyze every millisecond of the film and I’d never be able to put all my thoughts into words#1917#william schofield#1917 film#thomas blake#Blake and Schofield#They’re just#theyre brothers#And they get to me#And I will think about this film till I die#Thoughts
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Made this for a poll a while back but felt like posting it on its own :) doomed timelooper besties
#kaworu nagisa#homura akemi#neon genesis evangelion#puella magi madoka magica#nge#pmmm#timeloopers#toma draws#just remembered i had this drafted so while i'm still at the driving test timeloop i'm gonna post it#i totally lost track of it after my blorbos were out but#making their tiesweep propaganda for the catholic poll really had their friendship living rent free on my brain since 😭😭#does the pollrunner know what they've done to me.....#i have a less goofy wip of them but i haven't been getting around to finishing stuff lately.... hopefully i'll get to it sometime
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happy birthday malik ishtar. you were my first anime boy and have done irreparable damage to my brain
+ some other assorted doodles...
#these guys have lived in my brain rent free for eight years. do you know what that does to a man#okay tagging time#marik ishtar#malik ishtar#yami marik#yami malik#and just in case:#amir ishtar#plus two ryou bakura and one rishid#once i figure out how to draw everyone consistently it is OVER FOR YOU GUYS#yugioh#yu-gi-oh#ygo#crarnival art
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Call Them Brothers by @wutheringmights / bordado y transfer sobre tela (2008) by Ana Teresa Barboza / הבל | hevel by @/nathanielorion / Serie: Detective Cha is Dead by dir. Kim Cheol-gyu / Serie: Tale of the Nine Tailed by dir. Nam Hyeong Jo & Kang Sin-hyo / Untitled by Liam Cushing / Angel of Grief, grave of Emelyn Story by William Wetmore Story / Serie: Arcane, Episode 7.- Pretend like it's the first time.
#couldn't finish the year without going crazy bonkers over ctb one last time#this is the first webweave where i say “i wanna do something simple” AND I DO IT. CAN I GET AN APPLAUSE#anyways. i know ctb has been haunting you bc it seems neverending#but what. 2 years-ish reading this fic? and frankie ill be so honest sometimes this fic is the only thing keeping me going#like idk. they r always living in my mind rent free is so easy to trigger the part of my brain thats obsessed w ctb#and im glad and grateful that you havent given up on this fucking thing id be heartbroken LOL#this makes it sound like i dont want it to end. i do dont worry every day im praying for you to finish this#and thats all. im rambling. is just that i remembered that u posted this all the way back in 2021#fuckin. ctb warriors#web weaving
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