#just have to wait it out and drink water
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got the same stomach flu my brother had just a few days ago 🤡
#that what i get for trying to help him#also tmi#i havent eaten all day cuz i cant stop vomiting 🤡#love that for me#i literally have nothing on my body#only water#and im still feeling nauseous and still want to 🤮#im so hungry tho#😭#and as far as i know there's not really any medication for it#just have to wait it out and drink water#*y
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my cat is sick and we don't know why and I'm waiting to find out whether or not the place where I live is about to turn into a fascist dictatorship that wants me and most of my friends dead, so you'll have to forgive me for not being at my best I'm a little stressed atm
#she won't eat#she's been like this since tuesday#none of the tests they did showed anything conclusive so we just have to kinda wait and see how she does#I've gotten her to drink water by enticing her out with pets (because even when she's sick she wants my attention she's so sweet)#and I've gotten her some of those hydration supplements in hopes that she'll at least get some nutrients but she hasn't been interested#I just want to help her but all I can really do is wait
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horror sans has an iron deficiency because i think i have one and therefore he deserves one. get hit with the static after standing up too fast BITCH
#horror is just my little guinea pig huh#first i give him my nail biting thingy. then the fear of bugs. and now this#he's the white board im the marker and i get to put whatever the fuck i want onto him#horror has ALL deficiencies. he has scurvy someone give him orange juice#its ok because he also rubs off on me. i've been a bit more of an asshole than usual and i think its him#triglycercule is that just your fancy way of saying youre a goddamn dick????#no..... i dont think 🙁 its a real thing that happens to me i swear...........#the static after standing up too fast is a REAL THING I HATE IT#it feels like i have a stamina bar over my head and when i stand up too fast i run out of stamina#so i just have to wait for a few seconds for the static and dizziness to go away#triglycercule you should eat more meat or whatever the fuck contains more iron#NO!!!! NO!!!!! you cant force me i already drink enough water thats all ill do to eat healthy#tricule hc
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i'm having a great time trying to make jello
#pet sitting for my dad#i got inspired by the bartender anime and wanted to try making a layered drink#but i can't touch the alcohol because if i made a drink i'd have to drink it (i hate alcohol)#so i tried it with colored ginger ale#didn't work#so then i got the idea to make jello so i could have my colorful drink#wanted to make firmer jello so it'd keep its shape in a drink#so i followed a recipe online#but then had to wait for the mixture to cool so i could put it in the fridge#after a couple of hours i take it out and oh no it's stuck to the pan#so i put it in some hot water#checked back in with it and it's too soft again#ahhhh i just want a pretty little drink#is that too much to ask#it's now back in the fridge
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vent moment but my health is a bit worse than i let on, which is weird ik since it seems like complain about it all the time here, and apparently i also look sick, because two separate people in their 40s or 50s asked me, 24, if i needed their seat on the bus. kind of them. but humiliating nonetheless.
#medical stuff cw#i sat on the steps instead of taking their seat#vent cw#i have to take five different pills a day excluding birth control which i also take for health reasons but okay#i have to thank italy for its healthcare system because at least i dont have to pay a fuckton for all that stuff. except birthcontrol.#as i may have mentioned they found quite a bit of blood in my piss so im getting tested for ✨️cancer✨️#also because i've been having health issues which might be rated#my blood work is all off but i didnt get tested for tumoral cells specifically because i may have 'just' an autoimmune condition#so im on heavy duty antibiotics too now bc i also developed antibiotic resistance last year. anyway.#i need to take those and then they'll test my peepee again but this time they will also test explicitly for tumoral cells#because something is off and my previous blood work didnt point out what exactly#terrible anemia and other slightly-off numbers that however shouldnt be off considering my lifestyle#i eat almost everything. drink plenty of water. exercise. barely smoke. not even drinking anymore. i'm not too fat nor too skinny.#so. some of the numbers that are off dont really have a reason to be off which is why they are testing my blood and piss for cancer#but like. in 3 weeks because i have to take antibiotics and iron meds (not supplements. meds.) first#so my mind's trying to convince itself that i dont have a tumor. but what if i do? i know i dont. but not knowing makes me go insane#also i have to get tested for heart disease because that motherfucker is not working properly. doesnt pump enough blood to my brain.#i took an ekg and it came back pretty normal except for tachycardia#now i have to go get an holter ekg - but was told to wait until uni starts again bc i need that exam to be done when i have a daily routine#so basically they slap electrodes and shit on me for 24 hrs while i go do my shit around the city and then see how my heart behaved#because i cant stand without struggling to breathe and sometimes it happens when in laying down to.#sometimes i cant fall asleep because i cant breathe#at first the doc thought it might be a reflux issue but not. all good on that front.#so. we'll see. and i mean. i KNOW it's not cancer. like. i'd be dead by now bc i've been having these symptoms for five months#however. i dont know if it's not an autoimmune disease. and if it is? what am i gonna do?
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No one ever talks about hemiplegic migraines and how much they suck and ESPECIALLY no one ever talks about how much your head hurts THE NEXT DAY king my head felt FINE when I went to bed let me LIVE
#anyways hi my migraines get so bad half my body goes numb and every time i move my head too fast the next day it throbs#best way i can describe the day after headace is like. if you've ever had covid and you got that really bad headache???#and like every time you'd move your head you'd have to like wait for a second cause it was fucking THROBBING??#that's the day after headache i usually get sometimes it isn't THAT bad but sometimes it is#and i guess hemiplegic migraine is like#what if you have Migraine boss mode and it felt like someone swung a baseball bat at your head so hard you were experiencing stroke symptom#teehee! ❤️#i am NOT exaggerating one time i made the mistake of trying to sleep off a hemiplegic migraine after playing animal crossing at like 4am#cause screen bad for migraine but ot already sucks so i can be miserable or miserable a d playing animal crossing lmfao cnxncnxncnddf#and ANYWAYS i had a nightmare timmy and tommy were beating my head in with a baseball bat lmfao like you cannot sleep that shit off#it will follow you and it will hurt!#Anyway here is Mimi's super cool guide to a hemiplegic migraine: Take more ibuprofen that is comfortable (my max is 4)#drink a LOT of water cause hydration helps with migraines. lay down in a dark room and throw on a video essay you can half pay attention to#you aren't gonna be able to fall asleep but close your eyes and just focus on that. ALSO icepack. you're gonna be here for a while#anyways i would like to switch up my pain meds when having one cause. ibuprofen isn't good for your stomach! but idk how much to take#so i am stuck in limbo until i figure that out i caught yesterday's too late and that's why my head hurts today
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me telling my boyfriend he has to be extra nice to me because i’m sick and him responding with ‘sorry baby, i don’t know how to be nice’ is peak dabi
#i then said to him ‘but you’ve been nice to me before :(’#and he went ‘have i? must’ve been a mistake’#he’s kidding obviously#this got a giggle outta me#and then a vigorous coughing fit#guYS I FEEL LIKE IM FUCKING DYING#seriously#i feel like someone took a sledgehammer to each of my vertebrae and smashed them to dust one by one#i’m going to have washboard abs by the time this sickness is over#my fever has come back but it’s okay i can take more medicine soon#i slept for most of the day today buuut my mom brought me veggie maki rolls for dinner which was so <33333333#they were actually so refreshing????? i guess because they’re just raw vegetables and rice LMAO#anyway i am still bedbound waiting for this hell to end#also water tastes like poison rn#bf is tryna get me to drink juice but i doNT WANT IT 。゚(゚ノД`゚)゚。#i couldn’t even write today or yesterday because i was feeling like such hot GARBAGE#like garbage left out on the side of the road on a mid july day#oh when i am awake i’m watching glass animals videos#i can barely remember any of them BUT#i like listening to dave talk (´∀`)♡#also raw if u see this i will reply to ur discord message the moment i can look at the screen for long enough#it took me like twenty minutes to type out these tags#okai okai good byeeeeeeeeeee i’m going to sleep and hoping i wake up feeling a lil better tomorrow#there is a TINY WAR going on inside my body#go white blood cells go!!!!!!!!!#LMAO DOES ANYONE ELSE THINK OF CELLS AT WORK WHEN THEYRE SICK#it’s what i think of INSTANTLY#clari chatters
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sometimes I think about my years as a scout. and then wonder how im still alive/sane
#WHEN DID I WRITE THIS??? HELLO??#i have no memory of doing this but my drafts were empty last week????#we did a competition camp and we burned everything. set baked beans on fire set a tub of butter on fire#i ate a basically raw sweet potato because we were tired of waiting for it to cook more#someone in my troopgot paid 20p to drink a concotion of out of date juice dirt water and stick pieces (he did it)#i sat and read a warrior cats book in the shared tent while my friends pretended to have gay sex next to me#(i say pretend because they were still fully clothed#that was just one camp#and then at the scout hut we had a box of expired foods that wed occasionally go thru#and my sister got tricked into eating a green marshmallow and got food poisoning#(i didnt eat it bc i was suspicious of why they were giving out free food)#i had a knife thrown at me multiple times. most notable being when someone (weird drink guy) thought i was tryna steal his chair#we werent allowed pocketknives at camp after that#one of the leaders hated me. told me i looked miserable all the time and didnt like that i was vegetarian#but its fine bc he was a dick. made us clean his car okce because it was a “learning experience”#my parents paid for me to go to scouts#i talk to none of the people from there anymore#oh and the majority of the boys had a weird obsession with my sister. and would ask me how to talk to her#i think it really shaped me as a person tbh
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Had a dream last night that two of my best friends came to stay with me and also Mabel was alive 🥹
#we were all tucked up in my bed with me in the middle#every time i opened my eyes one of them was like ‘omg do you need anything??’#she tried to bring me an energy drink and a glass of water. and then turned on a tv i don’t have & put on a movie with the sound down#i ‘woke up’ still in the dream and one of them was gone so i went downstairs to make the other one a hot chocolate#it was a ridiculously complicated hot chocolate. it was like the luxury hot chocolates i used to make at work#and i look round and i see mabel standing at the kitchen door patiently waiting for her lunch and i’m like ‘MABEL. BABYYY’#so i tried to let her out the patio door but the key wasn’t in the patio door and also the garden gate was open#i couldn’t find the key and i was like ‘mabel must need to pee. like. she must’#i ended up putting her on a leash (she was deaf & senile & had zero recall so couldn’t be unleashed even on the driveway)#and we were about to walk down the driveway into the garden so she could pee there and then i was going to close the gate & try to find the#patio door key. i woke up before i could do any of this or finish making the hot chocolate#i was happy but also sad that i woke up. i miss my little mabel. i miss her face#at some other point in the dream i remember seeing her half asleep in her basket and i was just like 🥺🥺🥺#i just wanted to stand there and look at her because i knew she wasn’t supposed to be there and i wanted to enjoy however long i had#with her. and that’s something i don’t think i always did when she was alive. and the guilt eats me up#she was so loved. i loved her so much. but i wish i’d given her more. i wish i’d been less annoyed by her quirks#like how she could never be let off a lead and how she used to stare at me for hours even though she didn’t want anything (had been fed#recently; wouldn’t go for a walk or play with me if i tried; wasn’t receptive to attention)#if she came back for the day and all she wanted to do was stare into my soul i would be so happy. i feel so awful for ever being annoyed#by her habits. she just wanted to know where i was 😭#personal
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Last night Olive was expecting nighttime water cup on the nightstand but started sniffing around the rim of my lamp opening when she couldn't find it
#I might just start keeping a little tiny cup on there for her at night lol it's cute#But it's a bad habit to encourage her to drink from people cups. She already tries this#Like if im drinking water she'll come over and just lick the rim and that's it#And I'm like -_- ok now i have to dump this out and get new one#if you wouldhavd wait I would have finish would have finish my water cup
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the shapes you use to draw are so fucking exquisite but absolutely nothing gets me like when you give yakumo the biggest soppingest most watery eyes thank you for your service. doing him justice. may his slit be just as juicy (prayge)
(!^▽^)▽^^)▽^)!!!☆⌒✪✪ every time i draw him it's "i wonder what expression i should give him here. he could be feeling happy, or mad, or unsure or-" *hand instantly sketches two giant circles and wibbly round tears* gotDAMEiot
#stretches my arm across the room and GRIPS your shoulder#hey wait bro don't mention the slit and just leave#come on. sit down. have some tea. discuss the wetness of various parts of yakumo with me.#pats the floor next to me#i for one wonder whether he has snake eczema. or does he only get like that when he sheds his skin?#do i have to mist him to keep him comfortable?#certainly can't bring him out into the desert heat of solaria at noon again. gonna have a dried worm on my hands#if he's constantly losing water thru his tears or his slit or just general evaporation (the kitchen can get hot)#does he need to constantly drink water to stay hydrated?#actually#does yakumo sweat??????#i don't think i've paid attention to that.#trabesty. and i call myself a scholar#well it just so happens i'm about to post ANOTHER thing with a crying round yakumo so it looks like we're staying on brand today#nu carnival yakumo#feesh answer
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not me pulling up to the starbucks drive thru looking as ugly as humanly possible only to realize that the cute barista boy is working and he got a haircut and he's even cuter than before i fear
#i want to say thank you to my two best friends: oversized sweatshirt and sunglasses for doing their best to hide me#anyway. i didnt see him for so long i thought he quit so i was like good for him but there he is rip me#let me tell u what im not going to do and that is end this hell year with a crush on top of everything else lol so im joking but also not#anyway not to be crazy but here's what happened. i got to the order thing and i was like i have a pickup pls#and i was like oh no it's him bc he's literally the only man that works at that starbucks and he was like ok! drive to the window#and i was like oh wait can i have 2 waters too and he was like oh. i got u :) and i was like.. noooo dont say things like that to me..#but i was like ok thank u!!! and then i get up there and he's about to hand me the drinks and im like ok yeah he's cuter than i remembered#then he pulls back the drinks and he's like oh wait actually do u need a drink carrier?? and i was like nah im good :) even though i did#and then he gives me 2 trenta waters!!!! trenta!! and im like thank u!!! and he's like yeah!!#anyway. thank u have a good day u too etc etc. but his smile really is sm else tbh.#Anyway. my scorpio venus is trying to break out of the prison i locked her up in but it's not happening.#especially bc if i have a crush. it's not a crush. but if i had a crush on him he'd end up being a scorpio that's just the way my life goes#and im not letting that happen again so im gonna keep watching gilmore girls and rory and dean to remind myself that i do not want or#need a relationship.#but that's a whole other issue bc im on the episode where they finally break up and then the jess thing is going to start#ok nevermind ill watch 48 hours instead ok bye
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gear shift? no sir that is my hair tie holder
#it holds scrunchies it holds hair ties but never the spiral elastics my curls get tangled in there and then the tears start#i'm not even tender-headed i just cry a lot cause i don't feel my feelings enough so sometimes they come out in other ways#could you imagine being tender headed n having a hair pulling kink??? wait wait i guess i can???#i get migraines and if someone pulls my hair when i have a migraine i have to redirect my violent urges into healthier outlets like crying#oh HEY#a creature of habit#wait does this mean i'm tender-headed??? partially tender headed? a mild head... if you will#i have to stop why am i having an identity crisis over hair ties sdfkjdskjsd i'm gonna drink some water n smoke weed
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actually very pissed off. just got to my desk and it seems someone has come in to clean. in the process, they have moved things around on my desk including a monitor, my plant and sticky notes, and binned a bottle i had kept on my desk PURPOSEFULLY so i could reuse it, as it was a big bottle that i actually brought ALL THE WAY BACK FROM ITALY with me last year. for 10 weeks i have worked here and never has anyone touched shit on my desk or cleaned in our office. i'm actually upset. i am seriously upset. GIVE ME BACK MY ACQUA PANNA YOU ASSHOLES.
#who the fuck do i crucify for this one huh#my supervisor can sense my disdain he knows im mad in ny corner#and i know it might sound silly over an empty bottle of watee#but i repeat: i brought it back from italy. yesterday was the first time i opened it after buying it at bergamo airport in august#i left it on my desk tucked BEHIND my laptop amongst my paperwork and other goodies i keep on my desk#and someone from estates came in and decided they were going to fucking bin it ??#im getting mad again#theyre lucky i have another bottle at home#but that is BESIDE the point#my supervisor literally said they shouldn't be touching things on people's desks#TOO RIGHT#IF I WANTED TO BIN IT. I WOULD HAVE PUT IT IN THE BIN I SIT 1 METRE FROM AND PASS ON MY WAY OUT#getting worked up#annoying#so annoying#helia rants#and commits bloody murder#just as i was getting better at hydrating myself... they take away the only thing i had to fill up with water....#so now i have to wait until lunch...... to get a drink that isnt tea or lemon fanta.........#im still mad btw can you. can you tell.
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#not quite a vent but#todays been a low energy kind of day#a bit heavier than yesterday and thursday#ive been wasting the day mostly doomscrolling and trying to manifest the energy to do at least one productive thing#so i dont feel like ive wasted a day#last night was fine. i was doing good. i even managed to write a little#todays just. ugh. thats the mood#school is officially over but i still have lots of things to figure out and its just. tiring to think about#i know itll pass. and i know i need to be patient w myself#but i hate those days#i just feel bad. no energy. like theres a cloud hanging over my head#heres to hoping tomorrows better ://#in some better news as well. i talked to my parents abt this#and it went so much better than i couldve hoped for#its still weird. like im waiting for the other shoe to drop but i think thats just me#if u read all of that here's a cookie and a hug and a reminder to hyrdate!! drink water!!!#<333
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The jist of my fainting experience in the tags here!! Long as hell
Feel free to tell me more about it
#the first one which was actually 2 was one right after the other#i was in the shower scrubbing my hair and was doing it a bit rough since I had major lice at the time (don't have it anymore thank god!!)#the water definitely was a bit on the to warm a little warmer than what I like#so as I'm doing that I fuckin fainted#hit the side of my neck on the faucet#it was kinda like I was dreaming during the fainting part#i don't remember falling at all and next thing I know im laying down in the shower#my mom asked if I was okay and I said I was then I finished up and stepped out of the shower#then I fuckin fainted again!!! my mom heard me fall again and came back in the bathroom#don't remember falling aljust remember next thing I know I was on the floor#mom called an ambulance and turnes out I scratched my back on a box that was next to the shower tub combo we had#it scarred and idk how the fuck I ended up hitting it since when I woke back up I was next to it not on my side and it wasn't knocked over#then a while after that was the next fainting time!!#so I hadn't eaten that day or drank anything cuz I was scared to go out of my room whenever my then father figure was around#he was a real fucking ass and greedy as shit for my mom's money since he gambled all his away#they fought a fuck ton#now my mom#brother#and i don't live there anymore and don't have any contact with him#yay!!!#anyway so I didn't eat or drink anything that day#so it was dinner time and my mom called me out of my room for dinner and I walked out waited for her to give me my plate#and so I was kinda walking around just moving around#then I started getting dizzy#told mom#then I was sat down at the table#my non bio brothers and bio brother were in there room eating or gaming#then my fingers cramped up MAJORLY#then I fainted then I woke up then I was moved to the couch and crying and I felt like I couldn't open my eyes and my fingers were still#cramped then the ambulance came and i was able to open my eyes on the way to hospital and my fingers weren't cramped anymore!!!
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