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Since someone *cough*grian*cough* keeps messing with the in-person voting, we'll have to do the poll online.
Remember, no cheating!
I would do one for Jimmy, but he's already here.
@askhermesgrian @gem-the-oracle @undead-daughter-of-hebe @asktheshreeper @spoonsandmustaches @hatotangoftek @askxisumachc @boatboynr2 @askscarpjo @hatorendiggitydog @askhatokeralis
#hermits and the olympians#hato impulse#erempulseIC#unreality#roleplay#cheating is allowed#just dont tell impulse
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thinking about that time somewhere in the early 70's George found an old letter of his from like '61 or something and pattie told him he should save it so he 'recreated' it and just for funsies threw in a line or two that wasn't in the original about how paul sucked at bass and john wanted to kick him out of the band. unparalleled haterism. you have to respect it
#george harrison#paul mccartney#john lennon#the beatles#i cant tell if it was like. just an impulsive thing and he didn't think itd ever really go anywhere#or if he was purposefully trying to fuck with historical record just to spite paul#like either way its both so small and petty but also george! george! the historical record! the primary source documents!!#pleaseeee im begging you dont fuck with that we havea hard enough time sorting through everything without#inserting contemporary resentments into the past#hes so fucking funny#mainly im just glad we know both 1. that he wrote that 2. that it wasnt in the original#bc it says a LOT about how his emotions shaped how he remembered or reflected on things and also just lmao#my posts
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I get how Wels is really protective of the Hermits, but I think part of that has given Tango some prejudices about the Helsmets. I feel like he thinks of Tanguish as a defanged lion or something, like "oh Helsmets are dangerous, but mine's not so I can hang with him" and he's trying to convince his "parent" to let him keep the wild animal he's found. I feel like Tanguish trying to convince him the other Helsmets don't mean any harm is never going to work, but Tango is also not aware of some of the struggles the Helsmets can go through and doesn't realise they are capable of actually being nice to each other without tearing the other to shreds.
Tango has made one of my favorite blunders in media: he has mistaken no intent to harm with harmless. A harmless thing couldn't hurt you even if it wanted to. A thing with no harmful intent could do a great amount of harm, but does not wish to.
I think you're very right in saying he treats Tanguish like a tame lion. He isn't really a person. He's certainly more of a person to Tango than he is to Welsknight, but he's still a step down. Tanguish is his pet hype man, a rubber duck that happens to occasionally have opinions, a toothless predator.
Personally! I think this is less a flaw of Welsknight's influence, and more a flaw in Tango. Welsknight has done a lot to heck up the situation, don't get me wrong, but his has more to do with making Tango doubt his relationships. Tango didn't treat Tanguish like his own person before Wels found out about him.
#rns asks#letsrevitup#[gestures to the chapter 2 Warden encounter]#look me in the eye and tell me you treat a valued friend with the same flippant disregard for their safety#and Tango did dragging Tanguish to HC to fix a Warden problem he made by being impulsive#granted the hermits dont care quite so much about death and respawn as the helsmets do#death is just a temporary inconvenience#but still most people would warn someone#i am not saying this to smush your headcanon i think youve made an awesome observation#tamed lion is such an amazing way to describe their relationship#i just also think Welsknight -- for all his antagonism -- has been lionized a bit#he is exacerbating and making obvious a problem that was already there#but that doesnt change the fact that it was already there
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the most gorgeous man I've ever known sent me a drunk voice message hurt that i left my job at the bar he goes to without telling him and adding that he saw me on tv speaking about palestine, which turned into me telling my ex boss to give him my number, and the sober voice message was much worse because this sweet guy just tells me that he's so proud of me and then i can feel him like talking with a constricted throat saying he understands that i left and closes with "from the river to the sea" and doesn't it just suck that some things have no hope of ever beginning and yet still end somehow
#there is literally no way something could have come of it he lives in that pub and i don't want to go back there#he has addiction problems and I never had a relationship with anyone#it still sucks that these are facts cause i liked him a lot. and also im not kidding when i say he is the hottest dude I've ever seen.#this is maybe the first time i wish i was heterosexual and/or have less impulse control#radio live transmission#sorry over sharing again cause the psychologist still has to tell me when the first appointment will be#(they kinda also told me i dont really need one which is funny bc the first time i try not to do things alone in my life#bc im pretty sure this hyper self reliant and aloof behavior might be a problem and im told actually im doing splendid.#i won at therapy ig)#also i told everyone there that i moved back home because im a lying liar and#thank god he still hasn't done the math that he saw me on tv still in turin#ive had Cold as Ice by the Foreigners playing on loop the entire day trying to get back in character#like. you'd think if i HAVE to experience something close to heartbreak then at least i could have had sex with the#hottest guy in the city. no. i just get the half assed symptoms of it after having conversations with him every weekend for three months#ranging from his cocaine addiction to police violence to the one time he was staring at nothing by the store room where i went to pick stuf#and he offered to take me to miami and i panicked and joked that he didnt have the money and left.#this sucks.
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I love going crazy over both just dance and ace attorney right now because it means I'm literally thinking of an ace attorney au as we speak
#jack is literally edgeworth coded its insane#red suits? ✅#gay? ✅#wear a jabot? ✅#parental issues? ✅#in love with a blue man? ✅#and mihaly is literally maya#wander fits phoenix's impulsivity perfectly#you cannot tell me brezziana isnt a raging buff bimbo#like she is the perfect gumshoe#and saras the fun goofy lil friend who ends up getting herself into shit she didn't ask for#and being somewhat unaware of it#if thats not larry i dont know what is#anyways rant over#i love both of these series so much#just dance#just dance 2023#jd2023#just dance 2024#jd2024#jd23#jd24#ace attorney#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#larry butz#dick gumshoe#maya fey
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Thoughts about dramatrio as a forever viewer (and occasionally bad and baghera viewer)
RP WISE!!!! DON'T GO BOTHER THE CC'S
From q!forever's perspective, you can see how the dramatrio was always a duo and not a trio. qbad and qbaghera do not trust forever, and if they do, they don't trust him enough for their secrets.
- They never supported qforever during his presidency (qbad did vote for him, tho). qbad always complained about everything forever did, even tho qforever always tried to listen to him and everyone else.
- qbaghera did not told him the secret about her childhood, but she told qbad. Just like bad didn't tell qforever about the fed worker he kidnapped but he told qbaghera.
- "Oh but qforever took his waystone first" he did that because he asked for an item and no one helped him, so he got tired of helping people but no one helping him
- Also, qbaghera is dapper's mom, and qbad is pomme's dad. qforever was never included in this conversation.
- They say forever will get easily manipulated by the federation because he's the president, but yesterday both bad and baghera said they don't think cucurucho is bad
- They both banned forever from their houses
Anyway, they like to have forever around for the fun part of it, to joke and all but when stuff get serious they don't tell him anything and keep talking about him behind his back. And the only people that actually trust qforever is the favelafive
#i saw people saying that qbaghera was in a lose lose situation yesterday but idk you tell bad but you dont tell forever???#'oh because hes the president“ when did qforever ever betrayed his best friends??? during the whole pill arc he still tried to help cellbit#also the whole argument goes to shit because now bad and baghs are saying cucurucho isnt bad as if he didn't lock up phil or torture cellbi#this was always a duo during the serious moments and only blind people dont see this and say qforever is acting like a child#and i think this started when q!forever hit leo during his attack but even tho he redeemed himself foolish doesnt hate him for that#and has forgiven him somehow baghera and bad dont and they have this idea that forever is impulsive even tho he can be quite the strategist#when he wants and again he always does everything for everyone and theres zero retribution from them i mean forever literally did that part#for bad two days ago and told he would try to make bad and baghera happy even tho he doesnt know whats going on with them bc they dont tell#anyway im tired of forever being the good guy always i need him to actully wake up and just stop caring#qsmp#qbaghera#qbadboyhalo#qforever
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i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao
#shes cool and i dont want to lose her and i know Logically i love her but atm i feel so strange towards her#and idk what to do abt it bc i know in the past ive like...over-communicated a lot and over the last few yrs ive been trying to not do that#bc thats an anxious impulse i think .so like . self control#AND IMPORTANTLY . i may actually be the problem here ?? ok again i love her i dont want to lose her etc but basically ive noticed a pattern#which is that whenever she gets a bf/a man (even fwb) in her life she basically stops talking to me and the limited interactions we do have#become abt him. and while i support her it is acc too much. like we barely talked while she was w her ex bf until he became abusive and#then we talked a lottt like all our convos understandably were abt him . and then when they broke up we kept hanging out so i didnt rly see#the pattern there but still she seemed to centre men a lot in her life like sbe was excited to not date and find herself and then#immediately afterwards started seeing this other guy with whom shes basically in a relationship now#hes nice and all but like . HES ALL SHE TALKS ABT . actually we barely talk atp but when we do its abt him#she sends me reels sometimes but its all abt being jealous abt him etc . and shes bi but she said she doesnt like the idea of dating women#bc theyre scary . and i thought she was kidding in the ohhh women r so beautiful that theyre intimidating way but no she was being entirely#fr . she explained jts bc she was bullied by a girl in the past but like...bro ur ex bf literally abused you like surely you see men are#capable of just as much harm? but obvs who she dates is her own choice . but anyway she has consistently made plans w me then cancelled the#like an hr before . or asked to call me and then proceeded to not do so . when i ask her to meet/call its the same she just doesnt respond#or she cancels ? and while i understand anxiety sucks it feels SO WEIRD STILL . maybe im the problem slightly too bc ik i have no right to#feel this way but it rubs me the wrong way that ik she has so much time to spend w him/calls him all the time despite meeting him just a fe#months ago whereas i just have to like ...be ok w not actually having talked to her for a long time#its gotten to the point where when she says do you wanna meet/call i automatically respond yes and then just assume it doesnt happen . like#there have been several times over the past few months i double booked plans over when we were supposed to call/meet bc i was sure she#wouldnt show up and ive been right each time#like she sends me texts that she misses me or im her best friend etc etc occasionally and then acts rly . contrary to that ?#ive talked to her abt the issue w cancelling on me twice btw. when i was still dating the situationship person she would get sooo mad at#them for not respecting my time and shed tell me i deserve better etc etc and then like . she doesnt seem to respect my time at all#anyway she said she understand and she admits to like...being flaky etc but does nothing abt it#and its not like i can tell her to stop caring so much abt men bc we sorta had convos like that b4 she got This involved w this guy#and apparently it did nothing and the last thing i want is to police her relationships or get in her way#its just AUSHD AUGH#anyway i rly miss her it just doesnt feel the same at all anymore
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i need to consume something or my thoughts consume me
#all my therapist telling me she wont treat me until i go sober taught me is to lie to the therapist#and it made me question therapy altogether but all my friends swear by it#but now i already told everyone im going sober so i fucked myself 😑#well i should learn how to be sober during the week so i can get back into fitness#i have to call the drug counsellor she referred me to and see what she says#something has to change for sure… but im starting to think some people just arent meant to be fully sober#a lot of people dont see through or dont care about the bullshit but i do#and the bullshit just doesnt stop#i just need to be on top of that and have more self discipline and thats what i need to learn#how to not give into my impulses… and then i can do recreational substance use or something instead of abusing them#personal#but at the end of the day its about emotional regulation and self discipline and creating a better life for myself#because when its not substances then its the tv or food or shopping like the general issue is my lack of impulse control#so i dont really see how sobriety will solve all that it will just make me wish i had substances to ease my mind
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James Deen we were rooting for you
#dont ask me how i drew this- i dont know what possessed me#this was really fun to paint though#oh yeah! i also took a ref pic for this one#theres probs a lot of anatomical issues w/ this regardless but idc rn#i am happy with how it looks :)#texturing took a hot second to figure out#my first impulse for rendering is just to go about it like a render metal#which is uh. wrong#so i had to hold myself back from adding so sosososoooooo many highlights hfgdjgd#i also forced myself to use plenty of brushes this time :0#if i was gonna download Devin Elle Kurtz's rake pack. i might as well use it lmao#but i also used a flat brush tool that i think csp created and made available to download- along with the dry brush and charcoal brush whic#just comes with the program#i think you can tell where i used the dry brush pretty easily#earbud wire and hair mainly#ah and if youre curious#lyrics are to “James Deen You Let Us Down” by Dazey and The Scouts#pretty obvious name haha#but i like the song a lot#thats why i made a whole piece around it yknow LOL#OH YEAH NORMAL TAGS I GOTTA DO THAT#oc#oc art#digital art#painting#digital painting#art#artwork#descarn
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sometimes i hate everyone and my life and sometimes i think it would be better if i just died at this point
#except for my puppy i love him i always will#i would probably let him gnaw on and mess up my dead body anyway#but either way sometimes i feel like people dont actually care for me and that im just a stupid loser#i could never be like them i could never get as much attention and love and praise as them ever#it hurts because they get it from someone i know too and i just dont know what to do#even if me and them dont talk anymore i know its my fault but i could never talk to them again now#i just dont know whats wrong with me and what im doing wrong and i dont know why im so unlovable#i dont know why im not interesting and i dont know why i dont deserve attention am i really that needy#sorry this is impulsive and im probably going to crash out and go through an episode but i think im sick and its making everything worse#i just want to be known and i want to be somebody or something i could go on and on#im not going to do anything i think but at this point i feel like im so close to doing something for attention#i want people to tell them how much they love me and how much they worry about me i want their praise#i have my puppy for that but hes different because he understands i love him so much you dont understand#im so tired of putting in the effort when nobody has interest in me and wants to know me#im so sick and tired of being needy when i have something perfect already right in front of me i feel so guilty#because he is enough he will always be enough my puppy is always going to be enough he deserves so much better#but then i cant bear the thought of him actually going out to find better i want to spend the rest of my life with him#i want to marry him and i want to work on myself so i can feel the type of love he makes me feel consistently#i want to carve his name into my arm and carve my name into his thigh so we are bonded#i want to be with him forever and even in my death i want him to stay with me and be by me#i want to be buried with him and i would want him to dig up my grave and throw me back when im all rotted#i love him so much you dont understand i know this got off topic but i think somethings wrong with me right now
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worried for some nikki players ngl
#if u dont have the money to burn and u know ur an impulsive spender#this is a sign to step back and try to AT LEAST budget before u spend thousands of dollars u dont have#u dont need to complete all the limited outfits! dont let the fomo get u...#the thing is i wouldnt have pulled at all in this first banner if it werent for the limited crystals#and the fomo really strikes for people when they start pulling at all#i actual saw that they have a monthly pass from the subreddit#so im gonna go ahead and do that cause a monthly fee isnt too bad to me#do the monthly pass if u wanna spend and save up over time#and only pull for stuff u REALLY REALLY want#not kinda want#or thats cute#like only mermaid tail tier stuff lol#that was a good tactic for me in lads#i dont wanna tell people to stop playing the game cause it has a lot of good stuff in it#but like...yea#ik gacha elements at all is not something every person can avoid#and usually limited time pulls dont really do anything to me#i just use them and go oh well if i dont get anything#but even i was like....hmm for a second lol#checking to see if i got more limited pulls#when i usually dont do that ever#so yea be careful#infinity nikki
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ever since i learned how bad it is that people have appropriated the term "intrusive thoughts" and especially since i figured out i get them for real every time boat mentions them i just give a side-eye like "do you actually mean that literally or..."
#like does he mean intrusive or impulsive because Intrusive Thoughts Dont Win#if he really is misusing the term im not all that upset bc like he just doesnt know. he's not very smart i dont blame him#on the other hand... if you're telling me we both have ocd too??? fuck OFFFFF#if you put us on a venn diagram it'd be VERY close to being one solid circle. i DONT need any more things in common with him
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So you think he didnt know he was going to be asked that question? To me it looks like both the interviewer and Louis knew what the next question would be about
I don't know and we never will! I tend to automatically bristle a bit at people saying everything is planted planned fake etc because I really just... disagree. So so much of the time. And I don't find it remotely unlikely that an interviewer in LATAM (where like... everyone is a larrie) would ask that and I don't find anything about any of it strange, including that he would be able to answer the question the way he did and without a reaction. But who knows? If they did plant that now I wouldn't find it weird at all (though I don't think they did); however it came about I'm sure they're very interested in taking the temperature of the fanbase around this, seeing what the response is. The fanbase is going through a lot of growth and changes, especially around this stuff! I'd give a lot to know what they're seeing tbh to have that data, it would be truly fascinating. I will say however that I really do not think they arranged for this to drop at the end of his press tour as I've seen suggested (and I imagine there are still more interviews that haven't dropped yet so it isn't even the end? I'm not keeping track but probably?). It was recorded on the very first day of the junket- and having seen this I would guess that NOT knowing when it was going to drop is why Louis has been so very Online these last days monitoring the progress of his little junket tour, knowing that at some point things were going to blow up with this and checking to see if it was happening yet (especially as he probably thought it was going to drop while he was still face to face interacting with fans every day and he'd certainly want to know when it had dropped for that.)
#god to have access to their data and conclusions WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE#lets say they did plant it which again I'm not saying I buy into at all I really just don't think they DO that#but IF THEY DID#I bet it would have been with the intention of it dropping while he was still on his little tour and out there#I have been fighting the impulse to call it a rainbow tour for days I'M SORRY ARGENTINIANS#I used to listen the evita soundtrack a lot when I was really young I'm not proud but it is IN THERE😞#also I'm really not saying it was planted or that I think so BUT#either way#nice that it was just about harry and not 'are you gay' ALTHOUGH#telling that he ofc answers the broader question as if that was what was asked#in fact I think in some ways his stock answer that addresses a lot of things that were NOT brought up at all#is evidence it was NOT planned#like to the casual observer who knows nothing... what the heck does his kid have to do with that?#I guess the gP would assume the question is are you gay or straight (only choices) maybe... but they sure wouldn't know#about the kid stuff#and actually if they were going to plant something surely it would be more vague and not so HARRy STYLES#yeah no I REALLY dont think they did any of that
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on today's episode of 'acaica's background thoughts for the dess raises kris au': okay but lets be serious do dess and chara actually stay together in the end--
#drkau#chatter#i debate over this point SO OFTEN LOL#they are BACKGROUND characters. like medium at best.#dess (or asriel or both you can argue any way) is the catalyst for everything but at the end of the day this is a kids story#and noelle IS still going to be the main character#but. man. does desschara work it out#their dynamic will be by far one of the hardest ones to write it think#it is very messy and very complicated and neither of them make great choices#and ive been writing a test piece of them for a WHILE#which. was good to get a decent nail of their characters as they stand in this au#but introduced SO MUCH MORE MESS. bc chara is aroace and 100% has some trauma and fucked-up feelings around sex#but xe DOES have sex with dess. and its like. does xe fully consent to it? yes!#does dess check in to be sure hey you're down bc she knows chara is ace while she isnt? also yes!!!#by the books they do everything right its just. chara is very very very good at rationalizing things.#and xe is. not actually as okay with this as xe is trying to be. and in fact this is very unhealthy for xir#(and then theres this whole OTHER layer of dark worlds and prophecies and everything that leads to frisk being born)#and its like. man. Man. this is so much to juggle#just everything between desschara is jngdfg they are trying their bests but it really is not going that well#bc they meet at like. 19-20 i think and chara's had nobody at all and sorta keeps chasing being someone's most important person#and dess has never had someone who has understood her on a level like chara#who really truly gets what shes about as a person and how she operates in the world#and its just a perfect storm really. and they both have kids and dess did technically kidnap hers just a little bit#and she never tells that to chara. and she tries but she cannot stay in place with xir#and chara couldnt hate her bc. again. has never experienced unconditional love#or love at all really </3 so instead of ever having hard conversations xe will brush it all under the rug#and sorta just enable dess's worse impulses. even sometimes at the expense of their literal children#ITS MESSY YALL. AND LIKE.#at the end of the day we'll see lol maybe they work it out maybe they dont. i have no idea. ive gotta write the thing#and if dr chapters 3&4 come out that could complicate things even FURTHER--
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guy who hasnt taken his meds in a week: oh so theres no point? were all doomed? im doomed? im going to die? theres no point in trying? its all hopeless?
#talking#i have taken my meds im just irregular and eating things im allergic to so that i can get blood work in a week and a half to PROVE#that i am allergic to it#might be starting my period too idk. i cant tell if its period cramps or bowl cramps. well see!!!#either way and all together my emotional processing rn is fried#PLUS i just got back from an AWESOME trip and im like. why am i back. why didnt i just stay there. whats the point.#I WISH I WAS LESS STABLE FOR REAL#I FUCKING HATE BEING SELF AWARE ARE YOU KIDDING I DONT GET TO TO ANYTHING#I DONT GET TO BE IMPULSIVE OR MANIC I JUST SIT HERE THINKING ABOUT HOW INSTEAD I SHOULD DO NOTHING EVER#AHHHHHHHHH
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the skizz that is a man?????? yeah no color on this one either </3 you can really tell whose designs i dont know how to draw well :'D im sorry skizz n bigb and impulse. i just uh. uh. runs.
#WHAT CAN I SAY!!! im just a silly :(#and drawing skizz and impulse especially is NOT my strong suit#but i love skizz's design!!#hes got four silly eyes and his silly halo/clock :D#limited life#skizzleman#my art u silly billies dont take it#im speedrunning these if you cant tell!!! still just got bad boys n mean gills so i'm over halfway!!
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