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Ok I am going to do this simply because the first thing I will put here I NEED to do it and I have 0 motivation to do it even though it is EXTREMELY important
In fact, I think that's the reason why I don't want to do it... anyway
If this gets to 30 notes, I do that thing â
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50 notes, I call to ask if my doctor's appointment has been scheduled (I've been avoiding it for two weeks now) â
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100 notes, I go wash my shoes that have long needed washing and are just sitting there, existing, waiting for me to deign to wash them. â
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200 notes, I finish organizing my room (I organized it halfway and then left a bunch of things that still don't have a defined place) â
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500 notes, I use the things I have to bleach and color my hair. The only thing that has stopped me is the fear of doing it wrong or being too lazy to maintain it. â
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1k notes, I stop doing things that I know will trigger my chronic pain with the pure intention of confirming that the pain was indeed real (don't do this. 0 recommended) â
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5k notes, I try some new food without fear of wasting money by buying something I most likely won't like (my autism hates new foods) â
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10k notes, I wear my bi flag earrings in front of someone I wouldn't usually wear them with. I trust that they possibly wouldn't have a problem with me being bi, but I would never get up the courage to tell them anything âď¸ (I haven't, but that person was in my room next to where the earrings are. They were 0% hidden) â
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20k notes, wtf I have absolutely no idea. If it comes to this, ehhh... Honestly, I have no idea what I'm doing here. Do I promise to be honest in therapy and stop telling them that everything is perfect even though nothing has ever been perfect? Yeah, that probably works. Please don't go this far, I don't know how to do this. Maybe I should... but... it would be awful to learn it
April 2024: I stop procrastinating editing this post with the things I've already done. I WANT THE HAIR SO MUCH BUT IT'S SO DIFFICULT
May 2024: Red hair, red hair, red hair. I'M CROWLEY, RED HAIR!!!!!
#Just my random stuff tag because I don't want to do any of this stuff#but i do want to do this stuff#fuck i really hate wanting to do things and at the same time wanting to simply... stop#fuck#jay and... jay what are you doing?
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Edit since a lot of people seem confused - your "real" name is the name that you want to be referred to in real life. It doesn't have to be your legal name. So if you're trans and you have a different name to whats on your birth certificate, even if not many people call you by the name, it still counts as your real name.
Edit 2 : Holy shit guys please stop reblogging this post my poor inbox im getting like 20 notifs an hour asjfhkajshdkh /lh /srs
#FUN FACT : charlie isnt my real name :]#i decided to go with the name charlie because i didnt wanna use my real name and i like the name charlie#my parents were gonna call me charlie when i was born but didnt in the end#i dont really know why i dont just tell you lot my real name because its a super common name#another thing that using a diff name online has caused is me seeing âcharlieâ almost as a different person#theres â[wearegonnapretendiputmyrealnamehere]â and then theres âCharlieâ and they are two different people in my mind#idk aksjffhkajsshdka#anyways this is the second poll ive made today what is my deal with polls#i should make a seperate poll tag for all my fucking polls that i make#I MAKE A LOT#ill tag all my polls when i think of a good name lol#anyways woah i got a bit rambly there#did i make a whole ass poll just because i thought you might find it interesting that my real name wasnt charlie?#yes. yes i did.#(DO NOT take this as me not wanting you lot to call me charlie i would prefer you use that name over anything else lol)#polls#tumblr polls#random polls
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Not all who wander are lost. Some who wander, however, are extremely, extremely lost.
#note: this is a kitchen in a house of change. they are still on the road w the party#not to say i think that maybe chillin out in one location with some loved ones and planned visits from their friends would fix siffrin#but i am saying that they do seem to hoard random items at every given oppertunity. which is an interesting habit#isat#isat fanart#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#isat spoilers#sifloop#isat siffrin#isat loop#sloops#lucabyteart#but yeah no i dont actually know that siffrin would wwwant to be . travelling literally forever. given the. well. um#that one QnA answer especially. the immediate deflective joking when asked how long they'd been a traveller. mm.#it's not like they chose this life is the thing. and we know they have a habit of forcing themselves to 'stick to the script'#i really do think they'd be better for some stability. its not like you cant have a house and also go on fun travel holidays also#(if you want my real opinion. why not just move to bambouche to help raise bonnie. but. that's fanfic territory at that point)
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Ember and Wade in Elemental (2023)
#elemental#pixar#elemental movie#ember x wade#animationedit#pixaredit#filmedit#elementaledit#v posts things#v watches elemental#i want to gif this movie so bad but all i've got to work with are random promo clips#anyways i love them ahahaaa#emotional sillyboy x cranky failgirl is a precision strike to my ship preferences#dig yourself deeper Wade#i love the look on his face as it slowly dawns on him#also just. all the cool little things they do with the animation#ember flaring brighter when she's pissed#wade starting to sweat as he panics and melting when he's miserable#and how his hair is constantly cresting like little waves?#so fun. i just love it
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I was reading a post about CoTG and I realized: Rick has seemingly started to write every character pairing with the exact same dynamic, and he's not good at writing that dynamic and it doesn't make sense for 90% of the characters he writes it for.
It's that very specific dynamic of one half of the pair who is almost aggressive to the other party - "teasing" them constantly/insulting them, affectionately punching/judo flipping/maiming/etc, seemingly almost always exasperated with the other - and said other party usually just accepts this treatment or blanketly views it fondly, and may generally be framed as more incompetent than their partner and a little bit of a doormat (particularly relating to being insulted/teased/etc by their partner).
We start seeing this dynamic in HoO with Percy and Annabeth, as a sort of semi-inconsistent twist on their rivals-to-friends-to-lovers dynamic from the first series. Then the dynamic pattern develops further with Leo and Calypso. Then Magnus and Alex. Then Nico and Will, particularly in TSATS. And now in CoTG, it's Percy and Annabeth again but even more in this direction.
I know people have talked about Nico and Will's relationship over the series rapidly being shoehorned into Percabeth Twoâ˘, and it's extremely apparent in TSATS that Rick's doing it on purpose (including directly quoting Percabeth scenes but minorly tweaking them to be Solangelo). But recognizing it as an overarching trend in Rick's later books honestly reminds me a lot of how Rick started trying to apply the "Percy Formula" so-to-speak to nearly every protagonist in HoO (and then try to replicate similar character archetypes with Magnus and Apollo's narrations - moreso Magnus in being jaded and sarcastic, very much trying to be first series Percy. He only sounds unique because Rick failed at making him Percy 2. Apollo is more akin to later-series Percy characterization of being goofy and incompetent. Apollo [and Zeus] even got retconned to give Apollo a more similar backstory to Percy's). Rick seems to have decided that he thinks the audience wants this specific dynamic but 10 times over, except he's not good at writing it the first time because it's a bastardization of the time he did a different thing okay.
And Rick also seems aware of that too! Because he retconned Calypso and Leo at the end of TOA, probably because he realized how absolutely awful it was reading when they were written with that dynamic of Calypso just functionally hating Leo and constantly being aggressive towards him! The only time Rick's actually made the dynamic even semi-successful was with Magnus and Alex, because it actually fits within their characters, their dynamics with each other, and their environment. Alex beheading Magnus on the regular works out fine because there are no repercussions to that in Valhalla, Magnus will be fine, so it does genuinely come off as humorous. And Alex has been effectively established to be abrasive at times but have her genuine feelings shine through regularly, and that meshes well with Magnus' jaded-and-aloof-but-quietly-very-empathetic character. And Magnus has been established to, yes, not be great at combat, particularly compared to Alex. They are the only time that flavor of dynamic in that form was effective and cohesive.
Percabeth is no longer rivals-to-friends-to-lovers badasses on equal levels with shaky pasts who finally found some form of permanence with one another. Now it's super smart doting and affectionately aggressive girlfriend and her silly goofy 50%-of-the-time incompetent boyfriend who she judo flips/pushes off cliffs/etc - but affectionately~! Solangelo is trying to riff off of the early series "Poseidon & Athena are enemies" dynamic that Percabeth had but with Apollo & Hades being "opposites" but learning to accept each other, except it ends up with Will just coming off as a huge asshole and Nico being retconned to a complete doormat about it - when prior to that those characterizations would be completely contrary to their established characters (even just from TOA!). Calypso in HoO gets retconned from her PJO characterization to being snooty and aggressive, and Leo's false persona gets merged into his just normal personality except he just also becomes a doormat but more goofy than Nico with occasional haha-dark/depression-humor! Which Nico also got. Which was also a bastardized Percy trait that got redistributed.
It's exhausting. Rick write more than one relationship dynamic you can do it I promise
#pjo#riordanverse#percy jackson#tsats#annabeth chase#nico di angelo#will solace#mcga#magnus chase#alex fierro#leo valdez#calypso pjo#analysis#< bwah i feel bad putting that many tags but it is relevant#rr crit#< i guess?#tsats crit#< that one can be here though. the other crit tag is usually for Bad Stuff ergo why i feel weird putting it. this one's just random stuff#i feel like i should tag ships too cause it is an analysis of those ship dynamics in canon but i dont want it to come off as shipbashing :(#eh fuck it i'll ship tag. disclaimer- this is not shipbashing i am just doing analysis of how rick is bad at writing this specific dynamic#i am tagging these ships for relevancy and analysis purposes only. i do not intend to be mean about them re: fanon#fierrochase#percabeth#solangelo#caleo#i do think this is good to note though with writing these dynamics - like rick's intentions vs execution vs consistent characterization#i think you could also argue Carter and Zia exhibit some traits of this dynamic? like an early form of it in Rick's writing perhaps#i havent reread it in awhile though so i will save my thoughts on it for later#long post //#forgive if this post is semi-incomprehensible it was a quick late night rambly thing
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Streamer!Regulus & Jamesâ relationship isnât a secret but private. Theyâve been dating for 6 years and their community knows theyâre together but they both never confirmed it officially. Well untilâŚ
Chat: Where were you?? Are you okay?? You were gone for 4 days!!!
Streamer!Regulus: Yeah, sorry I was getting married.
At the same timeâŚ
Streamer!James: Oh!! Sorry, everyone. I was getting married to the love of my life! But hey, weâre back!
Chat:
The internet:
Both their communities:
Both their communities: WHAT?!???
#Steamer!starchaser#I want to write thisss but just random snapshots of their lives so itâs not a proper fic just moments!#What do we think?? Well Iâve already come up with a few things!#Fiaâs rambling#regulus black#james potter#established jegulus#happy jegulus#married jegulus#jegulus#starchaser#sunseeker#marauders#marauders era#the marauders#dead gay wizards
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he's not even that light impulse is just really strong
#[elsewhere skizz is hit with a sudden inexplicable compulsion to teach the whole server about maslow's heirarchy of needs]#my art#tangotek#impulsesv#hermitcraft#taken completely by surprise by how much fun i'm having with the ambiguously-on-fire hair#random thing but i've actually been putting effort into drawing *fewer* fabric folds recently#it's one of those things i get like. stuck in#and i want to Simplify the Shapes#but do u guys understand. tango just has digitigrade vibes#vital to his character that he be able to scamper and clamber at a moment's notice#honestly the idea of designing shoes for nonhuman feet is super interesting#i defaulted to pseudo-claws cuz like..that's what they'd be used to using for traction? at the very least seems rude to remove that option
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Leo getting hit with a truth curse but instead of forcing him to admit to super sad or worrying things itâs things like âit was me who broke the remoteâ âI saw Mikey prank Donnie and helped hide it because itâs way funnier if he didnât know who it wasâ âI rip my clothes to look more like Raphâs because heâs really coolâ âmy stripes arenât even red theyâre pink!â
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#plot twist he COULD be admitting angsty stuff but heâs pushing the less oof truths forward instead on purpose#raph: hey leo what do you want for dinner#leo: *about to bare his soul on all his internal torment but pivots* Iâm afraid of snakes#(no but fr Leoâs stripes being technically more pink instead of red is cute ngl)#(a very reddish pink to the point that in certain lighting it looks red but at the base theyâre p pink)#(i also am very fond of the idea that Leo doesnât just have questionable taste in fashion he also just loves Raph a lot and looks up to him)#but yeah I think that something like this would be 99% Leo admitting to unimportant things or admitting to how much he values everyone#like they all KNOW Leo loves them and heâs talked them up enough for them to know but itâs different when heâs like#âI just wanna read my comics with you guys around - itâs my favorite place to beâ#or again just random bs that doesnât REALLY have a lot of weight like#âI like using my portals to prank random people around the worldâ#âIâm worried about being a bad influence on hueso jrâ#âsometimes I kinda wanna see hypnoâs plans succeedâ#âitâs been way too long since I found this out and honestly itâs embarrassing but I actually donât have a di-â#SORRY COULDNT HELP MYSELF#(<-but did u know that that pink rather than red observation actually ties into this headcanon as well if u know about red eared sliders)
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something interesting i realized while on the vessel-making screen in the deltarune introduction is that it's physically impossible to make kris: there is no hair that perfectly matches theirs (none have the cowlick or the right jagged shape on the bottom), and there is no sweater that perfectly matches theirs (none have a single stripe). this is fascinating, as it perhaps suggest that, if we (the player) had a choice, we *wouldn't* make kris. they aren't something we want, or are even capable of wanting, rather something we're stuck with.
and i suppose the fact that they can't be *created* as a vessel is telling, because we didn't create kris -- they weren't made for us, they're not a player avatar. they're a pre-existing person we just happen to gain possession of.
we weren't made for each other; they don't want us, and we don't seem to want them either (if the inability to choose to create someone like them says anything); funny, then, that in a way we're "soulmates"...
(both pictures are from the deltarune wiki!)
#melonposting#deltarune#deltarune kris#kris dreemurr#deltarune analysis#deltarune theory#kris is such a fascinating person. i want to study them under a microscope#we make them do things they otherwise wouldn't: wonderful things. horrible things.#at the end of the day who will kris be if their actions have been almost entirely us?#what responsibility will they hold for the manipulation and violence we've made them perform?#or what connection will they truly have to the friends we've directed them to make and the good times we've forced them to have?#this is just a random kid at a hard point in their life suddenly directed by an omniscient god with an indecipherable moral compass#kris and the player meant nothing to each other before - but now we hold kris' fate in our hands. we mean everything to them in a sense#and now as we play this game and are compelled by its story - including the things we have kris do - does kris not hold our fate as well?#do they not mean everything to us? (they mean everything to me anyway)#god this game kills me a little bit. god i love it so much
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#tumblr polls#polls#Sorry if the wording is weird. I thought ''be considered X where I live'' would make the most sense since 'tallness' or etc. is sort of#subjective to the people around you or your specific culture/area/etc. And if I just said ''I'm tall'' or ''I'm short'' then#the response might be 'well how do I define whether I'm tall or not?'' or etc. But then most people could probably look#at the people around them in daily life they interact with and compare based on that to get a more literal idea or something#..ANYWAY.. lol.. as usual just thought of some random thing and was like.. hrmm... i wonder what the most common#feeling about that would be.#personally I'm not even short but I just want to be really really tall... like... 7 feet tall or something. In a fantasy world type of way#of course. so like a super tall elf creature. More realistically I suppose you get health problems past a certain point#so maybe I'd be happy with 6'2â or so.#Absolutely no hate towards people with this preference but I've always had trouble understanding the idea of wanting to be shorter#so you're Small And Cute or this and that. or whatever the base reason is. I suppose I would understand it from a surivval prespective#maybe you want to be able to hide in your environment easier and blend into a crowd. I personally would like people to be inspired to run#away from me when they see me though gjhbj#In an average grocery store or something just a normal day but then some 8 foot tall wizard man walks in and so everyone#kind of backs away slowly = yaaay I get the aisle all to myself and can shop for my produce in peace.#(except for the fact that there's a subsection of people who would intepret it as spectacle and would run towards instead of away#and pull out their dumbass phones to film Weird Thing Happening. in which case. spell of 'phone melts into molten plastic in your hands#stop filming strangers in public without their consent' be cast upon ye. )
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Sharing a blanket
Request by @volaenii â¨
Accidentally incorporated this to my uni au oopsieeees
#maybe I got a lil too excited and ended up doing this whole thing#it just kept escalating OWSGHII hope this suffices#enough angsty stuff letâs bring out the silly stuff#they are so stupid I love them sm uGHH#the context is that they just moved in and they have barely any belongings#they have blankets but the idiots washed them all without considering the fact that they sun dry their stuff#so they only have 1 blanket for both of them until the rest dries off and the house is so cold at night#theyâre fighting for it. but this happened. and it was so warm and comfy they ended up too relaxed and slept too much#this happens at least once a month until they eventually settle into just sleeping together when that happens eventually#imagine Kni finding out about this#I want to do those images where ppl cover themselves with random shit bc there wasnât a blanket but with this two petty mfs#trigun#vash the stampede#trigun stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#trigun fanart#vash#wolfwood#nicholas trigun#lenssi draws#Trigun Uni! AU
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I'd make some joke about s5 spoilers but i think ill just smash my head into the wall instead
#gonna continue feeding the masses (you guys) with more random warm up doodles cuz i am a procrastinating looser#i actually dont care much if they cry or not during the kiss but i DO want one of them crying before it cuz i love hurt/comfort shit#but not a lot of hurt. no more fighting. just a 'one sided' confession scene sort of thing#yeah#stranger things#mike wheeler#will byers#byler#/my.art
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Mad that they removed seemingly every trace of Misako do you know how badly I want to see her interact with Arin so they can bond over being spinjitsu-doers without elemental powers. Off to make five billion hcs now goodbye
#i hadnât even noticed it at first#but yeah they even removed montgomery from lloydâs full name#anytime he says the full thing itâs only ââlloyd garmadonââ#what did they do to her :(#(i guess iâve tried to ââconsoleââ myself that the reason theyâre not looking for her is because.. sheâs dead? idk#i donât want her to be dead really but itâs the only way i can say that they would not look for her because they know sheâs gone#(sorry for the random angsty ass hc iâm sad again now))#ninjago#lego ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago arin#arin ninjago#misako ninjago#ninjago misako#iâve made my peace with her and now i just want her back :/#ninjago hcs#cable hcs#< ig? in the tags i suppose
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thinking about ???%âŚbutâŚbut with adult mob :(
#doctorsiren#mob psycho 100#shigeo kageyama#???%#mp100 fanart#mp100 future#eyestrain#twenty one pilots#digital art#my art#procreate#likeâŚlike it comes back#and ough likeâŚlike Backslide and Snapback from Clancy just fitting thatâŚ#I was having fun đđđ#I love drawing him itâs so fun to do#this is reminding me of a specific piece I did of the Spot where I put a bunch of lyrics and random phrases everywhere#he wants to be better but sometimes we fall back to those things we thought we got over#and we have to relearn how to be okay again#and itâs a normal thing and itâs part of living#because even though you may solve a problem. it may come back later.#but at least now you have better tools to deal and handle with it now than you did back then#because youâve learned and grown and hopefully figured out more healthy coping mechanisms
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ppl on twitter be like âtumblr is boringâ my brother in blogging you MADE the dashboard
#ik its probably not that deep but#do people just expect to be forcefed posts#RANDOM posts?#i know they might be used to it but why would they Want that.#anyway on the offchance that ur a twitter user whos confused on how tumblr works:#follow more ppl#serve yourself#look through tags for posts about the thing you like#use tags if you want your post to be seen#etc#txt#1k
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Miscellaneous loop sketchies
#codacheetah#my art#isat#in stars and time#isat loop#waow... it's been a while since i drew a random sketch page with no incentive to do so#i just wanted to draw some loops doing uninteresting things tbh#enjoy some mundane loops
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