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spock's brain s3e1
#what an episode. what an episode.#listen i do NOT accept the 'its the worst episode of tos' NO. NONONO.#is it good? fuck no. but it is NOT the worst#spocks brain is my fucked up little dog i found on the side of the road#entertaining as shit. end of discussion.#not equipped for rambling#star trek tos#tos#star trek#star trek the original series#spock's brain#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#tos spock#you cannot call spocks brain the worst when the paradise syndrome and omega glory sit right there#granted the paradise syndrome is just real bad imo (apart from the spones content. but even then.)#the omega glory is saved by it being the funniest fucking bullshit ive ever seen. tears in my eyes#they took his brain THEY TOOK HIS BRAIN. JUST. STOLE IT.#I CANT HATE IT THATS SO FUNNY#shout out to the post i reblogged below that reminded me of it again. ily.
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his friend look like despair
#its just the beard. and the hairstyle that reminds me of him#brandon with hair down + ourple hair + no glasses#if you get this ily#this is the closest thing ive drawn to splatband fanart ngl#ALSO he looks a little different cuz he's younger here by a few years#splatoon#splatoon oc
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Aether I have the most delicious terrick scene in my mind but I can't convey it without like 20 minutes of backstory first because it's wrapped up in the depths of an au I'll never write. It involves Nicky holding a knife to Terry's chest though (with stabbing intent but also not really)
icy I need the 20 minutes of background rn . icy . icy you can't just say well there's this scene in my brain with terrick and stabbing but there's a lot of other stuff that leads up to it :( and not expect me to stare at you with grabby hands for the other stuff as well as the stabbing even if it is dm word vomit and not neat nice fic .
#just blahs#icy asks !#this is v /lh and /affectionate btw ily <333#but also#👁️👁️#stares at you#this reminds me that i should really finish that little comic based on your post that i started
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trying to pretend like im not bursting w joy over my friends talking about my ocs/my oc world. hi chat
#I was tearing up earlier like a little bitch btw#im so deprived of ppl finding genuine interest in the things that I create that I get extremely excited and giddy when ppl talk abt my ocs#in ANY capacity#even just tiny little mentions/references to them here and there or people telling me “_____ reminded me of your characters”#like. ohmygod. oh my gofd ? I need to process that. you were thinking abt them. you were thinking abt ME? WHAT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and now ppl are talking about making ocs for/incorporating their blorbos into my world and im just. hgfdsdfghjk. grefghhgfdsdfghjkl. omg.#SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#ASDFHJHGFEWQASDFGHJKJYTREWASXCVBNM.#WASDFGHJKJHYTREWQASDFGHJK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I love it I love ppl asking me questions I love ppl being interested in my world I love ppl being genuinely intrigued by the things I creat#I love people wanting to interact w me and my characters on a deeper level. ily simpcity ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily ily /p
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Leese! My fellow sugishita lover fucker enthusiast 💗 how are you? I hope you’re doing well!!
Can I ask you about the sugi wip you mentioned? :3
NANA HIIIIIIII 🥹🤍✨️
im good (for monday morning RIP) but i will be better when it's thursday afternoon NGL.
oh yes yes yesssss our sugi wip 😍 i am writing the best friends to sex friends leg of the fic in which something happens at our place after ingesting too much booze 🫣 i am definitely not sure if he is in character HAHA but im having so much fun with it!! thank you for asking 🥹🥹
#the setup is finished its just the smut that... is taking... soooo long to write LOL#ily nana#panzer.asks#in my head the entire fic is a neat little 3 parter#but my brain is not so good with follow through so ill need to be poked and reminded every so often to finish it 😪
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rabid growling im cataloging CD music rn and one of the tracks was in dulci jubilo Everything Reminds Me Of Him
#alexander rappolt#pentiment#im sobbing ive been stuck w alkaz brainrot for days#was crying to my roommates last night asking if i should replay the game for my two liner bards#reminder that pentiment is currently 50% off on steam!!!!!!#aghhhhh i will post fanart at some point soon....... was forced to draw after being parted from my precious keyboard.....#but now me and my piano are back together and ive been spending my time practicing again..... who knows when ill finish the art....#it's just kaz tho :((( i wanted to make an accompanying alexander piece bc!!!! ive been stuck w so much brainrot yall dont understand!!!#every so often i open my word files and write a little for my personal alkaz fanfic.........#feeding myself.......#soz for tag vomit i dont talk abt the bard boys a lot but i do rlly love them#also yes i paused my work to sneak this alkaz vomit post in ily shitty desk cubicle job#alkaz
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yeah the sonic the headhog movies wholeheartedly and unironically slap so hard i love them
#shut up danni's talking#i am so excited for the next one#everytime i watch it im reminded how much i adore knuckles he has like no braincells#this series takes me back to my sonic phase so hard like its everything i adored from the series w found family at the core#sure its a little janky in some places and a lot ridiculous but its got so much HEART i just. gah.#i hope that they go all out in the next one and bring way more sonic characters in bc i NEED to see team dark in this#the rouge shadow and omega trio is just wonderful#i could leave amy out of it tbh her character outside of like. some sonic boom clips i've seen is 'sonic!!!! ily!!!! 😍😍😍'#i'll only tolerate amy if they give us cream and cheese#but considering theres only like. three sonic characters in the franchise rn adding all those seems crazy#but hnk if amy and cream are in it's not sonic w/o big the cat but also team chaotix.....#i so desperately want this series to continue for ages its the ONLY live action i will stand by forever
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im like if the most useless boytoy twink was also an incredibly handy butch lesbian
#this post is about me collapsing as soon as i got home from work#where i used a garden hoe i sharpened myself to hack down+tear out a truly impressive thistle 3× my size while 3 of my coworkers watched#swung it overhead like an axe until the centre stalk (almost the size of my wrist) was felled. then hoed around it until the roots came free#& i could grab it with my hands where there werent any thorns. turned around and all 3 of em were lookin at me like 😳😳 lmao#but now im sitting in my bathtub bc i cant stand long enough to shower anymore hdksgsk#knew this morning it was a bad pain day but pushed thru it anyway bc!! there was work to do!! but now im gonna be totally useless for 24hrs#cest la vie i suppose#after the thistle was properly disposed of just kept tilling+weeding+fixin tomato cages in the fields. came home & felt sooo dykey+hot lmfao#was like ''fuck yeah man idk what was up with me this morning im feelin fine now! great even!''#then took my knee braces off to get into the shower & almost busted my ass on the tile when both of em gave out🤦#my shoulders are now reminding me that i Dont Have the muscle mass to use a bigass hoe like anything but a hoe w/out Paying For It later#its a good thing i have the day off tomorrow bc im going to turn into a slug as soon as im done steaming meself like a little dumpling#definitely thinkin about using my pathetic-wet-cat-charm to get someone to bring me food tonight tho... hmm#anyway. wheres that post#''im not a butch but i believe their beliefs''#its my exectution thats lacking lmao. but in any case#mwah. mwah mwah mwah#<-for all the butches out there. ily tysm youre wonderful#and to all the useless boytoy twinks out there: o7 <3#godspeed fellow hopeless fags. ily too. keep doin what yr doin lmao#bee speaks
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hi bff idk if you're the type to give advice so it's totally fine if you don't answer BUT : there's a story i've been working on for the past few days and i wanna post it but i think all of it sounds stupid? i know the best way to get better at writing is to keep writing but like - i read your stories all the time and i want to be good like that but i'm worried i'll always sound stupid
hi love!!
i’ll be honest — every time before i post a story, i still have that moment of “god i sound stupid don’t i”. sometimes i’ll even get it in the middle of writing. even after how long i’ve been posting (not just in this fandom), no matter how many stories i’ve written, even with the knowledge that you all are always so goddamn kind towards me, that terrible self doubt still exists.
i’ve been writing for over a decade. this is what i want to do career wise. and even then, i’m still by no means one of the best/a great example, because there’s still tons of flaws in my writing. for every story posted that you guys have enjoyed, there’s at least 3 that are simply bad, or had to be completely scrapped, or i had to rewrite.
my point is — don’t feel that you sound stupid. even the writers you enjoy feel they sound stupid at times. this is fandom, and it’s meant to be fun. post that writing. draw that niche art. stand by your headcanons. i promise you there will ALWAYS be at least one other person who’s gonna look at it and just get absolutely giddy and feel love for it. i pinky swear. 🖤 so go for it. and if you feel no one’s gonna support you, just know i’m always here on the sidelines, with my lil pom poms, cheering you right on. 🖤
#thank u ily#the best part of fandom is that we all sound a little stupid and that’s the POINT#and some of the ideas i have felt most stupid about are the ones you all have shown the most love towards#i promise you it’s still worth creating and sharing#someone once said that if you feel uncomfortable it means you’re growing and i think that’s kind of neat#and every time i have those moments of self doubt i just remind myself of that#you all have such brilliant minds and the fact that you create at all cancels out that stupid#do you know how cool it is?? that your mind is capable of creating scenarios??? of curating stories??#thats fuckin amazing dude. that’s just fuckin rad#never forget that
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Font anon once more to shower you with praise. Thank you!!!
I love your suggestions. You hit it out of the park. I love the idea of making the fell! skeletons specifically have serif font names.
I originally was stuck between Trajan and Roman for fell! Papyrus. They are both sharp and elegant fonts. I finally settled on Roman because it is more well known and also sometimes disliked.
Bradley for swap! Papyrus is perfect! It mimics handwriting which matches Papyrus (the font) so well but a smoother version. (Also kinda matches him speaking in Smooth Papyrus visually.)
I was switching between Courier and Cooper for swap! Sans. I like the roundness of Cooper. I definitely see his font name being more cartoonish/silly.
You nailed fell! Sans as Rockwell. He would absolutely go for a font that torments people.
Swapfell! Papyrus was the hardest for me to decide too. There are so many variations on his personality that no singular one fits best. You make good points for each option.
Thank you so much again for indulging me!!! I love being able to chat about headcanons with someone. You are so insightful. I’ve been puzzling this over more than a year. I finally can settle it.
Yaaaaay! I'm so glad I could help 💛!!!
I loved seeing all the options and ideas you had for them too!! Headcanons are always more fun when shared, and please feel free to come back any time ;D!!
#SF!Papyrus ily but it's so freakin hard to pick a font for u lolol#i definitely think that roman was the right choice for UF!Papyrus tho- like u said Trajan is less well known + i also think that its ties-#-to Roman textwork is a little too on the nose#whereas (Times New) Roman just hints at it + has all the benefits we've mentioned previously#also (/lh) how dare you remind me of the curse that is smooth papyrus. begone foul beast!!!!!#velwy.txt#inbox#anon#font anon#mindmortar
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I wrote a follow up to this because I'm foaming at the mouth
Sebastian stared at the reply and the address he already knew. He didn't expect to get an answer. Maybe assuming that John was constantly busy was a bit stupid on his part.
In his defense, how easy is it to balance being a doctor and an assistant to a detective?
He shuddered at the thought of having a normal job on top of everything he already does. Managing the other snipers within the network, making sure Jim doesn't get his pretty face damaged or killed, take care of the occasional target he gets...
God, doing some other job would either kill him or lead him to more violent urges.
Not the point. He could see John today. He could get the answers to those stupid questions that bothered him all night. He could...act like he was normal.
Damnit.
Sebastian rubbed his face and groaned. He could act normal, sure, but if he wanted to keep talking to John, he had to have a good cover story. God forbid he says he works at a bank one day and the next say he's something else.
Though never keeping a job would fit him. Not the point.
"In-between jobs right now," he muttered to himself. It was the best answer he could have now. Maybe he could get some pathetic sod from the network to spew out a fake identity. It'd be easy considering his "rank" or whatever.
Clothes. Did he have any that didn't smell like alcohol, blood, and gun oil? Probably not. Maybe those nicer clothes Jim buys could work if he managed it. A button up and jeans, and the least stained t-shirt underneath.
He started digging around, tossing the needed clothes on the bed. Good thing he already showered. Shaving wasn't a big concern; besides, people like a scruffy, tough looking man!
...hopefully.
He got dressed, rinsing his mouth with mouthwash as he started getting the regular things to leave the house.
Keys. Phone. Pocket knife. Wallet.
How much money did he have? If things went there, getting a hotel room would be in both's interest. He fumbled through the wallet, scowling at the sad amount he carried with him.
Great. Now he has to stop at the bank and get money from the account Jim deposits payment into. Which will be noticed because he never does this, and then Jim will ask questions and-
Whatever. Cross that burning bridge later, he wanted to be prepared for the best and worst. Good thing he kept condoms in his wallet already.
Tugging on the first jacket that he saw, Sebastian left. He called a taxi, not in the mood to figure out which train he has to board and when. For being born and raised here, he really had no clue about the Tube system.
Curse his rich bastard of a father.
...
Sebastian stared up at the red sign, wondering if this was a dream. He kicked the side of his leg to check, wincing slightly.
Not a dream.
"'Bastian?"
His heart nearly exploded. From being surprised or an ungodly amount of joy, he wasn't sure.
There was John, wearing a nice jumper. Looking like a piece of sunlight captured into a human vessel. Eyes bright with happiness, lips curled into a grin...perfect in every way.
Say something, dumbass!
"Hey, doc."
I'm fucking hopeless. "Doc"? Real original! I'm sure he's never heard that one before-
John laughed. He was laughing at that shitty nickname, head shaking slightly. He was laughing and it sounded like it would be the call of an angel, not the laugh of a regular human.
Sebastian had absolutely no memory of going inside the cafe and sitting down but at some point, that occurred. He prayed that he wasn't just staring at John the entire time like an idiot.
"So, how are you?" The doctor asked kindly, hands wrapped around a cup of tea. The blonde laughed a little, wetting his lips nervously. He still wasn't used to the scar tissue over his lips that disrupt the texture.
"I'm alive, at least. In-between jobs right now, and surprisingly single." He answered so easily, a crooked grin shifting onto his face.
More of that honeyed laughter. "Really? I thought out of everyone I knew, you'd settle down first."
I would've if I didn't fall into a fuckin' pit and-
Sebastian cut his own thought off by laughing in return, shaking his head. Bits of his hair curled around his shoulders now, bringing that smell of fruit with them. "You though that I'd settle down? I got described as a little heartbreakin' bastard by pretty much everyone!"
John shrugged in response, taking a sip of his tea. It was difficult not to stare at his lips but somehow the sniper managed. "You were the one who'd muse on about living in the country with your partner."
He remembered that?
Sebastian blinked, rubbing the back of his neck. "Haven't found someone to go off into the rolling green hills yet." He managed to respond, acting like he hadn't forgotten his own damn words. "What about you?"
"It's...difficult keeping a girlfriend with my flatmate. He isn't a...people's person." John explained with an awkward chuckle. Sebastian bit back a comment of agreeing.
"What's that bloke like? I didn't really read much on the blog." He admitted, head turning to the side.
John stared into his cup for a moment, obviously trying to think of a way to describe the detective in a way that wasn't a long rant. "A bit of a know-it-all who knows he's smart and makes sure everyone knows."
Interesting how that was the exact way he'd describe Jim. Though it'd more that he makes it everyone else's problem that he's the genius in the room.
"I see. Hopefully you'll find a gal who doesn't mind your...friend?"
John nodded at the last part, shrugging again. "Maybe. Where are you living? Please say it's not back home."
"Fuck no. I've got a place with Severin. It's a cheap flat that frankly needs destroyed, but it's ours." A complete lie at the moment. He was still living with Jim for the time being. Eventually he did plan on moving out and getting someplace for him and his brother.
"That's good. Tell Severin I said 'hi' for me." John looked relieved by the answer. Sebastian nodded in response, placing his hands firmly on his knees to stop them from bouncing. "Looks like you've seen some excitement. The scars, I mean."
"Oh, these old things? Turns out I'm not the only one who doesn't always fight clean." He couldn't hide the excitement in his voice at the topic of...well, fighting. If he could only have two interests for the rest of his days, it would be space and fighting.
John raised a brow, looking amused. "It helps your whole...tough guy with a heart of gold thing going on."
He thinks I have a heart of gold? I could get him a heart and cast it in gold if he asked.
Maybe he should stop listening to Jim's attempts of dating advice.
He laughed, head shaking a bit. "Sure, it's a golden heart, but it's a pretty damaged one. Dirty, too."
"Doesn't mean you're any less worthy of love, 'Bastian. One day you'll find someone that'll cherish that heart, help you repair it and clean it."
You are making it so much harder to not fall back in love with you, you sweet bastard.
Sebastian felt his face heat up, avoiding eye contact while his heart pounded in his ears. "Right, yeah. Someone that'll cherish..." He mumbled, too flustered to think.
It wasn't even something to get flustered over!
He heard John laugh, the cup be lifted from his saucer, then placed down gently. "Your ears still go red when you blush."
Fuck.
"Good thing I've got hair to cover that up." He managed to say, pushing his hair in place to cover the reddening ears. More laughter from John, pitched so sweetly with lightheartedness.
"God, I haven't laughed this much in a while." The doctor admitted, fixing the collar of his shirt. "You always make it easier to laugh."
I'm going to fucking fall in love with you, stop it.
"What can I say? I'm just gift to all who have the pleasure and displeasure to know me." A signature cocky grin spread, followed up by a playful wink. "It's nice to hear you laugh again."
John's eyes seemed to brighten with something. Sebastian couldn't tell what had sparked in his eyes, getting lost in those beautiful eyes. It was like gazing into a blue crystal ball that carried so many human emotions inside. Grief, joy, anger, regret, love...
"I still have that pendant you made me."
Sebastian's eyes widened, jaw nearly dropping. "Holy shit, really?"
The doctor nodded with vigor, eyes glimmering with memories. "It's been sitting in some little trinket box for the longest time. I nearly forgot about it until now."
You kept the shitty little charm I made you by melting down a pound and burning my fingers trying to put a fingerprint into it...and then failing to do so and just making a weird dip in it?
"That's bloody insane. I mean, I'm glad to hear it but...damn. I should get you a chain for it, it'd be a better keychain or whatever. Maybe a Christmas ornament."
"I'd like it as Christmas ornament. I'll get that taken care of so you can see it if you stop by. We...try to host little holiday parties. Keyword try." John went from overjoyed to slightly dimmed down, likely remembering disastrous Christmas pasts.
Wait. You want to see me on Christmas? Have me over, spend time with me? You're going to make that broken little heart get fixed without raising a finger, John...
"That'd be nice. I mean, I'd be the first holiday party I'd go to willingly. I'd want that to have you there, yaknow?" Was it obvious he was fumbling over his words? Was his face more red or did it just feel warmer? God, this was a blissful disaster.
John brightened at that, nodding. "I'll do everything in my power to make it a good one, then. You'll get to eat some good homemade food if all else goes wrong."
Sebastian nodded, a more gentle smile growing on his face. "I think those girls who left you just because your flatmate is a bit of a dick didn't see how sweet you are."
Was that too flirty? I mean, I'm not trying to flirt or anything but...
John blinked, bursting into laughter after processing what was said. "Ever the smooth talker, 'Bastian!" He covered his mouth to stifle the continuous laughter, face flushing with joy-
Fuck, that's adorable.
Sebastian bit his tongue to keep back what he wanted to say. He wanted nothing more than to spill out all the yearnings and wishes that had been plaguing him all of last night and today.
"Hey, I'm just being honest over here!" Joining the laughter was irresistible, John had a contagious laugh. "You're a bloody sweetheart, mate."
A darker pink tint glowed on John's cheeks, finally managing to get control of his laughter. "I think you're the sweet one here, mate. I mean, you've been like...a ray of sunshine. Just positivity and the works." The doctor paused, brow furrowing. "Or I've been around my friend a bit too much."
Sebastian was still trying to process being called a ray of sunshine to respond, face absolutely burning a dark red. His heart had to be working overtime for how fast it seemed it was beating.
This has to be a dream. It has to be. God, I want to kiss him.
"Pretty easy to be all positive and...sunshine-y with you, doc."
That fucking nickname again? Really? At this rate I'm gonna greet him with "what's up doc" like an idiot!
The banter continued, John's tea getting cold as it was abandoned in favor for conversation. Sebastian lost count of how many times the smallest thing the doctor did or said that made him feel...alive.
He felt alive, like the rush from energy drinks had been put in his system without the chemicals and flavorings. And god was it more addicting than any of those drinks. He felt like he could go a whole week without sleep if he had John with him.
Parting ways felt like removing a bandaid. It had to be done. His cab was by the side, John waiting outside to see him off. Sebastian wanted to linger, to reach out and hold, be held. But he didn't let himself try, getting in the cab and giving some ridiculous farewell with another mischievous wink.
His heart ached for what he knew he couldn't have. If he got what he wanted, it'd end in tragedy. The truth would come out, either from his own slip ups or from either of the Holmes spilling it. Then the way he was perceived would change, be tainted with "innocent" blood spread, and he could never be held in those arms again.
I want to be ordinary.
#johnstian#john watson/sebastian moran#starts biting the bars of my cage#sebastian moran#john watson#i wish i could convert more people for this ship#like i can't be the only one making up bullshit (affectionate)!!!!! i wanna read someone else's bullshit (affectionate)!!!!!!!#to like the four or three people who enjoy this ship: ily /p#rayx writes#cutely writes to mitski <333#it's too perfect for them like shut UP#like bro if i could draw.......them and 'i bet on losing dogs' hits like a truck.#also 'i will' hits too. but that song just emotionally ruins me.#theres another song that isn't mitski that reminds me of them but i cannot recall#oh well. someday i'll have some bullshit about music with them.#eh jim got mentioned enough he can be tagged#jim moriarty#it's still implied or whatever the fuck but i'm too lazy to fix the tags#pov i tag before i finish writing like a dumb broad#jesus christ that last little paragraph hurt#shouout to 'eric' by mitski for fueling THAT#anyway um. it's like 4:30 in the morning. i started this at like...2:30-ish.#i'm deranged i need to be put in a box with a soft blanket and left to nap in the sunshine#god. hope you enjoy this holy shit i didn't expect THIS............
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@teddybeartoji @staryukis @mossmurdock @mikichko @twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat @hayakawalove @jel-lyy
“Exorcise. Consume. For whom?”
#holy shit this is genuinely so fucking stunning and SO sickening???#the color palette is GORGEOUS and i love these shades of blue SO much i think it ties in perfectly w suguru actually#him being in the middle of a busy intersection with city lights around??? this atmosphere is one of my FAVORITES of all time#AND PREV SO REAL i just love the pops of red too!#esp from the stoplights + the red on the pavement wow wow wow#i would’ve loved to see suguru animated like this like i need a show of just THIS style of atmosphere#it reminds me of gotham a little bit omfg… and new york… wowowowow the colors the vibes just EVERYTHING is gorgeous#and then suguru HIMSELF??? the white outlines of his curses??? it’s unreal???#just noticed the curses in the fog in the background holy FUCK#the way he’s just standing there too… insert patrick quote… MENACINGLY#BUT SERIOUSLY THOUGHNFNFNFN i love the lack of eyes but i love we can see his expression#this is so fucking cool i also love the painting-esque style of it all i wanna live here (with suguru)#this art reminds me of a dpr ian song… it’s just so good and fits the vibes so well WHEW#tagging everyone bc holy shit this is gorgeous. PREV RB TY FOR PUTTING THIS ON MY DASH LEGEND ILY#geto suguru fanart#favorite fanart
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i used to get so uncomfortable when strangers would call me she/her, but now i just find it amusing 🤭 i don't think i really care that much what random people call me, i'm not gonna see them again most likely, and honestly they can just believe whatever they want about what gender they think i am, i really don't care 😝
#personal#i have long hair now and although i do have a killer mustache its almost always covered in public by my mask#so idk really what i present as and honestly? i dont care! i find it very entertaining to see what gender i get perceived as#i dont and never have really tried to lower my voice. it dropped on T of course but im too lazy/dont care to voice train#its just a pain trying to remind myself to talk lower all the time and i dont care anymore so 🤷#sometimes i notice my voice getting a little high and i cringe a little but its sooooo much better than pre-T#honestly i id more as a butch than a man but cis people don't really get the nuances so i spose i will keep saying#that i am a 'trans man' if i really get pushed on it. most times i just say my pronouns are he/him and drop it there#i dont really like calling myself a 'man' but 'woman' feels even.. wronger? if that makes sense?#so like. nonbinary really. butch nonbinary#and regardless i still feel really attached to the trans label because im definitely not a woman#long story short: gender complicated. but i think i got it mostly figured out! and i dont really care what others think about it#honestly my favorite genders are the ??? ones. you know. like. 'are you a boy or a girl?' type genders#shout out to ppl with ??? genders ily
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x : TO LOVE, TO CHANGE: *+゚
in which: you tell veritas you love him. he gets upset with you.
warnings: contrary to what the synopsis implies, it's fluff, i promise. 1k words, first time saying ily, slightly cranky reader, no mentions of reader's gender, dr. ratio being so in love he becomes so soppy and lovestruck. confessions.
a/n: there's a phenomenon that happens whenever i write for dr. ratio, and it's that my heart literally lunges out of my chest and begins typing at the keyboard for me. i should get it checked out. anyways, this is to preemptively celebrate his release!!
“Why- why are you mad?” You exclaim, watching the way Veritas crosses his arms and pouts with the petulance of a child. His gaze has strayed away from your eyes, and all you can do is sit in his lap with your arms hanging at your sides, brain tirelessly racking for all the reasons that you could have angered him.
He doesn’t give you any clues, displeasure brewing in his eyes instead.
“Is it because I said ‘I love you’?”
The purple haired scoffs and sticks up his nose, hair bouncing with his actions whilst you jostle slightly on his legs from the quick action. As much as you love his side profile, you’d love it even more if he spoke to you about what is bothering him.
During this moment, the world stills. You think he’s genuinely mad, and Dr. Ratio’s fury-driven state is not something you should take lightly. Really, you’ve seen it multiple times, and though it has never been directed at you, you hope it never will be. Which is why you sit on his lap now, tensely anticipating his response, and for the answer as to what you did wrong.
“I was meant to say it first,” he grumbles, losing the arrogance that fills his tone whenever he speaks, air filling with sincerity.
“Excuse me?”
“You heard me. I was meant to be the one to say ‘I love you’ first.”
Your confusion is tangible at this point. Audible, if you will, because it rings like cicada sing. “Are you being serious?”
“Deadly.”
“You- why, then couldn’t you just have said it?” You sputter, slapping his defined deltoid, concern slowly melting into frustration. “Need I remind you that it was me who confessed to you first as well?”
“Yes, and it was positively the best day of my life.” He says that like it’s a simple fact. No sentiment, no heartfelt declaration, just another logical statement straight from a textbook of his life.
They say to be loved is to be changed, but no matter how much you love Veritas, all he knows is how to be an astronomical pain in your ass. Does he know how scared you were for his answer? You thought you did something unforgivable, or that he didn’t love you enough to respond in kind, or worst of all, that he wanted nothing to do with you anymore?
However, he's acting petty because he was not the first one to say those three words? You frankly don’t know why your heart beats for him as strongly as it does. In fact, you want to whack him over the head with his own codex.
Placing your hands firmly on his shoulders, you shuffle out of your position from his lap, planting your feet onto the ground. “Oh, you are so infuriating! Pretend I never said anything, I’m going back to my office until you-”
Not even two steps away from him and a hand clasps around your wrist to drag you back to where you started: on Dr. Ratio’s lap. His arms come to wrap around you like chains, leaving no room to wrestle him out.
“I never said you could leave. Especially not after telling me you love me,” he grumbles lowly into your collarbone, breath tickling your skin.
“I’m starting to regret it.”
“Can’t you at least say it again?”
“I don’t want to,” you grumble, arms snaking up to rest around his shoulders. “You don’t deserve it.”
“Well, that’s a little harsh. Is this how you treat the ones you love?”
“You haven’t even said anything back,” you pinch his skin. “Talk about harsh.”
“Do you remember the first time we met?” he asks with a fond chuckle, not missing the opportunity to leave kisses in a trail along your skin, making his way up your neck. Then, when his eyes meet yours, you almost crumble in embarrassment at the memory he’s injected into your mind.
You push him away and raise a hand to shield your eyes from him, clearly reliving a haunting memory. “Please don’t remind me.”
“Y’know, it’s not everyday someone gets to scold me and be right. If you weren’t so beautiful, I wouldn’t have let it slide, but it’s not everyday a gorgeous genius falls into my lap with guts to challenge me.”
“I was… agitated that day, so stop talking about it, please. In fact, for my sake, please just forget that moment. Completely.”
“Forget about it? Completely?” The scholar asks with genuine shock lacing his tone. “I fell in love with you in that very moment, how can you expect me to stop talking about it? You rendered me a fool in love and expect me to not think about the very moment it happened? Sweetheart, it was a pivotal moment of my life!”
“Not pivotal enough if you can’t even say ‘I love you, too’.”
“On the contrary, I have loved you longer. I yearned for you in wakefulness and in my dreams. I wished for you to look my way, and when you did, I never wanted your eyes to stray from me. How heartbreaking it was when they did.” His hand has snuck under your shirt now to rub circles on your skin. If he detached from you, he fears you’d slip away from him, and the worst thing you can give him is space. “Do you know how it felt chasing after you because you were the only one out of my reach? For three years, the only thing I wanted was to be yours. You made me an idiot.”
Stunned by his confession and the weight of it, you let him continue, sharp tongue softening. The only motivation you offer is a hand coming to cup his cheek, tucking aside his bangs so you can see his expression in its entirety.
His gold eyes shine when they look back up at you. For the first time, you feel like you’re seeing the parts of him that Veritas hides from everyone else.
“I love you.” He continues with heart wrenching devotion. “I’ll continue loving you until the streams stop, the rivers freeze, and the oceans dry. With three hundred thousand, eighty-three thousand, five hundred and seventy-one discovered planets in the cosmos, that phenomenon will approximately take-”
You seal his lips with yours in a gentle kiss, cradling his jaw and swallowing his words. Like wax to fire, Veritas sinks into you, completely helpless against your affections.
But, oh, you love him, and nothing else in the entire universe matters.
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took a small break and immediately started rotating an oc around—
#specifically a mutual’s oc#brock ily#NO BUT like…… dude is going Through It#was thinking about him and being in the forest for so long#and how he was just !!! a little guy !!!!!#left in a forest with some god !!!!!#thinks about his oopsie murder. thinks about how scared he was….#there was a video i saw that reminded me of him… a guy going around lifting rocks up to find bugs#and like#just imagining brock doing that…….#trying not to feel… bored in this forest#LIKE#ough. this guy#imagining him talking to the little bugs he tries to help#and grovey….#GOD. GROVEY.#he misses his brother sm 😭😭#sobs so loud over this guy he just wants to go homeeeeeee#BROCK ILYYYY#gently takes his hand…. lets go to a mc d’s and get you some chimken nuggets :]#lantern says stuff
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since we agreed to be wingmen, may i please request some relationship HCs for my pretty boy, Sol? thank you, ILY ♡ i really appreciate you!!
Insatiable (Sol x MC/Reader - Relationship HCs)
Anon, I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I did writing it. <33
I'm feeding you all well tonight. >:]
TW: Couple mentions of being railed but that's about it.
- Signed by biggest-geo-oogami-enjoyer
Insatiable: incapable of being satisfied : quenchless. had an insatiable desire for wealth.
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Sol had dreamed of being with you for years.
So when, after spending a long time cultivating the perfect words and personality, he would strike.
When you sat on his lap in the library, he was taking his all to not get rock-hard right then and there. Frankly, he was on the verge of fainting from how flushed he felt.
He can't wait for when he can have you on him every day and not just on his lap.
Over the course of him slowly developing a friendship with you, along with sabotaging Crowe behind the scenes, he learns everything about you. He doesn't have to rummage through old files or photos, he has you! In the flesh!
And he will use all that info to his advantage.
Gets you gifts all the time, small things he claims to have 'reminded him of you'.
Eventually asks you out after he takes you to a place with your favourite food.
You oblige, of course. How can you not? He's a delusional maniac who needs emerge- been an awesome friend to you! Plus he's hot.
When in a relationship with you, he is probably gonna show up at your residence (with permission this time!!!).
Will help you study whenever you ask for it and is actually excellent at teaching things to you.
Alas some of you choose to do other forms of exploring during that time smh
Will hold your hand if you allow it (he refuses to do anyth- a lot of things without your consent) iykyk
When in private? This man is all over and sometimes even inside you.
He's nibbling, suckling, caressing, biting, holding, hugging, kissing, railing you as much as possible.
With consent, of course.
He'd never do anything while you were, say, asleep. That'd be so naughty of him.
And he's a good boy for you, is he not?
He'll bark for you.
Sol will also cook for you. You don't have a choice, he wants to do this for you (he's good at it as well). Although...you do sometimes get weirdly sleepy after dinner.
If you get harassed by someone? They're going fucking missing.
If someone hits on you? Dead.
Someone hits you? Tortured, dead, mutilated.
Sol's a petty guy.
But is it so wrong to want his angel all to himself?
Due to the fact he's huge that's what she said and strong af, he def is the type to pick you up and take you places if you're too lazy or sore to walk, or to get something off of a high shelf.
Is 110% made for domesticity, this guy will do all the housework, also gives 'Acts of Service' vibes. (Yes I know he's all 5 but so what)
He also blushes really easily, so teasing him is an awesome form of entertainment...just. Try not to do it on the day before an event or school day.
Will bury his face into yours as much as he can, your scent calms him down.
Also will sleep however and wherever you want, he was born to be yours and to oblige every word that comes out of your gorgeous little mouth. <333
#the kid at the back#reminder that geo is superior#tkatb vn#tkatb#tkatb x reader#sol brugmansia#solivan brugmansia#sol brugmansia x reader#tkatb sol#sol x reader#took me about a month but we have a sol request yayyyy
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