#just a bunch of little things of mine

[minoriin3]

Ogni tanto aggiorno questa caterva di spazzatura e lo so che non interessa a nessuno -probabilmente neanche a me, non tantissimo almeno-, ma prendetelo come un incoraggiamento a continuare le cose che avete iniziato o almeno a mettere per iscritto i vostri sentimenti perché serve. È liberatorio

Ecco qui

In English

Sometimes I feel like updating this pile of mine b*lls*it, and I know that nobody cares -maybe even I don't care, not that much at least- BUT take that as an encouragement to keep doing what you've started. Or, at least, to write your own feelings 'cause it's useful. It's like freeing yourself.

So, yeah, here it is:

" Just a bunch of (mine) bullshit " by Minoriin3 on Wattpad https://www.wattpad.com/story/116948852?utm_source=android&utm_medium=com.tumblr&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Minoriin3&wp_originator=jgO09%2BeDspiahWfSurF%2BqcsiNTh9fRJmOzB4BCZu33tYXWd8eIaNbDZUDnBtEv6L%2Bz9ubaAwz6nHUB8wF7vdhQ1xqPDmLFK18CJnJiOU8Tqeta0362ar9P7CEmHkyGOx

[feroluce]

NO OK BUT I'M STILL NOT OVER BOOTHILL AND DAN HENG AND THE JADE ABACUS IN ENA'S DREAM!!!!!

For some extra context, I have a whole henghill manifesto I wrote over here, but the tl;dr is that Dan Heng decides to use the Jade Abacus of Allying Oath to save the Express Crew the first time. Boothill urges him to think it over carefully, but he doesn't stop him. And then, the second time Dan Heng decides to use it, we get this instead:

And just! That's so!! so!!!

Because like. We see in the first battle against Sunday that that Jade Abacus is effective, like we really do just get an entire army lead by a whole-ass Emanator of The Hunt right to our location and ready to fuck shit up. It's important. It's incredibly valuable. That is a huge amount of power to hold in the palm of one's hand.

But Tiernan's relic works the same way.

Galaxy Rangers are terribly dangerous. Boothill comments on this when discussing Acheron's motives, because he can't believe anyone would be stupid enough to get The Hunt on their asses. They're considered to be on a level even above The Annihilation Gang.

And now, with the burial relic, he has a way to get thousands of them, almost immediately, and all in one place.

And you can't tell me that wouldn't be something extremely useful to Boothill, like literally life-saving. He's wanted by the IPC. He makes his living as a bounty hunter. His whole driving motivation in life right now is to do whatever he can, up to and including throwing away his own human body, to ruthlessly hunt down one man and kill him in revenge. Like that has to be dangerous, the IPC is a massive entity with far-reaching influence and money and power and weaponry. He surely must have already had some close calls.

Like can you imagine it? Galaxy Rangers are solitary creatures. If Boothill were to find himself near death, he would probably be all alone. Do you think he had regrets? Did he wonder if anyone would find his own burial relic? Did it feel the same way it did when they melted his flesh, replaced it with metal? Did he lay there with his vision slowly blacking out until he thought of home, and family, and the little daughter who he never even got to hear her first word, until he was so full of fury that he could prop himself up on his rage like a crutch and find help?

Tiernan's relic would have been like a get-out-of-jail-free card. Just for one time, no matter where Boothill was, someone would find him. The Galaxy Rangers aren't sociable or organized between themselves, but they help their own. Someone would save him.

He chooses to give all of that up to help Dan Heng.

And I just cannot get over it, especially the wording of it, the pause before he speaks, the gentle way he tells him to hold onto his once-in-a-lifetime treasure...!! He wants Dan Heng to leave this to him! He wants him to keep this precious item that will help him save his companions again in the future! And maybe it's just...wishful thinking, me reading too much into it? But I mean. Just the way he says it...

I really do think it comes from a place of deep kinship and respect. That there's a lot of thought and feeling behind that statement. Something from one Pathstrider of The Hunt to another. Boothill fought for his home and his family, he fought really really hard! But. Sometimes that just doesn't matter. And now he's watching Dan Heng fight for his, too.

When he made that decision the first time, Dan Heng was in the parlor car of the Astral Express. He was completely removed from any danger. He could have chosen to get the hell out of Dodge and not look back. Obviously we know he would never even consider such a thing, but it was technically an option, and Boothill watched him decide to go back into the proverbial lion's den for his friends anyway. And I'm sure that was part of what sealed his decision, to later use Tiernan's relic instead of the Jade Abacus to summon enough people to disrupt Ena's Dream. Because he greatly values ideas like righteousness and justice and saving people, and Dan Heng so beautifully embodies all of that and then some.

Boothill doesn't have people to protect anymore, only ghosts to avenge.

And there is just something so endlessly endearing about him wanting to help Dan Heng, to make sure his friend doesn't go through that the way he did.

[roots-symphony]

And it looks like I'm caught

r e d - h a n d e d

[burningcomputerpersona]

ALL SEVEN MINUTES AND FIFTY ONE SECONDS OF UNTITLED LIVE. AND IT WAS EVEN BETTER THAN I'D EVER EXPECTED

[mabaris]

also. tbh. a little disappointed it seems like taash is Also going to be from the qun, or at least a very recent defect. i was hoping we’d get to see more vashoth characters

[michameinmicha]

I was thrift shopping today and bought the cutest pyjamas!!! Theyre red with little stars and moons (sort of in the same colour as the fabric but glossy, idk how to desribe it) yayy

[jargyles]

GHOSTFACE!JANCY FIC FOR YA!

my rule for kinktober was to not have anything be over 1k but yall know how i get... i love them too much to shut up about em... its true.

also like i said its a scream au fic, the blood fearin gworls need not click but theres some social flops and jancy typical codependent vibes that r fun for the whole family

[softness-and-shattering]

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[whatifiaskedyoutostay]

‎‎‎‎♱ The Exorcist 2016 - Original Post Roundup ♱

I've had this blog for 2 4 months now, so I decided to make a list of the original work (gifsets, videos, memes) that I've created so far! 👇

Gifsets:

Marcus looking at Tomas • Tomas and Marcus touching / invading each other's space • Tomas / Marcus "can't do this alone" parallel • Tomas / Marcus collar parallels • Marcus leaves people he loves • Tomas' social blunder • Marcus is a bisexual icon • Marcus gives up something beautiful • Tomas / Marcus parallels (part 2 | part 3)

Edits and art:

Marcus collage edit • Marcus & Tomas moodboards • Tomarcus vs funny tumblr tags • Marcus polaroids

Picture memes:

Tomas & Marcus little guy chart • Which is gayer? (Tomarcus) • The Church vs. Marcus • Demons know what Marcus is (fruity) • Tomas vs. demons of bisexuality • Random Tomarcus meme dump! • The Exorcist + text posts (part 2 | part 3 | part 4) • Marcus' bisexual sitting

Videos:

Tomarcus "Almost Lover" ship edit • Marcus and Tomas being cute and funny w/ each other compilation • Another sweet and short Tomarcus music edit • The Exorcist as vines! • Tomas googles his homosexual crisis • Marcus being a sassy sl00t • Marcus punches a demon (vine) • Marcus and Tomas can't stop looking at each other • Another Marcus sassy / flirty edit • Marcus is gay and likes music • How exorcist characters would call you gay

[allisonreader]

Sometimes I wonder what's the point of sharing my writing.

I share my writing because I want someone, anyone to get as excited about it as me.

I don't know if I've ever found that person yet...

[artanogon]

thinking more about being trans

[bubblybloob]

I can't help now but imagine that when Cold finally falls prey to the hibernation scheme (as they all will, eventually 👁👁) Hunted will take the opportunity to put him in the washing machine until the mange crust is all gone.

First of all, who’s to say they fall to the hibernation? 👁️👁️

Secondly, NO DON’T WASHING MACHINE MY BOY I’VE BEEN THERE IT IS HELL HE WON’T SURVIVE-

[moe-broey]

LIKE........ @ the prev post about armor flexibility.... Is That Why They Look Like That??????? 👁️👁️

Something else fascinating I found actually when I was comparing the Askr trio (knowing Alfonse and Sharena largely match, just a few differences here and there), wanting to get a better look at Anna...

SHE HAS BIG ASS BOOTS?!????? I. COMPLETELY FORGOR ....... it gives her a real sturdy look though. Hm.... (Thinking about what this means for characterization/how I'd draw her, esp w my initial impressions kind of. Being the opposite of this LMFAOOO oops 😥)

[celibibratty]

let me educate people to understand what i am, fictosexuality is a spectrum of asexuality(i don't believe much in that, cuz i personally don't think you need to be asexual to be this, not saying that I not, i believe pretty much i'm asexual, i just don't say that out loud cuz i don't like labels), well, and it's a lifestyle, it's not a mentall illness cuz it's not something you develop, you born with!, sometimes you can take time to Discover/trigger your fictosexuality, but you always had, you don't develop!, me being fictosexual means that my brain develop intense feeling toward fictional things, in a way mine feelings for it seems almost...real, i love this fiction as a being not as a thing/material, my brain seem to not difference mine feelings toward real and fictional things, I love it like a person

FYI: fictosexuality is NOT a esquizophenia cuz in fictosexuality you have total sense that fiction is not real, you have a good sense of fiction and reality(so much that I even proship💢)

This thing seem so complex, i wish i could know more, the only thing that says about its about that miku case, and I hate how here on tumblr people make this thing seem only about reader x characters💢 or self insert/oc x character, i don't think every person who do reader x character or self insert and create an oc to ship with a character are born fictosexual, and not every fictosexual person like doing those things(Sorry, but for me just seem to be a bunch of teens that want to be part of something, so they identify with that cuz they have fictional crushes, this thing is way more complex than just having fictional crushes, the struggles, the way It affects your life, it's not only that), no, no, this thing is way more complex than that, i don't think it's only limited to romantic feelings, it's a style of affection, you have strong feelings for fictional things(rather them being romantic, platonic), like, in my case, I don't fantasize myself with the chatacters I like, i don't wish them to be real, I don't care if they are not real( i personally find a bit clueless this thing of wanting/imagining dating a Doll🙄💦, but i'll try not judge, this community is already judged enough💧), and my fictosexuality works different depending to thing to thing

.......i feel people have more deep reasons to love the things/characters that they are ficto with, but i feel people never tell the whole story cuz they don't want to sound crazy or maybe it's too personal for them, but like me, I feel I'm ficto towards lis2 cuz i associate him with a better phase of mine life, during mine whole teenagehod i cared too much about what others think, i had afraid, i was super anxious, I felt my life was...just surving, I was just enduring everything, but on 2019 I....changed, and maybe i associate this change with sean and daniel(lis2), had some struggle moments in 2019, but they didn't affected me as much as it would if were me from the past, cuz enjoy lis2 made me don't care too much, was a the phase at my life that made me see that my life could be lighter and the future was brighter(mine relationship with this game is very weird cuz it's good and bad, I. Don't forget ep 4 day, ~ but EP 4 would already the consequence of the fictosexuality!!!!!), idk i feel i associate mine change of heart during this phase with lis2, i like to say that 2019 was the phase that i found mine kid part again(I was blunt, confident, fierce, but now i mix it with mine new version, quiet, anxious, insecure), I feel i am the version that i am now cuz of lis2. In the end my naivety killed me but i feel it's almost a canonical event in the life of any ficto individual(you will always develop a trauma with some of your ficto relationships💦)

Now we have the....woman💧, she saved lis2/sean and daniel to me, she saved me, cuz she healed a depression, a anger that had in me for 5 years, at that miserable problematic phase, what was happening with lis2 to me was so unfair, so sad, i thought it would be like this forever, i thought i would feel like this forever(I lost my joy, my creativity, my dignity, everything, i felt I had lost everything),......, but she came like an...angel to me💧, cuz she show me that it wouldn't be like this forever, you won't feel like this forever, thanks to her i learning to enjoy things again, she is opening doors that would never be opened before, I watch things, I watched this arcane this year(I was so traumatized at that time, that I couldnt watch those heavy things without feeling triggered or associate with something), everything that I love on her was things that i hated on daniel at First, at now thanks to her i learned to accept and respect/admire them on him, I want to...protect her, and i don't fail with her like with lis2, that's why know what It is this thing is so important to me, it doesn't change the miserable feeling, and the attacks, so they will always have, the only thing I can do is not see(that's what i try to do now), but know why i feel what i feel, what exactly it is makes me feel more better to control It, and handle It, cuz now i know what it is

[autumnrory]

woooo my niece took 5 of my 13 lego sets, one of which was one of the three larger ones, so that's one huge box out of the way and i'm just glad she wanted them because like they ARE twenty years old and they look fine ofc but sometimes kids aren't gonna want stuff that isn't new and shiny ya know, but she did seem to want everything which would've been fine with me but i knew there was no way they would take all that with them, and at least i still have stuff of my own to sell, plus should get at least a cut of my brother's stuff for doing the inventory and putting together that stuff that wasn't already done

[vampiremourning]

anyway as soon as i pry myself off this couch im gonna share some screenshots of bg3 protags on my sideblog. just gotta like. reach the desk first.