#jk i love you two i wont be mean

[cursed-elo-images]

I’m unfortunately not able to buy these,

But WOW.

I love the first design honestly.

Especially…

Melvyn

So hopefully this post and my reblog will give people who can afford these more exposure to support your business and so the customers will have the string trio™️ in their life 😩😩😩😩

Also oh man Melvyn is so glittery.

do YOU like the Electric Light Orchestra? are you a mega fan of the string section from their classic years—consisting of Melvyn Gale, Mik Kaminski, and Hugh McDowell? those are really unsubtle questions because that’s what I have to offer!

ELO Resident String Trio design

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if you want them on things, you can get them on things! originally I was making this for myself to add to my collection of ELO strings shirts, my original two shirts are from like five years ago now and that’s not what my style looks like anymore. but I figure other people might want something like this too, so now it’s on my Redbubble 😌

one of the original String Trio shirts from about 2018, not available on my Redbubble because I printed it at my family’s print shop

[fromtenthousandfeet]

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Yes seven and golden were definitely successful. The music that was chosen all have easy hooks and JK's by no means a bad performer. Also JK was extremely popular prior to his solo songs. And anon isn't wrong per se - I'd say JK is definitely the most known member of BTS right now. He should be shouldn't he? Comparing his activities to the only other two members who could've possibly competed - Jimin and Tae had a pretty limited rollout. They didn't go on extended radio legs in the west or otherwise, didn't perform at any big locations like times square or gcf or iheart, didn't have huge collabs with huge western artists, didn't get the Hybe / sb marketing team hounding every music critic, radio host or netting awards for them (imo VMAs are usually negotiated, I've said this before JK entered the picture so i wont be changing my opinion just because he won one - they wouldn't give it to some unknown but the fan voting is a formality). What I question is if goldens only purpose was to be successful for its own sake.

How well did JK really do? With Jimin we can see that his newer songs from muse did better than his older ones from face. Even though sgmb wasn't as popular with his fanbase or in English, it still did better than smf pt 2 and who obviously performed much better than like crazy. Jimin's success with face translated into more fans, more organized fbs and hence a better performance with muse even though he's enlisted and couldn't properly promote his album. I won't consider nlg a worthy comparison since it's just a fansong but let's compare SNTY to 3d or seven. That's fair enough right? JK only had a few weeks to promote it before he enlisted but I would still say better than being totally radio silent like Jimin for muse. Anyhow SNTY's success was very JK from BTS-esque coded. As in without all the marketing and hype, that songs success is what I would've initially expected from JK in the first place from chapter two before the insanity of seven. It did very well of course. But how is it that we went through such a huge hype cycle of the biggest global popstar who sang seven to rival western artists and BTS themselves, all that marketing and activities and then end up right back to the same situation with his music performance that he would've achieved with his popularity post-hiatus anyway. If Jimin is dependent on his fans for his chart performance then SNTY shows that JK is still dependent on armys but how are they both now in the same situation when one has industry plant level money behind him? (industry plant is just a factual moniker for me not an insult for example I love industry plants Olivia Rodrigo and Sabrina Carpenter). But where are all his new fans that he gained from seven and 3d?

If I invested so much money at JK only for his performance at the charts to revert back to the same level as it was before I did that, then I'd be questioning a lot. Of course scooter and his buddies probably still made a sick amount of money from seven and golden but as Hybe trying to make a new BTS, I'd be annoyed that my marketing budget for JK would have to stay huge to get the returns I want. He's no BTS - invest minimal budget and get huge returns. JK might still get the golden treatment once he's back - sunk cost theory is a thing after all. And while JK didn't quite become the next Justin Bieber like he was supposed to, he's still more successful than 95% of Hybe's other projects. Anyway I doubt people who aren't as deep into this as us can even tell his popularity isn't at the level it's supposed to be at. They'll just say JK is the most successful member from BTS because like you said marketing works. However JK in chapter two has shown me that unless he makes a serious breakthrough with his next projects - his merits as a solo artist are still inextricably tied into his groups fanbase. Which is fine since Armys are still huge and maybe that will be enough even though I feel he failed to net enough dedicated fans with his solo music. But I do wonder about the sustainability of this arrangement when the group returns or if the group decides to go on a more permanent hiatus. Will armys all convert to jjks? I guess we shall see.

Also sidenote I know Tae's music has never done as well as Jimin's and his popularity is more superficial than Jimin's but I still think he's more popular than the other members by far and he could've potentially gotten to Jimins level if he'd done a better debut solo album. Just clarifying since I bunched Tae and Jimin together here even though it's not 2022 anymore and Jimin has strided past Tae as a solo artist. Also they may have definitely not opted into whatever deal JK had - I doubt they were offered one but it's possible it was their choice too. I don't want to strip them of their agency. Tae and Jimin have seemed more wary of Hybe than JK I think

Thanks for sharing. Lots of good info here.

[ticklystuff]

Hi dear!!

Since I'm heads over hills him, can I ask for F, P and V for Caelus?

Love u

tickly alphabet!

hiiii nim! thank you for requesting bby boy i love him so much

F: Fight | What is their behavior in a tickle fight like?

I love when my MCs are slightly unhinged, like little gremlins that bite your ankles in the middle of the night and I like projecting this kind of energy onto Caelus. Anyway, I can't imagine him being the type that would take losing well because he's the ✨protagonist✨ after all and sometimes violence is the answer to winning (can't tickle back when your arms are snapped in three after all) so when he's being tickled, he will throw punches and kick his legs just to free himself because he can just apologize for any injuries later

When he has the upper hand, he'll like laugh along with the lee, which might sound kind of maniacal, but it's actually kinda cute because it means he's having a fun time demolishing the competition

P: Partner In Crime | If they were to go after a lee and accept the aid of a tickle partner, who do they prefer to join hands with and why?

The rest of this ask is just gonna be all about dancae hoohooheee~

But ahem, the obvious answer here is March because the two of them are besties. The day that Caelus stepped onto the train, March pulled him into her room to start gossiping about Dan Heng and she spilled everything she knows about Dan Heng, even the fact that he's ticklish, which Caelus took great interest in. Obviously, they have to do something with this info, so the first thing they do is seek out Dan Heng mwehehehe

And then when they find out Dan Heng has a dragon form, naturally the first thing Caelus thinks of is to test whether Dan Heng is still sensitive in the same areas, to which he enlists help from March~

V: Victim | As a ler, who is their favorite lee and what makes this person their ultimate victim?

idk why you'd send this one because y'know the answer jk any reason to talk about them

I am legally obligated to say Dan Heng because:

Caelus is madly in love

Dan Heng is the typical stoic lee with a pretty smile, but hardly uses it, so Caelus has taken it upon himself to fix that issue

Caelus loves teasing Dan Heng because Dan Heng always has a perfect response/answer to everything, but all Caelus needs to do is wiggle his fingers in Dan Heng's direction to turn him into a stuttering mess

Caelus also loves praising Dan Heng while tickling him by telling him stuff like that he has the prettiest laugh and smile because not only does it fluster Dan Heng to the highest degree, Dan Heng will try to cover his face to hide the blush creeping on his face, which means his arms aren't able to stop Caelus from tickling him even more and Caelus won't stop till Dan Heng admits those things himself (a simple "yes" or "I agree" wont suffice; Dan Heng needs to say "I have the prettiest laugh" word-for-word if he wants Caelus to stop)

[calorgansout]

pinned or whatever

calgutsout -> calbrainsout -> calorgansout

fucking. idk what to put here uhh hi im zombie n im batshit insane. jk im normal. normalmaxxing. you can trust me. dont be scared. come closer.

oh n my pronouns r he/it. like im gonna he/it u. hehe. please send hel

bodily 17 i am only a child u cannot be mean to me ever. i like that stuff u already know abt. the pew pew stuff.

sometimes i dont tag my posts but when i do i use #double barrel shotgun

for asks i use #6 am

also sometimes the ppl in my head post on here. their tags r:

#your fav psycho - cal (he/him)

#NS - eric/reb (he/him)

#lieutenant sir - andre (he/him)

n sometimes cal or andre talk abt each other in or outside source n for that they use #army of two

n then theres the tags related to that stuff:

im psychotic n sometimes ill say some more outlandish erotomania adjacent stuff abt a certain guy for which i use #love taste

or less crazy stuff abt the same guy i wont name him here u can figure it out but the tag is #No. 624

#mastermind - columfags

#dismembered pugachova - academy gayniacs

#guiposting - taucci

#dahm boy - jeff d

n i think thats it. yeah bye

[poopscooplala]

(psa this is mostly referring to the movies)

ive seen a few posts that have bothered me. i searched "remadora bad" on google to see what people were saying and it came up eith tumblrs and reddits etc and they were all really weird.

i recently got into the marauders fandom after reading atyd and being a fan of harry potter since i was a child, this fandom made me really happy because of the escapism it provided. many of us have loved hp and then realised its problematic aspects and seen jkr being the worst and no longer can escape with hp.. and marauders fandom is a much more inclusive and feels safe space. i do ship wolfstar and i want to get this straight because one post mentioned wolfstar shippers and it was definitely a weird take.

the post was about how women who ship two men together hate women because if theres a woman in the picture its always a crime against her i guess? they also touched on fetishisation of gay men in a way that seemed to be encapsulating all of these people into that message.

1. not everyone who ships two men hates women. i mean this is absurd 😭 it seemed much more like this poster was more anti fanon, which is odd. anyone who defends jkr instantly puts me off, i understand if someone is confused by not following canon when talking abt media.. but it shouldnt go so far as to licking jkrs ass saying "shes the author she knows best🤓🤓" we know shes the author, thats half the problem. anyway, i understand this point but it didnt work in the context they were using it for (remadora/wolfstar). the marauders fandom has been criticised for misogyny, but the generalisation of shippers all having that belief is just untrue.

2. fetishisation of gay men is most definitely prevelant in shipping spaces but it goes eithout saying that an entire community of people wont all have the same views and opinions. from personal experience, i have always been wary of fetishising gay men and recently realised that my special interests being shipping different gay relationships has been involved in my gender identity. im not really sure of anything yet but i am exploring being actually a man or gener fluid or non binary.. as i said i dont know yet but i have realised that i have always put myself in these ships, wanting to be one of the men in them (of course this hasnt been the sole reason im questioning my gender). generally, i think shipping is very fun and just a great way of exploring romance in your favourite medias that represent you - which is what many people in the marauders fandom express. i do understand this concern though - fetishisation is a real thing and these ships shouldnt be objectified to be apart of that. i just dont think we should automstically assume every shipper is fetishising gay ppl.

nothing ive talked abt has rlly been abt marauders so far but i just wanted to set up some context and rant abt that post tbh.

as ive grown, ive realised how forced remadora was in the movies. i always felt like it came out of nowhere but i was a kid and i didnt care enough to think abt it like i just wanted to see harry running through the grass and shit. anyway, ive watched a few viedos abt the marauders fandom and about jk rowlings problematic writing and i have a few points to make about remadora and tonks' and remus' characters respectively.

in ootp, tonks is introduced as a fun, independent, and rebellious person. they arent afraid to speak out abt their name to someone more experienced in the field (mad-eye) and they have bright purple hair so obviously they r cool and awesome. they are a metamorphagus(?) meaning they can change some parts of how they look. i, and many others, see this as a symbol of trans teens. correcting the feminine "nymphadora" to a more unisex "tonks", the fact they can literally change how they look (perhaps showing their desire to change themselves ehich many trans people relate to), and their overrall childlike attitude. i think rowling makes tonks young and fun to show immaturity, therefore the transcoded character is sort of displayed as an immature teen that doesnt know any better (insert jkrs transphobic tweets here).

THEN in hbp the newly called "dora" is married. not only is tonks feminised by heteronormativity (a big aspect of stereotypical femininity is marriage) but their general appearance and attitude has changed. her hair is now like a light brown, and this natural colour i feel may allude to the natural order of womanhood is to maybe go through a rebellious gender non conformity teenhood, but eventually we all "mature" into our "natural" womanhood.. may be a reach buut?? anyway, their dialogue in this movie is very small - i assume its different in the book, but i feel like either way their dialogue would be similarly all focusing on remus (way to fail the bechdel test) which ironically is more represantative of jkr hating woman soo the ship they r saying is the anti "gay shippers who hate women" is one of the many symbols of misogyny in jkrs books.. i mean idk if i need to say this but a woman isnt defined by being married/with a man and i feel like jkr is trying to present it that way.

jkr seems to have unintentionally presented her transphobic views in the character of tonks. many people related to tonks because of their gender fluidity and hbp disappointed many with this character development.

now, the age gap between remus and tonks is 13 years which is gross. especially when you think about the more childish representation of tonks in ootp, like theyve been matured in hbp for the purpose of making the relationship less weird? idk but this is a point that really irks me because many ppl ignore this and always conclude that ppl who dont like remadora are just wolfstar shippers and also hate tonks because they r a woman. even if i hated wolfstar id still hate remadora because of this gross age gap😭😭

another post was from like 10 yrs ago so, perhaps the opinions are just outdated considering jkrs problematic behaviour has become more of general knowledge in recent years but they basically were the common "he not gay jkr mad ehim be with woman he cant be gay 🤓🤓🤓🤓🤓🤓" .. jkr has made lots of promises she couldnt keep.. like the whole can of worms that is the time turners (no cedric diggory would not become a death eater please go back to bed omg) so it really isnt unheard of that she could make a gay character and then just.. ruin it?

she definitely didnt intentionally make anyone gay, because she ahtes gay ppl, but remus and sirius are very commonly interpreted to be queer coded. loads of ppl mention this, but even david thewlis (remus lupin actor) read the characters as lovers. many people saw them as lovers so thought remus was gay, then saw him marry tonks and felt confused. of course he could just be bi but jkr wasnt writing that i dont think lolz EVEN if that was the case, remus is meant to be a good character so why is he getting with tonks who is so much younger than him, to me it makes no sense. which is why many people think remadora doesnt make sense, why many marauders fans, including myself, dont see remadora as what would happen. like im not saying that sirius would be a live and blah blah because im referring to a still canon compliant story, it just would not include remadora and its weird energy.

also, jkr said once that lycanthropy was a symbol for rhe aids crisis (thats not a gay allusion at all 🤗). and hootsyoutube makes a great point about how this is problematic. remus lupin is not the only werewolf in the series, greyback is another one that is apart of the wizard nazis and was the one who bit little 5 yr old baby remus lupin. so.. this is very predatory behaviour, i mean he sliterally biting people (like a lion eating a gazelle or sumn idk r u getting what im putting down 😭😭). now, what is a harmful and highly perpetuated stereotype against gay people.. you got it - predatory behaviour. jkr connects the aids crisis to werewolves who are (except remus) presented as predators who prey on little children 😝😝 amazing!!! SO jkr does allude to gay/bi remus buuut its also in a very evil very malevolent light because shes a witch cackling in the night

i hate canon dick riders because not only is the canon problemstic and jkr is evil BUT its literally a made up story... why do you care abt whats canon and ehats not? some may not get it but i love the feeling of being in the marauders fandom, where everything is just made up by us like its so whimsy so fun.

another post that rlly grinded my gears was saying "yall will complain abt remadora age gap but then ship snarry and snermione" which if ur referring to only ppl who ship this then yes you ate down very demure very mindful.. but it wasnt. why ar eppl generalising so hard like i know for a fact I do not ship that... thats pedofilia guys!! and i know most in marauders fandom dont either because most marauders fans i see rnt disgusting monster people? but they also used this to undermine the age gap in remadora, like no they r both bad both weird and the fact that one is by the author of hp is very telling

okay thats the end of my rant uhhh 🥸

[aajjks]

TC!dad!JK

“are you kidding me?” you then put jawon in his bed and walk out of the room, not wanting to yell at jungkook in front of your toddlers. “if there’s anyone who should be put out of their misery, it’s me” you cry out to him. “you say one and thing and you do another, jungkook. i don’t trust anything you say or do”

jungkook is just tired. he loves you so much but when you get like this, it messes with his head especially considering that he hasn’t been sleeping properly. why can’t you just understand that you’re his world? why does he keep worsening the smallest good things with you? you two were in such a good place until the argument and he’s truly regretful but he can see you don’t believe his words.

he weakly hands you the sword and presents his neck and this all looks familiar. you suddenly remember when jungkook had you put a knife to his neck to prove you loved him and because you aren’t a psychopath, you didn’t do it.

even now when he presents the sword to you, your heart sinks to your stomach. that same feeling arises in your chest and your anger is placed with pity.

truly, this “relationship” between the two of you will never work and unfortunately, you both have involved children. you’re both trapped in maze with no way out and the only escape for the both of you seems to be death. it’s always death instead of just doing the sane thing and letting it all go. letting you go.

“i’m not going to kill you, jungkook” you say. “however, if you wish to end yourself i just ask that you don’t do it anywhere near our children” your voice is a lot calmer now and you turn around to walk back inside the nursery.

“i just wish you’d see how we aren’t meant for each other and hopefully this helps you realize that”

you head back inside not really sure what to do now but it’s clear that you and jungkook are back at square one. you spent all these years building sandcastles only for them to be washed away. you’re not sure what jungkook is going to do with himself but you’re going to see this through for you and your children.

new plan: get the fuck out of here.

~🫧

He stands up, clenching his jaw upon hearing your words.

What the fuck are you talking about?

“W-What the fuck do you mean by saying that we’re not meant for each other???” He stands right infront of you blocking your view.

You’ve got him mad again. Jungkook and You are soulmates, made for each other!!? How can you say that?? “YN how can you say that?!” He asks you baffled.

“I’m your destiny yn. Just like you’re mine too. ACCEPT THAT.” He resists the urge to grab you because he knows it’s going to trigger you even more. But jungkook doesn’t want to shout at you.

So why do you keep pissing him off. “You’re having this dilemma way too late. It’s been 15 years yn.” He rolls his eyes. “You can’t do this to me!! My crime doesn’t deserve a huge punishment like this!” He is so frustrated right not but he can’t scream at you.

Because he’s already fucked up bad.

“no I wont! You can’t just say things like that and expect me to not react the way I do. STOP IT!”

[frostythefrostedfox]

Hot take

I have come to make two hot takes for the price of one, and I don't care what anyone has to say because I wont be accepting any discussion on the matter (because i know i am factually correct /jk)

Poison: Spanish > Italian > English

The original song is peak, but I just went feral when I heard the spanish version, amongst the changes on the lyrics are

"I'm not above another love to cash in, Another lover underneath those flashing lights, Another one of those ruthless nights" changes to "Mi cuerpo siempre estuvo en venta, Y cada amante solo es otro del monton, Cada noche un nuevo amor", "My body was always for sale, Every lover is just another one in the pile, Every night a new love"

"What's the worst part of this hell? I can only blame myself" to "Lo peor de todo es que me la busque", which roughly translates to "The worst part is that this is what I was looking for"

"I made my choice, and every night I'm living like there is no tomorrow" to "Me hace mal ya no hay vuelta atrás, Cada noche acabo con mi propia vida", which means "This is hurting me, there is no turning back, I'm taking my own life every night", and the second time the verse repeats, in spanish it says "No dejo de atentar contra mi propia vida", which means "I don't stop trying to end my own life"

While in italian it goes just as raw in the intro, changing it to "Questa è la vita che mi piace, Un altro amante e tante telecamere, E l'illusione di scegliere", which is "This is the life that I love, Another lover and lots of cameras, And the illusion of choosing"

The part that says "I got so good at being untrue, I got so good at telling you what you wanna hear, I dissassociate, dissapear, So far beyond difficult to resist another gulp" turns into "Mentire è il mio mestiere, So sempre quando quel che dico ti piacerà, Rinuncio alla mia identità, E l'orgoglio che io ho fino in fondo ingoierò", meaning "Lying is my job, I always know when what I say pleases you, I renounce to my identity, And I'll swallow the pride that I have"

The only reason why I put the spanish version above the italian one is because the ending in italian is kind of weak, way weaker than in the other versions, but the vocals are Chef's Kiss

[hobidreams]

Hello 🌸,

I just so finished your first Jimin fic warm hand, ice cold heart and i wanted to tell you how much i liked not only the fic itself, but your way of writing. You write in such a warm and heartfelt way that it truly consumes you into the fic, and lets you feel all of the raw emotions. At first, i thought Jimin is some douchebag, Oc an innocent girl that was dragged into this whole mess and Jungkook the true victim. But then, the story went on and i saw how much of a soft sweetheart jimin is, and that oc is the main ,,problem“. And then i actually thought that Oc will choose Jungkook after all that had happened, but when she had this talk with Jimin, i truly understood everything and wanted nothing more for her to choose Jimin. Oc and Jungkook had their time, but it ran out. What i got from this, is i think that they were too comfortable with each other. And dont understand me wrong, comfort is good and should be on top of the list of every relationship. But i think there are two types of comfort. And Oc and Jungkook had the type of comfort that gave Oc the feeling of being… lost ? does that make sense ? like they are both on standby with no future ahead ? just floating without looking forward ? and i think thats bad. Its sad that Jungkook after all this time still couldn‘t grasp this. I mean sure, a relationship is not always perfect and the spark that two people have eventually will at least flunker, but not to an extend in which you do not seek any physical, nor mental touch and emotion from your partner. Im happy that Oc admitted what was plaguing her mind this whole time and they both gave each other a chance. Now Jimin and Oc can both have the future with each other they thought they could never have. And i also hope Jungkook can let go like Oc did and find someone who wont let his spark go away ( and someone he wont let wait 6 years to make his wife cause thats just ouch 🥴 ). Now onto your next fics love !

- 🧚🏻

omg 🥺🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much for reading wh(ich)!!!! it remains one of my favorite things i've written with all the new things i tried with it and just how it broke my own goddamn heart haha. awwwwee im so glad that you were able to feel the emotions too and that it felt natural that oc chose jimin in the end. that was probably my biggest anxiety abt it--that it felt natural for oc to gravitate towards jimin in this new part of her life. it's so hard to let go of our feelings when nothing is specifically... wrong but it's not exactly right either, yeah? ahhh you got it perfectly. that floating feeling 🥰🥰🥰 thank you so much for this detailed review and for truly connecting with the story 💗 i like to imagine JK meets his next partner fairly soon after this, though he doesn't realize that she's the right person for him until it hits him all of a sudden one day and then BAM he's in it. and they're married not long after that hahah. this JK is so passionate and full of love to give!!!! thank u for making my inbox so bright with this review <3 please enjoy my other work and take care!!

[apollo-gate]

Hey author! Here's a bear hug for you! 🫂

I hope you're drinking plenty of water and are taking care of yourselves.

Now, I had a question. Can you tell us facts about Naamah's daughters? Were they gonna be ROs initially? What do they look like? What are their personalities and how are they different from their mom?

Oh yes, Bear Hugs!!!! thank you. And how bout Dr. Pepper, Sprite, or Root Beer. (Jk I have water too.)

Ah, the daughters Hecate and Thea.

Initially yes they were. This was because a certain choice you can make will lock several people out. But the thing is neither one would match this Mc or the storyline as of now. This doesn't mean this will be the only story they are in. So don't worry they wont be completely gone. (Alpha Two. They will be there. Just not listed yet. Man you got me to spoil the surprise JK.)

So to start off they are both guardians in a way of earth. They were selected through a process where they came from to protect Earth and its people. From anything not foreseen or forespoken. Until a chosen god comes to earth.

Facts first.

They are half-sisters.

So Hecate

Hecate is a vampire, yeah I know but she like a totally badass vampire. By Earth's standards, she is the first true-blooded vampire. (The others are like a 3/4 and so on or half-blooded.) When I say she is the first true-blooded is because she can do magic. She is not killable like no beheading or steak to the heart will do. She will be reborn like a beam of holy light will be shot down and bam she's healed.

And before you ask no she doesn't turn people and if she does it goes two ways they die or are sent to hell. This is because only one person can survive her turning. The ones sent to hell are way too out of control mentally.

There are other vampires on Earth. They are disorganized and tried to take over the world oh maybe 6 times already. hecate stopped them every time. See vampirism isn't widespread because she stops it. For humans, it is not a good thing. This is because when the humans pass away or die they go to where Thea and Hecate grew up. The next stage in the cycle. That is the only place for a vampire because they are taught and will be nurtured where they have control.

Hecate has been on earth longer than Thea. By 170 years.

Hecate was really into art at one point than music.

Hecate likes to drink from evil people she prefers women but doesn't care as long as they are evil.

Hecates bite can do two things depending on the person. 1 way is to paralyze the person. or 2 it's a slow-acting poison that will kill the person within a week. (See the problem.)

Hecate loves sex but has gotten tired of it over time as it's just meaningless sex. She rather just date for fun with no sex. (Don't tell Thea that.)

Hecate is younger by two years than Thea but looks older.

Thea

Thea is a priestess and likes to buy property and give it to people who are struggling.

Thea has no current interest in sex or touching people. (She had a very horrible experience and just needs a loving person.)

Thea likes to be around horses or dolphins.

Thea can almost always be found near the beach.

Thea has only ever killed once.

Thea has an adoptive son

Thea was bound by a soul and lost all her powers once.

Thea is a mediator between gods. And also a Lawyer in her day-to-day life.

The Looks

Thea has shoulder-length hair. She only keeps it at this length when something stressful happens. She will let it grow out a few more inches but not much.

Hecate keeps her hair up in a bun with a few strands loose. She will use a needle to hold it up.

Hecate hair is midnight blue.

Thea hair is brown.

Thea and Hecate are both tall as they got this from their mother.

Hecate has claws that get to about 4 inches long. Hecate also has a scar that runs down her spine.

Thea and Hecate both have tattoos. Thea has one on her thigh and then one on her left shoulder. Hecate has one that covers her entire back. Another is on her stomach.

Thea and Hecate take a lot after their mother in looks. like her eye color Silver (Her old eye color.)

As far as personalities they are similar to Naamah.

Thea is a lot like her mother. But is way sweeter but I will also say she is way more scary. Ex: If you hurt her or someone she cares about your life will go to hell. And that oh sweet smile means she did it. Thea is more passive. She can get so into pleasing everyone that she can lose herself.

Hecate is like her mother but tries not to be. Hecate is more physical. She loves to touch and does not care if she is hitting someone or holding someone. Hecate is a flirt and can be pretty dominant.

They are so much like her because of the way they grew up. They both hold themselves higher than humans and Thrallens. (they are in a way.)

Ultimately you have to remember they are gods themselves. They both can see things in a very logical way. Even if Hecate doesn't agree with it.

Naamah has humanity while they don't. This is because of what they did to get to Earth. Im not saying it's gone completely but it's very small.

[slaaverin]

Hi! its me the tarot 2021 bluemoonpunch anon, and i wanted to thank you so much for your answer, it does make sense to look at it that way too (or atleast i want it too as well) , and i feel like maybe my perspective of things were a bit skewed and i was seeing them from a a very one dimensional very non personal manner (just like two people a and b) prob bc i also became an army in 2021 july to be exact(- and really i found them in the perfect time) so i also didnt know much about them as well i think, also as a baby army i admit that i cam across way too many weird accounts on twt at that time (not related, but somehow i feel the hate has gone crazier over the past two years esp with the minheejin situation), so i literally had to watch everything originally to form a seperate personal opinion. and i havent really gone back since then. So this was a nice explanation, Thank you for that.

Though if you dont mind me asking (and this is going to sound a bit repetitive, hope you can excuse that) i remember this part (and i dont why it wont leave my head still) where it said that in km relationship that jm viewed jk as a replacement of sorts of his brother (which makes sense, since they are from busan and the age diff is similar) it felt a bit weird to think about their maybe relationship which cld be romantic (or not we dont know). (i know you talked about it briefly) but this just seemed a bit wierd along with the fact that in one of the readings of thier relation it was said that somehow jm wanted to take care of jk so jk was stopping himself from growing up in a way to make a balance. it also said once that thier relationship has a future? of coming together and helping/guiding and then also diverging (For a bit/forever/or may converge again idk , cant remember that line clearly)

Idk if you may even remember this, if you dont Its fine !! , you can skip this ask. Thank you for even reading the word vomit i just put out 😅. But i though to just ask if you might have any thoughts or interpretations about it. (idk but i remember this sort of clearly bc i sort of obsessed over tarot readings for a while 2021 and found bluemoonpunch literally the most chill legit account on tmblr, or atleast one of them) again i am sorry it got so long! thank you again

Hey,

You know I love tarot readings, I am also a reader in my personal life, it's a very useful tool to learn about psychology and energy and to explore the psyche, yet I want to disclaim that readings should really be taken with a grain of salt. To me bluemoonpunch is an immensely talented reader, and I don't doubt that, but even her readings are colored by her own interpretation, a reading can never be 100% accurate. In truth we don't know what the members have in their heads. Could be this, could be that. It's always interesting to try to analyse, but in truth it doesn't mean we really have the answers. So the only thing I would say would be not to get hung up on such tiny details like this. Personally I base my belief over jikook with what we can see with our eyes. Then the readings just sometimes expand a bit with info, but it's just to make us think a bit. I think the thing we need to trust is what jikook are telling themselves first and showing. That's my opinion.

I think that's all I have to say about this!

Take care anon 💜

[im-miss-sugar-pink]

Hello,

Hope I'm not bothering you!

Tbh the dude you are talking about doesn't sound good, even if he may be attractive. And fornication isn't worth it one way or another. It will just break your heart.

On a different note: I saw you are going through a hard time, I'm praying for you. Hope you have someone to reach out and confide in who can help irl like friends, or therapist or a priest (or all of them :D). Remember, that you are loved no matter what. <3

thank you

in my heart i know you're completely right and i should 100% listen to you

but my head wants to destroy my body, and the wants of my body want to destroy my spirit and so far recently my head and desires are winning

--

as a long, rambling response:

i know that this guy is not going to be good for me and i know the last guy i was in a situationship with was bad for me and i know i should just stop doing this to myself. and i constantly think of this book i had as a kid called "the princess and the kiss" where basically her "kiss" was a magic glowing light and she saved it and saved it until a poor farmer boy came and told her he had one too that he had saved for her and then thats who she chose over her fancy suitors and they exchanged kisses and got married. i think about that a lot. but im no princess and i gave away what i have years ago. what am i now lol (i started crying just now remembering how much i wanted to be like the princess in this old kids' book and failed)

i just got out of the mental hospital for the THIRD time. third time. in two and a half years. im so tired. it's so much easier to let myself suffer than to actually do anything about it. getting better is difficult and sometimes i dont know if i want to. like. i have to. i have to because if He didn't want me to get better then God would have let me die by now and He would not have put such good people in my life, good people who make sure i end up in the hospital rather than a casket. but it's so hard. it's overwhelmingly difficult to believe that all the positive things i reblog apply to me as well as to everyone else. like oh yeah. im not the exception to the idea that everyone deserves love and mercy and grace. but it's so difficult to actually believe that.

ive been to Mass twice in the past two or three months. only twice. that's probably part of why i feel like shit but i feel so terrible that i feel undeserving of even entering a church? it sucks. then im like. yah i should go to confession. ok good in theory. but ive got this thought stuck in my head like i Know im going to end up partaking in these shitty habitual sins again and again so like why should i say to God that im going to do my best to avoid these sins when i know i wont end up doing that no matter how much i mean it. also it's difficult to get to confession? like im usually busy during or forget about the scheduled times for them and then asking for a priest to hear my confession before Mass is always anxiety-inducing and difficult to do when you don't feel like you can even enter a church.

almost nothing im doing is good for me. and idk how much i care. jk i do care but i dont want to care. i was talking to someone about how i cry all the time because i have so many feelings and everything matters too much, and they were all like well i shut down all my feelings when it gets too hard. that must be nice at times. i feel everything so deeply and can't cut that part of me off and it's overwhelming.

please keep praying for me I don't know how much longer i can do this

[chelleztjs18]

Hello you mrs. old honey nut cheerio lefty eyebag 😅

Hahaha yup, because I don't know a lot of older people! And hey now, back pain can happen to us youngins as well. 🤣

No, not a typo. It means mother THEY like to F. Ahahaha cause I am respectful, I am not one of those who would say I want to f a person...unless it's my partner and yah 😅😅

Anyways. Uh oh why do you have to rearrange get suitcase?? Did you forget something?

You flirt with me? 😳 I don't see it hahaha all you've done is be mean and call me old and sleepy 🤔

There's a song by Miley called Angels Like You. It's a good song, sad but good.

I think I've listened to some songs in acoustic version. My favorite song from songs about jane is secret and harder to breathe. Have you listened to their newer songs? It's definitely changed over the years, but I still like his voice.

One of the songs that gives me sexy vibes is Earned It by The Weeknd. Then there's this one song by J. Holiday, called Bed.

Speaking about writing, did you get to write the rest of Part 4?

You really are showing your age, with Annie's song. Ahahaha just kidding.

Hm, I don't have a lot of favorite people so, this is as follows:

1. Que Sera Sera (Mom)

2. Chasing Cars (ex wife)

3. Sing (a teacher from when I was in elementary school)

What would be your go to karaoke song?

-CuriousGeorge

Hello you!

Haha oh so now u call urself youngins? N im the old one? Okay, i see now.. 😆😅🤭 i thought we r both old eyebags 🤣

Aaw thank you.. that was really sweet of u. Thank u for being respectful to me. Now i'm embarrassed that i missread n missunderstood u with the mtlf things.

But still, im not a milf nor mtlf. 😊

I packed one of the carry on with the jackets n my coat. But then i just remember that i have to put the clothes we r going to wear to the airport on tuesday.. i hv to pack it easy to grab since we r leaving on monday n stay at the hotel. 😊

Also i got a mini heart attack earlier, because i couldnt find my bluetooth keyboard for my tablet. I keep it in one spot so em wont play with it but then i couldnt find it where i thought i hid it.n then i couldnt remember where.haha. after a while of searching, i found it..phew!

Oh i hv been mean? Darling, u havent seen me being mean yet.. trust me, u dont want to see me being mean. 😆😅 jk.

Dont blame me i called u old.. u described ur back pain so bad like u r my age or older 🤣 n i called u sleepy because u always fall asleep before me.. i bet u wont reply this answer tonight because u r already asleep. 😁

I havent heard their new song.. i will check it out. Oh another my favorite songs of theirs are Makes Me Wonder, Wake Up Call and Moves Like Jagger. 😅

Ah i see. Yeah i can see what u meant with those two songs.. it has the sexy vibes.. here r my top favorites sexy songs that i listen to when i write smut.

1. Gooey Rework by Glass Animals (my top top favorite)

2. Such A Whore Stellular remix by JVLA

3. Crazy In Love by Sofia Karlberg

Hmm my go to song for karaoke? I cant remember.. i think it was Moves Like Jagger or She Will Be Loved 😅 what about u?

4. Easier by Mansionair

5. Gorgeous by Ash, Naila this one inspired me an upcoming smut fic with Nat. 😁

Next questions?

Cheerio!

[slttygeto]

okay okay so like Ran with a rich girl reader, loves to act mean but is actually a softy 🥴

btw I lovee ur work<33

response: you have no idea how much i love ran!! platonically, I'd love if he just shoved my head in his chest and held me but we wont talk abt that here, are we? also ty you're so nice :(!

synopsis: everyone seems to get the same idea about you. everyone but ran :)

featuring: haitani ran aka the superior haitani, fight me (jk i still love rindou<3)

warning: none!

reblogs are appreciated!!

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ran is amused the moment he lays his eyes on you

not because you're shoving some girl's face in a bush no, but because he just saw you pet a cat and save it from getting stuck on a tree not even two seconds ago. what was that about?

he thinks the girl deserved it tbh. she's been calling you a "have it all bitch" and you decided to show her that being bitter about someone else's money is not a way to have it

mikey knew what he was doing when he asked you to join bonten for sure

which works perfect with ran's plan of asking you out

and he plans on taking you out to a fancy place obviously, he has the money for it and considering you were very rich, ran assumed that you'd want a fancy place too

very surprised when you refuse the offer, not the date, but the offer to go to such expensive place.

"if we're gonna go there just for the aesthetic and not the food, i dont wanna go," which made complete sense. expensive restaurants sometimes didn't serve the best food.

"what do you suggest then?" ran says, very amused at how you were somehow bossing him around.

"just a lil car date," a car date? how simple

your wish is his command tho, you do go on a car date and ran thinks it's the best thing he's ever experienced in his entire life

seeing your face so full of joy when usually all you wear is a frown or a glare makes his heart dance, he thinks it's the prettiest thing hes ever seen

and seeing you with your guards down made him realize just how much he wanted to protect you : bonten's one and only. you were obviously very important to mikey if he had you with him all the time but now ran is starting to think that maybe you're more than just an important part to make the gang successful.

"so you're my girlfriend now, right?" you raise your head at his voice, something about the softness on his face makes you want to sink in your seat, feeling all giddy that he was staring at you with so much adoration

and you turn your head to the side, staring out of the window before mumbling a response that the haitani found all too adorable considering the little blush you were sporting on your bright cheeks.

"guess i am,"

[ahundredtimesover]

mimi, just read the love after chapter 3 and still wont believe the mini series come to end already, would you make some drabbles or little stories about them again? Im sucker for soft jungkook, i had this imagine in my head where Jungkook would be so panic and kinda hate himself how helpless he was when oc went through changes and had a lot pain going on, wouldnt he? And lets say if (only if) oc was death, would jk also slowly die because a lot of heart broken within the lost of his mate?

Hi, anon. JK would definitely be feeling a lot of emotions - fear, mostly - with OC going through her first transformation, so here's what happened! Also, to answer your question - yes; werewolves mate for life so if OC dies, JK would wither away shortly after and die, too (but that's too far into the future hehe) I hope you enjoy! 😊 - This takes place towards the end of part 03

Title: The Love After Drabble (02): I know you’re stronger now but maybe a little warning next time? || You go through your first transformation

WC: 1,850

Warning: Not too graphic descriptions of werewolf transformation

From: The Love After (werewolf!JK x human!reader)

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A gust of the chilly October wind passes through the mountains, and you close your eyes to savor the calming weather, breathing in the scent of the woods and the herbs that you and Jungkook had recently planted in your backyard that now resembles a garden.

You catch yourself attempting to wrap your arms around your body, giggling at the realization that you don’t actually need the warmth; you’re no longer affected by the cold the way you used to.

Bearing Jungkook’s mark means werewolf blood now runs through your veins, and in the few weeks since you two have been bonded, your body has slowly been changing internally - temperature and physical strength included. You haven’t felt much of it, as they’re gradual and subtle, all anatomical like what Baram explains that you can’t really absorb. But you wake up every morning feeling differently, even if you can’t pinpoint what’s new.

It’s tonight you’re worried about, though, as the final phase of your transformation commences, with you shifting to wolf form for the first time. It’s the first full moon since being bonded, which also happens to be when the Moon shines the brightest, and with the strong connection of the earth and its mystical elements on this specific night, you’re told to experience the extremes - excruciating pain and an unbelievable sense of calm.

This is just based on assumption, of course, as you don’t know of any human whose first transformation took place on such night. You and Jungkook are a rare occurrence, you’re reminded.

You let out a deep breath, marveling at the early morning fog that you’re now strong enough to witness outdoors, until you feel another warm body next to you.

“This is quickly becoming your favorite spot in the whole cabin, huh?”

Jungkook sits to your left on the steps of the porch that lead to the backyard. You like sitting in the same area at your parents’ house, and out here, the world feels so still; like from here, you can watch everything move and breathe all at once.

“So far,” you turn to him. “Not until the couch is more comfortable, then this is still my spot. But I know you like it, too.”

“Only because you do.”

Your heart flutters at his words, something that happens a lot more than usual, but he picks up another thing from your silence.

“You’re nervous, aren’t you?” He asks, his voice low.

Jungkook noticed you grow quieter the closer you got to today, always sitting out here on your own pensively, like you’re in your own world until he bursts through it and you’re smiling at him again like everything is alright.

But he could sense the internal stress and the fear over how much it’s gonna hurt, because like what you’ve been told, it will hurt more than you can imagine. It’s why Jin-Ae had visited every day the past week to help you prepare mentally, to go over every single change that your mind and body will experience, and to guide you the moment each part of it transforms into a completely different creature.

“I am,” you admit. “But probably not as nervous as you are.”

You nudge his shoulder teasingly. You’ll never get used to seeing Jungkook being scared about anything, but you’ve seen his uneasy eyes and his perpetually furrowed brows; you’ve answered every single question of his about how you’re feeling every single day; you’ve felt him hug you tighter than usual every morning and night. You’re the one transforming and he sounds like a stage mate, seemingly more distressed than you are.

“I’m that obvious?” He chuckles, masking what he’s really feeling, knowing he won’t be able to fully express how scared he is to see you in pain.

He’s spent the better part of the year doing that, and he really doesn’t want to do it again. But he doesn’t have a choice - it’s a blessing and curse to be like him, after all.

“You worry about me all the time, but a little more than usual these past days,” you laugh, and he replies with a chuckle.

“But uh,” you trail, turning serious. “I’m gonna need you again tonight. Because I’m really scared, Jungkook. I’m scared of how much it’s gonna hurt and I—“

He pulls you in a hug before you can continue, before you can cry, before he can cry, because much as he likes the thought of you being like him in form, he knows just what that would require of you.

He’d spent the past week talking with Namjoon, too, and his brother had been preparing him on what to expect, sharing that even as the Alpha, he felt helpless at the sight of his mate, his love, screaming in pain, crying; watching her body break and not being able to do anything about it.

And that’s what Jungkook hates the most - not being able to do anything to help you.

“I’m gonna be next to you the whole time, okay?” He soothes you, as he feels your lips quiver. He doesn’t want to see you cry; he can’t handle seeing you like that.

“I’m gonna hold your hand and wipe your sweat and tears and read you books and tell you every minute that it’s gonna be okay. And that I’m so sorry.”

“Jungkook, this is a fact of our life. You don’t have to apologize for it.”

“It’s just… it’s the only pain of yours that I can’t shoulder, that I can’t share with you,” he explains. “It’s the fact of our life but… the fact that you have to transform into another creature just to be with me kind of sucks, doesn’t it?”

His shoulders fall, and if there’s anything you’ve learned about Jungkook, it’s that when it comes to people he cares about, he’d carry their burden in a heartbeat even if it means doubling his own.

“It doesn’t though,” you reply, cupping his cheek and gazing at his eyes. “I just keep thinking it will all be worth it. I get to be like you, I get to be strong enough to bear our children,” you stammer, and you see his cheeks flush at the words. “And I get to be with you for a long time. That’s… that’s what matters. That’s why it will be worth it.”

Jungkook’s eyes soften, and so do yours. Your tender and giddy smile matches his, and it feels different, freeing, to share this kind of strength and comfort with your mate. You’ll be in pain, but he’ll be next to you, and it’s the only thought that’s going to pull you through.

**

After eating 3 days worth of food, thanks to your family and Mi-Rae, and after taking an hour-long warm bath in the tub that Jungkook made, you’re finally in bed, bare under the sheets as the moon starts her ascent.

And Jungkook keeps his word, not letting go of your hand and kissing them once it starts shaking.

During the first hour of the evening, you’re still lucid, alert enough to focus on his voice when he reads you a book to get you distracted. But as the night goes on, the pain starts to heighten, leaving you drenched in tears and sweat, with bursts of wails echoing through the mountain as you feel your bones crack and rearrange, break then grow, and your body suddenly feels very different, warm, heavy.

You scream like your body’s on fire, ripping the blanket into shreds, and Jungkook stays next to you, trying his hardest not to let go until he absolutely needs to, because he wants his touch to ground you, to remind you that you’re not alone and that the pain will pass, like it had all those times before.

He suppresses his own cries at the sight of you suffering, and he keeps his eyes locked on you, as if he’ll falter if he doesn’t.

The Moon reaches her peak and you shift, running out to the backyard; your howl, the lone one tonight, and it’s what signals Jungkook to join you as you both gallop into the woods, feeling the air against your skin, and it’s nothing but the scent of the trees, the light from the moon, and Jungkook’s golden brown eyes that you feel and see.

It feels like the dream you had last night, and everything is tranquil and light, and you’ve never felt this calm and secure in all your life.

You wake up the next afternoon in your human form, in the bedroom, dressed in a nightgown you don’t remember wearing. Your eyes wander, trying to piece together what happened this morning and why you don’t recall much of it.

“It’s normal, feeling a little out of it,” you hear Jungkook say next to you, prompting you to turn towards him and taking the hand he reaches out. “We shifted back once the sun came up; it’s how first transformations always go. You were exhausted so I gave you a bath and dressed you up before you passed out in bed. I hope that’s okay.”

You nod, taking it all in as you process everything. You transformed. You felt the Moon in you, felt Jungkook in you, one with you, and you’re bursting with joy at the thought that you’ll get to feel that for a very long time.

“I’ll prepare a late lunch. You’re probably starving,” Jungkook smiles, lifting himself off the bed.

But you get to him before he stands up, pulling his wrist with what you thought was little effort but was actually so much more, and he falls back in bed with a loud thump, his surprised face mirroring yours only briefly.

“Hey, I know you’re stronger now but maybe a little warning next time?”

You laugh and whisper you’re sorry, and Jungkook thinks you’re adorable, especially as you constantly assess your hands and feel your body.

“Did you want anything else?” He asks, his questioning and slightly worried eyes somehow comforting you.

Everything feels new and somewhat unreal. But Jungkook - he’s still the same, but you know what you feel for him is also new and somewhat unreal. And you don’t really know how to tell him.

So you move close and sink your lips onto his, his reaction immediate as he feels your warmth envelope him. He returns the kiss, passionately, deeply, and the low, unfamiliar growl you release surprises you, prompting you to pull away.

“Oh my god, I could do that?” You say.

He laughs in reply. “Yes, and a lot more. So be careful, alright? And take it slow. It’ll take some getting used to.”

You nod again, somehow losing your voice after an incredibly tiring ordeal.

“And, uh, what was that for?” He shyly asks, thinking about the kiss you rarely share outside of mating.

“Oh, uh, just thank you, I guess? For staying with me, running with me. You didn’t make me feel like I was alone,” you smile.

“You’re my mate, ___. And we have a lifetime for all of that.”

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[sillysnack]

when he sees me

/ (romantic)

pairing: carlos madrigal / reader

prns used: they/them (told in 2nd person)

word count: 3384

request by an anon! hope u and anyone else reading enjoys < 3

part 1 of ldr w/ carlos lmao | masterlist

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notes + the request: modern au ! ye HAHASHHA tl;dr the request is carlos ghosts the reader for quite some time but the reader doesn’t know why and carlos cant rlly talk to you so 🤷‍♀️ 

content warning for cursing

tagging @kissingharu nagpa-tag siya eh tnx sa su4t (su-four-t > support)

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You don’t know what happened. A week ago, you two were perfectly fine! Carlos would message you a few minutes after he woke up, as usual; you two would fall asleep on call together, you’d talk to each other's families as if you all lived in one big house; typical stuff you two would do as a couple. For some reason though, Carlos hasn’t replied to you in a week; no updates or anything, not even on his other accounts.

Did Carlos ghost you? Surely, he wouldn’t, right? But why weren’t the two of you talking? He makes sure to send you messages if anything comes up, he always does. It’s okay if he sometimes forgets to update, though. Maybe this week’s just one of those times. Maybe he’s perfectly fine, but just doesn’t want to talk to you!

“Hang on, that’s literally what ghosting is.” You look at your phone. You’ve probably sent him more than a dozen text messages just within the day, but you get no response.

carlos, mi vida?

delivered.

i hope i’m not being too clingy but i miss you. i hope ur doing well :)

delivered.

i think i might come and visit you, if thats okay? i mean, we do trust each other long enough to give our addresses

delivered.

plus we deliver shit to each other almost every day LMAO

delivered.

we *do* talk a lot about meeting up soon… r u okay with that soon being today?

delivered.

taking that as a ‘yes’ btw! going to ask my parents if theyre ok with me going to your house

delivered.

amor, i hope you’re safe. i love u <3 see u later

delivered.

Lord knows you’ve sent too many messages to Carlos. Hell, you sent him around eight messages just that morning.

8:22 AM

gm carlos! hope you slept well 💟

delivered.

youre probably still sleeping, in which case, sleep well! dont forget your meals & to take care of yourself

delivered.

i love you!

delivered.

9:34 AM

HI CARLOSSS just finished eating breakfast!

(You sent a photo.)

delivered.

have you eaten breakfast alr ?? u better 😒

delivered.

I FEEL SO CLINGY FUCK SORRYYy i just💔💔 i miss youu 🥀🖤☠

delivered.

I WONT BOTHER U ANYMORE TODAYY

delivered.

jk lol We r literally in a relationship. pro is youre in love and its really fucking adorable, cons are youre in love with ME (manmade curse)

delivered.

You scroll through your messages last night. God, to say that you like Carlos was an understatement; you were absolutely smitten for a guy you met online. But hey, as long as you're happy!

carlosss

delivered.

im going to sleep alreadyyy ! ik its like 2am so you better be asleep rn 😒 although i wouldnt be surprised if you arent. take care of yourself though, amor </3

delivered.

okay i think its safe to assume to you’re asleep rn

delivered.

anyways, goodnight carlos! hope i could call you again,,.. i love uu

delivered.

a little selfie before i sleep so you dream of me <3 (i WILL hunt you mwahaha)

(You sent a photo.)

delivered.

alright love ya!

delivered.

What the hell was I thinking? You shut your eyes, maybe the clingy-sounding messages I sent will go away. Obviously, they did not.

I wonder what he’s doing right now. Maybe Carlos is grounded, or something. Wouldn’t be surprised. Love him to death but God would be laughing if I said he wasn’t a menace.

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“I dropped my phone once, so what? Now I don’t get to talk to the light of my life?” Camilo frowns. “See, it’s stuff like that that makes me want to punch you in the face. Don’t forget you lost a bet! A true man keeps his word.” Carlos rolls his eyes.

“Camilo, don’t say things like that! Say it like this,” Mirabel turns to her cousin with a gentle smile, “I am happy for you and your relationship, but you’ve become a bit more unbearable to be around.”

Carlos sticks his tongue out. “You say that like I don’t know that already? Not my fault you two aren’t in relationships that are as great as mine– let alone the fact you two don’t have a partner at all.” Mirabel and Camilo glare at Carlos.

Dolores approaches the trio. “Keep your phones away from Carlos. If he does, he’ll get another day of not talking to his amor.” She laughs as she pulls out Carlos’s phone. One notification after another. “This is payback, for all the times you’ve made fun of us.”

Isabela nods. Carlos furrows his eyebrows. She wasn’t here a minute ago? “For all the times you’ve yelled out ‘¡Señorita, mi prima piensa que es bonita!’ (Miss, my cousin thinks you’re pretty!) to a pretty woman in public while I’m around.” She crushes a flower that Carlos didn’t even notice she was holding.

“I was right, though. You– almost 100% of the time– do think the person is pretty.” Isabela narrows her eyes at Carlos. “I could’ve told them myself, thank you very much.” Carlos just smiles. “I was doing you a favor, you’re very much welcome. I’m going to go get myself a glass of water now.”

Carlos stands up and turns to Dolores, “Can you at least just let me read some of their messages?” Dolores shakes her head. “Why would you just read their messages and not reply to them? That’s just hurtful.” Carlos shrugs, his sister has a point.

Bzzt. A new notification. Carlos tries to snatch his phone from Dolores, but fails as she passes it to Isabela; then to Mirabel, Camilo, Antonio, Luisa, then back to Dolores. “What did I ever do to you guys?”

Apparently it was a lot, considering they were all in Carlos’s room for more than 30 minutes.

— — —

“Ma, you know Carlos, right?” Your mama nods. “Of course! Your boyfriend! He’s very sweet, how is he?” You smile for a second. My boyfriend. “Ma! He isn’t my boyfriend yet, we’re making it official once we meet up in person. But Carlos has been… inactive. But I’m planning to visit him soon. You know how I’ve always talked about meeting Carlos in person? And how I’ve been a great child to you all and therefore feel like I should have a reward of some sorts?”

Your mama looks at you playfully, “Are you trying to ask me if you can visit Carlos in his house? Do you even know where he lives?” You nod and proudly say, “If he knows where I live, I should know where he lives too.”

“I don’t know what to say to that… but… I’ll accompany you on your way to your boyfriend’s house? When are you going to go?” You shrug. “Maybe today, mama. I’ll ask him first.”

CARLOS MADRIGAL the love of my life my other half my little scrumbo my soon-to-be boyfriend my– [train passes by] HELLO

delivered.

U DONT HAVE TO REPLY TO THIS IMMEIDATELY BTWW

delivered.

immediately* lmao

delivered.

uhhhhh we talked abt meeting up A LOT and tbh i dont know when and where that wld be but AAHHhh i think. i think today is that day. ?????!@?#? at your house ???  if thats okay ?? !

delivered.

“So? Did he say yes?” You shake your head. “He hasn’t seen the message, mama. I’ll let you know if he replies!”

— — —

“Carlos, hijo,” Félix knocks on the door to Carlos and Camilo’s shared room, “Are you busy? I wanted to talk to you about something.” Carlos answers him, “Nope, papa. Come in! Camilo’s out making cup noodles.”

Félix approaches his son. “You talk as if your mellizo is making the same gourmet meals your tia Julieta makes.” The two laugh. “Si, si. My bad! Por cierto (by the way), what did you want to talk about?”

“Ah, I just wanted to ask how things are going with your partner. Y/N, right?” Carlos looks away from his dad. “Great! Haven’t talked to them in a week, though. I lost some bet to mis primas y hermanas.”

Félix takes a deep breath. “Carlos, I say this with love, but why would you let that happen?” Carlos just smiles. “I don’t know..? I kind of forgot why I had a bet with them in the first place.” He gets a light smack on the back of his head.

“¡Lo siento, papá! Originally, the bet was that I don't talk to Y/N for a day but if they catch me texting them with someone else’s phone– say, Camilo’s– I wouldn't talk to them for another day.” Félix laughs at his son. “You let yourself get caught? Hijo, I can’t back you up.”

Carlos just shrugs. “Can’t argue with that.”

Félix softens his voice, so Carlos could be the only one to hear him. “I can, however, help you talk to your amor– in person.” Carlos replies to his father in an equally hushed voice, “Papa, why are you whispering? Also, tell me more.” Félix just shrugs. “I’ll just drive you to their house, surprise them! Your first of many grand romantic gestures in the relationship.”

Carlos grins. “I like that! I’ll get dressed.”

“Be ready in 20 minutes. I’ll talk to your mami.”

Camilo enters and watches as their father walks out of the room with a smile on his face, he turns to Carlos. “What did you two talk about? Why are you going through your closet?”

Carlos scowls at Camilo. “I live here? Also, we just talked about eating out. Father-son bonding.”

“Without me? I doubt that.” Camilo places his cup noodles on a nearby table. Carlos replies, “Well, you’re eating right now.” Camilo shrugs. “I could eat it on the way. Come on, I’ll get ready too.”

“I’m meeting Y/N today.”

“Holy shit. You’re kidding?” Carlos stares at his brother. “Why would I lie?” Camilo grins and walks out of the room, running back to get his food. “Cool. Cool. ¡Felicidades!” He slowly walks out of the room.

“CARLOS MADRIGAL, NO LONGER BITCHLESS! LET’S GO! Hola, abuela y tia…” Carlos breaks out into laughter before picking an outfit to wear. He changes his clothes before looking for his primas and hermana. Can’t go to my soon-to-be-partner’s home without my phone.

“Dolores. Tienes mi teléfono, ¿verdad? (You have my phone, right?)” Dolores nods at Carlos. “Why are you dressed all fancy?” Carlos looks at his outfit, just a maroon T-shirt tucked into black pants. “I’m not? Wait, I guess this is better than my usual outfits–”

“There is nothing different with this outfit.” Mirabel interrupts.

“–Cállate (Shut up.) Papa’s taking me to meet up with Y/N.” Luisa visibly chokes on her drink for a split second. “Is that why Camilo yelled something about you not being ‘bitchless’ anymore?”

Carlos sighs. “Yeah. Where is he, though?” His cousins and sister shrug. “‘Kay.” Félix walks toward them with a smile on his face, he makes eye contact with Carlos and puts his thumbs up.

“Ah, papá está aquí (papa’s here.) Hasta luego, losers.” Mirabel rolls her eyes. “Hope it goes terribly. Tell Y/N I said hello, though!” Carlos flips off Mirabel, quickly putting his middle finger down so he doesn’t get scolded by any of the adults in their home.

“Can I have my phone now?” Dolores whispers to her cousins while Carlos just stands there.

“Carlos! ¡Darse prisa! (Hurry up!)” Carlos yells out to his father, “¡Sí papá! Solo espera un minuto.” (Yes, papa! Just wait one minute.) He approaches them. “Where’s my phone?”

“With Camilo…” Carlos groans. “Okay, gracias.”

— — —

Carlos held his phone tightly on the way to your house. What if you gave him the wrong address? Or you and your family had moved homes but he didn’t know since you two haven’t talked in a week?

Holy shit. You two haven’t talked in a week– did you break up with him? Without even being in a relationship? Could that happen? It probably could. So many things could have possibly gone wrong before Carlos even met you in person. Is this why people don’t like online relationships?

“...Carlos! We’re almost there. Have you texted them yet?” Carlos shakes his head. Apparently in the week that his phone was being passed around his cousins and siblings, it was only charged on the first two days.

— — —

You purse your lips together. You felt like prettying yourself up today. Lord knows why– you don’t– but he does! You look at yourself in the mirror, you look good.

Although this gut feeling that you have to prepare for something won’t go away, so you put together an outfit that you’re pretty sure can be worn inside and outside your house.

“Looking good!” You take out your phone and hope for any new notifications, specifically from one particular Madrigal.

“None.” You sigh. He didn’t even acknowledge any of your messages for the past few days. Maybe it was the end?

heyyy carlos

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probably not a good start to that lol

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uhm. is this ur way of saying you dont like me anymore ? hshdjhs i’d be sad if you dont like me anymore obviously but i’d understand. people change ! but u could have just told me straight to the point yk????? didnt have to go ghost me like that lmao

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god. tbh i’d be an annoying ex so maybe reconsider breaking up with me? jk

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why cant i unsend messages here fuck!!

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okay i’ll actually stop spamming you this time 💔 watch me not reply for a week too. PAYBACK!

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me sending this as if i wouldnt reply to your messages in a heartbeat. dumb bitch behavior!

delivered.

You look at the mirror as if you were in a reality show, and some other person with you did some dumb shit– except you’re the person who did the dumb thing. “I could go for some (favorite beverage) right now. Huh, maybe that’s why I wanted to dress up today.”

“¡Oye, Y/N, hay alguien en la puerta! ¿Puedes conseguirlo? (Hey, Y/N, someone's at the door! Can you get it?)” You answer your dad, “Si, papa! Tell them to wait just a minute!” You grab your wallet and phones, checking it once again for a reply from Carlos.

from: camilo madrigal

Y/N IS HE THERE YET? IS MY LOSER TWIN BROTHER THERE

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“Huh?” You make small steps out of your room, eyes glued to your phone.

wdym

read.

(c) TWO OF U PIC NOWWW - MIRABEL

what??????? R U ALL PRANKING ME OR SMTH??

read.

(c) dont know why mirabel had to use my phone. CHECK GC RNN

NOT NOWW SOMEONES AT THE DOOR

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(c) omgg wonder who it is (knows who it is)

WELL I DONT..?????

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DONT LEAVE ME ON SEEN WHY R U AND UR TWIN BROTHER LIKE THISSS 💔💔💔💔

delivered.

just got deja vu 🤗😒

read.

oh hey. BYE opening the door RNN

read.

(c) hehhehe

read.

You roll your eyes as you turn off your phone. What’s got Camilo so excited about? His brother ghosting you? Fun! You open the door, just to get whatever situation that was about to unfold over with.

Nothing. Absolutely nothing got you prepared for who was at the other side of the door.

“Am I dreaming? You don’t talk to me for a week and suddenly you’re at the door of my own home. What the hell? Are you kidding me?”

You didn’t know what to feel; you two have been talking about meeting each other for months and now it’s… real. He’s in front of you.

You finally meet the guy you’ve been talking to for months in person, and you just stand there like a statue.

“Hola… bad time?”

You shake your head. “Absolutely not! Uhm, I was just heading out to buy a drink.”

Ask him why he hasn’t been replying to any of your messages.

“Come in!” You make way for Carlos, who awkwardly walks in. “Pa, Carlos is here.” Your father rolls his eyes. “Not again! I told you, I won’t be weird around your boyfrie– ay, he’s actually here.”

“Papa!”

Carlos smiles at your dad. “Hola, senor.”

The silence is dreadful.

— — —

“I’m glad your papa allowed us to go out.” You shrug as you take a sip of your drink. “Pretty cool, right? Anyways, I have a question! Nothing too serious, although it kind of is…”

You take a deep breath. Here goes nothing.

“Why didn’t you respond to me? For, like, a week? Is everything okay at home?” Carlos cuts you off, laughing, before you spiral any further. “Yeah, everything’s okay. Just lost a bet to my cousins and siblings.”

A bet?! Why am I surprised? He’s always got bad luck when betting with his family.

“Not another bet… what were you all doing?”

Carlos chuckles. “This is a long story, do you want me to summarize it?” You shrug. “Surprise me.”

So that’s what Carlos did. Apparently the Madrigals betted on who could last a day without stealing any of each other’s stuff– the grandkid that’s caught by an adult loses– “It’s a silly thing, I know.”

Carlos got caught stealing one of Camilo’s clothes by his Tia Julieta. Why was he stealing them?

“I was going to make it look like he was sneaking in the kitchen that night, lo cual no es del todo falso (which isn't entirely untrue).”

You start laughing. “Every time you tell me a story about your family, they get wilder and wilder yet they’re all true? Are you sure you’re not lying to me?”

Carlos shakes his head. “No! Sorry if the way I say stuff feels like a lie. But it’s true, I lost a bet and they were all, like, ‘don’t talk to Y/N for a day. If any of us catches you with someone’s phone, another day gets added.’ Apparently there was a limit to that.

“I’m sorry I didn’t reply to any of your messages, I really am.”

You smile at him. “Can’t stay mad at you.” Carlos types something on his phone and you hear a buzz coming from yours.

Carlos replied to your photo: wow you are absolutely stunning

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(carlos) icb ur real. insane how god lets angels walk among us

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STOP WE’RE LITERALLY RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER

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(carlos) i love u

read.

You abruptly close your phone and turn away from Carlos. “I love you too.”

Carlos smiles. “You said the L-word.”

“I know.”

You and Carlos are quiet for a while. It isn’t awkward, it isn’t unbearable. It was cute. Like in coming-of-age movies where the main character and their love interest go on a date as a couple for the first time.

“Do you remember when I asked you to be my partner for the first time?” You nod, “I said I’d give you an answer when we met up in person.” Carlos nods. “Do you have an answer already?”

You nod. “Ah, considering the past week, it’s quite difficult to answer you– who am I kidding? Of course I’ll be your partner!” Carlos lets out a sigh he didn’t even know he was holding. “Thank God! I was worried you’d say no; which is totally okay, it’s your choice! I’d make a good boyfriend, though. Mirabel and I made a powerpoint.”

You raise your eyebrows. “I know you’re my boyfriend already but I need to see that.” Carlos checks his phone. “I think I have the file here, I’m not sure.”

You pull your phone out and open your previous conversation with Camilo. “Right, your brother was asking me if I saw you already and if I did, asked for selfies.”

Carlos reads the conversation. “Okay, we’re definitely taking photos. Don’t send any of them to Cami, though.” You wink at him. “No promises!”

— — —

Carlos looks at his phone. A new message from Camilo.

(c) just saw your photos on y/n’s posts 🤗 u look like shit 🤗 tell y/n i said hi though and congrats to you two stay strong or whatever

go to hell

read.

(c) okayyy love youuu have fun beating the bitchless allegations xoxo

you are literally the only one to call me bitchless

read.

(c) to your FACE

closing the phone rn GOODBYE.

read.

(c) :)

[scummy-writes]

[CHAPTER 24 + PREM]

Two chaps left letsaaa goooo hahahahaha cries

-> opens up with her talking about his book. Its rehashing the same details.

-> i am in pain realizing that the books were also for him.

So now I am torn. Were these books something he wrote to console himself, because he thought he would never meet her, and he hoped these books were something she would take enjoyment in. A way of spilling his wants, old hopes, and dreams without directly doing so.

Or were these books made for her to keep having hope, to encourage her in his own way. To see if she would think more of herself, and feel treasured in an odd way.

Or both?

Argh. Im in agony and we're like 10 or 15 lines in.

-> in the meeting with luke and gil, she calls him out on how hes conflicted on his plan, since he wont give them the bullets just yet, and is giving her time to resolve this.

-> 'Flight of fancy' i like his word choices

Fyi, its a bottomless pit symbolizing his stomach. If you look closely, you can see the thousands of cookies she's baked (jk)

Why is he suddenly in his dressed down sprite?

The tantalizing touches of reminding you that gilbert's heart is a ticking timebomb

-> gilbert gives her until the end of that day to decide if shes gonna kill him

-> why does luke stroll in with a casual 'heya'. Im mad that we both say that.

-> missed a comment about how gilbert is good at finding weaknesses, then poking and prodding until they....get angry and boom? Damnit

The wonders of having the confidence of Big Dick Is Back In Town will do.

Fuel for [censored] hcs

-> this is all one big hashing out of how she loves gilbert. Lukes having to point it all out.

Luke also points out that its not blind faith or trust, she still has her own ideals and willpower, so its still Her.

I am realizing gilbert probably gets huffy about the soldiers and such putting so much trust and such into him because some of them may be doing it blindly, and not going by their own willpower.

Which. Sounds odd since theyre lower rank and blah blah. But you know what i mean. He doesnt want just a nation of blind devotees.

Love that luke is mr perceptive here.

-> "No ones gonna ask someone they hate to kill them, are they?"

....

HAHA

Also imagining gil and emma having sex, and during the foreplay shes teasing him and going "oh? Is that it? Some villain you are" and gilbert kickin it into high gear HAHA

-> "mr.spy, are you there?" Emma i love you

-> love that lucien is.... like chev in some ways. Meanwhile roderic is only like gilbert in looks.

Nighttime town

-> I WILL KILL HIM

-> grey and clammy face as description

-> okay he didnt slink off here to die(?)

Shakes you shakes you shakes you shakes you

ARRRGGGHHHHHHHH

-> his grip is still somehow tight? Really is walking contradictions.

-> they did comment in chap 3 or smth that gilbert has a hard time controlling his force/strength since hes never. Really touched people caringly in Years.

IM BASHING YOUR HEAD IN

Fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you

[PREMIUM]

Holy shit its starts off with a flashback of walter explaining gilberts illness, and he describes it as a bomb HAHAHA oh my joke from earlier...ahah....still hurts

-> the lights are suddenly on in this place.

-> gilbert knew lucien was around, threatens her if she tries to call him, says he'll still have her killed

-> also says hes the only one allowed to do so.

-> i could kick you like a football in your current state, Gilbert

-> i am overcompensating with jokes so I do not burst into tears at how she loves him so much shes going to literally drag him to the castle to get treatment, and so she can still be with him if he dies along the way.

-> clannad moment

-> smart to strip the outerlayers so he wont have to try and kill civilians if the realize who he is

-> he must enjoy going into town and pretending like he is a normal person without having to worry about ending corruption. God damnit.

-> hard to move him, says he is heavy due to muscle. This twink.

-> motherfucker closed the door to demand to know why shes saving him outside of trying to save Rhodolite

-> mc he just wants to hear that you love him before he dies i am going to fuxking scream

PUNCHES WALL PUNCHES WALL PUNCHES WALL AAAHSJWBWKEHKSLWHSJSBDBDJWJYSHWJW ARHDGAHSHSGH

-> flashback to her first night in obsidian and hes getting jealous shes paying attention to his bookshelves and not him. Im going to go feral

-> "wow, you're as red as the sunset sky" emma you should have clocked that he was a writer from that line alone

-> yahoo hes shoving her onto the bed and teasing her for thinking he wanted sex. Cool cool. Meanwhile present day he is DYING AND I CANT ENJOY THIS

-> comes back to the present with realizing that he looked so sad when he said he just wanted to keep tormenting her forever, was because he was going to die soon.

-> i hate this fucking game

-> she points out in an inner monolog that she doesnt believe gilberts ever lived for himself

-> "i dont want to be lonely either" slams my fucking phone against a rock

-> why does lucien know walter

-> i hate this fucking game

DRAMATIC END - GILBERT ROUTE SPOILERS POST

Like the other notes (here), I am continuing my thoughts/notes on Gilbert's route. This post will focus on the dramatic end + premiums. His povs will be a separate post.

I'll be reblogging this post each chapter or so with personal thoughts and general screaming under a cut. I'll be having it in a format with the chapter numbered, and then a cut directly after where I'll be yelling. I already know some major spoilers with gilberts route, so if you have not finished his route yet, be wary.

I'll be using the tags 'Scum Simps' and 'scum plays gil route' for those of you who want to filter it out. Thank u!