#jeremy heere audhd

[ron456]

AHHHHH- IM SO SICK OF THE BS I SWEAR-

FIRST OF ALL-

He doesn't "act naturally" or "normal" because HE'S AUTISTIC-

Will Roland portrays him as AUTISTIC so he's gonna act AUTISTIC-

ALSOOOO- IT'S BROADWAY, BABE- THEY NEED TO BE OVERDRAMATIC AND VERY EXPRESSIVE OTHERWISE THE PREFORMANCE DOESN'T CARRY THROUGH THE WHOLE THEATRE-

AND ANOTHER THING- Jeremy is supposed to be a "loser"-

he gets bullied and is misunderstood by his peers because he is, well, NOT CHILL-

HE'S "CHALANT" AS HELL-

He gets bullied because he cares about things too much, he's anxious, he's loud-

And in regards to the "can't hold a note for too long"- have you heard Loser, Geek, Whatever? Or More Than Survive? Or Two Player Game??? Song where he holds notes for quite a long time- ALSO- to say that Will Roland can't reach the same notes as Will Connolly is just... not true.

And one of the reasons I think some people think Will Roland is "a worse singer" is because, sometimes, stylistically, Will Roland will use a sort of falsetto/head voice (which I LOVE BTW AND IM SICK OF PEOPLE CALLING OTHER PEOPLE BAD SINGERS BECAUSE THEY USE HEAD VOICE- IT'S BEAUTIFUL, IMPRESSIVE, AND REQUIRES GOOD BREATH CONTROL TO MAKE IT NOT SOUND CRAPPY AND WILL ROLAND DOES IT AMAZINGLY) like when he says "hero" and "Rob Dinero" (idk if that's how you spell it 😭) in More Than Survive.

It's not that he's a bad singer, he is taking the brunt of his voice during those parts and also, given that it's this little solo/soliloquy moment for Jeremy, I think that Will Roland's choice to use a light head voice there is perfectly well-placed. It feels kinda personal, I guess. And I love it <3

Not to say that Will Connolly's way of singing it isn't also great. It's awesome! But like, guys, we can't keep getting pissed when a new actor in a show doesn't have the exact same singing voice as the original 😭 That's just silly, guys. 😭

(LIKE WHEN PEOPLE GOT PISSED AT ELIZABETH TEETER'S LYDIA FOR SOUNDING TOO MUSICAL THEATRE-Y?? LIKE. HUH?!? GUYS, IT'S BROADWAY- WHAT DO YOU MEANNN??? Sorry, I have feelings- Also, Shoutout to Elizabeth Teeter, btw, cuz' she slayed <3)

Anywaysss- back to Will Roland's voice- he is very much capable of hitting the notes that Will Conolly hits- if not higher (IT'S NOT A COMPETION THO, GUYS- PLS DONT COME FOR ME). For example, the acoustic version of Loser, Geek, Whatever on Spotify which, I believe, is a key higher than usual!! This man can belt some high notes when the situation calls for it! And also, (these are not really bmc related but whatever) during the harmony or whatever at the end of "Sincerely, Me", that is none other than WiLL RoLaND (!!!) hitting that high E (I'm pretty sure it's an E. I hope it's an E. But regardless, it's still a SUPER HIGH NOTE) at the end! And in "Amphibian" on Joe Iconis' album titled, well, "Album", Will Roland hits some insanely high notes!!! ( EVEN IF THEY ARE HEAD VOICE. I REPEAT, HEAD VOICE DOES NOT MEAN BAD SINGER!!)

Also, as a little additional statement to my "Jeremy is autistic/ autistic-coded so Will Roland played him as autistic"; this is not to say that Will Conolly didn't add some "autistic flare", if you will, to Jeremy. I mean, just yesterday I was freaking out with my friend about a gif of Will Conolly's Jeremy doing the autistic flappy hands :))). And I think that he was a good baseline for other Jeremy's to build off of!

Also, I feel like the people that are saying that Will Roland's portrayal of autism/neurodiversity is "ableist" or "incorrect" or "too dramatic" are sorta failing to understand/acknowledge that autism/neurodiversity is a spectrum. Not every person with autism or another kind of Neurodiversity is gonna act the same. And I think that's something really beautiful that we should all cherish. It is GREAT that we are all different but also, in many ways, the same!

And to see myself and my uncontrolled speaking voice and weird noises and such represented by Will Roland on stage is such a beautiful thing that I think 'ought to be cherished.

[ron456]

YES YES YESSSSSS- I AGREEE

jeremy struggles with rejection sensitive dysphoria (rsd) :[

[everymlmhybrid]

The two followers I still have from my bmc phase I need y'all to know I still listen to it all the time. Like show tunes was my number five genre last year. It never ends.

[shiftingsatyr]

°•》DEH DR Script《•°

Last edited: May 27th, 2024

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°•》About Me《•°

● Name:

Calun Marila

● Nickname(s):

Cal (Friends), Mija (Mother)

● Species:

Human

● Age:

17

● Birthday:

September 26th

● Pronouns:

They/Them

● Gender identity:

Non-binary

● Romantic orientation:

Panromantic

● Sexual orientation:

Asexual

● Description:

5'4 chubby brunette with short fluffy hair, greyish blue eyes with beauty mark under right, pale skin with freckles all over face and shoulders with scars on right thigh and left arm

● Disabilities:

AuDHD with high anxiety, chronic pain that requires a mobility cane and medical marijuana, nearsighted with astigmatism

● Personality:

A kind yet somewhat childish and forgetful person who is shy yet friendly to everyone they meet but tends to put trust in people too easily, hyperfixates on unusual topics which leads to excessive ramblings that can annoy others around them

● Likes:

Sweets, Rain, Cats, Musical theatre, Video games, TTRPGs, Seafood, Art

● Dislikes:

Being the center of attention, Math, Heat, Large crowds, Heights, Dark/Neon green

● Hobbies:

Cooking/Baking, Guitar, Video games, Collecting stuffed animals, D&D, Drawing, Swimming

● Backstory:

Originally from upstate but transferred to Middleborough after many years of relentless bullying, which ended up in an large scale brawl before being suspended and promptly relocated by my mother

°•》Family《•°

● Parent(s):

Ameria Marila: A 48 year old brunette fiercely protective mother of two children who loves cooking and reading fantasy novels.

● Sibling(s):

Arryn Marila: A 24 year old raven-haired brother with anger issues and a love of sports and video games who is quite the prankster but always ready to stick up for his younger sibling

● Pet(s):

Smoke: A 4 year old male Russian blue cat adopted from a shelter after being caught as a feral who is lazy and vocal but loving to his owners

°•》Social Circle《•°

● Crush(es):

Connor Murphy: A 6'0 17 year old long haired brunette male born on February 20th with heterochromatic eyes (One blue and one brown) and similar mental health problems that instead present as aggression, disinterest and substance abuse. We originally meet on the first day of senior year where we bump into one another but only start becoming friends after meeting again under the school bleachers after a mutually terrible school day

● Best friend(s):

Michael Mell: A 5'8 17 year old raven-haired male born on October 13th with brown eyes and a laid back attitude, preferring to hang out playing video games or smoking weed with his best bud Jeremy. We first meet thanks to Jeremy, introducing the two of us because of our love of retro stuff and eccentric personalities

Jeremy Heere: A 6'3 brunette male born on July 21st with brown eyes with an anxiety disorder who is usually seen hanging out with his best friend Michael. We first meet in the musical theatre department after both signing up as volunteers, hitting it off quickly over our shared awkwardness and love of video games

● Friend(s):

Christine Canigula: A 5'0 17 year old raven-haired female born on November 25th with brown eyes and ADHD which present as an obsession with musical theatre and a hyperactive personality. We first meet after expressing a shared love of the theatre, quickly bonding and exchanging musical recommendations

Zoe Murphy: A 5'3 16 year old blonde female born on June 1st with blue eyes and an interest in music, playing in the school jazz band. We originally meet after Zoe misinterprets a conversation between Connor and I as hostile, quickly apologizing on her brother's behalf but become friends after I express an interest in jazz

°•》DR Info《•°

● Scenario(s):

Attending a costume party wearing matching golden retriever and black cat costumes with Connor where I put in too much effort and he puts in zero, Weekend movie nights with Michael and Jeremy where we all share a blanket and eat my homemade snacks, Geeking out over musical theater with Christine

● Safe word/phrase/action:

I will be able to come back to my CR by drawing the shifting symbol in the air

● Specific affirmation(s) for this DR:

None as of right now, maybe to return the comfort the characters have given me

● Time Difference:

One day in DR will equal one hour in CR

● Extra fact(s):

This DR is a mix between Dear Evan Hansen and Be More Chill, placed in the modern day without the Sci-Fi and character death of the original sources.

[cjriles]

my (incomplete) neurodivergent headcanons:

Autism:

Jojo Betzler (Jojo Rabbit)

Spencer Reid (Criminal Minds)

Juno (Juno)

Bella Swan (Twilight)

Peter Parker (Spider-Man)

[Zendaya’s] MJ (MCU Spider-Man)

Melanie (Bunheads)

Jake Peralta (B99)

Amy Santiago (B99)

Captain Holt (B99)

Katniss Everdeen (Hunger Games)

Otis Milburn (Sex Education)

Lily Tucker-Pritchett (Modern Family)

Newt Scamander (Fantastic Beasts)

Leslie Knope (Parks and Rec)

Anne (Anne with an E)

Beth Harmon (The Queen’s Gambit)

Dipper Pines (Gravity Falls)

Sherman (Mr. Peabody and Sherman)

Hermione Granger (Harry Potter)

Katie Mitchell (Mitchells vs the Machines)

Rick Mitchell (Mitchells vs the Machines)

Ryan (Game Night)

Dr. Temperance Brennan (Bones)

Dr. Zach Addy (Bones)

Jeremy Heere (Be More Chill)

Brooke (Be More Chill)

Teresa (Maze Runner)

Mike (Hocus Pocus 2)

Harper Moore (Set It Up)

Paul Munsky (The Half of It)

Robin Buckley (Stranger Things)

young! King George III (Queen Charlotte)

(Inattentive) ADHD:

Darbie O’Brien (Just Add Magic)

Christine Canigula (Be More Chill)

Arthur (BBC Merlin)

(Hyperactive) ADHD:

Thomas (Maze Runner)

Stiles Stilinski (Teen Wolf)

AuDHD/Comorbid:

Mabel Pines (Gravity Falls)

Merlin (BBC Merlin)

Dylan Lenivy (The Quarry)

Aaron Mitchell (Mitchells vs the Machines)

if you want me to deep dive into why I think they are ND, just let me know!! <3

[ron456]

Since one of my mutuals (hehe shoutout @nato-obenkrieger) was posting about the Be More Chill book, I thought I'd post about some stuff in the book that I found intresting/or liked (I wanna yap, let me yap):

Michael stimming and singing Weezer when Jeremy says something that reminds him of a weezer song

Jeremy getting a chocolate shakespeare for Christine ( SO CUTEE- LIKE AWWW)

Jeremy being uncoordinated and missing a handshake and Michael lets him redo it:

Jeremy litterally having problems with motor control (he's me fr fr)

Jeremy struggling with mental math:

Michael reaction to Jeremy saying he'll drive by himself. It just feels so real and so sweet:

Book Jeremy is just so giving ADHD to me and I can't get over it (Also, gotta love Michael being there for Jere)😭😭:

JEREMY SAYING HE WAS IN "YOU'RE A GOOD MAN CHARLIE BROWN" ONCE?!? (I got so fvcking excited about this one because I've been in YAGMCB beforeeee. I was Sally :D )

Jeremy saying "Rockin' " as, like, a subsitute for saying "cool" or whatever. I love it.

Jeremy doing jumpkicks when he's nervous

Jeremy's humilation sheets (When I read it, I was like, "That's some shit I would probably do. 😭😭")

Jeremy having RSD?? (I've posted about this before)

ANDDD probably more that I can't quite think of right now

[ron456]

Will Roland's speaking voice as Jeremy <3

I literally love Will Roland's portrayal of Jeremy and one of the reasons I love it so much is his voice. And I don't just mean his singing voice, in this case ,(though I really do love that <3) but more his way of speech. I love his over-articulation, his problems with volume control, him talking too fast, and all that mumbo jumbo makes me so happy- Cuz' I always worry that I'm being "too much" or "too weird" with how I talk sometimes cuz' of my ADHD but seeing Jeremy like that makes me feel not alone! It's real' touchin'. ALSO- HAPPY DISABILITY PRIDE MONTH- I know the month is almost over but I want to keep bringing it up till' the end of July hehe

[ron456]

Jeremy Heere having RSD in BMC Book?!?

Saw this while I was reading the book and it very much read as Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria to me. Well, I guess it's not exactly RSD in action, per say. More like the fear of the feeling of RSD- AnYwaYs-

[ron456]

Jeremy zoning out in BMC book

Jeremy zoning out and thinking about the passage of time is so me-core- I love him- Also, I'm posting a lot cuz' I lowkey have the zoomies rn 😭😭 hehehe

[ron456]

Random head-cannon that during nap time in kindergarten, Michael was too hyperactive to sleep so he would just peacefully watch Jeremy take a nap, instead-

[ron456]

Characters that have ADHD because I said so (my headcannons):

Peter Parker/Spiderman (I think Tom's and Andrew's have ADHD and Tobey's has Audhd)

Tony Stark/ Iron Man

Steven Universe

Mabel Pines (And I think Dipper has autism)

Beetlejuice (from Beetlejuice the Musical) (I'm pretty sure it's in his character description or something, actually)

Racetrack Higgins/Race from Newsies:Live

Jeremy Heere from Be More Chill (I think he has audhd but yeah)

Michael Mell from Be More Chill

Rich Goranski from Be More Chill

(we already know Christine Canigula has it but I GOTTA mention her)

Dewey Finn from School of Rock (ESPECIALLY THE MUSICAL VERSION BECAUSE I LOVE IT SO, SO MUCH!)

Jared Kleinman from Dear Evan Hansen (I LOVE THE IDEA OF HIM HAVING ADHD SO MUCH AND IT BRINGS ME JOY EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT IT)

Charlie Brown from You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown

Sally Brown from You're a Good Man, Charlie Brown

Jake Peralta from Brooklyn Nine-Nine (Although, I think everybody thinks this)

I think those are all the ones I can think of right now but might talk about more later hehehe