#jackie taylor thoughts

[before-it-felt-like-a-sin]

Yeah Shauna wouldn't WILLINGLY listen to Chappell Roan but you bet your ass as soon as she blew up on TikTok, Jackie "I'm not gay" Taylor was obsessed with her. Which meant Shauna had to listen to her in the car on the way to school every day.

[ultrone]

I’m up late so here are some HC’s I have of the girlies

Nat:

- You get her one of those “back off, I love my gf” shirts as a joke, expecting her to never put it on and she wears it RELIGIOUSLY. She is so proud to wear that shit

- (If you’re lucky enough to have a positive male figure, a grandfather or father in your life) one time overhears Nat talking about her home life and now that male figure is determined to make her feel safe and happy. He’ll insist that you both join him for fishing and while you’re apprehensive, Nat is 100% down.

-She never has water or lunch because she forgets/chooses to not take care of herself so you drop it off to her at practice everyday

- She sleeps with a stuffed animal but will not let ANYONE know

Shauna:

- Early riser, even when sleeping w you but she will just happily lay next to you, holding your hand, admiring you while you sleep just taking you in for a few extra moments.

- she has a scrapbook of everything you guys have done (movie tickets, Polaroids, etc), and she also keeps all the flowers you’ve ever gotten her in there after they’ve dried and withered

- She loves stargazing, she knows astronomy and can and will point out the constellations to you

- Reading to or with each other is common and probably a love language, especially reading the other to sleep

Lottie:

- Surprisingly very good at all the fine arts; she can draw well, she definitely can play the piano bc her rich parents paid for her to have lessons, etc

- Blanket stealer; she insists on having the AC CRANKED at night, then steals the blankets while you both are sleeping and you wake up with hypothermia while she’s snuggled up in all your blankets

- She wasn’t allowed to have a pet so you buy her a single goldfish once and she loves it so much, she let you name it (you named it something stupid but she still calls it what you want) it dies in like 2 days because as intelligent as she is she is incapable of taking care of another living thing and she is inconsolable for days. You got her a succulent to make her feel better

Jackie:

- Clingy (derogatory) sure it’s cute of her at first until she’s waking up at 5 am for her morning practices and wakes you up too so you both can “brush your teeth together”

- She will always ask for your old marked up books to read and she makes small notes in the margins in a different color before giving them back (She has reading glasses too, and she looks gorgeous in them)

- She asks you to help her stretch, or roll out her muscles before practice but she doesn’t need help she just wants to get you flustered and have your hands all over her

I LOVE THEM 🤭

nat would wear that shirt 24/7 istg 😭 especially as her pjs, and omg i love the idea of your male parental figure inviting nat to everything as well 🥹 even if it’s just something simple like going out for brunch, it’d make her feel way better and more welcomed. and her forgetting to bring lunch everyday is SO REAL 😭 then she’ll prolly buy a bag of chips and a soda as her first meal of the day and then complain about having a stomach ache 🙄 GIRL… also for sure, i bet her plushy is a little white bunny with long ears that was given to her as a toddler.

shauna has always given me the vibe that she wakes up at 9am idk but yeah she’d def just lay there looking at you 😭😭 and the scrapbook thing is SO TRUE, i bet she also adds entries of everything you do together 🫣 since she loves stargazing you got her one of those custom star maps of your anniversary day and she LOVED IT 🥹 and she for sure loves reading to you and hearing you read her favourite books to her

i def see lottie being good at drawing and playing the piano 😌 i also bet she’s especially good at painting landscapes and stuff like that. whenever u complain about her taking the blankets, she’ll just tell you to snuggle up to her to get warmer instead of actually sharing her blanket with you 🙄🙄 but if you’re the one stealing the blankets she’ll pout and whine for hours until you share them with her… the AUDACITY 😒 my girl came back from school on a random day and realized the goldfish wasn’t there anymore, she got concerned and asked the domestic helper what had happened, and she told her that the fish died like two weeks ago ☠️☠️ when i tell u lottie was SHOCKED… she was so embarrassed that she told you that it got a weird disease and died from natural causes LMFAOO

jackie waking you up so you can brush your teeth together is so real 😭😭 my girl doesn’t get the concept of having “alone time.” i just know it takes jackie an hour to read 3 pages, i bet she spends half of that time drawing silly little doodles all over the margins ☠️ and for sure, she also asks u to rub sunscreen on her body even though she could do it herself, she just wants to feel your touch 🫣

[starspilli]

jackieshauna saltburn. is this anything

[sentientsnakeskin]

Everyone always gets on yellowjackets for being fucking weird with the number of  background characters and changing actresses and lacking depth for a lot of said background character and everything all the time but thats the point!!! That’s the point of it!!! All the surviving Yellowjackets are unreliable narrators!!! Most if not all of the surviving Yellowjackets have mental conditions and if they don’t they sure as hell have endless trauma. The flashbacks are being told by them, 25 years later, when they have spent all that time trying to hide and deny everything that happened and everything that occurred and all of it is messed up. They don’t want to remember it all, they don’t want to remember their dead teammates. Sometimes it’s impossible to tell which characters are flashing back to which segments. Sometimes characters are inexplicably absent. Sometimes some people remember more than others. Sometimes random characters appear who have been absent all this time. Like, Crystal appeared as a character out of the blue when Misty was feeling abandoned by Nat and was remembering her first best friend. Characters are recast because who can even remember what those girls looked like anymore. The consistent characters are the ones no one can forget. The first ones. Who is gonna forget Laura Lee? Jackie? Javi? No one. But who is gonna remember girl #3 that you killed and ate when you went insane in the wilderness? No one. Or maybe you don’t want to remember. Maybe by girl #3 you try and forget everything. You stifle all feelings and memories until you remember maybe she had brown hair, oh i think i remember her gathering herbs once, oh i think she had this hat she liked to wear, oh maybe she was around during this event or maybe she was already dead and gone and buried and eaten. Maybe maybe maybe. You don’t know. You never know. Because thats what trauma does it eats away at the brain until all you have left to tell your story is faulty memories and a heart full of grief. And i think it just got worse once Shauna burned her journals and left everything into pure memory. Even those were unreliable because Shauna was suffering from day one and it only got worse after Jackie. Nothing is gonna be consistent about a story told 25 years after the events by people so traumatized they can barely remember it themselves.

[souvlakic]

[hoss-bonaventure]

nat and jackie’s relationship drives me NUTS! you’re telling me that nat was the one who buried her bones? the one who wrapped her so delicately in cloth and carried her across feet of snow just to make sure she’s at rest? the one who sat down with her in the wreckage of the plane and give her the most meaningful sendoff she could’ve gotten? nat didn’t NEED jackie the way those girls did. they way they wanted her was carnivorous and clinical, one-sided. they ripped away her sanctity, her autonomy, her literal flesh. they feasted on her and tore her from shred to shred because even in death, jackie gives. nat didn’t NEED to put jackie at rest, but she did because she knows what’s it’s like. after all, isn’t nat also just a pile of bones in the middle of the forest, just giving and giving and giving? nat didn’t NEED to give jackie that good-bye, but she did cause she’s a giver and a lover and she knows that’s going to kill her the way it killed jackie.

[jackiesnecklace]

jackie telling nat she admires the way she is “completely herself” when nat had something jackie didn’t: adaptation.

when we see nat taking the role as the hunter, we also see jackie failing to hold the gun properly and missing her opportunity to prove herself.

when nat takes travis to the plane and they take too long, jackie is the one confronting nat. nat also tells jackie she is jealous, but not for the right reasons.

of course jackie always noticed she was missing something to be the perfect leader when nat didn't even think of herself as an important piece of the group. nat was willing to sacrifice herself out there in the wilderness to give the girls something to eat.

and we see how this develops more in doomcoming, when lottie tells jackie “you don’t matter anymore” but it’s nat that finds her and let’s her out.

it’s crazy to think nat was always destined to be the real leader, to take jackie’s place when she was gone and eventually mean more to the girls as the antler queen than the captain of their team could ever try.

but it’s nat who takes jackie’s bones to the plane. it’s nat who tries to put jackie to rest and not playing or toying with her death more than they could.

but it’s also nat who mourns jackie’s death because she feels some guilt, she wasn’t able to have enough food for the girls to eat and it’s nat who thanks to jackie for her sacrifice, for taking care of her girls, for let them consume her.

then the wilderness takes care of nat, picks nat as her favorite because she was always so completely herself.

[jackiietaylor]

THE ILIAD translated by Emily Wilson // THE SONG OF ACHILLES by Madeline Miller // THE ILIAD translated by Robert Fagles // YOU'RE LOSING ME by Taylor Swift // THE PROPHECY by Taylor Swift // HADES // THE WAR THAT KILLED ACHILLES by Caroline Alexander // A HOUSE IN NEBRASKA by Ethel Cain // WHAT PRICE A FRIEND from Paris the Musical

[honestlynervousnut]

Ik im wrong in too many ways im not gonna bother to explain but...

Could you imagine if the necklace was a birthday gift from Shauna?

[shaunamilfman]

Dating Ghost!Jackie Headcanons

pairing: Jackie Taylor x r note: I'm not sure what this is either 🤷

Jackie being a pain in your ass beyond the grave. maybe not getting on with her super well while she was alive, so while her death was sad, it wasn’t nearly as emotionally devastating as it was for Shauna or someone else. so when you suddenly start seeing Jackie standing behind Shauna and trying to get her attention as she sobs over Jackie’s corpse, you wonder why you of all people would “hallucinate” her.

she finally notices you can see her when you can’t quite muffle your laugh at some petty comment she makes as the girls start carrying her body off to the meatshed. her eyes immediately narrow in on you while you’re just standing like a deer in the headlights.

just thinking about Shauna out there sobbing and crying in the meatshed with Jackie's corpse while Jackie's screaming in your ear because you won’t respond to her and she knows your ass can see her. at the top of her fucking lungs like a damn toddler. keeps switching into songs that give Crystal and Misty a run for their money on being annoying. holding a pillow over your head and groaning to drown her out, and Lottie’s trying to put a hand on your shoulder to comfort you, thinking it's hunger pain or something.

she doesn’t talk as much as she did before—not that she ever really talked to you all that much to begin with. Jackie stares after Shauna a lot, following her around and trying fruitlessly to get her to hear her. she’s quiet a lot now, but if she’s not at Shauna’s side, she’s at yours. 

you finally give up and start answering her whenever you’re mostly alone, claiming it’s just because you’ve accepted that you’re crazy now—though it’s mostly because she just looks so damn sad all the time. she brightens up a lot after this, following you like a lost puppy as you find the emptiest corners of the room to sit in. the other girls sometimes catch you talking to yourself, but with how everyone else is doing, they don’t bother to be concerned about it.

makes it her mission to annoy you as much as humanly possible, commenting on every little thing you’re doing like she’s a game show host. if you have to listen to Jackie narrate the way you eat one more time, you might just join her. always finds the worst time to jump out at you, giggling as she makes you look insane for screaming in shock in the middle of the cabin.

Jackie knocks stuff over whenever the other girls start talking shit about Shauna’s behavior in the meatshed. she doesn’t talk a lot about what Shauna does there, but she always looks strangely flattered when she comes back.

keeps you up to date on all the little drama’s going on in the cabin that you don’t witness. there’s literally no stopping her from eavesdropping on conversations and giving you a play-by-play as they happen. sometimes you just hear a dramatic gasp as her ghostly ass is skipping over to you to tell you about it.

bullies you into giving some of your food to Shauna. Shauna looks at you like you’re crazy but eagerly accepts it all the same. Jackie is standing there looking so proud of herself, like she’s the one that’s going to be starving and not you.

you have weird dreams almost every night. they aren’t unpleasant, just a little strange. they’re always about Jackie, always in places you think she would’ve enjoyed. walking around the mall, passing the ball around on the field, that sort of thing. you don’t think much of it until Jackie mentions something in passing one day about it.

guilt trips you into doing things for her all the time. “Do you remember that time you let me go outside and die in the snow?” and then “yeah, that’s what I thought.” when you roll your eyes and go do it.

thinking about Jackie’s emotions bleeding over onto you. Jackie’s always felt everything so strongly, and this only seems to get worse after she’s died. you can literally feel her longing so strongly that it’ll wake you up in the middle of the night, just to find Jackie staring at you with the softest little look. you aren’t sure how to feel about it at first, but it’s better than feeling her grief.

who’s going to tell the dead girl she can’t have a little crush after all? besides, it’s not like you’re uninterested: Jackie’s the prettiest girl you’ve ever met. it’s a strange dynamic, but it’s not like either of you have a lot of options out here.

just as possessive, even in death. starts getting incredibly jealous whenever you talk to someone who’s alive. Nat’s asking if you’ve seen her headband and the fucking door slams open against the wall. you weren’t even aware she could do something like that. you can feel her eyes burning a hole into the back of your head as the whole room starts to get cold if anyone goes near you besides Shauna.

she always tries to touch you, but most of the time you can’t feel it. the only time you can is when she gets particularly emotional. a hand closing around your wrist and almost pulling you away when she gets particularly jealous about something, a finger brushing away your tears when you can’t help but cry, etc.

Jackie can’t really do much else, so she resorts to a lot of compliments. she compliments your three layers of random shirts like it was an actual fashion choice, and you finally have to draw the line. just thinking about Jackie complimenting you and then sitting cross-legged in front of you like “and now me,” all expectant.

[before-it-felt-like-a-sin]

what bands/ singers do you reckon the teen yjs would listen to if the timeline was in 2024??

I feel like Shauna would defo get Jackie into Chappell Roan (even though I don’t think Shauna would listen to her that much), but just as a way of trying to hint at something….. and Jackie is so oblivious

Also Nat and mazzy star? It’s canon in my mind, especially as they are a 90s band

OMG I LOVE THIS ONE EEEEE

I'm a huge music nerd so let's get into this.

Lottie is suchhhh a Renee Rapp fan in my mind. Cunty lesbian vibes through the roof!! She's also into Mitski. Two very different vibes but both very Lottie tbh...

I like the idea of Shauna telling Jackie to listen to Chappell but I also think that Jackie would tell Shauna to listen to MUNA and Shauna listens to Silk Chiffon while thinking about Jackie.

Tai's a Lucy Dacus fan, both because Jasmin is and I think Lucy is a very Taissa artist to like. She'd also dabble in the rest of the members of Boygenius and def listen to the band as a whole but she's a lucy lover through and through.

Jackie is a Taylor Swift fan, (don't hate me for this), just because I definitely see her as a pop lover. Probs also Sabrina Carpenter but not as much.

Shauna also listens to Boygenius but I think Phoebe is her number one instead of Lucy. I also think she'd be into the Last Dinner Party because of the imagery, and also probs Ethel Cain.

Van: Billie Eilish, but also Hozier? Like Lottie, very contradictory but she contains multitudes. I kind of feel like Van would be less into artists and more just general vibes of songs.

Nat is a boygenius fan!!! I've been on this, she is. She also likes Ethel Cain, honestly very similar to Shauna in that regard. In terms of her more grungy shit, I'd say TV girl for sure, eyedress, the neighborhood, and ofc genuine 90s punk/grunge/rock (Nirvana, hole, the pixies)

[ultrone]

possessive!jackie. thoughts?

💐 ⨟ 𓂃⁩ᵎᵎ dating possessive jackie taylor

she's possessive most likely due to insecurity—an insecurity stemming from the fear that you might not love her as much as she loves you and that you might replace her with someone better, or something along those lines.

jackie likes to show her affection physically, whether it's holding hands, hugging, or kissing. she wants to ensure you know how much she loves you, and she wants everyone to be aware that you’re together. pda is afraid of her fr 😭😭

sometimes she does it a bit too much, though. for instance, if you're driving and, for some reason, you place both hands on the wheel, she'll pout and grab your hand, placing it back on her thigh or intertwining your fingers together.

or she'll follow you like a lost puppy at parties, either snuggling up beside you or dancing with you. and if she's jealous of someone, you're in for a long night because she won't leave your side FOR ONE SECOND—she'll even come pee with you ☠️

“babe, i really have to pee,” “it’s ok! i’ll turn around 😁”

she needs lotssss of reassurance; however, making her feel loved and happy isn't that hard tbh. even a simple gesture like a forehead kiss or an "i love you" will make her heart flutter in her chest 🤭

if she ever sees you hanging out with someone new, she'll go to the depths of the earth to know everything about that person, instead of simply asking you because she's that extra 🙄 like she'd even be capable of asking misty for help LMFAOO or asking mari cuz we all know that mari knows all the hot goss

she gets upset if you don't pick her as your partner in school or whenever there's a need for partners. for example, one time in chemistry class, you chose van as your partner because you thought jackie was going to pair up with shauna. to your surprise, she avoided you the whole day, looking all pouty. finally, when you asked her what's up, she was like, "did i do something? don't you love me anymore?" 🙄 GIRL STAND UP

goes into a rabbit hole of insanity every time she notices your instagram following go up by 1 LMFAOO

[kafkaesqueer]

"...But no he's not a Judas. How could he be a Judas, for there's not a soul in the world whom he loves."

Leonardo's Judas by Leo Perutz // Jackieshauna

[lunarzomb]

Another detail I noticed since I've been rewatching Yellowjackets is one I am a bit confused by. The bear on the left is in Jackies room (in the first episode) on one of her shelfs next to her medals and stuff. I remember thinking that the bear looked very similar to Laura lee's bear.. and since I've gotten to ep 2 now where they show Laura lee's stuffed bear... they look almost exactly the same?? Except Jackie's seems to be missing its right eye, and Laura lee's seems to be missing its left eye. I'm assuming that this parallel of them having basically the same stuffed bear has to be intentional but like, why?? what is the meaning behind it? I don't really have a good guess myself

[kirarahoshii]

sometimes a comfort show isn’t a sitcom or a romance or even remotely lighthearted. sometimes a comfort show is a survival/horror series about girls doing cannibalism and cult activities in the wilderness to survive

[heartz4shauna]