#ive had a lot of wine
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Uploading all my Tomgreg art at once from the past few week before season 4 hits, who knows in what kind of mental state i'm gonna be once it does :')
#tomgreg#succession#dont even talk to me i started watching this show when i had nothing to do at work and now i watch it with averiel my good friend averiel#and we are going to watch s4 together and i feel physically ill from bein so excited#so ya thats what ive been up to... anyway. i love these idiots they desever nothing but the worst (affectionate)#im also a tomshiv lover btw. im the one who yells 'THIS IS HOW TOMSHIV CAN STILL WIN' while they are actively losing on screen#thats the kind of person i am#dont look at me (lying on the floor)#okay i was not going to say stuff in the tags and let the art speak for itself but i NEED to point out details in the wine Painting..#i put a lot of work into that one. thinly veiled metaphors and symbolism yknow..#greg is gripping the stem of the wine glass with his full fist. tom and greg are dressed in the same outfit (sock garters included)#greg look appalled but he is not doing anything about the spill. tom is fondly pouring greg more and more wine. he is doing him a favor#i colored the red wine the same way i would color blood :) oh and tom is not really touching greg#only holding the chair in place. greg is making himself look smaller than he is like usual#oh and @ the person who said that it's the inverse of the tom and nate scene i love the way you think. i did not think of that before#but god. yeah. i actually thought about the scene change from when roman uhh.. christens his office in s1. the one with the coffee machine#i always go insane at that cut. this is not exactly the same since it's more.. about emotions but yknow.. it can be.. the same...
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I'm home for the holidays and let me tell you lil chickadees something: you can't be too old to awkwardly scramble to hide your spicy art from your conservative/religious folks. It doesn't magically stop happening!! Aaahhahahahahha
Oh you wanna see what I've been working on lately???? Ohhhhhh yeah yeah for sure
Um
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One second, grandma ā”
Yeah whatever is here in this "folder" no NO DONT SWIPE ANYWHERE ELSE. THERES NOTHING ELSE.
#ive had a lot of mulled wine#shushbosh#art problems?#please dont look at the fictkonal gay men boiinking in my art file previews#sorry mamie
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Do u think Bedwyr was heartbroken when he'd heard Cai died? When he had to bear Excalibur into the lake and watch as the Lady bore it aloft, up, up, up, down, down, down, until it sank back beneath the waves. Like think about it, his two best buds are dead, the two boys he'd always been lumped with, the two men who he'd grown alongside, the king and the seneschal perished in battle. The two men he'd loved the best.
(And said goodbye to the most.)
And him, left to wander the earth, nothing more than a monk, a hermit, a hollow echo of a distant, destroyed kingdom, crippled by grief and guilt.
#this is a bath thought because i made my bath TOO HOT#also do u think about the fact that guin and bedwyr have ro watch the kingdom they'd helped build crumble into dust or are u normal?#arthuriana#sir bedivere#bedwyr#sir kay#cai ap cynyr#king arthur#arthur pendragon#kay x arthur x bedivere#i just think that they'd endured so much and then bedwyr has to see it ripped away becoming one survivor and probably going nameless#and its because he simultaneously has to grieve and remember his two oldest friends every day#also if ur me then you also think that bedwyr and cai were fostered together and arthur joined a lil later but they took to him immediately#anyways#ive had wine.#watch this do fuck all but like i think about this a lot.#arthurian#arthurian legends#arthurian mythology#welsh mythology
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#I was suffering#i want a glass of wine#ive never like USED a corkscrew before#i was talking to my bf on the phone as he did not help and instead laughed at me#there was lots of cursing and screaming and struggling on my end#lots of laughing on his#20 minutes this went on#i had a new nurse tell me they looked up to me as a role model today#and i come home to this
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even if im upset by some things im not... planning on leaving Fallen London anytime soon. like. i can enjoy media with problems in it whilst still aknowledging those problems. its not a black and white, Perfectly Good or Completely Evil situation with this. i think that can be forgotten.and the search for entierly pure media will leave you with nothing as it doesnt exist.
there's still plenty of good. and some bad faith actors aside, the FL community on here is fantastic with really creative folk.
#idk just saw a comment and had some thoughts#i geniuenly get a lot of joy out of blorbos and the world#and that doesnt remove the bad things#aknowledging the bad things doesnt mean condemin the entire stuff! you gotta be able to balance these things#idk just thinkin. ive had some wine. i go back to school next week#fl crit#sorta
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Every day I go on here and post and then I feel paranoid that everyone hates me
#this is not anyone's fault!!#ive just gained... a whole bunch of followers since i started playing ffxiv and my text posts about (CHARACTER) has gotten a lot of notes#and i feel like im taking up space i shouldn't hdhdjdhd#anyway ive had a glass of wine hope everyone's having a good day mwah
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love having to drink to prevent myself from going into a full psychotic collapse + be able to focus on Literally Anything
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#hi ive had to have. a lot of wine. to fix this.#and i have not eaten much today#ah the fun things schizophrenia and self medicating makes you do#just to be able to function and not go on a rant about how everyone has been hired specifically to spy on me#and to report back about everything i do or say
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gib treat (or perhaps a trick)
you gte to decide if this is a trick or a treat, i dont know how good this information is to learn but i know you and i know youre a little bit of a freak so i think this is a treat! okay so bugs- we love those here on tumblr- you can use those to idneitfy how long a body has been there
now this isnt just becasue of you can look and see woah adult flys that measn its been here for about a week. we can see; how many rounds of eggs have been lain, how far the bugs are through in thier life cycle, the type of bugs (different bugs lay eggs in different stages of decomposition) as well as the amount.
This is becasue less eggs will be lain on rainy days (so if its fresher and theres no eggs but it rained heavily yesterday the body was dead yesterday) and the bugs will grow at different rate edepnding on the weather (so if it was really hot n humid the cycle will progress faster and thus the body was dead sooner) and also since certain bugs only bury in certain decomp stages we can find out if the body was kept in storage (e.g. only evidence of bugs found after bloat stage) or if it had been moved (bugs from a different area are found in the corpse)
#tw death#tw bugs#tw rot#cips talks#halloween#bad grammer and not correcting because ive had a lot of wine
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if frank and gerard made up and are so so happy on stage together and love each other then. anything is possible right
#i used to say. if i were gerard way i would simply have killed myself when frank iero penned the lyric someone i love threw me away#well. what if i gerard wayed someone. can u ever fix a thing like that. if youre no gerard way. or do u just have to. well. hm.#sorry ive been drinking wine for 8hrs now#ive experienced the full spectrum of human emotion ive had a lot of fun im looping back to despair and regret#are u out there. do u still ever check my tumblr. im sorry. just beat me up or smthn. i shouldnt have done what i did. it was so cold.
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(I have no idea if this will make senseāsorry Iāve had some wine this evening and so Iām rambling)
I think this is a āpopularā opinion but not widespreadāpeople need to understand that there is so much nuance to reading. Obviously thereās the āyou can like things I donāt likeā and vice versa, but also in HOW people enjoy things. Like take Fourth Wing (I know I know), but while I also agree with a lot of the complaints, I still was just like āthat was a fun time, I totally ignored all the sex scenes bc I hate how they were written, but I was vibing the whole time.ā And I feel like some people would still respond to my opinion like āokay but it was so horrible how did you even enjoy it at all??? Lameā
Like okay Betty, I love high fantasy as much as you, but sometimes I want something that just fucks, okay?
(and not to say you arenāt allowed to not like things, but there seems to be a fine line between āhey! I didnāt like this but thatās okayā and āI hated this and I CANNOT comprehend why ANYONE could find even an inkling of fun from this + Iām going to subtly implicate that I think people who like this are stupidā) (obviously not for books that are objectively hurtful or offensive)
And of course you can go so many different ways than just that example, but itās a mix of gate-keeping, prejudice, lack of empathy, and a bit of a superiority complex that makes it so hard for the reading community to really be united.
#you are SO right iām glad youāre saying it#the superiority thing is so truly genuinely unbelievably exhausting but itās how some people get through the day so idk idc#but yeah iāve had irls scoff and laugh at my bookshelf and iām like dude. iām 24 years old ok like#i donāt need to play weird childish games about whoās better for reading what#i like it and itās bad vs. itās good and not for me vs. i donāt like it and i think itās bad vs. itās good and i love it? all valid!!#all real!!! and where a book falls on that axis will be different for every single person!!#i read a good amount of literary fiction and as an amateur writer i usually like it because itās so fun to read invested writing like that#but ALSO! i usually have a lot more FUN reading a romance novel or a silly fantasy series#and i read primarily for entertainment and not for educational value. and thatās okay!#itās so bizarre because you donāt see people scoffing when someone watches the walking dead instead of a documentary or like the letter M#but as soon as someone reads for entertainment above anything else itās a waste of time and theyāre stupid.#this feels entirely unrelated to your ask but iāve wanted to talk about it for too long#and IVE HAD WINE TOO#i agree w you wholeheartedly though and iām glad you sent this#anon#asked and answered#hot takes
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I do love meat but I cannot stand dishes where the point is a slab of meat. Why would I eat straight up steak or pork loin where are all the other ingredients. shit is so boring
#buzgie ā#meat mention#hate slabs of pork by far my least favorite slab of meat dish#however thin fried pork is one of my favorite meat dishes#i breaded and fried some thin pork loin chinese style w sesame oil a bit ago and it was so fucking good#i have big textural issues with fat if there is any rubbery quality it is inedible to me#but i had that pork in a stir fry and all the fat had crisped up it was sooo good#my gma is the best i got sesame oil and im getting msg and pork boullion and shaoxing wine in the mail#if anyone has any other chinese spice recommendations let me know#or japanese bc i do love japanese food a lot but ive mostly been cooking chinese#im not a Traditional guy by any means though i put cheddar cheese in my stir fry. what being american does to you i guess
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I was tagged by @killym - thank you darling!!
Are you named after anyone:Ā My middle name is my grandmothers name. I have a funny story about my and my siblings given names that arenāt really funny so much as they are sad but!!! Thereās a story, I guess.Ā
When was the last time you cried:Ā Idk, like two days ago. Sometimes songs just hits you weird when youāre driving to work at 7am, ok? Sometimes you listen to āSomebody I Fucked Onceā and it hits close to home. But tbh, I cry every couple of days over something dumb, usually, like a song or a commercial or a movie Iāve seen 1k times. Iām a very emotional person. Actually wait I just remembered, I last cried yesterday, watching Masterchef Australia.
Do you have kids: Nope.
Do you use sarcasm a lot: I have never used sarcasm a day in my life.
What sports do you play/have played:Ā Netball, MMA. Does ballet count?
What's the first thing you notice about people:Ā Body language.
What's your eye color:Ā Green.
Scary movies or happy endings:Ā Happy endings 24/7/365.Ā
Any special talents:Ā I can put my legs behind my head?
Where were you born:Ā Australia
What are your hobbies:Ā I almost left this blank before posting. Um? Hobbies,Ā I have them, sure. Painting. Travelling, which Iām glad I get to do again after the borders have reopened. Ballet. Does making edits and gifsets of OTPs count?
Do you have pets: Yes! Two cats.Ā
How tall are you: 173cm/5ā²8
Favorite subject in school:Ā Art and English.
Dream job:Ā Painting to my hearts content on someone else's dime. That, or a botanist.Ā
Iļæ½ļæ½ļæ½d like to tag: @dingdangit, @lolahardy, @belbeten, @strangegeology, @iamanonniemouse, @stormofsharpthings @darlingandmreames and anyone else who wants to do this!
#no pressure tagging#tag game#tagging all my mutuals im a bit tipsy bc ive had a lot of chips and dips and wine at this party sooooo#im sorry for everyone not tagged and to everyone tagged#ash speaks#bonne nuit or whatever
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but are y'all aware of how many songs i have made just replacing words with dober and dizzy
(a favorite is "oh eurydice, everybody wants to be my dizzy" to the tune of imagine dragons' enemy)
but also i have written a variation of the weenie man song to be about dizzy
#my discord profile says 'get dober it' and i do say that a lot#dizzy is always having to start dober#especially on her dizzertation#im sorry#ive had some wine#eurydice tag
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#we talk a lot about the hedonistic moods of wine drunk but not enough about the hedonistic burn it down vibes of tequila tipsy#aka im remembering why i dont typically keep a bottle in the house for me its the drunk white girl in the bar bathroom life coaching#telling me to quit my job because i deserve better and move to paris and fuck the dilf at the bar and not call my ex but text my hot friend#hyping me up to pick a fight with my dad over shit he doesn't remember telling me I'd look great with silver sideburns etc#gay bar pour tequila sodas lads even at home they're dangerous lmao. its alright the orioles won ive showered and medicated#and ive only had two shots and two tequila sodas along with a beer so with all the preventatives im hoping i should be alright#gonna read Count of Monte Cristo till i fall asleep good night my loves ššš
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Shoudl I drink mlre or should I go to sleep
#spoiler: im gonna drink more#ive had like 3 or 4 glasses of 12.5% wine#and i dont know if thats a lot or not
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Yknow no one ever tells you that when you temporarily separate from an entity in your practice that you may find yourself absolutely ugly crying over it
... big fuckin ugly cried today bc I miss Asmodeus
#astar speaks#now like. i knew it was a thing that was gonna happen bc my aunt had the single condition of like no demons in the house#and she has no issue w me goin into the woods on the property to do it and shes been very chill#however its been too hot too rainy always too fuckin something to do anything so just#i miss him#i miss him a lot and i fucking ugly cried about it todau#and i find myself kinda tearing up again writing this out but here we fuckin are#swear im making a nice meal and getting a bottle of the og wine we drink together as soon as i can get this trailer of my own on th property#welcoming that man back with a bang#even if there is a day before that that i actually can fuckin do smth out in them there woods#new space gotta celebrate!!#i swear ive felt like a fuckin child who suddenly cant find their parent and i dont like that bc that hits an inner child wound (or several)
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