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skunkes · 6 months ago

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#a doodley #i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash #anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago #im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up #and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad #like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to #quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen #and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be #and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die #and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago #and your brothers that passed away #recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7 #the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad #said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then #i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was #like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry #im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible #i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad

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graynide · 6 months ago

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in relation to my last text post about finding old captain underpants tumblr posts, searching around for CU stuff made me feel like some sort of historian dusting off old relics of the past and people who used to love about Captain Underpants

related doods <-[giggling a lot]

i should make a separate blog titled "Captain Underpants Heritage Posts" just to archive some of these goodies ive read and seen

hmm... should i?

#whoa thats an idea!#quite surprised no one has made a heritage blog post in the last 7 years when this fandom thrived #or wait no actually making one today at this time would have been appropriate #considering most of the oldest captain underpants related tumblr posts ive seen can be dated back to 2017 #DAMN I AM BECOMING A HISTORIAN ON CAPTAIN UNDERPANTS FANDOM WNSJSHEV #captain underpants #graynide's art #george beard #harold hutchins #benjamin krupp #mr krupp #principal krupp #my sona #sona art

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epiphainie · 6 months ago

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i'll try to say this in the kindest way possible but what if we don't post bucktommy critical or bucktommy negative posts that people originally censored/kept out of the bucktommy tag by screenshotting them and putting them in the tag? people are allowed to hate a ship. idk what to tell you but they're allowed to have their opinions even if their reasoning seems stupid to you or it very obviously comes with bad faith arguments. as long as they're being decent enough to not cross the line and do keep it in their own tags/blogs, you don't have to be fighting them in our tags. if you so want to, sure do it on your blog, in your dms, in your discord servers. but i'm tired of seeing the blogs i know i have blocked for their silly takes because we keep circulating what they're posting in our own tags. seeing a collage of the stupid, negative, downright homophobic comments curated from all sorts platforms in the bucktommy tag, in fact, feels no different in practice than seeing the antis post in the bucktommy tag, especially when you don't add the useful tags like "discourse" or "fandom criticism" to your posts.

just my own two cents, hell maybe it just bothers me idk, then keep doing it i guess.

#maybe i should stay out of the tag #and this is a very genuine post bc i havent actively been in a tumblr fandom in about 7-8 years and i dont remember if this was the norm #i already have moots who like to get critical about what other ppl are sharing and thats all fine and dandy #and i dont wanna come across as if im trying to police anyone but keeping those stuff to your blog/followers who will want to engage with #the discourse seems more productive?#it just inherently doesnt feel any different when i see an anti bucktommy post by an anti in the tag vs a bucktommy reposting it #here have a kinder version #i knew i had this in my drafts bc ive been feeling irritated about this for weeks #911 #bucktommy #discourse

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moonlume · 11 months ago

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tumblr said draw something bad so I did but I'm mad I still didn't feel anything

#man i started tagging this and i cant even bring myself to do it. hashtag art hashtag illustration hashtag capitalism.#sorry to be sadposting... tumblr is the only place i can admit ive actually been really really struggling with my love for art...#i should be grateful. i should be thankful for the fact that i can do art as my job. i shouldnt be whining about it like this.#but theres a hole in my soul where my joy for creating used to be and i dont know how to fix it. i want to love to draw again.#its been like this for probably over a year now and i dont know what to do. i cant abandon everything ive been working on for 7 years.#im also unemployable. so its not like i would dare to quit moonlume...but i just want to find joy in it again...#but capitalism has dug its wretched claws into my skull so badly that everything has been feeling incredibly soulless. i hate it.#anyway. might delete this later. its unprofessional but this is the one website where i can let go of professionalism for 5min and be human.#i dont hate what i do and i really am thankful..i just i wish i wasnt so stressed about making everything look good and perfect and sellable #but at this point its subconsciously connected to my survival that every time i think about drawing i stress myself out before i even start #ugh idk. neither here nor there. cant quit but dont feel connected to my work but cant change what i do or i will alienate my audience 👍

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aryomengrande · 5 months ago

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"i swear someone will commission you if only you offered your services," "okay, how much are you willing to bet on it?" this was a convo between my bsf and i on a random day. aug 1 last year, i opened commissions. on the same day, i lost that bet lmao and the rest is history. i've always held my art in high regards just for the sole reason that it has always been my backbone. but i wasn't sure if it could provide the same magic to others. a leap of faith—that was what it took to put my uncertainty to rest. i guess delulu is really the solulu (งツ)ว sending love and light to everyone who has poured even the tiniest amount of appreciation towards my art ! ♡

aryomengrande 2024 ©

#fromaryg #anime #tokyo revengers #tokrev #kakucho #inupi #seishu inui #inui seishu #koko #kokonoi #hajime kokonoi #kokonoi hajime #this isnt my 1st yr on tumblr hdsj ive been here since 2011 as a kpop blog #i ran that blog for like 7 yrs until shit went down w the groups i was stanning #not being on tumblr for like 4 yrs then coming back as a completely different blog gave me whiplash #all i used to see were edits and photosets of mvs and variety shows #HAHAHA #it was supposed to be just aryomen grande and inupi #bc tbh inupi is lit the one that put aryomen grande on the map #bro built aryomen grande from the ground up #but i wanted to reference 2NE1 once again HAHAHAHA #so i had to pull up 127 squad from last year #inupi youre my favorite muse 😭🙏🏻#(dont tell baji 😜)#and yes that line there is a taylor swift reference HAHAHAHA

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okartichoke · 4 months ago

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HIII KITH AND KIN !!!!!! i'm finally officially rebranding myself as squirrel, just as god intended. (i <3 squirrels)

if anybody wants to ask me abt this character i would love u forever~~ :333333 (read as: in my first draft of this post, i rambled about him for way too long, then subsequently got embarrassed and deleted it all LOL)

more squirrel related screaming in the tags if you are interested >:3333 ok bye i hope you're doing well bye !!!

#squirrel posting #<-if you want to filter out any future gushing over squirrels lol #I LOVE SQUIRRELS MAN #my profile picture on all my personal accounts is the first google image search when you look up grey squirrel #instagram? squirrel. discord? squirrel. steam? squirrel.#i lived in a city devoid of squirrels for 7 months a couple years back #worst 7 months of my life >:(((#(thankfully i have awesome friends who would send me pictures of squirrels :))#(btw nothing against hatsune mitsurugi ive just been meaning to squirrel-ify myself for weeks now)#im honestly surprised ive managed to not mention squirrels on here at all #gray squirrel #grey squirrel #squirrel #how many more ways can you tag squirrel #SQUIREEELLL #would you guys be surprised if i told you i have doodled some of the ace attorney characters as squirrels #heheheh #pfp !!#okart #dnd character #artists on tumblr

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nyakyolai · 8 days ago

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rated T // 9,233 words

Don heard a low whistle from behind him and turned to find Bobby leaning against the wall. He didn’t look much worse for wear, but Don still made his way over to him, keeping his head ducked down so Bobby wouldn’t see his face.

“How are you? You doin’ okay?” Don asked, voice soft even in the quiet of the night.

Bobby smiled at him, and it was like a million stars had lit up the sky. “Thanks for asking, Superman. I’m doin’ just fine.”

#the boys in the boat #bobby moch #don hume #tbitb #coxstroke #me: ill just write something quick before getting back to my long ongoing wip #also me nearly 10k words later: and another thing (starts another don/bobby wip)#anyway this is my first time posting on tumblr in 7 ish years #ive been an exclusive twitter user since i quit tumblr in 2017 but we're back folks #hopefully i did this right

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gog-urt · 23 days ago

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#im in my not talking to people abt my feelings era again bc even im annoyed of my complaining but #good god i am so fed up bro #ik it's only been a few dyas w my antidepressants but i rlly want them to be doing more than they are #and maybe ill be thriving in like a week or two but im juat rlly depressed rn #i feel like i try so hard to be happy #i fill my.room w decorations my younger self would have gone nuts for and i buy gifts for the peoplei care abt #i do facemasks to try to self care and talled abt my feelings and i went to a psychiatriat and i feel the same as always #i feel like im gonna be atuck the way that i feel forever no matter what i do #and i have to be up for work in 7 hrs and its a shift i hate #idk i just cant fucking believe all the work ive put in and changes over the years and im still just as hopelessly depressed as i was at 15 #im gonma go watch a vod u til i can seleep and then be embarrassed at venting in tumblr tags on a blog yhat i only talk to 2 people on in #the morning 😐

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revynation · 1 year ago

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