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Damm son I made it to 34
#personal#fear the floof#i..dis not think id make ot to this speah while at my mom's ngl so#i might extend celebration#chronic suicidality implications#bpd tag#its where i wanna archive it#damm so. i graduated And made it to 34
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pov the cuteness aggression this thing induces in you has reached critical levels. and you're about to do something so very normal about it
#'why are they shirtless' dont worry about it. just appreciate his itty bitties. do not put a question mark where god put a period#this IS a prelude to some Good Bruising but i wanted to post it separately as well#since its pretty cute. too cute in fact i need them broken and sobbing on it and i will do what it takes to make it happen#im not tagging this beyond self archival purposes#sif#creative scissorcraft#artistic nudity cw#well. the intent is clear but i dont wanna get nuked so
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#maxmoefoe#joji#george kusunoki miller#joji miller#twitter#video#i was able to find the 15 minutes video of the livestream that was uploaded to youtube on the internet archive#apparently the four hours full version was a patreon exclusive....sad#i wanna see.#im nosy !!!!!!#anyway its the livestream where they listened to sanctuary and max had an existential crisis#cold ones#what are the chances of anyone here having the full stream saved.#joji concert
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i keep like looking thru my blog to find polls ive reblogged and the search function literally never shows me them even tho im 100% sure i put in correct words. does search function just hate polls or what
#i wanna look back at some shit to see where it stands before it ends but i look up the character name and its not! there! gah#i could probably just check the blog its from or my archives or whatever but. grah. i jus wanna complain#jem.txt
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i fucking hate this gane
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#sophie’s idle chatter#i just finished chapter 5 meaning the end of season one and its safe to say this game has destroyed me in a million different ways#some of which being my emotions and my bank#what the fuck was the entirety of chap 5….. lunar games i cannot do this u have actually made me cry so much why did u have to make the#writing so so good and all the characters so compelling in their own way 😭#im abt to start chap 6 where we can unlock yuye and jihans routes from this chap onwards#sighs im not emotionally ready for this bc seeing glimpses of the bad ending illustrations in the archive makes me wanna jump out my window#and then after i unlock all their routes theres still season 2 thats locked…#hwal and eunhan…. throwing up …….. shitting tears …… banging my fists against the wall ….. punching air …….#fuck#at least this game is the kind with ads to replenish bc im used to these kinds of games#stares at lord of heroes and all their reward ads 🧍♀️#anyway my bank is always open for this game rven if it forces me through emotional trauma#baek jihan my beloved…. my love…… my life…… ourgh#AND SUYEON WAILS I LOVE U#man the devs have me in a chokehold for their amazing lore and writing…#anyway its 2 am and my eyes are puffy and my nose is stuffy and i should sleep but what is sleep when u have been emotionally damaged 🫡
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if you haven't seen an episode of The Batman (2004) you are missing out okay
am i saying that bc its my favorite batman show? yes absolutely
am i saying that because i want to be able to gush about the Ethan Bennett storyline and have people know wtf I'm talking about? 100%
go watch 2 episodes and if you aren't hooked i'll forgive you
#i also wanna gush about ellen yin#god i love ellen yin#god i love ethan bennett#batman#the batman 2004#they took it off hbo max#i'm sorry about that#its on the internet archive tho#not that that's where i'm watching it or anything#i love this show so much#all my friends have heard all about it#i'm going to be gushing about it#its short and sweet okay#its cheesy at first ofc#it IS a kids show#but the storytelling got good#and i love it
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Every once in a while I think about how one of the starkest differences for me between season five and the previous ones is the complete lack of any kind of supplementals. Sure, Jon is more or less still recording his statements but then he's done. It's just a quick pause to get that story off his chest and then we're back to trudging through the apocalypse. And sure we get conversations with Martin (which are near and dear to my heart) and all the others like Helen, Basira and so on, but we don't have the introspection of before where Jon would sometimes just let loose a stream of consciousness. Whether that's the paranoid mess in season two where I just heard the word supplemental and I immediatly went "what did you do now, Jon?" or his struggles in season 4 pondering about morality and the state of his humanity. They were such good insight into Jon's mind at the moment. But in season five we only get what he tells others and sometimes I go a bit feral because I would've liked so much to have a look into Jon's mind in the last season.
#look sometimes you just gotta unscrew your blorbos head and look whats inside#and in season 5 i just didnt get that#so many moments where i wish he'd just finish his statement and kept sitting next to the recorder telling us whats on his mind#especially right before mag 200#if i could get jonny to write anything canonical happening in tma it would be that#its also probably not unintended like jon is some sorr of demigod now#would we even recognise the way he thinks now#idk i just really wanna know what's going on inside his head in season 5#jonathan sims#the magnus archives#tma
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I like the tagging system in ao3 but for fic writers who put twist and reveals and have to tag it just ruins the surprise 😬
#ao3#archive of our own#there was a fic where there was a plot twist of an oc being a canon character#and the people who read it on time got the surprise but now its tagged so everyone who comes later will know#and like the ao3 culture is to tag it all specially charas and ships but sometimes it is really a spoiler#but for people who wanna avoid them or look at those charas the tag its needed but ALAS.....#i also had some stuff that i was like ah damn i have to rag it but for the tags it will spoil the punchline#on some of my stuff#such is the life.....
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Feeling some buyers remorse for buying 2 shelves yesterday online. But it's getting eclipsed by the excitement of thinking about where I'm gonna put them and rearranging my apartment a little bit
Is this what it's like to be an adult? Lol
#speculation nation#work sucked today but in brighter moments ive just been buzzing in excitement about furniture#i bought some storage shelves and then a bookshelf#im gonna put the storage shelves at the far side of my living room & put as many of my boxes as i can fit on it#removing Box Island from the center of my living room lol#i wanna also sort thru the boxes to figure out what things would be considered permanent storage (archival things)#which would be priority placed on the storage shelves#and then figure out what boxes i would potentially want to unpack in the coming months. to keep in easier to access locations.#yes ive been living here for 2+ years and yes ive only got like half my shit unpacked. such is life.#for my new bookshelf i wanna do a little more rearranging#the cats' fancy litter box is in the little hallway leading into the bathroom#placed there bc it was the easiest to access outlet for the self cleaning litter box#but it's chunky and gets in the way and with the non clumping litter those things are like fucking legos on the floor#crunch crunch crunch under my slippers. id like the litter box more out of the way.#so im gonna put it in the cat area of the living room. rearranging some stuff over there to make it fit.#and then where it is rn in the hallway. im gonna put my new bookshelf.#i dont know what books im gonna put on it yet. probably my less personal books. probably no manga.#im supposed to get a bookshelf from my dad sometime that's bigger than both my current and my new bookshelf#and im gonna put it in my room. clear the space behind my TV. and Theres where i wanna put out all my manga thats been in storage#idk. shelves!!! potential!!!! its all so exciting.#nothing like new furniture to make me feel like im gonna try to get my life back in order.#and Honestly having the living room suddenly so much cleaner has been... nice.#im gonna work on cleaning my room soon. it is Long overdue.
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I'm always a bit on the fence about how I feel about Peter Lukas, because while he most certainly is a scummy man, I do really like his voice and the diction he's played with
But it's shit like describing Jon as a "grubby Jesus" that makes it reallyyy hard to fall on the dislike train
#that bit made me laugh so hard i must of rewound like 5 times#at ep 135 atm and honestly MOST of my motivation is getting past ep milestones that let me watch bts stuff lol#like that stream where mike went over the production stuff and bts of certain eps?#i cant finish it cuz the next one is like ep 164 or smth and i wanna hear it for myself first so#the grind continues#the magnus archives#peter lukas#sea rambles#also btw really love how jon still drops mentions of tim#still reminded of him and finds his memory creeping back in every now and then#its real and so damn heartwrenching lol
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Oh. Huh.
#they moved nagamas to ao3? which makes sense all the reasons given for it ect ect#idk if i really wanna go That out of my way for it though........ it was really fun/a huge test of my abilities when i participated#but like. this is my confession. my cardinal sin maybe. but i barely if ever read fic (and obvs ao3 is more than fic it's a whole archive)#and if i do. i'm only doing it about characters i like generally but am not really that heavily invested in.#like i can read an ike/soren. have a little fun w it. maybe aa fics. kinda fun.#but i live in a beautifyl world on an island in my mind palace where alfonse is ambiguously but distinctly queer/mlm#deeply elaborate inner world about it. so much internal lore. the alfonse that lives in my head is so important to me.#if i see anyone doing him wrong i'm going to kill them on sight. i'm so sorry. i won't even lie or joke i'm straight up not normal about it.#LIKE it used to be WORSE ACTUALLY..... i have had to grow as a person. to be nicies. so we can all play touys and hold hands.#i'm not even being dramatic. it is that serious.#i'm not vaguing i'm jusf trying to find a way to explain that sometimes.#transmasc who had an emotionally devastating breakup on account of incompatibility 🫵 are you being normal about women.#like my core point here. sometimes you do gotta self reflect on the load bearing coping mechanism#and sometimes your world gets a little fuller for it! wow! so beaitfylf.... congrasts on being nicies 😊👍#but you could not pay me to venture into ao3 about a character i'm heavily invested in. i will kill us both.#and. obvs. what. started this ramble. nagamas is probably its own thing on there#but that is too far out of my comfort zone. you cannot pull me out of this dark corner. i live here. i'll die anywhere else.#huge props and shoutouts to fic writers though like! cool valid art medium i've even considered myself#i'm too comic brained though. i'd have to hone a whole ass other skillset also. like. i'm not a stranger to writing#but i'm def rusty. and really again my one true love is words WITH images#i just. don't wanna come off like i'm shitting on fic i respect fic so much. i just don't often indulge in it#and i am. such. a high strung bitch. that is entirely a me issue. you don't gotta worry about that! 🫡#we can ALL play touys ... with each other or side by side or separately. peace and love 💖
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the one thing i've learnt about myself in the past month is that i've lost a LOT of my patience over the years, whereas before i'd be fine waiting a few weeks for something to come out, now i'm like "is it out yet?"
#this is about classic who coming to iplayer#i COULD use the internet archive to watch some of it now#but like#its (almost) ALL gonna be there in like... a week and a half#so i might as well wait for it to all be there so that i can use the resume from where i left off feature#and like... i dont wanna continue what i've been watching currently cause i wanna do a whole watch through now i know it's coming
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woke up to new comments on the fic :D im about to squee!! like that girlie from dork diaries.
i know it takes me forever to reply to comments on ao3 (mostly bc i keep clicking on to read them and i take like a five minute break to kick my feet and giggle and twirl my hair and imagine what i'd write in response and then. forget to reply back) and usually it ends up a stale "thank you, i'm glad you enjoyed it!" but know that i appreciate every comment i get, it really makes my whole day and it's so encouraging as a fic writer <3
#i /WISH/ i knew how to reply in anything other than “aww thank you”#bc it doesn't encapsulate how i feel when i get the comments#but alas#its just so good#bc sometimes when you're writing and posting a fic#it feels like you're shouting into a void#desperately begging the void to call you back#like i've written in fandoms where the “stats” of my fics would be good#like a thousand hits or 100+ kudos or smthing#but then i get like. 1 comment.#don't wanna sound ungrateful bc i'm really happy that people read it#and ao3 is an /archive/ not a social media and i know that#and it really is less about being “affirmed” my writing is decent or whatever#it's about feeling like someone out there is listening#the void is a void but sometimes they say nice things#anyways.#i need to go get breakfast#vampylily.txt#writing#?
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she finally emailed me back !! (after my third email lol) and gave me some more info about the document and said they'd look into it more next week. they didn't know where it was until 1959 so they are trying to find out where it came from lol
really cant get over the fact that i'm (fairly) certain ive found a historical document in a museum archive that's been missing since 1882 and i cant get an email back. like. what do i do.
#history#i am eating through my desk i wanna know now!!!! but i shall wait like a good lil boi#archiving#museum#i am dying to know where the fuck it came from#like HOW did it just appear in 1959 where did it come from!!!! i wanna know!!!!!!!!#its the autism my dude
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Luigi M; A Look ⋆˙⟡ — A Luigi Mangione Analysis ⋆⭒˚。⋆. A/N: I am not claiming to know or understand him as a person lol. I simply wanna do a lil surface dive on him as a person to try and shed some light on what I think he's like!
Please note; All links are tweets Luigi himself has reposted, or are things from his mouth that he has typed. VIA Reddit, twitter, etc etc. All retweets will be marked with *
⟡ Luigi as a person (good, and bad)
⋆ After many many hours of scouring this man’s socials and any sort of archive of him I can find, I’ve gathered a handful of interpretations and ideas as to what Luigi was like prior to his surgery. And I say that last part specifically because he showed a v drastic change directly after his surgery, and literally went M.I.A.
Luigi is a very empathetic and intelligent man, this is a surface level fact that we can all agree on. He’s been shown to go out of his way for other people even when he doesn’t have to. But please don’t let that fool you this man is a KEYBOARD. WARRIOR.
⋆ He LIVES for the debate. In fact, he fucking loves debating. I wouldn’t go as far as saying he loves arguing, but if there’s a point being made and he feels strongly about it, he will type pages upon pages of text explaining in great detail exactly why you are wrong.
He’s said time and time before in a retweeted post that freethinking* is a very important part of life, and here’s where I say he’s…a bit of a hypocrite. His love for debate kind of keeps him from seeing another person’s POV, which makes for a hell of a storm when disagreeing with him. In short, he’s stubborn. A very stubborn man, but he is open to hearing the other person out versus not listening to them at all.
And I have a strong feeling his stubborn demeanor coincides with the fact that he knows he’s smart. Don’t get me wrong, he seems like he usually knows what he’s talking about, but that’s the problem. If you tell him about something that’s been bothering you or going wrong in your life, he will spit out 99 solutions for you. He’s the kind of guy where he will probably resort to both comfort AND unsolicited advice, although its likely he got better at the latter later down the line.
⋆ Shying away from him being stubborn, there’s another key part of this man that I DONT SEE BEING TALKED ABOUT ENOUGHHH OMG. SASSY MAN. SASSY SASSY SAASSSSYY MAN.
You can expect shade, eye rolls, silent treatment, head shakes, and possibly even a snarky comment from him. He’s all about becoming a better person and stuck on self betterment, but he is not afraid to show his visible disdain for something. He has very dry and unexpected humor, but he doesn’t realize it. He’s funny in a way where he doesn’t mean to be.
But when he’s trying to make a joke? Oh god help me he’s so so so cheesy and so corny that it makes you just wanna curl up and die (but no seriously, he’s so corny that it’s funny). His sense of humor is so cheesy, think old vine and 2018 humor.
⋆ Another key part about him is his love for travel, and being a “geek” by nature! This man loooooovesss his Pokemon, let me tell you. Was in a whole subreddit dedicated to Pokemon go, word committed for half a page about backpacking essentials, and was almost always posted up somewhere that wasn’t his house. I can’t say he’s the type for spontaneous trips, as the only time he has been known to take was during the beginning of his breakdown.
Because of this, I feel like he’s more likely to be a marvel and MCU fan. He also read a couple of the Harry Potter books, and we can assume that he liked the series enough to rate them 5/5s lol
⟡ My takeaways. Deeper analysis
⋆ Luigi gives me massive INTJ vibes. Contrary to popular belief, I feel he’s more introverted rather than extroverted. He’s expressed clear comfort in solitude, and aligns perfectly with the personality category.
INTJ description;
“INNOVATIVE,INDEPENDENT, STRATEGIC, LOGICAL, RESERVED, INSIGHTFUL. DRIVEN BY THEIR OWN ORIGINAL IDEAS TO ACHIEVE IMPROVEMENTS.”
However, I could see him being an ISTP, who are characterized as
“ACTION-ORIENTED, LOGICAL, ANALYTICAL, SPONTNEOUS, RESERVED, INDEPENDENT. ENJOY ADVENTURE, SKILLED AT UNDERSTANDING THINGS.”
⋆ He’s a very big geek! More than likely has a soft spot for nostalgia content or things that remind him of childhood. We can expect him to be into things like Ben10, Cartoon Network, old Nickelodeon, and other shows such as The Office, Law & Order, true crime, and philosophy content!
⋆ Expect him to be a giving lover. Would absolutely love words of affirmation, quality time, and acts of service. He’d be more than willing to give you gifts and shower you in lavishes, but it’s not his main love language as he believes love goes beyond materialism and who can spend the most on who. Handmade gifts are a go! Expect 3D printed trinkets, pictures, cards, etc etc.
⋆ Absolute communication god. He’s stubborn, but he’s not stubborn enough to not tell you when something is wrong. It’s just not his speed and he thinks it’s pointless to not tell someone, especially your partner, when he’s upset or what’s got him in a bad mood. He also expects this same behavior from you as well. The whole “I don’t wanna tell you what’s wrong” shindig would annoy the FUCK out of him. FAST.
⋆ He doesn’t give possessive or jealous lover type ngl. Growing up with two sisters and being absolutely showered in female companionship, he understands how that could possibly make you feel and doesn’t even blame you for it. As a result, he’d be extremely understanding if you were friends with men.
⋆ Please don’t ever get in an argument with this man lmfao. That is one battle you cannot and WILL NOT win. If it’s petty and a matter of “I didn’t say so and so,” he WILL show up with receipts. Would very much start busting out his big boy words just to confuse you. Catch him throwing old English into the mix. But if it’s a legitimate argument, and you have a reason to be upset, he will apologize before it can even get off track.
⟡ Luigi’s Brain
⋆ Alright kids here’s where we get a little controversial. What’s going on in Luigi’s mind?
I just wanna start this section off by saying I am not a licensed psychologist, nor do I major in psychology. I have no ties to this topic whatsoever, and am just speaking from what I’ve seen in myself, and what I’ve seen in him.
Neurodivergence. Luigi has a habit of exuding very neurodiverse behavioral patterns that I could tie to one of two things. Autism, or OCD.
⋆ Luigi openly expressed a lot about his wills and wants on his various social media platforms, and one thing I’ve noticed is his strong need or drive for self-improvement. Please don’t get me wrong, it is incredibly important to want to improve yourself and that is a perfectly healthy goal to have. However, Luigi’s drive for self-improvement and ‘getting better’ had a direct impact on his relationships, lifestyle, and more. This is likely what influenced his 6 month period of self-isolation and cutting off his family members.
Perfectionism “type” OCD is a branch of the umbrella term of OCD in which can be identified by repetitive behaviors, such as excessive exercise, something he continued to engage in even with a bad back, insistence on specific routines or ways to do things to achieve perfection, and occasionally rigid and inflexible thinking patterns, as I described him being likely to have above.
not everyone experiences OCD the same way, and me and Luigi are obviously going to experience it differently considering we are two completely different individuals. As someone with perfectionism OCD, I am just calling what I see in my eyes.
⋆ I saw someone make the argument a while back that Luigi could possibly be a narcissist, and while I don't necessarily deny that he can come off as pompous in some of his tweets, I do not think this is the case.
For Luigi to be a narcissist means that he wouldn't be able to make meaningful connections with people around him. Every person that has met or come into contact with Luigi only had good things to say, but I'd like to focus on his...straightforward or out-of-touch* tweets.
Luigi is a no-nonsense man. He's very left-brained and thinks as such, literally. He demonstrates a tendency to solve and think and plow through anything he registers as a problem. Have you ever asked "well, why can't we just print more money?" when told about the cash crisis? That's exactly whats going on in this tweet.
His first instinct when faced with the topic of Japan's birth rate is to try and solve it. Luigi may be hyperfixated on stats and data, which would clarify why he allegedly word-vomited to the hoes about birth rate data. He's not trying to come off as rude or ignorant, and frankly, I don't really think his tweet is that crazy either, he just might not know that this isn't something considered a social topic.
I feel like we're ignoring a lot of his more out-of-touch* (re)tweets, though. Scrolling through Luigi's page, I can understand what he's trying to get at, though lol. He's made it very clear that he's an intense supporter of complete equality*, he doesn't want anybody to be undermined in their contributions to society. Regardless of gender, sexual identity, race, etc. But again, he's thinking so literally and has trouble effectively communicating that in a way that is "neurotypical." This paired with the way he word vomits, and just his overall typing style and cadence, It just feels like he may be on the spectrum!
I do not have a link for this as his Reddit account was fucking obliterated, BUT, I do remember it being rumored that Luigi was apart of several neurodivergent support groups and subreddits!
I hope I helped humanize him a bit more for you guys! Lmk what you think of this little summary as it’s my first time doing something like this EVER lmfao😭
#luigi mangione x you#luigi mangione fanfic#luigi mangione fanfiction#luigi mangione x reader#luigi mangione x y/n#luigi mangione x yn#luigi mangione
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OMG! More Megatronus Prime pls (when u have time) I wanna see where this is going!
And more tiny Shockwave for your troubles (Ft TFP Vehicon, I love Vehicons and drones in TF they make me irrationally happy)
Sure! Honestly I was tempted to do a Vehicon reverse harem crack fic. All the Vehicons trying to collectively woo one very overwhelmed and unlucky reader with Steve as their spokesmech
Give It Up Pt 2
Megatronus Prime x Reader
• Fumbling and almost dropping the tiny, flailing organic in his hand, he tries to figure out where you’d come from. And how to get you to stop making that noise. “Here, little one. Stop. Please stop?” Awkwardly bouncing you like a sparkling as he tries to decide what to do with you, the screeching cuts off when you grab onto his servos. “There now. Can you speak?”
• Shuddering and convulsively swallowing, you’re afraid to make a peep in case the monster starts jostling you again. Because you’re probably going to hurl in your helmet if he does. And it’s talking at you. At least, you think the rough growling is language. Not knowing what it wants with you only that it’s not immediately eating you. That’s a good sign, right? Pushing at its big servos, you try to squirm loose. And are momentarily distracted by the glittering alien city you’re just noticing. Beautiful and impossible and are those buildings upside down?
• Servo cautiously nudging what he’s now certain is a helmet on your tiny head, he vents and carries you back inside. By some small bit of luck not running into any of the other Primes as he carries you to his habsuite. And avoiding their questions. Carefully setting you on his desk, he lets go of you and waits to see if you’re going to run off the edge. Relaxing when you only retreat to the side farthest from him and even though he can’t see through the helmet, he can feel your stare. “Alright,” he murmurs, pulling up the archives and all known organics. “How about we figure out what you are?”
• There’s no getting down without breaking something. The giant’s still grumbling nonsense at you as you try to get your anxiety in control. Okay, think. Reaching up to toggle your comm on, static squeals to make you wince into you cut it off. Well, that’s not a surprise. No signal, no communication. No rescue. Okay. How much oxygen do you have left? Water? Because sooner or later you’re going to run out of both and you have no idea if there’s air to breathe. Drinkable water. And you’re not quite ready to find out the hard way by taking the helmet off just to see if you suffocate. Oh, you’re terrified and spiraling. Because no one’s going to know what happened to you. Just gone. Can hear your own rough breathing, using up oxygen you don’t have to spare and unable to stop yourself.
• “You’re undocumented.” How are you an undocumented species? Glances down at you as you fiddle with a little lit up panel on your arm. You’re intelligent, obviously. But you don’t seem to understand him. “Can you understand me, little one?” Reaching out to nudge you, he vents when you stagger away chirping at him and swat at his servo. And then throw up your tiny hands, chirping and gesturing. What language is that? Laying his chin in his hand, he taps a servo against his mask. Well, you’ve got some fight. Being that tiny and still standing up to him. That fire is admirable. A little warrior.
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