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Finally glad the mouthwashing fandom-at least on here- is finally coming around to see the idea that neither curly or jimmy are completely innocent nor should be babied or completely villainized because to do that you'd need to *checks notes*
Completely ignore how mouthwashing is a story of how systems of abuse are kept in power. Particularly rape culture and the patriarchy that encourages these actions while also encouraging bystander effect from other men close to predators...which is all encouraged under a system like capitalism.
Idk read more of tha rant in tags I got carried away I fear.
#its all interchanging systems babe#if i see another post babying curly#or removing any amount of humanity from jimmy#im going to assume you simply dont want to interact with the meat of the game#you just looked at overall plot points and story beats with a glance and refused to give this wonderful game its flowers#stop turning these complex character into one dimensional things you can comodify like prepackaged food#this also heavily includes anya and the weird way you guys also baby her#shes a grown woman...a tramatized one yeah? but a grown woman who should be treated decently#not just spme one note preformative doll you wave around in order to comfort and baby curly or to shit on jimmy in the most ooc way possible#same with swansea#my goodness#mouthwashing#seriously ik fandom always does this but mouthwashing tumblr somehow impressed me?#with how much they could miss themes and intricacies for their preformative turn to the camera so they can say#“grrr this character bad and is monster lets throw a bunch of cluster b disorders at them and remove any character to prove a point ”#“wow this character is completely absolved from his actions and is too innocent to be deeply analyzed...#lets give him a playtoy supporting female character to dote on him and loft him up despite her own trauma!“#rant#im sorry its just soo annoying#usually im a “do everything you want forever” type girl#but its seeing the fandoms hypocrisy in jow they treat charscters like jimmy and curly and swansea that makes me realize#media literacy is soooo down hill.#quick give me a 500 word essay on why you think *shittiest take ever* is acceptable!
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this carrie shirt from fright rags...
#carrie#its soooo good . want her so bad#fright rags also has rly good quality ! have a couple shirts from them#rly soft . no tags. good sensory experience
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YAY FINALLY MEETING THE WINGED LION!!!! maybe ill get some answers finally
i still dont know whats this guys deal except that hes like a patron of the dungeon? but aside from that hes a total mystery to me. well maybe ill learn more soon!!
also. giga quad head marcille happened. not sure what to do w this info tho
currently at chapter 60!! god i love itzusumi so much...... i love all of them...........
#dunmeshi spoilers#im having a BLAST rn this is so awesome#i also started taking screenshots of panels i think are neat or funny to look back at l8r :)#god. something about the way ryoko kui draws animals is soooo good.... i want to absorb her artstyle so fucking bad#SHES SO GOOD AT DRAWING ANIMALS AND MAKING THEM BELIVABLE AND EXPRESSIVE AND GROUNDED#THE WINGED LIONS EPRESSIONS ARE SOOOO GOOD. GOD#also i love this panel and the next two. the winged lion is just so dissapointed and underwhelmed its so fucking funny#they werent lying this lion IS kinda cunty. havent reached the point where he has abs yet tho(<-that happened right?? or am i wrong lol)#he showed up in laios' dream and basically went 'you need to get your shit TOGETHER and fullfil the PROPHECY' and laios is just. so confuse
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i rlly wish sakura having a crush on sasuke was removed from the squad 7 dynamics i think her character would have been FAR more interesting if she was allowed exist on the same level as naruto and sasuke from the beginning
#idkkk i just feel like it shoves her into a caregiver role soooo much#i just think it would be endlessly more interesting if three of them were just really good friends for the first section#sakura my beautiful victim of classic anime misogyny#its just so sick and twisted shes so often by sasukes bedside or not getting to do anything cool#i think she deserves to have a sick and cool power too#ik shes actually unbelievably smart and they talk about that#but shes so limited by the misogynistic writing of not letting her be cool enough IDK GODDD#its also so lame that every squad is only allowed to have 1 woman#feeling abit like boy watches shonen anime surprised its misogynistic but its like#im not SURPRISED its more like i wish she was allowed be cooler#let her be like an unbelievable tactition or something if they want to lean into her being super incredibly smart#anyways thats it#i love you sakura sorry that the world treated you so bad#naruto posting
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#i am Dying#so for reasons im not gonna get into i stopped taking my meds a couple months ago#and luckily my mood and depression/anxiety hasnt been an issue at all!!#in fact im usually very happy and content#but one thing has come back and its come with a fucking vengeance#like i thought it was annoying in high school#but now its downright hindering#like im making up for the past 9 years or whatever#and i didnt realize until this week that its probably bc im off my meds#and unfortunately its making my insomnia bad again which means im starting to have another issue that i had in hs#its only happened once but if it continues then things will get bad lol#im trying to be vague on purpose bc this is soooo embarrassing#i cant talk to my friends abt it bc we dont talk abt that stuff (or at least they dont w me so i dont feel comfortable bringing it up)#and i would talk to my sister but i dont want her to know im off my meds#so like. dying#i have a plethora of my insomnia/anxiety/depression meds dont get me wrong#but in order to take them again i need to update my insurance w the doctor#then go to the doctor#then get a referral to a specialist#who can hopefully help me#and then i can take my meds again#i knowww i should bc my slope be slippin#but like im in a good mood and am content with everything in my life but my work and my issue that i need a specialist for#so im not very motivated to do things i dont wanna do#idkkkk#sorry im rambling lmao#vani.key
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Mousou telepathy feels like it gets shorter every time I reread it... my most trashy guilty pleasure romcom
#Iykyk#its Such a.... setup but then it veers#so sharply into this . platonic female friendship rep SO GOOD#there are soooo many mini references to MT in my work. theres so much#subconscious inspiration i took from it..... that i only realized on this current reread#the romance is so funny also theyre So Bad at communicating but it's actually funny for once#because the bad at communicating thing is the actual character flaw theyre recognized by the narrative to have#the way all of the characters grow and improve ESPECIALLY MY GIRL MAYA TF#one of my favorite fictional girls of all time#turns from a basic female rival with a mean streak into the funniest best friend with a mean streak#i love how her personality was consistent she just improved herself. but she kept the attitude. i LOVE HER#😭😭 i want to reread it again....#the plot twist goes crazy every time i read it i dont care it makes everything 100x funnier#GAH#mousou telepathy#shoutout to maya chan youre a real one best girl forwver amen#MANA*** IM SORRY.. IM TIRED.
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i went to bed right after finishing the epilogue but i am now awake and can put my silly little rant here
#pokemon sv dlc spoilers#pokemon scarlet and violet dlc spoilers#sv dlc spoilers#ok first of all NOT PENNY CALLING MY MOM HOT IN FRONT OF ME#EXCUSE ME????#glad to know penny is into milfs#anyways#it was soooo fun seeing how the three acted as house guests#nemonas the perfect house guest shes super polite and enthusiastic offering to help with stuff fantastic#penny is just vibing and having a good time#and arven is all stressed and anxious about being polite enough bestie calm down its fine#also YES nemona and kieran meeting#ive been wanting them to meet so bad this whole time#wish i could have gotten more nemona and carmine interactions#but ya this event was so silly goofy#oh and i sent out ogerpon in the battle against pecharunt and she reacted that was fun#around the time nemona disappeared i was freaking out bc right before in the remote finding conversation she wasnt saying anything#and i was like NEMONA?? ARE YOU OK?? bro whys she so quiet#i was surprised at first when kieran lost to nemona and by a lot#but ig it makes sense first of all nemonas probably gotten a lot stronger since we last fought her#especially now that she has a rival#and two kierans team is built for double battles#anyways that was fun!#my first class of the day was cancelled so ill be able to do stuff#i havent done anything after beating the story i just went to bed#weeeeee#back to scarleting the violet
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feeling better now I spent like 2 hours browsing fragrantica and found samples of a few intriguing ones on lucky scent + it's my payday tomorrow so I'm going to treat myself to that :3
#so desperate to find smth with a good tomato vine note so i can always have her around... i miss the tomato soap i used to have soooo bad#every time i hydrolyse oil at work (like. weekly) it torments me bc fresh out of a 16 hr incubation it has this lush green tomato smell#so im reminded of it super often..... anyway im still working thru these fancy deodorant balms i got gifted and the most recent one-#has a tomato note its rly gorgeous i think possibly my fave of them so far. might see if i can get a bigger tube of it hmm#ive been using a harsher black pepper/vetiver one bc i need smth stronger in this sweaty weather but forgot how effective the balms are#and how yummy and subtle they smell.. wouldnt it be nice to smell like that all the time ahh..#but yes ill wait in case my roomie wants any samples too so we can split shipping. summer of me smelling nice <3#also gonna try the demeter tomato one n maybe dirt or earthworm too..not sure id use them alone as perfume but maybe to stim#lucky scent doesnt have them tho sadly.. but i shall find elsewhere#i would LOVE a summer fragrance that was kind of loamy/earthy like rich wet soil but with buddleia notes. but i cant find anything-#in that kinda area on fragrantica sadly. just very specific nostalgic smell for me probably my top 5 smells ever#most stuff w buddleia is super floral n has so many other notes that throw me off from the description#ANYWAY.. i need to sleeeep#goodnight <3#.diaries
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satoko fixes shinpei jokes r so funny because all she said was one (1) thing and didnt even expect him to listen to her shinpei is just lowkey like that tweet abt “my wife is mad at me i should die” so everytime satoko is mad at him hes like shiittt ok ill be normal
#claude txt#like shinpei just does most of the fixing himself because hes insane#i love my wife soooo much i cant make her mad so i will be normal 😔#not to be insane but i want him to go overboard with it. i want him to be unrecognisable#i want him to be like a different person because thats what he has to do to be accepted by the kirigaya family right#and thats what satoko wants right?#like one of the things abt shinpei is rhat hes excessive.#in every way possible. he goes way too far and its a good thing and a bad thing#is it nice that shinpei is changing? yeah. will he go way too far? yeah i think so#how far will he change to the point where is he still going to be himself lmfao#i think shinpeis fucked up love is also what makes the rs work actually.#is he gonna have to learn to have boundaries and that hes going to be cared for even when he fails as a tool? yeah.#dorry i want to break his head open so bad. so bad#satoko has suffered enough its shinpeis turn
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i need to talk about the dess raises kris au. or im gonna explode.
#chatter#GOOD TIMING TO THINK ABOUT AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT STORY: EDITING UR TOH DAEMON AU LOL#like i can separate it out enough when im working lol but afterwards. oh its all deltarune babey!!!#been thinking a lot about dess and how i wanna write her#(aka im gonna canonize some mental stuff i've always kinda had in the back of my mind for her)#and GOD. dess. i forgive her for all her flaws <3#but no shes sooooo fascinating to me in this au its just. she was Eighteen. right in the middle of a pretty bad psychotic break.#the only person ever in her corner (asriel) Did Not Believe her and has always been real shitty about her undiagnosed mental illnesses#(dw we will come back to this i have a LOT of ideas for azzy lol he is. uh. not the best at the start!)#and so like. of course when it comes to kris her best was never going to be enough.#but GOD im soooo fascinated by like. she does genuinely really truly care for kris.#yes its messy and caught up in a bunch of other things but she LOVES THEM#even if she cannot ever love them in the way they want her to (ie as a parent loves a child)#and is it fair for kris? no! course it isnt!!!#but theres no changing the past and so. this is kris's life now#and its dess's life now. and they just have to live with what happened#thinking about the like. 6 months to a year where it was just dess and kris (before chara) and. god.#GOD. YOU GUYS.#sorry this au is. um. i think it is my everything. like.#if you know you know (hi stars lol <3) but. man.........man.#i have a lot of thoughts about. prophecy. and when translating that out beyond just story and into like. the real world#cause lets be real prophecy doesnt exist but things w this power of 'you are supposed to be x and cannot be anything but x' DO and#god. the dess raises kris au is So Much.#also yeah another acacia tags essay they simply hit differently <3#also enough to go into the main tag so#drkau#anyways lemme go back to editing lol
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takane's self deprecating inner monologues mirroring the fandom notoriously misinterpreting her as far meaner than she actually is. *holds head*
#also applies to shintaro#but shintaro is indeed pretty mean in hs soooo#post str i think he'd also be dramatic and sort of a jerk but its like. hes justified (looks at retaining)#hs days shintaro. u will regret this. dont be like that. ive seen into your future. just be nice im begging you#anyways takane. i study her under a microscope#OH and when i say Fandom i mean older fandom#sinceas there hasnt been. Content. yknow. so theres no way of knowing if ppl still interpret her that way#<- i dont have anyone to talk abt kage.pro with❤️ i wouldnt know. i just see what ppl post. sometimes.#what was i talking about#oh yeah#i had a thought i really did.#but i lost it#basically takanes self bashing makes me so sad#shes right to a degree because takane is indeed a selfish person (glares at manga route 2)#she wouldve NEVER walked away. takane being jealous haruka got another friend 1. would not happen 2. even if it did it would NOT keep her#from hanging out with him.#shes precisely too selfish for that. she precisely likes haruka so much and wants to Be with him so bad she doesn't give a fuck what ittake#sorry for the sudden manga 2 bashing i just needed to explain. takane is selfish#and she IS also attention starved❤️❤️❤️#but she barely recognized her good qualities. if at all#ugh. sorry. i was going somewhere with this. i love her#kagevinnie
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my bitch of an upstairs neighbor complained to the landlord for the second time in the two weeks ive lived here fhat i dont shovel the snow in front well enough. instead of just. yknow. walking one floor down and talking to me about it.
i cant take this passive agressive bullshit. she literally walked past me when i was out there and didnt say a word.
if she had said "hey can you please shovel XX snow to YY place?" i would have said "yeah absolutely no problem! thanks for letting me know". instead she complains to the landlord
mind you ive lived in this apartment TWO WEEKS. and this is the SECOND TIME she has sent her boyfriend out to reshovel and THEN called the landlord
#SOOOO tempted to noise complain her ass because her kids are always screaming and running around upstairs#but i wont#because i will not stoop to her level#this has me so fired up i swear to god#shoveling snow duty is in my lease btw#i really dont mind! and i want to do a good job! its the passive aggression that bothers me so fucking bad
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the sexual tension in this manga is INSANE....coupled with its slapstick sense of humour and the good art style........... this shoujo will be the death of me i AM the intended audience...
#suenaga yoroshiku onegaishimasu#kiyomizu is the perfect balance of pathetic/shut in and surprisingly responsible#definitely see the platonic sid eof this manga but i wish the author showed more of whats going on in his head. i think it would be hot#this shoujo is SO HOT tho i need a small fandom like#the slow burn is soooo bad ouuuuuuuu#the most well executed and successfully age gap shoujo ive read this is exactly what tsubaki chou lonely planet could have been#if the author could write and PLEASE this one is fucking good#i really want to watch him crumble#its insane#there are some REALLY grey lines im crossing here with this manga like quite a few but its sooo fucking delicious i want to own all the#volumes of this series my goddddd#when he finally reciprocates and stumbles over his love for her that is threefold of hers i will watch with glee
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LMFAO I JUST REALIZED I NEVER LOOKED UP THE VIDEOS THAT YOUTUBER FEATURED US IN FROM NCS 😭 this is borderline painful to watch
#I WANTED TO SEE IF THERE WERE ANY MORE PICTURES OF US FROM COMICCON#bc so many people took pictures of us youd think wed be featured somewhere other than a chess site. but no </3#gonna have to blame that on the fact that 1. neither me nor my sister have an instagram to share when asked#and 2. i look so fucking bad in all pictures always. total garbage#i look soooo good irl but im so unphotogenic its painful 😭#ANYWAY there was that one youtuber who films me at every con i totally forgot about the utdr meetup (read: 1 hour group photoshoot) at ncs#IM THERE LAWL. A LOT.#i loved my noelle cosplay i really did feel pretty in it. however.#i have literally never been more insecure about not having brown eyes i felt like a total freak#i guess u could argue with her ice themes blue/gray eyes would..... MAYBE fit......... but literally it felt so wrong#in what world does a sweet doe have cold hostile blue eyes. NEVER is the answer#shoutout to everyone with brown eyes you make ife worth living /gen
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and also like. the bunnies. my god, the bunnies. they’re everywhere and they’re all for jackie. the trinkets in her kitchen, the gift from jackie’s mother, actual bunnies nibbling on the plants in her garden. they’re everywhere and they’re always linked to food and eating and devouring. and she hates them so much and she loves them so much and she kills them and slits them open and eats them and eats them and they remind her of jackie and it’s the closest she can get to eating jackie again
something about jackie planning her life in a way that always included shauna and not realizing how those plans made shauna feel so unseen by her. something about shauna planning to get away and then after jackie's death staying rooted in the place that reminds her of jackie and with the people who will forever tie her to jackie and seeing her everywhere
#eating as a symbol of losing something (or someone)#and also wanting to keep them with you so bad you literally have to bring them inside#andhating it so much because you love it so deeply and hard and and and#its all good seriously im soooo fine no this show isnt the only thing i canthink about why would you ask me that#i think about normal stuff too like um. cute bears#and dont get me started on laura lee’s bear and lottie taming that bear with her hand#ok ill stop so sorry i think about other stuff too seriously#yellowjackets#jackie x shauna#shaunajackie
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Ok update I redid the ending and sobbed my eyes out so. That's fun.
#why did i cry so much considering i knew what i was gonna do?#well you see just cause i planned it doesnt mean it isnt sad!#this boy was Not really that mature or ready for leadership so um yeah the second he realized he could pass the mantle and be a hero doin i#oh boy...#and yes this is a great paralell to him forcing alistair to take the throne (with anora fwiw)#and also it hurts because i knew he was going to fucking hurt zev :) but i like when its awful and painful soooo :)#i just truly think by the end a way out looked really good to him#even though he had friends and love and whatever. the landsmeet really scared tf out of him and as much as he wanted to support alistair#and thats what he promised to do...oh boy it wasnt what he wanted#it wasnt what anyone wanted#which is why i like it as the ending! :)#dao liveblogging#oh yeah and theres the fact of he really didnt want either of them to have a kid with her cause he doesnt know what she was planning and he#didnt want to bring a child into the world that already had the taint like she said it would#cause would that be fucked up or what#like cyran was like well technically i chose to be a grey warden due to my own bad decisions and not really having a choice#but a child? with the taint? hm#(says me who doesnt understand the taint at all and doesnt know what the morrigan plan was)
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