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guess who just KICKED ASS in her World History exam.
ME.
1 down, 2 more to go
#WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#that was EASY (stares trying to remember the Inca and Mayans)#its ok I think I did pretty good actually!!!#Clem talks <3#rambles!!!#`
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no one understands them
#spider man: across the spider verse#spider noir#spiderman india#pavitr prabhakar#theyre goth and emo solidarity#brothers in deity-given spider powers#pav practice!! i think he turned out pretty good#ignore the bad lighting i was just goin to town lol#idk shit abt makeup so uhhhh yknow what i prolly did fine#me literally just adding glitter: wow this is so Drag Queen Aesthetic#its ok they cute <3#gayatri and hobie trade glances then do significantly better than i did#they hang out pav educates peter on tea and they trash talk their respective deities#i dont know if pav is in contact with that guy actually#but peter certainly still talks to the spider goddess lol
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actually so evil how much of hal's internal world gets obliterated with the rewriting of his relationships with jessica and martin.
#hal jordan#empyrean posting#ok going in the tags because im not actually v confident in my understanding of his character. i read all of his 80s/90s stuff but forgot#90% of it but ANYWAY.#so much of him just does not make sense with how geoff johns characterises him and his relationships with his parents particularly the#parallax stuff simply because of how much his relationship with the guardians and their apathy/'betrayal' is influenced by hal's original#relationship with his dad. like at its heart it's pretty much the same dynamic in how hal blindly trusts and sort of idolises the guardians#despite their repeated infractions in hope of... something in return just as he had with his father and the abuse he suffered at martin's#hands. that's what makes his anger at the guardians make sense when it does show itself because the relationship parallel didn't stop there.#as with martin hal gets nothing for his devotion. he gets nothing for doing everything that's asked of him and more and it ends the same way#too: with a man in the sky burning like a newborn star. and you lose so much of that nuance and intrigue behind that if you just make#jessica the 'bad one' because!!! you cheapen it!!!!#the whole idea of hal is that he has his father's face but his mother's scars#(to me). in the sense that they both reacted to martin the same way with that cognisance of who he was as a man yet inability to pull away#because... love. both the love they had for him and the conviction that he did or could love them too. and jessica arguably did eventually#but also she didnt did she? because she held onto that notion of love till the very end. the few scraps she had she ballooned outwards until#they became the whole. but hal didnt have even that and he spent his whole life chasing it & running away from wanting it at the same time#like i think there's something so interesting to the fact that he had to be convinced that flying was what he wanted to do. how much of that#was touched by his father? the fear that he was already too much like him than he could bear to be? he already had his face now he had his#dreams and longing for the sky. how much more could he have before he began repeating the cycle?#and at the end he even had his father's death. burning in the clouds. like there's so much there and that's not even touching on how it#impacts his relationships with other heroes. not just in the sense of why did kyle clark and diana get to keep their close yet complex#relationships with their moms when hal had to lose his (although yeah why did they) but also just how he lets himself come across to them.#because it's on purpose right? that he lets them think his reflection of his father is born out of unadulterated love for a man worthy of it#? he has his father's job he wears his father's jacket he smiles his father's smile. what else are they supposed to think.#and isnt that interesting!!! that this man who is so committed to being good & just can lie so casually to people he thinks of as friends!!!#can you see how that might be his mother through and through!!! in how she might have glossed over the abuse to other people and herself!!!#can you see how in spite of it all he might want to be perceived as his father that paragon of masculinity and resent that he is not!!!#do you understand how everything he loves has been poisoned!!! im thinking of that scene where he tells bruce about watching martin die &#wouldnt it have been so much more interesting through this lens. how he is both revealing & obfuscating at once. i hate the change sm
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things i like about totk so far: the depths,
i am going to be so completely honest i thought id be able to think of more. um. this is awkward
#ive only beat the first ‘temple’ the rito one and like. i thought it was goofy. i did not take it seriously. the boss was cool the music#was banger as usual that specifically i thought was cool#i doo like the depths tho. fun to explore. pretty. ominous music. quiet. peaceful if i aboid mobs correctly#and like all the stuff that is inherent to botw/totk i enjoy the world the horses cooking the outfits etc etc#but thats not unique to totk so i dont count it#goofy ass cutscenes. weird pacing. story feels very forced and not coherent so far#really just feels like they went ok we need to make another botw and just made up whatever excuse they could#to get zelda out of the story again instead of actually writing something#putting the wagon in front of the horse situation#also botws whols thing was New Innovative Breaking Conventions#and then they went oh the New Innovative Breaking Conventions game did good? cool lets make the exact same New thing again#not how that works. sucks all of the appeal out of the whole foundation#you cant copy innovation you have to make something new#like im gomna play it anyways and enjoy myself cuz its zelda but come on man. and for 70 bucks??#killing nintendo myself#oh i like the tower cutscene link fucking blastinf out of the top of it#also pretty#im a bit disappointed in the sky islands it doesnt really feel explorable its just like hey theyre there. some of them have little things on#them or some hidden challenge. and i go ok. well what about all the empty ones that are a pain in the ass to get to#and they go shhh shshshshsh. dont worry about that. think about Parallels. symbolism.#when all i can think about it the fact i do not have my large bird friend to help me explore#being so serious loftwings would make this game better. new mode of traversal for the new environment (sky)#those robo birds suck theyre so hard to get off the islands without just falling#ive tried fucking around with the new building/tech stuff i do not like it. awkward. clunky. irritating to me#idk if thats a me issue or if other people also think its bad but. im not a fan#give me my fucking bird. it makes sense and it would work so much better. please
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so was anyone going to tell me that the fulgurite ridgeback jackal skin comes with all sorts of unique electrical sound and visual effects when it's summoned and teleports or was I just supposed to find that out myself
#my posts#gw2#guild wars 2#OK BUT FR#that's actually really freaking cool#like instead of the sand swirl and default sound#it leaves a crackle of lightning matching its effects dye#and makes all sorts of lightning crack noises#like I'd been wanting it for a while but I didn't even know it did THAT. that's an extra bonus and i'm very happy#Ruju now has Thunderclap and I love it to bits. perfect#now i need the lithosol skimmer to come back... and also for Anet to make a feathered raptor that looks more lore-friendly#still debating what i want for springer and warclaw tho#jackrabbit might be neat for springer but idk for sure#i'm also waiting for the Northern Featherwing... i think that'll be back tomorrow? that one i know will be the one#pretty but intimidating bird that carries this man away. rip#(i'm gonna give it some gray dyes to be kinda like a peregrine falcon color scheme. feels good for him)
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something i was thinking about on stand yesterday.. danganronpa shsl lifeguard who tries to save a dying person they find, bonus points if they dont come clean about it at first because they think they actually killed that person with their efforts
#or if they do actually kill them which would be really tragic. this happens in chapter 4 of course#ok i actually put way too much thought into this. to put it into perspective i had shifts with 5 hours on stand saturdsy and sunday#i thought of it on saturday 20 mins in. so this concept has been in my brain for a while#anywayyy im thinking she had some pretty high profile eddie aikau type saves and got a little famous off that#AND is always offering to help people#so for the sake of writing another tragic athlete yuri ch4: i think the victim in her case is someone who is adamant about not wanting help#like a woman playing a sport typically seen as being manly (american football rugby wrestling etc etc)#im imagining shes from a family of pretty good (male) athletes and is constantly dealing with comparisons to portray her as weaker#she wont accept help or medical assistance because she thinks it makes her weak. which is a trait female characters should have more#so you get two really valid worldviews and its debatable whether the victim actually needed medical assistance/help or if it#just made things worse#anyway im imagining the ending of the previous chapter shows a black screen with#'unknown: hey hey are you okay?'#and ms life guard tries to give her situationship a slightly dignified resting place so we dont discover the body for a little while#not too long but a little while#actually i think the lifeguard killing the athlete with chest compressions would make a really compelling scenario#where the actual person with murderous intent was someone who poisoned or near-fatally hit the athlete#and they get to walk free (under extreme suspicion from other students) while the girl who got sooo close to saving her dies#lifeguard could be someone whos easily distracted but locks in while on duty to the point where shes like a different person#but slipping up and breaking the athletes rib (or whatever) was her one moment of panic#because she cared about the victim on a personal level#i neednto be sedated so i shut the fuck up. tomorrow is the first day of school bro#i DID say i had 10 hours to think about this
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why is there no way to reverse major life decisions. i should be able to go "actually nevermind" and just pretend it never happened with zero negative consequences
#nina.txt#i feel like ive complained about this a million times already so dont mind me#but. god i dont want to graduate. the job market is. not great? i mean could be worse but its also not good. not good at all#and yk back when i started my BA i was already fully aware that this field isnt the *greatest* career-wise and that id need to be pretty#flexible about potential jobs but. i dont think this is going to work out at all#i shouldve done something else. like programming or something. why on earth did i commit to this#i mean. ok its probably not hopeless but its just. making me so incredibly anxious#idk. ill just postpone actually starting on my thesis forever. dont have to actually look for a job if i simply never graduate#bulletproof plan. no downsides whatsoever 👍
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dont think im going to do artfight this year tbh. got Stuff happening that month and i do not have the energy to make oc refs im actually happy with in time
#not an art#i also really need to redesign several of the characters theres a lot that look. pretty similar.#yes hello im still making stuff but most of it has been quick shitty doodles not stuff i feel ok posting#just. been v unmotivated this year. and so. tired. so ive not been working on much Quality Stuff#vaguely considering a sketchdump but. not been liking most of them so idk what id actually post#oh i think i was supposed to post about the zine i did stuff for recently too. that was something i did that looked ok#i should do more zines so i have Deadlines so i actually make stuff good sometimes. external motivation and all that#idk tho most of the ones i see are for fandoms i dont really give a shit about#and the nonfandom ones are topics i cant do things for or have so many applicants they can afford to be Super Picky#and like. i can make ok stuff!! i know that objectively my art isnt bad! but.#its also the quality where if u have more applicants than positions it wont be considered.#idk ill keep my eyes out i guess
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now bc of that one post abt zelda getting fridged whenever that one guy directs a zelda game im thinking abt tetra just getting turned to stone in ph and like. what would it have been like if she were an actual character in ph. what would she have done how would this have changed the story
#not gonna do a whole lot of tagging im just musing. if you wanna rb or reply with ideas thats great#im not the person to figure this out bc i dont actually care much abt tetra#not like oh i hate her but like. i only played ph and what i see of her beyond that has not endeared me to her#shes fine i just dont get it. ig cuz i didnt play ww but eh#cuz like. ok. pretty much the majority of phs plot relies on tetra having been turned to stone and fixing that#and me being the autistic little freak i am the psrt that also makes it hard for me to wonder what could happen if#tetra werent stone and that making the game better is like. ok what about linebeck and his arc#listen his arc is so fucking good and hes great and i dont think his arc would have been so good if link wasnt the character he was put wit#cuz link is a great foil and despite having minimal characterization has just the right personality to nudge linebeck along#cuz hes def part of what inspires some of that change in linebeck so idk what might have happened#if tetra was an active player interacting with him in ph too. cuz like idk most of the time when i see people#do stuff where they interact its usually tetra one upping linebeck or whatever and thars like. ok thats whar ciela does#maybe im reading into it too much and focusing on linebeck. idk how you couldve done and changed#the plot of ph to include tetra without just straight up rewriting the whole thing or putting link away#bc look me in the eyes. i do not think linebeck would have developed the way he did without having met link specifically#salty talks#idk i feel like linebecks arc is the best bit of story in ph so i want that to remain more or less intact bc thats where a lot of#the emotional stuff comes in at the end. his dialogue in the ghost ship battle and the final boss. its important#i dont think about tetra much cant you tell. so id leave this to someone who actually cares abt her as a character
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The night is young and I am free to do whatever my heart desires but unfortunately I have once again found myself trapped in the Time Prison and so I
#the good old 'I don't feel like doing anything including doing nothing and I want to go to bed but I know I'm not tired'#WEH.#I'm enjoying typing but I don't want to commit to practicing typing for real so I'm just making excuses to type more#I was looking at custom ESC keycaps because I was thinking about that whole community of ppl obsessed with keyboards and like I get it I#like the clicky clacking and keyboards can look so pretty but some of those key caps man wtf.#why would you want 3D transparent donald duck ESC key from temu what is wrong with you#saw a set of key caps that were little kittys with little kitty ears n I was like fuuuuuuuuuck#49.00 USD probably 100000 CAD+shipping goto helllll#I was thinking about what if I had like confetti keycaps and a custom kittycake esc key or like an actual little cake and matching desk mat#or even just a new cute mousepad cuz mine is old as fuck and I spilled vegetable cream stew on it once#and then I was thinking like sighhh and wouldn't it be cool to have arcade carpet on the stairs leading down to my basement hovel and#rainbow lights along the ceiling corners and what if I painting my bedroom like I wanted to do and sighhhhh#I haven't been wasting my money buying shit like that but I'm thinking about it again.#but the same thing stopping me from doing anything at all is stopping me from wasting my money which like that's good I guess???????#gosh I really like typing why did I stop doing daily typing practice#oh yea The Thing Stopping Me From Doing Anything At All#meow meowm meow meow meow#ok I really gotta tear myself away from my computer and brush my teethses and try going to bed#I already played minecraft earlier it's fine I didn't do NOTHING tonight it just feels like I did#and tomorrow is another day#and next week is a short work week thank fucking christ almighty#literally cuz its easter sunday and he was in that tomb but he escaped or whatever he did#thanks jeezy boy#you maybe shoulda milked it for like half a week at least#moved the big ass boulder like have an inch at a time#*pause for laughter*#that s from my new stand up comedy routine do uiuop like it djfskll;askjdgflksjdflksajdflksjdf the dsjalkjfolidasfgjoiweljsdalkjflskdjflak#meowww#I am the only one I know on here who 'talks' this fucking much about absolutely nothing#I do all this and my poor followers can click read more and spend time reading alllllll this garbage
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also basically all of those screenshots are tavon being mean b/c i think its way funnier when he's mean. i dont screenshot when he says nice things
#shitpost#i mean. i do. i have over 1000 screenshots from today#but like. i dont usually POST those#thats for my brainworms writing process#he was nice to petra and to sa'har this patch. and rass i suppose but he DID say something pretty mean to rass so i think it balances out#well. not to rass like exactly but tavon did say like one shitty thing about mandalorians lmao.#because he was like. uhhh you guys better fix that shit. and rass was like I KNOW WE'RE WORKING ON IT OK#etc etc its fine. but it was a little mean#anyways also#he said something almost out of character to petra because he was like#im not qualified in this but i AM the leader of a force enclave so i feel like i should tell this nascent force user that uh#leaning on her anger probably isn't a good move. and. in a practical sense. will probably get her killed#but ALSO i know for force users there are some Not So Good Vibes Here#so like. im obsessed w/ that too#and tbh tavon has been wanting to actually talk to sa'har since like. manaan.#since manaan he became like. he basically has no intention to fight her unless she makes it happen#which is VERY STRANGE for him#but he picked up on the Something Is Going On vibes and he's like. hmmm#usually he is far more like. harder to disarm vs a foe#but he can tell sa'har is presenting herself as a foe and... isnt one really#which is quite fun for me because that's not something tavon does often#something i expect more from my other characters
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Hey psst Calico who are your top 5 fave fullmetal characters?
OMG okay obviously Ling is all the way at the top. And Greed ofc <333 the duo is just to strong to separate. TBH I'm a bit of a Xing girlie, maybe its bc im asian myself and I always get kinda hyped when I see characters that look like me in some way LMAO but I think then it would go Alphonse and Ed?
the fifth one i have a hard time with bc 1. its been so long since I've last rewatched fmab (def need to do that soon) and 2. there r sooo many characters i enjoy but its hard to pick between characters i think are interesting (Roy, Riza, Winry) and characters i want to sink my teeth in and flesh out more myself (Lan Fan, Mei, Lust) Like my top four is pretty solid I'm just uber stuck on that last choice 😭
#cal rambles#fmab#I hope this is good enough lol#OK BUT ACTUALLY#Its been a few years but I remember getting pretty into fleshing out my girlies like what i did with Hero lol#Lan Fan ily <3333 but also girl we gotta get you some self worth#Mei i feel like deserved way more recongition ngl#she did SO MUCH !!!!!#and Ive always loved the Lust and Green r twins theory its so fun#like i definitely think abt those characters the more#but going off the material alone characters like Roy and Riza and Pride and Winry r just Stronger#their stories and motivations and characters r just built stronger#IDK#IM CONFLICTED 😭
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every time i read a Drop of Poison the most jaw-dropping shit happens
#sakura is very much unhinged and unafraid in this fic#currently in the chunnin exams arc so yeah shit is happening but goddamn#first the fight with ino had me clutching my chest like WOAH then they made up after so its fine now#but now her fight with neji omg??? kind of deserved but its also so much worse than what naruto did to him in canon lol#still reading the chapter and i think it's funny when ppl are shocked that kakashi taught sasuke chidori#like he CREATED it when he was the same age if not younger & ik it's different circumstances but be srs rn#you cannot be surprised that he taught him that#AKUDJAODJAS#ok sasori had a pretty good if not controversial plan & that shit went off the rails immediatly oops#like the kazekage was actually just a bunch of snakes in a trench coat woops#i love ranting in the tags anyway expect this to be on friday's rec list lol#moon posts
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28/50 on the written part of my english diploma huh. [hysterical sobbing]
anyways back 2 cats ig
i think that bombalurina lives up to her name just a bit literally and is one of the cats who teaches the kittens ballet-esk moves . she’s got the power she’s got the means
#no. What.#it's not even tugging my own cock it's. genuinely not a grade i think i deserve..???????????#the prompt wasn't nearly that hard#i felt pretty good with it actually!#i wrote a little too much for my critical and just enough for my personal#but my personal felt really good????????? like it was super concise and i managed to pick apart the Entire poem and connect it to the prompt#the critical was Rough but i pushed through in the end and had at least a good enough point + evidence for a 70%???????????#what the fuck happened . ok#im even more upset too at the fact ill never know what i did wrong probably . it's not like my eng. teacher ratting on my ass in front of me#at least i get . Feedback... yk?#its just two anonymous people who marked it then fucked off#gweh#anyways i dont need to retake cuz my FINAL final mark is Good Enough so... <3#rambling#soz for the screaming lately but man. Man. yk?#headcanons
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so hows everyones night going
#im pretty good right now. hey do you wanna know why. i saw this mivie actually do you wanna know which one. guess#i say that but i actually am exercising my right to queue posts so. i havent spammed that much#the first movie was so life changing 2 me#this feels the exact same way its so good#falling asleep w my headphones on in middle school coded#also ok wait while im thinking about music. did you see where i was right about jid being on the new soundtrack >:D#oh aren that was predictable because they had him on like 3 soundtracks since the first movie came out. yeah well idc#one of those posts said 'we can create versions of our ocs this movie instead of spidersonas!'#and while i respect it. i was in middle school when the first one came out my sona looked like ass.#i have to redo her#see for an updated design id want to change myself to how i want to look but that involves an undercut so..#spidergwen and andy bender and my old killjoys oc are all just like. ok fucking asshole thats my look#also every time i see shipping or x readers for this movie it takes 20 years off my lifespan#every female character that im a fan of is like#i think shes gay because shes just like me fr. you think shes gay but shes really just a victim of yaoi#we are not the same ‼️‼️#what the fuck was i talking about. Good Movie 👍
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getting annoyed at all the people i keep seeing saying no omg halloween ends was so good because they tried something new and im like yeah ok but did literally any of the stuff they tried actually turn out good? no.
#it didnt even do the bare minimum of creating a coherent whole smh. let alone being good i very nearly did walk out entirely.#like ok playing with the idea that your environment can be what pushes you to do evil instead of you being Inherently Bad#and the idea that like. michael myers isnt some all encompassing evil he's just one of many people out there who do bad things#great i get it. fine#but then they just throw it in the trash by being like actually no corey just is an evil person now. hes got bad vibes.#and then he (spoilers) and his entire story just like. doesnt even get brought up again now its a movie abt killing michael for 20 minutes#like ok . so now michael is the ultimate evil of haddonfield again and we all funeral march together to kill him. sure.#i guess fuck what the other 80 minutes of this movie were about.#like we get a limp line abt how evil never dies it just changes shape but like. they literally did kill both the evils & haddonfield's fine#i dont even think corey or anything about him specifically ever gets brought up again. for the entire last bit of the movie.#and we make zero moves to like address... what happened to create the evil scarecrow man at all. its just like well michaels dead we win.#plus whatever they were trying to do with laurie's entire character just made NO sense.#shes fine now she's healed from her trauma but now people are mad at her because she 'provoked' michael??#when last movie we quite literally established that she didnt and he wasn't even here to look for her. he does not care abt that woman.#and then her granddaughter being like YOURE SO OBSESSED WITH DEATH YOU WANT EVERYONE AS MISERABLE AS YOU#when like??? laurie isn't even miserable in this movie she's post therapy and doing pretty well and enjoying her fucking life??#so now everyone is just like. projecting this image onto laurie that we know is provably false but its never addressed#its not like . 'wow people project an ideal onto victims of trauma but its not true'. like i think we are supposed to agree w these people.#or at the very least if we dont agree we're supposed to be like wow that was deep they might have a point.#they just like. say they hate her for being obsessed with her trauma when she isn't anymore and then it never comes back up#and the way they all forgive her is her fighting michael but like thats what she did in 2018 isnt that why you're mad at her????#and dont get me started on all the fake deep dialogue and monologues or the weird forced love story so they could hook the wattpad crowd.#but like the overall movie there are some ideas that are actually really good and exactly what i'd want in a halloween finale#and they just like . execute literally all of them in the worst possible way .#movie diary
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