#its odd

[doomspiral]

If you hate hetalia might i suggest not constantly blogging about it

[disruptxrr]

i cant even decide if i hate tara yummy or not fuckkk

[dr11ft]

sometimes I forget what I look like

[bookwyrminspiration]

I'm flummoxed. Fitz and Sophie had an "I miss you, can we try being friends?" conversation at the end of Legacy (781-782). But then for some reason there's a second, "I miss you, let's start over" conversation mid-Unlocked (633-635). Timeline-wise, these conversations are one day apart. "I hate how it feels like we're not even friends anymore" it's been one day since you started trying to get to know each other in this new context. The first happened the day Keefe woke up, the second happened literally the next day

So I'm trying to parse why. Yes, the second conversation is more in depth, but why repeat some of the same elements from before? About missing each other and trying again? That part was already covered in convo 1. Especially so close together in time. Is she going over it again because it's the next book and she's refreshing people's memories? That's not usually the method she takes, nor is it one anyone does really? That doesn't refresh people's memories of what already happened, that's just doing it again.

It's just so odd. The conversations aren't identical, but the end result is basically the same: lets try again, I want to be friends. One day apart. In 2 separate conversations. That aren't different enough to seem to warrant it? If she wanted additional depth why not build off what she'd already done? Instead she like...recreated a conflict that she'd already addressed? Why did she do that?

[pony-express-official]

I mean maybe it was asked after the jar but CERTAINLY before u answered it

Gotcha

[ikeepforgettimypassword]

Was not expecting the musical Company to make me cry, with the obvious realization of love and what it means to love someone and be in love with someone, at 2 am but- here we are.

[k9effect]

This post goes out to the people who never had a childhood home or who moved around too much to truly consider somewhere as the place they grew up in. I see you. I feel you. I am one of you

[brbgensokyo]

you know you'd think the tomboy kemonomimi meta would be kangaroo but kangaroos are so rare let alone any modifiers

[millenari]

im watching tswifts macavity again and its really fascinating how that version of the song removes all of the classic's sexuality while also trying very hard to be sexy. i want to study it in a lab.

[iiep-wop]

Just wanted to say sorry if I'm inconsistent with my obsessions lol, my interests either shift rapidly or they stick on something for absolutely ages

Like I've even made a list of what I've been obsessed with and whether that obsession is dead yet look

Yeah as you can see, sometimes I move on really quickly or sometimes I stay stuck on the thing for absolute ages

[k0kichiimagines]

i hate andrew tate, i hate incels, i hate this rise of self piting men who are convinced they are the worlds biggest victims and martyrs and women are all evil bitches who lie about rape and are over dramatic and have it so good and this rise in rape especially now that we cant even trust police anymore and i really hope its a lot less then it seems to be 😭😭

anyways normal men r nice love u stay normal and reasonable forever pls

[finely-tuned-line]

RP:

Log 233

FTL: Progress has been made, now all I need to do is wait. I highly doubt that this'll work, though I do hold my hopes that it will. I do not have many other ideas, and I'd rather not ask for help from those who know about purposed organisms. Not from a matter of pride, but from a matter of wanting to figure this out on my own. Which I suppose could be interpreted as pride, but that is not the case.

FTL: I've released the lizard in the aforementioned barren area near me after attempting a few modifications to its instincts. More territorial, more driven to explore and expand its territory. I also modified it to be a more efficient herbivore than carnivore, though it does remain an omnivore. It does not lack any of the defences that it would have normally had, so it should be capable of defending itself from any other lizards or creatures that attack it.

FTL: My one uncertainty in regards as to the fashion in which I released it was that perhaps it was too young. It is likely that such a young lizard would be unable to properly survive, but it very well could. They're adaptable, and green lizards do not often raise their young, I believe. So it should be fine, it's not all that different from how it naturally is.

FTL: As I said, all I have left to do now is wait. See if it ends up travelling, finding poleplants, and returning with some. Considering lizards' tendencies to bring food back to their main territory, I'm sure this will occur.

FTL: It keeps hitting me how absurdly convoluted this plan it. If only I were capable of producing normal purposed organisms, this could all be so much easier-. That is irrelevant though. I am doing what I can with what I have, and this will not be all that important in the long run. If this succeeds, it'll ensure the potential for many, many experiments. And even this roundabout way of creating purposed organisms is, at the very least, something. Even if I'll be incapable of utilising the knowledge of such overcomplicated plans in everything but the most specific situations.

FTL: Perhaps I should, at some point, ask LIFEGIVER how proper purposed organisms are created. The knowledge will be useful, if irrelevant to my main task.

FTL: The waiting for this all to play out will be rather boring. I will be thinking of ideas for future experiments, perhaps putting some into action. I'll have to think about it.

FTL: Maybe with this time I now have, I have no excuse to not talk to Echoes of a Paradox. Maybe.

FTL: Either way, this'll be a long wait. Of course the only thing that works results in such a dreadfully boring end. I'll be using this time the best I can, though. Even if that is to stop avoiding conversations that I have indeed been avoiding. Hm. We'll see.

[juneegbertfanpage]

Maybe it's because I'm ace but people who think liking smut is in any way a desirable or even funny personality trait utterly baffle me

[sadpurpleblood]

how does only the left half of my hair curl

[smallsinger5901]

Whats their problem

[reverend-meat]

Crazy to think that before the pandemic my weakest writing skills were romance, metered plot and fight scenes

now its all i write