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not enough malak content round these parts

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my favorite game is called Make That Brush all you do is find a piece of art you like and perfectly replicate the most notable brush used for it in the firealpaca brush maker, tell yourself this means you can now make art just like it and then never use it again

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not again 😒

still alive, still making art, just waiting for something I'm not sure I can name to get it into postable form

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seeing how far I can get from memory

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skecthbook ft that guy from a kids show I'm never going to watch because I have a personal vow against watching any more animated kids shows

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still alive, still making art, just waiting for something I'm not sure I can name to get it into postable form

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sometimes I forget what I look like

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I should note that this isn't grouped by story relevance to eachother; scy and iris are involved with eachother but that circle includes kaspar and kazumi and rael etc ilya and ana are kind of out of place here because ilya is from scy's backstory and ana is from iris' future after scy

the cruise ctrl cast pt 1 - iris, scythe, ilya, ex-o

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the cruise ctrl cast pt 1 - iris, scythe, ilya, ana

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I had to draw this outfit

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I would like to apologize to every single one of my wips ever

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impressions

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Now the hard part is accepting that all my 'I mean it' art is juvenile as hell cause I never tried to go anywhere with it 🥲

I was so fucking worried. That my art would have no further depth to explore, that I'd be a laughingstock, that I'd be wasting money. That I wasn't actually meant for this. And now, after lying to myself for years, I realize that that's just how it feels to be a developing artist. And I wanted to make art the whole time. That's what I wanted. That's what I want.

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This isn't a commentary on careers under capitalism or my deeply buried naive dreams of art school this is an exercise in honesty about centering art in your life and how it feels to gaslight yourself for no reason

I was so fucking worried. That my art would have no further depth to explore, that I'd be a laughingstock, that I'd be wasting money. That I wasn't actually meant for this. And now, after lying to myself for years, I realize that that's just how it feels to be a developing artist. And I wanted to make art the whole time. That's what I wanted. That's what I want.

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I was so fucking worried. That my art would have no further depth to explore, that I'd be a laughingstock, that I'd be wasting money. That I wasn't actually meant for this. And now, after lying to myself for years, I realize that that's just how it feels to be a developing artist. And I wanted to make art the whole time. That's what I wanted. That's what I want.

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artblock so bad you have to fill out the museum exhibition free kids guide

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there's an official playlist for them btw 😏

most well adjusted bi4bi rebound relationship