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staring at my old ch writing like O_O
#essen talks#its not that bad its not even that edgy its just#AUGH i feel so cringe for writing that#its ok atleast half of them are just poland and the ussr arguing because they hate eachother
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"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.
#house md#james wilson#gregory house#hilson#johan being crazy about yaoi md#johan's mindpalace#Im crazy#like im tearing up#this scene is so romantic it genuinely makes me nauseous#the lowlight setting the lingering stares the soft little smile a dam thats finally broken#I need a 12 gauge bullet in the thigh#Please watch this scene screencaps do not do it near enough justice#do you know whats so genuinely actually sickening#its been months since i finished house md#and i have not watched a single show that has managed to fill even a quarter of the gaping bleeding hilson shaped hole in my heart#shows that have actual gay people actual representation and not a single one has managed to alter my brain chemistry the way hilson has#since day 1 episode 1#Like its actually nauseating a little its so over for me for the rest of my life#Like im actually never recovering#people say “they dont make xyz like they used to haha” But Guys they Genuinely dont#Im going through withdrawls#I need my yaoi cocaine so bad but my plug died 12 years ago and i cant fucking Move#House md capital of fatphobia homophobia transphobia early 2000s edgy humour outshining modern shows with actual rep like im sick#Its not even because i want to like i feel like there are worms in my brain. I feel like ratatoullie if the rat was evil#This is not what the stonewall riots were for#I feel like so nausous why couldnt i be crazy about an actual gay pairing like a normal gay person. Im gonna throwup#Why couldnt i like music and girls#Its not even that house md is objectively logically better than these shows like no. Im just crazy#Im so sick they make me so sick i feel like there are worms in my head. My head#Dont know when i will ever be onorlmal again. Sorr
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yknow i really do wish the lsers would evaluate their ableism/sanism problem at some point but i doubt thats ever gonna happen considering that shits normal in society and barely seen as a problem even in leftist spaces
#mine.txt#like id Like to watch streams without getting genuinely upset but i suppose thats too much to ask for#like no amount of warcrimes or mean behaviour will get me to genuinely feel hatred for a cc#ableism on the other hand....#the funniest thing is thats not even enough for me to write them off as a bad person cause that shit really is just that normal#like i can still genuinely like a cc while hating them for doing an ableism#like it really is just that normal#its everywhere from everyone all the time forever and i doubt we'll ever truly escape it#cause its either a cool little aesthetic you can slap onto yourself to make yourself more interesting#(im talking about ppl who like to go ''oh im such a psycho'' for being edgy while demonizing actual psychotics and the like btw)#an easy way to hurt someone you dislike#or just. normal.#i sound like im giving up and i suppose i technically am#but like genuinely in order to navigate reality and be able to enjoy things you just kinda have to reckon with the fact that#when youre someone like me; at least on Some level; the ppl around you hate you even when they love you
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new Mainstream Big Hit shounen anime so bad it makes me wish gege didnt end jjk so it could continue its popularity reign forever
#this post is about d/andadan specifically#im. So Mad at it and its popularity that it makes me appriciate things im not even a fan of but didnt do All That#shows like this that become no.1 most popular of the season and top 3 of the year (most likely) is why anime will never#not be considered cringe#it wants to be edgy “”“adult”“” mob psycho so bad. and while the animation is good it is vulgar and tasteless and just. god#for the blissfully unaware: aliens want to impregnate the main girl and steal her uterus (and vagina?)#while the turbo granny ghost constantly offers to suck off the main boy and then straight up steals his dick#in episode one.#they are both high schoolers of course.#i was watching a yter react to it and he couldnt even show certain parts from the anime. how is that shounen demography appropriate?#anyway. im sorry i thought ranting to my dear mutual would be enough to satiate my anger but its popularity rekindled it#i'd continue watching jjk if that would guarantee that it wipes d/andadan from the face of the earth.
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i think you can give a million reasons why rezero is different from generic isekai because its a subversion or deconstruction, but at the end of the day thats not really the important part. i think what really sets it apart is how much love there is for it in its creation. its not a cheap cashgrab banking off of nerdy power fantasies, nor is it soulless in its characters and worldbuilding... theres so much care and effort put into it by tappei, and by the people adapting it into an anime, by the voice actors and sound designers and everything. theres so much love for the individual characters as more than flat tropes, and for the world they live in to be fleshed out, and for the main character's arc and struggles beyond being an isekai protag. i think anyone can take an isekai and make it dark, but without love it would be just as soulless as any other generic isekai. and remember, love is what the story is all about.
#re:zero#by this i dont mean all isekai are bad btw. im talking abt the generic ones that the story is directly subverting lol#and there are also plenty of isekai that are good and arent edgy either way! because they are stories w care put into them#go check out ascendance of a bookworm#and this isnt limited to isekai either like#its the same reason madoka magica is better than 99% of its copycats that are just banking off of Magical Girl But Edgy#theres no love so it doesnt matter. its not a story its a product#hell that even applies to its own spinoff LOL
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netflix one piece live action feels a little like fanfic in that it makes sure it hits all the important notes but doesnt do all the work to make them hit which works in fic where the reader is supposed to bring all the emotional story investment from the original but doesnt work in a multi million adaptation that is supposed to be able to stand on its own or even serve as an intro to the series. it even does this in service to have more koby and helmeppo gay moments in this essay i w
#one piece#opla#the fleshing out of koby and helmeppo is like honestly good its a beacon of light its truly really fun#and all the actors are great it is just what they are given .#they didnt let nami do any real betraying. they didnt even have her steal the merry!! she just stole the map that they added in!!!!#ddont get me started on the gutting of sanjis intro. i dont give a shit about if don krieg appears or not i need to see this guy fuckin#feed the hand thats about to kill him im going to start shaking like a dog.#im almost madder krieg appeared for just a little id rather have that time be used for. anything else really.#like have one of arlongs guys starved half to death when they get to arlong park!or idk anything! no gin appears look its gin! you know him#sanji doesnt even get to beat the shit out of a shitty guest. like i guess he does a little but it feels so blink and you miss it#+the first like two eps were good!! buggys great hes scary and weird and fun. i dont mind that he sticks around longer in theory#but the way he is comedic relief instead of basically every character having funny bits is like. ahghhhgggg. its a symptom of this really#mean and edgy feeling the whole thing has. like the removal of people missing usopps pirate calling :( and how cocoyashi didnt know#nami was working to help them. like p. please. can we have caring and bonds in this world?? trust and love???#anyway. sorry for having expectations of a netflix show im so close to putting this into a more proper form rather than tags. just to get i#all out of my system cause fuck man.#anyway solid 7/10 not as bad as it couldve been
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If I had a nickel for every circus themed indie cartoon on youtube... you get it. Also bigtop burger is easily the best
#bigtop burger#the tone in that show is immaculate#there are so many creative choice that are unique and wonderful#the 'circus but scary' trope is very cliche which is not technically a bad thing#bigtop burger understands that the trope is basically a joke in itself and it takes advantage of that#so making a wholesome genuinely funny clown show is a subversion#it doesn't take itself seriously which makes it even funnier#and when the lore is introduced in a sublte humble but unexpected way#you're genuinely intrigued#take the amazing digital circus#it relies on the 'circus but scary' trope so hard and take it super seriously#the edginess comes off as cringe#and the show thinks so highly of its own lore it just smacks you over the head with it
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Yall I'm so sorry I do not like Peacemaker
#that show annoys me down#my hatred for it is not as bad as the cw verse#but the writing in that show legit pisses me off#and i hate the directon the dcu film verse whatever is going#like theres one gross ass line about a certain flop actor that you wont get without context#that whole style of writing is bad and terrible and i hate how so many comic adaptations have that humor#ur not funny#Please do not bring up comic adaptations around me unless its the reeveverse#not even the new superman movie im interested in#its so funny that i disagree with the snyder fanbase on most things EXCEPT that the new superman movie looks bad but ik its gonna get praise#and clog my tl for like weeks afterwards#this is the part where i would like be sorry about the rent but i love bitching and moanjing about how much i hate comic adaptations like#i hate them sooooo much#doom patrol was a breath of fresh air since it actually LIKED the material and engaged in it in a edgy yet sincere way that so many comics#but ALSO it was actuallly good and played wth the medium in a really cool way and was well written and fun and actual good gay rep#Is the batman the best most well written thing ever? NOPE! but it does adapt the comkc in a way i find interesting#titans was shit from a butt and i only watched it because the actors were so well casted. like even krypto was perfect#I never watchrd harley quinn and dont plan too but i feel like i might like that#you couldnt pay me to watch that kite man shit#snyderverse was trashhhh except the snyder cut#for some reason i just never watched wonder woman 1 but i watched 1984 and i wanted to kms#nobody is doing it worse than marvel. even the bad movies get praised by critics#pure formulaic bs#idk i am obviously the target audiences for that shit but i have zero desire to see superman or the upcoming comic books movies from dc or#marvel
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Images of edgy wolves and skeletons with fire and lightning are intended to be made by AMATEURS IN PHOTOSHOP and PEOPLE WHO MAKE AIRBRUSH ART ON VANS AND NICHE CALENDARS, not AI!!!!
Whenever i see them made by ai slop it's like seeing one of those really terribly bred 'designer' pitbulls. Who did this to you, this is cruel. This is painful. You weren't made for this.
#jay talkin#not to mention they look too corporate and polished and lose all of their energy#bc ai is only capable of shitting out the most aesthetically middling shit bc its made by tech bros n corpos#who feed it whatever is the most popular or highest selling to try n make it make art like that#THERES SMTH ABT THE DOGSHIT WAY AI TRIES TO BE A PERFECT MOST COMMERCIAL IMAGE W WHAT IT MAKES#THAT MAKES IT LOOK EVEN WORSE. i hate it#anyway ai edgy wolves and fire skeletons are awful. i want that real shit only#even w/o my stance against it due to it Just Being Art Theft i also hate ai bc#it looks disgustingly smooth and featureless and boring all the time#milque toast awful images that do and say nothing at all. fucking horrendous#i miss when ai was for making incomprehensible masses of eyes and bad horses. at least then it was interesting
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how is helluva boss considered the top of indie animation rn. it’s the top of three things and its not that. top of sucking shit. top of being overrated. top of things people are insufferable about for no reason
#i will be a hater. actually. i will be a hater.#before anyone is like bwuhh you dont get it i watched it. i watched the fucking stupid show#i SAWWW ITTT I WATCHED ITTT AND IT SUCKSSSS#writings bad. designs bad. dialogue is mid. jokes arent even funny.#i will die on this hill#the humor is terrible and mean-spirited and punches down. its not satire its not funny its just haha edgy 2010s humor#literally any show where a part of its humor is saying the r slur because it’s EdGy is mediocre. quit that
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I got reminded the Lacey's series exists and it really left me confused because... People love and praise that but hate on The Painter?
I want to say it's just bias because Lacey's is very well done style wise (the painter has great art but weak presentation), but Lacey's is pure fucking shock content w little substance. That's why I always hated it. And I still do. It's not even surprising.
And it a way it's fitting for it bc it has that strong 2010s/2000s vibes and horror back then was just like that lmao look at any old creepypasta but it's still edgy as shit.
And I don't want this to be me complaining about that series bc that's not my point what I'm complaining about is how I don't understand how the internet ADORED one but hated the other for arguably the same reasons.
But I also want to complain so see y'all in the tags 👍
#luly talks#disclaimer if you like Lacey's games all power to you in fact I'd like to hear why you like them#but to me they're soooo edgy and boring like god. she's just a papercut creepypasta#down to the woo this normal thing is actually very creepy and corrupted!!! like c'mon man#and it'd be okay if it was just that like ok it's just another project and edgy as fuck one but that's fine#but ppl talk of it like it's so terrifying their hair turned white and their dog died of a heart attack for peeking at the screen like bffr#I've seen miku be scarier and sadder m8 c'mon#it's not bad its just overrated <- possessed by the ghost of 2010s straight UP#like w lacey is just one of those times where if you torture a character too much it just comes out as over the top and you stop caring#there's a trope name for this i dont remember it now tho#the painter at least has my doomer gf and her fucked up dog and gets creative#lacey is everything BUT creative#and its not even a matter of wearing your inspirations on your sleeve bc we all know the painter is so fucking camp so 80s slasher#<- they'd have done a header tho i insist#but like. lacey plays everything so straight and predictably so.#i dont get why ppl adore it it's mediocre at best 😭😭
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i haven't been this social & talkative in Years someone drag me out back
#rambling to myself in the tags just go ahead n pass by 🫡#u've been warned#i can feel the burnout(?) creeping up on me & its been. two days.#at least my friend is reassured i'm still in their life every few months 👍#even if i end up hating being dragged out places i know a little relief feels like a lot to other ppl#but i also just. hate being involved at all. esp if its pity but also when they genuinely want to talk with me. which sucks!#i hate thinking like that. however it just feels like the most logical path sometimes yk? after (gestures vaguely) everything?#i'm childishly obsessed with the aspect of destruction. me or them carrying it out it doesn't matter#any sort of socializing feels like grinding stone together whether or not their intentions seem as pure as possible#it feels like my socializing button is broken and my battery is locked at 2% 24/7#its not that i actively try to keep myself locked in self serving cycles to stay pitiful lord knows i hate being pathetic#i despise being miserable. it may not be Everything i know. it may be comfortable or familiar or whatever edgy shit#but it takes so much energy to have any emotion. i feel like i wrung myself dry in elementary school#ultimately i know i'm capable of Having Emotions. they're just all buried beneath 78 layers of static that don't seem to be there for other#i try to be social. even when i know Deep down i like them i end up hating every interaction. no matter how smooth or funny or whatever#i seem to have this blanket that makes everything heavier on me. i don't like being weighed down but sometimes i have to comply else#i know i'll just fucking crash out for the next however many years & end up being more hurt than i began with#<- metaphor doesn't make sense bc i ditched it half way thru but you get the point#be social to the complete detriment to my health & appease others or hurt other ppl (something i don't like doing bc i know how it feels) &#end up ''''saving'''' myself (trapping myself further. lose/lose). i wish i was completely exempt to people paying attention to me#i Hate wallowing in this fucking pity. this whole woe is me evvybody huwt me so now i feel nudding :( schtick makes me feel so weak#i like feeling strong by socializing. sometimes i get this litttlee inkling of maybe i should try & put myself out there More but it always#comes with the same results. one of these days surely it'll change (<- bearer of the curse) (<- but still has hope despite denying it)#yes i'm in therapy yes i'm working on my social capacity slowly instead of getting my boundaries ran over at top notch speed by my abusers#sometimes i need to say the self pitying shit out loud to knock me to my senses & be like 'if a friend said this i'd criticize them'#'if anybody else thought that you'd cringe so hard and be filled with That Specific Misery you feel & hate so much' ohhh right. my bad
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i need to expel the silly guys in my brain . but i forgot how to draw and writing is hard... much to think about
#vwoop.noises#I am thinking about cool war again. there is no tangible reason for this#Tge only rita summers stan in the whole world.. I think somethint could be done interesting abt her#I'm not sure whether shes bad bc of misogyny or bc none of the side characters were good#I hesitate to be mean bc Just a guy wrote that. Got no compensation for this. Etc etc. It's like conceptually advanced fanfic is my way of -#understanding this space#This being said.#It is very edgy for the sake of kt#And I want to play with your stock characters#Anyways Rita. Why is a child hanging out with the magic terrorists#They give off college dropout vibes but i think shes a little younger than like normal Knew them in highschool vibe. Hmm. Maybe#But regardless. She has to do highschooler chores . She has homework..#its just silly to me. Esp. bc shes just a goth little teenager#I think she's edgy on her own. Not even because the whole thing is edgy. She doesn't get toned down in my mind she believes she's#playing + winning 4D chess#In my beautiful mind palace she wasb rlly good friends w/ jessie b4 Average Tragic Backstory and is kind of like. sus abt the whole thing#very Yesterday was a terrible tragedy. You have classes today#As well as like. She's a bit younger and can cope a bit worse with everything. I think. As is her right as a goth teenager#she's just like. Angry.#Which is yknow. Why magic terrorism#but also w/ like jessie a) Her sibling is coping worse* and then b) Nobody says anything ever so as to not upset joey#*I have rewritten this whole thing in my mind Heart . He mitosis'd and then unmitosis'd as timeline course corrections and this is#quite difficult on a person.#but in the downtime.. shes just a bit silly....#magic terrorists and their princess of darkness (Also a magic terrorist)#I've also decided shes close w og just because I say so . They look similar and people r like Oh how sweet You are looking after yr little#sister. And she wants to do murder.#they both have dark hair; she dyes hers to look gother. and similar faces I Guess < The faceblinder but I'll decide when I draw them
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yknow what bugs me is when ppls criticism of YA media boils down to them just not knowing how teenage crushes work
#'bella being depressed because edward wasnt at school is unhealthy obsession' no that's called having a crush#'him asking her out by them hearing a rumor saying theyre dating and bella going 'what should i say' +him responding 'well i guess you could#tell them yes. yknow just because its easier' is lame and boring' are you kidding me i ate that shit up at that age#when two shy awkward people flirt thats how you end up in a relationship is you both kind of just sidle your way up to it#and i dont even feel like that one contributes to like 'things abt him that arent necessarily red flags on their own but as a whole point to#bad things' like. from what i gathered feom the movie bella did not seem like the type to like some big first move#like. shes an emo bruh girl. if it wasnt some sort of edgy teenage heartthrob performance then shed just brush him off like#every other Conventionally Attractive Dude™ falling all over her#ppl keep acting like her not going for every other dude who wants her is a character flaw or bad writing but. like#literally just have you ever met a depressed teenage girl.#shes Not Like Other Girls™ and finds regular guys who express emotions in regular ways boring#her wanting him over every other bland boring safe guy she could have in an instant isnt a plot hole‚ its characterization#also i disagree with the vibe that she's just a blank slate like. as someone who was a depressed teenage girl#she didn't come across as blank to me#she came across as. depressed and emo and trying so very hard to look cool and mysterious at all times and had#spent her life up to that point praying to find out magic was real and could whisk her away into a life of adventure and romance and drama#you look me in the eyes and tell me that girl didn't spend middle school chewing through every book she could get her hands on#as fast as possible.#idk#origibberish
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i just went thru nd explored the whole Reef maze Namedude maps of yume 2kki and was about clown on it a lil until i looked him up and hes 16!? nevermind i take back my critiscism
#its not even bad! not saying that! just kinda tonally weird being in a yume 2kki game#it feels like another game#and i was about to call it edgy until i saw him being 16#ofc its gonna be edgy#yume nikki#yume 2kki
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soooooo in light of the fact that it seems like The Fandom Collectively Forgot About The Crimes of McShit, do you know anything about the rumors that they're apparently working on redesigns for the offensive stuff? (also literally who is sertif we have heard nothing of them since the callout dropped)
I'll be blunt with you, I don't think it's happening. I don't think the supposed 'Noise DLC' is happening for a good while anyways, so that whole redesigning the two shite enemies..? Don't count on it. If it does happen, I'll be happy. But I'm not having high hopes. It's a good thing that you can /technically/ skip one level in a playthrough so you can avoid one of them, but ehhhhhh. It's one of those cases where you sort of have to bite the bullet and go 'yeah, that's fucked up'.
Y0shi's Island & Crash Bandico0t has some questionable depiction of tribes, too. I still like those games, but I will admit those enemies make me slightly uncomfortable. You can make the argument that all three of these games don't harbor any 'ill will' with the designs, but it's still like. How did you think that was a smart thing to keep in the game. In 2023.
Also, Sertif is the 2nd half of Tour De Pizza, the publishing company. I've personally been trying to attribute the good parts of the game to them. Coder and such. Very friendly and never said the shit McShit did nor would condone it, which makes me wonder if they knew about the shit he said or just... Let it sweep under the rug because they didn't want to cause issues for their job.
Idk. To each their own. I don't think people should be shamed for simply liking the game or anything. They should be shamed for uncritically defending McShit, capeesh?
#anonymous#kirm answers ✨#I hate people comparing indie game crimes because yeah for instance arguably. what sc0tt did was worse#actively donating to big0ts#and hell even t0by fox said a slur when he was an edgy teen and like yeah#all large discord servers turn into cesspits. doesn't excuse what mcshit said or put into the game#even as I said there's no 'ill will' it is weird how those enemies got into the game as is. I am not convinced that nobody went 'erm uh'#even if he was just trying to parody certain cartoon troupes. because even tom & jerry for instance had its bad depictions you know#maybe.... don't. for the wellbeing of your game. idk idk im rambling
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