#its not even a bad job!
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I'm. about to lose my fucking midn
#im good this is about my job#its not even a bad job!#everyone just hates each other and tells me about it
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Just because you don't love yourself it doesn't mean I will stop loving you.
#my art#goro akechi#persona 5#shuake#p5r#ren amamiya#persona 5 royal#akeshu#for some reason i wrote a dif caption on all socmed#i like them all#u know me and my poetry and shuake i cant stop coming up w lines so oh well collect them all#twt tumblr and bsky#twt and tumblr are similar#oh right i have never told ppl i have either of those here#tumblr is my true home so i forget#anw enjoy my tablet pen is dying and replacement is 350 euros cause its a wacom display tablet from 2013-17 and yeah. fuck me :)#cant even say i will do comms to pay for a new one cause its maddening to draw on it rn#idk how i managed to draw this one - passion for shuake ig#ok thats too much rambling even for me oops#its been a bad week lots of expenses for someone who quit her job to do a post grad on my savings lol#im getting better though
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Well well well... Looks like someone graduated from the Ladynoir school of finding hiding spots to transform
#*sniff sniff*#they grow up so fast#ladynoir taught them well#if you aren't visible from 75% of all angles#are you even really hiding?#its even funnier that Adrinette is blocking them#and doing such a bad job at it#miraculous ladybug#ml spoilers#ml illustrhater#ml illustrhater spoilers#mlb#miraculous#ml#ml season 6
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how many cells does this guy even have
#pokemon#pokémon#pkmn#eevee#mspaint#770art#everybody say yayyy good job for sitting down and actually drawing something... even if its a doodle...#life ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ it's been one hell of a productive 2025 but not in terms of drawing (yet!)#lately been getting the urge to draw the cutest fluffiest little critters ever and i want to hold them in my hand like hamsters so bad
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toot toot!
#breaking my streak of dramatic af captions bc look at this. look at it. wtf was i supposed to call it. he's tootin whaddya want from me#he go TOOT TOOT on his lil trumpet i fuckgjn LOVE HIM im maxing this card im serious#lvl 60 10/10 no expense is too much for my precious boy#i found a new brush that has this rly soft charcoal vibe and i used it on this whole thing and it was SEXY it was HEAVEN#it was fun for coloring too!!! and the outfit colors are fun to color OUGHH everything made just for me <3 feeling SILLY#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#his bunny outfit sweeps like im sorry but its the best card of the event and its not even fucking close#suntails#i did one 10-pull bc i wanted the paint bonus from epel's card even tho i HATE that card#and i instead got SUPER lucky and got deuce and NO epel!!! i couldnt be fucking happier#then my job interview today never called and i was miserable again but it was an internal issue and im now rescheduled for next week#so please dear god pls guys pray i get this job. i want it sooooo bad
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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[ Send “SPOILER!” and I’ll send a spoiler about the storyline. (CLOSED) ]
Possessing the 1P nations can make the 2P nations pretty sick… consider it like an advanced, interdimensional form of jetlag. There’s a variety of side effects, and some are more unpleasant than others.
SYMPTOMS MAY INCLUDE NAUSEA, BODY ACHES, HOMESICKNESS, CONFUSION, HALLUCINATIONS, DISSOCIATION, HALLUCINATIONS, HALLUCINATIONS, HALLUCINATIONS
#hetalia#hws america#hws canada#2p america#2p canada#2p hetalia#ask#anonymous#ask meme answers#1p mention#i dont think ive ever shown them possessing their 1ps bfeore... anyway its a mess#2p ita has a really bad start but quickly regains control#meanwhile ame is so miserable and incapable that canada has to get sent in early to keep him from arousing too much suspicion#2p ame cannot act at all... so shameful#current order in my head is north ita then ame then canada... then others ig loll#the background text is:#not your office not your desk not even your job so why...?#not your body and not your blood and not your pain and not your body#✌✌#btw 2pcanada is saying dont mention it#wherethebuttercupsgrow#repetition#unreality#tw#2p takeover au
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zero's pressure
#running out of gas. running out of money. out of time. out of energy. i'm running out of everything#and ofc my solution is to. avoid it. ignore it. do nothing productive.#zero's pressure turns into zero pressure#i'm trying to be kind to myself. i really have been trying. but it's hard when youre still headed to 0 on everything with no solution#because of yourself#i cant get a job. my art doesnt bring enough. i cant keep producing new products on the regular. i cant finish major comms on time#what CAN i do?#vent#just some adhd things#and maybe anxiety. and bad stress management#sorry for being so raw on main. its therapeutic even if it doesnt really lead to anything. it does force me to confront my feelings ig#i tend to get a burst of motivation after hitting a low like this but its a constant cycle that in the longterm really doesnt improve.#ill probably get some products done and do some quick comms. just one of those alone can cover gas for me#anyway some positivity to toot my own horn: i love the palette of this piece. went harder than i thought
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the reason why Luo Binghe and Shen Yuan can't attic wife each other in there house and never leave is that they don't have internet or anything else around to help keep them moving. I think we chalk too much of Shen Qingqiu being a super productive person post transmigration often too much to reading into things and treating his unreliable narration as fact.
But like, what is he supposed to do all if not actually go outside and talk to people and get a job. Luo Binghe needs to do things other than be a housewife for his own sanity so he doesn't cabin fever. He can't live focusing his day around a singular person being in the room its not healthy and would drive him insane. These are not overly productive constantly doing things people. These are people doing things to make sure they aren't malaise slugs feeling nothing in their day to day drudgery.
This is just what a healthy post/pre internet mental state kinda looks like.
#svsss#svsss shitpost#scumbag system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#luo binghe#bingqiu#i don't go into servers anymore or use anything but tumblr for a few hrs a day#the difference is astounding#scum villain self saving system#protagonist in isekai's don't leap to being better productive people just because they were actually always good and better than other#its because the internet is no longer sitting as a filter you can use#when you have to actually live in the real world and talk to people you have to learn to change how you approach conversation and free time#rich people in the real world aren't constantly going out to get jobs just to make daddy proud its also because they want something to do#humans are not meant to sit around doing nothing#part of the reason i think luo binghe had such an obviously bad time in the return to childhood special is he had nothing to do for months#he has no desire to play with kids#was too short to do a lot of his chores#couldn't socialize as an adult#and even his own boyfriend was too bored staying inside all the time#i don't doubt the man was dying inside wishing to turn back to normal simply because he had nothing to do
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Chameleon is the most ableist episode in all of Miraculous Ladybug holy fucking shit
this is all gonna be pre season 4 jsyk
Also serious note here, my words are not gospel. I myself am not physically disabled nor do I have severe enough disabilities that it requires specific accommodations. If anyone who has any experience with this has any input they want to add or wants to correct me on anything, you are more than welcome to.
Okay let's go
Immediately off to a bad start, Marinette is upset that she has to sit in the back because she doesn't want Lila to sit next to Adrien and no, this is not because she wasn't talked to about it beforehand, because when Adrien offered to sit in the back in her place Marinette adamantly refused.
And since Marinette really was causing such an unnecessary ruckus, (ill be momentarily ignoring that Lila was lying) she was making Lila feel bad for needing accommodations. Which is super fucked up of her. And also i distinctly remember Lila cuddling up to Adrien which made Marinette angrier but that's not in the transcript so take this with a grain of salt.
Okayyy the dreaded lunch scene. I have a lot of problems with this scene so I'll do the biggest one first: The fact that the narrative states that Lila is in any way benefiting from having a disability.
People carrying her lunch trays, getting her food, making sure she doesn't have to lift a finger because of her sprained wrist and treating it like shes benefiting from it is like. Atrocious on so many levels. Not only does it state that Lila is benefiting from having a disability but it also frames making accommodations for people with disabilities as being "used" in some way, which is why disabled people don't usually get the accommodations they need because they don't get "special privileges" or the people who should be accomodating them "refuse to play favorites." Horrible thing to teach children.
And then. The napkin scene. I'm gonna say it. Marinette is the fucking worst in this episode. She is being actively ableist here, assuming that since she had one bad experience with Lila being a liar, that she's lying about everything, including having a disability, which leads to her to try and "prove" that Lila is lying. Which is super fucked up.
She throws the napkin at her in order to prove that she's lying about having a sprained wrist, and since she doesn't like Lila this is an entirely okay thing to do ig/s. The reason why this scene in particular upsets me so much is because stuff like this happens in real life all the fucking time, and people have suffered because of it.
Neurodivergent and disabled people have to fight for accommodations or to be taken seriously, by literally everyone around them while neurotypical or able bodied people constantly brush them off or interrogate them in order to prove that they are disabled, and having the main character do someting like that and end up having her be framed in the right (eventually) is abelist as fuck.
The bathroom scene is also incredibly gross to me. Marinette corners Lila in the bathroom and LITERALLY SAYS (paraphrased) "I don't have the proof for it, but I know you're lying about your disability because you lied about being friends with a celebrity so therefore I get to be ableist as fuck towards you >:(" I don't think I have to explain why that's ableist.
Okay. The elephant in the room. Lila IS faking her disabilities. She IS pretending to have them in order to benefit off of other people. This is the biggest problem in the entire episode.
The narrative itself supports the idea that
1. People benefit from having disabilities
2. Attempting to "prove" that someone doesn't have a disability is okay
3. Making accommodations for people with disabilities is "using" the accommodating party in any way
4. Being ableist is okay as long as you're right in the end
And that is hammered in by this scene in particular. Marinette is being egregiously abelist throughout the entire episode and IS being the bad guy here but since the writer's need to make her NOT look like the bad guy turns out she's right Lila is faking everything and is evil lol/s
Its not just the characters themselves that are being ableist, the writing itself is so ableist that it is literally imbedded into the story of this episode and is essential in order for it to work at all. Which is a huge writing failure on the writer's part.
Okay I think I'm done. Is this coherent at all
Edit: Okay I think I failed to adequately criticize lila's part in this post. I think that what Lila did was egregiously disgusting and was incredibly uncomfortable to watch, but im not really sure what to say about it? I have thoughts on the matter yes but because Lila is such a nothing (until season 5/4 which I haven't really gotten to yet) character other than being Evil that it's hard to get frustrated with her in particular outside of my frustration with this episode in particular.
I'm very sure it's not clear so I'll say now: I like Marinette and hate Lila. But I also want to make sure that I'm criticizing the episode without my biases getting into the way, but I ended up going too hard on Marinette and not hard enough on Lila. Which. Is my mistake. Not that its anything to apologize for it's my post but I wanted to clarify
#i dont even think its marinettes fault at the end of the day shes the writer's puppet and her job for this episode was to be the fucking#worst#you literslly could not make her actions any better in this episode. there is nothing you could do short of getting rid of this episode-#entirely. its thag bad#ml salt#mlb salt#lila salt#ig?#miraculous ladybug salt#marrinette salt#technically#its really not her fault the writing is just really bad
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Bit of a rant, but can we normalize being nice about your opinions?? There’s this account on TT that I won’t name, but their ENTIRE account is claiming to be a “Starlight Express fan page” but all they do is hate on the Wembley 2024 revival. I know people don’t like it, I get why people don’t like it, I understand why people criticize it. But when your ENTIRE presence online is hating- not critiquing- a version of the show you don’t like, making fun of the cast, and ignoring when the cast and their friends comments on your videos telling you to stop being an asshole, that’s going far beyond not liking something. And people try to involve the Bochum cast in this as well! They’ll comment on their videos like “yeah, this is SO much better than the London version!” like, do you not think that makes them uncomfortable? And most of the people who do stuff like this are the same people who hated on 2018 Bochum changes for years, but all of a sudden you LOVE it just because you don’t like the current version? I’m not saying you’re not allowed to share your dislike of London 2024 just because the cast is active on social media and your criticisms might hurt their feelings, but just be a decent person about it. If you don’t like London 2024, don’t comment on the cast’s videos telling them their show sucks. That’s not just “sharing your opinion,” that’s being an asshole. Say you don’t like it, say why you don’t like it. But don’t make fun of the cast and involve cast from versions you like more into it.
#stex#starlight express#stex 2024#its like 3am for me so I might delete in the morning#I would say this goes both ways but it doesn’t#I don’t see people commenting on the Bochum cast videos telling them their choreography is unsafe and that their costumes arent colorful#there are things I don’t like about London 2024 and I get why people HATE it#but you don’t need to hate on cast#its their job#imagine hating on someone for working at McDonalds because you personally don’t like their food#its literally the equivalent to that#I saw someone hating on a cast member for not knowing the complete history of the show#name 5 songs kind of comment#don’t even get me started on people who have never roller skated telling the London cast they’re bad at it
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Some Links in the war
#hyrule warriors#young link#toon link#linked universe#lu warriors#lu wind#idk whether to tag young link as time#so im just not gonna#If theres one thing I find peculiar about linked universe#Its that Wars is often one of the oldest in the bunch#even during the war#But playing it I always thought of him as 16 or 17#I think he has a bit of baby fat on him#And I always thought Legend was at least a young adult#but fanon him just keeps getting younger I feel#Like I've been playing A Link Between Worlds#(Controversial take Ravio annoys me so bad)#and he full on has his own house#and job#and lives his life out there#So I think hed be like 24#But people keep having him be like 17#and obviously it doesnt matter that much#live your truth#I'm just a chronic rambler lol
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[Echo 1x05 / Daredevil: Born Again 1x01]
#Marvel#Daredevil#DaredevilEdit#Born Again#Echo#EchoEdit#Wilson Fisk#Maya Lopez#My GIFs#I hate that Fisk's character has had a major life event and most people don't even know#Maya took away all the negative emotions associated with his past#thus affecting his current self and outlook#So many of his previous on-screen appearances were driven by the killing of his father and everything which followed#“When I was a boy” is a meme for a reason#He still has the memories but the pain and anger are gone#Which took away a lot of his identity and left him disoriented#He spent months trying to make sense of himself (would love to see a flashback of these travels-- Japan yes?)#and he's not lying when he says he's a different man than he was in Daredevil‚ Hawkeye‚ or Echo#Will he engage in criminality again? Yeah no doubt#But it's not because he was lying the whole time#It's because this new man will fail in the same way#I wish I could broadcast this to the fandom because Marvel did a crappy job explaining it#and it hinges on the idea that everyone watched Echo#Everybody dismisses him because “Fisk is bad man”#And he is. But he's also the most interesting‚ well-written bad man Marvel has (one of its most interesting characters period)#AND NO ONE SEES IT#Sometimes I think this fandom doesn't deserve my guy
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heartbreaking! this man got attached to a character who is doomed no matter what
#txt#doodle#this isnt bad btw its just endlessly interesting to me#like logically#and canonically#caine isnt capable of emotions. but what if he was#he gives off the aura of someone who is ignoring Everything Falling Apart around him until it all becomes too much.#and lbr the only way that the cast can have anything resembling a happy ending is if caine isnt involved#ignorance born out of machine logic but still tragic. something so painfully human exhibited in something that is distinctly NOT human#might be too early to call but idk GAH im eager to find out how this all plays out#idk i guess the ambiguity of whether or not caine is capable of having emotions is like. the point of it all#does this machine even realize the damage its causing or is it being willfully (or unwillingly) ignorant#personally i think he just wants to do a Good Job because thats his core function he was MADE to entertain and bring joy#but the circumstances he's currently in means he's unable to achieve that goal. everyone is miserable and nobody is happy.#guy who has One (1) core function and he cant even accomplish that#or perhaps its just my ass projecting hardcore. who can say#either way im here for evil caine or crashout caine#this funky little dude is so fascinating 2 me#its been a while since a character has grabbed me in a chokehold
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It's 2am and I can't sleep, have this silly doodle
#art#zkretchy#dragon age 2#da2#hawke#anders#kirkwall may be our home and it felt homey in the way that smth is familiar and thus comforting#but also....boi is it a shithole#our shithole(affectionate)(and derogatory lets be real)#everyone: btw kirkwall is a shithole and apparently the veil is fucked there which is why everyone went crazy#its hilarious to start w/ 2 and then go into inquisition#where the first things ppl tell you is that many circles are actually p chill/normal and people were trying to achieve peace#between mages and templars before everything blew up (unrelated to anders)#vs kirkwall where basically the first thing you get told is all mages bad and the circle? even worse actually!#and everyone and their grandmother-mage uses bloodmagic(such evil :O) and turns into a demon one way or another#and the conflict is...there in da:i sure but not as prevelant at the start at the very least#ppl are much more chill about mages minus the rebel ones AND agree that templars can fuck up actually and not be good at their job in any w#diversity win: factions not led by fade-crazed-driven mage nor red-lyrium templar#as of right now....i am not trusting anyone anymore....keeping my eyes on all of my companions now lest they build a bomb again w/out telli
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we solemnly swear we're up to no good
#kinnporsche the series#kpts#vegaspete#this is about as done as it gets#its not done-done BUT I AM. its been a wip for like a year ITS TIME TO MOVE ON!!#also i had no plan for it other than vegas leaning his head on petes and i got that across so JOB DONE! SEND IN THE NEXT ONE!#i am proud of myself for coloring it though :)#like i DO NOT like to color stuff im bad at it and its fun only 10% of the time so naturally i dont do it much#the inking was the most fun even if it took an insane amount of time
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