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SPOILERS AHEAD!!!
In the quest we constantly brin up Mondstat,Dvalin/Stormterror,Ancient times,Working together/Rhythm,Time...
AND THEN THERES THIS LINE
"No one wishes to have their soul weighed down by gravity."
EXCUSE ME
THE PLACE IS UPSIDE DOWN MESSED UP,THE PLACE WE TRAVELLED TO DURING "Caribert" WAS UPSIDE DOWN,THE DEFILED STATUE OF BARBATOS IS UPSIDE DOWN,THE PRIMORDIAL SEA/WATER GOES UP,AS IF THE PLACE IS ALSO UPSIDE DOWN AND ITS DRIPPING FROM THE CEILING
WHATS GOING ONNNNN
#Upside down#The defiled statue#Celestia#Primordial sea#Caribert#Spoilers#Mondstat#Time#Genshin Impact#Its messed up
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Saw a thread about how feeling positive emotions is generally really dangerous to interpersonal relationships when you are neurodivergent. Mostly because feelings of joy impead judgement and lead to the mask slipping. The mask slipping gets you in trouble as a general rule. So you put all your mental energy into maintaining a baseline emotional state that most people would associate with depression.
Because feeling joy is always met with a negative response from others. You feel joy and the mask slips. You might info dump on your latest fixation. You might talk a million miles an hour. You might start a conversation halfway through your thoughts. You might do something impulsive and stupid.
And that is always met with "you are bad/annoying/ horrible to be around etc." And may permanently damage a relationship because despite the fact that your brain works differently, you still want to be social. You still want to be loved despite being told that, as you are it is not physically possible for others to do so. You can not be accepted as you are, you can not be loved.
So in order to get that human interaction that you still need you learn to employ a base line depression at all times. You know that the negative feelings are safe, when you hate yourself and everything you are you suddenly become acceptable to others.
Feeling positive emotions in public eventually becomes associated with danger. It is dangerous to feel happy. Happiness means you come out, happiness means rejection. You are hypersensitive to rejection.
So you stop feeling it, when you do, you actually start to panic. You can only be safely happy if you completely isolate yourself from everyone.
So then you begin to isolate yourself so that you can safely feel and be you.
Because you are not acceptable. It hit hard.
Because this is my entire experience and then some. It makes me physically ill to feel joy. Unless I am alone, and I can never share it with others. Because my positive emotions are not ok, they are not acceptable and I can not be accepted or loved. It's not possible.
#rambling about divergence#like seriously#its messed up#ignore it#thinking about why i dont do romantic relationships irl anymore despite wanting it#they are not for me
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Oh my gosh your blog is 9 years!? I've been following you since the release of Fire Emblem Heroes gosh time really flies! Anyway I love your stuff <3
Hhdjshs over 6 years ago. It's wild. It's messed up man.
I'm glad you're still here though. I love you. 😭
Also they're at a waffle house because
#im like no way its 9 years no freaking way. but i think made the blog but never posted to it until 2015#its messed up#i had a longer more atmospheric idea in mind but i dont have w computer soooooo sketch it is#kravice#jeorge#sketches#feh
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am i the only one who thinks it’s sort of concerning when a media comes out and there’s this one character that’s like OVERLY sexualized? like?? it’s kinda weird
#not naming names#but specific characters are just degraded to sexy and fuckable#and um#its messed up
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i hate this fandom sometimes oml
for anyone who doesn't want to get spoiled, please stay off the owl house tag and filter out spoiler tags. also be careful on youtube.
#the owl house#like the whole episode got leaked#its messed up#just wait a few more weeks jfc#im actually so mad#how tf has this happened twice??
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Bro is pissed
“I’m Just Ken" wins Best Song | 21st Critics’ Choice Awards (2024)
#also missing here is the fact he REFUSED TO GO ON STAGE#because he said fuck this win#its not a win#its messed up#ryan gosling#critics choice awards#critics choice awards 2024
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#Evo#fighting games#fighting game community#its messed up#racism#sexism#Youtube#Aliciaxlife#aliciaxdeath
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Well, I guess you didn't have much of a choice either
#sooooo fucked up being a teenage boy just messing around with friends one day#and the next weird monsters are after you#and suspicious guys youve never met before start telling you you shouldnt even exist#and even the gentle girl who seems to know SO much that you met#says you have to disappear#all for the sake of this one boy youve never heard of#who apparently everyone loves and wants back#even if it means essentially killing someone else(you)#and youre expected to just. follow along and sacrifice yourself for him#even though you are also a real perosn with real friends (or so you believe)#and at the end you do it#because youre tired and confused#and part of you feels like it should do it#that its the right thing to do#even though you still dont know anything bc no one will tell you#except for the girl but everyone always goes out of their way to stop her#anyway im rambling the kh2 prolouge is so fucked up when u think about it#roxas#sora#kingdom hearts#kingdom hearts 2#kh#kh2#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art
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i love normal guys doomed by the narrative
#either that or hilariously dysfunctional or both#tf one#orion pax#d 16#megop#megatron#optimus prime#my art#saw one post pointing out in the trailer that a like5 frame shot of megatrons cannon that was snuck between their mahoushoujo type transfor#mations and like.messed up deeply messed up u see how goofy best friends orion and megsy are theyre just silly guys but in every telling of#their story they always end up enemies ok like in a meta multiverse hopping way think about it.like oh my god prewar tfp megop was already j#juicy and earthspark divorced-remarried megop is like.RGHFH tf one is going to destroy me bc this is what they had Before do u get me#before the war before they fell apart before friends became enemies and hands were stained before the beginning of the end im so so normal#like ok.this silly tight goofy buddy dynamic thats shown in tf one so far is.is what they had before. its what they could have kept if only#if only things turned out differently. but in every world optimus prime and megatron end up leading opposite sides of the bloodiest war ever#ok.its a universal fact and everyone who knows any transformers knows this BUT THE CHARACTERS DONT THEYRE POWERLESS TO PREVENT IT#ill clean up these tags in the morning but like im so.so normal about fictional robot guys#anyway i was intending to draw a background for this but i got lazy and also spent too long on the hands!!!!so whatever
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A previous therapist of mine described BPD as "what happens when neurodivergent people have c/ptsd". Sometimes it goes away when the stressors do.
As a late diagnosed autist I will say one of the most damaging but transformative experiences I've ever had was being misdiagnosed with BPD.
Everyday my heart goes out to people with BPD.
The amount of stigma and silencing they face is astonishing and sickening.
I took DBT for years. Therapists use to turn me away because of my diagnosis.
I would be having full blown autistic meltdowns, crying for help literally - but because I was labeled as BPD ANY time I cried I was treated as manipulative and unstable.
As if the only reason I could be crying was if I was out to trick someone.
95% of the books out there with Borderline in the title are named shit like 'How to get away from a person with Borderline', 'How to stop walking on eggshells (with a person who has BPD)'
I was never allowed to feel true pain or panic or need.
That was 'attention seeking behavior', not me asking for help when a disability was literally inhibiting my ability to process emotions.
There were dozens of times where I had a full meltdown and was either threatened with institutionalization or told I was doing it for attention.
My failing relationships weren't due to a communication issue, or the inability to read social cues. No, because I was labeled borderline, my unstable relationships were my fault. Me beggong nuerotypicals to just be honest and blunt with what they meant was me pestering them for validation.
Borderline patients can't win.
And the funny thing is - I asked my therapist about autism. I told her I thought I was on the spectrum.
BPD is WILDLY misdiagnosed with those with autism and I had many clear signs.
Instead - she told me 'If you were autistic we wouldn't be able to have this conversation'. She made me go through a list of autistic traits made clearly for children, citing how I didn't fit each one.
And then she told me that me identifying with the autism community was the BPD making me search for identity to be accepted - and that I wasn't autistic, just desperate to fit in somewhere.
I didn't get diagnosed for another ten years. For ten years I avoided the autism community - feeling as if I were just a broken person who wanted to steal from people who 'really needed it'.
Because of my providers - I began to doubt my identity MORE, not less.
Ten years of thinking I was borderline and being emotionally neglected and demonized by a system meant to help me.
To this day, I still don't trust neurotypicals. Not fully.
I know I'm not borderline now - but my heart aches for them. Not for the usual stuff. But for the stigma. And the asshole doctors. And the dismissiveness and threatening and the idea of institutionalization hanging over their head.
I love Borderline people. I always will. I'm not Borderline but if you are I love you and I'm sorry.
You're not a bad person. You're not a therapists worst nightmare, you are a human with valid feelings and fears.
Borderline people I'm sorry.
#and yeah people absolutely get labelled bpd instead of autistic or whatever else is underlying#its messed up#comment
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having fun with cell shading, also finally got around to adding multiple eyes just in time for spooky month
#Tumblr really doesnt like the dithering its smoother on imgur#it keeps messing up the colours after its done uploading#hlvrai#gif#b3d
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Nashville school shooting families removed by state troopers at gun law hearing
This is heinous. Wtf is wrong with TN right now? I wouldn't visit Nashville if you paid me.
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not done (still procrastinating on the wings) but i think its safe to say everyone needs a lil pick me up rn. enjoy <3
#my art#vuzin#nuziv#violentbitingbiscuits#nvuzi#envuzi#seriously why do these bitches have 10 different ship names#uzi doorman#sd v#sd n#murder drones#n murder drones#v murder drones#i messed up positioning n's arm but its too late to fix it. whatever#vuzi#nuzi#envy
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Honestly this.
Sorry for frustration-dumping on your post but a friend of my parents went out of their way to "adopt"* a special needs frenchie and they constantly post about how great it is and its... honestly its twisted:
Like; Post 1: Look how doggies obvious congenital lack of eye balls doesn't prevent her from living her best dog life... Post 2: back at the vets for infection/GI bleeding/obvious neurological problems, we love our vets!
*Technically the dog comes from an actual rescue, but it was surrendered to the rescue by a breeder who continues to breed inbred dogs so... like... yeah...
the popularity of french bulldogs proves the average westerner dreams of torturing a homunculus that is barely fit for life in their basement
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We got a real jam going down
#floyd is contemplating murder jamil is rationalizing murder and ace is just hoping they didnt notice him mess up a play (they did)#twst#jamil viper#floyd leech#ace trappola#twst basketball club#twisted wonderland#brohemeart#if i refine this any more its between me and god
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looking back at some of my Eva drawings I think the more recent ones have lost that sort of... semi unnerving angle her concept design was meant to have
I don't mind making her eyes more expressive, but i want to return that initial look she used to have.
Edit: I have no clue why people are trying to give pointers, I know the issue with her design hence why I’ve been criticizing it
#monsters and girls#txt#lol nobody has this problem except me#ALSO i messed up her hair bad i actually never noticed i was slowly transforming it into lili's hair#when its meant to be more loose and wavy
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