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skitskatdacat63 · 1 day ago

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I may not match your freak but I’m grateful to talk and bounce off your ideas

— Penalanon (when you remembered my masquerade ask 🥹)

Thank you as always!!!!! 🥹🥹 Also how could I ever forget!!! Seriously you really make my day every time I get an ask from you about some specific thing. It makes me feel very seen 🥹 I have a tendency to lock myself up when I'm working on an idea and don't say anything until I'm done, but that can feel very isolating :/ but at least I can always count on you to be interested to ask and talk about things :D I'll tell you about one of the wips I'm working on rn. I think in my head, I'm plotting like....5 fics(dhfjfk four for the au and one 2010s one) Its annoying though, I still can't get over my resistance to wholeheartedly post about wips, bcs my brain is like "spoilers!!!!!" though feel free to inquire more

I don't know if you ever saw this, since it's from so long ago, but rn I'm working on illustrations and a second chapter for this fic. As I said about the stocking drawing, it really invigorated me to actually draw narrative stuff, so I'm really happy to go back to the drawing board with this, as it's an idea that's haunted me for a while. Funnily enough, I wrote it in the first place because I didn't feel like I could draw the idea properly, and now I'm here drawing it. Though ugh it's one of those sketches I'm so enamored with that it's really hard to make proper progress on bcs I like working on it so much. In general, I'd really just like to write more little vignettes, ones that I touched on in lore a days. Though under the cut lemme list the ones I've actively written bits of

1. Obviously the one I talked about on this post already. God I love the start of the second chapter...which i wrote a year ago at this point and finally am getting back to. Seb sending Fernando a letter at night, like "lets finish what we started ;) :3 <3" Fernando scoffs at it. Then immediately proceeds to Seb's chambers. Two men who on a crash course who can't stop each other from colliding

2. Post-Masquerade fic !!! Basically, Seb goading Fernando as usual, saying that of course he went for full accuracy with the dress and thus....isn't wearing anything under it except a chemise–

3 and 4. I've talked about these before I think. The one where Seb reveals his culpability with the marriage plot. And then the one where Fernando legitimately upsets him by rejecting his affections 😞 this is technically a 5, but I'd like to also continue the funeral one I mentioned in a lore day once

5. 2010s fic.....something something Fernando's chair in the Ferrari garage something something(wip I've been thinking about for over a year now)

#WHY DOES IT FEEL SO BAD TO TALK ABOUT WIPS #its like im peeling off my skin #i guess i have a weird belief that ill jinx myself if i talk about them too openly #that it'll curse me not to finish #its so annoying bcs i reallt wanna discuss my wips w people bcs i like them so much #but it feels like im laying out all my cards too soon ughhhhhh #someone please just let me rant to you djfjgkkg #catie.asks.

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daftpatience · 2 months ago

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graft healing look so gross but i feel proud of my goopy crusty little nips

#daftpatiences topsurgery #theres fresh skin under very thick dark slimy scabs that are just starting to peel off bit by bit #im not touching them or picking at them at all its just sticking a bit with the bandage changes which i think is fine #also im off the T3s now and my whole chest feels like a bruise but otherwise im good

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figofswords · 8 months ago

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yknow before i went to pt and got clocked for hypermobility i may have been tired and in pain all the time but at least i wasn't COVERED in tape and leftover tape goo

#idk what is going on with my skin but the kt tape leaves an insane amount of glue on me #my pt says that's normal but also she's never seen it leave AS MUCH glue on anyone as it does on me #like. if it doesnt peel off within fifteen minutes it MELDS itself to me #and then istg the fabric itself starts pulling away and LEAVING THE GLUE BEHIND. LIKE ALL OF THE GLUE #if its my knees or feet i can sort of try and peel it off a little at a time #but we tape my shoulders/traps/paraspinals too and i can't. reach that #so there's just. so much glue residue #IM SO STICKYYYY #also. im gonna have some really interesting tan marks this summer lmao

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dailykugisaki · 9 months ago

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Day 137 | id in alt

I got mad about Ui Ui's popularity pole description so I shaved Gojo's eyebrows off.

#dailykugisaki #jjk #kugisaki nobara #itadori yuji #fushiguro megumi #tokyo trio #zenin maki #gojo satoru #inumaki toge #THE WHOLE FUCKING PARTY IS HERE YALL #Gojo would let Kugisaki do this i dont know how to explain it but its a feeling #i jusg made his eyes glow #he isn't using infinity if he does the glow is absolutely worse #i also gave him 6 eyes in odder positions bc i felt like it #hes gonna stay eyebrowless for the rest of this life hope yall know that #Gojo is brainless he is happy to be there #he tries to not think as much as possible because the rct is restarting his brain so much its insane #i love drawing expressions its funny as fuck #Kugisaki insanity so bad ive actually vividly thought about peeling my skin off #sedation is needed #im about to edit out every mention or image of a man from every panel shoko is in because im tired

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transmandrake · 3 months ago

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Irelands wonderful trans healthcare

'Increase in girls wishing to transition' oxymoronically transphobic

#immense struggle to copy the text sorry if the image descriptions a bit shitty #AAAAAAAAAAAAAA #this is a bit old but nothing is different #trying to find something else but I couldnt help read these stupid fuckers #cw transphobia #I cant fuckin do it its been 4 years #theres no fucking way theyll have mercy on me #i dont want them to i dont want them to say im the Good Flavor Of Trans #i cant pretend i do the sex and have a normal brain and normal binary gender its like my skin needs peeling off im gonna fuckin burst if #they dont let me

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romenthenoodle · 4 months ago

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anyone ever feel like dissecting themselves

#like i can feel each part of my ribcage and what if i just carefully peeled my skin off with a knife and take out my lungs #and cut my heart out and throw it into the small jewellery box on on my desk before bleeding out #or cutting my feet of and removing each bone and counting it or pulling my eyeballs out or cutting my mouth in half where my jaw hinges #im so normal guys dont worry about it #this is not in a self harm way more out of curiosity and if its not me id be wanting to hurt my family or friends or someone i love #i. might not be normal.

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aria0fgold · 8 months ago

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Sitting here licking my bloodied lip and I think: I am sooo vampire coded.

#aria rants #i was... peeling the skin off my lips out of habit and now its bleeding a bit so now im lickin it and it tastes sweet btw #idk why my lips are pretty dry today-- OH! i forgot to put vaseline (the one specifically for lips) on it. well now i understand why #welp-- gotta make sure to remember that later then. anyway blood is pretty interesting cuz rn mine tastes sweet #but there are times when it tastes pretty metallic and something ive observed a lot is that whenever i eat fried fish #my blood would also taste like fried fish! even though ive alrdy washed my mouth. its pretty interesting to me #i should research about that actually cuz now im wondering about what affects the taste of blood

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selestial-princess · 11 months ago

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Love how being on my period makes my entirety of my skin feel like I walked into a cloud of mosquitoes

#feels so itchy and even clothing makes it worse #i want to peel off my skin my dudes : )#idk if its like increased sensory sensitivity bc im hormonal or like an actual skin issue

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volfoss · 11 months ago

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sincerely i think the worst part of having bjds of different sizes and styles is you will get a guy bc u think he looks nice and then you realize his head is massive and doesnt mesh with ANY of your other guys...

#twist rambles #^guy that finally reached out to doa members to be like hi. HELP PLEASE. bc like... i dont normally have realistic sculpts so its really #scary for me. but its something where i think id like to umm. do a slightly different faceup than what i tried w him last time. bc hes a #robot to me. so i want to have the circuit boards and stuff showing. initially i wanted half his face to look like that but now im like...#small sections would look rly good of like. tiny bits of the skin peeling off to reveal circuitry. if that makes sense. but also its so so #hard for me as a guy w shaky handsssss augh #like. hes 70 cm tall and JACKED. and my other biggest doll is 68cm and pretty sldner so its so scary. this also reminds me i need to keep #wiping the old faceup/body paint off my other doll so i can like. well. make a silly b.lack jac.k doll ok :3 but i gotta get references too #hmm. much to do. but anyways. its so scary idk his eyes are a lot smaller bc his features are more realistic so like. im very scared about #it bc i just. yeah. its very different to my other guys bc like... i prefer a slightly less realistic doll. so its so scary. but i fell in #love w his face and his body ohhhh god yall dont even KNOW how bad and how much work thats gonna be. beautiful jacked so.nic the hed.gehog #body <- due to the fact he is blue. only partially tho. which is why im doing circuitry. bc i then dont have to um... wipe the 5 billion #spots of paint off. sorry thsi is so rambly in the tags but. its so scary for me #bjdposting

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coridallasmultipass · 1 year ago

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